#i feel like i should apologise for this somehow lmao

[angelsheartts]

✩‧₊˚ I HOPE NOBODY CATCH US !! .

(but i kinda hope they catch us, anyway)

#pairing : lucifer, adam, alastor, vox x gn reader

#cw: suggestive content, +18 mdni, cuss words lmao, getting caught in suggestive situations ig?? tentacles on alastors part my bad, vox likes to get caught.

#notes: guys please feel free to ask requests, i’m getting out of ideas and i don't know what you all wanna read on my blog help.

˖ ˚ ༘✶ LUCIFER .

you both were having a pretty steamy make-out session in your hotel room at the hazbin hotel, clearly not the best idea since everyone was still at the hotel, and HELL does lucifer gets loud.

"ah-, my love, " he whines loudly, pressing his forked tongue deep inside you. feeling him humping against your bedsheets as you wrap your legs around his neck, you knew he was close. "lucifer, you make me feel so gooood~" you moaned, grabbing his horns as you felt like your orgasm was soon to come.

well, nobody warned you how SENSITIVE this man was when someone touched his horns; his wings literally popped out in a second. "fuck, fuck, i’m so close (name); can i cum, honey ? please i-"

a door opened, making lucifer wrap his wings around you both. "(name), i heard some noises. is everything alri-" well, this was akward. "IMSOSORRYISHOULDHAVEKNOCKED" she said, embarrased, closing the door, leaving you and lucifer with a flushed red since you both literally got caught, by HIS daughter WHILE having an orgasm.

after that 'accident' charlie started knocking every time she entered your dorm, and apologised to you many times.

˖ ˚ ༘✶ ADAM .

adam can be very tiring sometimes when keeping his hands to himself, he would literally fuck you anywhere so everyone could see who makes you feel so fucking good if you would just let him, but of course you wouldn’t allow something like that.

except for today, you and adam had a meeting with the other angels so you wouldn’t have guessed that your husband had already been planning on how to convince you to do not-so-holy-things to skip the meeting.

until, you started noticing how touchy he was getting with you, at the beginning it was a playfully kiss on your neck then a slap in you ass and somehow you ended up giving him a blowjob.

"you’re so hot when you shut the fuck up" he said, smirking while gripping your hair tightly to make you go deeper. "fucking bitch, sucking it while having you on your knees, as you fucking should 'cause im the original dick, babe!" letting him talk to you like that reeallyy turned him on, just the thought of you being so obedient to him makes him want to cum.

"what the fuck" a voice made you both turn, noticing a lute with a very disgusted look in her face cursing at you both for being so reckless.

sadly this wasn’t the first time lute walked in on you both, so she just left LMAO.

˖ ˚ ༘✶ ALASTOR .

alastor tries to have the least amount of physical contact during such activities, so it wasn’t a rare occasion for you to finger yourself, while listening to his voice telling you what to do.

you didn’t really know if it was because you were bored, or you were just horny, but you had the urge to have some intimacy with alastor. he didn’t mind because it had been a long time since you both had some intimacy.

"you have been such a good partner, my dear” he praised, smirking widely like he always did. "I think it would only be fair if i give you something in return."

well, that was 15 minutes ago, and now here you were feeling his tentacles thrusting into you so roughly. alastor would only chuckle at your expressions while ocassionaly telling you to touch yourself as he wanted. seeing you trying to get some release made his bulge twitch inside his pants.

well, at least it made it twitch until someone interrupted you both, making your partner disappear the tentacles who were just inside you a few seconds ago.

angel dust was the one who accidentaly walked in on you both, and alastor told him if he ever talked or made jokes about what happened he would transmite his screams on his radio broadcoast. angel dust still teases you though.

˖ ˚ ༘✶ VOX .

vox actually wants you both to get caught, like he really has no shame at all. he loves fucking you if it means that you both might get caught in the act.

sadly, you can’t even recall how you ended up with him having you bend over his desk right before a meeting with the VEES.

surely, you both could have stopped if you wanted, but why would you even consider that when he’s literally vibrating just in the right spot, making you fuzzy from the overstimulation.

"fuck, yeah" your boyfriend's voice is shaky as he keeps thrusting in you, seeing how his cum rolls down your thighs, makes him increase his pace. "you really want us to get caught, don’t you, babe? squeezing me around as if i would even think about fucking pulling it out" he says chuckling with a slight glitch on his voice. "ah- vox, it’s too much i-" vox slapped your ass, making you yelp from pleasure as you were feeling so overwhelmed.

both of you being so close to your orgasm, didn’t noticed when velvette and valentino entered the room until velvette shouted at you both for fucking like animals, and not waiting until being in a more private place, alongside her was just a valentino smirking, while being dragged by velvette. valentino would have been glad to accept the offer if you would have invited him though.

#lucifer x reader #adam x reader #alastor x reader #vox x reader #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel x reader #lucifer smut #adam smut #alastor smut #vox smut #hazbin hotel smut #getting caught #hazbin hotel fanfiction #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin hotel adam

[angelplummie]

non-sexual boob touching with the 1A boys P2 (P1)

denki holding ur boob like it’s ur hand HAHA. like u guys will sit down to watch a movie and he’s made sure to squeeze you into being as close as possible to him. you fain annoyance and laugh as he pulls you to sit between his lanky spread legs, your back to his chest. he encircles your waist with his legs and hugs you tight as the opening credits play, tucking his head over ur should. He sighs contentedly, but after the first 20 minutes, he feels the insatiable need to be somehow closer to you. so, instead of moving into a more intimate position, he unravels his arms from you and places his long hands on ur boobs.

“denki wtf” you say out of shock, not that ur really annoyed at him.

“what?” squeezes them one hand at a time, alternating like he was holding two stress balls n tryna find the funnest thing to do with them.

“wuteva..” u grumble, and keep watching the movie.

he doesn’t stop alternating n squeezing them for the WHOLE REST OF FHE THE MOVIE. at one point u kinda forget and just enjoy the attention, but he’s literally not even conscious he’s doing it.

i hate him so much, and thusly i want him so raw.

kirishima cops a feel in front of ur mother LMAO

ur at ur parents house,, this is his very first time meeting them, but he’s feeling good about it, he’s calm he’s cool he’s collected. knows he’s a good son-in-law, has enough confidence in the fact that he makes u happy to know he should please your parents. things are going absolutely swimmingly, ur dad is jokingly ripping on him for the football team he supports, ur ma is asking him about his uni, they really seem to like him!!!

maybe he was just a bit too confident, though. because kirishima decides now is the perfect time to show off even more by offering to do the dishes. ur parents r overjoyed and ur mum raises her eyebrows at u as if to say “i like this one”. they head into the living room and you two stay to chat while he does his thing. he gives you a giddy smile, so happy he’s pleased them, and when he finishes, you offer to dry up and put things away since he wouldn’t know where everything goes. as you’re reaching up into the cabinet to put a pan away, he comes up behind you. kissing on ur neck hands on ur waist.

“think your parents like me?” he asks, kissing right beneath ur ear.

