#i fucking believed that bs myself!

[blazingblorbos]

I was busy within the hour this released. but I'm here now and. ... oh boy just bear with me

I'm gonna just... copy/paste my initial thoughts as I watched this, here, for the next couple lines:

Final Results:

Now listen to me, I need to scream into the void all my newfound realizations and woes but it's 1:30 in the morning and I need to wake up early the next day. So understand that I'm making this as short as gayly possible (it may not be short at all).

Aside from all the lesbian saxophone that my eyes just witnessed, which is a scream that will never make contact with any airwaves - digital or otherwise - ... The last two minutes of that trailer were entirely unexpected.

Now don't get me fucking wrong I wasn't NOT paying attention to the section of the teaser during the livestream that showed us a glimpse of Black Swan's fear and surprise drowning in that fiery background. but. ... bro— FUCKING COME ONNNN MAN!!

HOW FAST THE SCENE FLIPPED, HOW QUICKLY- WHATEVER THAT THING (IT DEFINITELY WASN'T THE ACHERON WE KNOW) WAS TOOK THE LEAD and LITERALLY tossed Black Swan around like a helpless bird. a PREDATOR chasing their PREY

AND THE PREY IS BLACK FUCKING SWAN???? THE FUCKING MEMOKEEPER FROM THE GARDEN OF RECOLLECTION?? THE MYSTERIOUS AND ELEGANT SOOTHSAYER???

To see Black Swan of ALL characters in this game so far be filled with such visceral fear and trepidation, to be tossed around at the MERCY of something that could have so EASILY killed her just like. t h a t. is beyond insane.

I expected it to be more of a "What terrible horrors have you commited?" 'Wow! Horrors that even Black Swan thinks is terrible, Acheron is capable of s-' no she literally almost killed her. She's not a human by the way. Black Swan is not a human being anymore she is like. coNdEnseD mEmORy AND SHE LITERALLY ALMOST DIED. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT???

also, we love Allegra Clark in this house this woman is hilarious

#everything I've (HSR pfp obviously) said in these screenshots is completely /j but also I'm dead serious #holy shit #Honkai #Honkai: Star Rail #Honkai Star Rail #HSR #Black Swan when I catch you #you dastardly unapologetic lesbian #actually a fuck around -> find out moment #Allegra Clark the WOMAN THAT YOU ARE #the way you can see BS desperately try to fly away numerous times only for Acheron to drag her back and tear her to shreds more and more #ridiculous #utterly ridiculous #how did they do it #idk if y'all get it I really hold Black Swan to this imperceptible standard #like she really is a divine being (in my mind at least) #her ability to perceive the things that may very well happen in the near & distant future is a CRAZY thing #and it makes her seem so untouchable #so for them to take it to. THIS. extent I just.... I just could never have readied myself for it #Black Swan #Acheron #HSR Acheron #HSR Black Swan #Honkai Star Rail animated short #Rondo Across Countless Kalpas #I loved everything about the trailer btw #Youtube #blazingshitpost #blazingshitpost star rail edition #ALSO!! Arryn Zech’s voice is out to get me. CAN’T believe I nearly forgot to mention that

[elvhendis]

I almost let an AI art person discourage me from drawing, I was like omg this person does faces so well and this style looks so good I could never 🥺 and I even followed them for like 3 seconds, only to then realize that it's all AI art and this person even has the audacity to post progress videos on instagram, except it's just a video of them gradually erasing the canvas until an already existing image appears underneath. And the worst part is, the art looks so good, but there's no way for me to know what artist they used as style prompt because they don't allow comments nor messages and it's not like they would tell me anyways since their whole deal is that they're pretending they're drawing all this. Instagram is full of these people and I hate it

#rant #i don't often vent but i just had to #i'm so sick of these people #i'm already trying to stay away from instagram because i'm comparing myself too much and it's getting so toxic #trying to be zen and all that #but every once in a while i take a peek and then i see this shit #and there's also no way to call these people out and so many people believe it because ai art has become so good #it's so frustrating #and I WOULD actually like to follow the artist that was used for the prompt but how am I supposed to find out who that is??? #fuck you ai people #it's the same bs ylanast does except this person draws bg3 art so now it's personal

[floral-hex]

Just canceled all of my future therapy appointments. Big fudgin’ bummer. Did I mention I lost my insurance? Didn’t even find out about that until the day it lapsed. Trying to find a way to fix it now, reapplying and whatnot, but ya know, it’s bureaucracy so who knows how long it’ll take. Just fingers crossed I don’t run out of meds first.

