#i don't miss smoking

[averaillisa]

smoke & fire 🔥

#diluc brainrot is back and i missed drawing him!!! #ngl i kinda forgot how to draw him and had to re-consult my drawings from like 2022 akslfjdlf #i also don't practice side profiles as much as i should but i think it came out alright?? #i need to draw this man more i miss himm #genshin impact #genshin diluc #diluc ragnvindr #my art #(i hc that he smokes for no reason other than the aesthetic™) #tw smoking #diluc #I've been informed I did the cigarette wrong 😭 fixed it now asdekfelf

[royalarchivist]

Foolish: It looked like perfect English, I just didn't understand what was said [Laughs].

[Intense ominous music suddenly starts playing, startling Cellbit]

Cellbit: What is that?

Foolish: ...What? That isn't you?

Cellbit: Do you hear that?

Foolish: That- THAT'S NOT YOU???

Cellbit: No! Wtf is this?!

Foolish: What- wtf- that's not me! Is there like a final boss approaching???

Cellbit: WHAT IS GOING ON?!

[ Transcript continued ↓ ]

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Foolish: I don't know! I- I- swear like, I don't think- I don't think anyone else has been near here! Uh... Richarlyson, maybe put your armor on?

Cellbit: Yeah, please! Richarlyson- [repeats himself in Portuguese, telling Richarlyson to put his armor on]

Foolish: I don't know- this is so cool! This is just the vibe we were looking for!

Cellbit: Yeah, but what-

Foolish: It's haunted now! >:D

Cellbit: ...Where is this coming from?

Foolish: I don't know! Is it- so is it like, one of those mobs that have like, a backpack maybe? But I feel like I've never heard this sound before. Or like a mob with like, a-

Cellbit: It's like- it's like a final boss music, wtf is going on???

#Cellbit #Foolish Gamers #QSMP #Foolish #Richarlyson #June 1 2023 #Cellbit was SO pretty here #PEAK pretty Cellbit stream imo #Q #MAN I miss Cellbit #I used to watch him (and Roier) daily but Roier streams later now so I can't catch his streams and Cellbit I also never seem to catch #:(((( #once upon a time I used to be worried about too many back-to-back Cellbit clips..... #*man smoking cigarette meme* #Anyways I don't actually remember what caused this but #I think it was triggered by someone fighting some specific mob #or something

[no-brain-just-akutagawa]

honey, you've got a big storm coming

[ID: An edited 4-panel Lilo and Stitch meme. In the first picture Atsushi is sitting on the floor with his back turned to the viewer. He says: "I need someone to be my ally...". In the second picture he looks to the side with a worried expression. He says: "Send me anyone." One the left side Fukuchi is staring at the viewer with a frown. On the third picture Atsushi has his back turned to the viewer again. He says: "Anyone will do." Fukuchi is still staring at the viewer, but his mouth is slightly opened. His expression is a mixture of confusion and disappointment. In the last picture disguised Akutagawa is staring into the background with binoculars. The caption in square brackets reads: "Coughing". End ID]

#is this more than you bargained for yet? #bsd #bsd memes #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs memes #bsd spoilers #bsd original #posts with ids #sskk #bsd atsushi #bsd fukuchi #bsd akutagawa #you have no idea how long I've dreamed about making this meme for #I'm sorry for the long description but there's a lot going on in this meme #I tried to shortened it as much as possible #I'm so excited about this ryuu coming back!! #I've missed my man in colour haha #obviously I had to reference fall out boy in the first tag #also the fact that ryuu is looking at smoke adds extra flavour #don't mind the difference in colour though let's imagine it as red because I'm too lazy to edit it now

[blood-falling]

[POLAROID] bc i'm feeling a lil spooky today

Mark had taken Louise on another little adventure, the details ultimately unimportant. They were having fun, though, some sort of carnival, lots of rides, disgusting food, cheap prizes.

Mark had lagged behind at some point, she lost track of him for a moment, before he rejoined her.

He offered to win her a large plush at one of the games, and actually managed to succeed. Before he handed it over, Louise wished to take a picture. Taking out her camera, she lined up the shot and snapped one.

Shaking the photo, she watched it develop, her smile fading as she finds Mark doesn't look quite right...

His eyes are dark, and his skin looks almost grey.

"Something wrong, Louise? Did it come out blurry? We can take it again." He offered.

#smoke and mirrors. #The Protagonist (mysweetlouise) #I hope you don't mind. I've missed imitating Mark.

