#i don't know what this post says but i am so homesick and typing out my mother's words made me burst into tears instantly

[hepbaestus]

Ello hep!! Congrats on 250 <3

For your ask game!!

💜🖤✈️🍐🌝🌺

Ello shen!!! I hope you've been well! <3

💜 describe yourself in five words or less!

I always find this type of question difficult, but I think dependable, resilient, introverted and genuine are good words to describe myself. I've gotten better at being these things over the years but they still hold true to who I am (or at least what I hope others see and know me as).

🖤 favourite hobbies outside of your blog?

I don't really have many hobbies (I have a lot of abandoned hobbies though) but taking photos and playing pc games are two hobbies of mine that I enjoy a lot! I want to branch out and do more like pottery painting and flintknapping, I've done them both before and want to do more of, but money ;-;

✈️ favourite place you've travelled?

I've not really travelled much (or at least have some memory of it) but I have to say Wales! I went to Wales, almost 2 years ago now, to climb Snowdon and it was so pretty!

Here are just a few of the photos that I took during the car ride/climb up so that you can see just how pretty it was.

🍐if you could make one character real, who would it be?

Oooooo there's so many! Shen, why would you do this to me? /lh

I think I would make Newt from the Maze Runner trilogy real. Either him or Dean Winchester from Supernatural. I think it'd be interesting to see how they'd live their lives, like, would Dean have become a firefighter like he was applying to be before he died or would he go into another profession?

🌝 a show you would recommend to everyone.

BBC Merlin. I have a lot of fond memories of just having finished eating tea (evening meal, whatever you may call it) and sitting in the lounge and watching an episode once a week. Also if I had to suffer through the 2012 Christmas Eve episode finally then so do you :)

🌺 what is the best gift someone has ever given you and why is it important?

The best gift that I've ever been given was a little hand-sewn felt cat-like creature from a long-time irl friend of mine! She gave it to me a fair few years back now and I made sure to keep it when I was going through a rough patch of life™.

It's actually sitting on my desk right now, looking at me as I game or do anything on my laptop. It fits perfectly in my hand and whenever I feel homesick I look at it and it feels like I have a piece of her with me even though we're 200+ miles away from each other and it makes me smile.

If she sees this (which I doubt with how much I post), she is a moot of mine here, I hope she knows that I love her and miss her. I haven't been home since Christmas so maybe soon I'll plan a trip back home.

Ask game!!

#ask: shen #ask game #emoji ask game #hepbaestus thoughts #hepbaestus facts #oh god i really do just ramble huh

[madisonbeersource]

Hiiii 💙 It's been so long since I've been here.... How are you? I hope you are very well

There are several news about Madison that I want to comment and to begin with, the most important thing, WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE MV ABOUT SPACE!? OMG she even already posted a picture on her ig and said she was going to see aliens!!!! Is real this fantasy?!?! I would love for this new single to be a bit like homesick 2, especially in terms of narrative. It would be a dream. I CAN'T WAIT

According to my predictions I think Mads is going to release this new song on Friday this week no, the next one on June 2nd. Hopefully. And if it's sooner even better. When do you think it will be published?

I think it's AWFUL what I've heard on Twitter about people leaking the Madison song. I haven't heard anything or heard anything personally, but it just seems so wrong to me. Especially when it's so close to this song coming out and we're getting closer and closer to mb2. Madison will release her music when she wants to and that's it. It's so unfair

Oh and can we talk about how AWESOME Madison looked when she went to New York to do interviews and promote her book? She looked so cute in those tweed-like outfits, the sunglasses, those super long black boots she wore to an interview with that gray dress (if I'm not mistaken) but whatever, she looked amazing, as always.

Moonlight, do you already have The Half Of It? Because I haven't read it yet and I'm dying for it. Just like I haven't listened to the podcast Madison did with Call Her Daddy either. I've seen several snippets around, but haven't listened to the whole thing yet . Have you listened to it yet?

Okay... now I can't think of anything else to comment, but omg it's been so long... too long. When we get Madison's new song I'll either scream or cry for joy, I don't know. What I do know is that I'm looking forward to it, not only as a big Mads fan, but also as a big space fan.

