#i feel like ive been on this hellsite for too long

[edsbacktattoo]

hi lets show some love for our mutuals. tag your favorite mutuals and tell them why you love them

oooh bet u thought i forgot about u anon. i didn’t. i’ve been here. scheming and plotting. and i am soooo full of love to give. hold onto your hats

i’m putting the gushing under a cut because this post is getting too long haha whoopsie

@tisziny my darling beloved and dearly cherished friend. one of the first people to reach out to me and i am eternally grateful for their wonderful heart and friendship. my sweetest cheese! 🧀 an incredibly skilled writer and artist who i sincerely admire <3 not enough words to describe my love for them tbh

@skysofrey kaitlin my beautiful and cherished friend and wife. we were cut of the same cloth and then separated at birth but we defied to odds and joined forces anyway! so insightful and kind and sweet and hilarious and overall wonderful (and also sooooo pretty have u guys seen my wife she’s sooooo pretty wtf) 🖤💜❤️

@blackbeardskneebrace miles blackbeardskneebrace the absolute marvel that you are <3 so incredibly nice and extraordinarily talented! every time they post art it adds 100000 years to my lifespan and puts tears in my eyes. genuinely astounding

@blakbonnet despite the angst and antagonising me for Ed’s beard, i will always love Meow with my whole chest. and she can do it all!!! she writes, makes art, makes gifs! she’s even funny and smart and hot and NICE! save some for the rest of us babe come on <3

@gentlebeard ohhhh my sweet wonderful Ella (now with a new and improved url!) so incredibly kind and friendly! always willing for a hot makeout session in the bathroom and will gladly kill someone to defend your honour (i’ve seen her do it). makes edits that make you laugh and then WHABAM!! another that makes you feel like your lungs are being pulled out. love you ella <3

@snake-snack-stede we all know that olivia is the funniest mfer on this whole idiot website. it’s literally not even a contest. but did you guys know she’s also extraordinarily talented? she makes art and animates and makes edits that are gorgeous to look at. also i’m in love with her. she’s the sweetest candy apple at the fair and i’m a snot-nosed kid with an appetite.

@flightoftheconnie sex on legs. i become hot and flustered and feint when i think of her. makes me blush and giggle and kick my feet and she’s funny and smart and hot enough to be in a gallery but she’s here with us instead. give her kisses or die by my sword

@bizarrelittlemew we may not talk often but goodness gracious do i adore you 🥹 my god you’re hilarious and you make some of the most gorgeous gifs ive ever put my gay little eyes on. and yet another blessing to the world of ofmd fanfic <3

@saltpepperbeard JODI!!!!!! if jodi has a billion fans i’m one of them. if she has 100 fans i’m one of them. if Jodi has 0 fans then i’m dead. literally so sweet and kind and enthusiastic and an absolute treasure. and my GOODNESS can she write!! her work feels like a warm hug (just like her!)

@sherlockig literally too hot to be on the hellsite with us but we are so blessed to have her. an absolute TREASURE to this fandom and to anyone who knows her. the amount of lockscreens i’ve got that are just alexz screengrabs is absolutely insane. thank you for all your work i love you forever

@dickfuckk josh — a living breathing legend. any time you need a file? a link? an image? josh has got your back. one of the funniest people i’ve ever interacted with. also makes edits devastating enough to kill a man <3

@xoxoemynn Em my wonderful Cherub From Heaven!!! pure charm and grace, and one of the most enthusiastic and delightful people i’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. such an accomplished and skilled writer as well!

@vampirebutterflies my #1 date to the observatory and my partner in crime <33 so effortlessly funny and kind and has the best taste in music ever. every single song they’ve sent me has been an absolute banger and has been put in the frequent rotation (huge shoutout to Vacations)

@bunnyandthejets my dear and darling friend Bunny who is so incredibly kind and sweet. has been so vocally supportive and enthusiastic since we met and i’m so grateful to have her friendship and support. she’s also made me cackle like an insane person on enough occasions to be criminal.

@wearfinethingsalltoowell don’t let the angst fool you, Joy is actually wonderful and a ray of sunshine <3 i’m convinced she just enjoys causing us pain for fun. she’s creative and wonderful and the World’s Number One Olu Enjoyer (and therefore objectively correct)

@sassygwaine is one of those unabashedly kind souls who simply oozes love into everything they do and create. so genuine and resilient and smart!!! writes like an absolute dream too

@chocolatepot a complete sweetheart who was one of my first friends in this fandom, and who has been consistently friendly and supportive ever since. unwaveringly kind and nice. also her writing. oh my god. 😭 a huge inspiration to silly little me

@jellybeanium124 nina is so effortlessly hilarious. she’s had me giggling and twirling my hair on numerous occasions. she’s also full to the brim with good and correct takes. (also a Button’s truther and the world needs more of those.)

@awkward-fallen-angel heather is just soooo lovely!! another one of the people that’s been here since the very early days and i’m always so grateful for her insight and enthusiasm and the sheer joy she puts into everything.

