#i dont like my picture being taken

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel weirdly compelled by this

#like the way jarno has to be on his tiptoes in the first gif #and the way adrian keeps grabbing him to try and placate him #THE LAST GIF ESPECIALLY #idk just very very interesting vibes #me when race car drivers argue: 😳😳😳 #not that im being particularly shippy abt it. i mean i really dont even think these two have even interacted really before this point #but theres just something about it idk...compells me #i think its just because of the height difference that makes me go insane no matter the context #also why are they both kinda caked up- #honestly what a wild crash. its so funny bcs theyre here like this like: #jarno bitching at adrian x adrian trying to calm him down(even tho it was pretty much jarnos fault imo) #and then(not pictured on screen) fernando in the corner who also was taken out in the crossfire 😭😭 #theres this pic where all three are walking to the pits #and its funny bcs they didnt even notice nano crashed so its like hey wait wtf are you doing here?????? #well anyways this was captioned 'the girls are fighting!' in my race notes and its very apt #more gifs to come obv :D #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #2009 brazilian gp #jarno trulli #adrian sutil #*i am actually so blind wow. i said nano not pictured but he literally right there in the back 🤦‍♀️ #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1

[tachyon-omlette]

Eda gets a Yatter account (based on a conversation I had with @soundcrusher​, ft. @thewiglesswonder​‘s oc Mac - or, well, her Yatter account)

full image:

(and without the green optic filter)

#tachyon-art #transformers #maccadam #tfa #transformers oc #oc: eda of unicron #sentinel prime #the rest are just yatter accounts so i dont think i'll tag for em #yes this is based on the 'well i can pick him up like this' cat #soundcrusher when you see this i swear ill draw flinch & other autobots but I had to get this out of my system #& wig thank you for being patient & letting me ask about yatter handles #REALIZING THIS TOOK ME 3 HOURS #dedication to the craft ig #YES this is also the yatter page from the almanac vol2 but slightly edited because WHY in god's name would I make a bg myself #that being said the bg from the sentinel picture is also from one of the almanacs. thank you tfa almanacs #anyway I hope this is funny. sideways is making a cameo too see if you can find it #and for those of you who would call me a sentinel enjoyer know that i do this to torment him. i want him to suffer for his arrogance #(kept the trending yatts the same because this picture wouldve probably been taken while they were still relevant)

[ima-ghost-art]

What if Steve and Eddie got trapped in the upside down during the final battle of 87?

El cant find them and can no longer open a gate for everyone to try find them, so everyone has to believe they're dead. The party feels lost without them.

Of course, Dustin Robin Max Lucas and Erica are all devastated, all refusing to believe that the two were dead, sure that there must be a way to get them back. But, weeks turn to months and months turn to years and there is still no sign of Steve and Eddie being found.

After a while the group is forced to just start moving on with their lives, each moving away but all staying in contact.

Slowly they start forming their own familys, Lucas and Max (now living in California near Jonathan and Argyle) welcome thier first daughter 'Stephanie Erica Sinclair' April 29th 1992, she was a happy accident and was named after her parents favourite siblings.

The same year, Argyle and Eden have a little girl named Evie, the two splitting custody after Eden moved out of Utah to California near Argyle.

Next was Nancy and Jonathan two years later, the pair having a set of twins 'James Edmund and Katie Barbara' August 10th 1994. Jon takes full custody when they turn 3, living with Argyle back in Cali, letting Nancy follow her dream of becoming a journalist in Chicago, while he worked his dream job at a photography studio stationed on the coast. The two both knew they weren't going to last, however they dont stop loving eachother. (Nancy still helps out with the twins when shes in the area as well as weekly phone calls, making sure they know she loves them even if shes not often around)

In 96, 'Issac Lucas Sinclair' who was the same age as a little girl called 'Morgan' later adopted by El who Dr Owen's believes nay have powers similar to hers and Henry's.

Robin and Vickie, who now live in Michigan, adopt a son in 2000 a trans boy named Tyler, a year older than Stephanie.

