#i dont want eat

[cyancees]

i have neither a good imagination nor aphantasia, but a secret third thing

#adhd #doodles #show this to your therapist instead of failing to explain it like i did #me: its like i cant control my thoughts like i was trying to think of something earlier today but #all i could think of was this giraffe eating leaves and no matter how hard i tried to focus the thought would just. replay #my therapist: what happens if you try to let the thought just play out #me: ........ i dont know but i dont want it to be there at all when im trying to do simple addition in a maths exam #10k #100k

[alicelethimeat]

DAY 4- PHO!

Edited: OH GOSH I didn't realise the Pho is not cooked properly!!! Cooked properly now....

#captain mithrun #dungeon meshi #let him eat #mithrun #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #gonna pause this series coz I ran out of food I want to draw #and I joined a drawing D&D campaign so if i dont draw that my character will die #give him massive portion coz he deserves that

[obsob]

the accolade ( the...the cat-olade...)

#mine #original #i cannot even begin to explain the anguish. the torment. this drawing has brought me #and i STILL dont like it. i simply cant work on it any longer i cant i cant. i must be rid of it #eating drywall as we speak #you want to know how many weeks ive worked on this. THREE. ALMOST. #you want to know how long my other cat drawings take me ?? 3 days absolute MAX #anyway. begon foul creature etc #i havent left extremely long tags for a long while hello everyone good lord there are many of you #we are going stratford this weekend very exciting #its going to be a little chilly and i want to take my new coat with me but issue its not chilly right now so i cant wear it onto the train #i do not think. i can. stuff it into my suitcase i dont think that will happen #i am sure i will figure it out #also. no longer vegan . eggs have won me over. egg egg egg. #im having to restrain myself SO hard from buying more wool i want a shawl i want a shawl #i want more cute DRESSES why are nice comfy dresses 10000£ #i look on vinted and its like dresses for popping your pussy in like not. the vibe im going for thank u #anyway. im going to eat crackers now

[catmask]

what is it about trying to learn health facts or hygeine or body care that after a certain point it tailspins into online fanaticism. why does my mom believe gut health powders meditation and sunlight mean she will never die or age. girl i just want to find a good yogurt brand

#we're trying different yogurts bc our kid (also has autism) is super super food picky #moreso than i ever was as a kid #forrest never had issues with food more sensory things like sound and heat/textile stuff #whereas i was super super picky BUT. i was always introduced to something of at least diff food groups #so even if i onyl atelike 6 things id always have One vegetable. One probiotic. One protein source. u get the deal #we only recently got our kid to start eating fish sticks and chicken and even beef! #so hes got protein down. before he only at chips and frozen mini pizzas. like thats literally it #and he eats bananas and strawberries. we got him vitamin/protein drinks for the time being so hes not nutrient deficient #and he likes those theyre chocolate #but we're trying to find a yogurt he doesnt mind bc he doesnt have like. any. digestive or fiber ro like anything ot help him #i dont want him to feel sick and sluggish all the time . we've had a lot of success with the drinkable yogurts #but talking abuot this made my mom start talking about gut health.......

[todayisafridaynight]

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #ichiban kasuga #ryo aoki #masato arakawa #snap sketches #beat y7 for the first time in Ever last night with kayla so i was legally required to draw something #also i wouldve just rb'd the og post but it had less than 100 notes and i didnt want op seeing me be cringe so early in that posts life #theyre brothers your honor this is simply shit ichi would do every day had it not been for The Horrors #ok bye i should eat #steadily trying to post art again cause my comm list is FINALLY looking vaguely normal so i dont have much left to do #ill probably shotgun a good chunk of them tomorrow even tho tomorrows suppoed to be a rest day but lol #ok bye bye

[wis-art]

Not a big fan of capitalism

#i do not want to charge people to see my art #i have a job on top of doing this little art blog #every time i show this little project of mine people tell me i better find a way to monetize it to make money off of this #its just very frustrating to constantly have to explain that i want people to just see and cherish my drawings #i dont want to be reliant on making art to make my money i think that'd not work with what im going for #and it would turn art into a deeply frustrating experience i try to constantly optimize to get the most amount of money from #rendering experiments and trying out new artstyles something that could legit put me out of eating food 👍 #but really #the job is not good for me i am always do exhausted #it really takes so much effort to draw sometimes

[bunnyspine]

Haii I had my wisdom teeth removed last week and couldn't draw anything because of it 😔

But I found this old drawing I never posted!!