lol it’s underwater 🐠

#ugggghhhhh so sad #like genuinely I think my therapist rocks #he’s the best one I’ve ever had. nice and cool but no BS and just harsh enough to push me #I feel like such a baby for saying it but literally the number one thing I’ve wanted these last few weeks was to go to therapy #I had to skip my last appointment so I haven’t seen him in weeks #between my mom’s organ transplant and driving back and forth to see her everyday and taking care of my bros aaand super suicidal birthday #I’m just… I’m tired. I want to vent. I just want to spill my guts for an hour and maybe cry a lot #and I can’t do that with anyone else. I know that’s dumb to say #I 100% can’t complain to my family because ya know I gotta be strong and they don’t need me being a burden #and I love my mutuals but I don’t know any of you anywhere well enough to feel comfortable venting #I mean. y’all can vent to me all day. I’ll gladly listen to you talk about yourselves. I’m here for it. I just can’t do it myself 😕 #I’m so tired and anxious and I don’t want to really get into the self harm talk but I’ve had some serious self destructive thoughts lately #I don’t know what I’m going to do #I have to believe it’ll get better #because if I don’t believe that then… what’s the point? #also.. I’m really fucking lonely. just to throw that out there. if you can’t tell by my reblogs. #I am like desperately and ravenously lonely and full of longing #and you add that to everything else it’s just the sad little cherry on top… #now I want an ice cream sundae… mmmm…. #I need 1000 hugs and to sit with someone and maybe get fucked up and complain and sit in silence and and and blegh #but that’s life. it’ll be… it’ll be whatever it is. #sorry. this is a bit too heavy for this time of morning #I’ve been sick. really bad vertigo and vomiting and I’m just wiped out and sad #but I love you stranger or at least I like you enough to be okay with you reading this #okay be safe #goodbye forever #text

[eggbeam]

last night i had a nightmare that dead bodies (that i did not kill) kept appearing in my house, and for some reason I felt such intense social anxiety about talking to my parents and the police that i opted to dispose of the bodies myself. And it kept happening, more and more corpses kept appearing, and i kept disposing of them and it was driving me nuts. And the bodies were all naked and half decomposed and somewhat mutilated. the most recent one was missing all of its skin. like it was just muscle. And I somehow shrunk it in a tub of water until it was the size of a toy and flushed it down the toilet.

#bs #i think this dream is like a metaphor for like. i guess me fucking myself over to avoid social situations. which is true #however i dont believe dreams REALLY mean much. #dreams are just whatever you've been thinking about lately. #which is why i have so many dbd dreams lol

[urostakako]

im gonna kill somebody maybe very soon

#my aunt called my brother and then called me #and she was like 'your brother just woke up khana pakao us ki liye youre not doing anything fry him an egg' #'your poor brother hes probably soooo hungry make him breakfast right now' #and i was like ok but he lied to you he already ate cuz i cant curse her out and then she was like #'well he eats anyway but you should make him something your poor brother 😢😢 oh yeah and make him a card too' #'youre not cooking or cleaning or anything so you should do this right now' #IM GONNA SMASH YOUR FACE IN IS WHAT IM GONNA DO OHHHHHH MY GOD #there has to be a limit to the amount of bs that comes out of her mouth i cant stand her #its easier to let her believe im a lazy bum than explain anything about myself to her but my god dealing w her shit is so fucking annoying #aricouldyounot

[snekdood]

probably my greatest strength is getting out of suicidal episodes by myself.

#however it makes me resent humans as you can see #i think id rather resent humans though than to needlessly punish myself just bc other ppl dont like me #whether for reasons i just dont understand. some dumb thing i said once or bc they believe bs ppl say about me #like theres no reason i have to punish myself for that. for yall like that. fuck you. #like for some of you. ill never be goodor woke enough. even if all the bs ppl make up about me is proven false. even if i clarify #what i meant when i said whatever thing bc im bad at communicating my thoughts through text. even if i became jesus fuckin christ #yall would probably still just hate me for no fucking reason. theres no way i could be good enough or perfect enough or anything #theres no way i can change and modify my behavior and stand on my head that will satisfy you. #and with that in mind. why should i give a fuck about trying? who tf are you to assert that i need to change myself for you #some random fucking person online. #get fucked #you do not know me. #i will never be the thing you want me to be #i will never be the perfect version of me that you want me to be #im going to become the better version of myself that i think i can be and should be #but im not going to turn into the better version of myself that YOUUUU think i should be. #especially since yall dont even give me an alternative. you tell me not to do things and im left to just sit perfectly still #god forbid i move a muscle. thats the better version of me to you. motionless and mute. #and if thats what you believe i hope you shove a jar up your ass and it pops inside you. #im going to be my loud ass bat self and theres nothing you can do about it unless you wanna try to actually fucking kill me. #step up or shut up.

