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#i feel like someone blew a cannonball through me but i wasnt soft on the inside so theres just ugly gory cave walls with a hole in the middl
knifebucket
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4 years
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seriously nothing lets me down, makes me question everything I know, or hurts me more than when I talk to my dad and all of the sudden he's an asshole
#fought with him about rape culture last night
#i legitimately cant tell if hes always been like this and i was terrified of conflict or he's gotten worse since i aged out
#i really want to believe it's the last one
#i hate feeling like i don't have a home because he suddenly reveals that he thinks and feels terrible things
#i feel like i should cut him off but also then i would be an orphan and then my terribly abusive birth mother would win
#i just cant. i just can't fucking deal.
#i almost laid out of work today to be depressed but i had 3 meetings so i didn't and I'm glad i went
#but now I'm home and i feel like there's something missing in my guts
#i feel like someone blew a cannonball through me but i wasnt soft on the inside so theres just ugly gory cave walls with a hole in the middl
#and i will never be able to talk with him about it because he gets SO defensive and SO violent. i would just feel like this again. forever!
#i want you to be a good person i NEED you to be a good person but you aren't and that makes me hate myself more than anything ive ever exp
#i hope this goes without saying but nobody reblog this. I don't even expect anyone to read it i just needed it out of my body
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