#i got 0.2 spoons per day and my emotions are not up to social media lately

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life update! (I hope you're doing well friend I know your health isn't the best) school starts soon! it's my last year and I'm very nervous ghjihkhg. I'm getting back into cosplaying and it's exciting :D

Shelby for your time :3

SHELBY I LOVE U

That's so exciting friend!! definitely it's scary to be going into ur last year bc there's no getting around the Great Unknown-ness of life beyond high school, but as someone on the other side of the Great Unknown i am SO excited for you. i hope ur last year is absolutely spectacular, but i'm also so glad ur almost past the threshold into freedom! life gets so much better from graduation on, friend, congratulations on surviving high school so far and may this year bring some happy memories for you to carry into the unknown, still happier future <3

#also ye i have been like. completely absent for the past week or so apologies for that #i got 0.2 spoons per day and my emotions are not up to social media lately #thank you for the cat i love her so much #and thank you for the update!! truly i am so excited for u friend #high school is a wild time but i think (bearing in mind that i don't rly remember all that much of high school) ur last year is a good one #as a general rule #ur teachers tend to be more chummy esp towards the end bc ur almost gone and a lot of them'll miss u #and well. if u have teachers like i had in elementary school who get off on scaring kids and who try to tell u like #''the real world is much crueller u aren't prepared high school is sheltered compared to'' whatever #again. i've said it before but. they are absolutely a boatload of liars #if u go to college ur teachers will treat u like human beings! and u'll get to take classes that interest you!! #and maybe move out and get a tiny little space of your own - a place that's yours; that's safe #god i can't tell you how much freedom you'll have; how much more support is offered you with that freedom than u might think #it's good. i promise. if u go straight into the workforce guess what? #the worst part is doing interviews which is basically the same level of bleh as standardized testing and it happens much less often #u take like 20 tests & quizzes in each class? u do maybe 5 or 10 interviews before someone hires u and u get to test them while ur there #and then u have a job and not homework and suddenly the stress of working is limited to 8 hours a day and your evenings are your own #and you can maybe move out and get a whole cramped little apartment of your own and go grocery shopping and exist #just. exist. your own person; your own freedom and safety and it's scary but it's yours #god. it gets so much better from here. i'm so happy you're almost there. you deserve the world friend #you really really do #ask linden