[horse-shit]

why do i feel like im either nearing or past the crescendo of my life. i am fucking 18

#maybe it was the 'suicidal at 12' thing making me think i wasnt going to live till 14/16 #and then 18 felt unreal when it came time #now i believe i will make it to 19 #hell its only a couple months away #but still #feels like something is off #imps bs #vent #sorry lol #im just pissed at myself and full of everything ever #im also gonna blame all the transphobic shit going on #i just. want to sleep #i dont have energy to Do anything #it took me Days to send an email and i was the fucking dunce #...i still need to water the lawn and do the dishes #shit

[brofisting]

MY FRIEND, I ABSOLUTELY CAN!!!! 🥰 Starting from the beginning...

PART ONE: ORIGINAL FILMANIA PRODUCTION & FATE

It’s 2019-20, you’re Mile Phakphum Romsaithong, a very rich socialite who plays guitar. You’re bored and you’ve been thinking about getting into acting, and have been offered misc. BL casting opportunities before (1), but never really felt like any of them were For You, so you turned them down. 

Then, one day, you find out that there is a BL currently casting from the studio Filmania, where the male lead is based on you (2), at least your public persona/physically/whatever. Being a puppy of a man, you are delighted, and go read the script, and then the books, and decide you’ll go to the casting call for it.

At casting call, you re-meet Apo Nattawin Wattanagitiphat (3), who you went to college with and had a giant crush on (4). You guys hit it off IMMEDIATELY, chemistry unhinged, and get cast as Kinn and Porsche. Apo takes it, even though he has historically had a bad experience with the Thai acting industry (5). You are delighted by this incidence of FATE!!!!!!

PART TWO: IF YOU DON’T HAVE FATE ON YOUR SIDE STORE-BOUGHT IS FINE

The show gets dropped (6) Something something the authors, something something the company, whatever. I assume, if you are Mile, you are very sad! And if you’re Apo you’re also pretty sad, because it seemed like for once even with all the industry BS you had a cool dude on your side who you hit it off with, and it was gonna be a cool show. On the heels of that, if you are Mile, and have stacks of money, and see your college crush who is an unbelievable actor about to re-give up on acting and call it a wash, you are like, “wait, I have stacks of money and know everyone”.

So you, Mile, call up the head of the small talent agency you’re signed with, Be On Cloud, which is really just your buddy Pond Krisda Witthayakhajorndet in a fake mustache and a trench coat, and go, hey! So! Have you ever wanted to make television? I have a man here I CANNOT allow to be sad under any circumstances, and also, we’re really good at this and there’s an audience here.

PART THREE: BE ON CLOUD, KINNPORSCHE TAKE TWO!!!!

Pond, being just as unhinged as Mile, thinks about it for a second, and is like. Well. How different can making television be from running an event planning company, which is my real job (7). It’s just calling up a bunch of different guys who are good at their jobs and putting them in one place. And I know so many different guys! Let’s do it!

They get the rights (handwaves this I don’t know anything about it) and jump into production. They get their shit together UNREALISTICALLY quickly (6), and on top of that, since they’re starting from scratch and they’re just A Bunch Of Guys led by Pond and Mile, they decide that their priorities are #1 making art and #2 making Apo happy. With regards to #1, they rework the script (8), hire the best acting coaches money can afford, and put the cast through character-building and intimacy workshops. With regards to #2, they toss out all the industry bullshit that has sucked for him in the past -- no more crew/cast hierarchy (9), no more homophobia on-set (10), no more fake fanservice (11).

FINALE: MIRACLES IF U BELIEVE ETC.

Magically, it turns out, when you create a great working environment, you get really, really good TV!!!!! Which means that their unhinged plan succeeded beyond their wildest dreams, and now Mile & Apo are internationally famous superstars who hang out 24/7 with their squad of 16 close friends, and we get to watch them do it. And it has been, genuinely, a fucking privilege. 

To end this tale with a personal note, one of the reasons I allowed myself to get so invested in KinnPorsche so fast is because it was evident from every aspect of it -- the show itself, the BTS, the actors interviews -- that the people working on this show both really cared about the show and were genuinely having a great time. There is nothing like seeing art made by people who are passionate about making it! 