[feuqueerfire]

Ever since I watched DFF ep 12 yesterday, I'd be doing my regular activities only to be hit with "my fucking White D:" thoughts in the middle

#dead friend forever the series #dff #dead friend forever #also teewhite like sorry but ep 11 teewhite made my brain melt #but idek what to think about when it comes to the ship like usually I'll play around with post-canon or missing scene headcanons in my mind #but like... i'm too sad about their so i don't want to (+ what post-canon lmfao) #i pretty much never think of AUs for these show characters but maybe for teewhite I'll just think of an AU where tee is a 'bad boy' in #the regular way that white was assuming he was when he pursued him and smoked pot with at work etc #feu rambles

[geek-png]

~CW: SMOKING~ Guess who's back! Sorry for dipping out of the blue, I've been having both art and sleeping struggles + some commissions keeping me occupied. But I have returned with my latest spicy commission done for a friend, I put a lot of time into it and I have a full version I'll be posting elsewhere- Hopefully this can satiate ya'll, I'll be getting back to doing more fanart very soon and thank you to those who stuck around, seriously ♥ ♥ ♥

Full Censored Version below the cut :^))) Don't smite me please-

#smoking cw #marvel #fanart #spiderman #spiderman 2 #doc ock #doctor octopus #raimiverse #no way home #geek png #god I've missed posting here n seeing my feed #I've been avoiding tumblr a lil bit ngl I needed a break #I'll be taking things slow but dw #I don't want to abandon this blog or anything #I appreciate everyone who interacts with my stuff n shows it love #means a hell of a lot to me truly ♥ #art commissions

[birdmenmanga]

@raventhekittycat

hi okay so I've been mulling this one over for the past day or two and I think I have the answer. not to be using hamburger to explain anything to an american but you're my detco mutual so I'm going to try and explain it in detco terms

There's a post going around recently about how if you've read detco and only detco, the first time hakuba shows up you're going to be totally flummoxed, because damn this guy is clearly important, he gets to be even cooler than Shinichi, he's got a half-page shot of him (in such a panel-dense series such as Detective Conan, no less!!) and he's got a fucking hawk. he's CLEARLY important. everything about the narrative is indicating that you need to PAY ATTENTION to hakuba and that he's the coolest guy and he's important!!!! and then he dies in the case lol (not for real. but still.)!! and you're like huh??? what was that. why did aoyama do that.

But with the context of magic kaito this totally makes sense. He's a beloved character that people have been waiting decades to see again. Of course Aoyama is going to hype him up!! It's his big moment after years of being locked in the backrooms!!!

Anyways reading birdmen for me was kind of like that. The author's previous series, Kekkaishi, was pretty one-dimensional at the beginning, and even after the main plot started picking up at around volume 6, it still felt quite understandable. I knew what she was trying to get at, and the spectacular job she did with the anthropocene and climate change metaphor towards the end of that series really made me interested in the rest of her works. That and the way she writes familial relationships is absolutely DEVASTATING. (I mean this with the highest of praise)

But when I read BIRDMEN for the first time, I was probably in... middle school, maybe? And I read it, sure, but I didn't get it. I could see what was literally happening on the page but the narrative choices were absolutely baffling at times. Why skip over the entire part of the plot where they figure out who the birdman that saved them was? She blatantly doesn't care about that. What does she care about then?? I knew I didn't get it, I knew there were parts of it that were important and I couldn't figure out why and THAT'S how it dug its pretty little claws into me. Even after I finished catching up it nagged at me a little bit, not often at all, but enough that every once in a while I go, huh, right, that was a thing, let me go read it again.

For the record this type of story haunting has happened to me twice. First time was the Heart of Thomas, second time was BIRDMEN. I think the thing is that these are both stories which are not what other people say they are and I think I came into both of these stories with a misconception, trying to look too hard for things that weren't important and therefore missing the things that were.

Because sure, BIRDMEN is about mental illness. Yeah, it's about an evil scientific organization growing mutants in a lab. Yeah, it's about what it means to leave your humanity behind. That's all technically correct, on a surface level, and the fandom at large likely agrees with these takes for the most part, but in my opinion none of that really delves into what the thematic messaging of the story is about.

There are cryptic conversations about authority and human extinction and peculiar outfit and ability choices. You can tell these choices weren't made to serve the purpose of "writing exciting shonen manga" because that was what she did for the most part in Kekkaishi and you can tell she wasn't putting her whole pussy into doing that here. So what was she doing? What's like. All of this. Waves my hands at this.

The short answer is that it's really about the interplay between capitalism (represented by humanity) and communism (represented by birdmen), and explores the role institutional white supremacy (EDEN) plays in enforcing capitalism. It is ALSO about queer liberation and the importance of community, but hey, that double-stacks conveniently with the communism metaphor.

