#i dont feel safe anymore

[pekodayz]

ok sable u can get off my pinterest now

#i dont feel safe anymore

[twinklefists]

hey all, i know i just said i wouldnt do this, but i made a new discord, founder of carol/wanda#1313

#ive had the worst time this weekend #my discord is blowing up with hate #i dont feel safe anymore #so i made a new acc #i will transfer things there

[gabe-lovebot]

😭

#AFTER YESTERDAY'S DEV STREAM I DONT FEEL SAFE ANYMORE #void.txt #ultrakill #ferryman

[magpie-murder]

verity willis 💫

she’s just so aro

loki: agent of asgard

#i'm not posting any of my lokis anymore but #i feel that verity is a pretty safe bet #i dont think this one'll attract comments i'm trying to avoid #verity willis #human lie detector. the best and only friend #aroace character #aromantic character #loki agent of asgard #loki agent of asgard fanart #verity willis fanart #marvel comics fanart #marvel comics fandom #my art #digital art #stylized art #the magpie who whispers #comic fanart #comic fandom #comic book fanart #marvel 616

[mostlymaudlin]

one of my favorite things about carry on fandom (at least as it has existed since i joined in 2021) is that no one gets hung up on like... writing expertise or fics being "out of character." this is especially impressive because there is SO MUCH character analysis that goes on in this fandom, and yet it never translates to dunking on interpretations of characters that ppl disagree with. there's just genuine joy over the face that people are out here writing and sharing and putting their own twists on stories.

in general, everyone is just so encouraging abt art, and that's such a wonderful environment for people who are new to writing/sharing their writing. and for people who are not new but still feel nervous about putting themselves out there. it's really special! i think it's similar for visual art too

#i know i dont write much snowbaz anymore but i genuinely think that #fanfic (and fiction writing in general) probably wouldnt be such a big part of my life if not for #how enjoyable is was to write for carry on fandom. #i learned so fucking much about writing and about why *i* enjoyed writing #because i just felt so safe putting stuff out there and doing the ugly parts of learning #without fear that i was gonna piss someone off or get dragged or criticized or something LOL #idk man im just in my feelings abt this rn #quiet lil shoutout to kris and pal and aralias and all the other people who go the extra mile to rly influence this into the #comfortable space it is. like these vibes are not accidental

[mitchmotch]

sonia warm-up i did a while ago

#sonia totk #tears of the kingdom #the legend of zelda #totk #loz #totk fanart #queen sonia #totk spoilers #to play it safe... #its been a WHILE... hello.. HEHJKDHJK #ive been doing a good amount of warm ups and such that i meant to leave for a sketch dump but eh #wasnt feeling the idea anymore HEJKHDHSDJK #id like to post more wips and sketches and stuff #but idk #im gonna start preparing for artfight soon so that is fun! love artfight #i really. dont have much to say honestly HEJKDJKS #this was a warm up i did over a couple days btw i didn't just crank this out at once HEKJDSHJK its not perfect but its something !

[nuppu-nuppu]

Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!! #im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

[suenitos]

it's been a long time coming but thank you all for 200 followers! :') DTIYS rules below ^_^

anyone is welcome to participate! no time limit

keep the general pose, otherwise no restrictions

use #suenitos200 or tag me if youre comfortable ^_^

have fun! every entry will go on my fridge

#suenitos200 #nov.art #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #sapnap #dteam fanart #dream team #dteamblr #dreamwastaken fanart #georgenotfound fanart #sapnap fanart #ive had this reference since january ive wanted to draw it so baddd but had no reason to until now. um obviously dont have 200 anymore #(280 yipples!) but it means a lot genuinely even as a stan acc lol. i do love this community weve made here i feel safe to be myself here #ANYWAY. im not rly expecting anyone to do this but still wanted to get it out there finally because i did promise. thank you :')

[glitterghost]

It is a truth universally acknowledged, that I am just....so unbelievably tired.

