#i dont know what im fucking talking about but every time i hear that song i go NUTS
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okay what you have to understand is that while against the kitchen floor is a dean song...willard! has cas written all over it
#guess who really started listening to will wood 😳#like just listen to me ok hear me out...#i dont owe u my heart or my body but shit i do fuckin owe u and im so sorry that i cannot be good as u are#the irony of dean not thinking of himself as human as cas learned to be is not lost on me#and even tho he fucks up constantly he cant bring himself to want cas to end their relationship (wtv it may be)#apologizing for the way he is bc tbh if dean never figures out how he feels simply because he himself doesn't know#what he wants he probably would end up just giving cas.his body because he owes him something and#he cant figure out what he can possibly give in the face of that all consuming frankly terrifying love#ahem. onto willard#ik i said cas knows how to be human but that's in dean's eyes. cas doesn't get being human at all even tho he does (?)#like his homeless/steve arc he cant get a grasp on how humans do all the things they do and live they way they live#the beginning of the song he talks about not being able to step on ants and crying for moths#now that could be cas talking about actual insect but ALSO humans! bc he's learned to care!!#but yea if cas had some sort of animal he saw every now and then while on the street? a cat or a rat etc that's how i envision#him with this song#he himself has been stepped on so many times! it started to feel like his place! not truly part of the winchesters not truly angel#just cas now...#is there room for me in your cage whether that be earth or a real rat he feels he understands#it's confusing for him to connect! never learned what to feel from childhood like humans do!#he was thrown into the deep end#they call me crazy but their words all seem made up to me -> honeybee cas fr#also i can see steve bringing a little creature into the gas n sip his own little guy#also the peace vs freedom thing. animals are put in cages. humans locked in heaven.#and cas has achieved free will but he has to wrestle with whether it's better to be content or break chains#you might seem behind bars but friend this cage is inside out! dean and sam are trapped in this destiny#but they both say fuck it !! but heaven wasn't just a cage to humans it's a cage for angels too#yeah ur fate is fucked but at keast you had a fate to change yknow. cas didn't just change his story#he didn't have one so he literally wrote it#i can't listen to this song without thinking about cas human hungry and alone#it's AWFUL out here socrates. it's DANGEROUS out here socrates. it's lonely out here socrates 🤡🤡🤡
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#idk what it was but last year there was this weird wave of ONLY COLONIZER RACISTS COMPLAIN ABOUT THEIR NEIGHBORS NOISE tl#it almost made me leave tumblr for good i think some people saw my complete breakdown over it#because yeah complaining about loud foot steps at night might sound dumb to you but im literally losing my mind in this house#but everyone on here was so quick to jump on the THATS PSYCHOPATH BEHAVIOR WHEN YOU LISTEN TO YOUR NEIGHBORS FOOTSTEPS#like autistic people reblogged this without any nuance#like taking sensory and auditory issues aside ?? it fucking sucks!!!!!!!! i dont want to be able to listen to the whole life of my neighbors#and its not their fault our house is made out of fucking cardboard & we all got scamed bc they put fancy expensive floors in w/o insulation#but like my neighbors are out here SCREAMING at 11 pm and not even thinking about trying to be mindful and respectful of others#i literally just stood frozen in like a trauma response in front of my neighbors door because they invited a bunch of people over#and screamed karaoke like theyre about to die#like SCREAMED screamed on a thursday night#and i talked to them before several times and they are sooo sorry every time but still do it regularly#and i dont even share a wall with them and i can hear them screaming and can make out every song theyre singing#like i love karaoke i get it but dont act surprised when i tell you for the 3rd time that its loud when you FUCKING SCREAM AT NIGHT???#i literally begged the apartment company to hang up an info sheet about noise bc the house rules and the law say no loud noise after 10pm#and they put it up yesterday and now people are screaming#i was unable to ring their door bell for a couple of minutes bc i just could not understand how they were screaming asif theyre in a stadium#i havent slept all week because every night someone on the complete oposite of the house under me was playing drums every night#i know life sucks i know the only time we get to ourselves sometimes is at night but????? you cant just whip out drums at night???#just because you want to or dont get to otherwise???#and its not even a cultural thing?? because many countries have the same night time noise rules as germany?#i know its funny to poke fun at germans for being rule loving stoic and how they have smth up their ass and haha but like china has them too#i would love for life to be a big big party but my life is having to get up for work in a couple of hours and i have to work the front desk#which on its own shoves me into a meltdown of having to talk to people and get the phone like every 2 minutes#but i havent slept all week#i havent slept properly the last 5 years#and i have been trying sleeping pills and everything#now im just too groggy to form proper sentences when i have to talk to neighbors when theyre loud and they think im high#people think im crazy either way because to make sure where the noise is coming from i have to walk through all the corridors of 7 floors#and people always see me and to make it less weird i talk to them but that only makes it more weird
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okay hi just a warning rq my autocorrect is off bc it autocorrected my friend’s name to fuckin malayalam on accident. i dont like autocorrect.
ANYWAY! ive been listening to my lovely olivia rodrigo lately, specifically her new song obsessed. i wanted to know if you could make a fic with Ethan x fem! reader where readers bitchy friend has this ex (Ethan) and she made him out to be a real dick. like, manipulating and everything.
reader eventually meets him and it turns out that she remembers… a lot about him considering her friend is a constant yapper and cant shut up about him. Ethan actually turns out to be a real cutie patootie and could literally never hurt anyone.
a few days later theyd meet again at some club or party maybe where they end up hitting it off… a little too well.. yeah so she ends up in his bed (smut part, very dom ethan plspls 😛😛). they could be talking about something really random and then reader brings up how her friend basically completely lied about him and said he was a piece of shit when he really wasnt. like a realllll fluffy end before a small cliffhanger thats never gonna get finished where her friend ends up finding out and texting her.
so sorry if thats too long or confusing idk but i actually love your work so much im lowkey your #1 fan. 😍😍😍
HELLO! I switched this up a little, I hope that's okay! 💕
Also, I fucking loved the 'leave it on a cliffhanger part that won't get finished' because WHY IS THAT WHAT I DO lmao
Obsessed - Ethan Landry x Fem!Reader - Part 1
This contains SMUT - Minors DNI
Part 2
Summary: Your friend told you horrible lies about her ex-boyfriend, and once you get to know him, you realize he's not the monster she made him out to be.
Contains: Mentions of a toxic relationship, Dom-ish cocky Ethan, rough-ish sex, oral - f receiving, p in v, fluff (If I missed anything, PLEASE let me know. I'm sleep deprived atm)
A/N: This was the one that pulled me out of my writers block, lmao. It's still not where I want it to be, but I'm TRYING. I'll try to post more this week, but I will be busy so bear with me haha.
You didn’t know Ethan Landry, but you knew you didn’t like him. He used to date one of your friends, and after hearing all the horrible things he’d said and done during their relationship, you thought he was really scummy.
They dated in high school and couldn’t get enough of each other, so they wanted to go to the same college. They broke up right before freshman year started, and after almost a year, she still talked about him every chance she got. She’d tell you how controlling he was. The things he’d call her when he was mad. How he cheated on her. You couldn’t believe that she stayed in the relationship for as long as she did, because she never had anything good to say, except that she loved him.
You’d seen pictures of him, and after walking into one of your classes at the start of the new semester, you saw him in person for the first time. He was so shy as he took his seat in the lecture hall, some of the girls making their little comments about the rumors they’d heard about him. He didn’t seem like the type that would do the things your friend said, but maybe he was just really good at playing innocent. All you knew was that you needed to keep your distance from him.
When you met up with your friend later that day for lunch, you didn’t know if you wanted to bring up Ethan being in the same class as you, but once she brought him up, you decided to tell her.
“Speaking of Ethan…I saw him today,” you said, before taking a bite of your food. Her face dropped as she looked at you.
“Where did you see him?” she questioned. You explained that you saw him in one of your new classes, and she rolled her eyes. “Can you believe he still tries to text me?”
“What I can’t believe is that you haven’t blocked him,” you said, “I know I’d hate to see someone that treated me like shit’s name pop up on my phone.”
She started to giggle as you curiously stared at her. “I have him saved in my phone as ‘Tall loser with a small dick’, so I laugh every time he does text me.”
“That’s not toxic at all,” you said, as you started to think about what she’d said. “Wait, he treated you as bad as he did and has a small dick? What the fuck were you thinking?”
“All he had going for him was that he was cute,” she said, “But seriously, if I were you, I’d stay away from him.”
“Oh, please. Like I’d even want to be near him.”
Your morning wasn’t going as expected. You slept through all of your alarms; you didn’t have time to stop for coffee. You didn’t think your day could get any worse, until you walked into class and noticed the only empty seat available was beside Ethan. You took a deep breath before you walked over and sat down. Once you reached into your backpack, you realized that your laptop wasn’t there. You were in such a hurry when you ran out of your dorm and didn’t even think to grab it.
“Shit,” you whispered, “I’m so stupid.”
“Here,” Ethan said, passing you a notebook and a pen. You curiously looked at him as he offered a weak smile. “I always keep an extra notebook, just in case.”
“Thanks,” you said, a half-smile playing on your lips.
Once class started, you were taking your notes, but you kept glancing over to Ethan. He was so focused on typing that he didn’t notice, but you couldn’t help but wonder if everything your friend told you was true. At that moment, he didn’t seem like a jerk. Then again, he had only spoken a handful of words to you.
Ethan was aware of all the things that were said about him. He hoped that after a few weeks it all would’ve blown over, but once you have an angry ex-girlfriend paint you as some horrible, emotionally abusive asshole, it’s hard to come back from that. He knew that it was best for him to just keep his head down until he was able to transfer to a different school, where no one knew who he was. He was miserable at Blackmore, and he really had no reason to stick around, aside from the few friends he’d made.
After class was over, you tore the pages of notes you’d taken from the notebook to give it back to Ethan.
“Thanks again,” you said, as you handed it back to him.
“You’re welcome,” he said, shoving it back in his backpack. “I thought about just emailing you my notes, but I didn’t know if you’d want that.”
“You’re telling me I didn’t have to spend the last hour trying to write that fast?” you asked, as he flashed you a sweet, genuine smile. “Why wouldn’t someone want that?”
“I don’t know, maybe it’s because most people here hate me,” he said, sliding the straps of his backpack over his shoulders. “You’ve probably heard things about me.”
“Yeah…are they true?” you asked, as he shook his head.
