#i give so much and feel like i get so little jn return

[venusandsaturnsrings]

Okay lemme just

I have jjk brainrot and lemme just try to categorise my thoughts instead of letting them go !!!!!!!!

GOJO:

-Special grade teaser, this man will have you begging and edging you till you're crying

-def into letting you wear his blindfold, bonus if you're tied up

GETO

Pet play, corruption kink, need i go on- also if going with bottom Geto, def whimpers if you tug on his hair

MEGUMI

Purely basing this on an rp i had with a friend- lactation kink. Absolutely down for 3 somes with his SO + Yuji, we stan a bi king

SUKUNA

Blood kink, marking, anyway he can show off that you're his. Prolly bites you on the darn daily

MAHITO (making this extra long for you <3)

Hear me out- virgin but freaky AF

Watersports, spit, blood, cum, he's down for anything

Def has fantasies about carving his name into his fav human toy (you <3) preferably on the chest for all to see

Wil push you to your limits, prolly sucks at aftercare but can be bribed ibto beibg the best with it jn return for some new games and toys *nudge nudge wink wink*

Bonus-

Geeting double penetrated by Mahito and Foul Legacy Taru <3

IM LISTENING IM HEARING U OUT IM BRAINROTTING WITH U!! i’m crafting up a silly au where everyone lives and no one suffers and everyone gets to be happy and go to uni together and and and… so given that, i’m writing gumi n junpei as over 18!! crazy to think about but in canon time im younger than all of them… fucked up how time works huh… ANYWAYS…

includes: this is just general headcanons building off what you said my dearest + adding a couple of my own thoughts!! has Gojo, Geto, Megumi, Sukuna, Mahito, and Junpei bc he is so special to me <3 i am one of 3 Junpei kinnies on this planet i swear…

i’m not a major Gojo fucker, if anything we have hate sex that is fuelled by pent up arousal and being big time touch starved… but the idea of him using his blindfold on you?? oh dear oh my… it’s both a big step in trust and vulnerability. given that he finds not having his eyes covered to be immensely overwhelming, i imagine there’d be a strong bond between him and his partner to do this. he’s used to seeing you through the way he detects energy, it’s second nature to him, but he’ll never quite get over what it’s like to actually see you with his real eyes. his fingertips are shaking and he can’t seem to look at anything other than your face twisted in pleasure as he denies you your nth release of the day; it’s a carnal satisfaction. he tends to be very mouthy and loud whenever you’re going at it but with you splayed out in front of him like this, your body shielded by absolutely nothing, he’s rather quiet as he takes in every inch of you. it’s a form of depraved worship, in a way, that he feels so compelled to hardly even breathe to appreciate you and only you as much as he possibly can.

i’d be a liar if i said i wasn’t terribly down bad for Geto. long-haired men get me good and he’s no exception… he’s 100% into pet play and corruption you hit the nail on the head!! it’s half a control thing and half a desire to please, he doesn’t feel a lot of power over his life and being able to get some of that from what you two do together his cathartic. he’s partial to cat girls, having a little kitty for him to play with and to kneel at his feet brings him satisfaction like nothing else. Geto is also the best at aftercare!! he’s very tender in how he treats you, already having a nice warm bath and a glass of water ready… anything you need, just ask, he’d give the world to stay by your side as long as he possibly can.

prior to this ask, i’d never actually thought of Megumi before… but, hear me out, going off of his thing of sharing you with Yuji, i think he’s into being cucked. i’m sorry to be the one to say it but to my core i believe this is true and canon… when it’s just the two of you, Gumi has the tendency to get a bit nervous and lost at times so seeing someone he trusts so deeply take the reigns and really work to make you feel good without hesitation gets him going. sometimes he does get a bit jealous of the way Yuji palms at your tits or the way he gets you to squeal so loud but ultimately he knows you’re his. even if Yuji offered to snag you away, you wouldn’t accept because Gumi is the one you want (reassure him from time to time though). plus, after watching so many times, he gains a better grasp on what to do!! i think he also likes letting Yuji instruct him on just how to fuck you proper. <3

Sukuna… you are a man of many wonders and arms. he is absolutely the biggest biter of them all!! will use his normal mouth most of the time but really enjoys using his stomach mouth to nip at your ass when he’s plowing you from behind as the way you yelp in surprise never fails to get him going. he loves that having four arms means he can keep your hips still, choke you, and grope at whatever skin he wants all at the same time; there’s never a part of your body that goes missed. despite his claims of not caring about humans, there’s nothing that he loves more than having you dangle off his arm and getting to touch you in a way nobody else ever could. also, two cocks absolutely. prepare yourself to be stuffed full, he’s partial to having them both balls deep in your pussy.

FREAKY VIRGIN MAHITO IS REAL!! he’s all about experimenting so there’s really nothing he wouldn’t try honestly, it’s more of a challenge to convince him to not do certain things *shivers*… but that does come with a lot of bonuses seeing that he won’t write off anything so it’s free game for you!! odds are he’ll enjoy anything so long as he learns something from it, if it gets him off then even better. he’s naturally most interested in anything that’ll induce pain, emotional or physical, and things that allow him to be in complete control (submitting to a human? fat chance). Depending on how exactly he sees you, and how ooc you’re willing to take, you’re either going to be a good ol fashion pump n dump that he brutally slaughters OR you’ll end up being his forever pet that he won’t let out of his sight for more than fifteen seconds… both are a unique form of suffering but it’s Mahito, so there’s really no white picket fence ending option… regardless, prepare yourself to be used in the grossest ways. he’s got a particular fondness for watersports and anything that results in blood, with a preference for knife play and good ol aggressive biting, simply because he likes seeing you become a filthy depraved mess even when he’s being so cruel. i have a vague concept for a human au but even then he’s a nasty freak with no boundaries!!

adding Junpei onto this because he’s so dear to my heart and also the biggest incel. affection doesn’t come easy to him especially when it’s sexual, he finds being on the receiving end to feel as though it’s only because you pity him. try as you might, convincing him otherwise is going to take some time but he has no problem understanding his own feelings to be true although he’s shy… major panty sniffer alert, he’s too scared to actually try anything with you but he’s got his needs!! stealing a cute white cotton pair from your hamper is the next best thing to him and he’ll spend the next week with them pressed to his face whenever he’s alone, dick rutting into his hand messily. it’s subconscious but he also has a habit of stalking you around a little bit when he’s too nervous to actually talk to you but he swears it’s an accident!! he didn’t mean to learn your whole schedule it’s just that he sees you doing certain things more often!! he’s supposed to be on the other side of the city at that time for work?? you’re delusional, he was just… sent there for some sort of project, nothing weird at all he’d never!! huge whiner btw, babbles a lot when he’s finally fucking you.

#cw: blindfolds #cw: pet play #cw: choking #cw: blood play #cw: pain play #cw: incel #cw: stalking #smilies all of the boys #gojo x reader #geto x reader #megumi x reader #sukuna x reader #mahito x reader #junpei x reader #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen smut #mira-shard my beloved <3 #chit chats

[snarkylinda]

(Same anon) Considering BDSP was coming, I had a feeling Dawn's return(s) might have some marketing tendencies behind it compared to Iris and Gary. (Which now feels a bit more blatant in hindsight; even though I like what she did for Chloe and the Arceus special) *Yeah, JN has a buildup problem in general. xD (*I think that's another factor why I think something could potentially be in the woodworks for him. A world tournament that every [game] champion

Anipoke itself is very blatant marketing. Let's not kid ourselves, we are watching a glorified, long commercial.

BUT- I can't explain it but it somehow....feels even MORE blatant marketing lately? Like Chloe's eevee advertising going ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE- Dawn ONLY showing up when her region's legendaries show up, the fact that the Darkest Day arc is like., fucking identical to the games's.... and little details like the way the eggs are no longer "customized" but instead the generic skin they get on the games, not so little details like changing the contest to pretty much game contests, THE SOULLESS POKEMON CATCHING- Having Iris show up as a champion without anime build-up (I love her but like, an "I will try for the league!" or some shit on an OVA would have been nice instead) and more recently, giving Cynthia a Kommo-oh that she doesn't even use on the M8 solely because her Master counterpart has one.

Like i dunno, JNs is weird because it goes out of its way to no promote SWSH and be it's own thing.....yet on the same time, takes what made the anime so unique on the first place and throw it away for even more game advertasing.

[kalosstarters]

Yesterday I went through some of my old headcanons re: Alain and Mairin (there were way more than I thought) and thought that I could make a compilation post just for fun. Also, some of my hc:s have definitely changed since then. But here we go:

My old future career hc for Alain was that he’d become a Pokémon doctor, like Brock. But while I did have certain reasons for that hc, after seeing the newest JN episode I decided to change things up a bit. We found out that Alain is still assisting Sycamore in his research (good) while he’s still pretty serious about battling at the same time (say what you want about that battle but he has to have been training to make it all the way to M8). So, maybe the most logical conclusion is that eventually the battling part becomes less important to him (after all, he doesn’t /need/ to become the strongest anymore) with time while he becomes more invested in doing research on mega evolution. There’s still much they don’t know about it yet so it keeps him curious. Eventually he becomes a professor who works alongside Sycamore (and once Sycamore retires, he takes over, but that won’t happen in a long while).

When it comes to battling, Alain does get an offer to challenge the E4 and Diantha after the dust from the TF incident starts finally settling down, but he declines. He thinks it’s still too soon, the guilt is still pressing him a bit (even though Sycamore has made him go to therapy so he is doing much better already), and he feels he is not ready for the responsibility that comes with being a regional champion yet. However, maybe a year or two after the Kalos league victory he hears about the Pokémon world championships while on a work trip to Alola (I may be writing a fic about this :P). After some encouraging from various people and hearing that the current champion also has a Charizard, he starts feeling the old spark for battling return. By that time he has also found new mega and keystones for him and Charizard and he wants to see if they are still as powerful as they used to be. After the M8 tournament he does still keep training (he never really gives up on the dream to beat Leon) but as years go by winning does become less important to him as he understands that there are more important things in life.

As for Mairin, remember how she says in TSME that she wants to learn to mega evolve? Well, she will totally stick to her word. For a couple of years she will travel with Alain, assisting Sycamore in his research, but eventually she decides it’s time for her to go on a journey on her own. Not because she doesn’t want to travel with Alain (or the other way around) but because she feels Alain will forever be her crutch if she doesn’t do it and she won’t learn to be an independent trainer. 

So, for several years she travels on her own (making new friends and catching new mons) through different regions, taking on the gym challenges, and succeeding in varying results. Her first league tournament goes pretty much like Ash’s, she gets into top 16 but becomes a little too confident and loses her final battle quite badly. But she does develop and by the time she’s back in Kalos she has gotten ‘famous’ for being a grass type user who seems kinda clumsy and scatterbrained but is a force to be reckoned with in a battle. She even made it to top 4 in Sinnoh, losing to the person who then won the tournament. Back in Kalos (at this point she’s maybe around 16) she gets asked if she’d like to take over as the gym leader in Coumarine City, which coincidentally is where her grandfather Ramos used to lead. She accepts.

She’s a gym leader for a couple of years until she hears that Bonnie (who has had about a million different projects meanwhile) is about to set off for her gym challenge. Since Mairin has yet to participate in the Kalos league, she joins her and they become rivals. The two face each other in the Kalos league finals and Bonnie ends up winning, using her Puni-chan. At this point Mairin has also learned to mega evolve (she has a mega Venusaur. There’s a chance that Alain and Mairin have also gotten a hint about mega Chesnaught’s existence but… that’s a thought I still need to develop) so her Venusaur does put up a good fight but the Zygarde is just too strong. After the tournament Mairin returns to her gym (earning a reputation as one of the toughest gym leaders in the region) while doing what she can to help Alain and Sycamore with their research.

Some years later, when Mairin is already well into her twenties and Bonnie is now the Kalos region champion (I don’t make these rules), she gets an opportunity to battle the E4 because they are searching for a new member as Wikstrom is retiring. She succeeds well enough (beating at least 2/3 of them) and so she becomes an E4 member.

Mairin does also have a talent for art and flower tending and those are some of her favorite things to do in her free time. As a matter of fact, I HC that Alain and Mairin make a book about mega evolution together, with Mairin illustrating the book, and it becomes very successful. Alain’s way of describing things is very ‘matter-of-fact’ but Mairin’s fun additions and stories about their trips makes the book interesting even for those who are not interested in science (important note: Mairin doesn’t write her commentary alone, she makes Sycamore&Alain double check everything because of her dyslexia).

Um, I do have plenty of other hc:s about these two as well, f. ex. about their pasts and the non career things but... I’m gonna leave that for another time. I hope someone managed to read through this unnecessarily long post tho 😂

#tia speaks #my headcanons #alain #mairin #pokeani #just career hc:s this time; nothing much more #but it's STILL long lol

[gaycey-sketchit]

(Gary anon) Not gonna lie, but Journeys reminded me why I watch anipoke; or rather keep an eye from a distance, on its events and how you need keep your expectations reasonable, when it has pulled stuff like Thunder Armor and Tobias. (In TRio's case, the seriousness gets dropped after the halfway point, I think I even remembered that being "announced" in a trailer. Dawn's BW return was apparently mixed too, but most of the blame was put on Iris.

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(Part 2) As if Dawn has never been snarky before. Really says something when some; just like with Misty during SM, think Iris' development was "improved" when she came back in JN. Gives away much of BW you watched) That, and all the continuity probably took a hit on things too. Just for the circumstances to get it to work alone. (When you're a byproduct of the series and its writing, the fandom is going bare the weight of the reception on you)

(Part 3) I don't think I've seen so much flak against the staff since XY, but that was mainly for one thing. Everything in JN has got attacked in every angle. (Even if there was a new Eeveelution, it's really hard for Chloe to fully come back from this, unless her [and Goh] continue into the next series and are given something a bit more consistent) Doesn't help that Yamper looked like it going to join her. (Apparently Tobias' VA caught it too. Wish them all well)

(Part 4) Well, we got a Goh poster coming up this month that looked similar to the Chloe one last month. Project Mew after the semifinals is looking more likely. (Also seem to have gotten the first sign of S/V anipoke merch, so we're probably get news on what's up soon and Ash's fate. If he does continue, I wonder if it'll be a new character that introduces Paldea to him or Gary works his magic again a third time)

(Part 5) The ultimate spectacle in the making of Ash meeting Red is upon us in Pokemon Masters. And more S/V news! Seems like they're trying to keep things more under wraps this time, but at least we got the new gimmick and more on the open world. I see most took to the new Wooper that dropped, and Fidough. And the new characters. xD

Fair.

Oh, I vaguely remember hearing about that.

Man, people look for any excuse to hate on Iris, huh. I wonder why. (I do not wonder, I think we both Know.)

Yeah, Journeys was ambitious, and there have been some... issues because of that.

I guess so, but man. The fact that some people direct more intense hatred toward Goh than I do toward characters that remind me of my actual literal abusers... I think maybe this fandom needs to chill a little sometimes. Acting like that about a fictional ten year old is weird.

Yeah, Journeys really has been picked apart for literally everything.

Alas. I mean, maybe they stand a chance at that, but I doubt that’d be received well either.

D: Covid’s been hitting so many people. Hopefully they can all recover!

Oh, makes sense. Honestly really excited to see how the Project Mew stuff plays out, I feel like I’m one of the like five people who’s actually enjoying that plotline.

Oh? I have to say I’m really hoping Ash will continue into Paldea because I would miss him too much if he didn’t. Would love to see Gary do his thing a third time.

That’s going to be fun! Excited for Ash to maybe be a playable sync pair? Ash Ketchum telling me good morning would be the ultimate joy.

I opted not to watch the SV stuff because I like to go into new Pokemon games with as little prior knowledge as possible (and proceeded to go on Twitter and mute as many relevant words/phrases I could think of for the same reason) but! Glad people have responded well for the most part! Hopefully these games will be received more positively than SwSh were, I do not want to go through that ordeal again. Just about three more months until release, that’s exciting!

#thanks for the patience with me taking forever to answer this! Finally getting a day off and my social energy's been returning #Andrew answers #Gary anon

[writteninkat]

Greed | Ushijima x reader

summary: "I didn't like how my teammates watched you a while ago." He admits, his hands clenching on the counter.

"I don't think they understand how you're mine and only mine." He whispers against the shell of your ear, his hot breath tickling shivers down your spine.

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word count: 3.5k

warning: 18+, name calling if u squint (???)

a/n: this is a reminder that you are amazing, you are loved and you matter. | masterlist for 100 followers event

The boy's volleyball team never paid any attention to the girls as they were always busy with their own training and the two teams played and trained in their own separate indoor volleyball courts. But today is a little different. The floor of your team's court needs changing so the girls and boys have to train under the same roof for a week, and it'll be the first time seeing each other play.