At this point it's 2007, having been 20 years since the final battle, 20 years since the party lost Steve and Eddie, 20 whole years. The only people who still lived in Hawkins was Dustin and Suzie Henderson, the two of them both choosing not to have kids, living together in one of the newer houses built along the edge of Hawkins where they had easy access to their jobs working in a lab just outside of Indianapolis. The two secretly working on a way to potentially find their missing friends.

Dustin becomes the fun uncle to his friends kids, Hosting a new version of Hellfire for them with Will being his co DM!

Wayne Munson also continued to live in Hawkins after he helped during the final battle, after losing his nephew he moved in with Claudia living with her.

The wheelers and Sinclair's still both live there too, Holly Wheeler after graduating, now being a teacher at Hawkins high.

The Hopper-Byers move out towards Illinois, Mike and Will both living together in an apartment together in Indianapolis, and El lives with Max and Lucas with their children together in California.

(lest not also forget Garath and Jeff, who also helped in the final battle, the two along with the other members of Corroded Coffin started making it big during the early 90s, and successfully did 2 world tours, they always dedicate each performance to Eddie, as he was the man who started the band and would have loved to see where they ended up now!!)

The party end up coming back to Hawkins in July, to celebrate the 20th anniversary of the end of the Upside Down.

...That is until Stephanie Sinclair goes missing while cycling back to the Hendersons after an evening at the arcade with the other party members kids. Everyone else was staying at the wheelers or the old Byers home, but hers were staying with her Uncle Dustin like they always did. Issac and Morgan hadnt joined them so she was biking on her own.

They found her abandoned bike along the edge of Mirkwood the next day... Stephanie Sinclair had completely disappeared

It didnt take long for missing animal reports to start cropping up either, same with another missing person, one of Holly's students...

When Stephanie is finally saved a week later she wasnt found alone. Her and the missing student, were accompanied by two familiar young adults.

Steve and Eddie, both looking like they had barely aged at all since getting trapped in the upside down.

#this au has been stuck in my head for AGES now!! #like the idea that time works differently in the upside down #what if someone was to be trapped in there longer than a week? #steve and eddie getting trapped for 20 years #but they only aged/ lived 2 #when the kids get taken their aswell steve and eddie protect them before the party is able to come and save them #when they find Stephanie she recognises them from the pictures Max and Dustin would show her of their big brothers #ones she was told went missing after the earthquakes #however shes confused how they look almost the same from the pictures instead of being in their 40s like the should be #eddie and steve having the realization that they've been gone 20 years #que them being saved and having a really emotional reunion #while also being stuck with the jarring effects of the kids you babysat growing up without you #/your old babysitters/ party mom and dad friends are now stuck decades behind you #honestly this is an idea i dont have the time to dive into #however if any one wanted to write something like this i would love to know bc its such an interesting idea to me?? #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #steddie #robin buckley #platonic stobin #max mayfield #dustin henderson #second generation #stranger things next generation

[lecliss]

I'll never be able to take the theory that Vincent is Sephiroth's real father seriously cuz I cannot stress enough how important I think it is to the plot that Vincent wanted to fuck Lucrecia and did not get to.