@stedebonnets i mean this so sincerely and with my whole heart: Ara is one of the nicest and most loving people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. an absolute angel who drops in to consistently check on her friends and spread love and joy. we need more Ara’s in the world. also has one of the most beautiful ofmd tattoos i’ve ever seen <3

if you haven’t been included in this list, please know that i love you so so so dearly and that i genuinely am just a little bit stupid (on account of the short term memory issues lol). if you’re feeling left out, send me a message and i’ll say something sooo niceys about you 🥹 i love you all. thank you for being here. <3

#THIS IS LONG SORRY #ask #anon #💕✨

[uphirs-cringiest-worshipper]

hiiiiii tumblr people

been forever since ive actually used this hellsite but i thought id make myself a little personal blog so im not uh. lonely

my name’s marron, pronouns they/them. yknow. im a worshipper and student of Lord Uphir as you could have guessed from my url, ill interact with angel worshippers as long as you dont try to exorcise me or call angels to my home and shit. should be obvious but demon hunters and holy beings of boundless light DNI. also i think my posts might end up in a parallel dimension sometimes but feel free to interact if you’re not from my world!

more info under the funny cut [blog rules + OOC info]

In a world where the sun never rises, the demons of the moon descend.

Mankind is granted an ancient gift, and told to pray to the sky.

The surgeon’s disciple calls forth beasts with claws and teeth that rend,

And the moon illuminates a town where time passes peacefully by.

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Welcome to Unmoor, a small midwestern town in a world that is not our own. A world where working mothers summon demons to babysit their kids, teens play pranks using ancient blood magic, and everyone knows the catchy jingle for the local exorcism van. In this alternate dimension, “modern gothic” is taken to its extreme, and yet the horrors are seen as something completely normal. They’ve lived with it all their lives, anyway.

It is said that Earth used to exist under the glow of The Sun, the ever-watching eye of the Angels. However, after a primordial celestial war, the eye was closed and The Moon, the cold and desolate home of the Demons, took its throne in the sky. In the modern day, no one living knows how The Sun’s rays felt, and they’ve adjusted to a dark world filled with horrific beasts and magical forces beyond human comprehension.

Most humans practice at least a little bit of the dark arts, which manifests much more visibly in this world. Whether their power lies in blood, primordial tongues, alchemy, or a pact with a Demon, magic can be found in all walks of life and can be applied in many facets of daily life. Marron, the in-universe owner of the blog, specializes in demonic summoning and communing with dark entities, though their powers are enhanced by their devotion to the Demon Lord, Uphir.

Other than that, life on this darker Earth isn’t too different from our world, especially in the mundanities. As dark a reflection it may be, there is still social media and gas stations and taxes. Taxes are the darkest force of all.

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You don’t have to exist on the darker Earth to interact, but if you want to make your own character in this world, there aren’t too many rules. All powerful Demons and Angels, like Demon Lords or rulers (including Uphir himself who is reserved for me) aren’t allowed without permission to keep lore consistent. Lower demonic entities, angel drones, humans and semi-humans are allowed. If you have lore questions you can ask me, but I’ve left the lore kinda vague so people can expand on it organically! You don’t even have to live in Unmoor if you don’t want, you can invent another town or even country based on where you live. Please tag any posts from this world with “posts from moonlit earth”, and feel free to include “posts from unmoor/(where your character is from)”, and PLEASE accurately trigger warning your posts!!

Please do not interact if you’re homophobic, transphobic, queerphobic, ableist, racist, a sexual-focused blog, or you support any global genocide efforts. I won’t hesitate to use the report button.

#posts from moonlit earth #posts from unmoor #oc rp #roleplay #oc roleplay #in character #character blog #oc blog #unreality #tw unreality #tw unsettling #tw demons #tw horror #oc lore #lore #liminal #alternate universe #alternate reality #alternate timeline

[whenemmafallsinlove]

hi besties. i definitely planned to take a longer break than this, and didn't post that i was taking a break to be dramatic or anything (although i hope after so many years of blogging on this hellsite, y'all know me better than that)... but i finally logged on my computer to turn off anonymous asks and block all the hate anons and saw everything you guys have said to me. this is gonna be a long post so do the lil keep reading if ya care!

words cannot express how much all the dm's ive gotten, you guys have sent to briley for me, the asks, and the things you've said to kristin in my defense mean to me. i truly just cannot put it in words. i can't. this has been the darkest couple of weeks for me in this fandom - ever. truly. the hate started a couple of weeks ago over something completely unrelated and every day i thought it couldn't get worse and every day it has. i've told kristin and briley (my girlfriend) multiple times that i've had hate on tumblr before, but it truly does NOT compare to what i've had on twitter these past couple of days + the asks sent to me by twitter users thanks to the one person who pushed people to "be creative" in anon.

i'm doing my best to get back to each and every one of you personally. i'll be answering asks privately only to prevent clogging of the dashboard because i truly feel horrible that i've just been coming on here to bitch and moan about how this hate is affecting me. and i just don't want people to think i'm seeking attention, because i'm not.

it's been a hard year. some of you may remember my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer earlier this year. so that's been challenging (she's doing amazingly after her mastectomy though! it's just still. tricky to navigate.)

fandom was always my escape. even the occasional times we had drama on here.. it sucked, and then we all moved on, because by and large we are capable of nuance on this website. as a friend who i'm not sure if she would prefer to remain anonymous or not wisely advised me, twitter is incapable of nuance. i am hopeful i will feel safe enough to return there someday (and who knows, maybe i'll be popping in from time to time there too - i've received so much support there as well) but never in teh open capacity that i can be my nuanced self on here with you guys.

this site is special. you guys are special. i feel like a fucking drama queen and i'm sorry for all this shit. i love you guys. thanks for being my friends.