Toshi knew you play volleyball, he knows you were the ace, as a matter of fact, his whole team knows as well. But they didn't know you were this good.

You throw the ball up high in the air, jumping as high as you can and throwing your hand forward, slamming it at the ball. The impact of your hand at the ball always felt so good, the heat and sting of it always gave you some kind of adrenaline and you loved the feeling.

The ball is hit so hard your teammates at the other side of the net barely had any time to react before it hit the wooden floors, giving your side a point.

You smile widely, catching the ball the coach throws at you for a second chance at serving. "Y/n calm the fuck down!" Your teammate yells, "We're not playing for real right now have some mercy!"

"If you can't receive my serves, how are you going to receive the serves from other school who'll surely be better than me?" You yell back, doing another jump float, your form tricking the other team as if you're doing another hard serve, causing them to step away from the net. Your palm then simply pushes on the ball, resulting it to barely go over the net. The players at the other side dives in to try and save the ball, but it hits the ground a second before they do.

The whistle is blown and your side of the court wins. "Y/n! You're a menace to society!" Your teammate jokingly yells, fake-crying on the floor making you giggle. You walk over to your duffel bag on the bleachers and take out your towel, oblivious to the many pairs of eyes on you.

Your short shorts always rode up your thighs and sometimes even ass whenever you played, so you hated wearing the uniform but your long shorts were jn the washer right now, you didn't really have much of a choice. Your uniform hugged your body perfectly, every curve and every hill accentuated by the two pieces of cloth around you.

Your boyfriend's team are bewildered by your skills. They never expected you, so sweet, so gentle and so kind towards them being able to produce such monstrous serves and spikes.

"Y/n!" You hear Tendou call, creating an immediate smile across your face. You loved Tendou, after dating his best friend, the two of you became so close and it's as if you two are best friends too. You watch him run towards you, volleyball in hand. "I never knew you played so good."

"You guys are too busy to watch me play. Why? Wanna join me sometime?" Tendou smiles at your offer, immediately nodding his head. "Yes! Please! Let's olay at my hou-"

"There's no way Y/n's playing with you." Wakatoshi says involuntarily, his eyes widening at his words as his teammates give him questioning stares. He never raised his voice before, nor has he spoken without being spoken to. "Unless! Unless I play with her first." He covers it up, looking away with the faintest blush across his face.

You tilt your head to the side, putting two on two together before smirking. Ah, my adorable, jealous boyfriend. Whatever am I supposed to do with you?

When practice finishes, you go your separate ways from the team. Unlike them who had homes to return to, your home is three hours away from the school and no way in hell were you traveling a total of six hours a day just to get feom and to your house. Getting a dorm in the campus seemed a much better idea, plus, it helped you spend more time with your boyfriend.

A hand snakes its way around your waist and despite sweating for three hours tonight, you can still smell a combination of the scent of your boyfriend's perfume and his shampoo. He smells minty and fresh from his shampoo and at the same time he also smells of lavender and sandalwood.

He continues to wrap both his arms around you as he stands from behind you, his forehead on your shoulder. "Want me to give you a massage once we get back?" You ask, placing a hand on his forearm.

Wakatoshi doesn't speak for a moment and you were beginning to think he fell asleep, but moments later he lifts his head up and takes another step forward, your eyes widening as you feel him poke at your ass.

"I just realised I've never seen you in your uniform before," He breathes out, "You look so sexy baby."

Heat rises up your face, your boyfriend's never said anything like that before. Sure, he once complimented how good yer legs look in shorts or how he likes seeing you so 'comfortable' without a bra on, butbhe's never been straightforward like this.

You can feel yourself creating a pool of slick in your underwear. God, this can not be fucking happening...

"Let's go to my dorm." His voice is an octave lower and he sounds out of breath. "Girls aren't allowed in your dorm building."

"I know most of the people in that building and they know me, they won't tell. So come on," he pulls at you, leading you to his building. He looks back at you, neediness and lust filling his eyes. "I need you right now."

Toshi didn't need to sound like he was begging, you were still going to follow him, but now that he sounds like he wants you so bad he can't control himself anymore, it's making you wanna run to his dorm and rip his clothes off.

You bite on your lower lip, letting him lead you to where his room is.

As you pass through a hall, you smile and wave shyly at some of the familiar faces you see, they look as if they've just seen a ghost. But can you blame them? Ushijima Wakatoshi is currently leading a girl to his room. This is the first time, it should be recorded in the hall of fame or something.

Once the both of you reach his door, which is at the bery end of the hall, Toshi takes his ID card, about to swipe it to unlock the door until he stops midway. He turns around and looks at you straight in the eye, "You don't have to do this if you don't want to. I don't want to be force you."

You blink at him once, twice, thrice- you take the card from his fingers, quickly swiping it on the lock. You push your boyfriend inside the dorm before looking to your right where the boys in the hall still have their undivided attention at you. "It'll probably get loud, you guys play some music or something." You yell before entering the room and slamming the door behind you.

Immediately, you push your boyfriend onto the wall, leaning in to press your lips on his. Finally, being able to touch your boyfriend after a long day of tiring practice feels to freeing and good. A shiver runs up your spine when he licks your bottom lip, asking for entrance. When you grant it to him, he pushes his tongue inside your wet cavern, immediately exploring it like he's a curious speleologist.

His one hand grabs your waist, immediately being able to grab almost half of it given your size differences and his other hand cups your jaw, tilting your head to the side to gain better access.

Your hand travels down to the waistline of his sweatpants, pushing your hand inside, feeling strained cock from inside his underwear as your fingers skillfully stroke it.

"Mmmm-" You hum, pushing Toshi off lightly. "We need to take a shower first, we've been sweaty for hours." You tell him, your hand still going up and down his shaft.

He sighs, pulling your hand out of his pants before pulling you inside his bathroom. Inside, he pins you against the wall, his lips on yours as he begins to lift your shirt, only breaking the kiss when a piece of clothing has to come off from around your heads. He pushes your shorts down along with your underwear, letting them pool around your ankles. He pulls your body closer to him, the tip of his clothed cock pressing against your wet folds making you moan into his mouth.

With one hand, he clasps the lock of your bra behind you, letting it fall on the floor along with your other clothes as his other hand begins toying with your pussy.

"You feel so wet down there. Was it when my teammates were staring at you?" He growls, making you lift a questioning brow. "What... What are you talking about?" You breathe out, sucking in your bottom lip in between your teeth as you grind your hips against his hand, greedy for more friction.

"You like it when my teammates are watching you? Watching as those small fuckin shorts get caught in between your ass? Hmm?" Toshi pushes a fingers inside making you mewl, your walls clenching around it, wanting more. "You like it when people watch you?"

You shake your head, moaning out profanities as you dig your nails on the skin of his shoulders, still rolling your hips and still wanting more of him.

"N-no, no! I only want you to watch me, Toshi!" You whine, moaning loudly once again when he pushes yet again another finger. He scissors his fingers inside you as your walls clench around them hungrily, greedy for more. "You're fucking mine, you got that?" He grits, thrusting his fingers inside you, hitting the particular bundle of nerves again and again leaving you screaming in pleasure with just two of his fingers.

"Yes! Yes, oh yes! I'm yours, Toshi! Fuck!" Your eyes roll to the back of your head, feeling yourself shake as you cum around his fingers, your cunt squelching around them. You breathe heavily, rolling your hips as you ride out your orgasm.

Toshi takes his fingers out, causing you to whine unconsciously when your hole begins tightening around nothing. He places his hands on either of your lower thighs, pulling you up and hugging your legs around his waist as he leads you to his shower.

He puts you down, making sure you can stand by yourself before hooking his thumbs on either side of his sweats, pulling them down, letting them pool around his ankles. Your gaze is immediately on his member, it's looks so hard and red, the size much bigger than usual and precum is currently seeping out of it.

"Like what you see?" Toshi smirks, this whole side of him completely taking you off guard. You love it. You twist the shower knob on before getting on your knees before him. He steps forward towards you, watching you as you take his dick into your small hands.

You look up at him from below, opening your mouth as widely as you can, rolling your tongue out. You begin by giving his precum-covered head some kitten licks, cleaning it up beforetaking half of his length in your mouth. You hollow your mouth, pushing your head lower as you feel his tip already hit the back of your throat.

"Yeah, take that dick like you want it for dinner. My cockslut..." He hisses, taking you by the hair. He tugs on a fistful of your hair, causing you to roll your eyes back in pleasure and moan loudly, the vibration stirring your boyfriend up even more. He begins thrusting his hips slowly, throwing his head back as you play with his balls and the rest of him that you couldn't take in your mouth.

"That's right, lap up my cock so fucking good, angel. That's right- ah! oh god..." His breathing becomes irregular and his thrusts slowly become more frantic. The tip of his dick continues abusing the back of your throat and tears begin to pool on the corners of your eyes, your cunt dripping wet at the thought of your boyfriend face fucking you at this moment.

Your hand plays with your pussy, drawing circles around and on the clit, chasing after Toshi so the two of you can cum together. "That's right, you're mine. This mouth is mine, and I'm not fucking sharing you with anyone." He seethes, his thrusts getting sloppier and sloppier by the second until he thrusts particularly deep inside your mouth, the tip of his dick going down your throat as he cums inside you, hot liquid going down your throat has your pussy clenching around your own fingers.

He pulls out, watching as you swallow his load until your mouth is empty of his white seed. The corner of Toshi's hand twitches into a smirk as he wipes a thumb over your bottom lip, immediately you suck on it as you look up at him teasingly.

"Let's wash up, darling." He pulls you up, taking his shampoo bottle and squirting a small amount on his palm, wiping it on your hair continuously until it begins to bubble up. He then proceeds to pour his body wash all over your body, hands roaming around you.

He presses kisses on the shell of your ear as he massages and squeezes your breasts, pinching and pulling at your nipples before going down and washing your slippiery folds. He copies what he did to your breast down to your ass, kneading them like fine bread before guiding you when the water is hitting. As you wash off the soap suds, he pours the same kind of shampoo on his head, combing his fingers through his soap-sud covered hair before following it by lathering his soap all over his body. His hands go up and down his well defined abs and pecks, teasing you as he slowly trails it down to his shaft.

He watches you watch him clean himself, letting you pull him closer to you, letting himself be hit by the running water. Once all the soap is rinsed off, you step away from him and take a towel, drying off your hair infront of the mirror.

You watch in the reflection as Toshi walks out of the shower and towards you, his usual indifferent expression across his face. He runs his haze down your figure before pulling on your towel, setting it down on the counter.

He leans forward, trapping you between him and the counter as he places both of his hands on either sides of your body. "I didn't like how my teammates watched you a while ago." He admits, his hands clenching on the counter. "I don't think they understand how you're mine and only mine." He whispers against the shell of your ear, his hot breath tickling shivers down your spine.

"Why won't you make me yours?" You challenge him, looking at him dead in the eye. He looks at you for a second, two seconds, three- he spins you around, pressing his lips against yours.

"You're playing a really dangerous game, darling, and I'm not in the best mood tonight." He growls through the kiss, his tongue more aggressive and lips harsher than usual. "Show me how to play it, maybe I'll get to know the rules and it won't be as dangerous as you say it is." You shoot back, running your hands all over his naked torso, feeling ever elevation and dip of his sculpted chest and abs underneath the pads of your fingertips.

Toshi growls into the kiss, turning you around once again and pushing you down on the counter. He presses his tip against your dripping folds, slowly entering you as to not hurt you in any way. He lets you adjust to his size for a few moments and the moment you begin rolling your hips, he combs his fingers through your damp hair, pulling on it and forcing you to see yourself being fucked in front of the mirror.

He thrusts relentlessly into you, the tip of his cock hitting places your fingers never hit before. Your jaw hangs open as you moan loudly, taken in a trance at the feeling of your boyfriend abusing the certain bundle of nerves inside you.

Toshi lifts a leg up on your side, the feeling becoming more and more overwhelming as his thrusts become deeper, much faster and harder. Your walls clamp around him tightly, making him click his tongue. "Yeah that's it, this pussy is all fucking mine, isn't it."

He pulls at your hair, letting go of it before cupping your face, forcing you to look at yourself in the mirror. "Look at you. Look at how lewd you are right now. You feeling good clamping down on my cock like that?" He asks, his thrusts never once slowing down. The feeling becomes overwhelming to the point where you couldn't form words, and instead you nod your head as to not make a fool out of yourself.

Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you feel the knot tighten in your belly, your jaw hangs open as drool begins to drip out the corner of your mouth. Your boyfriend breathes heavily into your ear, "Wanna cum? You wanna cum right now?"

"Ye-yeah... yeah fuck...wanna...wanna cum... let... let me...cum...." You lose your capability to form coherent sentences and capability to talk. "I'm fucking you so dumb right now, aren't I?" Toshi smirks, shoving two of his fingers inside your mouth, pressing them on your tongue as he watches you make a mess out of yourself.

Your moans fill the bathroom completely and you feel yourself hanging by a thread, simoly waiting for a word, that one ward that'll have you releasing so hard your legs are for sure going to give out. Just one word-

"Alright my darling, you deserve this." Toshi growls into your ear, letting go of your face in the process. "Cum."

You cum all over his cock, your clenching walls trying to milk him of his own release. Your back arches and toes curl as your boyfriend continues thrusting inside you, thrusts becoming sloppy and uneven as well as his breath.

Once you finish, he pulls out, cumming all over your ass, hot white ropes of his release reaching all over your ass, back and some even on your hair. He moans loudly, throwing his head back as he presses his length on your ass. The two of you stay there panting for a good minute, soaking in what you just did before Toshi begins pulling away. He looks at his artwork on you, mentally patting himself and telling himself 'good job' before he snakes an arm around your limp body.

"Come on, I'll wash you up." He carries you back to the shower, once again going through the process of soaping your body to make sure you're clean before setting you down on his counter. You flinch and hiss at the contact of your pussy on his counter, it hurt.

Toshi kisses you all over you face, muttering apologies about being too harsh in return you tell him it wasn't his fault at all. He dries up your body and hair, letting you brush your teeth before carrying you to his bed. He dresses you up in his clothes and takes out your special kit- basically a box full of skin care products in case you slept over.

"I'll do your skin care for you, just lay down and relax yourself. He says, sitting cross legged on the floor as he rummages through the products inside the box. You look at him, smiling to yourself and asking yourself how the hell you got so lucky to score someone like him. "Do you want charcoal or a strawberry mask tonight?" He asks, holding up two of your favorite mask packs.

You place your hand on his cheek, caressing it softly. "I love you." You whisper out, his eyes widening as it catches him off guard. Toshi feels his heart sink to his tummy as butterflies flutter and dance all over it. He smiles, a faint blush across his cheek. "I love you more." He kisses the tip of your nose.

Toshi then proceeds to just stare at you for a few moments before looking like he snaps out of his trance. A deep blush takes over his face as he buries his face on your chest in embarrassment. You laugh loudly, asking him what was going on.

"You're too cute, I'm never sharing you or this side of you to anyone." He mumbles against your chest, making you smile widely. He turns his head to the side, eyelids halfway down, "I'm greedy for you and only you. Never sharing you with anyone, ever."

