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romancringe · 3 months

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rsl truly does NOT play when you offer him a tragic little gay man role

#house md #dead poets society #james wilson #neil perry #hilson #anderperry #finished dps today and #i dont know how to feel #destroyed? probably #robert sean leonard

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echo-lover · 1 month

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You know what hurts me?

How far Hunter and Omega seem to be from each other now and how much their relationship has changed.

Of course, I'm not saying that they aren't close, because they certainly are, but... something is wrong.

In the first season, Hunter was learning his role as a giardian - an older brother, almost a father figure- to a little girl. From the very beginning, Omega was definitely closer with Hunter than with the rest of her brothers, she kind of chose him as a role model. She tried to be just like him and took his advice deeply to heart. When she had a problem, he was the first to help her. We all know that Omega quickly stole Hunter's heart and became the reason for his fight against the Empire. They trusted each other so mich and Hunter would do absolutely anything to protect her.

In the second season, their relation has changed. Omega began to be more independent, she grew into a strong and determined warrior. But Hunter still cared for her like his little girl.

I feel like even though he realized that Omega wouldn't always be a child who needed care and protection, deep down he still saw her that way. Hunter also had his problems in the second season... Constant stress, guilt, fear of losing loved ones... All this made him a bit cold and distant. Hunter never showed his emotions openly. As a leader, he always put the good of the team above his own, often neglecting his own needs. I feel like his connection with Omega has weakened a bit... Of course I understand that she was building a bond with the other members of Bad Batch but... it still affected me.

And in the end, when Omega was taken away, Hunter was devastated. He closed himself from world, suppressing all his emotions inside. He devoted himself entirely for finding Omega.

The feeling of guilt, the feeling that he failed as a leader and as a brother... the whole situation with Crosshair, the loss of Tech... I'm not surprised that he became somewhat insensitive to his own feelings. I think that this is why when he finally found his little girl, their meeting was not as emotional as we might think it will be after such a long time... Now it seems to me that they are even more distant from each other. Omega has grown up, become more mature, Hunter has also changed. You can see that they still love each other just as much, but... something is different... And I don't like it...

I miss Papa Hunter...

#personal thoughts #the bad batch #star wars #hunter and omega #i miss papa hunter #i dont know how to feel #im just sad today

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annoyinglesbian · 11 months

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i thought john was staying over at his friends house because hes gay not because they filmed a whole fictional movie and wanted to show it to us

#barry spoilers #barry hbo #i dont know how to feel

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ganondoodle · 10 months

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the worst part about finding more and more about totk that i dont like is that ... it seems like one of my biggest fears is going to become true; all of my previous hyperfixations died because a new thing of the franchise came out and i didnt like it, turned that strange, perhaps unhealthy, love and attachment into disappointment and sadness and im afraid thats happening to zelda right now, the one hyperfixation i hoped could last or at the very least i would just grow slowly away from in a good way if it was just totk that i didnt like, tho its hard to see all the love people have for it and just ... feel the opposite about it, it would be fine (heck i really disliked links awakening but ultimately i just regret spending so much money on it, it didnt impact my feelings about the rest of the franchise) but because it diminishes everything about botw too .. a game that i still love deeply, its not fine aside from me not liking anything they did with the zonau, it basically steamrolled botw too, damn near ignoring it ever happened, cramming in zonau stuff where it wasnt before just so its literally everywhere, taking its mysterious and answerign them in boring ways, implying that stuff i loved so much about botw was yet just another zonau thing (the three dragons possibly having been zonau ..........the ancient hero mystery being .. that.......) people basically claiming as fact that its somehow slammed into the old timeline despite it making no sense nor has any evidence aside from some names that happened to be used once before or them saying whats the point of ever looking at botw again bc totk does everything "better" ...

you cant ignore it really, even if i try to ignore what i dont like, i know whats revealed in totk, and others know it too.

and in turn it all makes me go back to that strange self hatred i thought i had finally left behind, the why do i care so much, its stupid to care so much about a piece of media i have no control about anyway, whats the point of caring so much, you have wasted so much time and effort and thought and tears about something like this, why are you so weird, why cant you just be like everyone else and love it all, why are you like this, stop being like this.

knowing i cant stop being like this, fearing from the start it might happen just like it has so many times, that i fall in love with a piece of media so much that when it gets a new thing that i dont like but affects every aspect of it it all flips into anger first, then disappointment and sadness and in end into wishing i wasnt weird like this, knowing i cant change it ... and it turning out true

#ganondoodles talks #i dont know how to feel #i dont want to lose interest i really dont #but im seeing it happen just like it has all these times before #on top of feeling bad for beign so negative #also feeling like the villain here bc so few people have the same criticisim as me #the only people that dont like it are those posting rants on youtube complaining about enemy variety or whatever #the game wasnt what i expceted nor what i hoped but weird thrid worse thing #that i dont know how to feel about #.... not to mention being afraid of making myself hated for being the way i am #probably the reason why so many popular zelda artists i liked and even talked to suddendly completely shadowbanned me #im afraid of losing everyone i got to know in this fandom #for being over emotional and annoying i guess #or maybe i am just a bitch #maybe they are right #maybe theres a good reason i never joined the ranks of cool and relatable popular artists #and maybe its better for me to stay in my weird lil bubble

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i-spilled-my-soup · 7 months

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i binged all 130 chapters of owari no seraph in a week

#i dont know how to feel #owari no seraph spoilers #soup art #i miss mikas old design #i miss the old art style #i looked up owari no seraph on tiktok and the first 5 or so posts were crying about guren in the new art style

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taaalia · 26 days

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can already tell this is gonna be mentioned in history books

#brain chemical altering experience actually #we made it through season 2 with no proper oakson reunion and no yeet NOR killa #sobs #i lost today #..yesterday?#my minf is in SHAMBLES #i dont know how to feel #what happened to oakworthy #and gothcleats win???#i mean that one i shouldve seen coming because of COURSE beth and matt would #im so upset and simultaneously so. happy? relieved???#LARK SPARROW ANF MERCEDES KILLED ME #dndads #dungeons and daddies

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jxst-mxndy555 · 9 months

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So Uhm, this is the first time ever I post something on Tumblr.. I’m not good at interacting in fandoms so yeah… I got motivated to draw again and wanted to share it, because I’m really comfortable in this fandom. I swear you are so nice💓.. I hope you guys like the drawing (I’m still insecure about my stuff so please be nice)

#käärijä #art #i dont know how to tag properly #first post #i dont know how to feel

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thewomanwithamessedupmind · 3 months

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This dream involved characters from One Piece. I have no recollection of most of the things that happened during it. But I do remember some distinct things.

What I do remember is standing on the precipice of an abyss. It was a circle that dipped down into darkness. But I wasn't alone.

Law stood to my left, Luffy was to my right. Going from Law there was Zoro, Nami, Kizaru, Doflamingo, Kuzan, Akainu, Robin, Mihawk, Shanks, and ended back on Luffy. We were spaced our with about five feet between each of us while going around thus circle.

One wrong movement would end up with you going over the edge. All of them were arguing with each other while I just stared down at the darkness below.

It wasn't until they addressed me by name that I looked up. All of them were staring at me as if waiting for an answer.

I asked them what the problem was. "Who do you like more? It'll help settle this," Law asked. He was more nonchalant and kind of annoyed.

To be honest, I don't remember my true answer. But I wound up slipping off and falling into the abyss. Every single one of them sounded worried and terrified as they yelled my name.

I woke up, confused. I still don't understand what that was about. It was strange but interesting at the Sametime. I dont remember any more than that.

I wish you a marvelous day today. I love you guys so much. 💋❤️🫂