#i feel ya bud

[myjurassicisparked]

I love Alan Grant because if there isn't a dinosaur or Ellie within his view he looks like he is actively disassociating or about 2 seconds away from doing so.

#i feel ya bud #jurassic park #Alan Grant

[alpacacare-archive]

Because the tfc mercs are the 'evil shadow opposite' of their tf2 counterparts, id like to imagine that tfc medic was a genuine field doctor who cared about his job and the sanctity of it a lot.

Maybe he sincerely tried to heal and help and work with tfc heavy who only pushed him away since "nurses dont belong on the battlefield". Idk what i like better, cheavy just being like that and hating all attempts of cooperation from people he deems lesser than him, or him wanting to get closer with tfc medic but his firm beliefs and insecurities twisting that want into disgust and hatred

Im still torn about what made cmedic not stick with the tfc team in the comic, it could be this attitude they all had finally getting to him, or the much spicier 'cheavy killed him after he got tired of his ass/his own emotions getting too strong to suppress so he had to get rid of the problem'.

Now that i write this i absolutely like the second option more, it kinda makes me see the moment cheavy attacked medic in the comic in a different light. Like, he did this before. No issue getting rid of the same problem again.

(Not saying cheavy liked medic whatsoever, he didn't, he hated his guts. I imagine that by this point cheavy grew to be distant enough to almost fully suppress that need for anyone who tries to care for him again. Not to even mention how incompatible cheavy and tf2 medic are as characters. The "problem" this time is another medic trying to work with him on the battlefield, trying to protect him and care for him, trying to make him feel weak. in his head at least.)

Also makes the fact that his demise was a heavy/medic team-up even more delicious, the powerful bond he could've had but was too insecure to accept was the exact thing that killed him. after he tried to get rid of the problem the same way he did last time he had the chance to create something beautiful and stronger than he could ever be alone.

#tfc #tfc heavy #cheavy #tfc medic #team fortress classic #started as a cmedic character analysis then turned into a cheavy post. forever in your teammates shadow bud. #also subtle heavymedic but idk how i feel about putting this in that tag #its not exactly fluffy #i also love emeraldspirals interpretation that cheavys judgement of both medic and heavy are warped by homophobia #delisious #anyway my url really doesn't fit anymore lmfao i present too soft and cuddly for the things i like #i am soft and cuddly tho and i also like soft things #anyways heavymedic gay cuddles and kisses they have been married for 27 years #thank you for reading see ya love ya <333 #can you tell i forever morn comic 7 #tf2 #team fortress two #team fortress 2

[fox-guardian]

oh I love reading bad takes so early into a show's life (sarcastic) (I'm dying) (god save me)

#ramblings with major #can we not can we Not. do the mean lesbian thing in tmagp. please. #also people being like 'ah yes alice so down for violence' what gave you that impression #out of the 3 women in the oiar why is She the most likely to commit violence. more than gwen? GWEN?? #discourse #idk if ive ever used that tag before but we're early enough in the game that i feel it needs to be mentioned #nip it in the bud and whatnot #i suppose most of the discourse is in the tags but nonetheless #im not eloquent enough to put it in the body of the post but yeah <3 plz stop doing the mean lesbian thing <3 #i can already see it <3 you stop that now <3 ya silly geese <3

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

#you sound like every cishet republican man to me #you're not a Cool Subversive Leftist you're literally regressing by seeing animals as just objects of your pleasure and thats it lmao #im sorry but you dont just get to throw out all of veganism. it does infact have some roots in leftism. #you can sit there and cope with the fact you agree w some vegan talking point by calling it 'animal welfare' all you want #doesnt change the fact that a lot of those ideas in those circles were formed by vegans. #damn woooah vegans arent a monolith and dont all agree on the same shit woooahhh who knew #literally i have no idea how we even got to this point or how this would be surprising. #when i was on vegan twitter bitches were arguing all the fucking time within it. ur really gonna sit ther en tell me they're all secret #eco fash that hates native ppl and people who have to eat meat? ya sure??? #you would think the individuals on tumblr- of all places- would understand how frustrating it would be to be grouped in with the worst #members of their community as if you represent them and are the sole spokesperson #you'd think they'd hate when someone jumps to conclusions about them based on their lifestyle #but naur. i think yall take it too personally. as if a vegan just being in a room is somehow trying to force you to be vegan. #literally grow tf up. #if a vegan being in the same room with you triggers feelings in you that you Have to stop eating meat- i really think thats a you problem #bud. homeboy hasnt even spoke to you leta lone look at you and apparently you feel this weird pressure now #idk man dont you think that pressure might be coming within?? maybe.... you do infact feel things and feel a lil guilty abt eating meat? #not telling you to stop... i still eat meat here n there. but at least im honest with myself about how it makes me feel to do it. #its infact normal to take a second to think about the loss someone made in exploitation to provide you with whatever. #if you can let yourself feel a lil guilt about buying a fast fashion thing you can sure as fuck finally extend your fuckin empathy to #animals and stop treating them like objects or toys.