#txt #jesus what is wrong w me lol

[dnangelic]

TSUN! I HAVE SOME CHOICE WORDS TO SAY TO YOU!!!!

you are such an absolute delight to see on the dash and interact with, and that is no exaggeration! I adore all of your muses and even if i don’t know any of their respective medias, i learn about them through your writing and your metas and you talking about them and thats so fun to do!!! ITS ACTUALLY MY FAVORITE THING EVER! I appreciate you giving my dazai a chance despite not knowing bsd aswell as p much any of my other muses sknsksns you’ve been so sweet to me since we first became mutuals and i genuinely love seeing you around so much 😭 i see you on the dash and my day gets atleast 10% better without fail every single time. i hope u talk about your boys forever and ever . ITS SO FUN TO BUILD DYNAMICS WITH YOU!!! anyone is lucky to write with / plot with / interact with you i wont even lie and i genuinely believe that nsjsksnsjssn i appreciate that you show interest in so many of my muses it makes my heart so so so warm . I HOPE WE CAN CONTINUE WRITING NOVELS TOGETHER FOREVERRRRR even though i know im the one who owes you like 2829922 things ksnsksns DW AB THAT . I ALSO WANNA SAY about you writing dark and daisuke specifically i think its so good how much care you put into a series thats really old and like Ive genuinely put the manga on my reading list BECAUSE of the interest garnered from your writing !! SOLELY BECAUSE OF YOU ! u are an absolute angel ( … hehehehensnensn … bejbwnw … get it bc … bc …!2&2!/@/!/82 s hehehehe ) AND YOU ARE ALWAYS SO KIND TO ME and always so interactive and i can’t even beginnnnnnnnnnnnnn to properly articulate how much of a joy you are 2 interact with !!! wishing you and daisuke and dark and yan qing and all ur muses the best day ever . 🙌

OH MY GOOOOOOSH and to think i was sitting here at ur post like 'should i ask permission for nine asking for permission. what if nine doesn't wanna say anything. i hate feeling like im ever panhandling for a compliment. nine should be pouring soup into my lap and slapping dark + calling him a bitch so i can finally apologize but youuuuUUU YOUUUUU ALL THESE FEELINGS R SO MUTUAL!!! I LOVE SEEING U TALK!!! IT BRINGS ME SM JOY TO SEE U POST!!! even the most random stuff. doesn't matter if its long or short. literally dont even worry abt owing me stuff ur presence alone is also a DELIGHT ur fr like such a funny mut and person BUT UR ALSO SO GOOD AT UR MUSES TOO??? LIKE i could go on forever abt how much i respect ur dazai alone and how even if i don't know bsd canon that's probably for the best, bc ur now ur dazai is The canon dazai to me, but u also have like nine... billion... (hehehesbhgbssnsjkdj x2) MUSES ON UR MULTI THAT U ALSO FLAWLESSLY INVEST URSELF IN AND!! WOWWWW WHAT A MUN!!! genuinely im so glad i found u even in this hellsite and that i can just toddle around following u like this everywhere 🐥 every like i leave on ur post is me picking at it for crumbs like a pigeon in a city being tossed bread. keep tossing that bread for me please please. IM CRYING. IM WAILING!!!! BUT SINCE U BROUGHT UP READING DNANGEL LET ME ACTUALLY HELP U OUT TOO??

scans are like absolutely everywhere and most places have the godawful quality fan translations. u can and frankly probably should read the official eng which is available here. dnangel had a weird run where the eng was only licensed and translated up to book 13. 14 and 15 (and beyond) are fan translations, but there's exactly one chapter that's ALWAYS broken on any website you go to except this one. this site doesn't complete the series though so the last link you'd have to hop to is this one. but the entire series is only 20 volumes in total. you could speedread through it in like a day. it's short and sweet and i love it even with its flaws. why else would i b here writing dark n dai. anyways. point is. tysm. im holding u and all ur muses tight. i wont leave u!!!! im so glad i met u!!! uve done sm for me already and i wont forget it!!! MY SO TALENTED FRIEND!!!

#*･ﾟ⊰ ANSWERED. ⊱ #*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #longerhuman #WAAAA WAAAAA blows my nose into a tissue #lkjdkgj u should save those links btw #in order #they take you directly to where each last link/chapter leaves off! so no looking for the right one or anything #im always like 'PLEASE DON'T READ THE FAN TRANSLATIONS' at ppl bc those were like. when scanners were just being invented #and all the translations are insanely choppy or questionable #eng isn't word for word and loses some things but that's how it always is with translations sometimes LOOOL #plus i kno u want to see dark's lamE CRINGE ASS GOTH FONTTTT #HIS ~WORLD OF DARKNESS~ #ILY THOUGHHHH ILYSM #TYSM AGAIN #WAAAA

[mrangeldevil]

ive been thinking about this way too long and im forcing everybody to hear me out