Their enthusiasm, their hard work, and their obvious enjoyment of the process & each other’s company are what made me feel like I could trust what they were making, because you could tell no matter what else it was, it was from the heart. And that’s really something special! Especially in this day and age!! 

And even though they could pull it off this time because of the circumstances (financial and social), I hope that it shows BL television CAN be made in a way that keeps the actors comfortable and safe and happy, and encourages change for the better across the industry as a whole. KinnPorsche shouldn’t be the last wild BL passion project; it should be the first one of a new wave. (bangs gavel) Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

#THIS GOT OUT OF HAND SORRY #watch kinnporsche #kinnporsche #mile phakphum #apo nattawin #infodump #mangoamango

[trynafindbarbiee]

I WOKE UP IN THE VOID AGAIN !

Success story

Yayyy! I again woke up in the void 😭💗 First I thought I just woke from sleep but then I realised NO BITCH U ARE IN THE VOID , I can't explain how I felt 😭 bcoz it was just amazinggg!

I've known about the void for a long time but I didn't really understand it fully and kept failing to enter but slowly - slowly I started to learn what the void state really is , I took many people's advice who entered but I needed to realise that if I'm not gonna do it for myself no one will! ...I needed to realise that it's my own fucking life not a game , I just needed to stop all the bs

At the end what really helped me is BELIEVING IN MYSELF! Yes, I believed in myself and I did it . It was so easy than I thought :) I was just overcomplicating it for literally no reason

WHAT I MANIFESTED !

I had a whole void list that I manifested , I'm not gonna share every single thing coz if I did , this Post is going to turn into a essay...lmao 💀

♡ Desired Face

♡ Desired Body

♡ Trillions in Back acc

♡ Dancer like Lisa

♡ My void to have Black roses in it

♡ Being The cutest in my school

♡ Being a math genius

♡ Always scoring 99.9%

♡ Heart shaped pupils

♡ Pale skin

♡ Aesthetic Nails

♡ Health for me and my family

♡ Desired wardrobe

♡ mansion

♡ Having unlimited data

♡ Fav chocolate , icecreams etc

♡ wearing high heels doesn't hurt

♡ Dior makeup products

♡ short hair plus bangs like Lisa

♡ Cute voice

♡ Cute habits

♡ My fav Food

♡ iPhone , macbook etc

♡ Mental Health

♡ Desired friend grp

♡ Desired teachers and principal at school

♡ Being Popular

♡ Good in every sports

♡ Having each and every celebrities autograph collection

♡ Clear vision

♡ Good posture

♡ Being extrovert

♡ Being a master manifestor

♡ Cute smile

♡ Good memory

♡ So many gifts

♡ Being fluent in few languages

♡ Teddy bears

♡ Ability to stop time

♡ Good handwriting

♡ Being creative

♡ Not being afraid of dark

♡ Confident

......and much moreeee

Ig I'll make a separate post explaining how I got in , till then I'll enjoy my new life <3 hehe💗🤫

@mrsheartstealer27 @lotusmi @fleurlx @gorgeouslypink @konniesreality @asteriaas-stuffs @kissmebadkarmauh @voidsuccess @zen-shu @prettymindset111 @sirensplayhouse @angie--444 @sugarcoatedcherry @sixbrujeria @rosellesworkshop @iivenusii

~ Thankuhh mahh sweetiess ! ♡

#void state success story #void #void state #loassumption #law of assumption #instant manifestation #success story

[i-cant-sing]

Yall.... my stalker called me on my new number today and I'm ngl- I kinda felt pity for him.

He called me 2-3 times and when I finally picked up, it waw like getting close to midnight, so he's like tired and sleepy, it's already way past his bedtime and he's talking in his sleepy voice.

So basically, when I picked up, i pretended to be someone else, like for the first 10 mins, I did my best acting to convince him I'm not who he thought he was talking to, and yall I was embarrassing myself too-

Because his mf ass caught me literally 15 secs into the call and then proceeded to catch me like another 10 times. Like every over the top acting I shoved his way, he'd just sigh and say my fake name like "Snow, come on" in the politest way to tell me to cut the bs. But yall- it's the way- uts the fucking way HE DIDNT CALL ME OUT AND EMBARRASS ME ON MY DUMB ASSERY PRETENDING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE😭😭😭 cause everyone knows that if the tables were reversed, I'd have humiliated him😭

Anyways, he was kinda sick and super tired and he was just lowkey wishing me valentines and being all caring "Oh how was your day? How's your health?" and then idk- I just kinda felt bad for him because his words kept on giving hopeless romantic vibes with the way he just- idk but his tone of voice kinda signified that he had accepted me now, no matter what bs I do or lie I tell, and he's just going to wait for me until I fall for him, no matter the amount of heartbreaks he's gonna suffer through.

