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#i feel alone
brokenfrombirth · 7 months
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🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶
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anadiasmount · 28 days
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thinking of situationship!jude who begged to come over because he missed you after international break. you laying in bed ready to fall asleep, but you guys end up watching tiktok. his head on your arm that’s propped up with your phone, laying on your sides, you being the big spoon, cause he made it a scandal of him always being one. just being so close and cuddly, your leg around his waist feeling his hand drag up and down. jude commenting about different tiktoks, saving ones that are cooking to do later together. jude getting a bit jealous or cocky when you like a thirsty edit of someone or your celeb crush, or one of his enemies on the pitch 🤭, or hearing you moan about how attractive they are, “alright pipe it down a bit yeah? i’m right here love,” you just laugh and exaggerate more, “yeah yeah whatever… look at them they’re so perfect and so FINEEE!” jude turns his head, rolling his eyes, “but dramatic much?” you shrug with an upside down smile. he gives you a peck, turning around and opening the camera setting on the app. he uses a “the party and after party” weeknd sound, showing his face with a cocky look and then turns to you who gives a him a knowing look but then a kiss on his cheek pushing the camera away as he laughs. posting it so everyone can see, not knowing how viral and big it would get, he just wants to get the point across who’s he’s with and madly obsessed with.
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tsaun · 6 months
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I watch way too many rom coms. I think it started because I don't believe in love, or at least I don't believe in love for me. Love is what happens to other people. It's reserved for books and movies and TV and poetry, not a guy like me who dreams more than he lives. Love is reserved for the doers, and I'm certainly not a doer. So I'll live vicariously through some characters on a page or a screen, and I'll dream. Because that's as close as I'll ever get to love in this lifetime.
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garaks-padded-bra · 5 months
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guys i just really want more ppl to listen 2 my fave band rn. So can everyone listen to rinse & repeat. They arr on spotify and you tube ok thanks
Music that sounds like its hitting you with paint balls. Music that tastes like arcade carpet
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beargyufairy · 3 months
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The island gives us what we need and no one leaves…
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2offayyo-kzt · 4 months
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It's a real struggle
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ilianazzzosemanverse · 5 months
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I have my chemistry exam tomorrow but unfortunately I don't have a Charlie to help me study. 😞 (plus I'm bad at chemistry).
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klutzykelzy · 9 months
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i'm overwhelmed by my feelings of loneliness; constantly yearning for something more, something greater. i want to feel important, i want to feel wanted, to feel & be appreciated.
i feel so isolated and alone. i lay & rot in my bedroom, constantly fantasizing about human connection. i wish i could start my life over and become the person i see in my delusions… a person who is happy, who is loved and needed by so many.
i hate my body. i hate myself. i hate being sick. i hate that i'm insane. i hate having no purpose in life. i hate being me.
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starnervefan · 7 months
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does ANYONE ship Starnerve (Joy x Fear) any more? or is it just me?
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littlepinkybaby01 · 4 months
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when is it my turn to be happy?
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desmanuts · 7 months
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I wish I could find love 🖤🖤🖤💔💔🖤🖤💔🖤🐺🐺🌑🌑🌑🐺🐺🌑
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bihansthot · 9 months
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Reptile has always been one of my favorites, the ninjas in general have always been my favorites except you know who, but I feel really dumb for liking Syzoth so much now. Maybe I feel like I’m betraying Bi-Han? Maybe I feel silly for being so old and still catching feels for video game characters I don’t know. I’m having a hard time with things and I don’t know what to do. I also feel like MK1 is getting a ton of hate and I feel like I should feel bad for being so excited about it since so many people I know hate the changes or hate the designs or whatnot. I feel like I can’t enjoy it and that’s not fair after having waited 27 years for Bi-Han Sub-Zero to be a main kharacter again I deserve to enjoy it and be excited. I’m feeling just very alone I guess. I’m just bummed.
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jacksonthereaper · 4 months
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TW// Suicidal thoughts, mental exhaustion, lack of self worth
Doubt anyone's gonna see this but fuck it i might as well drop this in here
I'm so tired
I'm 15 years old male in 10th grade and i'm just so tired of everything. Tired of doing so much and putting in all the effort i can only to be criticized at the slightest mistake, tired of always trying so hard to be nice to others yet only being noticed when i'm rude or doing something bad or embarrassing, tired of this garbage world filled with wars, pollution, genocide, hunger, poverty, discrimination, disease, etc.
I feel like i'm losing more and more motivation with each and every single day that passes, beit for doing things i like, things i don't like, things i have to do, etc. I'm not particularly angry or sad or scared or frustrated, i guess i'm a little melancholic but overall i'm just exhausted, numb, and, most of all, bitter.
I still feel some amount of joy, but it feels so vain and empty. I eat something delicious, i listen to some music, i watch something funny on YouTube, on TV, etc., then i go right back to my misery. I just want someone to hear me calling for help. I just want to feel like someone actually gives a flying fuck about what i have to say, or wants me to feel better, or even just cares about my existence at all.
I don't even know anymore man. I'm just running out of options. I'm probably just experiencing burnout, which coupled with the fact i live in what is essentially a small village in the middle of nowhere, really just makes me feel hopeless.
Fuck this shit, man.
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Honestly I could really use a friend right now, just someone to talk to. And if anyone out there also needs a new friend, someone to talk to, I’m here! xo ❤️
Not sure if this will even work, or if anyone will actually see it but I figured its worth a shot!
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irbcallmefynn · 9 days
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Not doing well right now at all I'm doing really really bad it feels like the only places I can be social are rotting away around me. Th2 is fucking dying I get NO engagement on here EVER I feel completely distant from everyone I care about INCLUDING MYSELF and I just
I can't fucking deal with this. It hurts so bad. This is why I've never been social. Too much risk of hurt.
I'm not going anywhere. I don't have anywhere to go. So I'll just sit here in pain.
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screaming--agony · 2 years
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Dear Diary,
I want to feel like I matter.
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