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one-way-to-do-it · 2 years

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I want to follow sebs advice and drop toxicity from my life but that means I need to drop out of uni and I'm in too deep and in £120,000+ debt because if it so if he helps pay it off then I'm game

#sebastian vettel #i dont like uni atm #dont do a joint honours guys #amd its expensive #EDIT #i made a bunch of mathematical mistakes there #im paying a bunch #but not fucking 120000 #theres a reason im doing humanities

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iwanttorundirectlyintothesun · 9 months

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okay so ik its probably just the lighting but his eyes are so brown‽‽

its honestly reminding me of college henry like

compared to the red i was expecting,,, screaming

#tgs #the glass scientists #im tagging this properly bc i wanna talk to people about this but my fam don't caree #im suffering #i should be doing uni work rn but this is more important #im mean .. look at him #like yes its the lighting but talking about how he feels like a new man #and then has lighter eyes im #like hen honey whats happening here #please figure it out and get back to me immediately #what else do people tag this as #henry jekyll #edward hyde #dude felt so many emotions at once that his body changed #sorry henry your normal body is just allergic to strong emotions atm #dr jekyll and mr hyde #thats probably enough right #??#dont mind the use of the interrobang its my favourite punctuation mark and its cleaner than both exclamation and question marks #so i use it as much as possible

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hella1975 · 1 year

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end of march is crazy for writing like i have a 1.5k essay im doing today and tomorrow, a 2k word essay im doing wednesday and a 1k word research proposal im doing friday. and in the remaining week of the month i am WILLINGLY going to finish taob (~10k OPTIMISTICALLY) and make a solid start on tams (~5k-10k depending on how well writing goes). like yes girl write around 20k words worth of MULTIPLE PROJECTS in a handful of days there is no way this can end badly at all

#'hella no one is pressuring you to post anything if you arent able to or are overwhelmed by the barrage of uni work you have atm' stfu #i cannot stress enough the moment i give myself a self-imposed deadline for a fic it HAS to be met #like you guys could beg me to chill out and i simply would not cave #also i just got back from dnd and it was such a good session like i have actual friends there now #and the DM from today actually messaged me on facebook afterwards saying how much he enjoyed playing with me #and he said i brought a lot to the table and my interaction was 'better than some people that have been playing for 5+ years'#I GOT A GOOD GRADE IN DND SOMETHING THAT IS BOTH NORMAL TO WANT AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE #and next week is the first week im going without my mate bc she's away so i was a little nervous #but then this guy that's basically adopted us was like 'omg i'll make sure we're on a table together so you at least know me!'#which was nice enough on its own BUT THEN this dm that's been playing for over 40 years who always chats with us after #was like INSISTANT that we go on his table next week which im SO buzzing for bc he's like a veteran player he knows SO MUCH #and it felt very cool that he was actively inviting us like i dont think that's something he does often #hehehe im having fun with the freaks and weirdos <3333 #hella goes to uni

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evature · 3 months

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Seeing my friends all be like, theres someone i really like (romantically) in my life atm im so happy and i wanna share it w you!, WHICH IS SO SWEET BC I LOVE THAT THEY ARE EXPERIENCING LOVE BUt when is it my turn :(

#im sure its coming #.evature #i must have patience 😭🫶#it will be good it will be good #it will be so so good #i love where I'm at with most of my friends atm and im so ready to continue nourishing and loving them #and I'll be fr going to uni soon so ill meet new ppl!#I'm not gonna obsess over it because that isnt going to make it go faster and will probably encoirage me to seek someone who isnt exactly #what i need #so imma just wait and do what i wanna do and it will come 🛌#AAA #i reallly love this for my friends tho bc theyre all so cool and ambitious and hardworking and #I'm glad theybe found ppl who probably match that energy and even grow it #not saying i dont also 💀#but like a partner best friend kinda thing

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afrondlykelp · 1 year

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Would anyone be interested if I shared the occasional link to a cool paper that I’ve read every now and then?

