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agoraphobia-anxiety · 9 months

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Will you remember me?

#sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing quotes #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #depressing poem #depressing shit #im crying #mentally fucked #sad aesthetic #i dont want to be here #i dont want to live anymore #i dont want to go #i dont want to be alone #i dont want to be like this

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steampunk-the-dragon · 9 months

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I want to die, I want to cut, all the goddamn time. Even if I'm laughing, or smiling, or acting okay, I can feel it under the surface, always there. I never want to be alive, not even for a moment. As soon as I stop keeping busy, it's all over me and and I'm under the surface, flooded with the exhaustion that comes from being alive and so desperately not wanting to.

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eel-sedate · 2 years

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Rei Sakuma x GN!Reader

Rei Sakuma tries to comfort you after you've had a bad day, he buys you chocolates, and tries to cheer you up.

TW: Self-harm, a bit of angst

NOTE: Short drabble I wrote, it's not the best because It's my first time writing on tumblr. I don't really know his character much but i'll try, sorry if it's ooc. Take care.

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You've always tried your best, even if it's a bad time, you've always tried. And Rei knows that, he's seen you work hard. He genuinely respects you for that, the best person he's ever met. You'd cheer him on during his live performances, you'd make him feel comfortable.

But recently, he noticed you getting a bit distant. He slowly reaches out to you, tapping you on the shoulder. He sees you in tears, he slowly pulls you over to him and hug you. He softly pats your head on his chest, he hums softly. "Oh dear, what happened here?" He gently takes your wrist and kisses it softly, looking at the scars on your arms. "How long has this been going on? Why haven't you told me anything?" Worry in his voice, his face full of concern. "Hm, do you want to take a walk to take things off your chest?" He slowly guides you outside, taking you on a nice walk.

Outside, he bought you some chocolates. "You love these right? Why don't you let me take care of you a little, i'm always happy to take care of my love." He pats your back, and continues on with the walk. He cracks some jokes he stole from Koga the other day, they weren't really funny but at least he tried. It was cute to see him try to cheer you up, even though he did a terrible job at it, it did in fact made you crack up a bit. "Sweetheart, I really love you. Please take care of yourself more, if you need somebody to lean on, I will be the happiest man to support you on like how you did to me." He softly caresses your head, and envelope you in a warm hug before bringing you back into the building.

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I'm sorry it's bad. I really am, I don't really know how to write fanfics. I usually just make the MC silent so the readers can go with the conversation freely. Please take care. This was made to cheer up somebody I really look up to, i hope she's better now. (´-ι_-｀)

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squishymain · 10 months

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Why do people make it so hard for me to want to live

#depression #depressing shit #this is depressing #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #i dont want to wake up #i dont want to live anymore #i dont want to exist #i dont want to live #i dont want to live like this #i dont want to live here #i dont want to live on this planet anymore #depressed #kinda depressing #depressing

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sleepinghollowsthehead · 2 months

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#i cant fucking stand myslef?!!!!#youll know where ill be found when i come around #shut the fuck up #sound like that onereally annoying bitch on twitter #blur is my only reason to live #i dont want to live anymore

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shellofamann · 2 months

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It's all getting to me and I don't care how many pills it takes.

should I count to 10 pills? or maybe thats not enough how about 20?

Fuck it I'll down the whole bottle.

Damn This room is spinning

But I must say my goodbyes.

To mom; forgive me but I had to, and it's not your fault.

To dad; I'm sorry and I still love you.

That's what I wanted to write but im not sure if I did.

lie down and wait for it.

Lie beside the scrabbles on the paper u called ur final goodbyes.

nothing,

I'm seeing nothing

I'm feeling nothing.

Is this it?

Is this death?

Have I finally killed myself?

Peace and nothingness

till I open my eyes

am I in hell?

I just see him crying, you know you would never see him cry.

But I guess I failed,

Even at killing myself I failed.

Take me back because death felt good.

promises that you would try again.

#kms #silly story #sh #tw #cvt #triggerwarninggg #possible tw #i dont want to live anymore #suic1de

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shireisasleep · 7 months

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guys the vibe was thrown all the way the fuck off

tw for abusive parents (it doesnt seem abusive but she IS emotionally manipulative

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ok so i got pissed off at my mom bc shes being a bitch to me for no reason and i told her to leave me alone and i didnt wanna go on a walk with her so she was like wah ewweh weh cancel ur shit and i tell her "girliepop i cant cancel my shit u old fucking hag i got banned' "U GOT BANNED?!?!?#>?$!>?>!#$!?>#$!" 'yeah i said i was bisexual, then got banned, and got banned again cause i said i got banned, cause i was bisexual' "you have to be more careful with what you say online!!" "oh so were bisexual now?" 'girl why do you CARE youre not even homophobic' i told her to die in a fire cause shes manipulating me into being straight AGAIN methinks "waah waahh ur so ungrateful ur so mean u treat me like shit wah wahh i cant wait for u to go to ur sister and play the victim" 'ur playing the victim rn...' "DONT TALK BACK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!" '..fuck off.' and then she fucked off

