#i dont complain because its my job

[bittsandpieces]

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#TAG RANT TIME #my boyfriend called and i warned him up front that im having extremely bad cramps and dont have very much energy to talk #hes been monologuing for 21 minutes #he does this all the fucking time and it genuinely really annoys me because its the SAME MONOLOGUES EVERY TIME #about how he hates his job and want to do something good with his life #and then he never does anything!!!! he turns down offers to do the exact kind of things hes always talking about wanting!!! #im in so much fucking pain and hes barely even asked me if im okay. #anyway. if youre going to complain about your life for months and months maybe do something about it. or get a therapist to talk to #more and more these days i think i need to leave this man but its fucking complicated!!!!! its complicated

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.

#so ive been in a bad mental state lately #because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts) #that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own #which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them #and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too #i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful #and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing #and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas #and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom #so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset #and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?' #its not good. but i havent acted on anything #AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds #i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again #i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best #im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it #but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard #so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk #btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am #and im full of manic energy #tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room

[cavalrysystem]

Don't you just fucking love when your mother expects you to know where every dish she owns is because "you're the one who puts away dishes" and then she just refuses to admit she likely either gave said dish away or got rid of it?

Don't you fucking love when your mother or other parent expects you to constantly be okay with being a parent stand-in when they don't feel like being a parent for the kids they decided to have?

Don't you fucking love when your expected to cook dinner almost every night because your mom is "just so exhausted from work" and "doesn't feel good" despite being a fucking senior in high-school and on top of that being expected to watch your autistic siblings and not being allowed to complain about being stressed ever in your life?

Don't you fucking love when your parents refuse to do anything about the fact that you're burning yourself out trying to keep up with school, your siblings, the dishes, cleaning the house, and taking care of yourself all at once?

Don't you just love it?

(This entire post is using the word love in a sarcastic way)

#leo cries #vent posting #vent post #tw parental issues #parent issues #shitty mom #shitty dad #shitty experiences #childcare is exhausting #being a student is stressful #i am on the verge of killing myself #but am I allowed to complain? #of course im not #because oh my parents have it so much harder!! #DONT TAKE IT OUT ON ME #i get youre human and yoh get sick and all mom #but jesus fucking christ im not here for you to just shift your obligations as a parent onto #ill cook for myself and mom will be like “why arent you cooking for the everyone” #Because its not my fucking JOB?? #Hello?? like #why do parents constantly expect the older children to just swoop in and parent when they dont want to #motherfucker THEY ARENT MY KIDS

[skullzy20]

I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible

Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen

#sorry i. need to vent #he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen #I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING #and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud #whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud #first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me- #-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything #at least in regards to the house #and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally #in his mid 40's #so. #like. #I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of- #-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15 #first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest #he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things #like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible #yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I- #-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever #I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to- #-provoke him more #Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!! #and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!! #Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS #but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy #god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot #I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3 #I will say I hate him w my full chest #vent #negative post

[keepinventory]

i feel like such a prissy princess whenever i mildly complain about doing things after work -_-

#👽 < text tag #i got home from work 2 hours ago & my feet still hurt because my whole freakin' job is running around all day doing shit #& i come home & the first words out of my moms mouth are “So do you feel like doing any mopping today? :)” #my mother. who. does not have a job. like i feel insane complaining about household chores but also IM TIRED!!! #why are you asking ME to mop ?! i dont feel like im allowed to LEAVE MY ROOM NOW unless its to CLEAN!! I NEED TO MAKE DINNER!!!! #also “feel like” Fucking feel like ?!?! that's so goddamn rude. ive been OUT OF THE HOUSE ALL DAY #but No i didn't mop because i just didnt Feeeeel like it. God. like i dont know what the proper etiquette in this type of situation is #but i dont like whatever the fuck is going on here. its weird and strange

[rohirric-hunter]