But also take this opinion of mine with a grain of salt. As far as I know I'm the only one who really truly deeply believes that it is not only AN interpretation of the work, but one that was fully intended by the author.

So basically, I like it, because I think it says something true and beautiful that I also believe in, even if I didn't have the words for it the first time I read it. But I don't really think that's what people really look for in a media recommendation.

Do I like it? Yes, I love it. Will I recommend it to others? Yeah, sure. But do I think it's deeply flawed? Yeah, absolutely. It's flawed in the same ways as The Witch from Mercury— a rushed ending, too many threads that were opened and never tied together. The pacing and characterization is perfect in the beginning, and too rushed at the end. There are prerequisites you basically HAVE to read in order to understand the story (tempest for G-Witch and the communist manifesto for birdmen). I think a truly good story wouldn't have any of these things so if people don't like it I never blame them.

It's my personal experiences that make birdmen so profound to me. If you are not queer I just don't think Eishi coming out as a birdman to his mom will hit the same, just as an example. Sorry that I wasn't the kid you wanted me to be. I know you love me and you just want the best for me and that's why you're so controlling, because you think I can be saved by conforming to societal expectations. But I can't live like that. I can't be like that. And that's why I must go. etc.

Aesthetically I do love birdmen a lot. If I had to describe it in a few words it would probably be "chilling", "beautiful", and "powerful", which nicely coincides with the type of things I personally like to draw. It's also silly to a small degree but it's so serious and I know Tanabe can be way way way funnier (read kekkaishi for this. kekkaishi and hanazakari no kimitachi he were foundational to my sense of sequential art humor) so that's not really the standout trait of this series.

I can't let it go because I'm chewing this series like a bone. And it's taking me years but I am getting that sweet sweet marrow. By god. We are on year 3 of this shit and I am GOING to understand this series. and I'm going to make 3 video essays about it

#just thinking thoughts... #stray bird thoughts #so it's like... I don't like it because birdmen is good #I think I like it because I am a certain type of person and the author was trying to say something specifically to the type of person I am #OH #I'M THE TARGETED AUDIENCE THATS WHY I LIKE IT. #YEAH THATS REALLY IT!!! #A long time ago I said that birdmen wasn't written for the people who read it at the time it serialized. #it was written for the people they would become. #and I stand by that 100% #if it really stays with you there is going to be a reason even if you can't articulate it yet #and it may APPEAR sloppy to someone who doesn't see the queer or communist metaphor #like 'what is she doing what is she saying here she's not saying anything meaningful and emphasizing the wrong things' #but that sort of presumes she is gunning to make 'the best shonen manga ever' #which she clearly isn't. #I remember when I was reading fma with a bunch of my classmates and I'd lend them a volume or two every day #and a piece of feedback I received that has stuck with me was 'volume 15 was so boring' #(that was the volume recounting the ishval civil war. it was boring because we were middle schoolers and didn't REALLY get it.) #and like. I think to people who are looking for something like kks. the whole thing is going to feel like fma volume 15 #like WHAT is she going on about? ? ? #like witch hat and dunmesh I think are similar types of stories but I think these two are just executed way better than bm #but because of that it is just not as compelling to me you know. #like yeah yeah it's well constructed. we all see it's well constructed. #the metaphor is so well constructed that I don't feel the need to point it out. everyone is saying it already you know #but bm is cryptic enough and just slightly missed that execution enough that I feel like I'm pulling the analysis out of a smoking wreckage #recently I've been watching mentourpilot videos about airplane accidents and like. that's exactly it. #there's nothing to say about a perfectly executed flight. #it's the ones that failed. and in particular the ones that just barely failed by a little bit. that compels people the most. #cue my de communism is failure post. bc that bm sure did fail.

[moonfromearth]

- You smoke now?

- After the night I had.. I've earned it.

Day 1 - The Final Girl

"Usually the one that survives the onslaught, they give the killer a run for their money"

from @windbrook's Slashed Challenge.