“Um-“ your mind wanders, succumbing to the feeling of him, before you answer,”yeah kiri, they seem to really-“

your breath caught in your throat as his hands glided up your waist and over your boob, massaging the spot. He watched you as you stared down at the counter, clearly flustered. He smirks and gives your boobs a squeeze, until your head shoots up and he feels an elbow in his rib cage, stumbling back off you.

“Mom! Hi!” you say, and his head turns to the side and there your mother is.

“Hey kids,” she says slowly looking between the two of you,”you guys been busy with the dishes?”

“Yup! I’m just showing kiri where to put everything away.” your voice is overly cheerful to compensate for the awkwardness of the situation.

“Alright...” she gives you the side eye and a little smile as she leaves,”don’t have too much fun.”

When she’s back in the living room, kiri gets an earful, and a light smack on the back of his head. he apologises profusely, but, to be honest, he’s still buzzing with serotonin from getting to touch your boobs at all.

one day he’ll learn. maybe.

masterlist (sorry this is so shite i cba to finish it)

#mha fluff #mha headcanons #mha drabbles #mha x reader #mha hcs #bnha fluff #bnha headcanons #bnha drabble #bnha x reader #denki fluff #denki x female reader #denki x reader #denki hcs #denki headcanons #denki drabble #kirishima x reader #kirishima x female reader #kirishima fluff

[somethinglikethatyeah83]

I'M HERE: Campbell Bain

Pairing: Campbell Bain x GN!Reader

Warnings: Reader has a breakdown so detaul description of said breakdown

Summary: Campbell is always there to help out when you need it <3

Word Count: 1.3K

A/N: First Campbell piece! Last piece for a while though since I've got exams coming up but I should be back on them in a week or so, depending on how well the exams go lmao

Everything hurt. Each fibre of my being was crying out for help, and an unbelievable amount of pain was coursing through my veins, and between synapses in my brain. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see, and I just wanted everything to end. I wanted everything to go away and for it to never come back again. 

I couldn't narrow it down to what had started it. One minute I had been fine, the next I was in another horrid state. I wasn't even in an episode. I had been fine for months, everything had been okay and then this happened.

Campbell was in the studio. Somewhere in the distance, I could hear his voice as he announced a new song, but it was fuzzy. Whether because it was too far away or because I couldn't hear anything either, I couldn't answer. I wouldn't have gone to him but he always got upset when someone interrupted one of his sessions, and I couldn't dare make him upset. His happiness brought me happiness, and I wouldn't ruin it.

He's going to kill me when he finds out I didn't go to him in this state. Campbell was always insistent that I went to him to help whenever I got like this. Not that he was forcing me to talk when I didn't want to, just so he knew. Just so he could understand what I was going through and ask if there was anything he could do. Normally, there was. 

I really did appreciate Campbell. Unlike him, I wasn't the best at showing it. Campbell was an unbelievably affectionate person, constantly showering me with hugs and kisses and compliments, which somehow I just couldn't reciprocate all the time. I love him, more than anything else in this world, but I couldn't always do the same.

We had, of course, spoken about this. Manic depression was very different to clinical depression. He understood that as much as I wanted to show him how much I loved him, the depression meant that I couldn't always. He was okay with it. He said that just being with me made him feel good enough. I still didn't believe him, after all these months, but there was no changing it. 

I had been curled up in my bed for the past hour. I couldn't take all the noises from the common room and so ran to my bedroom and threw myself onto my bed, curled my knees under my chin, and slammed my eyes shut. The nurses didn't follow me, knowing that soon enough, Campbell would come bundling in and help me, which he hadn't yet. The show hadn't ended yet, that was all. 

Campbell was probably the only person in the world that could calm me down. The other patients knew it, the nurses knew it, and even Eddie knew it. When I was having a problem, someone always went and got Campbell.

And it was the other way around, too. When Campbell would get a little too hyper, I was always called on. I couldn't always make him better, and he would have to be stabilised sometimes, but the majority of the time I could calm him down. We were the perfect pair, even if we were loonies. 

Everything in my surroundings was so fuzzy that I didn’t even hear Campbell enter. I only jolted in my curled-up position when I felt his palm against my back. He apologised softly, my hearing a little better with how close he was, even if he was still slightly fuzzy. I sat up where I was, seeing his features pulled into a sympathetic frown. 

“Hey.” I murmured, running a hand through the matted hair at the top of my head, trying to tidy it up. “You alright?”

He sent me a soft, calming smile. “You’re not.”

“Cam, I’m fine.”

“Don’t lie to me, love, I know you too well now.” He spoke, velvet voice bringing me that sense of tranquillity that no one else could. “Hug?”

My eyes watched his for a few moments, hesitant on whether it would help at all, and endlessly deciding that Campbell’s hugs were just too good to pass up, ever; even if I wasn’t in this state. There was never a time when his cuddles didn’t do anything. Even if I was completely content, being surrounded by sunshine in human form was just… perfect. 

I nodded, and before I could speak, he swiftly pulled me into his lap on the bed and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, one hand against the back of my head while his lips were pressed against my hair. My hands pulled into my chest as I laid sideways against his. I was completely shrouded by him, having the outside world completely shut out, and for the first time today, it felt like only Campbell and I existed. Finally, I felt safe. I didn’t feel like everything was pushing in on me, and I felt so safe that those tears that had been kept behind my eyes spilled. 

“Darlin’.” He cooed, rocking us back and forth slightly. “I’m here, you’re safe. You talk to me if ya want but I’m not gonna force you, yeah?”

I gasped a deep breath, trying to find air in my heavy sobs. It was always tiring when I finally let everything out. I had a habit of bottling everything up for months, and it always ended up in a Campbell hug, where I completely broke down and couldn’t even speak. I was so grateful that he put up with me, every single time. I never had to worry about him being annoyed or angry and I loved him so much for it. 

“I don’t know what happened.” I told him, speaking into his favourite multi-coloured hoodie which I had almost definitely stolen more than one time. “I just… couldn’t take the noise. Then I came in here and couldn’t take anything at all. Everything went fuzzy and I couldn’t hear or see and I just wanted to curl up into a ball and disappear. You were in a show, I didn't want to interrupt you.”

He looked down at me and cupped my cheeks. “You can always come and find me, whether I’m in a show or not. Eddie barely needs me anyway, and you’re more important, especially when you’re like this.”

“I know, I just get nervous. And the worst part was it felt like I was getting better.” I admitted, licking my lips and looking down at my hands which were now settled in my lap. “I hadn’t had an attack for months, and I wasn't even in an episode, it just happened suddenly.”

“Aye, but is anyone really getting better here? I’d say you’ve recovered the most out of all our loonies. And you get panic attacks a whole lot less than when you first came here.” He smiled slightly down at me, reaching a hand up and wiping the tears that ran down my cheeks. “Now, I’ve got nothing left to do for the rest of the day, how about we stay in here until dinner and mess around? Just us two, doing whatever we want.”

A wet chuckle spilled from my lips. “Sounds perfect.” I spoke, sniffing and wiping my nose against my sleeve. Just a second later he pulled a tissue out from practically nowhere and handed it to me. When I pulled away and looked at him he just smiled. 

“They told me you stormed off. I thought I’d come prepared.”

A small, minuscule smile curved into my lips, and I took the tissue. “Thank you. For everything. Not just the tissue.”