#I only reblog stuff here atm but i dont wanna get stuck in a cycle #of forgetting this blog exists and then reblogging like 200 posts and vanishing every four months #bc I like the little group of people we have here and I wanna keep up my interest outside of uni #It'd probably be once a week maybe #if i had the poll feature i'd make some fun polls but alas

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wtfcl0ud · 7 months

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do you have adhd?

i do not 🫡

i'm actually not diagnosed with anything aside from like asthma lolz n i do not intend to be diagnosed with anything else bc oh so scarys but in any case adhd isnt one of the things i think i might hv

#i think you're like the 3rd person on here who thinks? i might tho aldfjalkd #but truly i do not think so #i think i hv other things tht hv overlapping symptoms #like one thing i do hv is very (social) anxiety #typically my more adhd like symptoms seem to overlap with my alleged pmdd but atm pmdd is def not a culprit #i just get overwhelmed easily esp in social situations n like uni drains me i think #n this sem is the first sem i'm there for 5 days so tht def doesnt help plus i'm doing a um rather interactive online class on saturdays so #yah sigh #like my biggest i really dont think i hv adhd is like i really didnt hv similar symptoms as a kid #a lot of my mental symptoms started as a teen n stuff so yah #anon #alfjdlasd idk thanks for asking i guess?#i just mean like i'm not offended or annoyed or anything tht u asked #bc i'm not really sure what the tone of my response may sound like #so it's all good yah

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sad--tree · 7 months

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keep saying i don't want 2 work another retail xmas but canNOT 4 the life of me make myself finish my goddamn fucking job applications !!!!!! death & dying & despair etc. etc.

#i dont dislike the application process for gc jobs on principle BUT #it does not mesh well w/ my difficulties re: starting & finishing tasks #but like i understand why u cant just send in a resume n hit done #NOT that there are many IT listings up atm...... and ill apply 4 clerical/admin stuff too #but an IT-1 STARTS a good $10k a year higher than a CR-5 soooooo :///#which is whatever its fine money isnt everything!! ill gladly make less if it means not hating my job!!!#but i also wanna. u know. LIVE. move out of my parents house. buy brand name snacks occasionally. maybe -gasp- go on a vacation #(not 2 say i dont make an attempt at travel now but thats with very finite savings that are def only going down not up)#also extremely frustrating 2 me the emphasis put on having a degree that completely locks me out of certain job categories #like. yes. there are for sure some where having the bg knowledge is important eg. an AU (auditor/accountant) or MA (methodologist)#and there are certain skills a degree (in theory) provides eg critical thinking research etc.#but not all of us have $40k+ to get tge fancy piece of paper saying we have those things. and u can have those skills w/o a degree #and smth like an EC which needs a degree in economics sociology or statistics is so arbitrary #and maybe not necessarily actually based in the majority of work done by the majority of positions in that category #ANYWAYS not me being bitter abt education standards YET AGAIN lol #idek if i could go to uni even if i could afford it. even tho i have 2 college diplomas id probably have 2 redo my grade 12 english 😶‍🌫️#also if money were no object id probably go for like. film studies or smth lol not sociology #tho. ngl. if i had the willpower and determination 4 smth so rigorous (i 100% dont) accounting does seem. interesting asdffhkkfdghh #ANYWAYS pt. 2 all this 2 say this is why i instead spent $10k+ on the only possible 2 yr diploma #that can still get u in2 the higher paying public service jobs. even tho ive discovered i Dont Particularly Care for programming. :(#thats an understatement actually i was actively in hell for like 80% of that program and the remaining 20% mostly wasnt coding

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theforgottendaydreamer · 1 year

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i can't sleep bc anxiety's gnawing on my guts rn... i really don't think i deserve this

#so much going on in my life #and i've spent the past week in a very anxiety-inducing environment (combination of my parents + my sister. no one's ever chill)#and now i'm back home and my brain's screaming at me and idk what it's saying #i have to study bc exams start in a month + i have to write my thesis +#+ get into another uni for my master + find a place to sleep once i move out for said master #and i have to get surgery in like 3 weeks and im not too thrilled bc it means having to stay in a hospital surrounded by others #and while i dont mind being with other people i hate hate h a t e them touching me and talking to me. i cant escape #fun fact surgery was meant to be tomorrow but they postponed it bc the surgeon is unavailable atm #he got sick or something #i need my xanax #i need to scream and punch some shit