#ushijima x reader #ushijima x you #haikyuu ushijima #ushijima x y/n #hq ushijima #ushijima wakatoshi #ushijima smut #ushijima fluff #haikyuu smut

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anyway my like last/second to last reblog made me think about this so caesar crusader au woot woot also it got kinda long so here’s a cut for those who dont wanna scroll through all that <3 also i didnt proofread so sorry i just dont care enough </3

first things first let me get the set up;; caesar joseph nd suzi all live in the same house u can interpret it as ot3 or just caejose and suzi is there to vibe w them and help joseph convince caesar to get into trouble, it’s however u want it

then either cause ot3 or suzi agrees 2 be a surrogate, holly is born, joseph’s still the dad like genetically but she’s raised by all three of em essentially and still ends up just as bubbly as she is in canon, except there is no absolute fuckign way she doesnt know hamon because caesar would never, and i mean NEVER, let his kid grow up w/o such a useful trick up her sleeve

then holly gets married, joseph embarrasses both suzi and caesar by how hostile he is towards sadao, caesar is more likely to cuff him over the head bc of it, so there’s that. doesnt change much ig but makes joseph thinks a LITTLE bit more before lashing out JKF;JFJ;S

jotaro comes along and he is caesar’s BOY ok. caesar just gets him. his quiet and calm demeanor (ik caesar isnt necessarily like that in general but around kids he is and as he gets older he’d give off that vibe more as he mellows out) made jotaro feel rlly relaxed around him and as a result he’s v open to him. joseph and suzi ofc have a relationship w jotaro as well but it isnt hard to see there is a bit of favorites playing, especially once jotaro grows up and really starts closing off to most ppl

caesar tries to encourage him to open up more to his family again, but this just ends up with him getting cut off as well. it’s sad ):

in the meantime tho joseph meets avdol and develops his stand. with avdol and caesar combined, they can kinda wrangle joseph into being productive w his energy, but theyre not full-proof. nothing will ever be full-proof against joseph

caesar nd avdol would get along rlly well me thinks. caesar would teach him sum italian and avdol would teach him so arabic. caesar wouldnt have a stand, but since stands r kiiiiinda described as just more intense versions of hamon, caesar can see like outlines of stands if he’s looking at them through one of his hamon bubbles. he only figures this out w avdol’s help. theyre buds

then they find out abt dio thanks to joseph’s stand and they all kinda. get srs. it’s time to search and all that for this fucker. caesar’s pissed cause his grandfather died for no reason now then, same w joseph. avdol helps them navigate the stand world as they search

honestly all is relatively well mostly but then. sdc begins

caesar hasnt heard from jotaro himself for like two years when holly calls them in a panic over him being in jail. og just caesar and joseph were gonna go, but then avdol brings up jotaro mightve developed his stand, since stands r kinda genetic, so they bring avdol along too cause he’s the expert here

they get there, jotaro calls his mom a bitch and is otherwise disrespectful and moody as fuck, and caesar is frankly just disappointed more than angry/frustrated, th opposite of joseph. this makes jotaro feel worse tho KJFN;;N

avdol gets him out tho, they head out. caesar scolds jotaro for snapping at holly and joseph when the only things they ever did were show care for him, and jotaro snaps at HIM in return. fuckin teenagers. caesar changes tactics then and tells jotaro about how he used to be a street thug and all that, and how he cut himself off from his family in an effort to keep them safe (as did his dad mario zeppeli and joseph’s mom djkndje;dn why do bad coping skills run in the family), but it didnt work and instead it just put them in more danger and unjustified/meaningless emotional turmoil. jotaro gets thoughtful over this

then jotaro heads to school and accepts his kiss from holly w/o much fight, just wordless grumbling. it’s a start, caesar guesses

then jotaro comes home with a fucking bloody body only an hour later BHILDFHUDHUJN;

avdol talks abt the fleshbud, caesar is concerned cause jesus h christ, that is a child, kakyoin was only 16-almost-17 when he got fleshbudded, it’s been months, holy shit ??? jotaro must have the same thoughts cause he goes to pull the fleshbud out to everyone’s panic

they decide to let jotaro do it tho and jotaro does, just like in canon. kakyoin’s still rlly rattled but w caesar nd holly both telling him it’s ok and jotaro’s weird ass “why did i save you? who knows.........” thing, he calms down

then holly gets stand sickness and everyone freaks out, even jotaro! kinda. he reacts much the same he did in canon except maybe a lil more frantic cause he had literally JUST decided to clean up his act and now his mom is dying. he wants to show her he knows better now. it’s rough.

caesar considers staying just to watch over his daughter esp cause he doesnt have a stand so it’s like, what would he even do, but then jotaro and kakyoin say theyre going and caesar is like “ok no. ur children.” “that’s my mom. im going either by myself or youll let me go with you.” “christ”

so caesar tags along just to keep an eye of these crazy kids and yeah

this is ending up as a whole fucking fic draft or some shit so im gonna stop here but if anyone is curious on my thoughts on how caesar would continue to affect things from here, lemme know nd ill elaborate. im PRETTY SURE...caesar being around would lead to avdol and kakyoin living cause hamon’s healing abilities, nd since he doesnt have a stand he kinda just ends up as team medic SOOOO....

anyway thanks for reading all thsi if u did JKD;JN;

#he shouldve lived. im thinking about this forever #cass cries #jjba

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10th April >> (@ZenitEnglish) #PopeFrancis #Pope Francis Presides Over Celebration of Passion of the Lord. Full Text of Homily by Fr. Raniero Cantalamessa, O.F.M. Cap

Pope Francis on Good Friday presided over the celebration of the Passion of the Lord in the Vatican Basilica.

The Preacher of the Pontifical House, Fr. Raniero Cantalamessa, O.F.M. Cap., delivered the homily, which is provided in its entirety below, provided by the Vatican.

“I HAVE PLANS FOR YOUR WELFARE AND NOT FOR WOE”

St. Gregory the Great said that Scripture “grows with its readers”, cum legentibus crescit.[1] It reveals meanings always new according to the questions people have in their hearts as they read it. And this year we read the account of the Passion with a question—rather with a cry—in our hearts that is rising up over the whole earth. We need to seek the answer that the word of God gives it.

The Gospel reading we have just listened to is the account of the objectively greatest evil committed on earth. We can look at it from two different angles: either from the front or from the back, that is, either from its causes or from its effects. If we stop at the historical causes of Christ’s death, we get confused and everyone will be tempted to say, as Pilate did, “I am innocent of this man’s blood” (Mt 27:24). The cross is better understood by its effects than by its causes. And what were the effects of Christ’s death? Being justified through faith in him, being reconciled and at peace with God, and being filled with the hope of eternal life! (see Rom 53:1-5).

But there is one effect that the current situation can help us to grasp in particular. The cross of Christ has changed the meaning of pain and human suffering—of every kind of suffering, physical and moral. It is no longer punishment, a curse. It was redeemed at its root when the Son of God took it upon himself. What is the surest proof that the drink someone offers you is not poisoned? It is if that person drinks from the same cup before you do. This is what God has done: on the cross, he drank, in front of the whole world, the cup of pain down to its dregs. This is how he showed us it is not poisoned, but that there is a pearl at the bottom of it.

And not only the pain of those who have faith but of every human pain. He died for all human beings: “And when I am lifted up from the earth,” he said, “I will draw everyone to myself” (Jn 12:32).

Everyone, not just some! St. John Paul II wrote from his hospital bed after his attempted assassination, “To suffer means to become particularly susceptible, particularly open to the working of the salvific powers of God, offered to humanity in Christ.”[2] Thanks to the cross of Christ, suffering has also become in its own way a kind of “universal sacrament of salvation” for the human race.

* * *

What light does all of this shed on the dramatic situation that humanity is going through now? Here too we need to look at the effects more than at the causes—not just the negative ones we hear about every day in heart-wrenching reports but also the positive ones that only a more careful observation can help us grasp.

The pandemic of Coronavirus has abruptly roused us from the greatest danger individuals and humanity have always been susceptible to: the delusion of omnipotence. A Jewish rabbi has written that we have the opportunity to celebrate a very special paschal exodus this year, that “from the exile of consciousness” [3]. It took merely the smallest and most formless element of nature, a virus, to remind us that we are mortal, that military power and technology are not sufficient to save us. As a psalm in the Bible says, “In his prime, man does not understand. / He is like the beasts—they perish” (Ps 49:21). How true that is!

While he was painting frescoes in St. Paul’s Cathedral in London, the artist James Thornhill became so excited at a certain point about his fresco that he stepped back to see it better and was unaware he was about to fall over the edge of the scaffolding. A horrified assistant understood that crying out to him would have only hastened the disaster. Without thinking twice, he dipped a brush in paint and hurled it at the middle of the fresco. The master, appalled, sprang forward. His work was damaged, but he was saved.

God does this with us sometimes: he disrupts our projects and our calm to save us from the abyss we don’t see. But we need to be careful not to be deceived. God is not the one who hurled the brush at the sparkling fresco of our technological society. God is our ally, not the ally of the virus! He himself says in the Bible, “I have . . . plans for your welfare and not for woe” (Jer 29:11). If these scourges were punishments of God, it would not be explained why they strike equally good and bad, and why the poor usually bring the worst consequences of them. Are they more sinners than others?

No! The one who cried one day for Lazarus’ death cries today for the scourge that has fallen on humanity. Yes, God “suffers”, like every father and every mother. When we will find out this one day, we will be ashamed of all the accusations we made against him in life. God participates in our pain to overcome it. “Being supremely good – wrote St. Augustine – God would not allow any evil in his works, unless in his omnipotence and goodness, he is able to bring forth good out of evil.”[4]

Did God the Father possibly desire the death of his Son in order to draw good out of it? No, he simply permitted human freedom to take its course, making it serve, however, his own purposes and not those of human beings. This is also the case for natural disasters like earthquakes and plagues. He does not bring them about. He has given nature a kind of freedom as well, qualitatively different of course than that of human beings, but still a form of freedom—freedom to evolve according to its own laws of development. He did not create a world as a programmed clock whose least little movement could be anticipated. It is what some call “chance” but the Bible calls instead “the wisdom of God.”

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The other positive fruit of the present health crisis is the feeling of solidarity. When, in the memory of humanity, have the people of all nations ever felt themselves so united, so equal, so less in conflict than at this moment of pain? Never so much as now have we experienced the truth of the words of one of our great poets: “Peace, you peoples! Too deep is the mystery of the prostrate earth.”[5] We have forgotten about building walls. The virus knows no borders. In an instant, it has broken down all the barriers and distinctions of race, nation, religion, wealth, and power. We should not revert to that prior time when this moment has passed. As the Holy Father has exhorted us, we should not waste this opportunity. Let us not allow so much pain, so many deaths, and so much heroic engagement on the part of health workers to have been in vain. Returning to the way things were is the “recession” we should fear the most.

They shall beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks;

One nation shall not raise the sword against another, nor shall they train for war again. (Is 2:4)

This is the moment to put into practice something of the prophecy of Isaiah whose fulfillment humanity has long been waiting for. Let us say “Enough!” to the tragic race toward arms. Say it with all your might, you young people, because it is above all your destiny that is at stake. Let us devote the unlimited resources committed to weapons to the goals that we now realize are most necessary and urgent: health, hygiene, food, the fight against poverty, stewardship of creation. Let us leave to the next generation a world poorer in goods and money, if need be, but richer in its humanity.

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The word of God tells us the first thing we should do at times like these is to cry out to God. He himself is the one who puts on people’s lips the words to cry out to him, at times harsh words of lament and almost of accusation: “Awake! Why do you sleep, O Lord? / Rise up! Do not reject us forever! . . . Rise up, help us! / Redeem us in your mercy” (Ps 44, 24, 27). “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” (Mk 4:38).

Does God perhaps like to be petitioned so that he can grant his benefits? Can our prayer perhaps make God change his plans? No, but there are things that God has decided to grant us as the fruit both of his grace and of our prayer, almost as though sharing with his creatures the credit for the benefit received.[6] God is the one who prompts us to do it: “Seek and you will find,” Jesus said; “knock and the door will be opened to you” (Mt 7:7).

When the Israelites were bitten by poisonous serpents in the desert, God commanded Moses to lift up a serpent of bronze on a pole, and whoever looked at it would not die. Jesus appropriated this symbol to himself when he told Nicodemus, “Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life” (Jn 3:14-15). We too at this moment have been bitten by an invisible, poisonous “serpent.” Let us gaze upon the one who was “lifted up” for us on the cross. Let us adore him on behalf of ourselves and of the whole human race. The one who looks on him with faith does not die. And if that person dies, it will be to enter eternal life.

“After three days I will rise”, Jesus had foretold (cf. Mt 9:31). We too, after these days that we hope will be short, shall rise and come out of the tombs of our homes. Not however to return to the former life like Lazarus, but to a new life, like Jesus. A more fraternal, more human, more Christian life!

[1] Moralia in Job, XX, 1.

[2] John Paul II, Salvifici doloris [On the Meaning of Human Suffering], n. 23.

[3] https://blogs.timesofisrael.com/coronavirus-a-spiritual-message-from-brooklyn (Yaakov Yitzhak Biderman).

[4] See St. Augustine, Enchiridion 11, 3; PL 40, 236.

[5] Giovanni Pascoli, “I due fanciulli” [“The Two Children”].

[6] See St. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologicae, II-IIae, q. 83, a. 2.

10th APRIL 2020 19:27POPE & HOLY SEE

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Is it me, or has Ren been purposely distant/annoyed with Nora lately. I've caught on multiple occasions (Mostly CH 1,3,4 and now 5) where Nora will do something and Ren will ignore it, shake his head at her, or just bluntly call her out. It seems to me that RT might be setting up a possible conflict with Renora where Ren might actually snap at Nora for not taking something seriously and be all "Why cant you take anything serious?!" I'm very curious about this--What do you think?

Hmm…well to be fair anon-chan; while seeing Ren flat out turn down Nora’s compliment about his new outfit, much to her disappointment, was annoying to see as a Renora-shipper, outside of that, Ren’s behaviour with Nora doesn’t seem that much different. At least to me.

We’ve seen Ren make dry remarks in response to Nora’s animated outbursts in the past. But for the most part Ren has always been quite patient with Nora; allowing her to be as loud and outspoken as she wants to be and a part of me would like to think that Ren’s unyielding patience with Nora stems from their time surviving on their own together particularly the night Ren protected Nora from the Nevermore.

Nora used to be so scared and soft spoken when we first saw her as a little girl back during the Kunoyuri episode. It’s almost hard to believe she evolved into the exuberant young woman we know her to be. And I think part of that is due inpart to Ren always encouraging her to be that way with him.

The only times Ren’s sudden change in behaviour toward Nora stood out to me the most was in V7CH1 where Ren took off in combat without Nora, much to her clear annoyance and of course their moment in CH3. 

Since Ren was seen being trained personally by Elm (and getting his ass clobbered) in V7CH5, I’m curious to know if this will become a routine thing for him. 

Constantly training, particularly with Elm as part of his regiment when he isn’t on mission or doing team training with Nora, Jaune and perhaps Oscar too from time to time. 

Though that montage with Ren and Elm was short, it was enough for me to take note of it. Why? Because it ties into my theory for Ren’s strange behaviour for this season. As I once told another anon-ninja, I chucked up Ren’s sudden distance of Nora as his way of giving himself some space so that he can grow stronger as a fighter and huntsmen.

Despite starting off as a seemingly weak-minded, scared little girl, Nora has evolved into a powerhouse. She’s definitely become a stronger person than she was before when she met Ren. 

So much so that my idea was that Ren must’ve compared himself to Nora and Jaune and realized that he may be the weakest link within his team. Nora has always been a raging force of nature not to be messed with while Jaune himself has shown immense improvement over the seasons.He’s been especially impressive for this season so far.

Of the JNR trio, Ren is the one to have grown the least in terms of battle prowess. I remember how quickly he would get winded out in a fight after using his aura. Not to mention that another habit I’ve noticed of Ren in the line of combat is getting himself knocked out too easily during a fight and needing Nora to come save him.

It happened back in V1 when Ren jumped on the Death stalker’s back and got himself flung into a pillar leading to Nora coming in to avenge him alongside Pyrhha and Jaune in their first team fight when JNPR was forged.

It happened back in V2 when Yang knocked him down during the RWBY vs JNPR food fight leading to Nora tagging herself in for him.  

It happened in V3 during the JNPR vs BRNZ fight at the Vytal Festival where Ren got taken out by Nolan leading to Nora coming to his defence once again.

It happened back in V4 when he nearly got himself killed by the Nuckelavee if Nora hadn’t intervened. 

It happened in V5 when Hazel took him out, leading to Nora to come to his rescue and send the Juggernaut flying straight through the front door. 

It even happened again in V6 with Ren getting himself taken away by Cordovin leading Nora to fire after the mechazord to get him back. Not to mention that Ren’s stunt left him unable to help defend and/or protect the rest of his team on the ground.

So yeah, as you can tell by my recap, Ren doesn’t do so hot defending himself on the battlefield despite being a competent fight. Nora coming to his aid all the time really has become a glaring habit.

Though the PLOT hasn’t given me much proof to this, I’m going to go out on a limb and say that Ren has probably done some self-assessment within recent times and has now made up his mind while the group is in Atlas to strive to improve himself and get stronger, not just for himself but for his teammates, especially Nora.

Now that I think about it, Neon’s quick jab at Ren during the JN(P)R vs FNKI battle from V7CH5 could be used as further justification for my theory:

“…Wow, your boyfriend’s actually holding his own.”

Neon saying that reaffirms my earlier point about how much Ren fumbles in a fight on his own. And I think that’s the reason for his current mood. 

While I do think you might ultimately be correct too in the PLOT setting up a potential fight or tension between our favourite Flower Power pair, for me I feel it has less to do with Nora not being able to take things seriously and more on Ren needing to get stronger. Or hey, maybe both of our theories are correct?

What would make this even more interesting is if Ren’s sudden desire to become stronger ties into what he and everyone recently learnt regarding Salem. 

It would be cool if the whole truth about Salem has secretly been weighing on Ren since Argus and it just occurred to him that if any of them were to attempt to go up against the Wicked Witch—even without her immortality, Ren wouldn’t stand a chance against Salem. He wouldn’t even be able to hold her back in his current shape.

Perhaps…this might even force Ren to think back to the RNJR encounter with Tyrian Callows back in V4 and remember how useless he made himself appear up against a formidable opponent like that who proclaimed himself as a servant of Salem. 

