#i got lost driving today

[todayisafridaynight]

One of my fave jackets is this green jacket with a fur hood im wearin rn because 1.) its green 2.) my dad gave it to me 3.) it reminds me of saejima. Who also reminds me of my dad

#snap chats #p sure i talked bout this jacket before but idc read my diary #sorry that every other middle aged man i see i say reminds me of my dad its a compliment #tbh love how i clowned on ichi for being on premium copium bout arakawa but highkey i woulda done the same bout my dad.. i get it ichi.. #anyway :) i legally get to talk about my day with him now :)) HE SAID THE FUNNIEST SHIT UPON SEEING ME #HE SAID ‘oh wow we dress similar :)’ and keep in mind. he was wearing a latte brown coat with a black turtleneck and pants and shoes #meanwhile. i approach With Black Pants And Shoes Admittedly but then im in this goofy old ass jacket with a red scarf #and a crane-decorated dress shirt that i got two buttons undone on like DAAD you are senile. hes so funny #so fun my dad actually recognized this was the jacket he got me- it was one of the first things he bought for me after i told My Secret 🙈 #also i finally asked how tall he was and i can’t believe my dad matches the criteria to be an rgg character he’s fuckin 6’1 like i thought #AH but today was really nice- i got to hang with my sis and her husband as well as my dad’s wife :) #it was awful tho cause the second my sis saw my dad’s outfit she’s just like ‘it’s so kdramacore’ AND SHES RIIIGHT 😭😭 #we later found out dad’s wife loves kpop…. and she bought him his new clothes…. so we are no longer surprised….. AWFUL. #honestly i could write a drama based off my dad’s life i really could it has elements for it. i mean ig i kinda do that already dont i #i borrow. anyways. today was fun :) even if i almost lost my mind trying to take the train the first time #this train system was weird… it wa worth tho it was great seein popop again #yeah….. ugh i have to still drive home from the station. and hope my car is still there #i get very paranoid leaving my car alone so openly i dont like it… #anyways. bye bye :) i might nap til my stop or work on a fic i started #‘snap what happened to’ dont worry about it i need to look at something else or ill scream #ok bye 👋

[alagaisia]

I’m reminded of that post about how goths and people who wear only lots of pink are actually the same because “wearing only one color” is a specific choice in opposition to just looking Normal

I’m flying to a friend’s wedding today, and I recently acquired from my neighborhood free page a very pretty vintage suitcase in like a brocade upholstery texture in all of my good colors, so of course I needed a coordinated airport outfit à la Midge Maisel. You guys don’t know me, but I usually dress very put together, in what my sister calls Outfits, with a capital O to distinguish it from just wearing clothes. And since getting a full time job I’ve been slowly adding to my collection of vintage and 50’s-vibes clothes, because I just really like that aesthetic (my bridesmaid dress for the wedding is a vintage tea dress I got from Etsy. The fabric is in great condition but I had to reinforce pretty much every seam with my sewing machine, because the structural integrity of the original thread was breaking down, so that was an interesting learning experience).

All of which is to say that I Dressed Up for the airport in a vintage-y outfit that coordinates perfectly with some of the colors of my suitcase, and my hair is curled, and I have a vintage leather purse that my grandma gave me that matches her watch that I’m wearing and the shoes she bought me last summer at the same vintage store that my skirt came from, and a teenage-ish girl with whatever you call the 2023 teenage equivalent of emo/punk vibes, like the dark maroon mullet and not a lot of makeup and dark comfy clothes but like, very on purpose, told me I look cool when I walked past on the way to security

And like, she Gets It! We have different fashion goals but I think we put a similar degree of intention into the way we look compared to just wearing regular clothes. Which is cool! It’s validating. Not that I really need validation, but it’s always nice to get compliments, of course. And the way I dress is really not terribly distinctive most of the time, other than being Outfits and a little dressier than maybe the norm is, like I think most people who see me one time in passing would see that I look Nice but not necessarily see it as a cultivated Look. But punk mullet girl gets it.