#pride and prejudice #jane austen #elizabeth bennet #fitzwilliam darcy #EDIT: #listen i am just so tired anymore #like its summer and i love that but i feel like I've reached my mental reserves #everything feels like too much and not enough all at the same time #everything feels like its on fire and so i just burrow into my little tumblr cave bc its safe and happy and there is no pressure #and yet its weird to try to squeeze back into this little place ive carved out for myself when i was less active for a while #but its like coming back to your childhood bedroom or any place that brings happiness and nostalgia and everything that good with the world #and i dont think want to leave it again #i want to make the fluffiest little nest and plop down for all eternity and recharge the entirety of me

[daughteroftheunspeakable]

scheduled post

will no longer be using this blog and have remade. ill be sharing the url with some select mutuals later this month but other than that, i dont really wish to be in contact with a lot of you. made a post explaining reasoning here. thank u.

#give me some time to share url bc im rly busy this week #but if i dont give it to u by like end of march its probably on purpose #sorry love you guys a lot but i just dont rly feel safe here anymore #this post will be queued a few times throughout day

[mirroringshards]

im so tired of my brain thinking that not having it all means I have nothing.

my fp/lover doesn't have an fp attachment to me anymore and my brain is literally taking that as them losing all feelings towards me and now I wanna break up with them and this is literally torture I'm so miserable

#“what do you mean I'm not your everything anymore?? what do you mean you're not violently obsessed?? do you even LOVE me??” #idk I'm just upset that they dont. feel how I feel towards them anymore #actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd problems #bpd fp #bpd safe #bpd shit #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd meme #bpd blog #bpd favorite person #bpd feels #bpd life #bpd mood #bpd things #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #borderline problems #borderline blog #borderline pd #borderline thoughts

[mut1l4t3d-z0mb13]

If my parents ever find my Tumblr blog then I'm actually ending it istfg.

I heard them talking about needing to log into some e-mails and I think they're talking about my separate e-mails. I don't use my main e-mail for this blog, I use a separate one. If they find this through logging into my e-mail, then I'm seriously ending it all. This isn't an exaggeration.

#dude I was doing so fine until my mom suddenly found my tiktok account and now im scared that shes going to find many other of my #social media accounts. i feel so scared. i dont know what to do. i just want my privacy back. #i know that theyre probably just worried about possible predators #but i know how to block people and keep stuff private. theyre treating me like im some kid who doesnt know how to keep myself safe. #i just want my privacy back. i dont want to be scared in my own home anymore. #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui ideation #su1cide #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #suic1de #mentally unstable #tw death #tw disordered thoughts

[the-knife-consumer]

Forgot just how upsetting gloomed korok forest is

#idk. just this one sanctuary that was different from the rest in that all of these spirits only link and a few others #can see are offering you help and safety. care uniquely for you. a bed for YOU. YOUR sword. kept safe for 100 years for YOU. #thrown together shops just for YOU because nobody else goes here or even knows it exists. #and then you return and the people who cared so much about you dont even speak to you anymore #they cant speak. they just stand there #idk korok forest made me feel the most like i fucked up somehow #rito village was bad but still livable. if things got any worse then they would have to abandon home until it settled #but no one was in immediate life threatening danger #gerudo was really REALLY bad and people were in danger. just all crammed inside a bunker. no going into town because your #home doesnt belong to you anymore #and then the zora were ... idk felt the least pressing even though it definitely should be bc like. they breathe water. #if the water is gross theyll die. but idk something about how it was executed felt less terrible #maybe they outwardly expressed more hope? idk. same with the gorons didnt feel like there was a pressing threat #but korok forest is fucking AWFUL. god #idk. nobody in hyrule talks about it because they dont know there are people there. nobody else can see them so nobody knows #somethings wrong. with no lead into it finding korok forest the way it is just feels soooo much worse. #idk. on my first playthru i kind thought i fucked up and shouldve gotten there sooner. #it just feels like no matter what youre too late and its your fault

[marighould]

Hey. Not to complain, but. I wanna complain. I deleted the original post, but I strongly dislike the way that fans of a certain cc approach criticism of said cc. (Kind of a rant under the cut)

In my deleted post, I mentioned a pattern of behavior that bothered me, because it came off as disrespectful and alienating to certain ethnic & cultural minority groups that I myself belong to. It wasn't anything super malicious, but it recurred enough that I felt like I needed to express my disappointment. It wasn't meant as hate or a personal attack, and I tried to emphasize that in the post.