“You’re the first person that’s asked me that. Everyone else just assumes everything is true,” he sighed, “But no, I’m not a bad person.”
You started to feel so guilty. You’d said plenty of bad things about him, but you only heard one side of the story. With your friends’ story changing so many times, getting more dramatic each time she told it, you were starting to realize that it was all bullshit. You still didn’t know exactly what happened, but you were curious to know what the truth was.
“You okay?” Ethan asked, noticing that you were lost in thought as you stood in front of him.
“I’m friends with your ex,” you said, as his smile slowly fell. “What’s the real story?”
He sat back down in his seat as the other students piled out of the room. You sat beside him as you waited for him to speak.
“I really loved her…but she was just so controlling. Then she cheated on me when she went to the beach with her family. I didn’t find out about that until right before we started college,” he said, looking over to you. “She was pissed that I broke up with her, then all these horrible things about me started going around.”
“That’s fucked up,” you said, as he nodded.
“Yeah, she’s still been trying to text me. I finally blocked her a few days ago.”
“Wait, she said you’ve been trying to text her,” you said, his eyes growing wide at your words.
“Her number’s been deleted from my phone for months. I have no interest in talking to her,” he said, “I know this must be weird for you since you are her friend, but I think it’s cool that you wanted to hear me out.”
“Well, I feel like I need to apologize…I’ve said some things about you that weren’t true.”
“She’s a good liar. She has almost the entire school hating me so it doesn’t surprise me that her friend does, too,” he said, as he stood back up.
“I don’t hate you,” you said, smiling at him. “I don’t know if you’d want to, and I know she’d kill me, but if you ever want to hang out sometime, let me know.”
“I’d like that.”
Ethan was kicking himself for not asking you for your number, or shit, even your social media so he could DM you. He thought you were beautiful, but he knew that hoping for a chance with you would be a reach. He really just needed more people in his life that believed him to make the time he still had at the university more enjoyable.
Your friend begged you to come to a random frat party that you didn’t feel like going to in the first place. After your talk with Ethan, you weren’t even sure you wanted to be around her. You still went, and after searching for her for almost an hour, you checked your phone to see a message from her that she wasn’t coming, and that she ran into one of the guys she’d been hooking up with on the way to the party.
“Why the fuck am I even here?” you said to yourself as you locked your phone and slid it into the back pocket of your jeans.
“Hopefully to hang out with me, if your offer’s still good,” you heard from behind you, recognizing Ethan’s voice.
“Hey,” you said as you turned to face him. “I didn’t expect to see the most hated man on campus here.”
“My roommate told me that if I stayed in my dorm tonight, he’d throw my Xbox out the window,” he said, glancing over to the muscular guy that was watching Ethan talk to you.
“Ah, so you were threatened into being social,” you said, as he started to laugh.
“I guess you could say that. Do you want a drink?”
“Sure.”
Ethan wasn’t much of a drinker; you could tell by the sour look on his face every time he took a sip. It gave him a little confidence though, as the two of you talked and got to know each other a little better.
“I don’t think I can drink this anymore,” he said, sitting the cup down on a table. You sat yours down too, and as soon as you did, someone bumped into you, shoving you into Ethan.
“Shit, I’m sorry,” you said, looking up at him. Your chest was pressed closely against his, his hands on your hips from catching you.
“Don’t be sorry,” he said, “You can stay this close to me all night, if you want.”
“Are you always this smooth? Or is it the alcohol?” you questioned as he smirked at you.
“I’m only buzzed,” he said, before he leaned down, placing his lips on yours.
Chad was still watching Ethan from afar, cheering and thrusting his fist in the air once he saw Ethan kiss you. He started to laugh against your lips before he pulled away to stare daggers through his roommate for interrupting the moment.
“I can’t take him anywhere,” Ethan said, as you smiled at him.
“We could go somewhere more private,” you suggested, as he took your hand in his.
“Want to go back to my dorm? He’ll be here for a while so I know we can talk without being interrupted.”
“Sure!”
Once you made it back to Ethan’s dorm, you were starting to think that he really did just want to talk. You enjoyed listening to him, though. He was telling you about all his hobbies and interests, and you were telling him yours. You started to glance around his side of the dorm room, noticing the cliché, dorky things you’d expect to see.
“Nice Star Wars poster, nerd,” you joked, as he smirked at you.
“Oh, I’m a nerd?” he said, as he nudged you back on his bed. He was hovering over you, his mouth inches from yours. The sexual tension got so thick as his eyes looked into yours, his hand rubbing your hip.
“Mhm,” you said, the corner of your bottom lip in between your teeth. “A hot nerd.”
He felt his cheeks start to heat up, and he really didn’t want you to notice, so he leaned down to finally connect his lips to yours. It didn’t take long for the kiss to get more intense, his tongue brushing across your bottom lip. You let him deepen the kiss, his tongue moving with yours as his hands started to roam. You whimpered into the kiss once his hand squeezed your thigh, your hips started to squirm underneath him.
He pulled away but still stayed close so the two of you could catch your breath. You were reading each other’s faces, and it was obvious that you both wanted more.
“How far do you want this to go?” he asked, his breathing still heavy as his eyes looked into yours.
“As far as you want,” you said, your sweet tone making him groan.
“That’s not what I asked you,” he said, as he leaned back down to kiss your neck. His curls were tickling you, but the only reaction you had were the soft moans slipping past your lips from how well his mouth moved. His hips were rutting into yours, showing you how hard he was for you.
“I want you to fuck me,” you said, as he pulled away to look at you.
“You sure?”
“Mhm.”
Ethan was a little, well, very eager. He got you undressed in what felt like seconds, leaving you in just your panties. Once he stripped down to just his boxers, you got a little curious. You glanced down to see his hard cock straining against the fabric, and started to laugh to yourself, your gaze going to the ceiling.
“What’s funny?” he asked, as he hovered back over you to take one of your nipples in his mouth. Your laughing stopped, a gasp slipping out when he started to suck. “I asked you a question,” he teased, before moving to the other side.
“She really does lie about everything,” you said, as his tongue swirled. “She said you had a small dick.”
He started to laugh against you, before he pulled back. “That’s funny, because she couldn’t take it.”
“I can,” you said, his smile turning to a smirk as his hand trailed down your body to rub you over your panties.
“We’ll see about that,” he said, as he moved lower down the bed to position himself between your thighs.
He slid your panties down your legs, before running his fingers over your wet pussy. Your eyes stayed on him, your bottom lip in between your teeth as he teased you. Your anticipation just kept building as he moved down the bed, positioning himself in between your thighs. He leaned in, slipping his tongue inside your entrance.
He was sloppily eating you out, his head moving from side to side. His arms hooked under your thighs to pull you as close to his face as he could as your hands went to his hair.
“So good,” you whimpered, your breathing getting faster as he worked you closer to your orgasm.
He slid his tongue out of you to focus on your clit, quickly replacing it with two of his fingers. Your back was arching off the bed as he moved his arm back and forth, applying as much pressure as he could to that spongy spot inside you as he sucked on your swollen bundle of nerves.
“You’re gonna make me cum,” you babbled, as he started to chuckle with your clit in his mouth.
That was all it took for your legs to start shaking and your grip on his hair getting even tighter. Once your pussy started to clench around him, he slowed his fingers to a slow roll, not wanting to overstimulate you. His tongue gently licked your clit as he worked you through it, your whimpers getting softer as you came down from your high.
“That was the best orgasm I’ve ever had,” you admitted through your shaky breathing. Ethan started to laugh a little as you looked at him, your eyes hazy. “What?”
“Just wait until I’m inside you,” he cockily said, “You still confident that you can handle it?”
“I know I can,” you said, your legs instinctively spreading wide for him as his fingertips ran up your thigh.
“What are you going to do when no one else can make you feel as good as I do?” he questioned, as one of his fingers started to rub circles on your clit.
“I guess I’d have to keep you around then,” you said, as he shook his head.
“You’d only have me until summer starts,” he said, his finger moving faster. “I’m transferring to a different school after this year.”
“No, you’re not..fuck. I’ll convince you to stay,” you said, relaxing into the bed as he teased you.
Ethan pulled his hand away from your pussy before he slid his boxers off. He crawled back on top of you and reached over to his bedside table to grab a condom.
“I might let you convince me,” he said, as he lined up with your entrance. You tensed up a little because you knew how big he was. “Relax, baby.”
You did as he said, taking a deep breath as he inched his way inside of you. You were moaning as he stretched you out, and when you thought he was all the way in, he just kept going.
“Oh fuck,” you whimpered, feeling so full as he finally came to a stop, wanting to give you plenty of time to adjust. “Told you..Fuck, I told you I could take it,” you said, already struggling to speak.
“Don’t get cocky,” he said, your mouth falling open as he started to move. “I’m going to ruin this pussy.”
“Ruin it,” you said, challenging him as your lusty, hooded eyes connected with his.
It took everything in Ethan to not immediately start pounding into you, but he didn’t want to hurt you. He started slow, your eyebrows already furrowing together, low moans slipping past your lips. The head of his cock hit that special spot every single time, but you needed more. He sped up a little as your legs wrapped around him, your hands gripped tightly around his biceps.
“Maybe you can take it,” he said, his breathing getting heavier. “Can I go faster?”
“Yes,” you whimpered, as his hips moved quicker.
Your brain was starting to turn to mush, the babbles slipping past your lips making absolutely no sense. The only thing your mind could process in that moment was how good Ethan was making you feel. He thought you were adorable, already so cock drunk, and he wasn’t even close to being done with you yet. He kept his pace, but occasionally thrust a little harder to see if you could take it, the loud moans slipping past your lips as your nails started to dig into his arms letting him know that you could.
He angled your hips to go even deeper. His pace was a little slow as he made sure you were okay. Your eyes were pleading with him to go faster, because you knew the words weren’t going to come out of your mouth. It was getting so hard for him to hold back, so he finally let go. He started to pound into you so hard that your skin was tingling, all the nerves in your body on edge. Your toes were curling as he slammed into your g-spot, your whimpers turning to cries as you felt your orgasm starting to build. It was hard for you to keep your eyes open, and you were sure Ethan was going to have your nail marks on his arms forever with how hard you were squeezing him.
“Fuck,” was the only word you were able to get out, your legs wrapping tightly around him as your body started to involuntarily jolt. Ethan was sure that everyone in the surrounding dorm rooms knew what was happening, because you were being so loud. He wasn’t letting up though. He loved that he was making you feel that good.
