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rywritten · 2 years
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how did you get into both dreamnap and dreamnoblade? where is the connect and the appeal, i really want to know.
ive answered a pretty similar question to this before (which you can read here) but since this is asking for both dreamnap and dreamnoblade, ill try to answer as best and as detailed as i can. please note that some parts will be a direct copy of my previous post, but all in all this is pretty much the entirety of my dsmp experience, meaning there's lots of new Ry lore™ to read about lmao
so, without further ado,
here's a real-time recap of my slow decent to madness pt. 2 (aka falling in love with Dreamnap and DNB, then starting a side blog dedicated to these two amazing ships™)
includes reaction memes for funsies and also to provide a visual for all of my recent emotions as i traverse the dsmp fandom firsthand
ok, let's gooooooooo
starting this off with how i got into dsmp in general. so i actually knew about dsmp way back when the fandom was just starting (bc who didn't? this fandom was the talk of the town (derogatory) given the hate most people gave it for being #cringe) ive seen the way other fandoms have clowned dsmp fans (mainly dream stans) and i for one, did not enjoy being clowned at, so yeah i dipped and did not look into the lore too much given the circumstances. at that time, i didn't really know anyone except for c!dream given that he was the one (1) character that piqued my interest, and he stuck to me bc of the smiley face mask and i really liked the fanarts i saw of him back then, even when i had no interest to join the fandom back then.
(narrator voice, ominous: she was in it for a surprise)
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visual image of myself (back in December 2021, ignorant of what's to become of me later on)
so flashforward to the year 2022 where nothing is real except for the eraser shavings on my desk and the half finished wips collecting pixelated dust on my laptop for months and boom i was reintroduced to dsmp but this time there was interest bc this time around, i was reintroduced to c!dream via a really nice animation by sadist and since i had no other fandom to hyperfixate on during these trying time, my lizard brain was all like:
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but as soon as i consumed every sadist dsmp animation known to man, i realized something very quickly, my love for c!dream is all encompassing, but there's still room in my heart for maybe two (2) more characters, which i why i was led to the simple conclusion of finding more characters to love and cherish along with dream, hence why i found sap and techno, my two other beloved.
so my love for dream, sapnap, and techno is rooted on the fact that i personally love all of their character designs, also i just find it quite fascinating how powerful and dangerous their characters are individually, and at that moment, my brain went decided to ask me a question that would change everything:
my brain 🧠: what would they be like together?
me 🤡: you mean like a team, right? platonically??
my brain 🧠, crackling: no.
[cue alarm bells ringing in my head]
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so yeah, the possiblity of shipping c!dream with the two other characters ive come to know and love was now a very big possibility (mainly bc i want my fav boy (c!dream) to be loved and cherished, and who better to love and cherish c!dream than my two other favs???) <- sound logic, me thinks.
so after maybe two hours of looking for fanarts of the characters dubbed as a green teletubby, an arsonist, and the blood god (all in that order) ive found etcetera art's insta and twt account, full of amazing fanarts of all three of them, and i knew i was onto something when i wanted to see all three of them together...
(note that scavenging through twt for a dsmp fanart is a nightmare if you don't really care abt the other characters, bc let me tell you, you will end up finding more fanarts of that character than who you were looking for in the first place)
so a lot more digging around and i found out something very important about sap and techno when it comes to dream:
for sapnap: "And they're childhood friends in the lore. oh man, they're childhood friends in the lore???"
and for techno: "And they're rivals in the lore. oh man, they're rivals in the lore????"
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i zoomed in on these two facts immediately and began my quest to look for more animatics, fanarts, and even fanfiction focusing on two things: dream and sap's dynamic AND dream and techno's dynamic. i looked for content regarding their rivalry and friendship and i even found the tags #rivalstwt / #rivalsduo (for dream and techno, which i initially thought was considered both platonic and romantic, so you could imagine the sheer devastation i felt after finding out on the same day that shipping them is not in fact considered "morally acceptable")
and for sap and dream, i found the tag #dreamnap (which, as it turns out is not as popular or as widely accepted as i thought it would be, surprising given that dreamnap oozes childhood friends to lovers so much, i thought everyone loved childhood friends to lovers???)
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(me, as soon as i realized i was the only one in the c!technodreamnap agenda, i will not be stopped)
initially i was ok with the whole platonic rivalry (for techno and dream) and the friendship (for sap and dream), but the more i was fed this idea that shipping c!dream and c!techno is wrong, the more i felt compelled to like it. and the lack of fan works for dreamnap was getting to me, i was itching to make my own fics for these two ships the moment my two braincells connected and formed a critical thought.
plus, i already knew i was going to fall in love with BOTH dreamnap and dnb (bc dnf is just so boring and this ship never appealed to me even back then plus karlnapity isn't for me, i dont like q and k lmao) the moment i found out that they're the three strongest characters in the dsmp lore + the other canon events in the story like doomsday and the life debt dnb keep owing each other throughout each important event is enough fuel for me to keep this ship sailing, and the fact that despite how they only consider each other as business partners, c!techno still rescued c!dream from prison knowing the risk and c!dream still remembers the mountain where they first met (how am i not going to romanticize this? how??)
and then there's the fall of dremanap in the canon lore, the heavy implications, the angst, and the fact that no matter what happens, they are each other's downfall as much as they love and care for the other (that's some very fucked up trope that we all need in a childhood friends to enemies to lovers dynamic, imho)
so in conclusion, my love for dreamnap and dnb started from curiosity that led to shock and bitterness that fueled my spite and the burning need to consume and create content for the only two (2) ships that i actually find interesting in this entire fandom.
it's a crime that there's so little content for these two ship, a crime i tell you!