#once again i jest but now i have to actually talk about it #like. okay we have no proof of any actual timeline for the dirge flashbacks other than. it was at least 30 years ago #so who knows how long they were at the manor. could have been weeks before The Incident. or months. or maybe a full year! who knows #but to me a timeline of like. they fucked and like a week later vincent found The Evidence and lucercia had her little breakdown #AND THEN EXTREMELY QUICKLY SHE AGREED TO THE EXPERIMENT AND IT COULD GO ONE OF TWO WAYS #1. she knew she was pregnant and thats why she agreed to the experiment cuz there was already a usable subject #and therefore she must have fucked hojo like a week after she fucked vincent AND THATS STUPID FAST FOR THESE EVENTS #or 2. she didnt know. agreed to the experiment. fucked hojo. and therefore thought seph was hojo's and NOT vincent's #AND BY THE WAY. i dont even actually believe hojo fucked either!!! cuz theyre both scientists so why wouldnt they think IVF was the best way #okay. well.... hojo is canonically a fucked up little freak. so. he might have taken the opportunity to... get in there. #also when did ivf even start being a thing? cuz that may play a factor into this if nomura even considered that #well either way lets just unfortunately assume hojo got in there #ITS STILL AN ODDLY FAST TIMELINE #also. fuck man doesnt lucrecia have a later line in dirge where she actually says shes in love with hojo? or something along those lines #IMPLYING ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE SHE HAD THE FALLING OUT WITH VINCENT. YOU WOULDNT FUCK THE GUY AFTER ALL THAT SHIT #AND WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE/CURRENTLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH HOJO!!!! LIKE CMON MAN!!!! SHE SUCKS BUT SHES NOT THAT KIND OF A MESS #i dont think vincent would fuck her until they sorted out their issues anyway and that CLEARLY didnt happen. #its VITAL that that did not happen!!!! #its just. if vincent and lucrecia fucked. everything would have had to happen EXTREMELY fast within like a 2 week timespan #and im just talking about up to when vincent learns shes partaking in the experiment. it was probably another week or two until vincent died #SO. logically it must have been like #fall in love->learn about the gimoire incident->refuse to speak to vincent->get obsessed with hojo->fall in love(?) #and then thats where i think its ambiguous on did the experiment become an idea before or after seph started to exist? #like chicken or the egg ya know. experiment idea or sephiroth zygote? #that feels fucked up to say. im so fucking sorry to seph to talk about this. yeah sorry i have to debate who fucked your mom bro #god imagine telling him that. like not even as a reveal thing cuz he knows who his father is. just like as a sick joke. your mom joke. #NO OH M Y GOD I HAVE A QUESTION NOW #in accordance to him having a photo of lucrecia in ever crisis. after he reads that jenova is an ancient (incorrect btw) #does he think that picture is still her? what about when he takes jenova's body from the lab???? #oh my god 30 tag limit. FUCK. i need like a rant blog for all this vincent talk now. my brain is going a mile a minute

[calkale]

I think making phones with cameras was one of the worst decisions we ever made bring back cameras with no screens on them to see the picture while its being taken

#i dont take pictures with people anymore #and if i do its a selfie and seeing yourself while the pictures being taken is one of the worst things #i dont wanna focus on how i look i just want to be in the moment and have someone capture it #and i wanna have a pysical copy of that picture to look back on #i wanna go through photo albums #i wanna look at my wall and smile because i remember that moment #im putting pictures on my wall rn and i have nothing #i only have pictures from before like 2012? and very few recent ones but theyre all from one friend #shoutout to her for still sending me physical pictures <3 #i hate the rise of instagram and downfall of photo albums

[mechawolfie]

teehee giggle :]

#smudgy.png #belated happy birthday to my one adn only. my babygirl...... #i wanted to line this but ive been too tired so messy sketches it is!!!! whatever i think its cute teehee #obey me #obey me simeon #omswd #fanart #om oc #oh also i finally dont want to change edens design like every minute. good lord #ok i KINDA wanna dye his hair. whatever #ough i forgor i wanted to have it look like a picture being taken yknow bc the event story.. but i dont feel like it now. good bye #oc x canon #simeon x mc #eden #oc posting

[sundancefemme]

the enormity of my desire disgusts me etc etc

#my post #every body shup up this about Lesbian Loneliness #i daydreamed too close to the sun #<-this could be a poem actually #anyways having thoughts about the trauma of growing up fat #how much i hate having my picture taken in any capacity (like i sometimes actually want to cry bc i hate it so much) #and the way i literally cannot imagine being sincerely desired #intellectually i know fat women are hot im frequently attracted to women who look just like me #but that doesnt mean i dont feel unworthy of love #esp romantic love #ive had some very kind compliments from Anonymous Tumblr Users in the last few years #which are reassuring in a way #but ive never had a woman attracted to me irl. like ever i think #anyways. lmao

[cuntstable]

i wish i could write meaningful poetry or even do comics properly to express ideas and things in my brain that haunt me a bit but i cant so im just left sitting on my bed staring at a wall and going Huh. Okay.