It only took a few more deep thrusts before your entire body started to tremble, loud whines flooding out of your mouth as the wave of euphoria washed over you. He chased his own orgasm as he fucked you through it, your pussy clenching him so tight that he was moaning himself.
“I’m almost there, baby,” he said, a slight rasp in his voice from all the panting he’d been doing.
You went limp, your grip on his arms and your legs around his waist relaxing as his hips started to falter, a loud groan slipping past his lips as he released into the condom.
He took a minute to catch his breath before he slid out of you. His abs were burning and his arms were sore from your nails, but he quickly got up to take the condom off so he could take care of you.
He crawled in the bed next to you as you adjusted to lay your head on his chest, still so fucked out that it was hard to process your thoughts. Ethan just held you close, his hands softly rubbing over your bare back as you relaxed into his touches.
“You’re okay, right?” he asked, after a few minutes of you not saying anything. You lazily nodded as your hand moved to rub across his chest.
You laid there in silence as you started to think about what’d just happened. You knew your friend was going to be pissed if she ever found out, but did that even matter? She made almost the entire university hate Ethan for things he never did, and it made you sad that he felt like he needed to switch to a different school so he wouldn’t have to deal with it anymore.
“So…” you finally said, “How can I convince you to stay?”
He let out a nervous laugh, not knowing the best way to respond. “I can’t take people talking about me the way they do anymore.”
“Even if I convince everyone that it was all lies?” you questioned, your tone playful as you angled your head to look at him. “I think it’d be awful for you to leave because of her. You could miss out on someone that would treat you right.”
“Someone like you?” he questioned as he looked down at you. You nodded, before he leaned down to kiss you. “You’re good at this whole convincing thing.”
“Does that mean you’ll stay?” you asked, smiling as you sat up to look at him.
“Yeah, as long as you don’t break my heart,” he said, wrapping his arms around you to pull you back down to his chest.
“I won’t.”
You stayed in Ethan’s bed for a couple hours, making plans for all the dates he wanted to take you on. It felt like you’d known him for way longer than just a few days, the two of you having an instant connection. You hated to pull away from him, but you knew you needed to get dressed before his roommate got home.
“It’s late, can I walk you back to your dorm?” he asked, as he started to put his clothes back on.
“I can’t believe I thought you were this horrible monster. You’re so sweet,” you said, as he smiled at you. “Yeah, you can walk me home.”
Ethan walked you to the front door of your building, pulling you into a gentle kiss before he pulled away.
“I’ll text you,” he said, as he started to back away.
“Yeah, let me know when you make it back to your dorm, please,” you said, as he nodded.
When you made it upstairs and got settled into your bed, you heard your phone vibrate as it charged on your bedside table. You grabbed it and saw a goodnight message from Ethan, a huge smile on your face as you responded to him. You were so exhausted from the time you’d spend with him, and you soon felt yourself start to doze off. You heard your phone buzz again, your eyes lazily opening to see if it was Ethan. You took a deep breath once you read the message that was sent to you.
‘Why the fuck were you kissing Ethan at that party?’
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Pops would fucking hate you - Felix Catton x Masc!Reader
Pops would fucking hate you - Felix Catton x Masc!Reader
i had to rewrite this like 2 times,and i still dont like it but it is what it is
TW:Small fluff,Part-Nudity,Homophobia,Sexual theme meantions, cursing, smoking, meantion of alcohol,daddy issues(lol),overthinking
"My pops would fucking hate you"You humble out with a small smile,head layed on the cold wall,as you stare at the ceiling,feet slowly swinging in the air,sometimes hitting the bedframe, some old song playing in the background
"Oh really?Sounds a bit homophobic innit'?"Your boyfriend humbles back a small chuckle leaving his lips,as he tunes the tabs on his guitar which was in his lap
"that's probably the case"You sigh out,fidgeting with the half-smoked cig between your fingers
Your dad was never really the human rights guy,i mean he was a white middle aged cis straight man,he had no reason to be protesting and support as it doesn't affect him nor his family,or at least thats what he always said until,when you were 10 you and your guy best friend at the time were giggling about how would it feel like to be kissed,so you both find out with each other,it was just a small peck
And that would be just that but as your usual english walls,they were really fucking thin and your father in the other room could hear everything.he never told anyone or mention it to you,it was just the way he looked at you after you came in his room for a charger
The room falls silence for a moment,the guys voice on the record player starts again after instruments,not an awkward silence nor a comforting one.You put the cig between your lips and took a hit,feeling it go to your core,as you get goosebumps from the open window that none of you would bother closing,then you blew the smoke,out and watch it disappear into thin air
Felix stringing a few notes was the one who took you out of your own thoughts.”it doesnt matter,we fucking hate him either way”The boy snarks out,a small comforting smile on his face.This wasnt the first time you talked to Felix about your dad,you both went through the trauma dumping on the second date.You didnt know how to feel about your dad,i mean he was your father at the end of the day,and youve had mostly forgotten about him since you came to uni,but sometimes he would just appear in your mind.
“good point”You look at felix,his tender smile,make every girl and boy melt.It was definitely an experience dating the heartthrob of Oxford.He was new to long term relationships so of course sometimes you'd argue about some stupid girl flirting with him at the local pub and he didn't try to stop her or anything,maybe he was a bit right,maybe you could be a bit jealous,but he doesn't need to know that you kinda agree with him on that
“I think my parents wouldn't believe me if i told them that im dating you”said felix,stroking a few strings on his guitar,like he was about to sing a love song.”i mean like..not even me dating but like dating someone amazing like you”He says as he doesnt break his eye contact with the strings of the guitar,his smile could even be heard from his voice
“yeah sure”You chuckle a bit at his statement,not convinced at all.You take another blunt from the cig.”its true,they probably think that im having sex with girls right now”He says,as he sits up more,looking at you blowing the smoke out of the cig.”i mean..you were in the start of the term”You tease,with a small smirk,as you smear the cig on the glass cig dispenser,next to you on the small table
Felix scoffs,sassily”well that was at the start of the term,before i met you!”he says,both of his eyebrows perked up as he leaned a beat closer,then let himself fall back on the pillows which were leaned on the frame of the bed.
A smirk on your face as you see your boyfriend get a bit worked up”i cant argue with that”You choose to not tease him this time with it”I think my dad knows that im fucking a boy”You wonder,you knew that your dad.Felix hm’d in response,his attention on the guitar again
Silence fills between the two of you only the rain hitting the grass and the vinyls instruments filling up your ears,,as you look at the window,where the now very cold breeze was coming you see that it's raining,water coming on the edge of the window.felix's eyes follow your gaze and he puts the guitar next to you on the bed and gets up and closes the window,his shirt getting rain on it
You overthink a bit of what if he is now upset that you said that your fucking a boy,not actually dating one,Felix was sensitive despite his personality that he puts out,before you wanted to apologize he was taking his shirt off,his muscles beautiful,then he pulls his pants and boxer off in one go,grabbing a new pair of boxer which you guessed was his pajamas.its not like it was the first time you have seen him naked of course,but you cant help but admire everytime.
As Felix straightens up and you start”i'm sorry”You whisper out,hoping you wouldn't have to repeat it,felix looks puzzled”for what?”He asks his voice soft as he walks back to the bed putting the guitar next to his nightstand,sitting down next to you also laying his back against the cold wall
“for saying that i only have sex with you”You mumble out, staring at your socks,as you rest your chin against your knees,he was much more than that to you,much more that you couldn't even put it to words.you wanted to prove it and continue your words but when you would start Felix,puts his hand on your back,with a comforting smile”i know you didn't mean it that way”He says,his eyes glimmering at you,like you were a the last drop of water on planet earth and he have been thirsting for over 1 month
You can't help but smile at his words,making you feel better that you didn't offend him,he never liked when you over thinked.You straighten your legs,then hug him,burying your face in his bare chest,he wrapped his arms around your body,kissing the hair on your head,with a smile,you can feel his fingers drawing shapes on your clothed back.You look up at him,faces close that you could still feel the cheap beer of his lips
“i love you so much”He whispers,it was easy for him to say that,like it was the most simple words in the words,with no meaning behind them.”i want to have you for the rest of my life,have a family and move into a small farm house”He says,his brown eyes tickling,as he stares into yours,you can't help but chuckle as a big smile washes on your face”i know it's..like really early but i know,i feel it”Felix said.he had big plans,and you were one of them.
“i know…i hope too”You say,voice shooting as you give a small peck to his lips,then his lips falls onto yours for a longer kiss,and you don't hesitate to kiss back,lips pressed together as you were 2 pieces of a puzzle.
#felix catton x reader#felix catton x male!reader#felix catton x masc!reader#felix catton#felix catton x reader comfort#felix catton x reader fluff#saltburn#saltburn 2023#saltburn fanfic#jacob elordi#jacob elordi x male!reader#jacob elordi x masc!reader#jaocb elordi please save me
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hey you said you were looking for requests i was wondering if you could right a oneshot for either chris or matt based of this song
thank you for the request! love you ❤️
BECAUSE I LIKED A BOY chris sturniolo
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓁𝓎, dwntwn-strnlo.
↳ 𝐀/𝐍. i've never listened to this song before so my mind hasn't quiet perceived it yet, so im just going off of what google said about the love triangle thing?? idk,,, sorry if this isnt exactly what you had in mind
kylie is just a random name! kylie is an oc and is not based off of anyone-
↳ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. christopher sturniolo x fem!reader
↳ 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘. request!
↳ 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃? yes!
you and chris got together only 2 months after his ex dumped him. which didn't really do well with the public eye. and the allegations hurt like hell.
you tried to keep your relationship private for as long as you could, but, well, its hard to stay undercover.
the aggravated name calling came fast.
'we want kylie back' 'you stole chris' 'kill yourself' ; all things easily thrown under your tiktok's and insta posts.
calling you a 'slut' or a 'home-wrecker' just started rolling off of peoples tongues when your name was mentioned.
it truly disgusted you how people could just throw things out like they didn't have a care in the world. or that it would truly demoralize the person on the receiving end.
the threats and shaming put a hole in your heart. a huge, massive endless pit of a hole. it hurt, a lot. and chris knows that, and he tries and tries and tries to help you. but its very, very hard for the both of you.
so when chris walked into his room after taking a shower to find you sitting there staring at the wall, he knew something was up.
your eyes were puffy from recently shed tears, and the wall just seemed to get closer and closer.
