#i feel tired

[thesixthimmortal]

Who Is She?

The quiet kid, that's what they call you, your teachers, you're bullys, your classmates. Ever since middle school you rarely talk, only showing your voice to the people that deserve to hear it.

It was sunday, it was dark outside, the rain hitting the living room's windows. You were on the couch, the only sourch of light coming from the kitchen and the tv. Your parents is over at friends house meaning you have the house all to yourself.

You look at the watch on your wrist, it was getting close to midnight. You sigh as you grab the tv remote and turn off the TV.

You get up from the couch, start to walk towards the bathroom. You stop as you hear what sounded like footsteps, you quickly turn around and turn on the light switch which miraculously was next to you only to see no one. You're heart start pounding, were you hearing things? Maybe the house was too quiet that your brain is hallucinating noises. You try not to think much about it, leaving the lights on as you enter the bathroom.

You take off your pants and hoodie, deciding to just sleep in t shirt and boxers tonight. You face the mirror rests your hands on each side of the sink, seeing the bags under your eyes by staying up all night, but you didn't care as you open the mirror, revealing medications and toothbrushes.

As you close the mirror you swear to god you saw something, no, someone in the mirror. It looked like a weirdly beautiful woman 10 years older than you, short brown messy hair that reaches to her shoulders, and her dead eyes that is staring right into your soul. You quickly turn around, your heart beating faster than it was before as you once again see no one behind you, you can feel the cold shiver going down your spine. You quietly gulped with widen eyes, you turn around opening the mirror to take the medication you haven't taken since friday.

After you done brushing your teeth, you alowly exit the bathroom, looking around before closing the door behind you. The air was cold as you walk to your bedroom, heart beating every step you take. Are you hallucinating? Or are you dreaming? It felt to real to be a dream. You enter your bedroom, closing and locking the door behind you. You take a moment to take a shaky breath, looking around your room. Silently you go to your bed, turning the lamp that was on the desk beside your bed on, going back form where you entered and turning the whole room light off.

You then get to bed, not deciding to fall asleep yet. You were to scared to fall asleep as your heart still beating fast, trying to calm yourself down as you look around. There was no one else in your room, you hope as you finally get to calm yourself down. It was quiet, the only sound being the ticking from the clock on the wall. You stay awake for a while, feeling your eyes getting heavy, the air in your room is starting to get cold as well.

After what felt like minutes, your body seem to give up as you fully close your eyes, seeing only darkness. It's been like that for a while, just cold and quiet, it was oddly comforting.

You finally fall asleep, the blanket that was over you seem to fall off, revealing the t shirt you were wearing.

The Woman from earlier stand in the corner in your room, her dead like eyes watching your sleeping form. Her face is blank as she starts walking to your direction, the light from the lamp seem to automatically turn off making the whole room dark.

You're eyes snap open, your eyes looking around the dark room. Are you having sleep pralayses demon??? You try to move your head, heart beating as you realize your wide awake, you look around, the room was too dark to seem. You feel something heavy getting on the bed, you froze as you sense something moving on the bed.

You heavily breath as what felt like arms sliding around your waist and under your t shirt, the touch was cold on your skin that sended shivers down your spine. Then you feel the whole body behind your back, you can feel her cold breath hitting your face as she keeps sliding her hands up and down your waist, you quietly whined. You don't know what's happening, you don't know what's going on, but you're eyes seem to roll to the back of your head as you feel cold lips on your neck and fingers down to your vag. It was like your head became blank as she starts biting and sucking on your neck and her hand rubbing your clit which sends shivers through your body, making you quietly whimper and your leg jerk for a moment.

After she rubs the clit for a while, in a one shift movement her two fingers slide inside you, making you gasp out loud which was stopped by cold lips, tasted like ice and nothingness. Her finger slowly thrusting in and out of you, making you moan into her mouth. You felt like you couldn't breath as she enters her tongue in your mouth. Speeding up her thrusts, sending what felt like electricity though your body whenever she hits a spot.

You felt like you were close, the fingers keep finding their way to make your legs jerk. She finally pulled away from you to let you breath, the moans that have been muffled now out and loud. Your face was red and sweaty, the room feeling very hot. You try to say something, but you couldn't as the words seem to slur and interrupted with your moans and whimpers. You look at her, there was hunger behind the dead eyes as she goes back to mark your skin with her bites and hickeys.

Then finally, as she does her one final trust, she curls her fingers, making you cry out as your body froze, your eyes rolled back of your head which made you see stars. It stayed like that for a moment. Before you feel your body become limb, the hands seem to disappear off your body. You're boxers were wet by your arousal, your whole body warm and sweaty. You weren't sure what happened as you lay on the bed tired, Did you have sex? With a ghost? Or a demon? You weren't sure what she was, you could feel your eyes getting heavy as your breath finally calmed down.

You keep thinking about what happened, not sure what will happen next, will she return? Will you see her again? You don't know, but for now you need to rest. You're eyes finally close as you then, Fall asleep.

#angela thoughts #angela giarratana x reader #angela giarratana #smosh fanfiction #*takes a bite out a cake* so... #fanfic #maybe I'll make a part 2...who knows #I feel tired

[forthwtaintedsorrow]

i, most of the time, don't like this family or house. they are screaming and fighting each other for nothing. and I am tired of this. sometimes I like them, just sometimes. I feel like shit because of them, even when they are not talking or screaming at me. i feel so tired.

