#i feel so uncomfortable

[angelnumber27]

I am so tired of looking in the mirror and crying. Can’t wait til I have a stable enough income one day to afford little procedures :/

#I feel so uncomfortable #in my own skin #I always have

[poison-uwu]

I absolutely HATE social settings

#save me #i feel so uncomfortable

[gmaybe666]

bad hair and outfit day at work = I want to cry and rip my skin off

#I feel so uncomfortable #I remember seeing this video of a person having an autistic meltdown about having keys and purses and #having to remember all of them and know where they all were and how annoying it was and I’m feeling that #like I’m sick to fucking death of having to maintain my hair and my appearance and my room and my life #I just want everything to stop lol

[yandere-kokeshi]

Have ya'll ever been so overwhelmed and overstimulated that you wanna scream

Like so much socialization today for me

I cannot wait to get home and cry

#kokeshi!! #kokeshi rambles! #i wanna rip my skin off #everything is so loud #yet so quiet #i feel so uncomfortable #please go away :(( #i need a hug #plz #i hate this shit

[zannia]

whats akathisia feel like? Like my skeleton is trying to escape my flesh

#it wants out!! #no time for other thoughts because its consuming my mind #I feel so uncomfortable

[edgysaintjust]

would you like to taste fréron’s olives?

Fréron in Lucile Desmoulins' inbox

#you understood the assigment #i feel so uncomfortable #ask #anon #cursed

[demon4dilfs]

I feel like a prisoner of war hearing these women talking in my office

#they’re literally sitting here talking about other women’s appearances #I feel so uncomfortable

[the-silli3st-girl-in-the-world]

guy just asked me for my number

#entry.txt #i feel so uncomfortable

[pinkanonhopes]

..........what the

#watching this thing alright??? #and there's an old guy like he's over 60 okay #and he's on a date #and they're playing a game and they're spelling words #and basically they're flirting in a very bad way #oh cmon the woman just spelled wet oh god dammit #i feel so uncomfortable #it's also kinda funny ngl but also. weird. mostly weird. #leo scrive

[spacebell]

my back is in so much pain

#just a 26 year old with a 60 year old back #I feel so uncomfortable #I need a spa day or something #(and I need to fix my posture) #mariana.txt

[whenthegoldrays]

WHAT'S WITH THE ANKLE BARING

#i feel so uncomfortable #elly watches mansfield park

[purple-falls]

I hate this body so much 😔

#i miss being skinny fit #even though i felt like shit #i want to be strong #but i just feel fat #i feel so uncomfortable #in my own skin #personal

[jiminie-and-his-pinky-finger]

I want to cry

#lmao #I feel so uncomfortable #and also super angry #and its all hurting my brain #I just wanna go sit in a corner and not do anything for 3 days #text.p

[uncanny-tranny]

The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.

What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.

It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #dysphoria #and what makes this really tricky is that often it isn't clear-cut as to what makes you dysphoric... #...versus what makes you uncomfortable due to your culture or environment... #...i still experience dysphoria but now i find that my motivation isn't to please the people around me... #...if i truly wanted to please the people around me then i would cease to exist altogether... #...and once i truly recognized that and came to terms with this reality i stopped feeling like i owed the world everything... #...i stopped feeling so disconnected with myself... #...i don't think this will be useful for everybody but i want to offer a different approach to it... #...by no means do i think that this is a 'cure-all' in fact it's not even close... #...because what i found that this has done is bring me *closer* to my trans body and my trans soul... #...i have found that my dysphoria has narrowed (especially since going on testosterone) and i feel more at peace

[bixels]

What's K.O. CRISIS?

Hey all. Over the past couple months, I've gotten a lot of followers who probably don't know about my OCs and portfolio projects that I'm also working on, so I'm making a quick master-post for it!

K.O. CRISIS is a series of artwork––character designs, illustrations, sketches, and animations––inspired by late-90s/early-2000s anime and Y2K culture.

Set in an alternate-history Los Angeles in the year 2001, the story follows disabled Taiwanese-American Ashley Tang as she fights her way to the top of the bracket in the national augmented boxing championship.

As the youngest female fighter in the championship, she'll have to fight tooth-and-nail to defend her place amongst the heavy-weights. While her rare dual arm prosthetics help even the playing fields, it'll take more than brute strength to prove her worth.

But this isn't a story about an underdog triumphing against all odds. Throughout the story, Ashley will push herself to the limit for the sake of validating her existence under the grinding heel of the sports media machine, in a world that values disabled bodies more than their lives. As the championship rages on, one question seems to linger through the roar: Is Ash strong enough to win, or is she brave enough to quit?

Through the project, I'm hoping to explore representations of prosthetic-users in pop culture as "enhanced superheroes," as well as discussions of trans-humanism under medical capitalism, the fetishization of new technology, and the commodification of disabled people as entertainment.

Accompanying her journey include characters like Noora Balakrishnan, a local transfem prosthetics engineer who doubles as Ashley's ringside mechanical cutwoman.

The project is still in its early stages, especially since I sorta rebooted it earlier this year (meaning I'm no longer using past, outdated art for the project). If you enjoy it, you can find more artwork for the project under the #ko crisis tag!

#long post #not art #ramblings #ko crisis #i'm not physically disabled myself so i implore anyone who is to share their thoughts and feedback if they feel so inclined. #if you feel that i show know something/if anything in this project makes you uncomfortable my dms are open #it's funny how half my followers are following me for historical 1920s cottage core art #when my main thing is sci-fi cyberpunk shit #also fun how this project's a live timeline of my art improvement #i was about to use noora's portrait when i went “wait... why are her shoulders so small. thats not right” #thats improvement babey

[volos-wish]

Should I explain to my sister what a kinnie is I feel so attacked if she thinks I'm attracted to Noct >.<

#holy fuck this came out of NOWHERE #i feel so uncomfortable #HELP #y talks