#today ive been thinking a lot about like. google earth of all things LOL #but specifically how id use it all the time as a kid and ofc id look up our house at time in the street view #but now as an adult more than a decade later when i go to our old street address in google eartb the pictures the same. it hasnt been #updated (understandably since its a remote shitty run down apartment in the outskirts of a remote small town in finland of all places #but still. i cant really describe the feeling of looking at a still of my childhood home taken by an outsider as anything but like. dread #because that moment thats still perserved on google earth is from when that house was the most violent and unsafe place in the world to me #and it just stays like that. frozen in time. something about ghosts caught on cameras maybe idk. #doesnt help that we dont have photos of the place really (no one felt like documenting it at the time lol) so its the only thing i have. #this completely From An Outsiders Pov still. its uncomfortable to look at. especially remembering being a child shortly after our street was #added to the site and looking at it during that time period. Man. #and when i do occasionally as an adult use google earth i always think about it too like everything i look at is Someones past

[gamingofkenna]

Collection of Disco Elysium photos I've taken so far (the last one is particularly funny because my IRL legal name is Ronni)

#electrochemistry is my biggest enemy lol #i have been IRL craving cigarettes every since electrochemistry told me to find them on day 1 of this game. i dont smoke #disco elysium #pix #im still just so effing blown away by the like... playstyle?? of this game?? #pitting all my skills against eachother almost? vying for my attention and their own use? #making constant passive skillchecks in each interaction and having my skills talking to me to argue their positions? #it took me a little while to figure out thats even what was happening its SO INTERESTING #also I wish i'd taken more pictures of good kim moments i die every time theres a scene where its like #Kim: 'hmm.' Empathy: [Success] He's actually really happy about what just happened but he's being cool about it #I really should have taken a picture of the moment we named the case The Hanged Man #and Kim was like oh! that's exactly what I was thinking! this is perfect! I'm going to update my casefiles right now! #like sir this is the first time i've heard you use an exclamation mark I'm crying

[darcyolsson]

the cover art of aurora supposedly being a candid picture of daisy and billy fighting taken by camila is kinda funny bc in the scene itself theyre 1 badly timed insult away from ripping each others hair out but then the picture is like. a closeup of them lovingly gazing into each others eyes

#i thought from the trailers it would in fact be a candid of them fighting taken by camila #but i wondered how they would frame it to seem logical and the answer is. they did not #sorry im just being a hater its a pretty picture i just dont think it works story-wise #like. how did camila get a hd closeup without any kind of macro lens when she was standing like 200m away 10m down #i WILL suspend my disbelief for this show but youre asking a lot of me here!!!! #personal #djats #djats spoilers

[ndntighnari]

This is definitely just a petty pet peeve, I know, and I don't mean this in a condescending way when I say it, but as someone who has been a professional character designer and illustrator -- as in I've been paid for it and hired by people to design characters and do illustrations as a freelancer -- for the better part of the last... 7 years, given a rough estimate, it really frustrates me hearing 16 and 17 year olds claim that they've been character designers or illustrators for 10 years.

Like, I'm genuinely glad they see their designing as experience!! Because it is!! But when I'm talking from a professional POV, using knowledge I've learned on the job, with techniques and the like that I've trained and honed in a professional paid for sense, and I suddenly get a "yeah I mean I've got 10 years experience" from a 17 year old its like... Please take me seriously, kid. I've been making character designs since I was 6, that does not mean I have 16 years experience as a character designer. There's a difference between professional experience and having fun making characters as a kid, and unfortunately the latter does not get you credibility in the professional field. I wish it did, but there is in fact a vast difference between the two.

This also goes for when I hear people who are hobbyist go "you don't need to learn the basics of art! You don't need to study anatomy or lighting or x y z fundamental!" because on some level I do agree! You can get into art without studying those things. However do not bitch and whine when your art doesn't look how you wanted it to when you refuse to learn colour theory. You need to know the rules before you can break them, is a rule of thumb I have with art.

This is largely just a vent post about people not taking me or my advice even remotely seriously with art btw. I'm often asked for advice on art and then told im wrong or that they know better despite being younger and/or less professionally experienced. It's just really frustrating, because I try to give positive feedback, as well as constructive criticism, but whenever I ask people for art advice, I'll typically get incredibly subjective opinions on what they find looks better. And it's like I am asking for what techniques here work vs don't not if you think the character would look better with fangs or cat ears.