#struggled with not sounding *too* pretentious here #I don’t feel pretentious but I have a hard time talking about like. specific choices and things in any detail #like to my friends I just said what happened with a picture of my outfit and was like ‘and she gets it!’ and they were like ‘yeah!’ #but to strangers I have to go into much more detail to get the point across #even though really it’s not like I’m putting all of that into it every day I just get up and go ‘i want to look nice today’ #in accordance with my personal fashion preferences #and then having to explain those preferences like ‘my name is alagaisia midge maisel darkness way and I’m wearing vintage whatever’ #i do look so cute though #i got these shoes last summer and then lost the heel cap off of one of them the very first time i wore them #finally took them in to have them fixed last week so I could wear them to the wedding #needed a deadline so that I would actually get around to it #i hate flying it’s really a testament of how much I love my friend that I’m flying #instead of driving ten hours to Nebraska #but it made more sense and to make sure i won’t be late or run into car trouble or anything #and I’ll stay looking nice right away instead of getting gross and sweaty in the car or having to change for bachelorette activities #i only know the bride so I’m definitely going to make a very specific impression on all of these strangers lol #i joked with my dad about adopting a trans Atlantic accent for the whole weekend just for shits and giggles #turns out you cannot do it over the top. have you ever listened to JFK’s ‘we choose to go to the moon’ speech #it’s very silly sounding #we had a good time saying things one might say at a bachelorette party in a goofy voice #‘we cho~ose to ohdah thihs maiule strippah… ahnd the othah things.. nawt becahse it is easyh.. #but becawhse he is hahd’ #highly recommend #mine #personal

[tanktopgallavich]

🎵📚🚗

#man i am really going through it today #yesterday almost everyone i know got tickets to a festival with so many of the bands i grew up #and they'll be playing their entire albums from that era #i wanted to go so badly but couldn't justify ~$400 for one day #and flying to vegas next october esp i'm not sure where i'll be living at that time #then my book club of 3 years announced it is ending after next month bc the leader doesn't have time for meetings #also the author of a cozy mystery series i enjoy said her publisher wants her to branch out so there won't be any more books #moreover my amazon package got lost so now i might not get what i need by thansgiving #right now i'm stuck in bumper to bumper traffic trying to get home for thanksgiving #my drive is already 50% longer than it should have been #currently eating chips at a highway rest stop to cope with the horrors before i force myself back into the car #wwwy #personal

[vurelly]

illinois fucking sucks

#vu talks shit #rant #sorry vex #my first flight got cancelled so i had to buy a ticket through another airline for 300 #my hotel reservation got lost so now im bunking with someone else in a room i shouldnt be in #and it was decided that today was the day to tell me that nobody would be available to drive me to the airport the day im leaving #and american wont let me change my flight date #so i just spent another 300 on another new ticket with united #im so tired #im broke #i cant even pay my phone bill now with the amount of cash i have in my bank #i have to borrow money from a bridesmaid to pay my fucking bill #ill delete this later but like #im so tired and sad rn #i just wanna sleep for 3 hours

[sorrellegiance]

THE TECH INTERACTIVE

#someone should take the sharkuda to the tech interactive!! the top floor exploded my brain and it would definitely explode their brains too #my parents and i were originally going to go to the sharks game but i got miserly and waited too long to get tickets and also. do you know #hard it is to get a set of *three* tickets together. impossible for less than $80 apparently!! the drive down was also very stressful #because we were trying to get lunch on the way down the peninsula and my dad thought my mom only wanted in n out but the two drive throughs #we tried had like twenty cars lined up and my dad lost his temper in the parking lot and my mom said it didn't HAVE to be in n out so my da #peeled outta there and we went to his favorite taqueria in the area which had a HUGE salsa and side bar (for free! i squirreled away two #whole limes) and their carne asada super burrito settled everyone down :)) #by the time we got to san jose the puck had already dropped so decided to pivot and check out the tech interactive since my mom and i hadn' #had time the last time we were here in the summer and oh my GOB THEIR HUMAN BODY EXHIBIT IS. WOW. it was a lovely time walking around #looking very closely at very realistic models of human organs :3 and oh! my mom and i made a bacteria plate together :3 and my dad and i #made a robot with a spinning fish and flashing lights on it :3 and i fell asleep most of the way into the serengeti film in the imax dome : #and then we went to the 99 ranch where the dungeness crab was THREE NINETY NINE. and my mom got some big napa cabbages and one little one #for me :3 and oh then the guy ahead of us in the checkout gave me his $1 coupon for the bakery :3 #and that's what i did today!! #sor.txt