He'd yawn and ask "mmhmm how was your valentines? Did u celebrate it?" I was like yeah, with my cousins, ordered in food and stuff. And yknow, after i finally dropped the whole "I'm not Snow" facade in the beginning, I asked him how'd he even know that it was me (cause believe me, I WAS DOING TOP NOTCH ACTING) and u could practically HEAR how smug he was as he said "now I'm not that stupid to not recognise you just cause you changed your number, hmm?"

Anyways, I ended the call, telling him to not call me again, while he just hummed and told me to take care of myself💀

I'm ngl, but today, I genuinely felt bad for him. Idk why but the fact that he had the chance to ROAST me and didn't, even having the courtesy to let me continue the bullshit on- I genuinely wished he got someone deserving of him.

[wannaeatramyeon]

HIII i just discovered u recently and i love ur writing and acc sm!!! i was wondering if u could do a scenario where in the taehun’s s/o thinks that taehun’s dad is hot (i mean he is the ult dilf esp in manager kim 😩😩😩😩)

Aww ty anon your kind words fuel me, legit cant believe yall like my bs! YES I WOULD LOVE TO AND I COMPLETELY AGREE, HE IS THE BEST DILF

Seong Taehoon x Reader: meeting the DILF

"Is your dad going to be home?"

"How should I know?"

You click your tongue at Taehoon in annoyance. Today is the first time going to his house, you haven't actually met his dad yet despite hanging out at the studio occasionally. This asshole, he could be more considerate of the situation.

"What do you mean you don't know? Meeting a parent is a big deal! Should I have bought a gift?"

Taehoon flicks your forehead in response, "Stop worrying you big nerd, my dad won't care."

You remain unmoved by his front door, arms folded, and a nervous expression adorns your face. In an attempt to pacify, Taehoon snakes his arms around your waist.

"Listen loser, he might not even be in so you're worrying for nothing," he places a kiss atop your head. "Besides, he thinks you're good for me."

It works.

As soon as you enter, you catch Taehoon's dad in the hallway and freeze.

"Hi, you must be Y/N. Taehoon's mentioned a lot about you!" Hansu Seong gives you a smile. You take in his Taekwondo dobok, showing his defined pecs.

Even underneath the loose fit, you could tell that this man is well musculed. You could make out the shape of powerful thighs, and his top straining against buff shoulders and biceps. His sleeves are rolled up revealing strong, vascular forearms. You gulp.

"I haven't said shit, old man," Taehoon's words snap you out of your ogling.

"Don't be so rude to your dad!" you give Taehoon a light slap on the arm before returning the greeting, "Hello Mr. Seong! I can see where Taehoon gets his good looks from!"

Huh. It's also interesting to see where Taehoon gets his fluster from too.

"Oh. Ahem, well thank you, Y/N." Hansu clears his throat, cheeks pink.

Taehoon quickly ushers you away, "We'll be in my room!" and leaves his poor dad still standing there, not quite processing the compliment.

Taehoon slams the door and turns to glare at you.

"What the fuck was that?"

"What?" you throw him a cheeky grin, "Your dad's a DILF!"

It takes a moment for him to realise what you said. You could literally see the cogs whirring and the split-second the understanding dawns on him. Taehoon looked like he was stuck between beating you up or cringing so hard he would die. You think you might have broken him.

"Well you should have told me your dad is hot! I could have prepared myself." You try to defend yourself, poorly.

"Are you kidding me?" Taehoon rubs at his temples, he feels either the world's worst headache coming on or he might be on the verge of a mental breakdown, "Don't think I won't kick you."

"It's a compliment! If that's what I've got to look forward to once you're his age..." you glance at him slyly, weighing up if a kick is worth what comes next-

"...You know. A proper daddy."

Taehoon throws himself on the bed, not wanting to be a part of this world anymore.