If Ren couldn’t even hold his own against one of Salem’s forces then how can he even call himself a warrior? Shoot, he didn’t even stand a chance against Hazel---another confirmed member of Salem’s forces. 

How was he supposed to defend himself against them, let alone his friends? Let alone his girlfriend and closest companion.

And Ren taking the upcoming fight against Salem moreseriously while Nora isn’t could tie into your hunch regarding his frustration over Nora’s nonchalance? Who knows? It’s another idea for the table of possibilities.

All this being said, a part of me is really hoping for a prospective JNPR 2.0-centric episode for V7.

I want to know what their thoughts on Ruby’s actions in V7CH2 were like. Thus far we have only covered what RWBY thinks with Weiss, Blake and Yang basically playing follow the leader and siding with Ruby. However we don’t know how Jaune, Ren and Nora took the news. We haven’t seen them antagonize Ruby or any of the RWBY girls at all.

One the contrary, JNR behave just as normally as they ever did with RWBY which says they’re fine with the way things are for now.

I find that to be a little odd given how strongly JNR reacted to the truth about Salem back in V6CH8. Perhaps their all hiding their true thoughts for the sake of friendship with Ruby and Team RWBY. 

But I wonder how JNR will think about the matter once they hear it from the perspective of someone who doesn’t share in Ruby’s approach—another smaller, more honest soul who the trio have gradually been growing closer to. 

It’d be interesting if we got Oscar approaching JNR for support with him possibly going forward and unveiling the truth to Ironwood. Or at least back him up when confronting Ruby again on the subject.

For me, I mostly want an episode that focuses on Ren and Nora confronting the growing strain in their relationship while potentially leading into a discussion of their past together but from Nora’s point of view this time.

I also wish for an episode like this to show Oscar conflicted on the right approach while confiding in Jaune.

@megashadowdragon​ shared with me their theory on Jaune telling Oscar about the time he forged his admission papers to get into Beacon Academy. I can see Jaune talking to Oscar in regards to his feelings while using himself as an example in morality.

I have a strong feeling that this WILL surely happen down the line. While we got a teaser of Oscar training with Ironwood in CH5, it is to be noted that Oscar’s training was assigned to help him jog Oz out of his mind.

Though things are reasonably friendly between Oscar and Ironwood at the moment, it wouldn’t surprise if down the line James starts to grow wary when he acknowledges that the training regimen hasn’t been successful in bringing Oz back. 

While it’s definitely assisted in Oscar’s improvement as a huntsman, as I said, the purpose of the training was to bring back Oz. So if nothing happens in that regard, James will start to get suspicious. He might even start to probe Oscar for more information on his current predicament which could potentially poke holes in Ruby’s swish cheese of an alibi from V7CH2.

Perhaps…even the talk of aura experiments will finally be brought up from this. Imagine if…Ironwood eventually makes the proposition for Oscar to allow Atlas to run tests on his aura as another alternative to forcing Oz to return…unless Oscar gives him a valid reason while he shouldn’t let him undergo experimentation—meaning the truth.

Perhaps…it’ll be a case where Oscar becomes frightened regarding the thought of undergoing experimentation. It’s basically a prospect where Ironwood has unknowingly backed Oscar into a corner based on Ruby’s lie; so to speak. So either the truth comes out or…Oscar gets experimented on for no reason?

And we all know how nice those Atlesian Aura Experiments go for their subjects, right? I know Jaune certainly remembers how great it was for Pyrhha back in V3. 

I dunno. I’m only bringing this concept up since I’m curious to know when the PLOT will reintroduce Atlas’ experimental aura technology and research that was revealed back in V3. I still have a feeling that’s going to come back somehow. Either it’ll be part of Oscar’s story for V7 or be savoured for the subplot with our revealed Winter Maiden: Fria.

As an alternative, Oscar could just eventually start to feel pressured by keeping the truth from the General, seeing how kind he and his lieutenants have been to him and the others. 

Oscar becomes conflicted on what the right thing to do should be. He knows that the Relic of Knowledge is in his possession since Ruby trusted it with him. But at the same time, the little barn prince is also fully aware that one question still remains with the lamp—a question that could be used to unveil the whole truth to Ironwood. The problem is will Ruby want to do that?

Oh! What if…we got a JNPR parallel to RWBY in V7CH2 where Oscar confides in JNR that he wishes to reveal the truth to Ironwood using the Relic of Knowledge but is conflicted about it? One of the JNR members then prompts Oscar with the question on whether he spoke to Ruby regarding his decision.

This now brings me to my Pinehead headcanon where Ruby and Oscar meet alone and get into one big argument over their differing sentiments on trusting Ironwood with the whole truth. 

In the end, Oscar begrudgingly returns the Relic to Ruby before parting ways with her implying that he was going to leave the team because of her; or something to that liking. 

My rationale for wanting a plot point like this is due to its connection to the Little Prince story where the Prince left his home planet after growing frustrated with his rose. 

Since the Prince left because of his rose, I considered something like that happening with Oscar where he decides to either leave the team again or just Ruby in general out of his disappointment and frustration with her recent choice of actions and attitude towards such actions. 

So the little barn prince takes himself out of the equation and abandons his little red rose, returning the Relic to her because he wasn’t prepared to be the one to do to Ruby what she did to Ozpin back in V6. 

Nor did he have the heart to watch her become someone else he didn’t recognize. Or something alone those lines.

 As I’ve said before, I don’t wish for Oscar to go behind Ruby’s back and tattle on her to the General. I would actually hate it if the PLOT made Oscar do that to Ruby since, I don’t think Oscar would ever do that to her. We all saw how shattered Oz was following the ordeal and I’m certain Oscar felt his pain and sadness in that moment too despite not being in control. 

So forgive me if this squiggle meister just can’t fathom Oscar putting Ruby through that. In my mind, he would NEVER. Not to her. 

Instead what I’m banking on is a chain reaction of events that result in Oscar convincing Ruby that coming clean about the whole truth to their Atlesian Allies about Salem is the right call so that she could reveal the truth herself. 

Ruby is the one responsible for planting the group in potential hot water with James after she lied the first time; possibly on Oscar’s behalf which was admittedly bold of her since Oscar didn’t exactly ask her to do that for him.

 If the truth is to be revealed, it has to come from Ruby. Heck, perhaps …she and Oscar can both tell the General the truth together since, as I said, the Rosebuds are the drivers of this subplot. 

It still really bothers me how the heroes (most  of them anyways) really believe that lying to James—the man confirmed to be paranoid about being betrayed by those closest to him—- is a good call especially after the events of V6.

I’m even more stunned at Qrow. Qrow knows James probably a lot better than Ruby does and after what happened with Oz back in Argus, it honestly baffles me how complacent Qrow is being about keeping the truth from James especially after he went through an ordeal where he was devastated by truth after being unaware of it for years. It just doesn’t make sense to me at all.

But going back to Ren and Nora now, as I’ll reiterate I think Ren’s behaviour is about growing stronger. 

Back in V5, Ren was the one to question how the heroes were going to win the fight against Salem if she can’t be killed. That was mainly his reaction to the truth while Jaune and Nora most responded in anger.

“…If Salem can’t be killed, then how are we supposed to win this?” 

Seriously, we haven’t seen such a fire in Ren’s eyes since V4 against the Nuckelavee and his whole history with the beast that killed his family and destroyed his home village. So I’m assuming his key story for V7 will be bettering himself as a warrior for the people around him and for the upcoming war with Salem and the chaos that will happen once the truth comes out to the General and the rest of Remnant.

Those are my thoughts on that for now.

 ~LittleMissSquiggles (2019)

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Chapter 2 “Change of Pace” - Communication of Silence

Logan and Virgil make it home. ao3 clicky previous chap

story under the cut:

Virgil sat down next to Logan, yesterday's makeup seemed to have rained from his eyes along with the last fucks he had wanted to give for this flat and his mistakes but right now he felt dull and distant. The purple bangs in his eyes were about everything that didn't seem to come through a veil of thick cotton to him and even Logan next to him was merely a blob of colours. Colours and.. Maybe a source of warmth. If Logan hadn't been to his right, he would have reached out for him, would have made the same mistake of pulling his colleague into the mess that was his life.

Actually, his life felt rather like a twirl of accumulated acts of foolishness. And they moved like a boomerangs and always came back to hit him square at the face. He didn't need Logan to be another mistake he abandoned on the shore of another life.

Whatever, his old life could go fuck itself right now and it it was on another shore, so be it because he and Logan were right next to each other.

He shifted his face to looked at said person next to him instead of trying to state through the pale reflection of his dry-cried face and molten eyeliner. He barely felt Logan but he.. He still had to see that the librarian was next to him. He had to convince himself that this was real. It was more than a wish whispered against the wind of a storming breeze just to return empty.

"You don't have to", Virgil heard himself speak up. It almost startled himself. It had been a surprisingly long time ever since he had heard himself speak with a voice so foreign and hoarse to him. It felt demonic and distorted and he wondered whether it was his mind to twist the sound of it or whether it was his voice giving his brain the terrible input of such disgrace of a dirty sound.

Maybe it was his his silly heart beating like a drum under the hands of a beast, erratically slamming down onto the thin layer. Amazed by the sound, the babar continued to produce more of these sounds that were swallowed by wavering, insecure vibrations. He was almost certain it was enough if a tremble to cause an earthquake outside of his body.

For a moment he had to wonder whether Logan could hear it. Could feel it

He hoped he couldn't. Virgil had messed up their relationship enough.

The purple haired punk could feel the world escape his grip once more. Just then, when talking to Logan had almost brought it back to his mind. And there he was, slamming every sense of reality into the ground as Logan had offered it to him, had put all together and presented it to him.

He and his inner anxiety wondered so much, he almost missed the response to the very question he had posed.

"I know, Virgil ', was all the calm voice gave him un return but it was enough glue for him to start piecing his surroundings together once more, " but I want to. "

He blinked at Logan, letting it a shaky breath and answering with the weakest nod he had to offer in his confused haze.

At least some things seemed to be fine into focus. As if using a magnifier glass to make as least sense of selected features in a field of blurriness.

Virgil pursed his lips, strange to Logan's worries and feelings for him and surprisingly enough, the other seemed too deeply immersed in his own world to realise what his world has become. The punk didn't answer, but just shook his head and leaned it against Logan's shoulder, letting his eyes fall shut.

If he had called him, would it have worked out the same way? Well, if he called anyone but Logan, he wouldn't be about to move in with him for the sake of avoiding going around shelterless in winter.

That reminded him, it was just a few more weeks to his birthday.

Virgil relaxed for the rest of the ride - well as much as his crippling anxiety let him. But his mental backseat driver kept screeching at him. Whenever he eased up, the voice would jolt him into alertness and keep him vigilant.

Yeah, that was a funny reference to his name but as far as he knew, his name didn't come from being alert but from some fanfiction on a famous poet or whatever. It was strange, his name was strange. People kept asking him why this was his name because it was.. Anything but common in the area where he originated from.

To be honest, he asked himself the same but never got quite the answer until recently. Sadly enough, he was dead shit wasted at that point and now only remembered as much as some Roman poet Virgil and some Italian Dante.

He should look out up. (Seriously, Virgil, look it up) (wait, I'm the author, I can make you)

Maybe they had been gay lovers. It would fit his existence. At least for the sexuality part.

Virgil couldn't dwell on his thoughts any longer since Logan carefully stirred under his head and he involuntarily moved along, rising from his shoulder and blinking jn confusion before rubbing his eyes.

The look he had given him must have been close to a glare since Logan just gave him an apology instead but the punk just shook his head and followed the lead of his friend to get up and leave the bus in the next stop.

There wasn't really any turning back now, was there? Logan, however, seemed too used to his shenanigans for a person who barely met him outside their work environment. The giant hovered like a mountain next to him and patiently waited as Virgil seemed to try and pick up clues for orientation. Just anything to understand where he was but this part of the town seemed like another world. Everything was clean and he didn't know why but the rotten aesthetics was almost missing for him.

If he actually cared.

"It's over there, do you want to go or..", Logan proposed, seemingly sensing his mental discourse as he stopped and turned to face him. His nearly black eyes met the clear honey of Virgil's and the other just took one moment too long to answer and gave Logan the doubt enough to continue more of the silence between them. "We can take a walk later and I make you known with the surroundings a bit, maybe that will put you at ease"

Why was Logan such an angel?

He mutely nodded.

Virgil had the vague theory that he wouldn't be able to talk to Logan's roommates but then again, it was basically four in the morning and no sand soul should be awake at this time. He himself was just another perfect, hand-picked example of a mad heathen staying up until the sun was forcing him back under the covers like the photophobic vampire he was.

Daylight was overestimated. He was right about that and that's why he kept saying it.

The starry sky above them was unreachable in the hell of a town that provided enough light pollution for him to be unable to locate anything but the moon in the sky. It seemed off but the light of these street lamps seemed more at ease, more orange, less stinging cold white attacking one's eyes when wandering in the night.

It kind of put him at ease.

However, the various intact buildings threw him off. Only when visiting others or university was it that he got to see so much completed stuff at once. Just.. Undamaged, intact. New. Fresh. Like everyone wanted this. Flawless.

Neither Virgil nor his homes of previous living places had been anywhere close to flawless. Then again, moving had helped at least for some time and.. He had the hopes for something better happening to him and it made him hold onto life just a little longer go feel this miracle happening and experience the beauty of life. Working with Logan, for example, just as much as studying arts had been pleasant so far.

It was a good change. Maybe it would stay that way? Virgil hoped for it.

The duo of librarians walked down the street and entered a little apartment, Logan up front.

With a click clack of the lock and a jingling of Logan's keys, the door flew open and the two went jntose, Logan before him and Virgil slouching as he followed, one arm hugging himself as he clutched his jacket tight and another was wrapped around  the handle of his little suitcase.

As they went inside, Virgil was tempted to let out yet another expression of gratitude as he had in the night while packing and when they woke up. It wasn't even verbal all the time, just sometimes the look in his golden eyes and an unspoken "thanks" on his lips and Logan appreciated it, no matter how unemotional and apathic he seemed to be, he very much identified with his observant nature and understood what people did.

Upon stepping inside, Virgil heard a muffled sound in the darkness and in a heartbeat, Logan clicked the lights on.

"Logie?"

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In My Time of Dying- Chapter 2

So I’m not 100% sure how I feel about this chapter, but I need to get to some of the earlier stuff to set up the story. I hope you enjoy. As always I appreciate your re-blogs, comments, likes, etc. Please let me know if you would like to be tagged. This is an eventual OC x Castiel fic. There will be some OC x Charlie Bradbury as well. 

I suck at summaries! This is an original character story- Alianna Winchester, twin sister of Sam. It starts off right around when  Dean comes back from hell. Ali and Sam’s relationship has been fractured since he left for Stanford. She struggles to repair their relationship has they navigate the Apocalypse, her close relationship with Dean and beyond. Like Sam- She is special in a very different way. Truly the Ying to his Yang that causes a deep connection between Ali and Castiel.

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Things with Sam were strained. Ali wasn’t ready to forgive him for abandoning her and going on his own quest for revenge. While she understood Sam blames himself for Dean’s sacrifice, she had lost Dean too. Then, she had lost Sam and she was still grieving the loss of John, Sam should have been there with her. They should have been trying to move on together, not apart. 

Going back in time with Dean had shook her, she wasn’t over that either.When she had laid eyes on a young John Winchester she begged Cas to send her back. She was certain she’d blow their cover, but he denied her and asked her to trust him. How could she not? It annoyed Dean to no end how she just went along with whatever the Angel had to say. There was something inside of her that continually told her it was okay. When they came face to face with their huntress of a mother, Dean was certain he was going to have to peel Ali off the ground. 

Each Winchester child felt the loss of Mary Winchester, but for Ali it was different. It was Dean that helped her through getting her first period. One would expect Dean Winchester to balk at the responsibility, but he knew he couldn’t rely on John to get her through it. Dean had been the one to help her through her first heartbreak and the painstaking task of coming to terms with who she was. He had been the one to tell her that he loved her no matter who she wanted to be with. He had helped her tell Sam. Dean had been the one to get her through everything a mother would have, sometimes not so gracefully, but Ali knew he did the best he could.

Ali had been right about Ruby. She had gotten herself out of hell and gotten back to Sam. That was when Sam bolted on her and Bobby. She and Dean had watched Sam send demons back to hell with his psychic abilities. They were equally upset but for very different reasons.

“You know Ali, I expected more from you than Dean. Out of anyone I expected you to be accepting.” Ali sucked in her breath and spun around to face off with her brother.