I hope you are great and as excited as I am!

love you 🛸

💙🌓👽

hi my lovely stardust<3 i'm doing good wbu?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG this is gonna b legit crazy good!! can't wait honeslty i love how she makes continuity of her last album i was scared she would change her artistic choices drastically but OMG noope she did not and thank god!! but so many artist are releasing new shit and i'm beyond exited

she said june 2nd right?

idk who takes care of the songs she made but she needs better security idk how songs can get leaked like that don't they have security for these type of things? but i gotta admit i didn't even know songs of hers were leaked!! i don't wanna know tho ngl i'll not hear anything sdfhgfds i support the queen always

her press tour was So cUTE and true she was SERVING lewks!!!! our girl is not an author and i love this title on her

NOPE I DIDNT!! but i'm dying to have it !! also yes i've seen her podcast it was so real! i prayed for it not to be awkward and thank god it wasn't because i still remember hailey's call her daddy podcast and all i can say is awkwaaaard

IM NOT HERE JUNE SECOND ILL B W MADISON MOTHER QUEEN BEER thank u very much gfdsdfgn finally she's releasing stuff and i admire her for that! also me too i'm still waiitng for the time i can finally go to space

I AM INDEED GREAT AND AS EXITEDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

i love you the most <3

#ask

[malinastharlock]

I just wanted to post something a little about me, not anything naughty or too crazy just a little something about me.

I think I'm 36. Idk and don't care really after 21 I gave up giving any fucks about my age. Hell I thought I'd be dead before I turned 30.

I am a parent and I love my son and he's such a crazy little dude but also the light of my life and I would do anything for him. Like I might not make a ton of money but I will never treat him like a burden they way I've been treated.

I love almost all animals, except the platypussies. They know what they've done. Okay like I don't hate them they're just.... Idk they're cute af, just be careful around their poisonous flipper barbs.

I treat my pets like family. They are my fur babies and I love them. Also I don't trust people that treat their pets like slaves. It creeps me out and makes me think they think of them as lesser creatures.

I judge people to be trash people and not trash people. How I judge them is based on several factors. Here's a list.

1. How they treat servers at a restaurant.

2. If they litter, I don't care what type of trash it is, put it in the bin properly.

3. Manners. Manners matter.

4. Weather or not people return their shopping carts/trolly or "buggy🤢 (that's what they call it in the southern part of the US) to the places they belong ie; the cart corral or the store, not the curb. 😠

5. How they treat anyone in the LGBTQIA community and that also goes for those in the LGBTQIA community.

6. How they treat animals

7. How they treat people with disabilities.

::end of list::

There might be more to my list but that's all I can think of.

I am lactose intolerant but I still love diary. It's a love hate relationship.

I once ate a bunch of ants without knowing but when I realized I didn't freak out and just kinda shrugged it off, like it wasn't really that bad. They started swarming my soda, back when I used to drink soda, and I didn't notice till after I already drank from it. It was weird.

I have 2 older brothers and one accepts me for me and the other is marred to a religious crazy Karen and I hate her. Seriously she made him have a vasectomy. Yes made him. I miss my brother but he's made his choices and if he's happy then whatever. I'm the youngest sibling. I'm 5 years younger then them.

I am a military brat. My family has a long line of military service and even I served my country even knowing a lot of people in my country want me dead just for being me. I would still serve and protect them to this day but it is what it is.

I was born in Aurora Colorado and I miss the West so much. I get homesick constantly and I want to go back so bad but it's gotten so expensive to live there I can't. Also most people are like ??? When I say Aurora so I just say I'm from Denver.

My favorite hobbies are Anime, D&D, Warhammer, The Orville, World Of Warcraft, working on my PC, make-up, sewing, cosplay, and 3D printing.

Btw if you're also a fan of the Orville omg they might be making a new season, nothing is official yet but Seth MacFarlane said some stuff recently that has me so hopeful and after that last season, omfg yes😁😁😁😁😁😁😁👽

So yeah that was a little post about me.

#things about me #about me #malina #stharlock #transgender #transfem #me #the orville #lgbtqia #lgbtq #lgbtq+

[theworstanonymousblog]

To the worst anonymous blogger

Before we get into the letter, I think I should give you some context on my life. This is a letter to my future self (who is hopefully doing better than I am right now). I've been doing a lot of thinking, which is just so out of character so I thought I should write about it. Now we can get into the letter...

 To the future version of myself, 

    Hi. How are you? I hope everything is going well in your life. I think I need to say how I feel because a lot has been weighing on me. Recently, I've just been thinking about everything. Like usually when there's silence in my everyday life, I listen to music or watch a show, but now I've just been sitting in the silence and thinking. I can't exactly pinpoint what what I'm thinking about, because it's not just one thing. 