#how to fight #viral hit headcanons #how to fight headcanons #how to fight manhwa #how to fight webtoon #viral hit webtoon #viral hit x reader #viral hit manhwa #taehoon seong #taehun seong #seong taehun #seong taehoon #seong taehoon x reader #taehoon x reader #taehun seong x reader #seong taehun x reader #wannaeatramyeon

[theallegedbird]

look this really isn't the kind of post i'd normally make but why the fuck aren't we talking about trans rights in the uk. this is just the latest thing they've thrown at us. it's absolute shit here to be blunt.

on the 19th the uk department of education (DfE) released its guidance for schools and colleges and how they deal with trans kids

its bad. really fucking bad.

but there is some hope in that they are asking for feedback from teachers and school leaders, myself and a friend wrote a document going through why the guidelines are so awful but stopped after focusing on four points since it was. half midnight on the same day this guidance was released. we then gave this to as many teachers as we could before the holiday break and believe me it did a lot, we're working on completing a full version soon

so, uk students, i am begging you to do similar and try persuade your teachers to give feedback (if its safe for you to do so), you'd be surprised how supportive they can be if you break down what this guidance will bring

teacher feedback can be given here, the deadline is the 12th of march 2024

i'm going to go through some of the worst parts of this guidance, keep in mind that according to the education secretary gillian keegan, "this guidance puts the best interests of all children first" utter bullshit obviously

to start off throughout this whole thing they never use the word trans/transgender, just "gender questioning" which feels so fucked up to me

ok so to be blunt essentially what this is going to do is to out any trans kids who want to socially transition to their parents, as well as the fact a school can just. fucking decline any request to socially transition.

"The… guidance clarifies that schools and colleges do not have to, and should not, accept all requests for social transition."

"We are also clear how vital it is that parents are informed and involved in the decisions that impact their children’s lives."

"Parents’ views must also be at the heart of all decisions made about their children – and nowhere is that more important than with decisions that can have significant effects on a child’s life for years to come.”

oh yeah they also connote the whole "trans kids can just get permanent altering medical treatment" bs

on top of that we have this shit

"In exceptional cases where a request to social transition is agreed, children, teachers or staff at a school should not be required to adopt the use of preferred pronouns and there must be no sanction, verbal or otherwise."

so even if you're fucking allowed to socially transition people can straight up misgender you with no fucking consequences. they are legitimately making it so transphobia cant be punished

there is so much more fucked up stuff in this thing as well but you can read that yourself

they are going to kill trans kids if this goes through. they fucking know that. i have the privilege of being out to my parents and them being tolerant but so many closeted trans kids, friends of mine included, wouldn't be able to safely come out even in school. and i know personally how shitty your mental health can get in that situation.

the intent of this guidance is simply put, not in the interest of ‘protecting children’, but in the further marginalisation of an already extremely vulnerable group. they're trying to wipe us out.

uk students, please inform your teachers of what this guidance will do and get them to oppose it in feedback. others just try and spread the word

protect trans kids and fuck the tories.

#i cant keep fucking doing this it feels like every week they've got a new thing to attack us with #why the fuck is no one talking about trans rights in the uk. #protect trans kids #trans rights #uk politics #politics #uk trans rights #trans #transgender #fuck the tories #transphobia #important #avery rambles

[woklaza]

Okay here's a little rant: fuck the bsd tiktok fandom.

No, I don't mean those awesome cosplayers or those insane theory makers (dazai's plot armour I'm looking at you) : I mean those toxic shippers that do not respect other's opinions.

First: I cannot believe I got attacked for being a multi-shipper- for context, I basically commented something Sigzai-based on a tiktok featuring sigma and dazai, and people were literally telling me to get help like wtf??? Then, those skk shippers came up and said I need therapy for not shipping skk. Number one, have you fucking seen my skk fanfics/headcanons/doodles/delusions? Number two, people have a right to ship characters as long as they're not proships or anything illegal- And then, I saw a thread of comments on another video starting with someone saying "who tf doesn't ship soukoku?". Ofc someone said 'me!'. They were super chill about it and guess what? Those skk shippers told them to get therapy and said whatever 'kunizai shit' they're shipping is bs and skk for life etc etc.

Honestly, that made me so pissed. What the hell is wrong with people. Do I even have to explain myself here? Anyways, Idk if it's only my fucked up fyp or smth, but by the amount of arguments and insults I can see just because someone doesn't ship the ship you like is basically immature. Grow the fuck up.

#rant post #bsd #bsd dazai #soukoku #bsd chuuya #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #bsd fanfic #bungo stray dogs #complaining #ranting

[rainbowsky]

Anonymous asked: this is why we can’t have nice things.. [redacted]

Speaking of 'this is why we can't have nice things', Anon...

I've closed my inbox to anonymous asks.

Congratulations Anon. After four and a half years of taking anonymous questions from people, yours was the proverbial final straw that broke the horse's back, or whatever that saying is.

Copious swearing under the cut. Prepare yourself for the sound of branches cracking and breaking in the storm.

I can't even begin to imagine why you'd think that is something I would want to see. What the actual fuck? Did it not occur to you that that might be extremely homophobic and distressing for me to see?