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so yes, im BOTH a dreamnap and a dnb shipper and my entire side blog is dedicated to block men: 500k words, slow burn, childhood friends to enemies to lovers as well as rivals to rivals to lovers, pining, angst with a happy ending, doomsday husbands and chaos husbands 😌❤️💚🤍
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this concludes my very long and unawaited part two of my slow decent to madness™ post. i hope my experience (as well as my suffering) was at least entertaining to read! and i hope i managed to answer you question, anon (and maybe get you to consider shipping this with me)
bc spreading the c!technodreamnap agenda is what this entire blog's about. 🎉
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zmartiarty · 2 years
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Prince overboard!! (You can guess which piece of art I've just been gawking over XD).
I've been real busy so haven't accrued anymore questions, my bad but wanted to squeal about that pirate au post on twt.
I am a sucker for water effects in art and the way you paint highlights and light reflections are always top-tier so I am in no way disappointed by how that turned out!! I am especially in love with how everything seems to almost glow, like where there's high saturation. *chef's kiss* Splendid.
You always manage to capture a sort of looking into the past feel with your art and I'm gonna continue marvelling over that piece for a while longer.
Don't suppose you have any fun tidbits to share about it? Either the process of the art or just fun pirate lore info :D N how badly does Dream screw up in this lifetime (if you're committing to the HD, XD link, I dunno just remember seeing that somewhere???)
Also!! How have you been?! :)
~ 💭
:D aww thank you <3
First it's been a while since I've even touched my ask box or tumblr in general, oops. Hope you've been well anon!
Uhhhh this piece has been quite frankly a wild fucking ride.
The wip I posted on May 22nd of Siren George's face and fishy ear fins(?) is a part of the 3rd version of this piece..........
THIRD
Not to mention that 2nd version I did was like 40-50% rendered....
I'm not joking. I had Dream's face rendered perfectly but everything about the piece was so broken and flawed at the core that I couldn't fix it in the rendering stage so I scraped everything and started over from scratch... again. Which honestly? good. It's for the better.
Helped me get out of the tunnel vision head(hell)scape that I can often find myself in during certain pieces.
I closed a door with a second version and another door opened when starting over. I went back to my og vision (PotC3 wedding), and found added inspo by stumbling upon Breakfast at Tiffany's ending scene :)
Kissing in the rain gotta love it.
I finally doubled down on the intimacy of this piece and scraped the hand holding I begrudgingly wouldn't get rid of when I should of (I wanted to show off their rings) but alas it just wasn't working. So I went with the first iteration of this piece, and now have them kissing....
but with added theming of Mermay!!!!! WOOO
That's a little art insight I had to givee
Lore wise you'll have to wait. But I will say... this isn't their first attempt at getting married LMAOO
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astrxlis-archive · 2 years
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Hi Fox!! 💞Another day of me dropping by to share some stuff <333 may these make you feel warm even for a moment 🥺
I've found this venti wip by @/snifflesmp4 on twt and it might just bring a smile to your face :DD even if it's just a header-sized wip, you could tell the art is already 👌✨
THIS TOO. It looks so heavenly please check it out when you have the time !! 🤩🤩🤩 by on twt
I have found some hu tao art too. on twt. Everytime i see hu tao and her goofy faces i get instantly reminded of how you and her give the similar mischievous vibe with just this emoticon: ":3c" 😩💞
Another venti art!! 🤩🤩 i really liked how clean and cute this is, especially with that foam over his lips, you can tell how much he enjoys drinking that mug of beer :3
There's this genshin merch too where itto, childe, venti and kaeya are drawn and posed like your typical ikemen men 😂
an inazuma venti. im not gonna lie, im having fun putting links the moment i discovered how to😋🤩
A kid hu tao fan art 💕. idk what to caption this but the art looks really nice!! <33 I find this hu tao art ethereal looking too 😍💞
Last but not the least, I REALLY LOVED THIS ONE!!! 😩 i hope you'll love it the same as i do, tho of course that's just me hoping in case our preferences and reactions aren't mutual !!<333
(im tryna rummage my likes/retweets for stuff with xiao involved,, im trying,, but i hope these venti posts are more than enough !! 💕)
I hope you're doing okay Fox!! 😚😚😚 If not, then that's alright, you could cry it out and i'll be with you !! 😌💞 I hope you'd also be able to enjoy Dan's upcoming event that will be posted tomorrow 😍💗💗 may time allow you to enjoy a breather 🥰🥰 because you deserve it sm!! <333
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hi 🍰!!! 💕💕
i'm replying to these in order, but using numbers instead so you don't get lost 😂
THIS IS A WIP?? A WIP???????? it did bring a smile to my face, i see venti and i go owo aljdksjs–
A?? AAAAA???? it does look heavenly 🥺🥺 i wish we could see more venti and dvalin interactions. sometimes i open dvalin’s fight just so i can see him.
