#i forgot some moments but idk

[neproxrezi]

someone else could write it better than me but i love how the fucked up nasty shit you can make harry do/say/be in disco elysium isn't just like, random stuff caused simply by the player having free will and control over him but they're parts of who he is and who he has been

you're not a tabula rasa. you're a sudden shock of blank pages in a big, aged, damaged book and sometimes the paper you're trying to write a better man on is torn and you see something through the gaps nobody needed to see ever again. and it's just there now again, back to the surface

#sorry for some reason i feel like i write about DE better in tags than the post. idk why. TAG ESSAY AHEAD. #the gap between tags is a nigh irreplacable form of punctuation #to me #anyway #the one that really got me thinking was how failing an authority check can make you call kim a racial epithet #even if you've played a vocally anti-racist harry up to that point #that line feels like the underbelly of a calving iceberg you were never meant to see #floating to the surface as the whole thing turns and rights itself #the joyous moment is over. the celebrations end #you stop dancing and you step outside with kim #you can profusely apologise #but that thing #that piece of harry before he forgot everything #it doesn't come out of nowhere #nobody just randomly blurts out something like that #it crests the surface #and then it's just... gone again #under the waves #disco elysium #dibi

[daipeanutsaiban]

A Victorian couple. (Leyendecker redraw)

#the great ace attorney #tgaa #tgaa spoilers #dgs spoilers #klint van zieks #klimt van zieks #lady baskerville #<- isn't it madam van zieks tbh (though i like that she has at least a last name) #i'm glad i didnt rush this one.. i think i started it one or two months ago? #i like painting because since it's more time consuming i get to really think about the characters and what kind of thoughts they were havin #at that moment... in this one i'd say the professor killings have already started. kvz looks quite grim here compared to how silly i usuall #depict him lol #anyways! move outta the way gayboy im about to get it #i wanna do this with mr asougi (gen-chan..💖) as well at some point #OKAY done rambling <3 idk if anyone reads this far but if u do hiii. the joys of following daipeanutsaiban on tumblr: chatter for days #scheduled #help i forgot the ship tags im not retyping all that. #klintville #baskerzieks #fun fact: the ship name for klint and the name i gave lady (primrose) would be *drumroll* ...PRINT....lmao....

[amethyst-halo]

wuh oh! secret's out!

#warrior cats #warriors #warrior cats oc #warriors oc #wc oc #comic: facets - four stones #harejaw (oc) #lostblaze (oc) #cardinalflight (oc) #pumpkinpatch (oc) #yellowheart (oc) #birchgaze (oc) #lowclaw (oc) #hollyspeckle (oc) #sketch's sketches #scene that idk if itll end up in the comic so i drew it #forgot to blur the foreground lol #yea. i need to give yellowheart some happy moments

[stinkypeanutbutter]

me rn making an aiden angst fanfic and I’m literally dying over it I’m making him struggle fr

#I’m trying to add different interactions with everyone #He’s gonna have some cousin bonding 🫶🫶 #Tyden and Aidlyn moments in there too later on #It’s called “ If only huh ? “ on wattpad #Idk how to come up with good fanfic names I just type whatever might make sense #READ IT TOTSLLT !!!!! #The first fanfic is actually just a bunch of Aiden overthinking and then switching to “ what if I ate this “ at one point #I think idk I can’t remember #I really really really really want to make this seem accurate enough to his mentality and personality #Let’s say I was also really inspired by uhhh I forgot their name but they did an Aiden analysis and I lvooviodeed it soy much #Guys listen to gods plan and tell me if it’s totally Aiden or not cause I think it is ok I said this before but I’m listening to it rn just #There’s a SH warning just saying in case I decide to read !! #Eh all the warnings are on the front page anyway tee hee #Pleaseee tell me what you think about it #school bus graveyard #sbg #sbg (webtoon) #school bus graveyard webtoon #aiden clark

[napping-sapphic]

tbh we need to buy matching stuffed animals to send each other pictures of whenever we are apart

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #i an So Sleepy #waking up at 2am to yearn for a bit and now i going back to sleep #i had a 5 hour exam earlier and i have never been more in love with sleep #it’s good i don’t have a gf idk if i’d love her more than sleep rn i am so tired #but my brain was like: but what if matching stuffed animals #and she was right😤 #and i wanted to share the revelation before i forgot it #i love u i hope u get some really good sleep soon i hope you have a good day i hope u get to laugh i hope u get a peaceful moment

[so-called-quail]

'Trapped in the end!' said Sam bitterly, his anger rising again above weariness and despair. 'Gnats in a net. May the curse of Faramir bite that Gollum and bite him quick!' 'That would not help us now,' said Frodo.