I don't know what part of "I don't want to hear any more of this" people don't understand but FFS, I just can't do this anymore.

I'm not here to explain, coddle, comfort or commiserate over hateful statements and badly photoshopped BS toxics are sharing on Twitter, nor am I here to compensate for people's unwillingness to curate their online experience. If I wanted to deal with Twitter BS, I'd be on Twitter.

I'm not here to be a social crutch, either. If a reader has a question about something someone posts on Twitter, they should ask them. They shouldn't come to my blog and send me an anonymous message asking me what someone else meant!

I cannot believe the sheer volume of both of these kinds of asks I get.

THERE IS A REASON I AM NOT ON TWITTER

I take curating my online experience extremely seriously, and I purposely block and avoid all of the worst toxic shit. Especially Twitter, which is a raging cesspool. What point is there in me doing all of that if I can't avoid it anyway because people bring it to my inbox?!?

At the risk of putting my foot in my mouth like WWX, I have to ask, "Who raised you people?"

This all strikes me as really basic stuff, here. Take a few seconds before you send an ask, and reflect!!

Is this something that belongs on another platform? Is there a really good reason why I'm bringing it to this platform?

Is this something rainbowsky wants to hear about?

Is this something rainbowsky has repeatedly, repeatedly told people not to fucking send?

Is this something I should be handling myself by simply blocking and ignoring the person who posted it? Do I really want to play the role of spreading toxic, fucked up lies and garbage farther and wider than where I found it?

Is rainbowsky the right person to ask about this, or should I be asking the person who posted it?

Do I really need to be anonymous for this? Why can't I message rainbowsky privately, or reply in the comments of a post? Why do I want to hide my identity for this simple question or comment? How does being anonymous impact any relationship building or community building that could be happening?

Have I considered rainbowsky's feelings and experience in all of this?

If I haven't taken some basic steps to make this a collaborative, positive, community building experience for rainbowsky, why should he want to post my ask on his blog?

From now on if somebody has a question for me they can damn well do it off Anon. If you don't want me to publish your name say so in your ask and I will respect your wishes, but I will know who you are and you will be accountable to me for what you send. End of fucking story.

Sorry for the bitchiness, please don't take it too personally. I am just really at the end of my tether. My life is stressful enough as it is without having to deal with stuff like this.

#ffs #personal #fandom reflections #twitter is a cesspool #ask

[snekdood]

bitches be like “well, we failed to kill him with social isolation, this must mean he is rich and doesnt need to rely on us, clearly cancelling isnt real and doesn’t effect people, i know so much about everything in the world and his life specifically because everything he says online is him talking and posting in real time and we all know he is a static being who doesn’t have ever fluid thoughts in the moment”

#wat #naw i just realized yall are abusive assholes who use progressivism as a coat of paint to justify your abusive tendencies #lol #i will never kill myself for you or over you #do what you please to try to destroy my rep and ruin my friendships #out of spite i will continue to exist because clearly it angers you so much. #eat my shit you ugly fuck. #really hope all of you cet 'called out' on some bs or a lie and get isolated too #and i wanna see how long you hold on lmao #i really want to witness how long it will take you to consider dying #you gonna be looking up at me like im a god after that shit lmao #ill be damned if i let shitty petty little assholes like yall sway me to kill myself #ill be damned if i let shitty controlling asshole republicans sway me to kill myself #ill be damned if anyone sways me to do it honestly. bc swaying me to already makes me question your goodness. #and when your goodness and morality are in question- it makes me wonder why i look to you for advice and guidance in the first place #so since you're all immoral assholes or ignorant assholes i cant be assed to give af what you think lol #idk maybe stop trying to get ppl you think are abusers to kill themselves and actually for once consider my abuser as abusive #like for once you could just. try to see things from my eyes. ik its so hard bc you built this whole thing up of making me the devil #ik its just oh so hard to extend sympathy to your fellow human #i mean i unfortunately do it all the time but w the way yall treat me its hard to believe all that 'ppl who say they hate humans are bad' #crap is something you actually believe when you treat your fellow human like mud on your feet bc you decided they were bad #with literally nohard evidence of the whole situation. EITHER of our ways. NEITHER of us has good evidence. #so why in the fuck are you so convinced and why is it because of me not fitting your aesthetic for being a progressive? #'grr he hasnt posted a donation post yet!! clearly hes not in need!!' #oh im sorry. are we both pretending yall wont just ignore it? #are we pretending yall wont just ignore it to be petty assholes who like to see me suffer? #you dont wanna see my donaiton posts bc you want to validate im poor. you want to see them bc you get off on me suffering. #eat my shit. literally. get down on the ground and shove your face in it.