[bangcakes]

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#personal #..... im just gonna have to be patient NDNDNDNNDD #and tbh im lucky to even be feeling this way. like i never in a million years would think this would happen to me #like JDJDJDJDJJDJD god. idk idk #we defs like. were buds at that dinner. like he was near me the whole time. like i left a lil earlier and he was right behind me NDJDJDJJDJ #got to sit next to each other.... and like. god.... idk this was like movie shit #when i got there...... it was super early okay. i get anxious about being late (and ok i also know he has a tendency to be early) #so i pull into a spot n im waiting there #this car that looked like his pulled into the spot almost in front of me #n im like is that him ????? like wouldnt that be so fucjin funny #then the light in the car goes on and im like OH IT LOOKS LIKE HIM???? but then i was like eh it could be anyone #so im like okay whatever. if its him. he'll get out eventually #so the guy gets out if the car right and LMAO IT WAS HIM AHAHAHAHAHHAHA #so i get out of my car and like theres so many cars going past us so i walk a lil ahead #and then i look back and meet eyes with him n im like #OH SO IT WAS YOU #and he was like. YA. I WAVED AT YOU #and i was like I DIDN'T SEE IT. then we talked about something else #and then i was like..... was the light on when you waved tho #and he was like... i think so???? GOD. LMAO. THIS IS WHY ITS GONNA TAKE US 800000 YEARS #so anyway. its only us two there and we're walking toward the restaurant and im like oh should we go in. n hes like ya #so we do.... and god lmao being there with him... going up to ask for our reservation. i was like WHAT KIND OF DATE SITUATION????? #LIKE IT WASNT. BUT I WAS LIKE DJDJJDJDJDJD OH THIS IS. WHAT ITD FEEL LIKE HUH. GOD. #n e way we had to wait forever for the table n for other ppl to show up. #then when we were finally sat... he was right near me. like not the chair directly in front of me. but tge one adjacent #so i got to talk to him all night !!!@ and like there were some awkward times of silence but JDJDJJD IDK. WE WERE EATING. #and like there were other people at the table too and i didnt wanna just be asking him questions NDJDNDJJDJDJ #n e way. he was cuter and taller than i remembered. he had me dying laughing at some points. i still like him so much NDJDJDJDNJDJD #im in so much trouble......... like will i ever be okay again

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

MM! Takaaki: White and black is nice, but I like white and pink...like you, Monomi– uh, Usami.

Monomi: :D

Monokuma: Ew, feelings...

#Monokuma is just jealous she's the favorite LMAO #Junko likes ya Bud so don't be jealous #These are platonic feelings btw #takaaki ishimaru #mastermind takaaki ishimaru #monomi #monokuma #danganronpa #Takaaki Ishimaru The Ultimate Despair AU #STRICTLY PLATONIC PEOPLE #P L A T O N I C

[danothan]

i can’t wait to meet the other speedsters to see how they adapt to their powers and which unique traits/struggles are emphasized between them. especially the adhd-coding! we have the general baseline stuff like fast talking and restlessness, but i’m so curious abt all the other things you could explore with each character

i can only speak for barry, but the way his speed-mind is described deeply resonates with me

(“a moment of regret… is an eternity” sounds a lot like rejection sensitivity disorder, but i digress)

it is so easy to translate timeblindness with the speedforce: the feeling of being overwhelmed by your thoughts, being out of touch with reality, not having any sense of how much time has gone by… it really does feel like the world is passing you by at a different rate

and it’s one thing to lose track of the clock, but it’s another to actively be considerate of the time and still miss the mark by a mile. i couldn’t even make an estimate for human error if i tried. all my life, i’ve felt like i existed in my own world, always lost in thought, and it was like being trapped by my mind

you can imagine my catharsis seeing barry go through the same internal struggle

ngl i cried reading this. the contradiction of being so slow bc your mind works so fast is a very familiar feeling. being overwhelmed by choice, unable to separate the sheer force of your thoughts from reality…. maybe i’ll talk abt this in a separate post too, but i genuinely used to think that i was jumping timelines bc my reality was so contradictory. i straight up had to make up a multiverse theory to cope with my neurodivergence. and y’know what else loves multiverses? superhero comics 😎 (fun fact: the flash was the very introduction of multiverse theory to superhero comics! rly coming full circle here)

when i say speedsters are adhd-coded, i don’t just mean the hyperactive connotation you see with that trope. having these comics write barry’s struggles within the frame of his superspeed has done so much for me. in a roundabout way, it put my adhd experience into words

are the flash writers okay, do they know their oc has adhd

#barry allen #the flash #dc #danbles #meta #adhdposting #panels #IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER THO adhd is NOT superspeed! needless to say! #barry’s mind works as a streamline of thoughts ableit a chaotic one #i don't have the benefit of metahuman brain i just have this regular human one with rapidfire thoughts stumbling over each other #adhd is like putting a car engine on a bicycle #and meds turn it into a motorbike. i think? #idk adderall kinda triggered my mania so maybe that’s not a good example lol #poor barry all this superspeed and can’t even take adderall… #i get it bud i feel ya 😔 #speedsters 101

[scelestic-reveries]

I wouldn't fall for someone I thought couldn't misbehave.