“No, NO! You don’t get to say that to me.” She only came up to Sam’s shoulder but the rage burning in her eyes had Sam regretting confronting her. “You don’t get to play wounded Sammy right now. Look, I get it. You can exorcise the demon and save most of the vessels. I probably would do the same, but you have to ask at what cost to yourself? But that’s not why I’m pissed. No, I’m pissed because YOU LEFT ME ALONE! Again! You ran off to get your revenge with your demon skank and left me out of it. Left me in the dark. We’re supposed to stick together even when we’re apart! We’re supposed to be partners no matter what. And you just cut me off. You trusted HER more than ME! Don’t you think I could have helped you tell Dean if I knew? No, instead you’ve been lying to me for MONTHS Sam…Months. And you’ve been lying to Dean since he got back. That tells me one thing, you know what you’re doing is wrong. So instead of finding out from you…Cas tells us because you need to stop. If you don’t stop, the Angels will take you out. And if you hadn’t noticed…Uriel is a douche bag. Even if I can convince Cas to let it go, Uriel will not! He came back to specifically warn you again.” Sam looked down and shook his head at his sister. 

“Ali, you haven’t needed me for a long time. You made the choice to stay with Dean when I went to Stanford and then go back after the half assed apologies Dad fed you. I didn’t bring you along because between Dad and Dean you were a mess. It would have slowed me down.” Ali felt the sting of Sam’s words in her chest. She always felt like she was slowing them down, she never dreamed that Sam would agree. She could be ruthless when necessary. She was a hunter and a killer of monsters like her brothers. But loosing Dean was too much. 

“Fuck off Sam.” Ali spun back around and stalked away from Sam and slammed the motel door behind her. Dean had gone on a food run so that hopefully his siblings could repair their rift. He was pissed at Sam but he needed them operating on the same page. Lilith was breaking seals left and right, they needed to stop her.

Ali wrapped her arms around herself and walked the block from the motel to a little park that was empty. Sam did see her as weak. She had spent the majority of her life “manning up” for the sake of the fight. She would have done the same after Dean. The fact that Sam doubted her told her he didn’t know her as well as she thought he did. Maybe the twin bond of their childhood was truly broken. Ali sat down on the swing, gripping the chains and stared down at her feet.

“Hello Ali.” Castiel’s gritty voice made her jump.

“Jesus Cas. You really need to send a text first before you show, or wear a bell.” She held her hand to her heart as it slowly stopped pounding.

“Ali, are you alright?” He looked at her with concern.

“Why wouldn’t I be?” She scoffed.

“I heard your argument with Sam. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop but I came to see you and overheard.” Ali didn’t say anything. “I know you think you’re weak, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.”

“Cas…I appreciate you trying. But compared to Sam and Dean...yes I am. The two of them can put their emotions aside to get the job done. Apparently I can’t.” 

“You misunderstand me. I’m not trying to placate you. You are valuable. You have no idea.” He wanted to say more, but couldn’t. “I know things have been difficult for you since Dean came back. I know I haven’t helped make it any easier. The trip to the past took a toll on you. I wish it hadn’t been necessary for you to be there but Dean is more careful when you’re around. I also appreciate your faith in me.” Ali cracked a small smile.

“Dean actually hates how easily I trust you. I’m just following my gut instinct. Uriel however, is a prick.”

“He is a bit overzealous. I’ll leave you. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

“Can you stay? Just until Dean calls me when he’s back? I can’t be alone with Sam right now. We’ll just fight more, but I don’t want to be alone either.” Cas nodded his head and sat in silence with Ali, watching her with deep fascination as she disappeared into her own thoughts.

Then:

“Deaaaaaan c’mon! Let’s find something to do. I’m so bored and sick of looking at this room. Dad has been gone for 3 extra days.” Ali was begging for something to make the day pass.

“Al, we can’t. Dad will murder us...well me, if we leave the motel room. He gave very clear instructions. Whatever it is that he’s hunting has a thing for girls. And you blondie would be right on the list of its most wanted.” Ali flopped down on the bed in exasperation.

“I’m so sick of this life. I just want something normal. I want to have real friends. And go to parties and have a boyfriend. Maybe play a sport? I hate moving from town to town.” Ali rarely had a pity party, but today it was in full swing. John had taken Sam with him on the hunt and left Ali with Dean to keep her safe. 

Dean knew she was anxious that John and Sam had been gone so long. Her cries for a normal life weren’t so much about herself but about the Winchester men being safe. Dean laid down next to her.“Ali, I’m sure that they’re fine. You know how these things go. Sometimes the hunt gets away from you. Dad can only guess how long it will take. He has no clue. I know it’s been a few days since he checked in, but that probably means he’s close and is focused.”

“What is something happened? I mean really, we can say nothing would happen to Dad, but he isn’t invincible. Sam definitely isn’t. And he’s been so reckless lately because he’s so unhappy. What if they don’t come back?” Dean took a deep breath and collected his thoughts. He knew he had to give her a real answer to set her mind at ease. Ali needed a plan to calm her anxieties. She had always been this way. As long as she had a game plan, there wasn’t much she wouldn’t take on.

“Then we would go to Bobby’s. We’d live there while you finished High School. Then we would decide what to do from there.”

“You would stay with me? You wouldn’t drop me off and then go off on your own?”

“Never. I will never just leave you like that. We’re a team. You, me and Sam. We stick together. And if something happened to Sam...then it’s you and me. I ain’t ever going to up and leave you like that. We stick together. Always.”

John and Sam had returned that night. Both were exhausted and John beaten up, but they were together again. True to his word, Dean never left her side until the day he was dragged off to Hell. Ali would gave thought Sam would have been the one to stick by her so loyally. She knew that things changed between the two of them the day she chose to stay behind with Dean and not follow Sam to California. Maybe it was unconscious, maybe it wasn't, but Sam never put her first again after that day.

Now:

Ali had gripped Dean’s arm just in time to be transported with him to wherever they were keeping Alastair. Ali looked through the small window on the door and saw Alastair chained up. Cas walked up to Ali and placed a hand on her shoulder.

“This devil's trap is old Enochian. He's bound completely.” Ali looked to Cas and studied his face. Her concern was matched by his. Dean was barely dealing with what he did in Hell. They couldn’t ask him to do this. It wasn’t right. She felt Cas’ fingers squeeze her shoulder in an attempt to comfort her. She had to give him credit for picking up on the social cues.

“Well that’s fascinating. Where’s the door?”. Dean turns away from the door.

“Where are you going?” Castiel’s question rang out as he grabbed Ali’s arm and pulled her with him. 

“To hitch back to Cheyenne, thank you very much.“ Dean and Ali we’re stopped by Uriel as he stood in their way.

“Angels are dying, boy.” Ali scoffed and before she could respond, Dean did.

“Everybody's dying these days. And hey, I get it. You're all-powerful. You can make me do whatever you want. But you can't make me do this.” Ali squeezed Dean’s hand to reassure him. She knew how unsettled this was making him. Castiel was next to speak. 

“This is too much to ask, I...I know. But we have to ask it. Dean and Ali studies Castiel for a moment and then turned back to Uriel. 

“We want to talk to Cas... alone.” Uriel looked Dean and Ali up and down and smirked.

“I think I'll go seek revelation. We might have some further orders. But there had better not be any interference by you, Alianna.” Uriel tried to intimidate Ali, but she stood her ground.

Dean rolled his eyes at Uriel’s attempt. “Well, get some donuts while you're out.” Uriel let out a laugh. 

“Ah, this one just won't quit, will he? I think I'm starting to like you, boy.” Ali wandered back over to the glass window and stared at Alistair. Ali would love nothing more than to rip him apart herself. The demon that hurt her brother, her protector, so badly. She considered what Cas had said to her about being powerful and valuable. She wished she knew what he meant. He hadn’t offered any more insight. She felt anything but powerful. She felt weak and helpless. Dean’s voice pulled her out of her own thoughts.

”What's going on, Cas? Since when does Uriel put a leash on you?” Ali had her arms wrapped around her body. She felt cold, but she was sure it wasn’t from the temperature.

Castiel cleared his throat before speaking. “My superiors have begun to question my sympathies.“ 

Ali and Dean gave each other a look. ”Your sympathies?”

”I was getting too close to the humans in my charge. You and Ali. They feel I've begun to express emotions. The doorways to doubt. This can impair my judgment.” Ali cocked her head to the right and considered what Cas was saying. Cas must have fought against this, risking himself for them.

”Well, tell Uriel, or whoever...you do not want me doing this, trust me.” Cas shook his head.

“Want it, no. But I have been told we need it.”

“You ask me to open that door and walk through it, you will not like what walks back out.”  Castiel sighed. He looked exhausted.

“For what it's worth, I would give anything not to have you do this.” Ali stepped foreword.

“Dean...this won’t be like hell. I’ll be right out here the entire time. I’ll be here to pull you back.” Dean stared at Ali, a little surprised she was okay with him doing it. “Dean...I believe in you. I believe you are so much better than you think you are. You are a good man. The very best that I’ve ever known. You’ve taken care of me for my entire life. If this could possibly help us, I don’t know, stop the seals from being opened, then we’ll find a way to put you back together again. I promise. I will stand by you no matter what.” Dean took a deep breath and exhaled. He kissed Ali on her forehead and turned towards the door. 

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Cas was sitting next to Ali as they waited and listened. Ali felt like she was going to throw up. She was hoping Dean could get them somewhere. Closer to finding Lilith and stopping her. Maybe if the two of them could do that, Sam would stop whatever it was he was doing with Ruby. Sam was more lost than ever. She felt like she was sacrificing Dean to save Sam, but she meant what she said to him. Dean was the very best man she had ever known. If anyone could pull through it was him. 

She and Cas heard Alistair scream. Ali closed her eyes and clenched her jaw and grabbed for Cas’ hand. Cas stared at her wide eyed for a moment. He wasn’t used to physical contact or such strong emotions. Ali felt everything, deeply. She loved her brother and was feeling his pain at the moment. Cas was torn between telling her why she felt things this way and his orders. He was under strict instructions to tell her nothing. She was reaching out to him, the one who was putting her beloved brother through this, for comfort. He could at least give it to her.

He laced his fingers through hers. Her eyes snapped open and she studied his face. It surprised her to say the least. He tended to pull away when she showed strong emotions. He didn’t understand them and didn’t know how to respond. His face was filled with concern, that was unexpected.

“I’m sorry Alianna....for my part in this. I know you’re worried. And I know how important Dean is to you. I promise if this wasn't completely necessary I would have fought against it. Even still, I tried.” She offered Cas a sad smile.

“Don’t apologize. I encouraged him. I just want this to be over so I can get him out of here. Thank you for letting me be here and staying with me. Thank you for caring  I know you don't understand human emotion, but Cas, you've shown more compassion than most people I've met. I appreciate that. And I appreciate how much you care about my brother...and me.” Before Cas could respond they heard more groans and screams from Alastair.

Castiel was confused at how her words had impacted him. She and Dean were important to him. He didn't understand what was happening and what was changing within him. Suddenly, the lights started flickering and Ali and Cas moved apart as the bulb exploded and Anna appeared behind Castiel.

"Anna." Castiel was cordial, but his greeting was still strained. Anna gave Ali a small smile.

"Hello Castiel" As Cas turned to face Anna he was overcome by shock at her appearance.

"Your human  body-" Anna interrupted him before he could finish.

"It was destroyed, I know. But I guess I'm sentimental." 

"You shouldn't be here Anna. We still have orders to kill you." Ali let out a sigh of frustration. She had no interest in listening to Angel politics. Alastair's screams grew louder. Ali held her face in her hands. She just wanted this to be over. She wanted their lives back. She longed for the days that a rogue Wendigo was the worst thing they had to worry about. 

Her interest was piqued back to the Angels when she heard Anna question if torturing was God's work. Ali's face scrunched in confusion when Anna mentioned ruining the one real weapon they had. Was Dean a weapon to them? Even with how Cas had been, were they really just pawns to him in the end? Ali stood and started pacing, her mind running in circles. Castiel was still towing the company line while Anna refused to believe that torture and violence was God's will. Ali started really listening again.

"The father you love. You think he wants this? You think he'd ask this of you? You think this is righteous?" Anna was angry almost, and Cas wouldn't look at her. "What you're feeling, it's called doubt!" Ali could understand why this was so hard for Cas. She knew what it was like to doubt your own father, it was a horrible feeling, but there comes a point in time where you have to think for yourself.  

Ali felt her stomach churn at another round of screams from Alastair. "These orders are wrong and you know it. But you can do the right thing. You're afraid, Cas. I was too. But together, we can still..." Anna was holding Cas' hand while she spoke. Ali watched as he yanked his hand from her's. 

"I am NOTHING like you. You FELL. Go." Anna tried to get him to listen to her further, but he wouldn't and as quickly as she was there, she was gone. Ali considered what Anna had said for a moment and then steeled herself to look in on Dean and what Alastair's condition was, but she was shocked at what she saw. "Oh my God...CAS!!" her voice came out in anguish. 

Alastair was out of the Enochian trap and was attacking Dean. Wide eyed, Cas quickly went to Dean's aid, in a blink of her eye, Cas was standing behind Alastair with Ruby's knife. She watched as Alastair dropped her brother to go after Cas. She covered her mouth in horror as the knife barely made a dent into Alastair and rushed into the room to check on Dean as Alastair and Cas continued to fight.

"Dean...Dean! Please wake up." She cried. She never should have pushed him to do this. She should have made Cas bring them back to Sam after Uriel left. Hot tears fell down her cheeks. She looked up when she heard Alastair chanting and cried out for Cas as his eyes and mouth started to glow blue and then suddenly Alastair stopped. Her horror continued as she laid eyes on Sam, with his one hand raised as he flung Alastair to the wall. She watched as Cas slid to the ground, but she didn't dare leave Dean's side, who was still unconscious. Her shock continued as she witnessed how powerful Sam had become.  Sam glanced over at Ali and Dean before he started his interrogation.

"Who is murdering the Angels? How are they doing it?" His voice was demanding. Alastair tried to resist Sam, but with a simple twist of his hand, Alastair's eyes had gone white and he was choking. "HOW ARE THE DEMONS KILLING ANGELS?" For the first time in her life, Ali was terrified of her brother. She had never seen him so angry or so dangerous. 

"I don't know!" Alastair cried. "It's not us. We're not doing it!" Sam scoffed at the Demon.  "Lilith is not behind this. She wouldn't kill 7 angels. She'd kill a hundred, or a thousand. Oh go ahead, send me back if you can." Alastair stupidly challenged her brother. Sam more than accepted his challenge and Ali watched as the life drained out of Alastair's body.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Not long after Sam had killed Alastair, Ali found herself sitting by Dean's bedside in a local hospital. She had no idea what lies Sam had told the staff, but she was sure it was a good one. Dean was bandaged up, with a tube helping him  breath and an IV drip. She knew Sam was blaming Cas and trying to force him to heal Dean. Ali blamed herself too. She told Sam it was just as much her fault as it was Cas & Uriel's fault, but he wouldn't hear any of it. 

Ali held onto Dean's hand, willing him to wake up. Desperately wanting him to open his eyes and make some stupid remark or disgusting joke to her. She wanted him to tell her he forgave her for pushing him. She jumped when she felt Sam's hand on her shoulder. She no longer saw the ruthless killer that had ended Alastair, but her sweet brother who was filled with compassion. 

"He'll be okay Ali. I promise he'll be okay."

"Will he? Because he's going to lose his mind when he finds out what happened. Sammy...how did you do that? How were you able to not exorcise Alastair...but actually kill him?!" 

There was a shrillness in her voice. The tone came out when she was in full panic mode.Sam didn't know how to tell her. He didn't want to tell her. He didn't want to see the look of disappointment and disgust in her eyes.

"We'll talk about it later."  Ali didn't argue with him. She didn't want to fight with him anymore. She just wanted things to go back to normal, or to whatever was normal for the Winchester children. 

"Sam?" 

"Yeah Al?"

"I just want you to know that I forgive you...for everything. It was hard for both of us, Dean being gone. We didn't handle it gracefully. I don't want to fight with you. We have a big enough fight coming our way, we don't need to be fighting each other too."  Sam sat down next to Ali and took her free hand in his and the two waited for their big brother to wake up.

#Supernatural #Supernatural FanFiction #Supernatural FanFic #Supernatural Fic #SPN #SPN FanFiction #SPN FanFic #SPN Fic #Supernatural Imagine #SPN Imagine #Dean Winchester x OC!Winchester Sister #Sam Winchester x OC!Winchester Sister #Winchester Sister #Dean Winchester FanFiction #Dean Winchester FanFic #Dean Winchester Fic #Sam Winchester FanFiction #Sam Winchester FanFic #Sam Winchester Fic #Dean Winchester Imagine #Dean Winchester Imagines #Sam Winchester Imagine #Sam Winchester Imagines #Castiel FanFiction #Castiel FanFic #Castiel Fic #Castiel x OC!Winchester Sister #Castiel x Winchester Sister #Team Free Will #Team Free Will FanFiction

[eternichi]

10 SHINee Years

Happy 10th Anniversary, SHINee! I already wrote this on Amino, but I thought I’d bring it over to tumblr (where I can format it properly lol

10 SHINee Years

I can’t believe it’s been 10 whole years. I found SHINee probably just after their first year, in 2009 when Lucifer was gaining traction online. They were the first K-pop band I ever heard, and the only one I’ve ever loved. I haven’t found another band I’ve ever followed so passionately, and I don’t think I ever will. They’re so unique.