ehehehehe i’m glad hu tao now reminds you of me :3c she looks so cute 🥺 baby 🥺🥺🥺 istg i love her too much
PRECIOUS BOY 😭 he loves his beer a lot 🥺 i keep looking at it and thinking i’ve seen it as a sticker in-game but i’m pretty sure it’s not–
KAEYA LOOKS F CKING GLORIOUS i’d buy 10 of these if i had money like fr 😂😂😂😂 i had to hold in my laugh seeing these
the outfit suits him so well!?!? the pose too 🥺 dude keep having fun i’m living for these links kfndkdnd
my mom-friend brain automatically went like “hug. P R O T E C T.” 😂😂 she looks so tiny 🥺 baby hu tao 🥺🥺 also watch me make the second hu tao art as my lockscreen— i mean, can i? i’m gonna check the artist’a profile to see if non-commercial use is ok— yep! it’s cool!
i loved this one too!!! the different expressions each character makes and the hand/accessory placing are so cute and also so in character for each one. i think aether’s may be my favorite (surprisingly); xiao placing the crystal core on his hair aaaaa
i think it’s fair to say you don’t have to share only the things you think i might enjoy - feel free to share the things you thought were cute or funny just because you though they were 😊
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evanescentdawn · 2 years
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(july 1st)
today’s writing:
—wips: ss//thankyous ⭐️
—hi hello, it’s the beginning of ssmonth !!! you fcking bet I’m gonna do it. like honestly, didn’t think I was gonna write for the first day but then??? hello??? I found the gorgeous prompts on twt and fell in love. I decided to work on my ss fic, thankyous — it would be perfect for it! and what do you know??? I got down and got writing, and finished the first part! so happy & v pleased at how smoothly it went. that outline really helped, and god. just. so happy because I REALLY like this fic and idea.
I haven’t really how to transition on the next part, just wrote a little and have some general idea….so will be experimentally and such with that one, but hopefully I will finish it for today! fingers crossed.
lmao the second part hasn’t at all gone that smoothly, it’s the scene in 699 end and….I do badly, when writing canon scenes. maybe because it feels awkward and stifled; like I’m constricting myself. so like, writing to rewrite it, now that I know generally on what I want to write. wow. it’s not going well at all I’m getting upset. fck, yeah, no. it’s really not going well. I need to think of another direction for this, urgh urgh urgh AND IT WAS GOING SO WELL !!!!
okay. I took some time, read some fics, and came back. and it’s better now. but god. fcking hells. I still hate with passion. fjfkkfkf. okay, lmao, I feel much better deciding to separate the parts in chps. and it’s….okay. sometimes things don’t go well and stuff. and like the chp IS decent. I can always like rewrite that 2nd chp if I wanted. it’s cool.
WHY DOES THIS LOOK LIKE IM TRYING TO REASSURE MYSELF.
okay. What if I just post the first part???? because I really like that, and then. I can write/rewrite/work on that second part, in my own time so it’s cool <3 yes! liking that much better. I have been alternating between these chps on ao3, just reading & finalising getting to ready to post. WHHEN I REALISED WHAT WAS BOTHERING SO MUCH….!!!! they don’t connect. funny, how the prompt is “connected feelings” haha, but finally !!! yes. OKAY LOOKING BSTTER NOW, but something just bothering me. like…..mmmmmhhh…..AH. AHH. AHHH !!!! I GOT IT.
IM SO HAPPY YOU CANT BELIEVE. SHAKING AND CRYING. YES.
it’s not perfect but it’s fcking way better than before !!!!! it was that damn first like that was bothering me the most.
FINALLY NOTICED AND TOOK CARE OF IT. so finally can post now jfkfkff. still keeping it separate chps because I like the first one v much
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doemii · 3 years
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to miss you again
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morkofday · 3 years
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fic tag game
thank you so much for tagging me @i-am-just-a-kiddo ♥ i love rambling about my fics and my writing even if it always also brings up all the doubts and insecurities i have but. these are my children so i will show them some love :’) and it is always just wonderful to share this all with you my dear ♥
placing under cut bc i do ramble, as yall know to expect by now!
Name: VishCount i’ve already explained the origin of that name a couple of times so am sparing you from that but gotta just say that i never expected to get so fond of this username and the nicknames that followed ♥
Fandoms: wow ok so buckle up, this is gonna be a ride first i gotta mention the finnish fandom for this youtuber group called LaeppaVika. i adored them as a teenager and i still watch the videos sometimes :’) couple of the members still stream stuff even if the group has pretty much fallen apart by now and am just very fond every time. they feel like home in a way. those fics were my first ones and am still kinda proud of some of those?
then there’s this one random finnish utapri fic i once wrote... tbh i’m not sure why my anime fandoms never made me write anything? maybe it was the inexperience and the fear of using a second language lol 
after i got over that and got into BTS, i’ve written a ton for them. most of those are oneshots that vary from 1k words to 10k or something. a couple of longer ones have sprouted too and one is still in the making and i have sooooo many ideas. mostly just random aus. i adore to write those. 
lately MDZS has been my favored fandom and it has gotten some oneshots too as well as my gigantic xicheng fic that hangs somewhere well above 100k now. i wish to finish the last part for that soon but who knows, maybe it will take longer than expected sigh. and now DMBJ has pushed in as something that yells at me to write tho i’ve only posted a short oneshot for it for now. and oh, last year i also posted a couple of silly oneshots for 2moons! that was... weird tbh but am glad i did that. 
i wish i had more fandoms tbh bc there is so much interesting stuff there and i have so many ideas and inspirations but i’m very slow at writing. things don’t always just come out and some fandoms don’t grasp me for long enough that i would be able to tap into any projects. but i have no hurry, right?