#bad parenting #i want to go somewhere #i want to disappear #i am so tired #i feel awful #i feel tired #i feel guilty #why cant we be normal #parent issues #emotional abuse #abusive household #i dont like this

[scribbledot]

How it feels to be dragged into another piece of drama you didn't want to be in:

#i feel tired #Drama sucks and so do people :(

[bugdogg]

really unfinished doodled before i sleep

anthro Cotton my beloved

#oc #doodles #my favorite vessel to express my feelings with #i feel tired #good night (and morning Mika <3 ^w^)

[enevera]

trying new meds and feeling uh uncomfy

#idk it just feels like they’re doing the opposite of what they should #i feel tired #this isnt even abt anything im just talking rn

[survivalinstinct]

why after years being okay with having slept with a lot of people in a short amount of time do I now feel shame when I know I shouldn't and it's just probably one more feature of my burning self hatred. the word slut makes me uncomfortable, the concept of body count being anybody's business (apart from making sure you're std safe) makes me uncomfortable, and spending some time on the Internet makes me realise that indeed so many people hate women who have slept with multiple people with no strings attached. calling us cum dumpster. calling us victims to our own impulses - selfish, destructive. calling us doomed. saying we'll regret. why should a person's worth change because of this?

i had been so out of touch and felt like it was possible to not let misogyny and shaming affect me

#just a rant ahaha #i feel tired

[candlesoul]

I wish anxiety would leave me alone for a moment, then sadness and fear, then guilt. i know how important it is to rest, I forget how to rest. It's like it just disappeared from the inside. it's like speaking a language i don't know. i sit in a small room facing the door and deal with them one by one and fight. i'm just looking for some comfort and fun. and wish the disappearance of the black hole in me. days pass and things change. i'm holding on to it

#candlesoul #personal #heavy days #i feel tired

[fem-blade-adept]

Gods, I crawled up from the depths of the abyss 30 years ago today? Truly a wild year I’m having. Happy birthday to me.

#happy birthday to myself #the big thirty #i feel tired

[belong2human-kind]

Hi guys! I'm sorry for disappearing a little here and on my rp account @lothal-cat-jedi (I guess it's an Ezra thing to just disappear lol!)

I've been very busy because my college is back now and because of some other personal stuff too. I'm better now, but still... a little depressed. Ocd is very tiring and sometimes it will give me depressed episodes :((

I'm sorry if I forgot or took long to answer you guys, I adore you all! I'll try to stay more active now but I won't promise an everyday everytime appearance because of the routine and also because of the difficulty I have in keeping my focus and actually completing my activities, rather I love them or not🙁

My doctor is searching for more signs to determine if I have adhd since I often don't do anything I want, need or just anything at all just to not move around and "waste energy". I feel tired all the time since ever and my back is always tensioned (I'm the one always asking my boyfriend, best friend, family and anyone for massages because it hurts daily 🥲😭). So sometimes, most of the times, it lacks on my stamina to just pick up my phone and read something that I want to. I've been wanting to play the sims 4 again since september, but sadly I just won't??? Sometimes I'll just sleep all day and forget to eat, drink water and all the other necessary things too. Not too long ago I sleept around 28h 🥲

Anyway, I'm doing good as I can! I hope I can interact more here, I really love role-playing and fangirling about Star Wars Rebels. Ahsoka series is coming soon!!

#sorry for the long post #sorry for being inactive #i feel tired #all the time #sadly true #huge sigh

[wanderingmind867]

Why do I feel so bored?! I swear, I feel very tired and I don't know if there's anything good to do today. The weather has been bad, I'm slowly losing interest in my current fixation/interest, and I woke up at 4:00 AM today. I suppose all these things put together are simply making me feel very tired. I wish I knew what to do to help alleviate this boredom.

#boredom #bored #boring #cures for boredom #i am tired #asd #tired #i'm tired #autism #autistic #im bored #sad #melancholy #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #i feel tired

[echollama]

How we feelin' today nasties

#echoes #i feel tired #not like bad tired #just sweeby

[a-single-white-crow]

Night 2 of mirror Scrying-

(Its basically day one. Actual day 1 was a bit rushed and i quit too soon)

I'm only after seeing symbols. Not after the meaning. Just to learn what I'm suppose to experience. And increase my intuitive abilities and confidence.

I saw 4 big things this session:

A white mist flow through my mirror into the room. I had a deep feeling of familiar love.

A light deep within my mirror the reminded me of looking to outside from within a cave.

A feminine like face. No specific traits.

A full moon reflecting as if on water.

After I was done I basically chugged an entire glass of water.

#witchblr #male witch #magick #divination #scrying mirror #scrying adventures #practice #witch #witchcraft #witch community #divination witch #i feel powerful #also #i feel tired #update

[emilygaming]

So tired of never having any energy in my body. There’s so many tasks and things I want and need to do but I just feel so overwhelmed and my body literally can’t move to go do anything besides lay around and read because I’m just that tired

#I’m #I feel sad #I feel tired #I feel crappy #and like I can’t get anything done ever #just feel stuck and trapped

[cleararttelevisioncash]

I am home!! There's like rain and lighting outside where I live and I hate it so much I don't want my curly hair to get wet! Anyways, I still have time before I take a shower and sleep on my bed.

#back up blog #mod talks #random post #not my gif #alice in wonderland #alice #rain #storm #lighting #thunderstorm #im back #im full #i feel tired #my hair is hurting me

[whaledocboi]

ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be

#not to mention ripping off and plagirazing real artists hard work of course #which is a whole other conversation #i cant feel the same love and adoration for whatever the slop machine produces #it will never be the same #im just really tired #anti ai #anti ai art

[shubbabang]

Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

#I am literally so mentally exhausted lately I feel like my brain is swelling #I feel dazed and cloudy and yet I must keep going despite being the most tired bitch in the universe