    --- I actually eventually narrowed down what I'm thinking to two main points.

Also usually when I'm thinking, I'm daydreaming about the life that you have, but I haven't been doing that as much recently. Instead, I've mostly just been thinking about my life so far, and doing some self-reflection. This past week has been difficult because I've been more homesick than ever. I really don't want to be at college right now. It has nothing to do with the people or the classes - because both of those things are going great now - but it just feels like every day is a battle inside myself. I've though about asking my parents to come pick me up so many times but I haven't because it feels weak. I know that's not actually the truth, but my whole life I wanted to go to a college out-of-state. If I can't even make it an hour and a half away from home for two months at a time, then how was I ever going to make it to a college that was actually far away. And how am I going to make it when I live alone in hopefully a new state after college? So I guess that by forcing myself to stay here, it's a way of me proving to myself that I can be on my own, but it's not as easy as I thought it would be for myself. I also don't want to go home because I don't want my parents worrying about me more than they already are. I feel like I've gotten to a good point in my relationship with my parents recently, but I still don't tell them everything (mostly for Mom's sake because I think she would have a heart attack if I told her some of my stories). So yeah, basically that's why I've been feeling homesick, I think. 

    Also, something that's been weighing on my mind recently is boys. It sounds so stupid, but here I am writing my fucking feelings down. I guess we're just at that level of desperation now. It all started with a boy - let's call him MB. The one that got away (but I never even had him in the first place). 

    --- MB is a whole story that maybe I will write another blog post about someday, but today is not that day. 

I don't know what about him, but he just had some hold over me that made me into an obsessive fangirl. Thinking back on it, I hate the way I literally GLORIFIED him, but he was literally just a boy. He was perfect in my imagination, but I barely even knew him in real life. Anyways, I don't really know why I brought him up - oh, wait. He actually just posted on Instagram today (the nerve), so maybe that's why he's at the forefront of my mind. He got a buzzcut btw. Like he literally couldn't be any more my type!!! Ughhhh, we're backtracking. Ok, now back to the present moment. Boys. The actual story starts on Friday night. Me and like eight other girls were out downtown celebrating our friend Izzy's birthday. Things were a little awkward at first because it was a strange group of people. But as the night went on things became more fun. While we were in line for the most mid freshman bar, we met two boys. One of them immediately started talking to Izzy - good for her, it was her birthday after all. The other one was talking to the rest of us and just being a good wingman for his friend. We walk to other bars and the two boys follow us around everywhere - it's obvious that the one guy is really into Izzy. The other guy starts talking to one of the girls, Sarah. And if you've ever been in a group with guys and girls, then you know whenever there's an uneven number of guys to girls, things get awkward and someone always gets their feelings hurt. Usually, I'm not the kind of girl to get upset about these things. I've prided myself my whole life on being the independent girl who's never needed a boy to feel happy or complete or even to have a good time. And don't get me wrong, I still am that person. That Friday night, I was sad about not being "picked" for maybe half a second, and then I continued to dance like nobody's business on the 9d's dance floor. At the time, just being a girl at a bar was enough for me, but since that night, it's been weighing more heavily on me. Why am I never the girl that gets picked? Is there fundamentally something about me that a guy sees and thinks no? I know in my brain that these are silly questions and that the right guy will love everything about me and all that bullshit, but it's hard until you find that guy. Even later that night when two other guys came up to talk to me, I felt the other "rejections" more than I appreciated the other guys right in front of my face. And even when they were talking to me, all I wanted to do was dance, so what does that mean? I think I maybe just want a dance or karaoke partner? Did I just identify my dream man? Anyways, back to the two other guys. I'm not going to say they were creeps - because they weren't. But they were definitely of legal drinking age and gave me odd (predatory) vibes. So that led me to think -do I scare off normal guys so that the only ones left are weird? I actually have never seen myself white-girl dance so maybe it's my dancing that scares the normies off. But on a more serious note, what about me gives off the vibe that allows weird people to come up and talk to me? These are important questions, because if I'm attracting weirdos, then I might need to buy those drink lid covers. 

    So yeah, I think that's mostly what's been on my mind - homesickness and boys. 

Love, the current version of myself 

#advice #college #friends