Tropes: hmm do i have any? am not sure. i thought that maybe soulmate aus or some abo stuff was my thing but i’ve slowly drifted away from those. then it comes to just... idk. hurt/comfort? found families? i also adore slow burn these days and i feel like i’ve gotten a bit better at writing that but it’s still a struggle. also just, as already noted, all these different aus? mostly fantasy based ones. those are always so cool and somehow very whimsical? and lately i’ve also just fallen into this hole where i love to write some bittersweet tragedies or at least stuff that feels like a tragedy in some sense (and i blame my dear kiddo for that bc they’ve written the sweetest of tragedies and i want that too ok)
Fic I spent most time on: how do you count this? do wips count? bc if they do, then I feel like my xicheng fic called you’re the sunset and i’m the last purple left behind is it. it just keeps on going and i feel like i’ve given it all of my waking hours and heart and soul.  then it could also be my BTS abo fic My Lungs for You to Breathe that is slowly reaching its second year? am not sure. but it has been going for ages bc sometimes it comes and sometimes it goes and currently i’ve spent over six months without updating it and. yeah.  (it would be nice to mention some fic here that i’ve made some research for but tbh i never do any research. am horrible like that but i’ve never just. had the energy? tho i have hopes that i could go on this wild research spree for this one guardian idea i have but let’s see...) 
Favorite fic(s) you’ve written: (making a list bc am unable to choose, fight me)
and you remain - my pingxie oneshot that just helped me to get all of the feelings i had after tlt2 pour out. am very fond of it destiny tied us together - some introspection of lwj and jc’s relationship and how it changes throughout the years as they both mature, learn things about themselves, fall in love and realize that they share the same ppl in their hearts (and maybe develop a tentative friendship bc they’re so similar in so many ways). i had so much fun with this and it just felt like my brightest moment haha painting your skin with all of me - the xicheng soulmate oneshot i wrote at some point and still adore. it just seemed to work and in the middle of my xicheng struggles writing them so briefly and gently just felt right pouring love (growing flowers) - the ot7 oneshot i wrote bc of this one amazing twt prompt/moodboard. it was the last part of my mono series. i love it so much. joon was so nice to write throughout the whole thing ;;  lilies bloomed under your carpet - my god au for taejoon. it poured out of me so wonderfully and it was so amazing. still one of my favorite creations, this whole au.  Stories Untold / chapter 3 - this was a collection of taejoon oneshots that i was trying to make but am not sure if i will ever finish them all. but this one, where tae is a forest god and joon a human able to see supernatural things, is very dear to me bc it just feels complete
Fic I spent least time on: gosh i think it must be either my first wangxian oneshot we had it almost or my touch-starved joon oneshot show me my skin and touch my heart with very soft and lovely taejoon. both created themselves in a couple of hours?
Longest fic: currently my xicheng monster but i somehow expect my bts abo fic to get even longer if i ever manage to finish it
Shortest fic: it’s apparently my namseok fic for joon’s tokyo called missing you (i’m homesick). it created itself out of my own experiences of living in a long distance relationship and is one of my faves in that series.  
Most hits/kudos/comments/bookmarks: most hits and comments go for my bts abo fic which doesn’t really surprise me when it’s a multichapter fic :’D most kudos go for the already mentioned xicheng oneshot and most bookmarks go for the bts ot7 fic!
Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: hmm if i could rewrite something, it would probably be my first bts fic and my second long fic called Even the Universe Makes Mistakes. that soulmate au now feels a bit outdated and there are many parts i would like to change and things i would love to think again.  then if i was allowed to expand some world, i would love to write more for the xicheng soulmate au bc there are many other pairings i would love to explore there too or just to see lxc’s take on the events perhaps. other thing would be my namgi oneshot it passes (for us both) bc i adore namgi and the love they create in that brief moment. 
Share a bit of a WIP: it hasn’t been long since i shared snippets of several wips but let’s go with my pingxie which i’ve been working on and am just so damn excited about (especially now that i can use the bazaar photoshoot imagery as inspiration):
“He moves, pulled in by the darkness of the lake, mirroring the softly blue sky with its gray, heavy clouds. The snow lands on his nose, into his lashes, clings to his coat and his shoes. He doesn’t feel cold, doesn’t hear anything beyond the softness of the snowfall. Nothing exists and everything does, real and fake at the same time, comforting but still making him feel afraid.
He could lose himself here, could be lost from everything. He could stay and be forgotten, could join those people that tried to make him remain, could take the easier way. He could rest, just like he was supposed to do so many times before.
Maybe he does belong, after all. Maybe he is part of this place, so awfully familiar with it, so willing to even stop his own heart to get here. And maybe he is not, this place only hungry for those who don’t yet remain, refuse to give into this dream-like space.”
thank you once more for tagging me my dear! this was fun even if looking back to my old fics and all the lack of updating and posting these days makes me feel kinda bad... i’ve just been in a slump lately and am slowly trying to get out of it even if i almost fall back in all the time. it’s funny when last spring i felt like i was at my peak sigh. but well, as i’ve already said, i have time right?
i dunno so many writers over here but i’m tagging @cross-d-a and @kholran bc i’m curious about your work. also tagging @inkblue-black and @jockvillagersonly if you want to blabber about something or if you just want to see this. and oh also tagging @wangxianbunnydoodles bc am always open for new ppl and i know that you write ^^ 
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actualbird · 2 years
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ahdkskd i just read your post on what it would take for marius to punch the nxx guys and ouch 😭😭 but now i kinda want to read a angsty fic based on the scenes you wrote (esp the marluke one bc i found it hilarious that even though marius just broke his nose, luke is still trying to help him) pls you feed us so much thank you
p.s hope your wrist is okay from shaking your phone !! i near flung my phone out of my hand when doing that task too 😭😭
-crow !!