When I first heard Lucifer I was hooked on the spot. My friend was showing me the video and I could not believe how good the music was, and I was entranced by the flawless dance moves and a music video I wanted to repeat. I’ve heard the song a million times but I never get sick of it. Even listening right now. It reminds me of great times in middle school, where my friends and I tried to learn the dance. Though I still don’t know much anymore, I never gave up on learning it. Though we’re not all friends anymore, I see the memories of our happiness in each song you all sing.

Honestly I didn’t get super into SHINee until college when I became very depressed and found myself running across silly SHINee compilations on YouTube. They cheered me up and made me so happy. I learned all their names and how unique and incredible each one of them is, how important they are to k-pop as a whole and to each other. How pure they are, even when it comes to live shows that are always live (what kind of band so talented is BAD at lipsyncing? One with pure talent that doesn’t take shortcuts!). Honestly, I’m still learning how to be a Shawol every day. Even today, I never knew the exact day they debuted (and the day after my birthday no less, whoa!) ;;;

ONEW

The sweet leader, Onew. Onew’s gone through a lot and stayed so strong the whole time. He puts all his love into SHINee and it shows. When he needed surgery for his voice and cried when he could finally return to stage, when he comforted every other emotional member on stage, when he might be stressed but always would give that big smile. How can someone be so cool, sexy, and adorable at the same time? You never fail to keep your fans on their feet. Many would be lucky to have such a kind yet strong leader.

KEY

My personal bias, Key. Key was actually the character who’s part I was assigned to dance to back in the old days. It must’ve been fate because when I got older and learned more about him, I realized how much I admired him. I’m someone with a god-awful memory and not a skilled dancer, so I’m in awe by Key’s incredible ability to memorize dances on the spot and expertly execute them. His ability inspires me to work harder at that alone, but that’s not all! A great singer and fashionista to the max, is there anything you’re bad at? All the while, learning to speak in Korean, Japanese, and English. This inspires me so much, as someone who’s been learning Japanese and hopes to teach Japanese abroad. You must have worked so hard to learn so much, and no doubt to help your fellow members reach their highest potential. And as a singer, student, and fan, you’re one of my biggest inspirations.

TAEMIN

Taemin I’ll admit is a bit of a mystery to me sometimes. I feel like there’s a lot of times you never know what he’s thinking behind that ever-present smile. A little bit of mischief and playfulness, but also clearly someone who, when they want to achieve a goal, will make it happen. Like many others, I watched you grow. My first memories are of a scrawny little Taemini with the long blond hair, so seeing beefy TaeMAN years later was a (welcome) shock. Now you’re making your own albums and clearly pursuing something you’ve always wanted to do. Though the smallest, Taemin’s definitely been a core part of SHINee, and has clearly grown well with love aside his brothers.

MINHO

Though Minho has a huge personality, he was someone I didn’t know much about for a long time. He’s fiery, competitive, playful, determined, and dorkly cool (riddle me that one). Clearly one of SHINee’s biggest fans who will prove them to be the best in any competition, no matter how small, and make up DIBIDIBIDI songs about his favorite people. And no different from the other members, just as talented as a budding drama actor and the group rapper. Though known as the group rapper, it’s no shock he’s just as talented in song. One of my favorite songs he’s sung is Kiseki, a Japanese song I heard before hearing him sing it, but only loved after. No matter what, Minho’s love for SHINee will never fade. There’s no extinguishing that flaming charisma.

JONGHYUN

And finally, Jonghyun. Forever in our hearts and our minds. The lead vocalist, and that is no title given lightly. Those notes in Lucifer, the long high notes, always gave me chills. It was your voice I wanted to hear the most in each song replay. What an incredible talent. The lyrics of each song he wrote packed with emotion and meaning. Every song has a purpose. You could say so much and so little in each line. You have the brightest smile of all of the members, and every time I’d watch a behind-the-scenes video, I’d always be instantly happy when I saw you break out in a huge smile and fits of laughter. Jonghyun worked so hard and did so many incredible things with his talents and immense effort. You did so, so, so well.

Jonghyun, last July I planned a trip to Japan. The winter before, I found “SHINee’s Fine Day”, a show where all of the boys took trips to wherever they wanted. I never finished the series, but when my friends and I decided to visit Japan, I remembered that you also loved Japan and chose to visit it. I began to slowly watch your videos the next months for inspiration. In December, inspiration turned to dedication. In March, I walked purposefully in some of your footsteps in Tokyo. I couldn’t do everything, but I chose 3 specific places that I bought meant a lot to you back them.

I decided to visit the records store you did, Tower Records jn Shibuya, and buy your last album, along with some from SHINee. When I arrived, the store looked different than when you visited, but just like you, I believe to the SHINee section. They had a beautiful set up dedicated to all 5 of you. I took a picture so someday, when I’ve learned enough Japanese, I can read their kind words. I easily found your city, put in a large section for your fans. When I purchased your CD, they gave me a poster of the cover. I still haven’t had the heart to open my CDs or hang up your poster. Someday I will though.

On my way to Tower Records, I had visited Hachiko. All the while I remembered when you took a picture with him too, and fans started to gather in take pictures, which you happily and loudly invited to continue. (Funny enough people took pics of me then too in my fairy kei fashion haha)

In Odaiba, the Gundam statue. I’m not a Gundam fan like you are but I wanted to copy you by taking a selfie in front of the statue (albeit I wasn’t meaning to go in cosplay but that’s how things wound up haha;;; ). I’m glad I could go where you once were. It helped comfort me a lot knowing you once experienced a lot of happiness and fun, enjoying your vacation where i was. And knowing you must be feeling that happiness once again. You deserve all of the happiness in the world.

Jonghyun, I’ll try to keep it short. You changed me as a person. I now stand up for what I believe in. I try to not let others push me around. I know you stood up for what you believed in and it inspired me so much. But you’ve been inspiring everyone around you since the beginning. They all said so; fans, other musical groups, your friends, and your fellow members. You’re an idol in every sense of the word. You’re a star.

SHINee

What SHINee has taught me most of all is something I’ve been trying to prove my whole life: true friendship exists. I hoped it existed with the friends I had back when I discovered SHINee in middle school. There were also 5 of us. But our five wasn’t meant to be, of course, we went different ways. I’ve made more friends and lost them between then and now. My depression worsened because I believed I’d never find friends that would want to be with me, want to work towards the same goals, or help me through hard times. I just had friends that abandoned me, gave up on our projects we started with so much promise, and brushed off my feelings. When I found the videos of SHINee, it broke through this despair I’d built up overtime. I saw them laugh, cry, smile, argue, and work so hard together and knew there were no truer friends in the world. Someday I want the friendship they have. I’m not there yet but I know now that it’s out there. That’s what made me fall in love with SHINee more than any other band ever will. They’re not just the pretty boys with nice voices and incredible dance moves. Their distinct, incredible people who care about each other so much, and put their all into their group. Though they may have different goals and dreams ultimately, and different side talents and projects, it’s clear their #1 focus is SHINee, and the Shawol that give their love to them. They love us because we love this group that they put their hearts and souls into. There’s no way to deny how much they love us. In return, let’s all do our best to be as amazing as they always believe we are.

Thank you, SHINee. Thank you Onew, Jonghyun, Minho, Key, and Taemin. Your future is shining bright.

( Thanks everyone who read! This was just my view of SHINee, so it may be perceived way different than the next fan. But everyone’s reason to love SHINee is just as correct. We’re all fans of this incredible group and I love all of the dedication Shawol have.  Sorry if this was a long ramble and about the tense changes. Take care, everyone. )

#SHINee #shinee 10 years #shinee anniversary #shinee 10th anniversary #thank you shinee #here's to your bright future #chi talks

[jasenet]

200320 | #backyard

( image cover. ) — location: seraph house.

CH: despite being an omega himself, chase wanted to help in whatever way he could. at least, until his own hormones became unbearable. it wore on his mind, truthfully, that he should be used to it by now, to being around so many other wolves compared to how he'd lived before. if he were the type to place labels, to accept labels, he knows it'd be deemed chaos but chase still thinks fondly of the time spent living in different places, trying to find home until he did. swallowing thickly, he looks at the few hot packs he's sewn up. they're nothing much, to be honest. smaller than he intended, the stitches lackluster and even his fingers show the failed efforts, prodded and pricked by the needle but with no complaints. it wasn't about how much comfort it did grant but maybe it could help knowing that they're not alone. ah, now to figure out how to give them out and how to explain himself. he lays on his back, making sure the hot packs don't touch the ground, giving them the blanket he'd brought out as a courtesy for when he gifts them. with a deep breath, he watches the clouds float by. it might still be cold but he couldn't help it, he's adored cotton candy clouds for as long as he could remember.

JN: the responsible thing to do was probably to stay in the medical room or nearby just so he would be available for the next wolf that came by. but having done his more mundane tasks earlier that morning, restocking and cleaning up twice, he'd taken to the outdoors. more specifically, the backyard where he could still feel the sun on him, the real sun, while not being too far away. it was a win-win situation. with so many wolves in the pack, it was unsurprising that he quickly found a resting omega and felt the thrill of companionship coursing through his veins. as soon as julian had a five feet distance on chase, he fell to his knees with a cheerful smile and crawled the rest of the way over to the tired-looking omega. "hey, chase. whatcha got there?" pointing to the poorly sewed, rectangular packs, the purpose was somewhat clear. however, as per usual, he was having a hard time remembering what they were called. "do you need any help?" the offer was more for him wanting the company, but he also thought that he might be able to fix the sewing given the chance.

CH: it takes him longer than expected to notice the scent first before anything else. it didn’t used to cross his mind until he finally became part of an official pack. chase used to think he was just imagining things but, this time, he’s a little more proud of himself that once julian is within a few feet, he can decipher it, recognize it, enjoy it instead of feeling confused. he sits up slightly when julian drops down, grinning as bright as the sun that bears down upon them both. “julian!” but bashfulness is a thing and he knows it well when julian points out his handiwork. it must be mad if it’s not obvious what they are. a rectangle was even a basic shape, tsk tsk. ah but maybe it’s not so bad. it’s a basic shape, could be anything! so his smile remains in place, reaching out for julian to hug him if he was allowed to. “i’d rather cloud gaze right now. would you join me? it’d be nice to have a pillow,” he jokes, but he’s never wanted to make julian uncomfortable. “we don’t have to! mm . . . i could go inside and get more blankets and a pillow that way.” he just wants company at this point, especially when afternoon hits and he feels that usual bout of weariness, his stamina still yet to be developed, if it ever will be.

JN: sitting on his knees with his hands rested on his thighs, he tilted his head and watched as chase recognized him and offered his arms out. a hug. a form of physical affection. without thinking about it too much longer, he leaned in and gave chase said hug; squeezing lightly before separating. having been used to the winter coolness, he was thankful to himself for still wearing thick sweaters right then. thankfully, too, hugging didn't hurt as much as it used to despite the evidence that still remained. as soon as he was given permission to join in, he eagerly positioned himself to lay on his back. unbothered by the possibility of dirt of his clothes. they were in the backyard, not the actual forest. julian turned his head to face chase and smiled at him softly; one hand rested on his tummy while the other reached over to hold chase's hand. truthfully, he was just happy to be there. but then he remembered that he wasn't speaking a word and quickly swallowed; looking for something to say. "how do you normally spend your afternoons?"

CH: chase basks in the affection that's given to him, grinning widely that, yes, julian didn't seem to hesitate long. anytime julian returns his affection and doesn't seem to hesitate quite as much as when they first met, chase feels a certain warmth wash over him, blooming on his cheeks and even fanning out to the tips of his ears. physical acts of affection are but the ultimate form of love to him, the only form of love he really knows, that he's truly known his entire life; a necessary constant for him to get through the weariness of the day, of any doubts or worries that he tries to shove away, wind fiercely blowing those clouds away in lieu of the ones he loves to gaze up at. when julian joins him, chase lays back down too, arm bent as he used it to prop his head up slightly, supporting his neck. he doesn't expect the extended hand and is practically aglow when he takes julian's hand, lacing their fingers together and squeezing lightly with a smile still on his lips. "i like to spend them like this if i can but i should help out soon. they'll be preparing dinner soon." playing with their hands, chase goes back and forth between fingers, as if trying to figure out if he should rest his hand on top of julian's or vice versa when the only intention is to cling. "what about you? what brings you outside today?"

JN: for a long while, he just looked at chase. maybe just watched him as he made every bit of facial variance that he could make out. it all felt like new territory, new lessons, and most definitely new memories. julian would make as many of them as he possible could and catalogue them for not only the rainy days, but the sunny ones, too. the doom and gloom would never get the chance to overpower him if he had such peaceful and calm memories to keep him afloat. as every limb and bone in his body released themselves of any and all tension, the feeling of relaxation could finally overtake him and he was left to sigh out in relief. it almost felt like he could melt into the ground. the very inkling of a breeze that entered through the openings of his sleeves gave him goosebumps and tickled him pink; letting himself grin and giggle. turning to face the sky now, it was obvious why chase liked to spend his time here. the hesitation in his voice shone through so much he could feel the same. “you do so much for us, chase. thank you.” squeezing chase’s hand at the thanks, he blinked away his growing drowsiness. it was really that time of day again, where it wasn’t quite time for bed, yet something about golden hour and how it made everything extra beautiful made his heart flutter. “i’ve finished my tasks for today. to relax, i came out here. so i’m glad you’re here with me.” slowly letting his eyes close due to the slight change in brightness, he scrunched his sweater as the feeling passed. “stay here a bit longer. please?”

CH: he's been very go with the flow since he was young; it was how he was blown so far away from the wind that he'd yet to reunite with his first pack, with his parents, swept away and brought into a different sky, one without the same sun and moon he'd risen and fallen to but the stars and clouds remain, enough familiarity for chase not to panic. but none of that prepares him for moments like this, in which the praise makes him the most shy of all. it captivates him, really, each syllable a delightful tune for his heart to follow, the rhythm changing to match that of the words he's given so kindly, and chase can't think over the way his heart begins to pound, oh-so-easily overwhelmed. "ah, i can't take all of the credit! where would we be without healers like you, julian? your hands perform magic," he jokes and while the giggle emphasizes how entertained he is, a part of him truly means it. he doubts he could ever do what julian and boram do for the pack, no matter how helpful he wishes he could be. the squeeze to his hand makes his heart swell again and he'd fall over in adoration if he wasn't already laying down. turning on his side, of course he couldn't possibly say no. he wouldn't say no to anything if julian asked so nicely, so gently. "do you want to help with the cooking too? but yes, we can stay here!" nestling closer to julian, the top of his head brushing just barely against julian's shoulder, he points up at the sky with his free hand now. "doesn't that cloud look like a bunny? aah, it's so cute."

JN: there was a sense of ease in the way chase immediately corrected his compliment. and wasn’t that exactly what he admired? someone who would be so considerate of the rest of the pack that they wouldn’t want all the credit anyway? “at least you’re taking some of the credit.” the smile on his lips aimed toward the sky above and all its never ending beauty. it was the same sky that he saw two years ago. and the years before that, he was sure. the empty wander of whether there was anyone left in his biological family looking up at it with him stayed hollow in his chest. but it didn’t stop him from looking at it with more joy than melancholy. “as much as i hope that i’ve always been a healer, i think i’m a healer by trade.” his words came in soft whispers, as if it were a secret—and perhaps it was. there was no one else he’d think to tell it to than the wolf that seemed to praise him for it. perhaps there was more reward in the kind of environment it allowed than it was the practice itself. turning to look at the omega with delight in his blue eyes—so akin to the sky and water’s distance—he couldn’t place the light in his chest now. but he was safe. “i would love to help with the cooking, chase. you can count on me.” there was a small nod of reassurance, as if he had to be convincing. his eyes fell back to the sky and looked for said bunny-shaped cloud. “it’s got a friend.” jules pointed to the one nearby. “it looks like a baby elephant.”

#( unfinished end )

[snarkylinda]

(Same anon) Only the future knows at this point. (I remember some fans being a bit upset that Ash didn't get much screentime with Dawn when she first returned. And by end the Arceus special, they finally did their signature high touch. Or when Ash's Alola Champion status wasn't talk about much early on in JN, and then we had a whole episode dedicated to it and is on display in Masters. Maybe the same will happen with Gary too. At least, that's what I hope for.)