[sunkingwrites]

GOOD AFTERNOON!! I am back, I am watered, I made breakfast and coffee on autopilot immediately when I woke up bdhsjcnd and I just commented about my roommate's boyfriend's dick while she on call with him and I was not aware- we're off to a great start and it's only going to get better! :D

#my sense of shame?? guess i lost it #she was like “you know im on call with him right now?” #and i went “haha cool- hi!” #then continued the conversation like normal #kinda wack #my coffee is popping #i was told that when i woke up i immediately started mumbling something about needing to make breakfast #then just got up and started cooking #after i drove my friends home from my apartment- so long buddies- i got my brother to drive me home so he could keep the car #and my phone was connected for music- so as i got out of the car i put on the wii shop theme and started running to the door #and i love him- he went along with it and pretended to pound on the window and scream silently while it played #then we both got to laugh at each other from across the parking lot- so today is already fantastic #sunkingrambles #that was a lot- but its making me happy today so i wanted to share ☆

[prosopopeya]

Drabble Day 10: Fire

Prompt from @deancaskiss 's drabble challenge.

Dean pulled the late shift for keeping watch, and now the first few pink rays of the sunrise peak out over the horizon, only to be swallowed up by the fog at the top of the mountain. The fog is thick, almost looks like smoke, except it's pure white and almost dreamy looking, like cartoon clouds, pillowy soft.

Cas the insomniac is here too, propped next to Dean, their feet stretched out toward the dying campfire. Dean could be cold, except his arm is pressed up against Cas's, their legs nearly touching. 

"Is that... something you wanna do? Date a guy?" He tilts his head to look over at Cas, thoughtful in the morning light. 

"I... think so. Do you?" 

Dean waits for it, the vice in his chest to make him want to shut this conversation down, but it doesn't come.

"Honestly? My longest relationships have been Sam and..." That quasi-relaxed feeling evaporates. "...you." 

Cas's eyes jump to the side--to Dean--and then skirt away again. "I... know what you mean. Of course, I've known my siblings for millenia." 

Dean huffs, elbows him. "Show off." 

Cas picks right back up though, turning toward Dean.

"--but you're... different. It feels like I've known you just as long. Longer, even." 

They're making eye contact now, too little and too much. 

"Yeah." Is this it? Is this fucking it? He swallows hard. "Have you ever thought about...?" He chickens out of saying it, and chickens out of gesturing at Cas too, so his hand just looks like it twitches in his lap. 

Cas blinks a few times, then lands on, "...have you?" 

For some fucking reason, that makes Dean crack. He laughs, tilting his head back against the tree; the bark bites into his scalp, but it feels good, like scratching an itch.

"God, this is so fucking high school. Might as well pass you a note. Check yes or no." 

Hesitantly, Cas's fingers brush Dean's sleeve. When Dean turns, Cas's eyes are right there, big and round and blue--and scared. "Yes." 

The kiss starts slow, but it warms Dean straight through, down his spine, down to the ground, still cool beneath him.

virginia is for lovers: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14

#dreamydrabble #dreamydrabbles #profoundnet #deancasfic #destielfic #dean pov #supernatural #a more profound bond #my fic #the last two entries came to me while i was at the dentist and i was so relieved when i got home and could finally write #that i hadn't entirely lost them #today's virginia reference is what the mountain looked like when we went driving the other day

[bunnyb34r]

Really wish this brain fog would pass bc I have a shitload of posts in my drafts i saved bc i wanted to read them but my brain said no. And it's tax season so I'm getting important papers in the mail and I cant fucking read them. Well I can read them but it's just words. Nothing is connecting up there. Thank god mom is here to help read that shit and translate but fuck do I hate this shit