“S’what I’m here for, isn’t it?”

“I love you, Campbell, and I’m sorry I don’t say it as much as I should.”

He smiled down at me, pressing a soft kiss against my lips. “We talked about that, honey, stop apologising.”

“Alright.” I agreed hesitantly, nuzzling back into his arms.

“I love you, too, by the way.” He murmured into my hair, pulling me deep into a hug that I never wanted to leave. 

#takin' over the asylum #david tennant #campbell bain #campbell bain x reader #campbell bain fluff #any gender #campbell x gn!reader #fluff

[ryuichirou]

well now you should share the cast’s reaction to lilia smacking their butts lmao

Yeah I think I have no choice lol the Pandora’s box is open. I don’t know what it is about Lilia that makes us keep coming back to the “he smacks butts” agenda, I guess it just fits since he is a playful grandpa…

The descriptions won’t be long this time, because well there isn’t much to describe, but:

Riddle – he jumps in shock and makes a funny noise. And he is always so stiff, serious and concentrated that doing it to him is kind of fun, because he gets angry... Lilia would’ve done it more often but he doesn’t want to give Riddle too hard of a time for some reason.

Ace – he also jumps and makes a funny noise, and then starts yelling and swearing. Deuce and him both are kind of too easy as targets, almost boring. But Ace will complain about it for a long time after that.

Deuce – pretty much the same as Ace, but when he sees who smacked him, he starts apologising + feels quite embarrassed because of his overreaction…

Trey – he would get startled, but then try to laugh it off and say “why me though?” or something among the lines. He knows that Lilia does this type of stuff, so it was bound to happen sooner or later, but he kind of hoped that it wouldn’t…

Cater – he also hangs out with Lilia often enough to know that he does that, so Cater’s kind of paranoid around him sometimes and tries to block the access to his butt like standing next to the table all casually. If he does get smacked, he’ll just go “oh nooo, poor Kei-kun’s butt”… just like Trey, he really hoped it wouldn’t happen to him :”(

Leona – I don’t know if Lilia would smack him, it would probably be reckless in terms of politics lol But if he did, Leona would be so shocked that he would either get super mad and hide somewhere mumbling to himself, or somehow get amused by that.

Ruggie – he would jump and yelp and then get pissed off… why are all the senpais in this school such creeps… please leave this guy alone…

Jack – his tail and his ears get stiff in a very funny way, his hair stands up as if he just got electrocuted, and his butt clenches visibly. He doesn’t expect this type of treatment, so he’s never prepared for that. Then he’ll get mad and turn around to bark at the culprit, but see Lilia and get confused because he can’t act disrespectfully towards him. He’s similar to Deuce in a way… His butt is hard to smack because of the tail...

Azul – he would make a surprised sound, but then close his eyes, breathe deeply, put a smile on his face and tell Lilia that it was a very funny prank, but he would appreciate it a lot of Lilia refrained from doing that to him ever again. He would try so hard to word it in a sickly sweet, polite way, but it would be very obvious to Lilia that he’s pissed… it’s kind of funny how pissed he got…

Floyd – Lilia would get a surprised “uwaah?!” from him, but after that Floyd would either complain about this being annoying, or get angry/playful at the same time and try to smack Lilia right back. He hates being the one who gets smacked, he prefers to be the one who does the smacking!

Jade – he would also politely ask Lilia to not do it, but it would be easier for him not to sound as bitter as Azul. Which doesn’t mean that Jade won’t get annoyed, of course, but ultimately what Lilia did was chaotic enough to be amusing. Still, he would want to smack Lilia back, but not as openly and immediately as Floyd.

Kalim – he would just laugh and say that Lilia is funny… and then try to repeat this prank on Jamil!

Jamil – “oh so this is where Kalim got it from, I should’ve known”. He is disappointed, but not surprised. He would make a small surprised “uh-??” though, so Lilia would like his reaction lol Jamil needs to get spanked more often.

Vil – another person who’s disappointed but not surprised. He doesn’t like being butt-smacked or surprised, but he knows that it’s just Lilia being Lilia. Despite the fact that Vil doesn’t want Lilia to do that, his reaction has this vibe of “is that all?” that Lilia finds very provocative, so he’ll absolutely try to do it again.

Rook – I feel like if Rook gets butt-smacked, he pretty much allowed it, because he would’ve noticed that there is someone lurking in the shadows and watching him. He is a hunter, so he knows how this game works. But he’ll still act surprised and compliment Lilia’s hunting style, thus ruining his desire to prank Rook ever again lol

Epel – his reaction would be so delightful to Lilia. The cute squeal, the jump, the angry blast of unfamiliar swear-words, the realisation that he’s just yelled at Lilia of all people, the innocent eyelash flap, the puppy eyes… such a wide range of emotions. Epel also wouldn’t get over the butt-smack easily, replaying the whole thing in his head over and over again, getting both quietly angry and kind of shy about it. There is a certain fun-loving bone in Epel’s body that got tickled by Lilia doing that.

Idia – one of the butt-smacks that I actually drew lol Idia’s classic: a “HIEEEE-!“. He might rant about how childish it is afterwards, or he might actually be so shocked that he won’t say anything. In any case, he’ll actually enjoy both physical and emotional aspects of this whole thing. But he absolutely won’t admit it.

Ortho – his radar is too strong, so just like with Rook, if Ortho gets smacked, he allowed it. He would probably be nonchalant about it, because it’s not like he feels anything (I don’t think Lilia would even go for him lol), but he might try to act surprised.

Silver – drew this one too! He is almost scarily nonchalant about it, because he is so used to it, but it’s not impossible for Lilia to spook him with a butt-smack and even wake him up when he’s falling asleep while standing. Lilia’s smacks are possibly even kind of comforting to him sometimes, which is…eh…

Sebek – his reaction is similar to Jack’s, but kind of more dramatic lol Even a little bit too dramatic, so Lilia doesn’t usually tease him with butt-smacks.

Malleus – drew this one too~ he is the reason we got this ask hehehe. But Malleus was never spanked by Lilia even as a kid, and even though he would’ve hated that if it had happened, now that he sees that this is Lilia being playful, he really feels left out. Well, he won’t feel left out for long!

#replies #headcanons

[minthara]

really long personal answer to an anon i got. trigger warnings in the tags.

First of all i wanna apologise to everyone who follows me for the last few days lmao, but i feel like if i dont post about it im literally gonna kill myself. I need somewhere to write down my thoughts because i feel bad always going to the same 2 friends i still have and complain about the same situation again and again about a dude they dont even know that well.

Thank you so much for ur message really, and sorry if im gonna take it as another excuse to write down all my thoughts, but i think it will really help me.

So the pathetic thing. I didnt ever post about this and in real life i think only like. 3 people knew. But after we broke up i begged him for months to take me back. It really was pathetic. And when he called me pathetic i think he was just very very hurt, because that was the second time i broke up with him (just a few weeks ago). It was in the sense of me begging him for so long just to break up again a few months later. I feel fucking stupid even writing this. I spent about 10k euros trying to get away from him, it fucked up my life so massively that i lost a job i really loved over it.