"y/n?" he says, cautiously taking a step towards you. "whats up? im sorry, i didnt know you were coming over today."
a small sad laugh escapes your lungs as you look up at your boyfriend. your eyes wash over his face, confusion and worry crossing over every part of him.
the second he gets a good look at your state, his heart shatters.
you bite down hard on your lower lip, not really caring if you were to draw blood. "i..." your breath hitches as you attempt to choke back a sob. "we need to break up, chris."
his eyes widen, before he sighs, running his hands down his face. his face stays covered for just a second more. "we need to?" he sighs, still very confused of the conversation.
"im- im sorry-" you mumble, just barely audible for chris to hear.
chris walks over to where you sit on the bed, placing his hands on your knees and squatting down in front of you. "baby, please. you need to talk to me."
you shake your head, quiet tears falling from your closed eyes.
"baby-"
"no, chris." you sigh as he takes your hands in his. slowly rubbing circles along your knuckles. "i cant fucking take it anymore." opening your eyes, you find his eyes start to well up with tears. begging to fall down, but he keeps himself from falling undone in front of you. wanting to keep the situation as stable as possible.
"what?" he asks, exasperation lacing his shaking voice. "what cant you take anymore?"
"i love you chris, but your fans-"
"fuck them."
"you don't mean that."
the same sad laugh that you let out before, escapes his throat this time. "no i dont."
you smile lightly, but the flowing tears pushes back your moment of happiness.
"its almost wednesday, and we havent filmed a video yet-" you start to cut him off but he shakes his head. "no- matt and nick see it too. they'll talk about it i promise."
"chris..." you sigh, searching his teary blue eyes.
"just please, please... dont leave because of some stupid fans." he pleads. a single tear navigating down his cheek.
you drop his hand, reaching down to wipe it away with your thumb. hes slow to bring his own hand up, cupping your hand against his cheek.
your frown only deepens when he turns your palm to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to your open hand. "please, baby. i love you way to much to let you get to wrapped up in something like this. your my entire world and i cant believe-" he pauses to laugh, "i cant believe that i lived 18 years of my life without you there. and i cant imagine what it would be like without you."
"just... stay." he frowns, pressing another sad kiss to your knuckles.
you slide down, off the couch. leaning over to wrap your arms around the crying boy. "im sorry... i love you, baby."
he lets out a simple sigh of relief, wrapping his around you. fully embracing you into the hug. "i love you."
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@thetriplets3 @theboyz-delulu @stxrniqlo
#sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#imagine#one shot#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#chris sturniolo x reader#fluff#angst
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WELCOME TO THE BRAND NEW SEGMENT OF MY BLOG CALLED "INTELLECTUAL TOÑO TIME‼️‼️"😎😎🤓‼️⁉️🔥🔥
in this segment i will show you a song i really like, ill translate it if needed, ill explain/analyze the lyrics and apply them on to my favourite characters!
in the translation, you might see this sign (+), it means that i will later add details that might have gotten lost in the translation or stuff like that. and if you see something between brackets like these [...], its probably some small notes i leave to carify some small detail or explain the use of certain words.
the first song will be "Carismatico" by the argentinian band Babasonicos and the character will be Johnny Cage :D
the translated lyrics are the following:
ok so now on to clarifications
i thought i saw two clowns
with scared faces, closing the shop
pretend (+), they have their costumes on
they are going to the circus to get the camels
they look a bit spooked
(straight) out from a painting that is about to fade
pretend, they are very sweaty
they carry a bucket with confetti
i have to learn to pretend more
and to not show my emotions
i have to learn to pretend more
and to pilot (+) what i think
i try to reach a door
and i hear a swarm of flies whistling
pretend, they are buzzing my name
we have to leave and i dont know how (+)
i have to learn [the rest of the chorus]
…
[chorus x3 -> as in 3 times, not the silly face]
[theres a secret second chorus that plays over the first one, i will add it by puting between parenthesis]
(some nights im easy)
(i dont abide by limits (+))
(some nights im easy)
i have to learn to pretend more
(i dont abide to limits)
…
i have to learn to pretend more
(i dont abide by limits)
i have to learn to pretend more
and to pilot what i think
on the first (+) you see, theres the word "pretend" (or in the original lyrics, "disimula"). in this case it is a way of saying something like "pretend you didnt see/hear it" or "pretend it doesnt affect you"
the second (+) is for the word "pilot" ("pilotear" in spanish). it is an expression used to say something like "manage/stabilize the situation" in the way a pilot would stabilize a plane when going through turbulences (in this case the turbulences would be his thoughts)
third (+), the original lyrics do not actually say that but i had no idea how to translate it + google translate and word reference were not helping, so i had to change it in order to not put a whole ass explanation in the middle of the lyrics. the original text is something along the lines of "we have to leave and i dont know where to leave through". im not even sure if thats grammatically correct but what its trying to say is that he does not know where the exit is.
fourth (+), i genuinely dont know XD. i confess i used google translate for this one
if you are curious about the secret chorus its from the song "Yegua"
now ANALYSIS TIME‼️
the song talks mostly abot social anxiety and feeling like everyone is watching everything you do. at first it would seem like the concept of social anxiety has nothing to do with the egocentric, confident and cocky Johnny Cage, but youd be wrong. in my headcanons, he grew up as an undiagnosed autistic kid in a small town inthe fucking 90's, of course he has social anxiety. he just made himself be this big extroverted and confident person to make up for it. hes constantly worrying about how people percieve him (in his looks, in the way he talks, in the way he moves), about people talking about him behind his back (yk celebrity shit + this can be connected with the flies mentioned in the song), about his emotions being too big, about being too intense, being too much. he was around people who told him he was "bad" (annoying, loud, dumb, etc.) so much that it became a part of his subconsious, a part of his thoughts. they hunt his every move, a constant monolgue of every tiny thing he does wrong. specially when he was younger, this thoughts would get so intense that they would overwhelm him, but it doesnt happen very often anymore. everyone usually assumes he has a pretty high self esteem but he has just gotten really good at hiding his insecurities under layers upon layers of braggings, fake self confidence, borderline narcissistic tendencies and a lot of jokes. he basically made himself charismatic, a.k.a, the name of the song. also, if you listen to that second chorus its kinda like a response to the main chorus. it refers to someone that parties a lot and doesnt care about anything or anyone. it is a conversation between a very insecure and shy person (the first chorus) and an over confident and social person. alternatively, it is a conversation between John Carlton and Johnny Cage.
aside from the lovely lyrics, this song is AWESOME when it comes to the music. it genuinely makes me go insane like AAAHSVAAH i highly recommend listening to it with headphones
i think thats all i had to say about it :P
#mortal kombat#mk1#johnny cage#rant post#analysis#music#intellectual toño time#argentina#music analysis#:3#character analysis#johnny cage mk1
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Ok so I just had an idea but head cannons about crew boys + Wilbur (ranboo?? If you write for him) finding out that a certain song reminds reader of a certain “someone”. But reader tells them about it like really dreamily so the boys get really jealous about it. Only to realize later that the “someone” they were talking about was a fictional character (like anime or from books whatever)
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mcyts getting jealous only to find out you’re talking about someone fictional
a/n: so sorry but sapnap, karl and ranboo are taken out due to boundaries and me running out of ideas :) this one was fun to write though, thanks for the request 🍬 anon! enjoy <33
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DREAM
you guys are chilling on the couch when dream asks you
“did you listen to that song that nick sent us yesterday?”
“oh yeah i loved it! it really reminded me of someone.” you answer smiling
dream’s stomach drops as he frowns; maybe you didnt like him back afterall.
“…who?”
but by the time he looks at you, youve already gone to the kitchen to get a cup of water.
the whole day dream is anxious
who could you possibly like other than him? could it be sapnap?
cuz god that would break his heart
when you notice him being really distant you finally give up and ask him what’s wrong
he spills everything and you have to hold in your laugh
you tell him about the character you’ve been liking since you were little
dream’s jaw drops
“YOU SHOULDVE TOLD ME SOONER! I GOT WORRIED OVER NOTHING?!”
GEORGE
you and george were streaming, when you guys get a text to speech dono
it reads “hey guys, i love your content, i recently found out about a song that i think you guys would like. its called ————“
when you recognize the song, you happily reply back
“hey! thanks for the dono, i love that song; it reminds me of someone and i think its so cute”
you dont even spare a glance at george, making him feel very much rejected
as george’s mood goes down by every passing second, the chat is filled with
“george on his jealous arc”
“george is jealous”
comments like that catch your eye
“oh guys i was talking about ——— from the books” you say laughing awkwardly
people notice that this brings george’s mood up fairly quickly
now the whole world knows george has a crush on you
QUACKITY
you guys were just driving around in his car at night; something that happens every once in a while
you put a song on the radio, looking at alex
“i really like this song because it reminds me of someone” you say.
of course at first he thought it was about himself, i mean he was your boyfriend
but the more he listened to you talk about them, the more upset he got
“this person must be really special huh” he says clenching his jaw
he brushes you off the rest of the ride, while you sit there in confusion until it clicks
when you tell him you were talking about someone from an anime youve been watching, he feels a sense of relief wash over
“you scared the shit out of me y/n, jesus christ”
WILBUR
james was showing you his new song ready to realese, with wilbur next to him
when you tell james that “its great, it reminds me of someone”
wilbur looks at james worridly while james gives him a look clearly saying “sorry man, maybe theyre taken”
and the whole day wilbur’s mood is sour
when you finally pop and bring james in another room to ask him about it, james is relieved
“oh we thought you had a partner for fucks sake, you should go tell will”
when wilbur finally finds out, he cannot be happier
“oh my god im so glad to hear that y/n you dont even know”
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please ramble as hard as you can about pruita I need to hear what you have to say about them
grabs you by the shoulders very roughly.
ok. my favorite flavor of pruita is utterly unrequited. cuz its very funny to me. my fav thing to do is listen to music and think about unrequited pruita like L imagine 😹😹but also its kind of sad and i like how its sad but also funny
like think about the prussia cleaning game like omg.... he loves him.... its so silly.......