[beautifulpersonpeach]

BPP, sorry if you've answered this question before but what is your best song from Face?

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I’ve had a rethink. I think Face-off is now my favourite song on the album.

Set Me Free Pt 2 is still top 3, but Jimin’s enunciation on Face-off brings a smile to my face every time I hear it because that man is too damn sassy for his own good lool.

In the latest Suchwita episode, Hobi revealed that Jimin practiced live singing six hours everyday before and during FACE promotions.

Six hours. Every day.

That made me pause. I started thinking about everything that happened during FACE. I don't talk about this at all here because I won't ever share personal pictures and I know I was incredibly lucky and many other people here likely deserved to see him before I did, but I saw Jimin live during his very first shows for FACE.

He was so happy. The joy on his face and the way he worked the crowd... like a fish in water. He gave some of the best performances of the year during FACE promotions. The whole project and the thoughtful way he went about promoting the album, is noteworthy.

(You should watch this if you haven't already)

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But then I remembered the BS, the way k-pop stans reacted to the album, to the MVs, to the encore stage, the way BTS akgaes indulged in their sociopathy on his account, how BigHit failed (the anger Jimin biases feel is justified but some of y'all are wallowing in it). I remembered a few of Jimin's Wlives, how so much has been going on for him this year, and then tried to fit 6 hours daily practicing into it...

I have to stop myself when I think about Jimin. He has such latent intensity, like a glamour, a force field around him... it's like a black hole that sucks everything, including you, into him and his world. It scares me.

I know I whine about Jimin biases but y'all amaze me ngl. It takes a special fortitude of heart to bias Jimin. This post already sounds incredibly effusive, but I don't believe I'm exaggerating when I say he's a truly beautiful person. It's almost as though the world does not deserve him. It's impossible to not love him, desire him, care for him... want more sooner for him. I see all that, but I also see that man is stubborn as fuck.

He took his time to start work on his solo album. The middle of the Vegas concerts is when he said he suddenly came to his senses, shook himself out of that trance, and earnestly started putting together the FACE project. He'd written songs before, but FACE was its own thing. The personal stories he chose to communicate, the care in lyricism and production, the quality... Jimin created art in FACE and trusted that those who care for nothing but the best, will love it.

That's sexy, but the way he went about it also betrays a conservatism in him. It's a shadow of the edge in him, that thing about him that causes a tinge of anxiety when you watch him too closely.

I'm not sure if I'm making sense, but what I mean to say is you need a special kind of courage to bias and love Jimin. I recognize that. When I write what I do here, I always remember that. I also have very little respect for solos. And those two sentiments aren't mutually exclusive.

But taking it back to Face-off, my favourite thing about it is Jimin's sense of humour and skill coming through in the song, as well as how he enunciates his words. To really hear the switch in his tone, you need to stream in this order:

Like Crazy > Alone > Set Me Free Pt 2 > Face-off

By the time you get to Face-off, Jimin's voice has already gone through every variation possible, but then he brings out a tone I've heard only one other artist do well (Rihanna), and that tone is disgust.

Pure, refined sass. And he's already got the sauciest voice in k-pop.

The melodic and tonal choices Jimin makes at these timestamps fucks with my head:

1:53 - 2:08;

2:16 - 2:25;

2:41 - 2:56....

(lol, at this rate you might as well just listen to the whole song again.) Jimin is fantastic in the whole thing.

Europe is where Jimin belongs, but America would eat Jimin up too. The country already does if we're being real, America already loves Jimin. But given the right concept, Jimin would devour because he always does, and the world should get to see it. I hope I get to see more of it. As I've said before, if you feel inclined to communicate that to BigHit, I strongly suggest you do.

During Suchwita, Hobi showed how he's planned content for fans almost years in advance. It's possible Jimin does this too, planning music and content for fans to see months later... (So we might not learn why he went to London, for months...)

Yeah... I don't have the strength of heart to bias Jimin. Good luck to y'all.

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Anyway, sorry I rambled. Face-off is a really good song and Jimin did an excellent job on it. The whole project is very good so I can't wait for the next songs we get from him. Shit can't get worse than BB deleting D2C sales so on the bright side, we can only go up from here, and for Jimin who already owns the record as the first soloist in history to debut #1 on the Billboard Hot 100, up will be a good spot to be.

Stream Like Crazy, Seven, All Day, and HUH?!

#jimin #park jimin #jimin face #bts #kpop #bangtan