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#girl help i went on the lotro forums by accident #and ended up on someones thread complaining about how we never get any new content #i think one of my big issues with this is like. do you not have a job? or any other hobbies? #like im not shitting on people who dont have jobs. ive spent my fair share of time unemployed #but its wild that you apparently have NOTHING else going on in your life except for ONE mmo #they said there was only about a weeks worth of new stuff #youre telling me you got through everything in a week? one week #i started sometime mid december and spent a good long time playing the game #because i had a lot of hours cut in late december and january. so guess what i did while i wasnt at work #and i just finished a few days ago??? it took me two months???????? #like i dont know if theres anything that will entertain you if you insist upon blasting through everything so fast #this is a you problem and you are going to find it everywhere you go not just here #i also hate when people complain about this because i feel that the devs react to it by making endgame stuff more grindy #i dont want it to be more grindy #unlike SOME people i have a life outside this game but i would still like to succeed at it

[476b]

my bitch of an upstairs neighbor complained to the landlord for the second time in the two weeks ive lived here fhat i dont shovel the snow in front well enough. instead of just. yknow. walking one floor down and talking to me about it.

i cant take this passive agressive bullshit. she literally walked past me when i was out there and didnt say a word.

if she had said "hey can you please shovel XX snow to YY place?" i would have said "yeah absolutely no problem! thanks for letting me know". instead she complains to the landlord

mind you ive lived in this apartment TWO WEEKS. and this is the SECOND TIME she has sent her boyfriend out to reshovel and THEN called the landlord

#SOOOO tempted to noise complain her ass because her kids are always screaming and running around upstairs #but i wont #because i will not stoop to her level #this has me so fired up i swear to god #shoveling snow duty is in my lease btw #i really dont mind! and i want to do a good job! its the passive aggression that bothers me so fucking bad

[citrusitonit]

RANT !!!

i remember the people who caught up just as the shop was closing and we were having trouble bexause we had to turn the lights back on and get the keys again from the back and rearrange the boxes so they could see the display and they just kept saying "its just a littlw bother just bear with it" and didnt even give us the exact change we had to reopen the counter and cashier again and they just kept saying its "just a little bother and we can bear with it" i hope that every day they trip and crash on their face

#they always complain abt how we close too early SHUT UP #SORRY WE DONT OPEN UNTIL THE DEAD OF NIGJT LAURA #Its because we alr have our bags outside and every light is off and all the boxes are piled up inside #and they just come and say 'no no no open it i still have to get something' #we cant even say 'we' re closed' bc theyll still grab a product and put it on the counter #Ugh #it just made me angry at how the guy in specific #judt kept saying “whats the price of this whats the price of that” #and then when we asked if he could give the exact payment amount #bc otherwise we'd have to go all the way to the back just to get the keys again an unlock all the lights n doors #he just gave us awhole bill anyway #GAAHHHH #i hate it. #but wer'e low on sales #what can we do? #cant risk losing customers #even the other day ppl kept giving us like 1000 pper bills and we wer running out of change #and som lady got mad bc 'its our job' and why dont we have change #or smn #idk my coworker jus said #but shit bro it tires me out #i might sound selfish but like im also tired dude #i jusgt wanna go home and we'r bout to close but u still try to buy #bro wer'e CLOSED #then they get mad

[r144l3r]

on my knees reminding you that suffering isnt noble and someone not working because of a disability isnt something that should offend you personally!!!!!

#thinking back on this interaction i had a few days ago and how flawed this persons thinking is #please as two ppl with stuff hurting our bodies lets support each other and not be an asshole because i dont have a job #i have spoken about this so many times #i cannot physically work because of whatever is wrong with my back. i am not worse than you because i dont work. #it is also none of your business if i work or not. or even why i dont work. i get that you think its unfair but i am not the person t #that you should be taking your frustration out on. #its just so upsetting being told that someone cant understand why i dont work as if its something so terrible. #my brother in christ we were children just a few months ago we shouldnt be working this much #everyones situation is different and everyones parents are different!!! #vik complains

[milf-harrington]

i will never be mad at or blame my sister for the situation she has been forced into, but i will forever be frustrated with our family for the responsibility thats been shoved onto me

"he'll have a village" my ass, he's got two mentally ill siblings and a FIFO worker who are all in their 20's