#i wanna run away #i dont want to live anymore #im so sick of her #mommy issues #parental issues #abusiveness #getting treated like shit #“i love you.” are you sure?#im like her punching bag she gets to blame this on her trauma and migraines #but i cant blame ANYTHING on my problems nonono that would make it too fair! we cant have that #it might be race related too or bc im from my bio dads side and he ike beat her and did unsavoury things to my siblings that #he isnt related to #i think she takes her anger out on me because im like a smaller version of her ex bf #shes not homophobic or transphobic shes really supportive but she tried to make me straight once #also she squares up to me all the time knowing i have trauma from my bio dad aswell but when i square up its #'DONT RAISE A FIST TO ME.' like????????????????????????? i dont fight her unless i need to but ill square up if shes yelling so her voice #gets small i know thats really bad but im a strong believer in revenge and she knows full well she deserves it #parental abuse #parents are disgusting #i just want to die #im going to kms #im ready to kms #im ready to be done #im so ready to just leave #i cant wait for the day i get to move out

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bezuczuciowasuk-a · 1 year

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Coraz częściej mam myśli samobójcze..

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sophieezastrology · 6 months

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Correct!

honestly, i'd like that.

#cw sui thoughts #cw sui ideation #i dont wanna do this anymore #its pointless #anytime i think theres a sense of security i get fucking taken again #i hate living #i dont want to live anymore #i hate everything #showfall ask blog #encoreverse blog #ask blog #showfall media ask blog #encoreverse #showfall media

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whororhoe · 8 months

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why am i so goddamn easy to lose?

#why does everyone say the pretty words just to leave #they say they wont leave but its always a lie #you may not think youre leaving me but you are #the you i knew is fading away like he never existed #why dont you want me?#what did i do wrong #you lied.#theres no future #i dont want to live anymore #bpd

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emancipated-reality-vixen · 1 year

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He left me like everyone did

He once sweet and understanding towards me now he insults me, cold, saying hurtful words, telling me im emotionally manipulating him because i feel torn apart after he abandoned me

Its a cycle i will never escape, will happen with anyone, i dont see the point of living anymore

He was my everything and i meant nothing to him, he thinks my pain is crazy and extreme

#bdp #always abandoned #depressed #suicidal #self harm #i dont want to live anymore #i dont matter #he doesnt even love me #break up

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forthwtaintedsorrow · 1 year

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here I am sitting in the bathroom and planning my suicid3 and they are laughing like nothing happened

#su1cide #su1c1d4l #selfharn #i dont want to live anymore #i am so tired #i dont know what to think #i am really tired #i dont want to live like this

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all-doggirls-go-to-heaven-2 · 1 year

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#I dont want to live anymore #i dont want to live like this #its hellish all the time #ill be 23 this year #fucking 23 #soon the its ok youre still young excuse is gonna dry up #nothing good ever fucking happens #not to my friends not to me #happiness is so fleeting I'm almost sad whenever I start feeling happy bc I know the moment will be gone #I smile and say things abt the future with my girlfriend knowing full well I'll probably die before we ever get the chance to get there #i used to fool myself that it would be the smoking #but its probably gonna be suicide #theres just no escaping it #and even if I finally off myself ill make the people that depend on me horrible #my girlfriend is gonna suffer my wife is gonna suffer my friends are gonna suffer #so i gotta keep on suffering so I dont disappoint them #working myself down to the bone to achieve nothing and become nobody #why the fuck did I wver think I could be somebody #im such a fucking idiot

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2justdannie3 · 1 year

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Sometimes I lie to myself and tell myself that the reason why I'm so miserable is because life didn't want me to become too overpowered

I tell myself that because that sounds better than life hating my entire existence

A lot of things never go right for me and yet people out there are living the life I've always dreamt of

I wish I had it easy too....

#vent #fuck life #life hates me #im in pain #im sad and tired #i dont want to live anymore #i hate my life

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misfortunegirl · 2 years

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#he might break up with me. if that happens im killing myself i dont want to live if he isnt together with me #i even confessed my love to him while begging him to promise he won't break up with me while messaging #haha. im being punished .thats right #i dont deserve happiness #thats why its happening #i shpuldnt have been born #i wouldnt have to suffer this much. why let me have a taste of happiness and then immediately take it away from me #⅛ #i drank #smoked and cut myself just so that i dont bother him with my annoying issues #but i was in so much pain and ended up spilling about my feelings #i knew i shouldve kept my mouth shut #noone wants to be with me #i dont want to live anymore

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tassybts · 2 years

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I know that my mother sacrificed so much for me to get where I am. I know that and I'm not discrediting that .it's just that I really don't know how to push through anymore? Am I being selfish? I don't know how to tell people that I don't want to live anymore . That life doesn't seem worth living anymore and tbh . I don't know how me living makes anyone's life easier. I don't know my purpose anymore . I feel like if tasneem was dead then people would be better off . One less person to feed, one less person to listen to , one less person to worry about , one less person to consider, one less person on this over populated earth...

I think that I got to this point because I was taught to just push through. To kap aan and not om . To just we move.

#i am so tired #i dont want to live anymore #delete later #i just cant anymore

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