And now my new job is about 5 minutes away from our old apartment and i think thats a huge reason why i cant get over it. Every day i walk past restaurants, the supermarkets, anything we went to together. I had to buy snacks for work today and just burst into tears in the fucking supermarket because we used to go there together. The people at work are always so appreciative bc i know the area so well but they dont know how much it fucking hurts me and its so stupid like. Should i just avoid that part of town forever??? No fucking get over it bitch like wtf its a fucking supermarket.

And it also hurts because i know i wasnt always perfect and there were many times i was super mean to him. But at a point i couldnt deal with his ADHD anymore and that sounds so shitty but im a super organised person to the point where sometimes i wonder if thers anything ocd related but i dont think so. In my head i swap between i have ocd, i have adhd, i have borderline, i have autism  - i have no idea whats wrong with me, but the way i feel cant be normal. I know this because the way i behave isnt normal, i know i can come across as really strange, i cant judge social situations well and often dont know how to behave. But i constantly criticised him for symptoms of his mental illnesss.

But i never physically hurt him, and that was the last straw for me, why i left. I dont know how u can do that to a person you love.

And im just mourning the life i thought i was going to have so, so, so much. I know on tumblr ppl somehow think youre brainwashed when you want a traditional marriage and kids and stuff, but i really thought that was going to happen in the next 2 / 3 years, thats how i planned my life since i was fucking 21 and i met him. And now im almost 27, and i cant even go on dates because i cannot bear talking to new people because all i want is a clone of him but better.

I know i will look back at this and think “u cried about THAT guy???” in a few years, because thats how its always been in my life lol (except for one relationship, but were still really really best friends). I always think afterwards i will never love someone that much again. But it hits so much harder because it was such a serious relationship lol i really wanted to marry him. Sobs lol.

#asks #anonymous #abuse cw #suicide cw #i feel so much better after writing this down lol #blondshell salad on repeat if u know u know

[blue-jisungs]

for the ask game !! <3

may I request prompt #1, #16, and #32 for dialogue, and #6, #8, and #31 for action? 🤩

and finally for the member 😭 fuck I need to decide uHM whodoesthisfit-

vernon from svt? :D

mepickingoneofmybiaseshowpredictable-

anyway lmao, I hope you have a lot of fun with this! I think these prompts go rly well together so I'm excited to see what you come up with! love you lots 💗

and finallyyyyyyy

CONGRATS ON 2K OMG!!! That's such an exciting number to reach :D you deserve it sm <3 I'm glad I could be here for it ❤️

small accident

a/n. AAAH FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU SM FOR SUCH KINDS WORDS!!! IM GLAD YOU ARE A PART OF MY SMALL BUT GROWING TUMBLR JOURNEY AS WELL!!!! :') i hope you enjoy what ive written - i have to admit, i got excited for the propmts you requested but then i had a problem how to put it together LMAO also hooray first ask gone!! FEELING GREAT B)

warnings. cursing, blood, mention of punching someone and death (?)

"i swear, my knees will fall off. no, my legs as a whole actually"

vernon smiled softly upon hearing your voice from behind the wall and put down the book he was reading.

"thank you for walking me home, guys but i'll get going. i'm exhausted and sore" your laugh made vernon smile and he stood up, getting ready to greet you.

"understandable. sorry again fot the-" seokmin wanted to apologise but you must have cut him off somehow (probably shaking your head, vernon thought, just like you always do when someone is overreacting in your opinion)

"and thank you for going out with us!" mingyu added.

"yeah! we should do it again soon!" hoshi announced energetically "wait, let me help you with the door..."

"we definitely should. good night, guys!" the door opened and your voice was loud and clear now. vernon saw a glimpse of hosi doing the horanghae pose instead of waving, which caused you in giggling.

you closed the door and faced vernon with a warm smile. he frowned upon noticing how pale you were but ignored it and closed you in a bear hug, placing a soft kiss on top of your head.

"how was the trip?" he hummed, leaning away. you blinked slowly and nodded, letting go just to take off your shoes. your boyfriend turned around and walked up to the teapot, with intention of boiling the water to make you tea.

"i thought i'm gonna die from laughter-" you scoffed, shaking your head. suddenly you felt silent, voice dying in your throat. vernon turned back and his eyes widened upon seeing the blood on your hands.

you frowned and stood in place, completely frozen.

"shit, wait… i’ll patch you up" vernon spoke up, making you snap back to reality "what happened?"

you let him guide you to the sink and wash off the blood while he looked at you concerned. you sighed, shaking your head.

"the wounds must have opened. it was just some scratches so i guess when i was taking off my shoes, they opened" you explained. vernon dried your hands gently with a paper towel and realised that the inner side of your hands were covered in several, small cuts.

"i see. but it doesn't explain how you hot them in the first place, love" he chuckled and placed you on top of the countertop, then moved to grab bandages.

when you didn't answer, vernon looked up at you with a soft smile. and yet, he managed to sound quite threatening:

"who do i need to punch?"

you scoffed and focused on his own hands as he tenderly started putting the bandages on your cuts.

"no one... it was a small accident! mingyu may or may have not tripped and fell onto me... and i fell onto the ground. but it was stupid of me to you know, put my hands in front. so i just fell onto asphalt with my bare hands" you mumbled.

vernon just put his lips into a tight line, nodding his head. the whole day of walking up the mountains and parks was starting to set in as you fought a yawn. but watching him, his concerned and focused face, made your heart skip a bit.

in a blink of an eye he was done with your hands and his own, gentle and big, moved onto your face, cupping it. the action took you aback and certainly washed away the tiredness for a moment.

"what?" you whispered. vernon's chocolate irises scanned your face slowly but carefully.

"i'm just checking if you don't have any other... cuts" he hummed, looking up into your eyes. you grinned, letting out a small scoff.

your eyes fell down to look at his plush, soft lips and...

"you're staring again" vernon spoke up suddenly, making you frown. your face was still trapped between his gentle hands and you swore you could feel yourself heating up from the comment.

"again?" you asked and he hummed, playful smile appearing across his face.

"i could feel your gaze burning through my skull earlier, dumbass" he said and rose his eyebrows "oh?"

you wanted too ask what is it but his thumb gently brushed against the corner of your lips, wiping something.

"i had something there?" you asked, genuinely confused.

vernon leaned in, placing a tender kiss on your lips. blood rushed to your face, still cupped in his hands, and you decided to place your bandaged hands on his arms. you barely managed to kiss him back when he leaned away with a sly smile.

"oh, it was just a small accident" he hummed, taking off his hands from your face to admire the blush that formed on your cheeks (caused by him, of course) "no but for real, your lips just looked empty"

"choi hansol i swear you will be the death of mine" you laughed, shaking your head. he just shrugged nonchalantly and helped you leave the countertop.

"i know. now let's get you to bed, you must be tired" vernon placed another, gentle kiss on your temple.