It's funny that you mention Dawn's return because I am a Pearlshipper as well xD And I remember being SO disappointed in the lack of...you know, a proper interaction between Ash and Dawn. Mostly because back then we didn't even know that returns would be JNs's whole gimmick?? So seeing them together after 9 years and barely saying a word to each other was SO??? Granted that her second return gave us that GREAT scene of Ash giving her croquette to cheer her up and I LIVE for that, and ofc the way he saved her and the high five -I mean, I still absolutely hate Dawn's role on JNs but that is another thing- so it's kind like my issue with Gary but the other way around? Like JN68 on his behalf was great, JN102 had that little moment in the end where he playfully teases Ash that I adore, and JN113.....has Gary on the same scene as Ash calling Goh and don't even acknoleght his existence.....how wonderful.

and the Alola champion thing.....

You know, I wouldn't mind if JNs HINTED at this happening, like building onto JN112 and THEN had THAT be the payoff....but nope, it just genuinely feels like an checklist. That is why I always say that JN112 is an SM episode, because NOTHING that JNs built up was on it, was ALL SM.

[avery-steele]

Mr. Brightside || Jude & Avery

Jude’s casts come off

Jude and Avery are on the way to his doctor to see if any of his casts can come off yet, he looks over at her, “I hope my arm cast is ready to come off.”

Avery nods, “Me too, and hopefully your leg in at least a boot.”

“That’ll be a dream,” he laughs slightly.

She smiles and rubs his leg, “I know how tired you are of me making you get in the wheelchair.”

“How’d you know?” He looks at her and chucklesz

Avery gives him a small look and laughs.

Jude smiles a little at her.

She smiles and lightly squeezes his thigh, "I love you." She parks in the parking lot of the doctor's office.

“I love you too,” he grins.

Avery smiles and gets out of the car, taking out the wheelchair.

He fights a sigh and opens the door.

She helps him into the wheelchair, “This’ll probably be the last time you have to do this.”

He smiles at her, “Crossing my fingers.”

Avery bends down and pecks his lips before wheeling him inside and bringing him to the front desk to sign him in.

He signs in with the nurse and then looks at Avery, “Thank you.”

She looks at him and smiles, “You’re welcome.”

“Now we wait,” he nods.

Avery smiles and moves him over to where she can sit beside him.

He looks at her, “Have you talked to your dad?”

She nods her head, "Yeah, do you wanna go over there after this?"

Jude nods his head a little, “Yeah.”

Avery nods and holds his hand.

He takes a deep breath as they wait.

She smiles and rubs his hand with her thumb.

He looks at her and smiles a little.

Avery squeezes his hand and kisses his temple.

The nurse calls Jude’s name and he smiles a little, “That’s me.”

She gets up and wheels him over to the nurse.

“Hi Jude, how are you today?” The nurse asks with a smile as she leads them to the room. “I’ll be better once I find out if these casts are coming off.”

Avery smiles a little and brings him into the room before sitting.

The nurse smiles, “We’re gonna take some final x-rays, then the doctor will be in.”

She smiles and nods, “Perfect, thank you.”

“Alright, the x ray technician will be right in,” she smiles before leaving.

Avery smiles and rubs his shoulder.

He looks at her, “I’m a little nervous.”

She smiles a little, “It’ll be okay no matter what.”

“Thanks,” he half smiles. The x-ray technician comes in, “Hi Jude, I’m gonna take you across the hall to do some x-rays then the doctor will see you.” Jude nods his head, “Great, thank you.” He looks at Avery, “Wanna wait here?”

Avery smiles, “Up to you.”

“You can come,” he nods his head.

She nods and smiles, “Okay.” She gets up and wheels him out.

They’re lead to the x ray room and the technician helps Jude out of his wheelchair and onto the table and has  him lie down. She finishes prepping his arm and leg and then positions the x ray, “Alright, just lie very still for me Jude.” She says and goes behind the glass to take the x rays.

Avery watches and bites her lip.

The technician adjusts the x ray machine to take x rays of his leg next and then takes a few. Afterwards, she goes over to Jude and helps him back in his wheelchair, “Alright, we’ll go back to the room and the doctor will be jn shortly.”

She smiles at Jude and rubs his shoulder before thanking the technician.

They go back to the other room and the tech closes the door for them.

Avery rubs Jude’s back and smiles.

He looks at her and smiles a little.

She kisses his temple, “It’ll be okay.”

“I’ll scream if I leave here with two casts on,” he sighs.

Avery fights a laugh and smiles, “You won’t.”

The doctor comes in and smiles, “Hi Jude, hello Avery. How are we doing today?”

She smiles, “Well, we’re excited to find out if Jude can get out of these casts.”

Jude smiles a little, “She’s being nice. I’d more say anxious.” The doctor grins, “Alright, well let’s have a look at your x rays.” He puts them up and points to his leg first, “Your leg is healing nicely, as you can see, the fracture is nearly healed, but I still want to keep your leg stabilized,” he says as he points to the xray, “I’m going to put a boot on you, that you’ll only have to wear during the day when you’re out and about. But I still want you resting your leg and keeping it elevated as much as possible.” Jude raises his brows and smiles, “Oh, awesome. That’s great.” The doctor smiles, “And as for your arm, the fracture was minor to begin with, and you’ve healed pretty nicely. You’re going to need crutches to get around on the boot, I know you hate using the wheelchair, but if your arm ever feels irritated from the use of the crutches I need you to schedule an appointment with me so we can have another look. I’m also going to refer you to a physical therapist. He is going to help you ease into being able to use your arm and leg just like before, so that you have a nice and easy recovery. Do you have any questions?” Jude raises his brows again and smiles widely, “Nope, all sounds good. Let’s get these babies off!”

Avery laughs and smiles at him, shaking her head.

The doctor laughs, “Alright, I’ll be right back and we can get these casts off of you.”

She smiles widely, “Thank you.”

The doctor leaves and Jude looks at Avery, “It’s a miracle.”

Avery smiles at him, “I told you.”

“You did,” he smiles at her.

She smiles and kisses his cheek.

Jude grins at her lovingly.

Avery smiles and rubs his back.

The doctor comes back in and helps Jude onto the bed and starts to remove his cast on his leg.

Avery watches and rubs his shoulder.

“I can’t wait for my leg to breath again,” he smiles.

She nods and smiles. “it will be a very welcomed change.”

The doctor finishes getting the cast off, “Alright, now time for your arm.”

Avery smiles and moves to give them room.

Jude nods his head and the doctor starts to take the cast off of his arm.

She grins at him, “There we go.”

Jude looks at Avery and smiles, “How do I look?”

Avery grins, “Like a new man.”

“Thank you,” he grins. The doctor laughs softly, “Alright, sit on up for me, Jude.” Jude sits up and the doctor takes his arm and starts to move it gently in different ways, “Let me know if you feel any pain.” Jude nods a little, “Good so far.”

She smiles as she watches him.

The doctor continues to move his arm around, Jude winces slightly at some movements. “Overall your arm is fine. Any pain you’re feeling is tightness in your muscles. You’ll work on that in PT.” Jude nods his head, “Okay, thanks.”

Avery smiles, “You’ll be back to using it normally in no time.”

He nods a little. The doctor smiles, “Now let’s get your leg in a boot, then you’ll be on your way. How are you on medication? I don’t want to give you another prescription if you don’t think you’ll need one.” Jude shrugs, “I haven’t really been in enough pain lately to take it.”

She smiles, “He’s been resting up.”

The doctor smiles, “Alright, glad to hear it.” He puts the boot on him and explains how to safely put it on and take it off to both of them.

Avery nods her head and takes mental notes.

The doctor then gets him set up with his crutches and has him try them out a little. Jude uses the crutches to go across the room and nods, “Feels good. Thank you, doctor. I appreciate it,” Jude nods.

She smiles and looks at Jude, “Ready to go home?”

He nods his head, “I’m ready.” The doctor grins, “I’ll see you back here in three weeks. Have a good day, Jude, Avery.” Jude smiles and shakes the doctor’s hand.

Avery smiles, “Thank you. You too.”

Jude smiles and uses his crutches as he walks out of the room.

She follows him and grins as she holds the door open for him to leave the building.

“Thank you, babe,” he smiles.

Avery smiles, “You’re welcome.” She brings him to her car and opens the door for him.

He gets in the car carefully and hands her his crutches.

She takes his crutches and puts them in the backseat before getting into the drivers seat.

“Thanks,” he smiles.

Avery nods and smiles, “You’re welcome. Where to?”

“Your dad’s still?” He raises his brows.

She nods, “You don’t want food first?”

“We can grab food,” he nods.

Avery smiles, “As long as you’re sure.”

“Yeah, taco?” He raises his brows.

She nods and smiles, “Tacos it is.”

He smiles, “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. Restaurant or drive thru?” She starts the car.

“Drive thru,” he nods

Avery nods and smiles, “Okay.”

“Thanks,” he smiles.

She nods her head, “Del Taco?”

“Yeah,” he nods a little.

Avery nods and drives them to the restaurant.

“It’s weird having a free arm,” he laughs.

She smiles, “You must feel lighter.”

“Yeah, a little bit,” he smiles.

Avery smiles, “I’m happy for you.”

“Thanks, babe,” he grins.

She nods and smiles, “You’re welcome.”

Jude moves his arm a little and grins.

Avery glances at him, “Hows it feel?”

“Better,” he nods his head.

She nods and pulls into the drive thru lane, “Good.”

He smiles a little, “Four tacos, please.”

Avery orders for both of them and smiles before pulling up.

“Thank you,” he smiles.

She nods and pays for the food, “You’re welcome.”

“I can’t wait to eat with both of my hands,” he grins.

Avery smiles widely, “it’ll be nice.”

He laughs softly, “Yeah.”

She gets their food and puts the bags on his lap with a laugh.

He grins, “Thank you. Pull into a spot and we can eat together.

Avery nods and parks the car in a spot.

He takes out their food and hands her hers.

She smiles, “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” he grins before he starts to eat.

Avery smiles and starts to eat.

“Avery?” He looks at her.

Her brows raise, “Yeah babe?”

“I think I’m gonna move out of my house for you know, safety reasons, and buy a new house and I was wondering if you’d want to move in with me?” He says and raises his eyebrows.

Avery looks at him and smiles a little, “Really? I would love to..”

Jude nods his head, “Yeah, really. I want to live with you and I think it’s the right time.”

She smiles and leans in, kissing him softly.

Jude returns the kiss gently.

Avery grins against his lips.

He smiles before pulling back a little, “Thank you.”

She smiles widely, “I’m in..”

Jude looks at her lovingly, “You make me happy.”

Avery smiles at him, “Good.. I wanna make you happy.”

“You always have,” he says softly.

She kisses him softly.

He grins into the kiss.

Avery pulls back and grins, “When should we start looking?”

“We can start tomorrow,” he smiles.

She smiles and nods, “Okay.”

Jude grins at her, “Thank you.”

Avery smiles, “No, thank you.”

“For what?” He smiles.

“For asking me,” she smiles.

“You’re welcome,” he nods his head.

Avery smiles and kisses him.

He kisses her softly.

She smiles against his lips and pulls back after a moment.

Jude smiles at her.

Avery grins at him

“I love you,” he says softly.

She smiles widely, “I love you, too.”

He smiles to himself and finishes eating.

Avery smiles and finishes her tacos.

He looks at her and grins.

She smiles at him, “What?”

He shrugs a little, “Nothing.”

Avery grins, "Whaaaat?"

“I didn’t do anything,” he laughs.

She smiles, "You smiled at me."

“Because you make me happy, Avery,” he shrugs a little and smiles.

Avery smiles and moves her hand to his cheek, "You make me happy, Jude."

He leans into her touch and grins widely.

She smiles and kisses him quickly, "Are you feeling more like yourself?"

"Yeah, I actually am," he smilesa little.

Avery smiles and nods, "Good." She starts the car, "To my dad's then."

He takes a deep breath and nods his head.

She holds her hand out to him as she starts the drive to her dad's house.

He holds her hand and laces their fingers together.

Avery smiles to herself and keeps driving.

He looks down at their hands and smiles to himself.

She lightly squeezes his hand and when they get to her dad's she parks in the driveway, "You're sure you're okay with this."

He swallows thickly and looks at her, “I have to be.”

Avery nods and kisses his cheek before getting out of the car and getting his crutches.

He opens the door and holds onto the car as he gets out.

She gives him his crutches and smiles, "Good?"

He gets settled with his crutches and nods his head, “Good.”

Avery leads him to the front door and knocks before opening it, "Dad? It's us," she calls out before holding the door open to let Jude in.

He goes inside with her and bites his lip.

Dave comes over and smiles a little, “Hey, kids. Lets head into the living room.” He nods and Malcolm comes over and bites his lip as he sees Jude. Dave goes into the living room and Malcolm runs over to Jude and hugs him tight.

Jude looks at Malcolm and half smiles, then raises his brows as he hugs him. He returns the hug and rubs his back as he smiles.

Malcolm pulls back and looks at him before saying softly, “I’m sorry...”

He pulls back and shakes his head a little, leaning on the crutches to sign as he speaks, “No, you did the right thing.”

Malcolm frowns and nods, “I never meant to hurt you.”

“You didn’t hurt me at all. I promise,” he nods his head.

He nods a little and smiles. Avery smiles and rubs Jude’s back, “Lets go sit.”

Jude nods his head and goes over to the couch and sits down and leans his crutches against the side of the couch.

Avery sits with him and Dave looks at them, “You two finally ready to tell me what the hell has been going on?”

Jude holds his arm up, “I got my cast off,” he half smiles.

She gives Jude a small look, "Babe.."

He looks at her and then at Dave and sighs softly. “The guys who beat me up are part of a drug ring in the next city over. They set me up because they thought I was working against them. To be honest I never even noticed they existed when it came down to my business.. I know who their leaders are, I know every name of their dealers. And I even have the name of their supplier.”

Dave’s eyes widen slightly and he nods, “And are you ready to give me those names?”

Jude nods his head slightly, “Yes, but only under these circumstances. My name stays clean. My boys’ names stay clean. None of us are associated with their cover being thrown.”

He nods his head and holds his hand out for Jude to shake, “You have my word. That’s why I won’t bring you down to the station to have you do it.”

Jude looks at his hand hesitantly before shaking it, “And then all of this goes away. You won’t ever hear about my business again and I’ll stay away from yours.”

Dave nods his head, “It’s a deal.”

Jude nods and then drops his hand, “They sell in Midvale. Mateo Cortez and Carson Flores. They’ve got about five guys working for them,” he says and hands Dave a list of names. “Their supplier is Hugo. Hugo Garcia. He’s bringing in more than marijuana. The DEA would have a field day looking into him.”

He takes the list and writes down everything he’s saying.

Jude swallows thickly, “They do most of their drop offs at the batting cage bathrooms and every park in Midvale.”

Dave nods his head and then freezes, realizing the batting cages is where Jude took Malcolm before he and Avery broke up.

Jude sighs, “I know what you’re thinking right now. I didn’t know that was a drop off spot until a week ago. One of my guys told me.”

Avery frowns, “It’s okay, Dad.”

Jude bites his lip, “I would never intentionally put Avery or her family in harmful situations. That’s why I’m telling you this. These guys are dangerous. They nearly killed me.”

Dave nods his head and writes more down, "Thank you for telling me."

“You’re welcome,” he nods his head.

He looks at them, "Well, now that that's out of the way, I hope we can all move forward without looking back."

Jude nods a little, “I hope so too. And I just want to say thank you.. for what you’ve done for me. I hope one day I can repay you.”

Dave nods his head, "You're welcome.. Just take care of our girl."

“Always,” Jude nods his head.

Avery smiles at him and then looks at her dad, "Jude and I are gonna be looking for a place tomorrow."

Jude smiles and nods, “I want to move to a new place. Kind of get a fresh start.”

She smiles and rubs Jude's back, "And he asked me to move in with him." Dave smiles, "That's a big step, but I know you two are ready for it."

Jude grins, “Thank you.”

Avery grins, "I'm excited, we both are."

He nods his head as he grins.

She smiles and holds his hand.

Jude looks at her and smiles.

Dave smiles, “What area?”

He raises his brows, “I’m not sure, I just want to get out of my okd neighborhood.”

Avery smiles, “We’re just gonna look at whatever is in our price range.”

Jude nods his head, “Nothing too crazy.”

She nods her head, “Yeah.”

He smiles a little.

Dave nods his head, “You kids wanna stay for dinner?”

Jude looks at Avery, “Do you want to?”

Avery shrugs and smiles, "What's on the menu." Dave laughs, "Steak."

“I’m down,” he nods.

She grins, “We’re always here for steak.”

Jude grins and nods his head, “I’ll never turn it down.”