Hozier, Nobody.

#I feel ya bud. #Nobody #Hozier #lyrics #quote #music #s/r #scelestic reveries

[itsadragonaesthetic]

"so you're telling me ALL of life comes from some amino acids combining in some hydrothermal vents a long time ago?" uh, yea

#i dont think u understand how... long ago it was bud #im sorry im watching some videos of people doubting evolution this might take a few posts #i needed something to zap me awake ya feel me #nothing like seething disappointment in peoples cognitive abilities #dragon speaks #rant

[malhare]

Always funny to me when someone is like "Im a badass motherfucker, Im sick and twisted so snowflakes stay away B^)" then they have a kinlist

#Like Im not shitting on kinnies but do you guys get what I mean. Like maybe dont take yourself so serious bud #When youre a sicko for real you dont need to project it as an aestheticized facet of yourself or portray it through characters. ya feel me #malhare.txt

[tyrianlynch]

Sigh. You guys. I’m feeling rather trapped. Like a 16 year old girl stuck atop a mountain with no way of getting down.

#to be clear when I was 16 I lived on top of a mountain and didn’t know how to drive so I couldn’t get down #unless I like asked my mom #but I’m staying with my aunts in the suburbs for a few nights while my roommate is out of town #bc she took the dog and if I have no roommate and no dog I will not sleep bc the murderers will come #but I still don’t know how to drive and there’s no fucking public transportation out here #and like if I was home I don’t think I’d be hopping on the bud and going somewhere #but the fact that I could makes all the difference #and it’s just bringing up all this cptsd stuff from when I lived on top of the mountain with no way down #I swore I’d never be trapped like that again #and ya ya I can get an Uber I can leave if I choose but that’s still relying on someone yknow? #I like being self sufficient and knowing that I can stand up and go across the city all by myself #and being here just makes me feel like a teenager who has to make a whole presentation to convince my mom to take me into town #and I don’t like feeling like that person bc that person is all tied up in the trauma #whatever I’ll feel better in the morning and I’ll delete this post I just feel very afraid rn

[jonathanbiers]

anyone else do like a routine check to see if your mutuals have gotten annoyed enough with you to unfollow yet or just me

#shut up larsen #i'm sorry i feel like i'm perpetually annoyng #on that note though i've been unmutualed by the same person 3 times now and it's getting kind of hilarious to me #it's like when customers at work say they're not coming back. see ya next week bud #anyway. i'm going to go attempt to work through my writers block now

[fantastic-artemis]

For real tho fuck that person who read my long bearing-my-soul essay on how important Beez's androgyny was to me as a nonbinary person and then decided to call me a transphobe for it. Rot.

#i blocked both of them so it doesnt matter but like #they called me a baby for feeling that way and its just like have u looked in the mirror bud #reading comprehension does you well #called me racist too bc ya gotta hit all the buttons i guess #me

[take-some-vampire-money-bro]

gerard way and i are not the same, moving from jersey to california was not a net good for my mental health by any means.

#no he and i are very similar but yeah man fuck cali #i remember when i was younger thinkin “haha everyone thinks california is fake but that's just hollywood silly!!” #mars........idk how to break it to ya bud............but fakeness comes in many other forms #i miss jersey you're like actually allowed to be real there #like i miss places that are down to earth. feels like those are just more compatible with the type of person that i am #marscore

[idunnoausersname]

The Ukrainian guy flipping off Europe is, without a shred of irony, the best thing that's been showed today.

#Eurovision #definition of iconic #yeah bud i feel ya #i mean obviously not the same way. #but like. yeah. i support it.

[meangreenmulletmachine]

happy bday!!! I hope it was a nice day for ya :)

Thank you!!!! c: <3

#one of my best buds gifted me a chocolate mouse cake #literally dying because of how tasty it is rn #they also gifted me a house plant!!!! #so sweet #everyone at work was really kind and just in general good vibes #its friday and it was the first hot sunny day of the year in my city #good day #well other than the supreme court stuff but YA KNOW........... #edit: i guess mousse has two s's #color me silly #its a word i feel like ive hardly ever had to write lmao