hi, crow!!! (^∀^)ゞ
wahhh, im glad you enjoyed the marius punches everybody but hes the one whos really getting hurt here post!!!
man i WISH there were angsty fics of all these. not sure if i'll be the one to write them tho because //gestures to mountain of tot wips and i JUST made another one an hour ago. who knows though!! i do not control what my brain wants to write, so theres a non-0% chance itll happen
and LISTEN, IM NOT WRONG ABOUT LUKE THO!!!! if luke pearce loved somebody, that person could fucking stab him in the back with a real literal knife and luke would apologize to them for getting blood on their shirt. luke pearce is the most "Boats & Birds" by Gregory and the Hawk motherfucker ive ever seen in my life. im telling ya, just look at this
But you can skyrocket away from me And never come back if you find another galaxy Far from here with more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by If you be my boat I'll be your sea A depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity Ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze I live to make you free
thats luke pearce! hurt him, leave him, hate him, hell, even kill him. he doesnt care. he welcomes whatever it is with open arms. once he loves somebody, all he wants is for them to be the happiest they can be (or rather, luke's view of the happiest that person can be, it must be a happiness where luke himself is not part of the picture) no matter what. he never mattered. it's always going to be them. at least until those loved ones bonk him in the head and make him learn to LOVE HIMSELF, VALUE HIMSELF, GET THERAPY.
HAHA, YEAH MY WRIST IS FEELING BETTER NOW. i posted my tot induced wrist trouble on twt too and it seems that ALL OF US killed our hands or phones shaking to develop that photo kJBKJSFGKS
this is tru fandom solidarity
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tinisprout · 3 years
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FANFIC WRITERS TAG GAME
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Thank you @hvae for tagging me this was fun // I don't have many that I'm close enough to tag. @youshineshine @suzy-rainbow @eeunoia
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01. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?
I used to write for Kimetsu no Yaiba (I might when that anime starts back up again🤧) and also like once I tried to for Noragami
02. what fandoms are you currently writing for?
I write for The Boyz and ENHYPEN
03. how long have you been writing?
I started writing about 6 or 7 years ago if I count the time I tried writing for Noragami. I officially started writing and posting works in 2019
04. on which platforms do you post your stories?
K-pop on Tumblr only. Anime/manga on AO3.
If you like kny and inotan then check out my AO3 cause that was like all I wrote
05. what is your favorite genre to write?
Romantic fluff. Also family fluff. So not just biological family, I love found family with friends. You can really see that in my kny works
06. are you a pantser or a planner?
I think both. I come up with stories by a single scenario in my head and then it kinda either goes from there and I make stuff up as I type or I build it out and set a timeline before writing (this is usually only the case if it's gonna be more than one chapter)
07. one-shot or multiple-chapter?
One-shots… finding the motivation to write multiple chapters works is so ugh. The reason why I stopped writing what I was for Noragami. If it's a one-shot I don't have to be worried about minor details and a timeline. When a chapter is done it's just done and I don't have to worry about it anymore!
08. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?
For me personally, I have to write works with at least 1k words, or else I feel like it's too short. Tho if it's in line with a smau I don't feel that pressed to make it long or anything. I'm not sure if I have a perfect chapter length yet since I'm still in the middle of writing my first multi-chapter fanfic, everything published before was just one-shots that were varying in length.
09. what is your longest published story?
Currently, that would be, I Miss You. My inotan fic on AO3, but only by a little, soon, No Doubt In Us will take over when I post chapter 6 (which that chapter is so far the longest fanfic chapter I've ever written, it isn't even that long tho).
10. what story did you enjoy working on the most?
I think either, I Miss You or A Second Family(another intan fic). I just absolutely love family, especially found family. Finding comfort and love with those you aren't related to is something I yearn for. That's how I am implying Chanhee and Y/N's relationship is in, No Doubt in Us without actually writing their whole story out. They aren't a thing and never will be but they are more than just regular friends. They both are part of good families that they love, but the two of them are so involved with each other's life that they can't imagine not having the other around. They are very important to their own characters and how they turned out, they are siblings at this point.
11. favorite request you’ve written and why?
I only ever got one request, it was also the first thing I wrote for my blog, and boy was it hard. Read it here
12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?
Any kind of themes that involve love, not in just the romantic form but all types of love. That's what's so fun about love there are a lot of different kinds! So themes kinda vary but it's always about some type of love.
13. current number of wips?
If you count ideas as wipes then 4-5 if not then 0
14. three things you’ve noticed about your writing?
I'm not very good at writing dialogue and don't write it as much as I write actions and feelings, I think. I don't talk with others much so I have trouble figuring out how normal conversations go with certain characters.
I also write more than I realize/plan to. Like I think, "this idea isn't even going to be 1000 words!" And then it's multiple thousands. This doesn't apply to just fanfic it always happens for school papers too.
15. a quote you like from a published story?
“[...] placing a chaste kiss on his lips. I could feel his lips form a smile against mine which made me smile too. I pulled away laughing, the happiness I’m feeling right now seems unreal, but looking at his smile, the reddish color that dusted his cheeks and ears told me just how real it was."-- Not as a Friend. I just love fluff, what can I say! Also decided to pick from my K-pop works since that's what I'm known for here.
16. a quote from an unpublished story?