#its such bullshit and its so fucking hard listening to everyone go one about how much they love him #and how lucky he is to have a big family #where the fuck are they then!!!! why is it my job!!! #and i am NOT complaining about helping my sister or looking after my nephew #if youve been here long enough you 1. have probably heard this rant before and 2. know how much i love them #but fuck #my sister's looking at getting a fulltime job which sucks for both of us #im going to have to handle more responsibility and she's barely going to see her fucking son #like fuck you (our family) #ive been helping my sister since i fucking graduated so ive never been able to get a job #i dont even know if im going to be able to leave for my birthday like i planned because im just going to be stressed and guilty #about leaving my sister to handle everything alone for a week #(<- she would yell at me for that thought but i cant help it) #and my fucking cousin has the fucking guts to tell me it 'breaks her heart' that my nephew is shy around her #that he doesnt recognise or know her; but she's following her happiness in the city #which yeah!! good for her!! but dont fucking complain to me about not knowing my nephew #when you wont even bother to call him on his birthday #dont praise me for how much i help my sister like it was ever an option for me #'your sister is so lucky to have tou' yeah cause she doesnt have anyone fucking else #shes not even comfortable letting our mum have him without me there bc mum just fucking sucks #i dont care if im not being fair i just had to hold back from fucking bawling when i got hit with how unfair it is #4 years ago i thought id be in university studying art and saving up to go to italy #and now im 20 and im practically about to become a fulltime parent #and if IM tired i cant even imagine what my sisters going through #yknow shes always wanted to be a stay-at-home mum? #she only got the first 6 months #im just filled with dread and frustration and a bitter sort of sadness #but at least my nephew is a really cool dude to hang out with #and hey i might get better at cooking ajdjs #vent

[moldwood]

last post is because whiny rich entitled assholes r moving out here more and more and every time i see a tesla i want to floor it and crash both our cars together in one glorious blaze a final fiery kiss to drive down the average income

#i dont have a car anymore #idiots: i love trees! i love the forest so cottagecore! #idiots: cut down trees to build the blandest fucking modern mansions youve ever seen #idiots: i love local grown fresh vegetables and meat! #idiots: buy up the land it was grown on and shops used for selling it. complain about the smell of manure. useless fucks buying boats #also theyre mean to my dad. because they just are so fucking stupid #they want smooth roads to drive their shitty cars on. and when road work is done to maintain the roads its #GET THIS #'unacceptable; dont you know these are million dollar houses youre blocking off?' #quote to my dad. like you fucking idiot. you absolute fucking moronic idiot. you literal mongrel with your STEM job #thinking ur doing fucking anything by fielding two phone calls a day and doing fuck else. dare you to work a day in your Life. fucking ass.

[post3l]

#wanna die. but thats okay #that anon DID get to me even if i tried to not care and im sure its because i had an awful day today #SIGHHHH whatever. whats done is done i wont post art ever again. or at least until i see some improvement #its weird though. they came straight at me just when i was thinking i was starting to get better at it. my profs were thinking that too #mehhhhh i need a hug. so much shits been happening to melately and im about to collapse #lost all my irl friends. some online friends too #im fed up being part of the student council. im so tired from staying up until 5 am doing my proyect and writing #still havent heard from my job at the gallery and i dont think the other museum is going to call back #i still need to find more scholarships and apply for anything i see fit. ill settle for spain if i have to #sorry for this huge wall of text. i have no one to talk about my feelings like this. so im just venting to myself #im sure no ones reading it anyways so thats nice. i just like to complain #whatever. whatever. i miss them so much #wordswordswords

[thebraxiatelcollection]

Thinking about looking for another job, again.

#about me #sighhhhhhh #the colleague who everybody been complaining about is going to be stuck with me now on my clinic #because my current colleague got a new job #despite saying to my manager that i dont think we are a good fit together #its not just the one colleague #ive emailed them asking if they can put me on a different reception to try out and cover for a few weeks #but i am just about tolerating the other colleague #only been in this job in september #but tbh #its been very up and down job #im still not quite sure how i feel about it #some days are good #others are meh? #and im not 100% confident in being left to run a clinic by myself whilst im also still kind of learning / sort of teaching this new colleag #just argh