Within like, an hour, I had multiple blogs I'd never interacted with writing paragraphs about how I had interpreted the cc's behavior incorrectly and it wasn't fair of me to want the cc to work on that behavior because it didn't come from a place of prejudice. They explained why the cc engaged in that pattern of behavior, but I feel like their reasoning was kind of infantilizing to the cc and sort of missed the point of my post. The replies reaaaally overlooked the main issue of how the behavior came off in favor of centering the cc's feelings and moral character.

I think it's important for fans to be able to discuss discriminatory behavior, because even if the cc themself isn't prejudiced, some actions still come off that way. I know people get up in arms when they think their favorite cc is being "attacked", but it's important to recognize that even the most morally "pure" people are capable of engaging in hurtful behavior.

The responses just really left a bad taste in my mouth. Especially because I saw some posts pop up after that complaining about all the "haters" of that cc. It felt like I pointed out something I found insensitive, and I was essentially told to shut up because that cc isn't racist, so I shouldn't be offended. My criticism was reduced to "hating", which made it easy to dismiss what I had to say. It's really frustrating.

And to be clear, I don't think that the cc in question is racist. I think they're ignorant, but well-meaning. I know I'm not the first POC to have called attention to that particular insensitive behavior from that cc, and I doubt I'll be the last. That alone should be an indicator that it's an issue worth talking about.

#my stuff #also not gonna put many main tags on this one #just fandom specific ones #qsmpblr neg #fandom neg #qsmp fandom neg #qsmptwt neg #qsmpblr crit #fandom critical #qsmp fandom crit #qsmptwt crit #im. just so tired man. #i usually dont even post crit unless it really bothers me #and even then I feel the need to be customer-service levels of nice about it #but tbh. im sick of how much ive seen poc spoken over. it feels like its even worse than usual lately #its part of a larger problem that has kind of had me take a step back from the fandom #dont get me wrong i love the qsmp #but it doesnt feel like as much of a safe outlet for escapism and community anymore

[slutdge]

mmmmm. i wish someone would snipe me from the window right now.

#my dog got diagnosed with degenerative myelopathy #when i was a kid and my dad would yell at me and throw things she would immediately run to my room and hide under my bed #cause she felt safe there #i cant express how much this dog also hates my dad just like i do #i know thats so fucking STUPID oh my god i know but i just feel extra bonded to her for that reason #and my other childhood dog died 2 years ago #i dont think im gonna be able to own pets anymore. its too hard to say goodbye. #think im gonna just give up on this day entirely its not like i have any other errands to run today i can start drinking at 2:30 as a treat #ptsd

[burgeaux]

ok now that I'm in elpis I'll probably just post/react and shut off my phone immediately after more than ever to avoid spoilers and allusions and such

#i hope people dont see it as rude but #is this a safe space #maybe its just me not handling sttention well but people's obsession with sprouts livetweeting is a bit weird sometimes ngl #either people not letting sprouts actually go in without any allusion whatsoever #or talking about future events IN MY OWN REPLIES LIKE YALL STOP TALLING ABOUT VENAT IN A TWEET THATS OBVIOUSLY COMING FROM SPROUT IGNORANCE #i mute any tweet that gets traction and isnt my own art anymore just b #people cant help themselves and i see it in other sprout's replies #and dont get me wrong i love people being excited to watch me go through it its very fun but damn some randos are weird #it just feels bad when i can tell people follow for that and not burgeaux/my art #and i know the solution is to stop livetweeting but why should i sacrifice the way i talk/post on my side account of all things #i hope this doesnt make me sound awful i really am appreciative and love talking with people about the story #it just puts a bad taste in my mouth sometimes and im not used to attention like this i guess