It's from June, that...man that's 8 months ago

#my face is still swollen and i look like a hamster #they even gave me my teeth..like what am i supposed to do with them #a necklace? earrings? #cant wait to eat soild food again #i dont want soups anymore #welcome home #wally darling #welcome home arg #welcome home fanart #welcome home puppet show #welcome home au #art #welcome home wally #wally darling fanart #welcome home wally darling

[koko2unite]

recently celebrated 15k on twitter (i will not call it fucking X) so I drew gouhin in a gay bathhouse getting caught by legosi

#gay furry #art #muscle furry #gouhin beastars #panda #gay #eat your food #bigggg guys i lovs big guyssssssss #suggestive #ok probably more than that but i dont want tumblr evils to attack this one #beastars #koko2unite #koko2unite draws

[drainxx]

Jan 11th 2024

Positive Things I can do instead of binging

Take a shower (can’t eat in the shower + come out clean)

Brush my teeth (don’t want to eat after brushing your teeth + fresh breath)

Go for a walk (can’t eat if your not home and didn’t bring cash + extra steps)

Put on lipgloss (can’t eat with lipgloss on + feel pretty)

Drink water (you might just be thirsty but if you still want to, then drink water until your too full to eat + extra hydration)

Read a book (holds your attention and distracts you long enough to forget about the cravings + expands you mind)

Get distracted (start a bunch of different things at once, start a show, a project, an activity, a hobby. take your attention off it/ you can’t eat if your busy, + entertaining)

Paint your nails (can’t eat with wet paint on your nails + feel pretty)

Clean/ organize (can’t eat if your busy, and keeps you busy + clean space)

Look at motivation (finding motivation on tumblr can get you back into the mindset and remind you of why you don’t actually want to)

Get a job (you can’t eat while working + extra cals burnt from being on your feet and moving)

( I’ll add to this if I think of more! )

#4n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran #i will lose weight #4norexi4 #i will reach my ugw #4norexla #tw ana diary #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #4nor3xia #i dont wanna eat #i need to lose more weight #i need to lose this weight #i will be small #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i need to lose so much weight #thinner is better #i wanna lose weight #ana is my friend #i need to ⭐️ve #i want to be skinnier #i will be a skeleton #i will be weightless #i wish to be thinner #tw eating issues #wish i was thin #4narex1a #4n0rexic #4n4blr

[juniemunie]

This was supposed to be just me indulging on some old highschool memories but guess who sneaked in

#junie art post #sans x self insert #sansnomaly #sans x reader #ngl this was fun coloring #if you recognize that uniform no no you dont shut up #i just wanted to get up there to fulfill the anime highschool dream of eating lunch on the rooftop #but staying there for too long would not be good with my impulsive thoughts lmao

[ningadudexx]

I had a dream that monkie kid season 5 came out and i was so excited i ran around telling everyone about episode 1 and they all looked at me like the town crazy anyways gamers I am excited for next month

#i posted these all out of order #im sorry monkey squad #me when i forget to post 🙁 #i wish i was a monkey #no more of this human nonsense #lego #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #monkie kid mk #mk #qi xiaotian #monkey king #sun wukong #lmk sun wukong #lmk monkey king #i dont like the charocal ones #but i drew it on a boring rainy day #i wish it snowed where i live cause i want to eat snow #anyways monkey king car mechanic #monkey .. #... king !! #ca......r... #mechanic............!!!!! #monkeys #moneky #monkey

[cherylmustdie]

eating after fasting feels so wrong and dirty. i just want to ⭐️rve

#tw eating issues #tw ed diet #tw ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #tw 3d vent #ana trigger #tw ana diary #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na trigger #an@rexi@ #tw disordered eating #i dont want to eat #tw ed but not sheeran #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n4rexia #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve

[temedtime]

ive been lacking a lot of motivation so I decided to start one of the scams!

if this post gets 50 notes then I will eat a full meal every day for the next week

if this post gets 100 notes I will not smoke ANYTHING for the next week

if this post gets 500 notes I will get up and go on a walk every day for the next week (please no)

if this post gets 1000 NOTES I will finally finish chapter 1 of dark jerry smith x richard watterson and post it by the end of the month (if you do this I hate you)

and if this post gets 1500 notes then I will actually talk to my therapist about my problems :3

#you are getting scammed and I am getting notes #I really dont want to leave my bed ever but if chat insists then I will #you will NOT want to read richard watterson x dark jerry smith x dream #tw eating issues #I need a better way to fix my mental health #i will probably delete this later

[obsob]

days are getting warmer but i am always warm when im with you ! !

#mine #original #i cannot even begin to express the amount of demons i had to fight. to do this drawing #i was goin 2 attach my process video but its so embarassinhg i cant skjbdskgdjks #local artist cant colour right :( #i sitll dont love it but also i will start eating thro my waalls so :3 ! here u go ! #i bought a new water botttle the other day extremely exciting stuff. AND. a bag for said water bottle so i can take it on walks :3 !!!! #eveytything else has been . normal !! #shop orders r very slow which is th same as this time period ??? as last year ? for some reason ?? #i will hopefully try n plan sm stickers soon n maybe sm new prints ??? not sure ! but either way if u want 2 buy a lil smth #ur support is greatly appreciated !!