[ masterlist <3 ]

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#seventeen fluff #svt fluff #blue jisungs's ask game #svt hip hop unit #svt vernon #vernon fluff #choi hansol #svt scenarios #svt imagines #svt reactions #vernon x y/n #vernon x you #vernon x reader #svt soft hours

[true-blue-sonic]

(I didn't see it, I was asleep) but I would like you to looking into the lawlessness of I need rings, Tails has rings, STEAL FROM HIM

I love that scene so much because Silver is SO rude, lmao XD

So for people who don't know, Silver's powers exhaust themselves at one point in Rivals 2 (which afaik is the only time in any of the games wherein we truly see them be exhausted to the point he notes he can barely move; another moment is his Sonic Channel story) and he needs rings to power himself back up (also the only time that is brought up, afaik!). And thus, instead of asking for help from the other three parties running around, he and Espio... rob Tails and Sonic, respectively. Espio is the one who came up with this idea:

Espio: Silver. Looks like we might have our work cut out for us. Sonic and Tails are also collecting Rings. Let's cut them off, then take the Rings from them afterward! I'll go after Sonic.

And like, in Es' defense, he does apologise to Sonic for it:

Espio: Sorry Sonic, but I need those Rings. Sonic: Espio! When did you...? Espio: I'll take those Rings! Sonic: What? Hey, give those back!

Contrast that to Silver, who... well.😅

So yeah, Silver comes waltzing right in, makes fun of Tails, somehow manages to rob him despite saying he can 'barely move' (though that does not stop him from traversing through a level beforehand or doing a Rival fight afterwards), and clearly doesn't give the rings back because after the boss fight he tells Espio his strength is returning. But overall, it appears that Silver does not seem to care Tails and Sonic are collecting those rings for someone else, which he knows; he's happy to intercept and insult Tails while he's at it. I find it an intriguing angle to take, myself. As far as I am aware, none of the games truly touch on characters really stealing things from each other, except for the Chaos Emeralds between them, information, and the occasional person or Chao (aka kidnapping) from Eggman's side. This specific plot point also goes nowhere afterwards: Sonic wonders where 'those thieves' went in his own storymode, but nobody ever brings it up again, nor does Silver apologise. At most, Sonic brushes him off when Silver reappears stating they should talk to "Eggman" first at the boss fight, which I would say is fair enough.

I wonder if Silver would have come up with the idea of robbing someone else for rings if Espio had not proposed it. Espio likely is more well-versed in the world of robbery because he is a detective, so I assume things like that are par for the course for him. Though, it does clash with his whole Honourable Ninja stick, I do feel like. But as for Silver... I mean, I think he might have taken it into consideration as a quick fix for his problems. And he clearly doesn't mind, haha. This is also the first time he and Tails talk ("talk"), from what I can see, which might have influenced his callousness compared to Espio's more apologetic approach as well? It's unfortunate that no other game touches upon Silver stealing things from other characters, as far as I am aware; at most, we know from '06 that he has no issue infiltrating forbidden areas with security in front of it. I feel that Silver as he is now, with a solid friendship with most characters, would be far more likely to ask them for help instead. In TSR he always remains civil with them and reaches out to them multiple times, for example. So I think the best conclusion I can make of this is that Silver in the Rivals games is just a Rude Boi, and also the fact that he doesn't know Sonic and friends very well might have influenced the way he tackled it (which is unapologetically). But it gave us one of the funniest lines in the game, in my personal opinion, and I furthermore feel it does fit with Silver's black-and-white 'me (and Espio) vs. them' mentality, so I don't mind too much.

#silver the hedgehog #espio the chameleon #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #sonic rivals 2 #imagine getting robbed while someone makes fun of you for being small on top

[aq2003]

you’re so right! and the bit about companion writing or the lack thereof rather lmao. you’re telling me this all happened while rose was just standing off to the side. you think ten would run off and just abandon the companion who he’s incredibly attached to and desperately doesn’t want to lose just cause “reinette and him are equals cause they’re both educated and also she is rich” or whatever bullshit from that bts was. what the hell. i deeply dislike that. it positions rose as somehow lesser for her background and completely ignores rose’s role as a companion and the things she has done to help the doctor himself and others. oh, so she should just be thrown away because she’s not “his match” or a super smart time lord? ten doesn’t give a shit about that. do you know nothing moffat. why are you so insistent on throwing everything down the drain? there is this character that loves so strongly and deeply and you go lol! no. rich french girl

it’s not even a good emotional payoff. yes she died. that’s so sad but we don’t know this character. we just met her. as a child. .and now they have deep love? i’m not buying it. you just made a weird and uncomfortable episode.

also..why do you sit down and go oh i will write an episode where the doctor meets a girl and then in the future she’s madly in love with him! and then you have people saying that it’s not creepy at all like what. i apologise for bringing this up again but gitf truly upsets me so much and that episode should burn. its so bad

god literally all of this. and atp i feel like the empty child/the doctor dances being that good was sort of an accident bc how are you gonna write nine and rose without understanding that rose's importance is not in spite of her background it's because of it. the doctor should not give a fuck about someone being their intellectual equal because they would become an infinitely less interesting character otherwise. painting them as inherently aristocratic or of a higher "rank" somehow rather than as an outcast from that society that feels more belonging on earth is! certainly!! a choice!!! (i have beef w the caretaker in twelve's run for many many reasons and a couple of them are bc of this).

the resolution to gitf is so fucking stupid too bc why the hell can't you use your actual fucking time machine to travel to a time when she's not dead and see her again. i can't even say this episode is well constructed bc it fails on its most important emotional beat. it is the only one in ten's whole run where i cannot think of any explanation to justify why he's acting like that. he is so ooc and it is so out of place in his arc and WHY is it so popular have you all lost your minds. it has a luxury of being placed so early in s2, like it had the potential to do some very interesting character work with ten and rose, but instead it drove itself off a cliff and went against what was already established in like. the first 4 episodes of ten era. that should be a record or something

#dr who #10 era #girl in the fireplace hater forever until i fucking die

[tadpolesonalgae]

hello, just one of ur avid CBMTHY fans here :)

i think a really satisfying development in terms of azriel x reader would be that eventually az and reader are starting to get a long and even get to a flirty stage? but at some point when az seriously starts to like her and suggests the idea of going further reader just straight up doesn't believe him. not even in an upset way, she just nonchalantly brushes it off and says something like "i don't think you actually mean that lol". kinda like how she laughed when she fully thought azriel was making a joke when he said she was also part of the "inner circle family" bc that just seemed like an unfathomable idea to her.

because as much as things can get better between them i think the baggage from the convos they had back from part 1-3 will still linger & should get hashed out. also i think the angst that'll ensue from azriel getting denied his feelings but he can't even blame her for it because he's the reason she can't believe the possibility of him liking her ("if you were half the female elain was", "you are proving to be a burden", etc etc and the list goes on goddamn az 😭😭) will be so 🤌 delicious. like, it's an azriel x reader fic so they'll have to make up somehow eventually. and i think it's only fair to make that process as grovelling and angsty for azriel LMAO

‘that eventually az and reader are starting to get a long and even get to a flirty stage?’

Logically, that stage will happen at some point, since they will get together but it’s so far in the distance honestly I’m struggling to comprehend it? 🫣

There’s going to be a point where Az might be the one dropping the hints and reader is just so genuinely confused and slightly disbelieving 😭

‘i think the baggage from the convos they had back from part 1-3 will still linger & should get hashed out.’