PRUSSIA STROKED IN HAPPINESS! WHAT THE FUCK! GAY!
and he literally was imaginging them like together on some sort of boat idk what its called like ugh
and the fucking BLOG. ive already posted these before but. my god.
he likes him so much....... its unbelievable........
like are you serious. he so very obviously has a crush on him THERES SO MUCH PROOF OF IT AND [im trying to restrain myself here from being salty about prucan shippers so i will stop myself here.]
ok im racking my brain to try and think of what to say rn cuz as much as i say i wanna talk about my ships i know deep down in my heart i dont have much to say that i can turn into coherent thoughts.
back to my thoughts and not canon content. unrequited pruita. like ok you know that hetalia itself is just gerita fanfiction. like i love gerita. who doesnt. and thats where it comes in in my version of pruita. like prussia is so in love with italy and italys like omggg germanyyyy :3 like. oh my gfod can i talk about the songs i associate with them. the answer is yes i cant be stopped.
ok puppy princess by hot freaks. fucking UGH. unrequited big fat crush ANTHEM right here.
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. prussia is the goofy friend... prussia loves italy...... and italy loves germany........ my goodness.........
NO OTHER HEART BY MAC DEMARCO. THIS IS LITERALLY PRUITA.
i love gerita truth pruita so much but not in the love triangle way like i mean thats what it sounds like but its more like a fucked up triangle like
it doesnt connect all the way... cuz in love triangles dont they usually like compete!>>! like prussia loves italy but in my pruita brain he wouldnt like.. actually really try to get with italy while he knew that germany was trying to get with him.... you know.... he wouldnt do that to his brother..... so he just keeps his crush to himself.... rip.... and thats the fun of it ! ! ! he yearns but he'll never have him... love that
LOVERS ROCK. BY TV GIRL. THIS ONE LYRIC. JESUS CHRIST.
TRYING TO SELL YOU SOMETHING THAT YOU ALREADY HAVE. UGH.
AND LOOKING OUT FOR YOU BY JOY AGAIN. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.
IM GONNA GO CRAZY!
and peach scone. by hobo johnson.
ltierally every time... prussia calls italy cute.... god......
now. onto requited pruita.
i think theyre silly cute so much so much :3 :3 :3 hold on gotta check pixiv so i can formulate thoughts. ok like i mostly think about prussia's side of things when it comes to required pruita but in my opinion prussia is CRAZY about that man. jesus christ. and italy thinks hes super silly and loves him 🫶🫶🫶 HOLD ON I SHOULD FILL OUT ONE OF THOSE UNDERSTAND NMY SHIP THINGS HOLD ONNNNNN
got a little lazy but you understand.
i think thats all i have to say . i feel like i didnt really say much just put images and then said something along the lines of "jesus christ" or "what the fuck" but i think you undestand. thank you for asking. PEACE AND LOVE!
ALSO WAIT I HAVE MORE. i LOVE gerita marriage. they are so married. and i love thinking about prussia watching the boy hes had a big fat crush on for god knows how long get married to his brother. LMAO! and hes like crying like hes happy for his brother,... but oh man........ LMAOOOOO
i love prussia so much. make him suffer now
ok thanks for reading :heart:
edit:i just realized onm the height thing onm the ship chart i forgot to put 6 CM and instead put 6 M. oops
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FATGUM head cannons
an? i wrote this so long ago i just wanna clear my drafts out😭😭 soo sorry if its bad but you could always send me a request 💜.
- because hes my fav and i love him so much i just wanna tackle his 7 foot ass and love him for the rest of his life... ANYWAYSSSSS
- this man is known by name (and sometimes order) by every restuarnt in a 10 mile radius of his agency. and i knwo your probably like “he a pro hero ofc they know his name” no. his given name and the first time it happen he was shocked
- sings in the shower, off key, loud and proud, just straight butchering all and every song in his playlist.
- his home is custom bulit to him. everything is like 2 feet taller than it would be for somebosy in averge height. somebody (me) said it reminds them of jack and the bean stalk and he doubled over laughing
- kiri and tamaki come over to watch cooking show because one he wouldnt be able to fit as comfortably at their dorms, and two because he got a big ass tv and watching on his tv is so much better, and he got snacks out the ass. im talking pantry overflowing, with everything. tama used to the system but kiri swears he could get lost in it
- im sorry but, he can only cook stroke inducing food. which makes sense for quirk and what not but dont eat it unless you trying to put yourself in an early in a early grave. smothered everything, if its baked, best believe it was fired first. cheesy everythinggggg like omg, i still love him tho
- his favorite food shows be the baking shows, especially Cupcake Wars. he gets up-fucking-set if his favortite contestant loses or gets kicked off before the finalem hes gonna be talking about it for the rest of the week about how unfair it was and the judges didnt know what they were talking about because how could they not win.
- relationships hcs or what not
- ahhhhhhh love language is most definitely acts of service and quality time. he livesss for when he got a second to just hold you, or be in your presence. it just so calming to him, the acts of service parts is bringing you food to try. ooo when he went on a mission outside of Esuha City he sends you a selfie with e v e r y new food/ drink he tries on his mission. so expect a lot of of pictures and sometimes videos from him
- top tier cuddles in that giantic ass bed. and he has a weighted blanket with a big ass fan AND black out curtains ????? need i say more
- drags you down into his baking show addiction, but yall always tend to go for the rivals. so yall make bets on who’s gonna last longer. right now you’re winning 7 - 6
- but you watch Extreme Cake Makers and write down recpies you wanna try and little things the contestant did so you could test it out. so you have notes deicted to ths and you sometimes go back and rewatch episodes to catch small stuff that you missed. he lovess when you get like this all nerdy and focused, it soo cute ugh.
- likes to take you through the city at night because its look pretty at night when its lit up. you take a lot of pictures of bridges and in front of different signs and stuff
- omg, if you just so happen to walk past the shower whiles he in there singing his heart out, he’s gonna stop singing and say “take it away babe”.
- a sucker for your southern nicknames. all the sugar, sweetness, bubs/bubba, honey. say anyyy of these and this man is at your feetready to do anything and everything just to hear you call him that again
- baby be feening for thanksgiving and christmas to come around. first time he was on a long mission, was gone for a week and came back on thanksgiving eve to see that you were cooking up a feast, he was so happy he cried.
ik the ending seems kind meh .. but then again this been sitting in my drafts
#fatgum x black reader#fatgum#mha fatgum#bnha fatgum#headcanon#aka the loml#fatgum fluff#.mha sleep talks 💤
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Hi bestieeeeee it’s me 🧚🏻♀️
https://www.tumblr.com/snallavanta/743404934694928384/seventeen-asks
I really want to see your answers!!!
Hiii omg .... a whole quiz lkdfjlsdkf alright i'm excited let's do this lololol
who’s your current bias?
Love of my life, the light of my world, the king of my heart, my husband of 30 years, Kim Mingyu ♡
who was your first bias?
.....S.Coups..... (baby I'm so sorry)
does your bias change often? and if so, how often does it change & what causes it to change?
Every day actually lmfao.....
I'm a simple girl ☝🏼😌 One giggle or one stupid joke or one concert vid or one word said during gose.... and I change.
It's not homie hopping if the homies be hopping ✊🏼😌
who was the first member you noticed?
S.Coups .... that clap fancam... yall know which one
what’s the first song you listened to?
Clap ✊🏼😔 (against my will too..)
what’s the first music video you watched?
Clap LMFAO
the way i brainrotted so bad for 2 weeks straight.....
what got you into seventeen?
MFSMKF CLAP SEUNGCHEOL FANCAM damn i....
when did you get into seventeen?
2017
how did you find out about seventeen?
Got7 never shutting THE FUCK UP about Seventeen......
every five seconds Yugyeom and Bambam would be like "Anyways so SEVENTEEN 🥰🤭"
like damn shawdy I wanna hear about YOUR 🫵🏼 comeback
are there any svt albums you own?
Yerrrr!
Attaca, FML, Face the Sun, Going Seventeen, Teen Age, Seventeenth Heaven
are there any svt merch/ memorabilia you own?
LMFLWKFR no 🤞🏼😔 I... fake fan lmfao
does the light stick count aha 🫥
have you been to a svt concert?
NO AND THE ONE TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO I SOLD MY FLOOR TICKETS SO I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ACTUALLY AND I HAD ANOTHER CHANCE BUT I THOUGHT I WAS TOO GOOD FOR KPOP AND PASSED UP TICKETS SO YEAH I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
........ does kcon count tho... I...... saw them there.... lol
what’s your favourite merch that was released?
ngl i dont look at merch...
i..... dont really like company released merch bc they don't do it for me omfg fake fan
im so sorry.... does light stick count???
what’s your favourite song from love&letter?
My babygirl..... my second love..... Space 🤞🏼😔
what’s your favourite song from an ode?
Network Love
and HIT (purely bc i have a really funny story about the song involving me getting in an accident lmfaoooo)
...and back it up bc im a hhu whore.....
what’s your favourite song from teen, age?
Flower
and Bring It (this shit did something to me .... i..... i'm actually getting war flashbacks.)
what’s your favourite song from attacca?
The whole album. I'm an attaca girlie. That album is everything to me
what’s your favourite song from face the sun?
Don Quixote... specifically for Wonwoo's "Say my name" and Mingyu's chest part when he sings "duryeon geon"... aw hell
And Hot bc of a stupid tattoo I got related to it LMFAOOOO (i do things for the plot not the meaning don't kill me)
what’s your favourite song from sector 17?
Cheers 🤞🏼😔
All my circles girlies don't come for me but i .... can't do songs that make me cry i'm already a sad person without music i don't need to cry over that song im sorry i avoid emotions like a plague lmfao
what’s your favourite song from always yours?
Ima hehe
CALL CALL CALL purely for Seungcheol's Moshi seka-seka-seka-seka-seka-seka-seka
what’s your favourite song from seventeenth heaven?
Headliner
and Monster bc im a hhu whore sorry
what’s your favourite album/ ep?
I have two .... Attaca and her hot younger sister FML
which song do you think needs a music video?
Don Quixote .... bc listen............. warrior concept with lip and nose cuts and disheveled looks aw heeelllll
or Diamond Life with the same concept like Story of My Life by 1D where it's a mix of them now and debut era ... LIKE LISTENNNNN IT WOULD HAVE ME DYINGGGG anyways
what song(s) sound better live?
I wouldnt know aha 🫥
what’s a song you think should’ve been a single?
Don Quixote ☝🏼😔
what’s the most underrated song?
Diamond Days but i dont think it's underrated... just want her to have same love as Headliner lol
which is your favourite single?
HOT purely bc I have a tattoo related to it HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(it's not an obvious correlation btw it's just an inside joke....)
what’s your favourite era?
Face The Sun bc of personal memories during that era. 🤞🏼😌
Like I think back to it and I just remember my life during that time and yeah it was gr8 lol
which’s your favourite live performance?