The 2010s Cinnamon Roll vs The 2020s Blorbo

both words have extremely similar meanings and intentions, but entirely different effects

the term ‘precious cinnamon roll’ was mainly used in the 2010s in fandom to describe someones favorite character (and is still used to this day but with much less frequency esp since its seen as a “cringy” word or a millenial word even though it was used in the 2010s which many gen z were definitely there to witness but i digress)

then the term ‘blorbo’ is also a word with the same meaning, a fandom word to describe someones favorite character, but this time it is the word for the 2020s and much like ‘precious cinnamon roll’ it will likely be looked down upon as an outdated internet slang in a few years (or maybe even by next year considering how fast the internet goes compared to before)

but while both terms mean the same thing, they come across completely differently. for one, ‘precious cinnamon roll’ is not only a lot longer but is a word that drips with sweetness, like something your grandma would call you, and is generally reserved for characters who are sweet in themselves. and while you can technically call any character your precious cinnamon roll, it is undeniably weird/funny when you call a character like Wolverine your precious cinnamon roll. its longer phrasing also leans in well to the kind of internet culture before, as in the 2020s things run a lot faster so a word that is easy and quick to say like “blorbo” makes sense. i also find it interesting that the term is generally also said as “my precious cinnamon roll” adding a personal quality compared to “the blorbo” which can sound more impersonal due to its phrasing.

now before i go onto blorbo i do want to mention that another thing both terms share is the idea of “!!!!!XD sO RaNdOm!!!!!” just different flavors of it. the 2010s used randomness in a way that involved using familiar things in unconventional ways but not too unconventional. cinnamon roll being a perfect example as using a random food to describe a fictional character is, very random. the 2020s meanwhile, use randomness in a way that makes everything feel like an elaborate inside joke that is completely incomprehensible. someone who isnt familiar to the internet can probably put together why people call things “precious cinnamon roll” pretty fast but how in the world would you understand “blorbo”? theres no way to tie the term to anything in real life, blorbo is a purely internet joke that simply cannot exist outside the internet because its basically an inside joke that we’re all in on

and that brings me to blorbo (also associated with scrunkly, scrimblo and the works): blorbo originated from this hellsite, being a term originally to parody fandom spaces. its a bit hard to describe but the best way to put it is, you make a post and it blows up and fandoms immediately keep naming a shit ton of characters you have no idea who the fuck they are so you just pick a random word out of your ass and you say “guys i do not care about Blorvo Blingblong please for the love of fuck stop saying it”

annnd thats how you end up with the term Blorbo. it is the definition of a stupidly elaborate inside joke that only chronically online people will ever get. and that perfectly describes the type of humor of the 2020s.

and the term itself has a very different connotation to ‘precious cinnamon roll’ while that terms connotation of sweetness is extremely obvious, blorbo is extremely vague and very much left to personal interpretation and its absolute randomness, while adding a funny factor that cinnamon roll could only wish to achieve, is undeniably very inpersonal as it was designed that way. it is designed to fit literally ANY character, its a throwaway name, you could use it anytime on anyone, Walter White can be a fucking blorbo if you wanted him to be.

now this isnt trying to actually pick a fight between these two terms, thatd be fucking stupid and if you did try to you need to get offline more. i just wanted to analyze these two words and how people use them.

im personally a fan of neither while loving both, cinnamon roll comes across as very ‘grandma’ and can have a fan-girl attribute to it that, as a masculine dude dont personally like but still find myself appreciating its use as it was the word i grew up seeing used in fandom and was pretty commonplace till 2019. i also appreciate how much more personal the word is, it conveys an overwhelming feeling of sweetness and personal investment and that is probably why some people still prefer the term. meanwhile blorbo is pretty gender neutral (albeit mostly used by girls it still has no gendered connotation) its a lot quicker to say, its an extremely funny word to say, and its the word that is the most popular now, but it loses a lot of the personal feeling that cinnamon roll had and is very reflective of the time period its from, its funny and quick for a moment till it becomes bland and meaningless in a year or so

idk how to end this off, this is just some linguist hobbyist’s rant about two stupid words but which ones do you prefer if you read all this way?

#internet linguistics #? thats the only way i think i could call this #internet culture #fandom #linguistics #hobbyist

[monstrouslyobsessed]

if my body can just...chill, that'd be great. gonna try and publish two pieces by tomorrow. here's hoping i can do it!

Ooh! Regarding the Jaguar tribe, I pick the AFAB one, please! —anonymous

ah alright, i can probably do that one first, maybe. just trying to be considerate to everyone possible!

What age you became (or started) to became a Monsterfucker?and what triggred it for you?;for me it was when i was like 7-10 because of Ben 10 LMFAO.

I had a crush on XLR8,Ripjaws (i love me some shape of water looking monster),Heatblast and Big Chill (my fav Mothman),i also loved Upgrade but when they introducted Malware it was breaking point for me,like you are bringing this EVIL AND WELL WRITTEN VILLAIN VERSION OF UPGRADE AND EXPECT ME NOT TO SIMP???