#im frustrated #im not taken even remotely seriously among artists because a running issue in art circlea #at least in intermediate and beginner ones #is that everyone is so hellbent on being The One Thats Right #and im guilty of it too! i can admit! #but i also have actual fucking professional experience #and have seriously studied this stuff for YEARS because its my job and has been #so hearing people just tear shit apart on purely subjective things like they like orange better #despite orange changing the entire mood and vibe of a piece #really fucking sucks #because its all oneupmanship all the way down #and again i know i do the same! i dont know how to advise on some stuff #bc i dont know how to explain How to learn colour theory other than fucking study it #i cant teach it in bite sized bits and give you the whole picture in tiktok snippet sized comments #but i try and give objective praise #such as why a character design works according to general industry rules and general art rules #i.e the silhouette or the lighting being accurate or the design being interesting but not cluttered #also everyone saying g*nshin designs are cluttered? perhaps a touch however uhhh #your standard fantasy designs arent any better ♡ #nor are your fave magical girls or whatever #cluttered designs have their places! and g*nshin isnt even that bad with it imo #you want cluttered look at fire emblem #this is said hella affectionately too btw i love fe #anyways idk i just wish other artists would take me seriously #..... its frustrating too because its ALWAYS white artists who talk down to me

[orcelito]

I need to go on. A forest romp. With my dslr camera. So I can take pictures under leaves and flowers, moss on fallen logs, petals fallen into the dirt, the shimmer of flowing water, and maybe even little mud men I find along the way

I haven't gone on a proper hiking trip in a While. I miss turkey run state park

#speculation nation #all of those r examples of things ive taken pictures of. yes even the mud men. #they are just sooooo #idk i love nature. and i love capturing little details about nature that ppl often miss #it's ultimately hobby photography so theyre not masterpieces. but i still enjoy it very much #and some of them do end up turning out pretty decent sometimes! #i'll have to post some of my work here. i dont have the pics on my current computer tho. hmm #turkey run state park is my fav place to hike bc it's got River it's got Rocks it's got a section of Wooden Ladders #that r always so muddy bc the bottom of this ravine has a stream (also fun to romp in) so ppl track mud all up them #but if you hold onto the sides it's fine. mud generally only tracks on the rungs. #i REALLY wanna go stream romping. sinking my feet into cool flowing water... there is nothing quite like it #i love the river but the river is Forbidden Land. bc it is. a big river. ya kno. #though i did almost fall into it at one point hfkshxkd #im a chronic boulder climber when im hiking. if i see a rock that looks climbable then i climb it #this includes the time i decided to go down onto some rocks along the river. below the path's level #... and yes. they were mossy. and yes i slipped. #i ALMOST fell into the river. my feet took a lil Dunk. but i held on TIGHT to the rock i fell on #bc i had my phone on me and like HELL i was gonna let it go to. so i took a bruised leg in my desperation to not fall in #small price to pay for my phone not being fried lol #anyways i rly miss nature. proper nature. as much as i love my occasional visits to the river here it's just not the same #it's a sample of nature. but it's Nothing when compared to the grandeur of a state park...

[arsonist-chicken]

....

#rant noises #cant say i'm not hungry now cant say i dont want to drink sparkling wine just because it was our birthday and my sisters back cant say i #dont want to take a picture with my sister #and then she goes and says shes sick of always having to beg for that and then no one smiling in the pictures #what the fuck does she expect when she always forces these things on us and then acts like i'm in the wrong because 'i always say no to #everything and pull a face' like ffs excuse me for having a face and being annoyed when me saying no is ignored #and the sparkling wine??? i know this country has an alcohol problem but maybe i dont have to clink glasses with wine i wont drink anyway #just because 'its your 25th birthday you have to clink glasses for that!!' no???? no #no??? you literally dont??? i dont give a single fuck about that???? #and sparkling wine tastes like sparkling water that has gone bad anyway ffs #i hate it here jfc #and 'you wont hsve any pictures when youre older!!!' i have plenty of pictures. with friends with people i care about taken when im not in #a bad mood from being bothered about pointless things and then bitched at for saying no #i swear to god if she posts that shit picture on her whatsapp status again im going to scream #2 more weeks until berlin and then 2 more until im back at uni and you better believe ill come back as little as somehow possible #maybe ill get a job where i have to work on christmas! #anyway #gonna go calm down or whatever and do my laundry and then text back people finally #its been a 'once in a century flooding and cats brought fleas a g a i n' kinda weekend #dont mind me im just using the tags to rant