#i think she's my favorite of all the sims in the challenge #please ignore the fact that her pants change swatches between pictures #i totally missed it and that second photo was too good to delete #also the cigarette doesn't line up in any of the photos but i don't have time to fix it 😅 #anyway i imagine she's doing an art major #and was in the art studio finishing a ceramics project when everything went down #and i ended up over planning why ~every character~ was in the building that night which was pretty fun 😁 #at this point i just have a full fledged story... hmmm... #carrie carrasco #windbrookslashed #day 1 #the final girl #sims 4 #ts4 #sims 4 screenshots #ts4 screenshots #tw smoking #tw blood

[kylars-owner]

scenario floating arnd my head:

lunch comes around, Kylar is waiting in the canteen. it's already 3 minutes past the latest time Ayesha usually gets there, and he hasn't seen her, so he tries texting her. it probably won't work, she takes hours to respond at the best of times, but he needs to try.

low and behold, almost instantly there's a response. location and nothing else.

so, he goes to the rear courtyard. and, sure enough, there's Ayesha, hiding out in the very corner, in a blindspot, smoking.

maybe this is the first time he's seen her smoke? like, she always smells like cigarettes and heavy lilac perfume (<- lore drop), but Kylar is Kylar and can easily convince himself it's someone else smoking around her.

anyways, he runs up to her and hugs onto her arm. she doesn't really react, just kinda glances at him. usually she'd ruffle his hair or greet him or something, but she's just kinda staring off into space.

he tries talking to her a few different times, saying he misses her, he thought he wouldn't see her, he was worried, asking her how her day was and such.

no response.

he asks if he can try her cigarette (how can he NOT ask, btw? its been in her mouth. he needs it in his mouth. he'd probably suck on the butt after she puts it out and leaves if she says no).

she finally responds. laughs a lil and says she doesn't want him getting addicted, but still holds it out to him.

he takes it, sucks the smoke in, and...

chokes.

chokes badly. coughing like crazy.

it hurts, and he doesn't like the taste, and he's got tears in his eyes,

but Ayesha is laughing and patting his back.

she takes the cigarette away when he tries to do it again

#guys u have no idea how much i miss smoking #anyways. jus cute lil things with ayesha and kylar #i don't think they have a very good relationship (ayesha literally has to keep reminding herself who kylar is and actively wants to see him #bleed and kylar is an obsessive and possessive little freak who can't seem to see she's not nearly the oerfect little angel he thinks of her #as) #but they have soft moments where they genuinely help each other feel better and feel like a halfway normal couple #kylar the loner #ayesha the macabre

[nihilismtrcit]

my co-teacher isn’t coming back for the rest of the year. 🙃🙃🙃 guess who has to take on all of her responsibilities including writing 3 ieps which are these long ass LEGAL documents outlining the goals, progress, modifications etc. of children receiving special education services. they’re also supposed to be based on data and i don’t think her bum ass has been taking any soooo

pray for me yall 🙏

and then she has the NERVE to ask if she can video call and say bye to the kids. like no bitch i hate your guts

#pls ignore me #i just found out today and i am livid #smoking now to chill tf out lmfao #for those who missed my last bitching and complaining rant #my coteacher is a miserable human being who was told she isn't being hired next year #and instead of self reflecting and parting on good terms #she not just burned but NUKED that bridge #threw a fit and acted like she was being targeted #and now she got a dr to write her out for the rest of the year #when there is NOTHING!! WRONG!! WITH!! HER!! #which screws me over so bad #and even though she would always yell at the kids and had no patience #they really do love her #so i just feel sorry for them mostly #still though i don't think she should say bye when she's the one choosing to stop coming in. i feel like it should just be a clean break #luckily i dont have to make that choice alone bc my principal said the same thing and told me to say no and blame her hahah

[throttlegainwell]

... Okay, now there are two missing Iconoclast scenes in my fic WIP binder and a small side fic from El's POV, following what she was doing in the background. So like. Naturally. Of course.

(Still not writing them just yet. But they are multiplying.)

#writing tag #please don't wake me series #iconoclast pdwm #one is an actual missing scene (or i guess an alternate POV for a part that gets one line in the fic) #the other is technically an additional scene that i imagine happened later #because after what joyce learned why wouldn't she touch base with will #i'm not actually gonna write any of it until a) i have time and b) i get the chance to rewatch the show #because it's been long enough now that i know i've got character drift happening #also because i'd just like to i'm not gonna watch a show just for fic homework that'd be a bit much #ngl there's also a WIP where post-s3 jonathan buys pot for the first time from eddie #because his anxiety is through the roof and everyone is so fucked up then that he doesn't want to worry them #and eddie is like well some people freak out a little and you look nervous so tell you what smoke with me your first time #he also just feels bad for him and wants to keep him company for a little while but yeah look at eddie being a responsible dealer

[oedipushansen]

having a snack . a strawberry shortcake roll & some cherry coke . i'm so lana del rey vinyl core etc etc

#all that's missing is a cigarette but i don't smoke #btw this is my first time trying cherry coke ! i think i like it #txt

[spintowin]

i can't wait to go back in the spring

#did i post this already? i took these a month ago #i miss the mountains so much #it's so loud in this town all the time and i don't always feel safe #and my tummy hurts so bad rn and i want to cry #im sure it's a mix of the food i ate stress and the fact that i am all out of weed to smoke #me