Sword in hand Sam went after him. For the moment he had forgotten everything else but the red fury in his brain and the desire to kill Gollum. But before he could overtake him, Gollum was gone. Then as the dark hole stood before him and the stench came out to meet him, like a clap of thunder the thought of Frodo and the monster smote upon Sam's mind.

Now he tried to find strength to tear himself away and go on a lonely journey – for vengeance. If once he could go, his anger would bear him down all the roads of the world, pursuing, until he had him at last: Gollum. Then Gollum would die in a corner. But that was not what he had set out to do. It would not be worth while to leave his master for that. It would not bring him back. Nothing would.

Sam and vengeance in today's entry

#idk i have Thoughts about this... rambles ahead... #there's an interesting arc here with how sam approaches his feelings of vengeance in this entry #starting with the first quote. frodo's response to sam is so brief and doesn't get much time to sit with all the action going on #but i feel like it speaks volumes #at least in showcasing the different points they stand on #sam centers his resentment and feelings of revenge... he's quick to get frustrated and immediately goes for threatening gollum #meanwhile frodo is focused on getting out. he doesn't have time to nurse anger nor does he want to #it feels like he's advising sam to move past it because he knows it's futile to stay stuck in those feelings #then there's sam's fight with gollum #after days and weeks of building tension from his mistrust towards gollum... this is where the dam finally breaks #sam's been feeding into his resentment for SO LONG it's no wonder he gets into this state of blind fury towards the end #he set himself up to seek vengeance the moment he gets the opportunity #which in some way i'm sure does help him in fending off gollum... that strength had to come from somewhere #but once he's staved him off he continues to fixate that anger on gollum and forgets what he originally set out to do-- protect frodo #and then we're left with the final quote... #it isn't until sam has (perceived to have) lost everything that he is able to come to the conclusion that vengeance won't serve him #...a lesson learned a little too late?? maybe?? no?? it feels cruel to say that #i definitely do not want to take the position that sam was responsible for what happened to frodo #he was pinned in a horribly desperate situation and couldn't do much once gollum attacked #i don't think much would've changed if he hadn't had his moment of fury with chasing gollum #anyways newbie here-- i haven't read anything ahead from here so idk what character arcs await sam #but i'm interested to see if this is later built upon or acknowledged #end of rambles skdfjgkdjsfg #lotr newsletter #lotr newsletter march 13th #EDIT: I forgot to space the quotes out 😭 #not a crime but they can get confusing to read when scrunched together hrnnnn

[skrunksthatwunk]

sometimes you need to go back and listen to the music you liked when you were 13 because it's good for you. and no im not talking about like emo nostalgia in this case we have enough posts about that. im talking about dad rock. actually im just talking about barenaked ladies