I mean, reader literally forgave him in Part 6 the second he showed even the tiniest sliver or remorse, so she isn’t concerned about any of the bs he’s said so far 🫣😬

Either way, if Azriel ends up genuinely falling in love with her, he’ll give her the apology she deserves, even if she doesn’t feel that it’s necessary 🧡💛

‘and i think it's only fair to make that process as grovelling and angsty for azriel LMAO’

Yeah, I think unless reader’s problems are resolved, she won’t accept any apologising or grovelling Az might do? Hopefully it’ll be fun to see how Azriel reacts to her dismissing his points?

Would he insist that he’s done something wrong and needs to make up for it, or would be make it easier for himself (and reader, in a way) and allow things to move forward?

It’s all so far off it’s strange to think about 😭

#anons <3 #CBMTHY

[positivityforlesbians]

HUGE apologies if this disrespectful to ask but I'm rly struggling and every other blog is too trans centric to give me anything worthwhile.

So basically I'm a trans guy in love with a cis lesbian and I don't know what to lmao. She's so great, I love her music taste, voice, opinions, and her passion but I truly identity as a guy (even had top surgery) so I know that conflicts with her sexuality. In your lesbian opinion, what should I do? I rly don't want to loose our friendship

Don't apologise anon, that's a legitimate question here ! Trans men attracted to women didn't shy away from sending asks before but this one specific question might be a first, so I'm glad to answer !

Love is amazing and I can understand what you feel for this woman, the butterflies, hope for a future together, everything. Lesbians are exclusively same-sex attracted, this means that technically we can be into trans men, based on the fact that you and us have the same type of genitalia, but it's also not that simple. Each lesbian won't have the same level of comfort around the idea of dating a trans man though, some would, some absolutely wouldn't because they search for a visibly lesbian relationship with both partners happy in the fact that they're women (not always so much the expectations that come with it) and I will say it, especially now that we are pushed into changing our sexual orientation label when dating someone who doesn't identify as a woman (while being born a girl).

So applying this to your situation, try to know your crush better, would she date a trans guy ? Then again there's subtleties, like where you are in your transition. Someone could date a trans man early in their transition still looking androgynous (and you have to accept that for what it is) and not one who is 5 years in and looking absolutely stealth. This is why it's important to know where she stands. I want to emphasise on one important thing however : dating someone who is born a girl wouldn't conflict with her sexual orientation, it would conflict with how you perceive yourself. In the possibility that you date her, you cannot morally make her stop identifying as a lesbian, if she does that's to accommodate you and not because she is somehow not a lesbian anymore, which would be terribly selfish to demand. So really, cherish this friendship for now because there's essential answers you need to get before trying your chance with her.

Top surgery is not that much of a barrier in the lesbian dating scene to be honest, it's "truly identifying as a guy" that is obviously more of an incompatibility. Something to be aware of when transitioning, and that is a subject in lesbian spaces since our communities are so linked, is that you will inevitably create distance with women. This naturally applies to dating lesbians. The possibility is there but your chances are thinner. No matter what, I wish you the best in your dating life anon, if not her, another woman will take your heart. Xx

#anonymous #my answers #lesbian safe #trans men #dating #lesbian advices

[fabeong]

Last Lines Tag

Thank you to the wonderful @argisthebulwark for the tag! I'm also in-between about 4 WIPs at the moment so I'm going to pluck the best suited quotes from a variety of them. Most fic writers I know on here have already been tagged, so I'm going to leave this as an open invitation - hop on this tag if you haven't had a chance yet!

A line from your fic that made you laugh (from Death and Glory) Somehow Florentius made it to the dining table and collapsed onto a bench, folding his arms on the softly worn wood and dropping his aching head to their embrace. “You look like shit.” “You know, I always thought there must be some reason Breton hospitality was so famed across Tamriel.” Florentius lifted his head and tried and failed miserably to scowl at his greeter. Across the table Celann smiled, wry and exasperated and fond all at once.

A line from your fic that made you sad (from A New Home) “You were only a child.” Ysolda couldn’t help it; looking at her sweet, kind, and bewildered wife all she could see was the stories she’d already heard of a young elf taught in everything from the way she’d been named, what she’d been permitted to eat, the restriction of her education and now to where she slept that she would never truly be valued as much as the children by blood. Ysolda hadn’t even realised that tears were pricking at her eyes until Daefi was suddenly before her, looking more distressed than ever as she cupped her wife’s face in her gentle, scarred hands.

A line from your fic you're proud of (from Dear Revyn. The line where I felt I'd finally nailed Ryesandeii's voice and eventual motivation) And so I am preparing myself to face this World-Eater. If all goes well he shall never return. Whether I shall is unclear to me. But I have run from my past and my fears for too long, and if there is even the slightest of chance that I may prevent the world from meeting a terrible end then even my meagre effort must suffice.

A line from your fic you think could've been better (from Dear Revyn - I think I actually cut this line from the published version. I wanted to show Ryesandeii not wanting Revyn to hold onto him if it was obvious he'd died, but it just ended up feeling too clunky) I can do little more but apologise for my persistent cowardice, if no longer in an apparent heroic destiny than in relationships, that I never could summon these word whilst with you. (...) In all irony however if this declaration pleases you I beg you again to forget it, in the event it becomes evident I have lost my life, as no thing as petty as my ghost should make an obstacle to your wonderful life.

A line from your fic that makes you want to punch a character (from Dear Ryesandeii. There's a reason I've installed a mod to make this fucker unessential.) “What d’you think you’re doing, grey-skin?” Rolff Stone-Fist spat in his face, one fist grabbing the front of Revyn’s shirt while the other came down hard. White-hot pain exploded on Revyn’s cheekbone and stars popped in his vision. Like some sickly, twisted, drunken wolf Stone-Fist was snarling. “Ought to teach you a lesson you won’t forget…”

A line from your fic that makes you go 'aww' (from Death and Glory. This bit is actually a flashback, Isran doesn't realise he's been pining for years lmao) The two sat in silence for a few more seconds before Florentius lowered his hands where they had been risen in prayer and smiled at Isran again, the sight taking his breath away more than the sunset ever could. “And besides, isn’t it beautiful?” Isran wasn’t looking at the sky. “Yes.”

A line from your fic that's full of symbolism (from Dear Ryesandeii) It had been weeks since Revyn received the letter, and yet he still turned it over in his hands. The yellowing page was curling at the edges now and the ink softly smudging, wearing down with each press of the Dunmer’s fingers whenever it wasn’t kept in the inner pocket of his jacket, close to his heart. He opened it several times a day if not more, tracing his narrow fingers over the halting, spider-like lettering as if doing so could summon its author.

A line from your fic that contains an easter egg (from Death and Glory) "Yes of course, and you are...?" Florentius trailed off, ensuring the smile stayed resolutely on his face as his gaze fell to the weapons at their sides. They were unlike any he'd seen before in Skyrim or Cyrodill, gleaming with a shimmer far more precious than steel or iron could achieve. "The Silver Hand!" The soldier on the left declared. Beneath the helm he wore his face was still chubby with youth and his heavily-accented voice fierce with adrenaline. "We just attacked Jorvas-" "We have just dealt a serious blow to the werewolf scourge in this land." The leader interrupted, cutting a stare like daggers towards his younger companion before looking back to Florentius. "And we intended to continue doing so. Did you see where that beast went?"