[wercobubblvs]

Nico: We need to distract them

Percy: Leave it to me

Percy: Centaurs have six limbs and are therefore insects. Discuss.

Will, Jason, and Annabeth: *Immediately begin arguing*

Piper, watching while eating popcorn:

#percy and nico want to sneak out to eat fast food #even tho they are very much still injured from quests or wtv #they come bacc w 2 boxes of pizza and sushi and they are STILL argueing #chiron ends up having to break up the discussion #but ends up bombared w questions #chiron: i dont get paid enough for this... #hoo #pjo #werco #percy jackson #will solace #nico di angelo #nicercy #percico #annabeth chase #jason grace #piper mclean #chiron

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Bard-aby <3 except he's only loosely a bard bc i don't subscribe to absolutes <3

rambles:

BARNABY WITH PANTS??? BLASPHEMY!!! however this is a (dnd-inspired) fantasy au so. pants! loose pants tucked into modified boots because no one can tell me No!

based off of Clown's pokemon au human Barn, it seems like he might be a bit of a jewelry guy! he was wearing rings! and had an earring! also i think Barn just looks great w/ some extra shinies, yk yk

since ties aren't really a Thing in fantasy settings, i combined the iconic pattern w/ his vest for a two-in-one. then suspenders bc they fuck severely! his belt buckle is a bone both as a nod to the pattern on his tie / house decoration, and to go along with how Wally has an apple buckle! besties stay twinning!

you can't see it but on his other side he has his pack & his smoking pipe holster, which attaches to his belt! it's very high quality leather that he spent so much money on. his pipe is important to him - he carved it himself out of wood from an important tree from his childhood, so he wants it to be properly stored & protected! he has two kinds of tobacco for it - normal, and magic tobacco that essentially allows him to cast minor spells w/ the smoke

the feathers on his hat are from Ms. Beagle! in my mind he left the farm to go adventuring on a bit of a bad note, but his mama made sure to give him a couple feathers to take with so that she'd always be close <3

he keeps his claws blunt so that he doesn't accidentally scratch people/things, and so that he can play stringed instruments without cutting the strings. while i imagine for this au he plays a wide range, he prefers Loud Handheld Instruments that allow him to sing along. so in mind he has an Accordion here! loud! jaunty! but i imagine he also keeps a recorder in his pack for when Frank needs annoying. (he did have a lute, but he broke it over someone's head in the act of defending Wally's honor)

im still trying to pin down the right balance of colors for his outfit, but! for a little au tidbit - all of his spots are the same two blues as his ears. in this im imagining that he, at a young age, learned a very basic cosmetic spell that allowed him to change his spots color to mimic Ms. Beagle's! he wanted to look like his mama! but by the time he's in his late 20s he no longer changes his spots

ohhhh i forgot to add his pockets. Oh Well

#i wanted him to look um.... Put Together? #barn strikes me as a character that likes to look a lil sophisticated in a way! #and i wanted that to come across in this fit... dont know if i succeeded #i still wanted to have Bard-ish / Barnaby Vibes #i can easily imagine him reclined by a tree absentmindedly playin his accordion... smokin... in this outfit hat tipped down over his eyes #barnaby my beloved <3 #and bardaby my beloved <3 #also ill admit!!! #that lute is traced from a real image lmfao there was no way in hell i was scribbling that thing from scratch #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #i lowkey feel bad for barnaby when he finds out about the whole warlock thing #bc hes been traveling with wally for Years #barnaby likes to think that he knows everything about his little buddy #and then wally has to be like 😬 #yeah im actually not technically a real person #also there's this 'demon' i have a pact with & also a weird kinda non-platonic Cant Be Accurately Labeled intimate relationship with #oh and i sometimes sacrifice innocent people to it in a pinch. the rest of the time we eat enemies' souls #and barnaby just has to! deal with that! like oh great! his bestie has been lying to his face since they met! #ands its been Seamless Lying! #suffice to say barnaby has a crisis #and now since wally can be more open about home #there's a sort of... pointless Rivalry for wally's attention/affection #even though barnaby definitely misjudges the situation and how home feels about wally... #oh switching gears back to the instrument thing! #in my mind barnaby also knows how to play the harp really well #and howdy's tavern has a corner for live music - which includes a permanently placed harp <3 #so i think on quiet days barnaby will go play the harp while howdy cleans glasses & the others do their own quiet things #maybe its raining outside! or Snowing! but the tavern is cozy and warm & there is beautiful music <3