#idk if i'd call barenaked ladies dad rock per se but every once in a while i'll hear a song and go MAN. I REMEMBER THAT #i had so many oc animatics in my head about this one.... #anyway skrunk lore moment but i had a really intense bnl phase for like 8 months in early middle school which explains a lot about 13 y/o me #in a neutral way but like. yeah. anyway go listen to box set for me. #you don't have to listen to anything else even though i still have a great fondness for a lot of it bc it's one of those things where it's #so familiar to me that i don't even know if i think it's good or not. but box set goes hard and i'll stand by that #in the car and hello city and i'll be that girl and spider in my room AND CALL ME CALMLY and blame it on me and alternative girlfriend and #the flag and when i fall and the king of bedside manor and am i the only one.... ohgh #AND YES IT'S BASIC BUT IF I HAD $1000000 IS COZY. IT'S CUTE OK #OH and it's all been done for all your immortal/reincarnation ship needs. well. a certain vibe anyway #and alcohol. and OH MY GOD I FORGOT JANE. AND INTERMITTENTLY and break your heart.... waaaaaaa #man they have way way more albums than i thought they had #i can only really speak for gordon born on a pirate ship and maybe you should drive actually but. i like those #or i Did like them. havent relistened but even looking at the titles is making me giggly like... i forgot some of these #ALSO SHOEBOX IS A FRIENDS SONG?? WHUH? #or maybe it was used in friends? idk. no thoughts on friends but they did music for just the dumbest shit. ignore that for me please #ANYWAY. going to go listen to all of that now bc im having a moment. if you listen to it and don't like it um. don't think less of me lol <3

[minglana]

feel like throwing up just by thinking of the concept that tomorrow i have to choose an erasmus destination honestly

#i dont think im ready to go to germany.... i dont have any type of language certification... #and apparently they dont rly go easy on u at all. like they dont care that youre a foreign student they treat u like any other student #and idk same w vienna i think. plus its more expensive. idk. OH OH and i havent even told my parents. #this time fr i wasnt trying to hide anything from them i just. completely forgot😭so i have to call them today and tell them #and maybe theyll be able to help some. another option is staying here or go to a flat next yr. idk i have some moments where i rly wanna le #leave. and other times i feel like i need a 180º in life yknow #idk. thinking abt the future makes me soooooo nervous im not even kidding. i hate it #z xarre

[toyherb]

I swapped my ps4 for a ps5 and basically paid $15 for it* but now that I have it it's like. well what now.

#*i traded in lots of games plus my switch and ps4 and i got it preowned/refurbished so my discounts applied #at the moment i only have souls games nier automata persona 5 and ff14 and almost all dmc games #when i get my paycheck im gonna get lies of p and soulstice #but im also like #wahhhh #idk maybe a preowned baldurs gate will show up at gamestop skdjkabdba #i forgot how much cool stuff you can get preowned #some of it is like. not much difference but lots of it can be seriously discounted #i feel like this sounds like a lot of games but ive already finished all the souls games except like 2 more bosses in sekiro #and most of all i feel sad the ps5 is not as customizable as the ps4 #like the ux is kinda ugly in comparison.... #i think also now that ive like. worked towards this goam and gotten it im underwhelmed by the result #*goal #also the controller i got has jitter and im a little annoyed #also in order to feel worth it i wanna get games that utilize the ps5s power #but most games on the market are very simple looking and are also on switch so its like. hm. #i like those graphics but i dont need a ps5 for them huhhhh

[mahikamihan]

first day of crunchcraft

#crunchcraft #tinakitten #Idk if i'm gonna continue writing this #I kinda have an idea of some parts of this #I really want to try making crunchcraft fic but idk if i have it in me at the moment #So im just posting this lil blurb here for now #crunchcraft fic #yumi's crunchcraft fic #I have it named 'death and diamonds' on my google docs which 💀💀💀 #yumi's death and diamonds au #Prayge i make more blurbles like so #i almost forgot i had this written and drafted lol #here have a piece #ENGLISH IS MY SECOND LANGUAGE SORRY IF I MAKE GRAMMAR MISTAKES

[deus-ex-mona]

yt’s autoplay function was a mistake

#this is about a certain modern english song in particular. idk what it’s called or who sings it but st i l l #one moment there’s this wholesome singer singing about how he wants to see a sky of highlighters(??) or sth (idk for sure; my hearing sucks) #and then the music just??? shifts????? and some dude starts rapping with tons of vulgarities and stuff… #…and then!!!! the music shifts a g a i n and we’re back to the wholesome highlighter singer man. and the cycle repeats till the song ends #idk the whiplash just… confuses me to no end every time it comes up on yt autoplay #but hmmmmm~~~~ ig i’ve been rather inactive as of late heyyy. i’ve been… ‘busy’. yeah. let’s go with that #(in which ‘busy’ = watching the anime adaptation of a completed manga series… and reading a bunch of manhwa) #(all that and…. complaining about my gacha luck in that darned h y p. m i c game bc dammit i just want my slendy nurudes :(((() #(so i’ve been ✨busy✨ as you can see~~~~) #(if anyone asks; i���m just reading professionally tled manga/manhwa for ‘research’ on the best ways to tl & typeset for idol sengen i swear—) #hmmmmmm welllll anyways!!!!! i completely forgot the point of this post!!!!! #see y’all next week!!!!! or something!!!! maybe!!!!!! idk!!!!!! #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[klonoadoortophantomile]