Cw/Tw: blood, implied domestic abuse
"He sneers at her and spits in their direction and walks out of the room. One, two, three, four, seconds pass when the sound of the front door slamming closed. Relief floods her body, she feels so weak but she slowly lifts her body with one hand and brings herself to her knees, placing inosuke on the bed. She brings the hem of her shirt to her nose, sooking up the blood still dripping down her face, waiting for it to stop bleeding. "My love, I'm sorry...I'm so sorry you were born into this kind of family.""-- another kny story, but it's about Inosuke's mom. I don't think I'll ever finish this. As much as I want to, idk it's so fucking angsty I literally can't handle it.
17. space for you to say something to your readers
I used to be very pressed about the numbers (on my twt acc) but then I said fuck it. I've learned to appreciate what I have at the moment and not focus on what I wish I had. So all of you that do read my stuff, thank you! You're likes and rbs mean a lot to me.
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KnB TWT Secret Santa
ALRIGHT this is my entry for @knbsecretsanta!!! The person I got was @shescassiopeia!!! (I’ll post this on TWT too, my @ there is madcardzz)
Now admittedly I was a little busier than expected this holiday season so I took this excerpt from an unpublished WIP of mine. I hope it still makes sense, I edited it thoroughly! :D
This older drabble of mine is a bit of a prequel, the setting basically being the GOM in college instead of high school! (I hope that’s ok, I know u said u preferred high school stuff I’m just not very good at writing that ahaha sorry!)
ENJOY!
Kuroko knew that he and his friends from high school were pretty weird. Kagami, while not being exactly “normal”, served as a perfect litmus test to prove that. But his friends’ weirdness kind of became a point of pride for him, in that he alone was able to understand their idiosyncrasies, befuddling anyone else who knew of them but weren’t close to them. For example, when Midorima texted him something that would seem quite normal and level-headed, Kuroko was able to recognize instantly that it was, for him, an emergency.
3:04 PM From Midorima Kuroko. I hope you are well.
From Midorima I have a favor to ask of you.
3:05 PM From Midorima I need to study at a location other than my dormitory. I trust you are able to assist?
From the multiple message in a row, to the polite request of a favor instead of a demand stated matter of factly, Kuroko was sure he was having some severe roommate issues and needed an out.
3:06 PM To Midorima Certainly. Kagami-kun and I are going to the library shortly. Would you like to join?
From Midorima Perfect. I will see you there.
Kuroko also sent a brief text to Kagami to inform him of the change in plans. Kagami left him on read.
Twenty minutes later, they arrived at the library and found Midorima sitting by himself at a table, books and notes already sprawled across its surface.
“Hello Midorima-kun,” Kuroko greeted from a slight distance, and Midorima did not look up, too immersed in his notes.
“…Oi. Midorima.” Kagami was much more blunt with a bit more volume, and Midorima looked up with a slight hint of distaste on his face.
“Ah. Yes. Hello.”
“What’s that look for, bastard?” Kagami protested, a slight growl of irritation to his voice. Several voices shushed him aggressively and he glared back at them.
Midorima completely ignored him and addressed Kuroko as they sat down at the table with him. “I apologize for the last-minute request.”
“It’s no problem. Kagami-kun and I were already planning this study session,” Kuroko assured him.
Midorima pushed up his glasses in a cool anime way and nodded curtly. “Normally, as I mentioned, I would study in my dormitory; tonight, however, I was reaching the end of my patience with my roommate.”
“Isn’t he that short gremlin-looking guy?” Kagami asked, memories flashing through his head of the one or two times he had met Midorima’s roommate. He was… a memorable character.
Midorima continued again as if Kagami had never spoken. “It’s truly difficult to understand him. And to be quite honest, I never thought I’d ever find someone more obstinately strange than Murasakibara, Akashi, Aomine, Kise, and yourself.”
Kagami, at this point, just rolled his eyes and started getting his books out. Kuroko, who had smoothly pulled out his books upon arriving to the table, was politely paying attention to Midorima, which seemed to encourage him to continue.
“The roommate assignment system at the university is deeply flawed and in need of remodeling,” Midorima began ranting, grip tight on his pencil. “They provide you with a survey and claim to match you with someone compatible, but that could not be further from the truth.”
Kuroko nodded sagely. “Didn’t you say Takao-kun arrived late and parties constantly?”
Midorima nodded curtly again. “He moved in after the first day of classes and spent his first night at a party, presumably, and returned to the room in the middle of the night dangerously inebriated. As he seems to do several times per week, consistently.”
“I thought this was a dry campus,” Kuroko pondered out loud.
“So did I,” Midorima replied dryly.
Kagami found himself unable to concentrate on studying without Kuroko’s guidance, and so reluctantly tried to rejoin the conversation. “So… what did he do this time?”
Midorima pushed up his glasses again. “He only just returned from winter break, even though classes started three days ago. I became… accustomed to the peace and quiet, and found it difficult to readjust. Therefore, here I am.”
Kagami just offered a mild, “Yikes.”
And Kuroko nodded in agreement, and then they all began their studying.
- - - - -
Nobody had really expected it, but somehow, Midorima slowly complained less and less about his roommate as the semester went on, and then one day, they ended up meeting him.
Kagami had been hanging out in the library with Kuroko, Kise, and Midorima. They had technically met there to study, but the only one who was really looking at his books at all was Midorima. Kuroko seemed to occasionally glance at his study guide, but Kagami’s books were on the table unopened, and Kise’s books had not yet left his backpack.