Avery smiles and rubs his knee. Dave grins, “Perfect. I’m gonna go down to the station then I’ll be back to start them. Ave, you’ll watch your brother?” She nods and smiles, “Of course.”

Jude smiles a little and looks at Avery.

Dave nods and gets up, "Alright, thank you. I'll be back soon." He goes over to Jude and holds his hand out, "I'm glad you're back."

He shakes his hand and nods, “Thank you, Sir.”

He nods his head and leaves to go to the sheriffs department. Avery looks at Jude and smiles, “I’m proud of you.”

He takes a deep breath, “Thank you.”

She wraps her arms around him.

He wraps his arm around her.

Avery kisses his neck softly.

He tilts his head to the side.

She pulls back and smiles, "I love you, Jude."

“I love you too, Avery,” he smiles.

Avery grins and moves her hand to his cheek.

He leans into her touch.

She smiles, "Want me to grab a laptop and we can look up some houses?"

“Sure,” he nods his head.

Avery nods, “I’ll be right back.”

“Okay,” Jude smiles at her.

She pecks his cheek before getting up to get a computer and Malcolm comes in with his nintendo switch and looks at Jude, "Can I sit in here with you two?"

Jude nods his head, “Of course.”

Malcolm grins and sits in an arm chair. Avery comes back and she smiles, ruffling Malcolm's hair as she walks past him before sitting next to Jude.

Jude smiles and looks at Avery.

Avery opens the computer and looks at Jude, "So what is our price range?"

He arches a brow, “Four to five hundred?”

Her brows raise and she turns to look at him, her eyes wide because she can't believe how much he actually means, "Four to five hundred dollars per month for rent?"

Jude licks his lips a little and smiles, “No. I want to buy a house. For four to five hundred thousand. Cash.”

Avery blinks a few times, her jaw dropped slightly.

“Three to four?” He raises his brows.

She shakes her head, "I just.. how should I contribute?"

He shrugs a little, “I wasn’t gonna ask you to contribute anything. You’re still in school.”

Avery looks at him, "I can't just live in your house for free.."

“Our house,” he nods a little. “How do you want to contribute? Utilities? Wifi? I’m not gonna ask you to pay rent. You’re my girlfriend not my tenant.”

She tears up a little before moving her hand to his cheek and kissing him.

He raises his brows and returns the kiss softly.

Avery lets her lips linger on his and she pulls back, grinning a little, "Our house.."

He nods his head a little, “Yeah.. What did you think I meant when I asked you to get a house with me?”

She laughs, "I don't know.. your house that I would move into.."

“I want it to be ours,” he nods his head.

Avery grins widely, "I do too.."

Jude smiles and kisses her softly.

She smiles against his lips and squeezes his hand gently.

He pulls back a little and smiles.

Avery giggles and pulls up a real estate website.

Jude grins and puts his arm around her.

She smiles widely and leans into his side, "This is so exciting."

He smiles at her, “You’re so cute.”

Avery blushes, "Babe.."

“I love you,” he grins.

Avery grins widely, "I love you, too."

He kisses her head gently, “So three bedrooms? Want a pool?”

She laughs and nods her head, "Hell yeah!"

“Okay,” he grins.

Avery laughs and puts the filters in.

He smiles at her, “I’m glad you want to live with me.”

She grins, "Thank you for asking me."

“You’re welcome,” he smiles.

Avery smiles at him and Malcolm was reading their lips. “Is the third bedroom from when I come to visit?” He asks as he signs.

Jude looks at Malcolm and smiles, “Who else would it be for?”

Malcolm grins widely, “Yay!”

Jude chuckles and smiles at Avery.

Avery grins, “So cute.”

He smiles and kisses her head.

She smiles and keeps looking at houses, "We have options."

“We do. What are you thinking?” He smiles at her.

Avery hums, "I definitely wanna be close to school.. if that's okay."

Jude nods his head, “Yeah of course.”

She smiles and narrows the search down.

He watches her and smiles.

Avery smiles and looks, "This one looks nice."

He looks at it and nods his head, “I like that.”

She smiles and saves it to their favorites.

He smiles, “I’ll call a realtor tomorrow.”

Avery grins widely, "Okay."

Jude grins at her.

She smiles and kisses his cheek.

He smiles, “Let’s keep looking.”

Avery nods and grins, scrolling through more houses.

“That one is nice,” he points to it.

She smiles and starts to look through the photos, "It is."

“Save it?” He raises his brows.

Avery nods and smiles, saving the house to their favorites.

“Do you have any specific things you want to look for?” He smiles.

She hums as she thinks, "No, I just want nice bathrooms."

“Okay,” he laughs softly.

Avery grins at him.

“Nice bathrooms only,” he smiles.

She laughs and kisses his cheek.

Jude grins at her.

Avery laughs and looks through more houses, "This is so exciting."

“Yeah, it is,” he smiles and rubs her shoulder.

She grins widely, and stops on a house, “I love this one.”

He looks at it and raises his eyebrows, “Oh, that one is really nice.”

Avery grins and favorites it.

Jude smiles, “How is your roommate gonna feel about you moving out?”

She shrugs and laughs, "She'll find another."

“She doesn’t have a choice,” he laughs.

Avery laughs and nods, "Exactly."

He smiles and kisses her head.

She smiles widely, “I’m excited.”

“Me too, babe,” he grins.

Avery grins and kisses his cheek.

He smiles at her lovingly.

She grins at him and leans her forehead against his.

Jude grins and pecks her lips.

Avery smiles widely, “Our house.”

“All ours,” he smiles at her.

She grins widely, “The boys won’t miss you too much?”

Jude shrugs, “I think they want to live alone.”

Avery laughs, "Their own privacy?" She wiggles her brows.

“Yeah,” he laughs and shrugs. “They said something along the lines of ‘We’re glad you’re healing and we definitely miss you but it’s been nice having the house to ourselves.”

She snorts and shakes her head, laughing, "Harsh."

Jude shrugs and smiles, “Well they only said it because I told them I was really enjoying living with you.”

Avery grins at him, "Yeah?"

He nods his head, “Of course.”

She smiles and kisses his cheek.

Jude smiles, “I wouldn’t lie.”

Avery smiles, "I know you wouldn't."

He kisses her head softly.

She grins widely and leans into him more.

He smiles and holds her hand with his.

Avery grins lightly squeezes his hand.

He smiles, “I love you.”

She smiles widely, “I love you, too.”

He grins and kisses her head.

Avery smiles and emails him the ones they favorited.

“Thanks, babe,” he smiles.

She grins widely. “you’re welcome.”

“Wanna watch a movie?” He raises his brows

Avery smiles and nods, “Sure. Should we invite Malcolm?”

“Yeah,” he nods.

She smiles and waves to get his attention. Malcolm looks up and she signs, asking him if he wants to watch a movie with them. He grins and nods his head.

Jude smiles, “You pick, babe.”

Her brows raise and she laughs, “Me?? The pressure is on.”

“All you, no pressure,” he laughs.

Avery laughs and taps her chin as she thinks.

Jude smiles at her as he waits.

She grins, “I’m in a Harry Potter mood.”

“Harry Potter sounds good,” he smiles.

Avery smiles widely, “Perfect. Are you okay with going to the basement? That’s where the big tv is.”

“I can try,” he chuckles.

She smiles, “Malcolm can give you a piggy back ride.”

“I hope I don’t break him!” He laughs

Avery laughs, “You wont!” Malcolm comes over and holds his hand out to help Jude up.

Jude takes his hand and grins as he stands up.

Malcolm turns around and bends down so Jude can hop on.

Jude chuckles and carefully gets on his back.

Avery follows as Malcolm carries Jude downstairs.

He laughs as he gets carried down.

Malcolm grins and gets Jude onto the couch downstairs.

“Thank you,” Jude grins as he signs.

He grins back and signs you’re welcome before sitting down. Avery goes to set up the movie.

“I don’t remember the last time I saw Harry Potter,” he laughs.

Avery raises her brows, “Whaaaat!?”

“What?” Jude laughs.

She laughs, “Thats crazy talk to us.”

“It’s probably been since it came out,” he laughs.

Her jaw drops, “Jude!”

“What!” Jude laughs.

She laughs, “This is blasphemy.”

“I just never had a reason to,” he laughs softly.

Avery grins and sits next to him, pressing play on the movie.

He grins and puts his arm around her.

She grins widely and leans into him. Malcolm sits in a recliner chair and leans back.

He kisses her head softly.

Avery smiles to herself and leans her head against his shoulder as she watches the screen.

Jude watches the movie and gently rubs her shoulder.

She smiles to herself, "What house are you in?"

Jude laughs softly, “I don’t know.”

Avery pouts, "I'm a Ravenclaw."

“I don’t know the houses well enough to know,” Jude shrugs a little. “You tell me what house I’m in.”

She smiles, "Gryffindor."

“Oh they’re badass,” he grins.

Avery laughs and kisses his cheek.

Jude smiles at her.

She smiles and goes back to watching the movie.

He presses his nose to her head.

Avery smiles to herself and rubs his leg.

He grins a little as they watch the movie.

She smiles widely and kisses his jaw.

“What house is Malcolm?” He raises hjs brows.

She smiles, "Hufflepuff."

He grins, “So no one is a Slytherin.”

Avery nods and smiles, "Right."

“Good to know,” Jude smiles.

She smiles, "Why?"

“I don’t know, aren’t Slytherins mean?” He laughs.

Avery laughs, “Not necessarily.”

“Hmm, okay,” he smiles at her.

She smiles, "Why?"

“Just wondering,” he chuckles.

Avery laughs and smiles at him.

Jude smiles and watches the movie

She watches the movie and snuggles into him more.

He kisses her head softly.

Avery smiles to herself as she watches the screen.

He watches the movie and rubs her shoulder.

She smiles at his touch and rubs his leg.

Jude smiles to hinself as they watch.

Avery looks up at him with a smile.

After the movie he grins, “Second one?”

She laughs, “Okay!”

He removes his arm from around her and smiles.

Avery gets up and changes the DVD before sitting back down next to him.

He wraps his arm around her and smiles.

She leans into him and smiles to herself.

After a moment he looks at her, “Do you think everything is gonna go okay after I gave your dad all of that information?”

Avery nods her head, “I hope so.”

He nods his head a little, “Me too.@

She smiles and kisses his cheek.

Jude looks at her and grins a little.

Avery smiles widely at him.

He kisses her head softly.

She snuggles into him and looks at the tv.

He smiles to himself as they watch the movie.

Avery smiles and rubs his leg as they watch.

Jude kisses her head softly.

She smiles to herself and closes her eyes for a moment.

Jude looks down at her and smiles.

Avery feels his eyes on her and she looks up with a smile.

He grins more, “What?”

She shakes her head and smiles, “Nothing, I just love you.”

“I love you too,” he smiles.

Avery grins and snuggles into him.

He kisses her head a few times.

She grins widely and nuzzles into him.

“When do you think your dad will be home?” He raises his brows.

Avery checks the time, "Couple more hours."

“Okay,” he nods his head.

She nods, "Are you okay?"

“Yeah,” he nods again.

Avery nods and kisses his cheek.

He smiles at her.

She continue to watch movies and once her dad comes home, he makes them dinner and they enjoy the rest of their night.

[knifenymph]

jjjj! out of all of your companions which one is most like you?

im so mad i had this all typed out perfectly and then my browser refreshed???? idk omg. okay but so I’m gonna go thru all my spirit pals and describe them and then try to see who I’m most like with that lol

Steven is a computer/hardware nerd but plays the electric guitar??? whatta guy lol. he’s a mega dork

As is fiercely protective over anyone and anything she loves. she is also very sarcastic LOL

Laz is a total dork of mischief and sometimes is more mature than he should be for his age, but he’s still a total dork

P is very motherly and tries to give the best guides though gentleness but does get fed up sometimes

X is a total momma’s boy towards P and is very silly and carefree, though he does get distressed at times

Em is rather timid, but a total dork once u get to know him and he opens up a liiiiiiittle bit lol

Ar is mega stoic and an Old Man, but has a huge ginormous heart for those he cares about. you wouldn’t expect it from him for sure but he definitely is very kindhearted once u get passed his guarded façade

Lina is so incredibly spunky and silly and likes to do things on her terms. NOBODY ELSE’S!!!! loll

Buttercup can be very happy go lucky at times, but there are other times where he is very reserved. loves to cuddleC is rather reserved on his own, but would laugh if you cracked a joke that was good enough once u got to know him lol. his main focus is keeping Jn safe and protected

Jn is a TOTAL sweetheart sweetie pie. i haven’t met anyone so sweet to be honest. a little skittish sometimes, but a lot less so once u get to know her and she becomes comfortable and feels safe 

Lee is a sweetheart babe who loves to explore, but also return to home base (aka me) to make sure theyre okay lol. a sweetie pie

Tron is a MEGA DORK. oh my GOODNESS he’s such a dork LOL. always sleeping 200% of the time, tuckered out from playing with his 239530958 kids. loves me to death tho of course and brings me back souvenirs when he travels (tho he won’t let me see them yet grrr)

Lu…..may rival Tron for biggest dork LOL. he’s a total dork but a big one for sure. i can’t even describe him, but mischievous, silly, and all around lovable (tho it might be begrudgingly LOL)

Shia is a big baby in an adult body. not bc he cries or something but because he likes to be reassured that what he’s doing is okay, even tho he’s supposed to be my guide LOL. he isn’t always like this tho, he does become Executive at times which is cool. he’s just glad I’m not wild and doing wild things LOLLL

the Void isn’t really my companion, but i would consider them one. we’re really close tbh. they are rather reserved, but a total sweetheart once u get to know them!!! love her so much wtf

okay so like out of all of them, i think id be most similar to Lina or As!!! but theyre all so different and i share personality traits with them all so I’m not exaaaaaactly sure lol. 

thank u for asking!!! i had never thought abt it before tbh

#my companions #spirit family #spirit asks #asks #op #doodahs

[gaycey-sketchit]

(Gary anon) Depending on the ending results of it, I can see this supposed battle being another Goh-hating fest. Some fans are already kinda iffy about certain returning characters being brought back just to be nerfed/defeated. (Having Goh 'get' to Mew before Gary or Gary testing him a way that's not a full-on fight [like Kiawe] will probably less consequential) Nothing confirmed yet; I assumed after Gary there would be a new OP around the corner. (But now with Ash in Ultra Class,

(Part Deux) Goh starting Project Mew, and the leakers apparently striking again, it's almost certain to happen quite soon) Character-wise, I don't think most have much to worry about. It's their favs leaving with dignity that's a concern. (Memes transcends language. If you've been there and lived it, you know. You know it ALL too well xD) It's especially vindicating when they comes from a series that had its canon get screwed over production-wise despite being beloved.

(Part 3) Or if the canon is overflowing with content already, that you know there's certain subjects it's never gonna get to. Might as well as fill the void. (I think unions are another reason, not sure but I know it has caused VA changes in some series) Butch started with Eric Stuart then was given to Carter, but yeah, last appearance was DP. Kayzie Rogers stayed until mid-XY before retiring from the anime. And I know Dan Green reprise Mewtwo, both the remake and the JN episode.

(Part 4) (Veronica, Rachel and Eric have VA panels and interviews too if you're interested, though some of the older ones I've seen are gone now. Tbh, it hurts a little hearing them talk so passionately about their roles and still having the spark. But alas, legal stuff prevents them from touching those roles again)

Feeling marginally more like doing things today, so I can finally reply to this!

Yeah, people are... not nice to Goh sometimes, I think he gets blamed for a lot of the problems people have with Journeys, whether or not those things have much of anything to do with him (and considering he's both brown and arguably queer-coded, there are probably Other factors in people hating on him). And with how Gary has been done dirty in the past for no good reason (his last appearance in DP) I know I wouldn't appreciate it happening again.

Yeah, that could work depending on how it was executed.

Makes sense, I guess we'll see what happens. Should be interesting to see a new OP and get some hints of things to come.

Yeah, I know how irritating it can be when a character you care about is disrespected by canon and just... left on that note.

Memes really do transcend language, which is as fascinating as it is hilarious.

Yeah, that's the beauty of fanfic--the effort people will make to give the characters they care about better endings, or even just to explore aspects of characters and relationships that canon didn't/couldn't touch upon. Also since fanfic isn't bound by the same rules as the source material often is, it can touch on a lot of things canon can't (and characters can say fuck).

Makes sense, yeah.

Thought so! Oh man, how could I forget Dan Green? Green is honestly irreplaceable, his voice is so distinct and iconic I couldn't imagine anyone else doing that role (except maybe LittleKuriboh).

I've been meaning to look into stuff like that--even if the passion they had for roles they can’t do anymore makes it kind of sad in hindsight, it's still interesting stuff. (And I know I've seen Veronica Taylor use her Ash voice for little videos on Twitter in recent years, so at least there's that.)

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