[yngai]

we are winning at levels never before thought possible it seems, after making the wrong choice of becoming an ada wong fan & having to subsist off the crumbs of characterization given to me in in-game files, supplemental material & scant lines of dialog it seems capcom is truly going to give me everything i have ever wanted :

probably giving ada the best DLC in the franchise, a meaningful relationship with a character that isn't leon that seems to take precedent in her story over her few chance encounters with leon in RE4R ( i have a feeling her & luis' history gives their dynamic far more meaning than his little rollercoaster ride with leon ), cool sci-fi contacts replacing the glasses she never really used in the original, integrating her grapple hook in her combat when it was sadly only ever used for traversal, actual content specifically designed for her campaign & not just reused arenas from the main game ( some of these are from the original carried over to ada but i think her performing the coolest thing leon does in the original, dodging the lasers, is sick ), finally positioning wesker as an antagonist in ada's story directly rather than him hanging over her like a school headmaster trying to play mindgames .

it's honestly so personally rewarding to see capcom go to such lengths for a character they have otherwise neglected, even in a game like re6 where she carries the emotional core of the story ( in specific her developing relationship with carla as she learns she is more than just some lab-made doppelganger, which was sadly undercooked - like most of the game, despite the explosions )

#* file // : OOC — ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐄 . ) #sorry i couldn't join the hype the trailer dropped while i was at work but as always #winning. winning. winning. i am ALWAYS winning #please have her smoke luis' last cigarette or just share a smoke with him as they formulate their plan #though another element i will retain from the original is her relationship with krauser + his involvement with wesker #like it's more fitting for leon to be his killer but i need krauser to fail so hard at retrieving the sample wesker sends ada in #& also the revelation that the village/castle/cult itself is a mask for a military operation run by a scientist using the plaga's control #for world domination #saddler being a zealot just doesn't quite make as much sense once you reach the island & see their military/laboratory equipment #these aren't the designs of a man who is 100% getting high off his own supply #i'll hold off on wesker's characterization since we have very little to go off of but i do always prefer richard waugh's performance #over all others #there is definitely a nice mustache twirling bond villain-type angle that does fit better in the OG's self-aware american action movie #that wouldn't be out of place here since it's rather true to the character #i don't mind his new voice but it's definitely a little more flat #also i miss his gay little turtleneck #i'm happy ada has hers but where is his

[echoinggrimreaper]

Okay, genuine question for the batman 2022 fandom, when did we all decide that dano! Riddler smokes, cuz I've seen some killer fanart with this hc and I legit can't remember if anything in cannon referred to it...

#danocel #danonation #paul dano #the batman 2022 #the batman #cw smoking #I legit don't know if this is a hive mind headcannon thing or a cannon thing I missed but yk

[softshuji]

You ever just randomly get hit with a traumatic memory and you're like wtf (pls don't read this if you're sensitive and stuff this is kinda...heavy???)

I was thinking about a few years ago when I went to drop my brother off to school, I was super sleep deprived cos of uni and it was very early and I walked into the road without looking, about half a second from being hit with a car before they slammed the breaks. And I was so so tired it took me a second to realize what had happened and I looked up and the person at the wheel was My dad..and it dawned on me in that second that had he not been a good driver, and had I been a second too late or even early, he'd have hit me with the car. And the worst tbing was, for some reason I wasn't thinking about how i would have died, I was thinking of how he could have killed me and it would have destroyed him to such an extent that it would have killed everyone else too. I would have ruined my family and it would have been my fault despite not being here to see it happen. And I felt sick and full of dread despite being fine in the end.

Sometimes I think of how my dad has nearly killed me on more than one occasion, and even though things are very much calmer now, and we have a semi decent relationship that isn't as bad as it was back then, I would have changed the trajectory of EVERYONE'S life had I not experienced some miracle. I wouldn't even be here, I wouldn't have ever even seen my sister (or watched her grow up along with my brothers)

And the thing is I don't blame him either, that was actually my fault. It was early and I should have been looking. Sometimes it really Dawn's on me that I must have been saved in some way, even if I don't think of how that often.

#i don't know why im thinking of it now it's been 8 years #i think maybe because mt brother was talking about the car we used to have #and how he'd drive it if we did still have it #sometimes I miss driving in my dad's car #even if he used to shout at us for opening the windows #but we always did cos he smoked. #lol why am i crying wtf #i wish I'd appreciated being a child more even if it was awful #God yknow when you're trying not to cry and your throat hurts?