“Okay but. You can’t just say that Naruto would win a fight against Luffy and not provide any supporting evidence,” Kise insisted. “They have such different systems of power, you have to go deeper—”
“Are you fucking kidding me? Naruto could kick anybody’s ass, there’s literally no question,” Kagami argued. “Not even Chuck Norris would stand a chance against a million clones! Kage Bunshin no Jutsu, bitch!”
“Who the hell is Chuck Norris?” Kise asked, and Kagami just gaped at him. But before he could answer, Kuroko interrupted.
“Kagami-kun, Kise-kun, you’re both spouting nonsense,” he stated calmly. “Naruto-kun and Luffy-kun would both be utterly decimated by Saitama-kun in a single punch.”
Kise and Kagami were both immediately outraged by this, but before they could say a single word, they were interrupted.
“Ah, but does Saitama have a version of Haki or Chakra that he uses to power up his punches? Because if not, his punch would do nothing to Naruto and Luffy.”
All four of them turned abruptly to look at the stranger who had butted in on their conversation… though apparently he wasn’t actually a stranger, because Midorima greeted him with a bewildered, “Takao? What are you doing here?”
He grinned in response and handed over a small roll of sparkly rainbow duct tape. “Hey there Shin-chan!”
Kagami almost choked upon hearing the sickeningly cute nickname, and he definitely was not the only one—he saw Kuroko avert his eyes with a minuscule smirk, and he saw Kise mouth the words “Shin-chan”, eyebrows raised in fascination. Midorima looked both annoyed and embarrassed, the slightest tinge of pink on his cheeks.
Takao continued as if he hadn’t noticed. “You forgot your lucky item at the dorm room. I couldn’t remember what luck rank thingy you were today so I figured I’d better come bring it to you just in case.”
Midorima took the roll of tape and stared at it, blinking several times in confusion. It certainly was rare for him to ever leave his room without his lucky item. He must have been incredibly worried about whatever test he was studying for to have left it behind. “…Thank you, Takao,” he said, still sounding uncertain, but also grateful.
“Hey, no problem, Shin-chan,” Takao replied with a grin, seemingly unbothered by Midorima’s hesitance. He grabbed a chair from a nearby table and spun it around to sit on it backwards and settled down at their table, still grinning. “So, who else is in this anime match of champions, huh? And are we including non-protagonist characters? Because I’d love to hear the argument for anyone defeating my man Roronoa Zoro.”
“Zoro???” Kise asked in disbelief, but also returning the grin. “Don’t get me wrong, he’s pretty cool, but if we’re talking people with swords then you can’t discount Cloud or Sephiroth.”
Watching Kise warm up so easily to the new addition to the table made it easier for Kuroko and Kagami to jump back into the discussion, and conversation was soon back and livelier than ever. Every once in a while, Kagami noticed that Takao would direct a question towards Midorima and punctuate it with a casual touch—a hand on the shoulder, a nudge of the forearm, and one time a poke to the cheek—and each time, Midorima got more flustered. He would go back to studying each time after the interruption, but Kagami noticed he hadn’t turned a page in a while, and he was mostly just staring at one spot on the page, the pink tinge to his cheeks growing more pronounced.
It was the cheek poke that finally seemed to destroy him. Just a few minutes afterwards, he dramatically slammed his book shut and began packing all his stuff away. “Well, since I’m clearly not getting any studying done with you buffoons discussing anime characters instead of being responsible students, I’m going to head out,” he snapped, brow creased in irritation.
“Awww, Shin-chan, but your friends are so much fun!!!” Takao whined, pouting at him.
Midorima averted his gaze and picked up his backpack and began to walk out of the library without another word.
“Wahhhh Shin-chan wait up! Are you going back to the dorm? I’m coming too, hold on!” Takao wailed, getting a lot of nasty looks from surrounding students. As he struggled to get up from his weird position on the chair, he grinned at the rest of the table. “Takao Kazunari, nice to meet you guys!”
“You as well, Takao-kun,” Kuroko said with a polite smile.
The gears turned behind Kise’s head upon hearing Takao’s full name and he spat out his Kise-Brand Nickname seconds later. “Kazucchi!!! You should come hang out with us again!”
“Hell yeah!” he said, and then waved as he sprinted after Midorima out of the library.
The table was silent for a bit after that as they contemplated the encounter.
Kise hummed thoughtfully. “I wonder if Midorimacchi has been lying to us the whole time about him, or if he’s just suddenly having some character development~”
Kagami just shrugged. “Seems like the kind of annoying guy you might get used to after a while. Kind of like you, Kise.”
“Yea—HEY!”
Kagami started laughing his ass off at Kise’s offended yelp, and Kuroko could barely hold back his own laughter, and at that point, they were politely asked to leave the library.
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hello babies !!! i’m jin and this is the loml ryu chiwon aka c.won ( nineteen, model / child actor, elite’s lead dancer & vocal, and the sweetest boy to ever exist ) nD I RLY SHOULDN’T BE JOINING bc school n exams are a goddamn mess thnx ***………..but i still love u dw anw i’m here and i’m super hyped!!! u can find me on discord or twt (u can ask me for either!!) but i’ll mostly be on the im’s jsghfhdj . like this post pls and i’ll (v eagerly) come to you to plot!!! meanwhile u can find chiwon’s bio here and plots here (wip!) for ur viewing pleasure but w/o further ado here is some stuff abt him under the cut!