[kuiinncedes]

lol this fucking newsletter for glowstick club if anyone says anything slightly not good about it i'll cry &lt;3

#/j lol i just like made the whole thing except for the words mostly being taken from other ppl #and all the pictures of our club are taken by me lmfao #we love being this board position :P idk i love it i just feel weird abt it at times but thats just meeee :D #ugh ive been sitting on this newsletter for a bit now at the end waiting for my director of all ppl to send a photo of himself #bruh he was like idk if i have a good one and i was like ok das fine lmk i can do something else #and then i found a performance photo and was like are u ok w this and he was like lmaooo nah and sent me a photo after like a lil bit #and im lowkey like sir ik you just found this photo in btwn ur last response and now TT but ok ty lmao i waited since like yesterday :') #ANYWAY im just finally done hopefully #altho i dont want anyone to see it other than my co chair who ive been pestering and annoying for feedback <3 #[and then her feedback makes me want to scream a lil bc i just want to be done lowkey lmfao :'') is fine] #but i gotta send it out to everyone including alumni woohoo #nvjvnfjhfjhgskjgjf anyway :') #i will send this out and then disappear from the earth ty #sorry glowstick club this is ur last appearance from me lmfao #jeanne talks

[nevermorse]

/vent:

fucking hate talking about the pretty/ugly divide with pretty girls. they always have the best intentions i know this but the rest of us aren't conventionally attractive or pretty the way you are & they refuse to acknowledge that & it's nauseating because you know they don't truly believe it but they keep saying "noo omg ur soo pretty & cute blah blah". like no, i'm not, & it's okay most day but just please stop saying lies out of pity or whatever it is?

#like can't you be objective for one second ffs #if i was all that how come i don't get any attention from strangers? or whatever else but how come no one is into me lol #this sounds so needy & whiney but i'm actually serious. you think ugly girlies get hit on in hospitals? or in town walking around? #even excluding the irl scenarios #like when was the last time someone hit me up on twt or insta (where i occasionally post pics & i look good in them too) #never thats when #& this fucks up my image so much because i now hold 2 contradictory ideas: #1. i understand that im pretty in my own way & to those who look or are actually into my whole thing #2. i also believe that since this has been happening my whole life then every piece of attention i get/will get is going to eventually end #it's always a lie i can't believe anyone who says things like that to me #i know people have a tendency to hate the way they look & nitpick every single detail #but jesus fucking christ if you saw any ANY picture of my face taken by someone else that's not me #you'd understand #i'm not exaggerating either #they think their social inconveniences count as them being ugly? or if they dont wear makeup that theyre ugly? #like i wore all types of makeup & i always fuckign always look like absolute shit #& they all look like goddesses with makeup & still look great without it too #i dont think im jealous #but i wish i could change my face #i wish i could be someone more than a girl best friend to someone #fucking shit fuck #ihml #vent #ugly

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Ahhh i meant to post these earlier and kept forgetting lol

#i dont think anyones ever taken pictures of chewby with an actual camera before #she was a little weirded out by it #harley was slightly more comfortable with chewby getting close to her while we were outside #also saw some west highland terriers out for a walk on the sidewalk today and id never seen westies in person before and they #are quite a bit larger than i was expexting them to be lol #i always pictured them being more yorkie sized but theyre actually closer in size to a cardigan corgi #which is not a BIG dog but significantly larger than a yorkie lol #i also managed to get a couple pictures of the mole while keeping harley away from it #but i didnt wanna move the grass around it to reveal more of its features since itd been traumatized enough by my cat #so theyre not very good #just looks like a grey furball sitting in some grass #having a smart cat is like having a homicidal toddler #chewby #harley