Sorry if this was asked before and thank you! —anonymous

you're the first one who asked!!

but uhhhh, shoot, i think i was probablyyyyyy 6 or 7 with goliath from gargoyles from early 90s??? maybe??? not too positive tbh, it had been a very long time for me. i remembered having a bit of a crush on demona too…i think her name was? the kid me was shocked to see that yes, you can pair a human up with an inhuman character, but i didn't exactly fall in the monsterfucker genre too deep until probably the mid2010s. that genre just wasn't popular before then and the internet was sorta…pretty vanilla then too, at least in my usual internet hang-outs.

oh man, ben 10. i barely remembered half the shits about that show lol watched the kid era from the beginning to the end and missed out a few on the teen era (i missed gwen's sass ngl), but i definitely lost all interest when its creator passed and the jerkwads at cartoon network or whatever company it was rebooted it from scratch and completely disrespected the creator's wishes??? like why lmao and the new style was hideous, so i p much dropped out from ben10 since and don't keep up with it at all.

Mars attacks??? Would you write for it????? —anonymous

er one by tim burton?? unless there are other ones i wasn't aware about (the title is super common with the older media iirc), i'd have to say no. the appearance of those aliens from that movie is not…something i'd be into. sorry!

that said, i certainly did write several alien pieces, including the classic martian aliens in ufo one if you're interested! the latter was very nondescript so you're welcome to imagine whatever alien appearance you'd prefer :)

i envy how you're able to create such a specific and fascinating story —anonymous

daw thank you! <3 my writing def ain't perfect and i know im slow as heck, but it makes me happy that i have kind readers like you reading my pieces <3

i like you —anonymous

i like you too nonnie!

okay thats all the nonstory related asks i have atm. if there's a question i haven't answered, chances are, the hellsite might've eaten it :( if that's the case for you, then feel free to send in another one!

that said, ive been looking around for ask memes for my oc's like that classic nsfw abc's one to interact with yall and do something fun with my characters, but haven't a lot of luck finding any i liked. if you have any rec, hmu!

otherwise, <3 yall be good to one other and take care!

#☠️monster is whispering... #☠️not writing... #ghosts are curious.👻 #anonymous #asked #answered

[snixx]

it's been months but we still talked for hours and neither of us could stop laughing and we never ran out of things to talk about and fuck. you see that?? you don't believe me but we can't lose each other that easily. maybe i was naive, maybe my ideas of forever were a little overly optimistic, but i wasn't wrong. we couldn't just stop loving each other that easily. you were my comfort person once, the person i'd call first when i was sad and i could tell anything to not very long ago, and i remember when we first started getting close and it felt like nothing id ever known. you were my first love in a sense, and i used to think to myself that i could listen to you ramble for hours and feel on top of the world. and that's still somehow true. it's strange, the intensity of feeling you evoke in me, because somehow, it's always you i write these ridiculous letters to. i never sent most of them, most of them are locked in my old journals forever (and the hellsite is essentially my journal now, so welp). but it's always you who makes me feel so mucH i need to write it somewhere to get it out. loving you made me feel alive, and i love so many people now, but yeah. for a while back there, i thought you were out of my life forever, and i fully accepted that. accepting that forced me to reevaluate my entire belief system, every thing i thought i knew, because i never imagined i'd lose you. you were one of the axioms, the grassroots, to my universe. and ive done that now, and i've lived without you and i know i can live without you now, i spent entire months finding you insufferable and not remembering why i ever loved you, but it's only solidified that ive seen the alternatives and i dont need you, but i want you in my life forever. i choose to love you. i love how we can talk about everything and we can't stay mad at each other because we always talk it out to figure it out and we love each other more than our stupid egos. i love how you remember, how im never too much for you. i love how you fight for what you believe in even if it annoys the crap out of everyone and how you always look out for that one person who feels excluded in a group and how you're always honest with me. i love how you didn't believe in so many things until me, but started for me. and maybe you're back to thinking love is a lie and nothing lasts, but i know that's not true. i know you're worth it. you're worth more than any amount of time and distance and every goddamn dimension of physics and I realize the dangers of depending too much on that faith now but i'm not losing it again either i love you bitch bestie bee loser

#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com

[writemywaytoyourheart]

hi chip, ive been a silent reader her for too long and i just wanted to say...

thank you for writing, thank you for sharing your words, your ideas, your imagination, your world with us. 'aim for the heart' has been one of the best series ive read in all the months ive been on this hellsite and i feel so so connected to the way you have written the characters of mc and jk, and even kth.

i love the way you have made their characters 3d, and have incorporated flaws and weaknesses, as you have strengths and that just makes me feel so whole. i dont know how this will come across on an ask, but in a way im really grateful of the fact that theres no smut in the fic, because it encourages us, as readers to understand the plot properly and really get into the emotions which are expressed not in terms of sexual activity but mundane things, which for me is a true expression of love and tenderness between lovers.

leaving writing aside, youre genuinely one of the best, kindest and most down to earth writers i have seen here. as i scrolled through the asks you have answered recently, i could only think, 'damn i wish i had a friend like chip in my real life' but ill make do with reading what you share with us and wish you well on all your future endeavor's.

i am sad to see that the fic will be ending soon, but i can bet i will come back to read it every week or so because its beautiful, it really is.

i hope you feel better soon and know that ill always be supporting you from here <3

with much love,

anon.