Rock with You Band Version
And Cheers @ LA3C
what’s your favourite music video?
Holiday bc it's just guys being dudes. And idk that makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside....
Ima also gives me that feeling but not in the guys just being dudes type of way.
what’s your favourite outfit worn by your bias?
BASING THIS OFF HIS PERSONAL STYLE and not styled shoots bc I can go on and on for styled shoots.
this look is everything to me i think i made this my personality trait for 5 months.....
what’s your favourite outfit as a group?
bc i am a lusty bitch..... their outfit when they perform Hot during Follow Tour.
what’s your favourite sub-group?
leader line.... they just do something for me and my ..... mental illness....
do you have a favourite photocard?
the iconic hoshi wiping his tear from face the sun.... the way i would never spend money on it but hoshi when i catch you hoshi......
who’s your favourite duo/ trio?
Seventeen's version of Katara and Zuko... The whoreline.... water and fire... backburner!roommate line.... my baby boys.... Minghao and Mingyu
what’s your favourite hairstyle of your bias?
I'm so far up his ass he can be Mr. Clean and I won't care.
which is the best era for hair?
FML....
LET'S BE SO FUCKING FOR REAL IF ANYONE TRIES TO FIGHT ME
what’s your favourite tour era?
I'm a jealous ass bitch and I never went so I don't like to think about it
Jk Be The Sun
what’s your favourite lyric?
Kidult bc I'm a loser bitch who is still trying to heal her inner child
what’s your favourite fan chant?
the only fanchant i can do bc i brain rotted it when i was a new fan..
clap....
what’s your favourite unreleased song?
LMFAO DONT LAUGH but No Flex Zone....... that shit did something to me...... (like i know its on soundcloud BUT U KNO WHAT I MEAN)
And Un Haeng Il Chi .... for the same reason
what’s your comfort song?
To You because it gives me the same warm fuzzy feeling as History by One Direction.... Like guys.... listen...
That shit always makes me cry when they use it for edits of SVT growing up throughout the years.
what’s a song you can’t listen to without having a breakdown?
Circles and Yawn which is why I avoid it sorry I don't like feeling things <3
what’s your favourite member symbol/ mascot?
Jeonghan's because his should have been a gremlin so when I see it, I laugh
what’s your favourite going seventeen episode?
UGH I narrowed it down to two....
GOSE: Talk Get-Together (bc of the outfits and their dedication to the water soju bit...... and just the stupidity throughout.... and the iconic Hoshi ready to talk shit..... and Jungwoo getting Jun's way of talking down...)
GOSE: Company Dinner for EveryWON (i love watching them bring FULL CHAOS just for a drinking game and to not work .... like same babes)
what’s your favourite dance choreography?
24 HR ... that choreo is so big brained omg
what’s your favourite solo song?
ALL i love seeing them work on their music preference outside of group/unit songs. Like wow, yes let me into more of who you are outside of SVT
what’s your favourite cover?
Hurt Road - DAY6 cover by Hoshi
.... vocals.... his simple outfit in the video...... wow ......
what’s your favourite song from the performance team?
come on.... everyone knows my answer.... we all know it....
IDUBILU
what’s your favourite song from the vocal team?
GIRL... all of them..... I'm not picking which child is my favorite.
(BUT IF I HAD TO.... Imperfect Love baby ur my favorite child u are my baby girl and i will kiss u on the forehead)
what’s your favourite song from the hiphop team?
im a hhu whore so all of them
more specifically for the laughs and the cringe Ah Yeah LMFAOOOOOOO
a member from the performance team you feel is underrated
not answering this bc no
a member from the vocal team you feel is underrated
not answering this bc no
a member from the hiphop team you feel is underrated
not answering this bc no
if you were a part of seventeen, which sub-unit do you want to be a part of & why?
hhu bc im trying to see something......
jk the music i listen to outside of kpop is hiphop/r&b
a member you want to be best friends with
Mingyu and Minghao
Trying to be a throupl–(gunshot)
No I'm kidding, kinda.... but my personality is v similar to what they project out and just .... shared interests... and astrological sign reasons
a member you feel should release more solo music
ALL. I want to see who they are outside of svt. Music video and all. I love seeing their music tastes and interests.
a member you would easily get along with
Mingyu and not bc I'm up his ass but for actual personality reasons and shared interests lol
what’s your favourite collab?
Lotto – Vernon and Don Mills
what’s a song you wish to hear live?
not just hear but see.... Fire........ It's not even a wish.... It's a NEED
what’s your favourite seventeen interview?
LKSDJFLSDK the iconic chaotic interview with FO Squad.
That shit had me so stressed
what language do you prefer svt songs in?
any idc lol
who do you think would give the best hugs?
Dokyeom because he would be so soothing and rub/pat your back and he is a weighted blanket personified.
who do you think would smell the best?
I looked up who's got what perfume and it would be Mingyu mostly bc we have two of the same perfumes
who has the most contagious laugh?
Mingyu............. listen
That elmo laugh... like when he laughs and he pushes out two loud HAHA's before laughing more.... that shit has me laughing at the stupidest shit... like baby it wasn't even that funny....
who’s the funniest member?
Vernon.
Delivery is always so good. Straight face. Top tier comedy. He's so serious about his jokes too.
have you read any books recommended by any member(s)?
no <3
what’s your favourite thing about seventeen?
that they're all genuinely so supportive and love each other. like they know that they're the only ones who know each other's struggles bc they went through it all together. they know each other so well, and they move as a unit.
like just the part in nana tour where they ordered all the same coffee bc they're like "after years of being together it's better to never complicate things"
and it's just a friend group doing what they love and they consider everyone's feelings and interests. like that is so crazy how they value each other so much
or the fact that honorifics aren't a big deal to them bc "we're family we're all equal" like bro that is so ..... wow am i crying... bye
the list could go on and on
share the svt photos that bring you comfort
bonus:
share an svt video that brings you comfort
I HAVE SO MANY
All of In The Soop (especially when Dino and Seungkwan were talking and then the next day Dino was all so smol and goes "Circuit mwoya hyung?" BYE and ITS2 Seungkwan and Joshua... aw hell)
All of Nana Tour
Mingyu joining Jun's Weibo lives
ANY AND ALL CLIPS of Hoshi being a proud mother of PFU
Scoups and Mingyu being absolute chaotic siblings
literally anything that shows how much they all just love each other
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right back at ya cowboy
Omg ella I'm so sorry I was gonna do this "later" and then it got buried. OK. I clicked. EDIT: I JUST FOUND THIS IN MY DRAFTS IM DOUBLE SORRY lol imma expose my ramble draft
[So in case someone's reading this thinking ???? we sometimes throw a spinning wheel of songs at each other and then just go rambling yelling analysing whatever it gives back. I've kept track with this tag, feel free to copy any of them wheels links and go off or bug someone with it actually pls do]
Oh you mean that song I for some reason like some total idiot put on first thing in the morning and just bawl my eyes out, you know when its so early you're just so vulnerable and everything feels raw and there's no thoughts just something primal happens and it's me drowning myself in this song and then the day can start I guess am I fine nobody knows. It's now my Saturday morning ritual where before coffee I see some sun and I just bawl there's something therapeutic about it. I'd recommend it. Just some sun some coffee brewin some confused pet wondering if you're OK yeah.
Anyway. The song I can place extremely easily in like "1d ended and it sucked" context, but it works with a lot. whatever I can think of him, or anyone, writing about, whatever it means to me. (general Louis' songwriting ramble incoming:) I'm looking at FITF differently compared to Walls and previous work and he's approached it differently, I feel like what he's been saying about his discography fits that as well. I think (this is a mash of what i think to hear in his lyrics and in interviews, so heavy paraphrasing:) before he had this idea he should be writing where the whole thing makes sense to be about this one situation/idea and it has to be about him too and sure perhaps a context might have been written around it, but i think in the past hes been pretty perfectionist on having every single line fit the thing he was thinking of what that song is, and now thats no longer the case. Now it's whatever works, whatever hits, feels, does it. It doesn't matter one thought/situation flows into another.
I guess that was a long rambley way of saying I wanna do line by line lyric analyses of his stuff but I don't know how to make that work as it did previously, for me at least. But on the other by temporarily running with one interpretation and seeing what you can find in the lines can really help see more angles, bring more depth to the line, and consider other meanings and stuff so.. idk not much wrong with it. I wanna do that too I think. This is I guess A Promise I'll do a Holding On To Heartache lyric breakdown. At Some Point. :D
But I think his choices of words and soundscapes and perhaps all them being little references are just wonderful. I cherish it so much. I'm slightly afraid he did the same in Perfect Now (like after seeing a web of possible perfect now lyrical referencing that song did become one of my favs as I love that idea like it gives so much more body depth meaning whatever to a song to me even if not on purpose lol its not even relevant at that point anymore anyway) and long term didn't value it much so now I'm afraid my new little more poppy fav will be his new neglected child but time will tell. Just... have an itch. Rip. EDIT yeah that itch got worse because of the track by track we got now.. it's got that bit about HOTH being a poppy one and the way he's talking about it sigh i feel him but sigh also hes sigh i dont wannt start that discourse over that shit so no. but itch. I uh... luckily don't let how I interpret his reactions to his own songs affect the way I feel about his own songs haha brainpayne this.
ok ok ok last ramble it sounds so fucking liquid? so wet?? how do I explain this why does it sound w e t EDIT: help me he said the sound is like a guitar under water like he's drowning it's flooding we're in a puddle of tears this song, it's what makes me bawl I think, because the song sounds like bawling, and your cheeks are puffed up and we,t and you find a moment of quiet and stare up at the sky with your wet lashes exhausted defeated but you're still here you're still breathing. Also the bridge with the "space between us just comes FLOODING back" at the end of it, it's not the bit that hits the hardest in an obvious way, instead it kinda gets overlooked a way, theres no moment to sit and waddle in the SHIT FLOODING BACK RIGHT THERE it just goes right into the quiet bit again,there's no time given to recover from getting crushed by the wavesm and it just does something to me... I can't leave that bit as the little end of a big thought it sounds like, but the way its sung... time just keeps ticking and we're at the end. I'm almost sure that wasn't intentional and like @ me why focus on this of all the overwhelm that's in this song, but that just feels like a reflection of the feeling I get from this song, you're just fucking sitting there in the middle of this overwhelming ache these waves of hurt and shit just moves on and youre just there stuck there with but i wasn't done? But I guess I should be? Like there's no room for me drowning in this even more but I feel like I need to still?
ramble out.