A line from your fic that's shocking (from Death and Glory.) But you don’t care enough, do you?” His voice had fallen from uncontrolled fury to a horribly hollow edge Isran recognised with the numb realisation that he had gone too far. Again. “You just want everyone to be as paranoid, as scared, as isolated as you are, and you drive everyone who’s ever cared about you away. If you keep up this way you will die as alone and as friendless as you’re determined to live, and I certainly won’t come back to bury you.” (Isran how much have you fucked up to the point a priest of Arkay refuses to bury you)

A line from your fic you want to talk about more (from Death and Glory) "It all happened before I knew you." Florentius sighed. "It was... a long time ago, and it would be easy to blame it on that, say I was young, say I was scared. Whatever it was, I… I ran away. I shoved my connection to Arkay deep down in my mind, snuck out from the priory at night, stole a horse from my grandfather’s stables and I ran.” Isran leant back, his mind reeling. "Why were you scared?" he ventured. Florentius chuckled, the sound bitter and somewhat hollow but it was better than nothing. “Let’s see. I was thirteen years old with the god of death talking in my head, Isran, you take a guess. I suppose I was beginning to realise what it, what…all of this,” he gestured loosely around his head, “would mean for the rest of my life. For a life being close to death itself, being exposed to people at their most vulnerable and hurtful, being a target for those who see Arkay's realm as a challenge. For a life of being called a madman, amongst other things." (ugh I could talk for hours at how fascinating Florentius is, and how it must have been for him to live with this connection to Arkay from a young age, knowing as he grew up that whatever gifts it brought him it would also create an irreversible distance from others.)

#skyrim #First line tag #current wip

[neodarkdark]

What belief / moral / personality trait do they stand by that you (mun) personally don’t agree with?

( i’d assume probably alot but yk )

Weirdly Specific Headcanon Questions

uhhHHHhhhh yeah there are Various Things LOL

There are the obvious ones like being murder is ok <3 but I think that's a probably pretty standard thing for Morally Grey Characters. So actually I'd rather highlight Svern being an unpleasant person to know, and shitty to people who could/would be called his friends

This one I guess falls under Moral Things with Personality thrown in

Shitty as in: antagonising and trying to get under the skin of "friends", trying to get reactions out of them by doing anything from stealing to arguing to messing with their living spaces or possessions (obviously without any kind of permission) and anything else he thinks of, setting them up for embarrassing or unpleasant situations, accepting but not returning favours/care, not caring if they get hurt unless it's Serious (and then this being more because he finds it personally disagreeable to Himself rather than out of him Caring For Them in the ideal sense)

Being smug and condescending to them, which he somehow does even though he clowns off enough that it doesn't seem like he should be allowed to. Toying with feelings if given the chance, one friend he led along about a fake date thing (it started as a joke but then they got flustered so he wouldn't let it go), then pretended the exchange never happened, gaslit them about it, only to repeat the exact same spiel later

Etc.

And not feeling bad about it, he will never apologise for any of it

I would not do these things LMAO and irl I would certainly not recommend staying friends with someone who does

#who's that knocking at your door? (inbox) #longerhuman #boredom is so terrible like a dread disease (headcanon) #list of reasons not to be friends with svern as long as my arm #every time someone gets attached to him i'm like Ok. Terrible Decision Really

[starleska]

hi hi hi!! don't worry about taking a bit to respond- i got sick earlier this week which is why i didn't send in anything else for a bit either ^^!! and i am glad to see you back after taking a bit of a break, i hope things will contine uphill from here <3!! lastly i hope i didn't make you uncomfy sending you a dm, but it was the only way i could send a clip of the king candy video TT!! either way, would love to hear ur thoughts on his voice HAHA

capitalists hitting different <33 i have an unhealthy amount of ideas about flintheart glomgold, funniest part being is that he's still completely insufferable and also a total creep LMAO gyro gearloose is soooo gooood though, very valid taste! he's just so MEAN and i get that that's the point but STILL HAHAHAHHAHA u should totally rewatch it it's soooo much fun!!! and lemme know if/when you do :')!

!! the dark path you mention is so interesting!!! the losing touch with their sanity part oooo… i think king candy actually wouldn't feel as bad about being the cause of that because it's making you pay more attention to him :')! and especially when you look up things online and you just can't find ANYTHING about this guy ANYWHERE no matter how hard you look, it just kind of pushes you deeper down the rabbithole- and just weekly visits turning into daily and <33 im thinking of you somehow hiding (maybe in the bathroom or something?) and so staying behind closing hours and actually being able to see characters doing Closing Hours things and you just become convinced you've completely lost it LMAO would give u the opportunity to have a direct conversation with him though! if i do end up making a b log i will let you know :') im a bit nervous to cuz when i look in selfship tags i mostly see really sweet n wholesome stuff while i quite have a preference for yandere and stuff like it haha

it's just because i loved the original so much that i was disappointed in the sequel </3!! oh well, that's how it often is. im kinda hoping we'll see some of the characters in something like the new dreamlight valley game cuz i think sugar rush's natural environment would be pretty cool to see in there :')

i'm just glad you've been enjoying chatting <33!! awww you don't have to apologise for being a monolingual /lh HAHA i'm also just a person that's particularly fascinated with linguistics and languages, considering im studying stuff like that n wanna do a master in professional translation lolol again, would love to hear ur thoughts on it! the translation is pretty faithful so i don't have much to say abt that specifically - sweet anon

aww noo!! i'm so sorry you were sick sweet anon, are you feeling better now? 💔 and thank you very much - i desperately needed that break and am doing much better now, thank you 💖 i know we've chatted since you sent this ask but please know i'm never comfy with DMs! as long as they're not like…hateful or overly familiar, i'll always let you know if i'm uncomfortable 😂 his voice is wonderful!!

you get it!! i'm always down to hear about terrible capitalists, especially when they're extra creepy 😉 GOD thank you for not judging me…i think my tastes have gotten a little more unconventional over the years, but Gyro's a classic dreadful nerd 🥰

aww yes yes yes!!! you slowly losing contact with your real life and becoming totally immersed in the game, people irl are wondering what's happened to you, and you feel like you need to get help…ahh, i get what you mean about being nervous!! i'm quite picky with who i engage with in the selfship fandom because there can be a lot of aggression over what people enjoy. i'm a big yandere fan myself, and need you to know there's no judgement here!! just have fun 🥰

i'll finish off the rest of the ask in DMs!! thanks so much for sending this in, it's very sweet of you - no pun intended 😭😭

#starleskasks

[steelycunt]

feeling very validated re: your regulus opinions. i think the timothee chalamet fancast was a factor in the fact so many ppl started to like him and it is!!! completely understandable!!! but also i know Nothing about the kid how am i supposed to get attached to him lmao idk some of his characterization are rly interesting but also guys. he’s not ur little mew mew. he did join a fascist group 😬 i rly dislike ppl stripping morally grey character of their bad traits to make them more likeable

(and oh well sorry for the rant. hope u have an amazing day!!!)