This brought me to full on tears. I was already getting choked up because I'm about to post the last chapter, and then I saw this and was done for.

I can't even describe what this made me feel. So much more than I can ever explain. Thank you so much. Thank you so much for this. I literally have no words that will give justice to what this did for me. People like you are what make it all worth it, genuinely.

Afth might be over, but there will be more where that came from, and I hope you join me for those adventures too 💓 tysm for being here, I appreciate it more than you will ever know.

ILY 💕

-chip

#asks #anon

[alitontress]

hello

i feel like I gotta apologize for disappearing. ive been going through a lot of health challenges and other stressful events in my life which over the past few months have just overwhelmed me and caused me to spiral in a dangerous way so i cut myself off from the internet pretty much and a bunch of other things like driving. ive been dealing with chronic illnesses since i was a kid but everything has piled up on me lately and I haven’t been able to handle it. my ocd has been flaring up way too much. my doctors have been helping out a lot so im doing better this week and i thought id log into my favorite hellsite. im really sorry for taking so long to answer all of your asks—i’ll try to get to them soon! ive been wanting to get back to writing so answering asks might be a good start.

[ujunxverse]

IM ON A GAP YEAR RN ACTUALLYYYYY JUST CHILLING AND READING AND ATTENDING CONCERT AFTER CONCERT LMAO 🙆‍♀️ ill be going to uni this fall tho and i am TERRIFIED but also VV EXCITED

PLS DONT MENTION 20 TO ME IN MY HEAD I AM STILL 16 YEARS OLD 😭 BUT BUT I ALSO. NEED. A JOB 😭😭😭 IM MOVING TO THE NETHERLANDS FOR UNI AND RENT 😭😭 ID BE RICHER IF I LIVED IN THE STREETS ATP

also I STILL WRITEEE !!! i kinda moved over to twitter/ao3 AND I WENT BACK TO WRITING SHIP FICS TOO FJWKDNBE ive kinda been working on a lot of things but i just 😭😭 cant focus on finishing ONE 😭😭😭

AND TELL ME ABOUT THE TAEHYUNxKAI WIPPPP AND SUNSUN PLSSSSS (ive lost my battle against sunghoon and have... begun to.. 🤒 bias 🤕 him...) AND SK8R BOI CHENJI 😭😭😭I AM HOLDING U TO THAT 😤😤

(I shouldve just dmed this to u fr 😭)

AWWW THAT'S SO GOOD TO HEAR !! honestly i wish i took a gap year before thrusting myself into uni :((( YOU'RE LIVING THE LIFE FR I'M SO JEALOUS AND EXTREMELY HAPPY FOR YOU FR !! CONCERT AFTER CONCERT IS A DREAM ESP IN THIS ECONOMY !!!! also omg you're lucky you get to experience frosh in first year cos it's MAGICAL FR !! like, you'll have the full package experience !! just go to the parties, let loose, and have fun while remembering to always opt out if you don't feel safe !!

LKASJDFLKASJ THE BIG TWO ZERO !!! but nah mad felt this economy is so brutal fr :"(( have you considered like a dorm ?? or does your uni not offer it ?? some of my friends who also went to school in the netherlands did student residence first, then moved out once they were able to get used to the country.

PLS YOU LEFT TUMBLR THAT'S SO GOOD FOR YOU THIS HELLSITE IS A MESS FR !! i tried my hand at ao3 but man idk what about the tagging system bothers me but ig i'm too used to tumblr ugh. LET ME KNOW ABT ALL YOUR WIPS HEHEHHE THIS IS JUST LIKE OLD TIMES FR I NEED TO KNOW BESTIE (also tell me your ao3 rn or else i'll pull up and pop pop skra skra)

omg okok so the gist of the taening fic (greenland is the title lOL) is that hyuka is from a long line of mushers (sledding dog sport) and he's a late bloomer because unlike his siblings, he grew up in hawaii, so he didn't really have time to adjust to the cold weather + has a soft spot for dogs like this mfer feels bad for keeping them on a leash LMAO. taehyun's family are polar explorers so he's used to traveling back and forth between the city and the arctic. absolutely hates it. meets hyuka as a kid and helps out the huening family take care of their huskies cos he's bored and his parents are busy doing science stuff. it's a slow burn f2l tale with soft bean hyuka who cries when taehyun yells at the dogs and taehyun having to remind hyuka that it's literally their job to be sled dogs LOL.

THE SUNSUN FIC AHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN i don't have a title for it yet but it's gonna be a soulmates!au thing where sunoo is literally obsessed with finding his soulmate and sunghoon being skeptical about that shit (this is a world where soulmates are just a superstition). sunoo is a dumbass and tries it all: tarot, crystals, palm reading, chinese numerology, sticks, and basically everything without realizing that sunghoon's right there the whole time. (also an ice skater au where sunghoon gets distracted every time he has to dance with a partner because all he sees is sunoo on his arms)

phew this was long neway may post these on my ao3 too cos ngl tumblr literally hates ship fics LOL

#ujuasks #i just know people are gonna call me problematic #y'all are just homophobic and i made it super clear on each fic that everything is FICTION !!!!!! #FICTION !!!!!! #HOMOPHOBES FR

[inkiidreams]

❥   ⋰   penned  by  daisy,  she / her,  twenty6,  gmt +1  !!