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THE REALEST PODCAST: EPISODE ONE; THE FNAF MOVIE.
“HIS VOICE MEANS TO DECEIVE TO YOU. MY VOICE JUST WANTS TO LEAD YOU! BELOW THE SURFACE.” - BELOW THE SURFACE; GRIFFINILLA
“Jae and Ona in the morninggg….nights..”
Jae: We gotta change that intro
Ona: Nooo its so iconic!!
Jae: Then we need to stop recording at night..
Ona: Bitch now you KNOW thats not gonna stop.
Jae: True…
Ona: Whats the topic today jae jae?
Jae: Today’s topic isss…… drumroll please!
Ona: These nails are press on, if they pop off I would cry.
Jae: The topic is the new Five Nights At Freddy's movie.
Ona: You could've used the soundboard…
Jae: I dont want to hear NOTHING from your right now…
Ona: …..
Jae: …
Jae: Anyways Ona, whats your thoughts so far on the movie!
Ona: ….I hate you so bad.
Ona: But seriously i CAN NOTTT WAIT.
Jae: If yall didnt know me and Ona always go to see horror movies together and we at least go 3 times.
Ona: We literally have every streaming app for what ever they put the movie on.
Jae: Usually the first time we go with a group of friends.
Ona: And the the other times we go to actually analyze the film.
Jae: what is are your theories for the movie?
Ona: I feel like it’s only gonna be like the first game or something like that im really upset that they arent gonna have a scene with the springlock suit, like I heard a lot about that.
Jae: Well, you know there’s definitely gonna be at the movies, I think it’s mostly gonna focus on the first game as you said, but more of like a backstory type of thing too.
Ona: how much you wanna bet that the movies aren’t even going to be in timeline order?
Jae: oh my God I’m not doing that bullshit again..
Ona: the timeline was literally horrible to figure out.
Jae: We should stream as replaying the games on our twitch.
Ona: Definitely, I’m so sick of people talking about the red eyes.
Jae: Oh yeah, isn’t it Cannon? or something like that?
Jae: so I just looked this up, but did you know that they my delay the movie since people are complaining about it? like the movie is already in October that so longgggg.
Ona: YEAH DUDE!
Jae: it’s not even that big of a deal to be honest.
Ona: like if you read the books and they literally have red eyes when William is in control.
Jae: You sound like those weird kids in 2014
Ona: Um…you WERE the weird kids!
Jae: Not too fucking much…
Ona: OH MY GOD???
Ona: JAE WERE YOU REALLY?
Jae: ….No.
Ona: …. I gotta make some calls, who did you go to school with?
Jae: No one, i was a lone wolf.
Ona: Anddd that tells me everything i needed to know.
Jae: STOP I WAS KIDDING CUT THAT OUT!!
Ona: ANYWAYS-
Jae: DI’ONA!
Ona: Back on the topic, it’s so crazy to think that we literally grew up with the series.
Jae: No yeah, I thought about that before.
 Jae: Have you ever thought about how controversial the game is?
Ona: What d’you mean?
Jae: like, do you remember when people would argue over the gender of foxes?
Ona: that was literally insane, like there was real debates about that….
Jae: You would probably joined in….
Ona: OH I KNOWWW YOU’RE NOT TALKIN
Jae: I have no idea what you’re talking about..
Ona: Hey i just had a thought-
Jae: wowwwww for once in your life!
Ona: ……
Ona: …Anyways. What was your favorite FNAF song?
Jae: Its been too long-
Ona: Oh.
Jae: …what is your problem NOW?
Ona: Nothing, just…nothing um anyways-
Jae: ….
Ona: Jaeyoung i swear to god.
Jae: You started it.
Ona: LIKE I WAS SAYING, My fav is Join the Party or Join us for a bite.
Jae: Girl pick one.
Ona: NO WAIT! Below the surface!
Jae: If they dont play its been so long at the end credits im gonna go insane. 
Ona: ….ACTUALLY CIRCUS OF THE DEAD!
Jae: Ona…please dont start…
Ona: I cant pickkkk
Ona: But i think they should play Stay Calm.
Jae: Whys that?
Ona: Dude like it make perfect sense for the first movie! Dont piss me off at 12:55 Am….
Jae: Why didnt you just say 1 in the morning?
Ona: Your soo lucky time is up…
Jae: Well everyone thanks for tuning into the realest podcast for the night-
Ona: the best horror podcast around..at night..
Jae: Dude we gotta change our catchphrase.
Ona: It doesnt rhyme with anything elseee
Jae: That was the hardest sigh ive ever tooken.
Ona: Next week you’ll hear us talk about Aliens-
Jae: Which i’m sure will be an exciting venture. this has been the realest.. being real.
Ona: have a good night everyone and thank you for listening.
Jae and Ona: This is The Realest Podcast signing out!
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Star’s 2023 Top K-Pop Songs
*only one song per artist
**I forgot half the songs I listened to this year
27. The Rizzness – Taemin
This song had potential for top 5, were it not for that fuck ass title/the lyrics. The instrumental track is just too good, I loooooove it so much.
26. In Bloom – ZEROBASE ONE
I think this says more about me thank anything else but i just love a pumpy song, it was fun, good track, what else is there to say
25. Still You – Seungkwan
This is me cheating and throwing in an OST but it is far too good and I don’t ever hear anyone talk about it. This song kept me together for half the summer. Go listen right now and tell me im wrong for adding it.
24. UNFORGIVEN – LE SSERAFIM
This is partially because of the MV, i simply love cowboy concepts. Just iconic. dont come for me if their new releases are “better” bc this is my list and also i haven’t listened yet. I am behind.
23. SHALALA – TAEYONG
ICONIC. MV, song, all of it SCREAMEDDDDD ty and i love him for that. I really admire artists that are truly dedicated to their craft and taeyong is just one of those dudes.
22. Say You Love Me – Kai
I couldn’t not put him. I can’t believe there’s a whole year left until he comes back. It’s genuinely insane. anyway rover deserves to be on here too but i wanted to be special (also ur lying if you think this isnt the best song on that album. the only alternative is sinner)
21. Air Force One – ODD EYE CIRCLE
Right when I started wanting to listen to LOONA, everything happened and, well, at least they’re safe. This song is such a bop idk
20. Will I Ever See You Again? – Red Velvet
I think this is mostly just my personal taste but it’s sooooo good, an easy listen but consistently good????
19. LEFT RIGHT – XG
2000s concept SLAYED, idk it’s just such a good song? like i’m not picky in my music taste but this is very much my style
18. Get Loose – THE7
yes i got it from tiktok but a good song is a good song and this is a good song. I actually just like fun songs
17. LONE RANGER – MONSTA X
Remember when i said i love cowboy concepts? yeah. I also was working on a horse farm when this came out so like. it just fit
16. Fire Eyes – The BOYZ
Remember what i said about fun songs? i don’t even know how i found it bc i dont listen to the boyz religiously but i LOVE this song
15. Memories – RIIZE
They’re actually iconic for having siren and memories as pre-releases and showcasing their dance/singing abilities. K-pop is very much about singing for me and boys can sing, so memories made the cut. Honestly all their songs have been on repeat for me though, i just love the final chorus of this song ugh
14. PADO – NCT U
This is another cheat but i couldn’t not put it on. like haechan????? xiaojun???? yeah.. you got me confused…… you got me soooo satisfied
13. Cool With You – NewJeans
Ditto remains my top newjeans song but cool with you… like i said with left right, it’s just very my style and idk i really enjoyed it. The whole album was soooo good JUST TOO SHORT
12. Bubble – STAYC
SLAYC IS BACK LETS GOOOOOO!!!!!!! I LOVE bubblegum pop so this was right up my alley. It’s just so funny and i love the girlies so much im so mad i couldn’t see them on tour
11. Space – NCT 127
WE’RE IN THE TOP TEN NOW LETS GOOOOO!!! Every time this song comes on i ascend to a higher plane of existence like that one spongebob meme. Let it breathe. Let it chill. Yeah we doin’ too much too much. specifically jaehyun on that part……. Oouugghhhhhhhh (whatever instrument/fake instrument that’s doing that one part…. Idk how to describe but ooughhhhhh)
10. BOUNCY (K-HOT CHILLI PEPPERS) – ATEEZ
When i tell you this was on REPEAT while i was in japan… i was making it bouncy all through the streets. played it for my mom and she said “this is a weird song”
9. Fighting – BSS
That one tweet that’s like BSS’s music is like “dont kill yourself were booseoksoon.” yeah. It’s half that and half their performance and incredible ability to always make me laugh
8. Poison – NCT DREAM
my world STOPPED when that track video dropped like…… have i mentioned haechan bc wow. he saw the baekhyun poster outside the recording studio and swore he wouldn’t let him down and he did just that. i love me some good whore music and that is whore music baby
7. Spicy – aespa
Perfect balance between bubblegum pop and noise music. the girlies came to serve and they did just that.
6. JUMP – P1Harmony
Not to be that person but they are seriously soooooo underrated. Justice for my boys because this song is just so good. I NEED to see it in person
5. Queencared – (G)-IDLE
SO hard to choose between this and I DO (and allergy) but ugh. the bubblegum pop won in the end. I love this song so so much, had the time of my LIFE singing along to it. Yuqi come home <3
4. Poppin’ Love – WayV
Idc if you don’t think they’re kpop, they’re going on my list. This song just has it all
3. I Don’t Understand But I Luv U – SEVENTEEN
Remember what i said about whore music? also i genuinely don’t know why anyone was surprised when they looked at the lyrics for the first time like just listen to the song and it’s obvious what they were singing about idk. thank you woozi, thank you jun, thank you hoshi, thank you minghao, and thank you dino. if i dont see this song in concert……… lord knows what will happen to me
2. Let Me In – EXO
this was my number one song of the year i think. It came out right before i went to japan so all those positive memories are associated with this song, but also like.. she’s just that bitch. My first release with DO, Chen, and Baekhyun on one track together and let me tell you.. This song is just too good. Vocals will always win me over and the entire bridge-last chorus (actually the whole song).. just so good.