i definitely feel a similar way. i think the stripping characters of their flaws and bad traits is a real recurring thing, to be honest. i see it just as much with sirius—a reluctancy to admit that some of his actions (the prank the prank the prank) are downright cruel, and spiteful, and violent. its okay to acknowledge that he has the capacity to be those things, and it doesn’t mean you can’t like him. he is a fictional character. if anything, sirius having such flaws is why he interests me (and so i can understand a similar deal with regulus, even if i don’t feel it myself) and an attempt to erase that and then somehow reconcile a faultless, morally perfect sirius with the fact that things like the prank did happen becomes impossible. he’s got to be a cunt sometimes, just like most characters have flaws that can’t be dismissed without doing away with fundamental aspects of who they are. especially when you have as little real information to go off as you do with regulus. that doesn’t mean he didn’t have good traits—case and point, he defects and sacrifices himself as a literal teenager—but it’s also not something i think should be swept aside when considering his character. sorry i hijacked your ask to talk about sirius!! everything hp related really does come back to r/s with me i apologise xx

#anon #telegram #the brothers black #anon you’re going to get me in trouble but. I don’t disagree :/ #again like whichever characters you want!! liking a morally grey character is fine!! im doing it!! but like. he IS morally grey. #he WAS a death eater. that’s just. like that’s a pretty big part of his canon character #and I know there’s so many factors at play there but. nothing there cancels out that fact yknow haha #anyway!! im off to bed goodnight everyone xx

[blaisenova]

the way you’re reacting tells me enough about how you really feel. never did i say i knew you personally. nor did i say it was on tumblr. you won’t get to know why i’m here or why i message you. oh, and i *know* you had hateful intentions. i could quote you if i wanted to but i won’t. you can joke all you want but the extent of your actions nearly cost someone’s life. and if you don’t remember the things you said, that shows a lot about your character.

i’m not messaging you on my behalf. if the person i am talking to found out, he’d probably kill me. but i think you deserve to hear this from someone.

if anyone should be hoping, it should be you. maybe someday you’ll get better and stop hurting people online.

say whatever you want about me, i don’t care. in the end, you don’t know me. but i know you. and that’s how it will always stay. keep pining for my attention sicko, you’re revolting

"pining for your attention," says the one that's insulting me just for shits and giggles XD

seriously, i don't know what you think you're accomplishing by doing this. you won't tell me what i supposedly did, you won't tell me who i hurt, you won't "quote me" because you don't "want to," and you're hiding behind anonymity. if it seriously gives you any joy to call me names and taunt me, then you're no better than you claim i am.

i have directly said multiple times now that i would love to hear what i've done wrong so that i can properly apologise and improve, and you're the one that refuses to give me the opportunity to. that says infinitely more about you than it says about me. sorry i don't remember this very vague thing that you refuse to elaborate on? you're not exactly giving me a lot to work with.

if i'm genuinely so revolting to you and you're so disgusted with the idea of speaking to me that you would literally rather die, then leave me alone? YOU'RE the one that reached out to ME. don't act like i'm begging for your attention when all i've been doing is trying to figure out what the hell you're talking about because YOU decided to send me a cryptic message in the first place. if the person i've supposedly hurt doesn't want you to talk to me, and YOU don't want to talk to me, then why are you here?

i don't even know what it is that i "deserve to hear from someone" because you won't tell me what i did. how am i supposed to know if i deserve it? you're just telling me over and over that i'm a shit person and that i'm guilty of some sort of horrible shit, but you won't tell me why or what. it doesn't affect me. it's like some random stranger on the street telling me i'm awful. like, okay, you don't know me, so i don't care what you think of me. if said stranger came up to me and said i was awful and then bothered to tell me WHY, i'm sure it would have a bit more effect.

and to answer your other insulting ask about my life supposedly revolving around a screen and yours not: again, YOU are the one that reached out to ME. YOU are pining for MY attention, and YOU decided that harassing me on the internet over something you won't elaborate on is somehow a totally good and normal thing to do. feels pretty chronically online to me. why don't you make a twitter post while you're at it. cancel me or something LOL.

if you REALLY cared about your friend and their wishes, you wouldn't contact me like they clearly don't want you to. and if you REALLY wanted to do anything to "prevent this from happening to someone else," you would tell me what the fuck i need to stop doing. "stop hurting people on the internet" and "karma will get you for what you did to him" are two INCREDIBLY vague sentiments, especially when i have NO idea who you are. again, you're not giving me much to work with.

not really sure how "the way i'm reacting" says anything about how i really feel considering i don't know what the fuck i'm even reacting to other than vague threats and harassment LMAO. i'd be the first person to admit that i'm not perfect and that i've made mistakes, and i'm constantly trying to improve as a person because that's what you do in life if you want to be a decent person. maybe i'm not there yet, but i'm trying and, to me, that counts for something.

if you want me to get better so badly, tell me what i did. if you can't even tell me that, then i'm just going to write this off as baseless bullying for shits and giggles - because anon on tumblr makes it easy - and then i'm going to move on with my life.

if this is where our interactions end, i really hope you get better, too. harbouring this much anger towards someone you apparently don't even know personally can't be easy, especially when you're not getting the reaction you're hoping for. i genuinely hope you and your friend, whoever the hell you two are, can find peace. you deserve it, regardless of how you find entertainment online <3

if this isn't where our interactions end, i hope i can have an at all productive conversation with you. i would genuinely love to improve, if you should give me the opportunity to do so :)

#blaise rambles #creepy anon <3 #they return!!

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

Given that sometimes these things (egg deaths) will be unscripted, a situation like this has a chance of happening again, but I don’t think you can “accuse” (I know that’s not what you’re doing but I can think of a better word) them of creating pointless angst because of it? Like, this is not planned or anything, it’s just how things happened, it’s not like anyone is behind the scenes planning for this just to make the viewers/CCs sad

And the egg arc was always going to include some accidental deaths given how fragile they made these things, but like, while you can be sad about that, i think it’s unfair to somehow project bad intentions on the admin or assume they’re being irresponsible with it (and again I know you’re not actively saying they’re being malicious, but y’know, it just feels like you’re conflating you being upset about what happened – totally valid – and jumping to the SMP necessarily being harmful to everyone involved)

Also I think the CCs & the admins are very capable of talking to each other behind the scenes if they become too emotionally distressed by this, and they’d def not be talking about these situations in public in a humorous manner (see Jaiden’s tweet, which, while dramatic on the surface, is probably something she wouldn’t post if she was actually badly upset because surely she knows public response would make it worse lol)

i don’t know how you’re getting bad intentions out of what I say? my worry isn’t about that I’m just worried things might get too far in a way that’s actually distressing, which wouldn’t be the fault of anyone but it’s not something I’d be comfortable with. the thing i'm worried about isn’t accidental deaths like bobbies, it’s stuff like the code entity. this was more brought upon by people taking this to say x egg should actively be killed off, hence why it had a “qsmp critical i guess” tag. it was mostly brought about bc of some weird takes i saw, though also a level of concern with possible issues in the future. i wasn’t super clear and i apologise about that, but i don’t think anyone has done anything wrong. i'm just worried about the potential for things to get a bit too real in a way that might be distressing, and about people who are taking the situation to suggest that eggs should be dropping like flies and be actively killed lmao