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nofr1lls · 1 year

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#i think ive been lonelier this year without school forcing me to see my friends five days a week #because this year ive felt like i shouldnt be going out with friends if i havent finished my uni stuff #but theres always work and im always slow and terrible at it #i should be budgeting my time better i guess but #so ive gone to maybe 7 tops social events this entire year and im not feeling good abt it #i dont want to lose my friends #idk #im not feeling good atm bc everybody else is done with uni work and ive still got stuff overdue #ONE thing actually but ive gotten so in my head about it #on top of that im not doing half the amount of physical activity i was before and my body has changed in ways.#i like my job at least #but its been months and i still havent rationalised setting aside time to get actual access to the money ive made lol #which is another reason i havent been going out #idk ive been trapped in a cycle

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randomwords247 · 2 years

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Commissions. Any interest?

Wanna see if theres any interest in opening commissions again sometime soon - It’ll be a bit different to last time, no comic pages and a better method of going about the planning stage, and likely a price change, but I’m thinking about opening them up again

So, if I was to, would anyone be interested?

#I wanna see how much interest there'd be #I'm planning on quitting my job soon likely at christmas #but I'm seasonal so this next week is my last till christmas since I'm at university #so things would likely be a tad slower than last time as well. i have studies to also focus on #my commissions #randy's commissions #I've got quite a few art projects imma be getting back to working on too but atm im waiting for my laptop to be back from repair #(i know i said it was back but it turned out they Had Not actually fixed it. so its back at the repair place again)#ill likely make an art post about this also becuz ik people prefer pictures to words #prices for everything is going up like i dont know what so I feel like having at least some form of income while im at uni #will be helpful to help pay towards expenses my parents pay #since i live at home and commute to uni #im gonna be getting back to streaming regularly again too once my laptops back #itll be handy to get affiliate and im planning on streaming both minecraft and also things like drawing and stuff #maybe even some cult of the lamb and other games like zelda

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asanjou · 5 months

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i shd do more studies....

#it's never as fun as just drawing whatever but i feel like i should be making a conscious improvement to improve my people drawing a bit #specifically im not so good at fabric i think logically in my brain i understand how it exists as a 3d object i understand how physics and #light interacts with it but putting that into practice i think i need to train myself in a little more #i dont really draw backgrounds atm but that's because im lazy 😚✌️#i aaaam able to draw that kind of stuff cuz i do it for uni a lot its just a commitment in fanart cuz you cant really half ass it #esp if youve put a lot of care into whatever youre depicting in the foreground #but that takes a lot of time and its dangerous for me to decide im spending a lot of time on something cuz i got ipad baby brain and #theres a 100% chance halfway through ill decide i really want to draw ankh fortnite burger and it will lie unfinished for a hundred years #i forgot where i was goign with this #i cant sleep cuz i drank a cup of coffee at 1am so im just talking to myself jn the tags of my own post #post tag #👍

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35gofbeansprouts · 9 months

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ughhhgh . idk if i wanna drop out of uni :/ i like the benefits that come w being a student . im just too depressed to go the fuck to class 😩

#tbh i think im a good creator and would be submitting portfolios IF my mental health was better #but im just worried that employers still want that Certification just bc it sounds good #and i dont wanna drop out and like. fuck my chances #ive been trying to multitask like #while im buried in depression ill study so i can have a job when im better ! no time wasted !#but its not working like that #i wanted to stay busy so i dont get more depressed #but thats not working either #i THOUGHT going to uni was like holding onto a thread of hope and i dont wanna let it go lmao #but ill get kicked out if i keep failing so idk #they wanna hear back from me and idk what to tell them bc they want decisions #im REALLY enjoying making my own creations atm .. not homework #but i dont wanna feel like im giving up #ive put in sm energy to just TRY for the past forever years #i dont wanna find out that was the wrong direction and see all that go nowhere #all this effort from the past decade .. can it please result in something