played a lot more mother 3 today (i just finished up chapter 5 lol) its kinda crazy how much i remember from this but also Completely Forgot abt

#or just hadnt heard of before but theres been a lot of moments where its like ‘OH. THAT THING YEAH!!!!’ #oh uh i dont remmeber if i mentioned this before or not i got likethe whole game spoiled ages ago #obviously theres some stuff abt the game thats just like surface level things most ppl have heard if they know anything abt it #or ar least. thats what i think idk. like theres stuff i always see mentioned whenever the game gets discussed #like broadly outside of the fanbase #uh i forgot where i was going with this #still dont realy get the rhythm game stuff but its not bothering me as much cuz i actually have #party members now. feels like you can actually do stuff and it feels fair XD #inquisitivewaltz.txt #i was supposed to get some homework done over rhis weekend but all ive done is play mother 3. oops #that stuff was already latework too help 💀

[sigilmint]

(this isn't a call-out, just a personal post) I'm done trying to befriend anyone who has ever been part of the la cosplay scene lol. twice over I've seen people from that group be revealed to be racist, elitist assholes who are allergic to apologies. so when other people in that sphere treat people outside of it with cold indifference... idk it doesn't speak well! I'm sorry if I ever made anyone uncomfortable by extending the hand of friendship bc we had a lot of interests in common and used to be in pretty close proximity/attended the same events. I will not be extending that hand any longer.

#to think i ever got my feelings hurt by being ignored by you people all those years #you're probably all the same and you can have each other #it was laughable how unsurprised i was by the cc drama #like yeah i believe it! y'all act weird!!!!! #and if you didn't want to be painted with the same brush #then some of you might have thought to not be such a brick wall to anyone outside your sphere #idk #it's one of those trust your instincts moments for me ig #and the latest thing--to try to ignore me in my own fandom?? #dragon age is one thing #massive monolithic of a time when it was believable to think oh maybe they missed my message or forgot about the conversation we had #but my home turf fandom?? nah. #get out of here with that 'ignoring the poors' vibe #it's so ugly and weird

[girlwithfish]

ive been so unwell all week its like been a pretty bad rock bottom comparatively bc i was mostly ok most of june besides the regular stuff but it wasnt anything too crazy but i am literally crazy this week i wont get into it <3 need to do my dbt and need to take a pill that will make me the most relaxed unbothered normal person ever

#forgot today is a holiday so my bf didnt have class today bc uni is closed and #idk i dont hav much to do.. i have a few things id like to get done #rn the plan is to eat leftovers shower probably maybe get gas maybe print some forms i need(have to go toa library . n oprinter moment) #do dbt and then buy some bday gifts and #maybe wash sheets or maybe just a load of laundry for clothes bc im running out of socks <3

[peoples-front-of-hope-county]

Sooo was anybody going to tell me that there's a "watered down and less hobo-vibes" version of Joseph Seed in this weeks TLOU episode? Or was I just supposed to find out about that on my very own sbsbejdkasn

#admiration #far cry 5 #fc5 #joseph seed #the last of us #tlou #tlou show #the last of us show #Like jesus there were SO many scenes in that one episode I could perfectly see every member of the Seed Family in #which is probably good I mean the show writers obviously understand how cults work #it's been years since I played tlou so I forgot like 80% of the game except for some key moments #so yeah you could definitely say I forgot about the whole cult part #if that was even in the game #but I'm almost definitely positive I played tlou after I played fc5 and gained this certain.... for certain characters #idk I feel like I need to make gifsets #or comics at the very least