                                            ↳   selective  indie  roleplay  blog. 

selective  &  multimuse  indie  rp  account.  exclusively  looking  for  oc  interactions,  slice  of  life  based.  preferably  looking  for  long-term  writing  partners  ( 21+ )  to  write  character  development  driven  plots  and  have  fun  exchanging  hcs  and  plotting  with !  i  love  chatting  and  sharing  about  muses.  replies  will  at  times  be  slow,  depending  how  busy  i  am  but  i  will  update  you  what  to  expect  —   also open  to  writing  on  discord,  if  you’d  prefer  ! 

❥   wanted plots  !    wanted fcs !    wanted opposites !

❥   rulebook 

i.   i will only interact with people over the age of 20, there will be no exceptions to this rule ! 

ii.   i will write muses of all genders ( though i do have a slight preference for women and non-binary muses ). i’m open to writing opposite all genders as well, i do tend to be a little hesitant about mlm ships, due to having been on this hellsite for too long. it will kind of depend on our chemistry ooc. generally i love plotting and chatting to see if the vibes fit beforehand. generally speaking i very much looking for writers who like to express diversity in all aspects through their writing. 

iii.   i’m not looking to write either heavily nsfw or taboo interactions. i mostly wish to focus on slice of life plots and will refuse any subjects that don’t really fit that genre. if you’re looking for somebody to write predominantly nsfw interactions with as well as write about triggereing or taboo topics, we just won’t be a good fit.  

iv.   activity will heavily vary depending on how busy i am at the current moment. i’m a student, so during exam season etc. i tend to be much more busy, i’m also not the fastest writer so if you’re looking for rapid fire interactions, it’s safe to say that will be rare. i will always try my best to update my writing partners on what to expect though. if you’re patient with me, i will be patient with you as well of course and we can always chat even when we have little to no time to write. 

v.   i’ll put some original characters underneath here that i’m dying to write but i’m also more than happy to come up with new muses ( in fact, it is one of my favorite things to do )  to fit our plot and ideas specifically. if you’re interested in any of the muses below though, please do feel free to message me !

❥   some ocs. 

nuray tiryaki  —   hande ercel  /  cemre baysel fc, twenty3 - twenty8,  she / her, bisexual, bartender & amateur poet.  kannika “kai” everett  —   mookda narinak fc, twenty6, she / her, bisexual, motorcycle racer. gigi marin —   daniela nieves fc, twenty5, she / her, bisexual, reality tv star, influencer, podcast host.    nari shin —   han sohee fc, twenty9, she / they, bisexual, tattoo artist.      selin kaplan —   hazal filiz küçükköse fc, thirty2, she / her, bisexual (women pref), corporate lawyer.    beyza kilic  —   yasemin yazici fc, twenty5, she / her, bisexual, makeup artist. lorena lee  —   moon ka-young fc, twenty5 - twenty7, she / her, bisexual, actress. josephine wu  —   caroline hu fc, twenty5, she / her, bisexual, personal shopper. dawn jeong  —   shin ryujin fc, twenty2, she / her, bisexual, drummer of a feminist punk band & architecture student.

more tba. 

❥  tropes i love.

friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, rivals to lovers, enemies with benefits, exes in all varieties ( it ended good, it ended bad, there are still feelings, they haven’t seen each other for years ), found family, celebrity oc situations, fake / pr relationships. 

[life-of-j-anon]

i know it’s been like forever since ive been on here but i need to rant.

i dont feel like i have any friends that i trust that i can talk to. i have a therapist i see once every two weeks, but it’s not like i can talk to her every moment that i have a problem.

but i have my boyfriend. hes my best friend. my biggest emotional support system.

and tonight he told me that being emotionally strong for me is exhausting.

hes said this once before, calling it tiring. and my last bf broke up with me because my sadness on top of his sadness was too much for him to handle. another ex broke up with me because im “too much.”

today, my boyfriend was petting our cat while i was getting undressed. i asked if he wanted to watch me. he ignored me. so i finished & rolled over & grabbed my phone. then he said “can you stop pouting at every fucking thing?” & proceeded to tell me how im exhausting. he then tried to do some sexual stuff, but he realized i wasnt feeling it at all, and i told him it wasnt the sexiest thing to say to me. so then we had a long talk where basically he told me that him being the only person i talk to is exhausting to him. it felt fucking horrible. i had to go to the bathroom and cry my eyes out. i didnt feel any better, but i didnt want to worry him so i came back and acted like i was fine because i didnt want to be any more tiring.

i just feel like theres something wrong with me. multiple people have said this about me. and i fucking hate myself for being such a burden. but now im panicking, because guilt is one of the hardest emotions for me to cope with. i normally just turn to very self destructive behaviors. but ive been clean for so long and i dont want to relapse. i just feel so helpless. my number 1 outlet no longer feels like a safe space, because i dont want to bother him (not that i can tell him that, or he’ll just feel bad or frustrated), and if i tell my therapist, i’m worried she’ll tell my parents or try to have me admitted somewhere for being a threat to myself.

i just feel so alone and scared. i dont know whats wrong with me. i hate myself. and now im bottling everything up, which usually leads to, yet again, self destructive behavior. this was the last thing i could think of, that maybe ranting on the hellsite will help me feel better and less bottled up. but how fucking sad is that?? that i have nowhere else to turn??? and dont tell me i just need to make friends. trust me, id love nothing more. but the place to meet people is at school, and i go to a tiny one where i already know everyone and either dislike them or dont trust them. so yeah, all i have is fucking tumblr.

if you made it this far, thank you. your listening ears are a life saver.