#1
just clearing stuff up bc his bio wasn’t that explicit and detailed! 
has been in the industry since he was five unfortunately n started out as a child model / actor
his family wasn’t that well-off but his parents had big dreams!!!! big hopes!!!! just……. not for themselves but for him…… mostly bc they missed their chance to shine a long time ago so now they’re projecting their aspirations onto him aka using him as an outlet to fulfil their dreams smh
he signed on with hjh ent at first but he found it so ?? stifling ???? esp since he had to grow up under the limelight and it was altogether just Tiring
modelling n stuff rlly took a toll on him bc he was expected to manage himself even at a young age and it stressed him out ??? ? ? ? so much, altho he got to hang out w the #starz but yea not enough compensation
it was kinda expected that along the way he discovered a passion for dance?? like i mean he was surrounded by idols…. and he often skipped modelling / acting lessons just to watch the sunbaes in the practice rooms
so he was more than happy when his contract was set to expire when he was 15,, he got the fuck out of that hellhole even tho his mom disapproved
their relationship has been tense ever since, mostly bc they lost their main source of income and she doesnt rly talk to him unless for him to send money back to their family
kinda has beef with hjh now, doesn’t make a habit of associating w them much. as a result, there have been like…….. wild rumors abt his absence and leave from the company
but in aug/sept of 2012, he secretly went for an audition that worldwide media was having, and entered as a trainee in october with dance
yeh now he’s here anxiously waiting for elite’s debut
#2
if u knew him, u’d be surprised at how much on-camera chiwon = off-camera chiwon
the only difference that on camera chiwon is calmer and kinda intimidating bc his stage presence is off the charts?? 
but his smile is one of the first things people notice simply bc of how prominent and bright it is, n he’s vvvvv charismatic and always makes u feel like the most important person in the world whenever he talks to u bc he focuses all his attention on u
he’s literally always the epitome of bubbly and affable, whether u know him personally or not!! v playful friendly and energetic and always tries to see the best in people, it’s almost to the point which it’s unrealistic
never seen without a smile on his face, he always has enough love to go around. constantly the moodmaker!!! he’s super perceptive to his surroundings so once he senses the atmosphere going down he’s immediately there to bring it up
doesn’t seem forced at all, 100% genuine and ppl actually doubt him for it bc how has the cruelty of the industry not wear you down?
but ha it actually has, he’s actually hella insecure about a lot of things except that he doesn’t let anyone in on his feelings, cries a lot into his pillow when he thinks no one’s around and makes sure that he’s always bright and happy the next day
he never lets anyone even think for a second that he’s upset or smth though, whatever he does feels really genuine
on a s/n Drop Dead Gorgeous is he even real
LIKE FOR REAL HE’S SO FUCKIN HANDSOME 2017 adonis @ his finest
knows how to make everyone happy (except for himself…..) and in a way its a substitute for him to fill up on his own deprivation of love n happiness
but he has the biggest heart, tries to take time out to help everyone when he can, and is super affectionate and can come off as overbearing / overwhelming at times
but he’s also a Heartbreaker ; /  mostly bc he’s super nice n flirty to everyone and it can be kinda misleading at times? BUT ITS NOT INTENTIONAL especially since he doesn’t seem to understand that it’s not ok to go around dropping random kisses on people and proclaiming his love for them all the time
once secretly dated a female trainee to protect her from the company finding out that she was gay
but that quickly turned into rumors wherein he dated another male trainee which….. may not be entirely false
a good friend, will always make time to listen to u and offer comfort
in a lot of ways he’s like a shelter and has been described as such by a lot of people that are close to him? mostly bc of how reliable and sturdy he is and how much he’s willing to take just about everyone in
haha but when he gets angry thats a whole different story
has the ability to stand up for others and will never hesitate to do so, esp if he doesn’t like what ur doing. he’s v stubborn and strongly-opinionated, however he’s almost always unable to stand up for himself, and instead he absorbs all the criticism he hears and takes it to heart
humble to the point of demeaning. he doesn’t believe that he would even be here without his members and (family…..ish)
gets a lot of hate for his singing bc when knetz heard his voice in one of their earlier releases they were like uhhhhhhhhh whomst and got a lot of criticism, mostly bc they think he’s just another untalented pretty face and that’s it
like but he’s constantly improving? and he rlly rlly works super hard to be better, and now he even drops small covers sometimes
ok but dance is the goddamn love of his life )-: posts a lot of dance covers and choreographs some dances too!
tries to contribute by learning how to compose and write lyrics, he’s constantly learning n experimenting w the help of the staff and his group members
SPEAKING OF WHICH he’s a total softie 4 them ok like to the level where he would give anything up for his members they’re his FAMILY n literally the only ppl who he’s ever seen him down
v loud, makes his presence known almost immediately
also he’s so!!!!! boyfriend!!!!!! icb
a TREE he’s so tall smh (perfect 4 u to lean on, cuddle, and be the small spoon to)
fashion is another passion of his, his entire wardrobe = fashion week all year long
a little hard to get super, seriously close to though bc of how much he bottles up inside himself. but he’s a little way too trusting and that fact gets taken advantage of a lot
has pet names for everyone
looks like he cant be taken srsly but he’s really observant and sharp, listens and watches his surroundings and hence he can AND will use ur words against u if u go against them
HE’S JUST A SWEETHEART TRYING 2 MAKE IT IN THIS JUNGLE OK thank u <3
if u read till here u deserve a gold medal
#3
i’m rly just here to develop my chara so i’m definitely open to any kind of plots at all! i mean it when i say that so plsplspls hmu w any ideas u may have whatsoever!!! or at least until i sort out a proper plots page or smth yikes…
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