1. Can We Go Back – NCT DJJ
Whore music. Vocals. What else do you need???? When i tell you this song has brought me out of a Mood several times,,, idk what it is i just love this song so much. i put it on to write this and like. there’s just nothing bad about this song, its too good. the instrumental, the vocals, they knew EXACTLY what they were doing. PLEASEEEEE keep letting jaehyun sing it’s such a crime to hide his voice
Runner Ups:
I DO – (G)-IDLE, Allergy – (G)-IDLE, Super – SEVENTEEN, Perfume – NCT DJJ, SHOOTING STAR – XG, Sinner – Kai, Rover – Kai, Ay-Yo – NCT 127, Lip Gloss – THE BOYZ, God of Music – SEVENTEEN, RODEO – WayV, Get a Guitar – RIIZE, Talk Saxy – RIIZE, Welcome to MY World – aespa, Drama – aespa, Guilty – TAEMIN, She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not – TAEMIN, NewJeans 2nd EP ‘Get Up’
“What about _” i probably forgot to add it, i wont lie
inspired by threads ive seen on twitter. if you see this and want to do it PLEASE do!!!! and tag me in it!! i love reading these :)
#star talks 💫#🎧 now playing... ☆#this was so fun to make#i’ve been wanting to do this for like two weeks now
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honestly it just makes me feel even more misunderstood and lonelier that whenever i do a diary like entry rant talking about my era struggle and not feeling so happy in this decade that someone says something like you can still have that life - how? i forcibly see modern houses and cars everyday. people dressed in modern clothes or 70s style clothing being back in style but then not being able to tell actual classic rock people from people just digging the pure style without further passion for that time its from - no offense no critique intended here just makes it a lil harder when u get excited about a potential new friend and theyre like "i dont like """OLD""" music - and people always on phones. like always. you meet up with people but theyre on their phones. people driving and looking down while being in active part of traffic. you get on a train and almost everyone is staring down at a screen. someone almost running you over bc they just cant even look up while walking. people filming fucking everything to post it on social media in hopes to go viral just for one day. the whole toxicity behind social media but it being so present its hard to find a way around it - even typing this im just as guilty of that but i havent managed to ditch all of it yet because sometimes i need to just put thoughts out there. but even if i decorate my whole apartment authentically 70s and buy a car that is now labeled as "oldtimer" and not affordable to drive everyday or keep in shape for most working class normal formal people - it just is not the same now as it was then. i want everyone around me to decorate their places like that. i want wood panelling and flower tiles and shag carpeting being the latest craze in home trends. i wanna sit in traffic full of colorful pretty cars. i wanna get called on my rotary dial landline or scrape up some coins for a phone booth. i want to hear an amazing guitar solo in almost every song no matter what radio station i turn on. no auto-tune, just talent. i wanna go to a store and buy vibrant dresses and boots and vests. i want to see men in bell bottoms and platform boots. girls too. i want all my friends to dress like that. i want us to sit together and read the latest issue of creem magazine. i wanna turn on my big ass tv set to top of the pops and see my favorite bands play as their young selves and know they are out there right now. i wanna go to their shows and see them live. its just not the same now anymore. an imitation will never be an original.
and i seriously wish i was "normal" in a sense that i would just have no desire to teleport back to another decade and not even lose a single thought about it and just enjoy whats popular on streaming sites and young artists music and social media and just go with trends and identify with recent mainstream taste bc it would make everything easier, and i tried, but i just cant do it. i literally cant. it makes me feel so uneasy and bad i wanna cry. like on a random day in late 2k13 classic rock (or basically any genre from the 60s-80s tbh i like everything from pop to rock to punk to reggae to disco whatever as long as its from that era tbh) including that era struggle just took over my life and has had me in a grip ever since, i really didnt choose to like it that much and nothing else, i just cant help it like why me???
#im sure theres good bands out there now but rock bands like they were back then are just not mainstream anymore#plus they are not my favorite bands i wanna see the stones led zeppelin pink floyd t rex thin lizzy dire straits the clash etc etc
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honestly man. i wanna hear you talk about sasuke more. so sasuke for the ask game :)c
[send me a character!]
favorite thing about him: as a kid i mean. he looks in the mirror and he sees an avenger. he thinks about it all the time. its what he has to be so he's created himself around it. like i think he rarely considers his life before because it hurts too much, so he purposefully doesnt think of what he was like as if its a different person than him now. he's a walking tragedy. but if you look, from the outside, the kid is still there? theres still a boy under all that horror? p1 like he's just some hurt kid, and just, its very cool following that into the extreme measures he takes following. its such hard work trying to remake yourself when the old you isnt actually dead yet. you have to be the one to kill him.
least favorite thing about him: that fucking haircut he rolls up to the chunin exams tournament with LOOOORD HELP ME
favorite line: there has GOT to be one that drives me crazy i just cant remember it. so anyway here its not a quote but i rlly like the p1 team 7 combo move in ninja storm
brotp: sai because i feel like its obvious that i'd like them to hang out a little . ok
otp: i mean. its naruto
notp: .......i feel its only right to round out the team
random headcanon: hc umm he talks to himself all the time just like not like outloud. i do this where i think in literal words so im giving that to him and he uses it to monologue in his dang head. i do talk to myself out loud tho agsjsh
unpopular opinion: umm i feel like every opinion under the sun has been had about sasuke. what isnt popular. i know ive already commented on the hair but i guess i dont care for that look as a whole. THATS unpopular. also i feel as though we should be talking more about the ninja drugs
song i associate with them: RITUAL BY WATERPARKS lol i'll have more to say on this soon
favorite picture of them:
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ur very much a hater lmao 😭. and last anon was right, yoongi was the one who said the bb hot 100 thing, jk has neverrr said anything about his goals on that chart, even as a group, only celebrated their success after the fact, so not sure where you're getting this "sudden obsession" from. as a matter of fact, jimin has talked more ab his goals for bb than him. and he should ! theres nothing wrong with explicitly stating your goals especially when you make fire ass music that deserves to be number one, its called manifestation and putting their wants into the world. your issue is that you see the 10% of the member's lives that they choose to show us and come up with these narratives to feed your own delusions about how you feel about them and their personalities. bitter ab yoongi going on tour like it has anything to do with his enlistment ? HUH 😭😭? 2+2= fish in your head too ig. and you saying joon being bitter bc he wants to be acknowledged for the work he does... ??? see im typing this out and its just not making sense. he's always done that before they even got instagram, AS HE SHOULD because it's HIS work and if he wants to make a post ab writing some lyrics then he can and you saying he's bitter for doing that is extremely odd. as for tae, be fucking fr lol. u sound like the type to get mad if a member didnt make a happy birthday post like they dont have each others literal phone numbers and addresses. and tae did support jimin's solo songs multiple times on weverse, but you ignore that bc it doesnt fit your narrative. get out your mind, take a walk outside, and come to the realization that you dont know these people and making up these negative narratives ab their personalities is oddball behaviour to say the least. and lastly, joon and suga have nothing to be bitter about. theyre part of the biggest group in the world. their albums are critically acclaimed. this second chapter of bts has brought out the worst in people like you because you constantly try to make it a competition between the members, and theyre not letting you do that bc they actually support each other and congratulate each other in their accomplishments, whether they post it online for fans to see or not. at the end of the day bts trumps all, which is what all 7 members have said and have been saying🤷🏾♀️and people like you are just gonna have to suck it up or unstan bc the negativity and d! ck measuring contests are not it and goes against anything bts have ever said about each other.
Anon I should let you write my history essays you know, :-)
Me a hater? Excuse me?
You anon you are the type that goes to posts about jimin stans and qrt " jimin would hate y'all, he's die for his members and put you on fire" every time they trust to address the injustice but okay.
Jk has talked about the billboard he's not even manifesting he knows it it'll lend on his lap because scooter has made sure if that. That man doesn't even shit about his upcoming album he doesn't know shit he's just going to accept it and move on like he did with seven. And lmfao. I'm not obsessed with jk, I've had this blog for such a long time but i didn't post anything I only followed people and interacted in post you can click to see which posts I've liked and who do I follow. But anon I got tired of everyone here acting ignorant like they don't see what's going on, like " yhea we've got some jikook crumbs let's not address the payola and fraud that is going on". I'm not obsessed far from it, this dude lately just pops up in feed and annoys the fuvk out of me, something he's never did before. And also jk is chart obsessed lately even some of his fans can see you don't fine by me.
Jimin never talked about his BB goals like what do you mean. That man wanted to release face as a free album on sound cloud because he felt like this is his story and he wants fans, and everyone to be able to hear it and relate and see the world from his point of view, so you tell me anon you tell me. Jimin didn't even think that like crazy was going to number on he was impressed with how well smf pt2 did because guess what he didn't expect that as well. So idk what you tryna say anon.
I agree I don't know what's going on with their lives. I didn't say I'm telling the truth here or some like that my posts are based on my opinions and observations. If me not agreeing with what most of y'all think is being called delusional girl I've been delulu i still think jimin is going to release and album with Bruno Mars as a featured artist or him and Bruno are going to pay homage to MJ someday so yhea I am delulu.
Birthdays are no big deals I myself I don't celebrate my own birthday and just like jimin I give zero fucks about my birthday. Okay anon I admit I was wrong it's okay for ones best friend to not congratulate him on social media platforms when he had just did the impossible and made history and decides to do so privately only when it comes to them, it's totally okay.
I'm not even going to talk about yoongi and Joon because this I've said what I've said. I'm not backtracking you can go throw yourself off a cliff idc
I thought you said everyone's entitled to their own opinion but now that I'm expressing mine I must touch some grass and take a walk. How about you snap back to reality huh? As I've said if when you see BTS you see rainbows sunshine's and clouds that's okay but I don't and I'm not tryna force my opinions on people I'm just saying what I think and feel and I might be wrong idc it's just how I feel.
Anon I'm not laughing I swear. You know I'm not a hater I've said that in the second chapter there's been a shift in the group's energy and I'm standing on that. Your last sentences wooo anon you're the one to say what I'm doing goes against what bts have said to each other. So is what's jk is going with the fraud and payola but I don't see you ranting and calling him out, he's going against everything that BTS has ever believed in, the legacy they've created, the image they've built. For what? A few records that some western artist is going to break again with more payola than him. If you look as scooters old interviews about Gangnam Style and all. Jk is just a puppet to his show, he hates jimin more than he's ever did because he has a break through in the western market as soloist without his help, he sis what he could do with Gangnam even after all that promotion on his own with little to no promotion
But hey this is just my opinion I don't want to sound" obsessed" so this is the last time I'm talking about jk.
Anon neither you know what's going on behind closed doors but if you like to act ignorant fine by me my opinion and yours are different anyway thank you for visiting my blog and having the nerve to tell me to touch some grass on my own blog smh
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