#rant post

[neutralbardicmess]

Hey, I know that this isn't your responsibility or anything, you don't owe me anything especially not your time. I just want to give my perspective on the whole concept that it's swedish culture to not invite people to dine with them for dinner.

Bottom line is; I have never heard of it.

I'm swedish and seeing any posts about it just makes me go "what the heck are you guys talking about?" That have never happened to me, and so I asked everyone I know who is swedish — everyone answered the same; no one have ever been made to go without food as those viral posts describe.

I have no idea what those people are talking about. If they were made to go without food that's horrible and messed up. But I don't think that's Swedish culture.

Once again though, it is not your responsibility to hear me out... And yeah leaving people to go without food like they describe is horrid so by all means shame them.

I just wanted to provide at least the option of another perspective. It's kind of confusing to be implicitly called an child abuser because I'm swedish, just because some choice few people decided their experience was swedish culture.

I've never, would never, and will never make somebody's sit out on food. And neither have I experienced it, nor have my friends, in our 20+ years living in Sweden. I don't know what else to do, I can't really rectify this wrong because this "wrong" never really happened in the first place so how do I atone for a crime I never did? I feel kind of bad for burdening you with this. You're just a stranger on the internet, reblogging what is funny memes and I assume you think you're advocating against leaving people without food. I can't blame you for that.

I'm sorry, this is very entitled of me... If you read it all I appreciate you giving my words at least the time for that, and I hope you can forgive me for this rather selfish vent. If you didn't, that's fine too, you don't owe me anything. Regardless I hope you have a good day!

ur all good ! I dont really get asks of any kind so this is kinda new lol

ive honestly been on this hellsite long enough to not really believe most of the things i see on here bc 9 times out of 10 its just someone being a jackass---- I appreciate the input/concern though! considering i am also a jackass trying to be funny on here, i prefer getting called on my shit that way i can do better moving forward!

Tho at this rate if someones on here for a little while and their still gullible enough to fall for shitposts like the sweden thing thats going around,,,, its kind of on them? this place is a godless wasteland and they should know better akcjaknc

that being said, as long as it stays as a harmless joke i dont see an issue? but if it ends up escalating past that then ill prob just delete the posts

#anon #asks

[topazgirlygirl]

HAPPY 100K POSTS ON MY ACCOUNT

#100K post #this is what hubris looks like i think #shut up topaz #what happens now #a million? #i feel like ive been on this hellsite for too long #it's fine

[souvenircup]

just went thru and purged all of my posts from before 2017.... i feel like that cat with the overalls looking over his harvest right now

#IT TOOK SO FUCKING LONG #because you can only delete 100 at a time on mass post editor #had waaay too much stuff from my middle/high school days i dont feel like are relevant anymore and dont need to be revisited lol #plus some college years for good measure #ive been on this hellsite for too long #but will i leave? no :)

[sunplanter]

☕️

#ok just a little rant on sexuality bc i can and ive been seeing disturbing stuff lately in regards to pansexuality and bisexuality #and idk why you monsters are starting this shit but i shouldve learned to expect this stuff from this hellsite #to clarify my viewpoints #as someone who calls themselves pan #IF YOU DISTINGUISH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BI AND PAN HAVING ANYING TO DO WITH TRANS PEOPLE YOU ARE TRANSPHOBIC #pansexuality is not willing to date trans people bc saying that is distinguishing trans boys and girls from regular boys and girls #which is TRANSPHOBIC so fucking stop with that rhetoric #so... why do i call myself pan and not just bi then you ask?? #bc flat out simply its a personal choice #pansexuality is not inherently transphobic its just a misconception and an AWFUL rhetoric straighta and some ignorant lgbt people started #even if then there really is not much real difference between pan and bi WHO CARES #they are just words #so the whole other side of people saying ‘exactly just say bi’ is AWFUL TOO #bc you shouldnt be policing other peoples personal labels #as long as they realize and identify themselves not based on the transphobic rhetoric #like me i dont identify with the pan label bc i agree with the misconception surrounding it OBVIOUSLY #i identify that way bc i PERSONALLY feel more connected to it than the label bi and idk why but i shouldnt be forced to explain that #also just saying #there are a handful of other sexuality and gender labels that means literally almost the exact same thing as eachother too #so in conclusion #believing pansexuality has anything to do with distinguishing trans people from regular boys and girls is transphobic #and also #believing that because of this MISCONCEPTION that straight + lgbt + even some pan people have #that pansexuality doesnt really exist and we should just say bi #IS ALSO AWFUL AND DISGUSTING #so #the believing rhetoric around pansexuality is transphobic #actual pansexuality is NOT inherently transphobic #and if you feel the need to police other peoples labels and sexualities then thats gross tbh #mine