Why can't my brain fucking WORK

#it feels like when i kept getting concussions in 9th grade (had 4) and i couldnt fucking focus and my reaction time dropped significantly #like we were doing a basic reaction time experiment in science and i said oh lets not use mine when we submit it (group of 3 pick best #result) and my friends were like pfft whatever go. and i did and they got real quiet and were like oh... #bc they didnt realize i was concussed concussed like bitch my ability to vaguely see in the dark is GONE i cannot see my rt is SLOWED #my brain cannot WORK RIGHT #it's recovered since then (yay neuroplasticity) but i still have bad brain fog from fibro and it's like god at least when I was concussed i #could easily be like listen i had 4 concussions i need help. no problem. but with brain fog it feels like give me a min im stupid today #i hate it!! i hate feeling broken i hate feeling like my brain is half working! it sucks!! #i got insurance shit the other day and had to ask my mom to make sure it was just a basic 'yeah youre covered heres more access' and not #something i needed to act on and it was so frustrating #marquilla #and whats worse is sometimes ill be talking or typing and think im making sense and then ill look back at it later or someone will ask me ab #it and its like oh... im sorry my brain is not working atm and i cannot get out what im trying to and what is getting out is jumbled #the absolute worst is when it hits when im driving and it's like hey you're 2 hours away from home snd now LOST get home bitch :) #luckily it only happened when i was 40 min from home and in a familiar enough area but my brain couldnt find the right 'path' #sucked but i actually knew i was actually on the right path when i saw this house with a lesbian flag sgsgdgdgdgdgdgd like oh! here!!

[umilily]

pls keep your fingers crossed for me that after finishing this course i will never have to talk to this dude who took it with me ever again, bc otherwise i'm about to do something drastic.

#lily talks #sorry i gotta rant in the tags #i like to think that i am a pretty chill person #but this guy #is2g he drives me up the wall #he's constantly following me around like a lost puppy and won't stop messaging me #and on top of that he's decided to 'escort' me to my bus every day after our class #today i quite literally 'escaped' by power walking out of the building before he could pack up his things and follow me #but for fucks sake #i am a grown woman #if you don't leave me alone to take care of my own shit i'm gonna throw you in front of the next bus #i've told him several times now that i don't want to constantly chat with him but he keeps chewing my ear off anyway #and i don't even know what his deal is #bc as far as i know he's got a girlfriend but he still acts like he wants to marry me right this instant #like no matter what topic comes up he's got to compliment me for it somehow #and i know that this probably sounds like complaining on a high level but jesus christ #i don't want your attention #and maybe it's just me but it feels especially over the top since i basically don't know thsi guy???? #like #we've had one course together that was only about a week in total #and he's acting like that?!? #honestly it makes me really fucking uncomfortable #not in a creepy way but it's just uncalled for #and honestly if he keeps this up i don't know what do even do anymore? #like i've already told him to tone it down but he didn't #i'd just block him if he keeps doing it #but i'm worried that i'm gonna run into him on campus again and that he's gonna confront me if i did that #in conclusion #i am uncomfortable and irritated

[boomerang109]

okay i have my fan going fast enough it sounds like it’s going to fly off the ceiling and kill me maybe i still have a chance at life

#basically my friend and i were literally talking the other day about how I’m not a particularly high maintenance traveller #but one thing I will not budge on (if I’m booking it myself) is that there has to be A/C #and I was saying yeah it’s not even that I necessarily need it like super cold or anything #it’s just that when I overheat it’s like one sensory thing too much with all my other symptoms #and fuck if that hasn’t been true since moving into my dorm #because of course i agreed to move back into the non air conditioned dorms because like genuinely it’s usually so nice all you need is a fan #but ig cause it’s August or cause my health or whatever it’s just been fucking hot as balls #and today especially since I’ve been mostly in bed with my period kicking my ass #it’s just been driving me insane #like i can mostly handle the pain but I just can’t handle the heat like I finally moved my boxes to be out of the way #cause I finally admitted to myself I’m not unpacking them in my current state #and I shed tears over how hot it was just moving boxes like four feet #and like please let it be clear I don’t live somewhere actually hot like im not doxxing myself #but like it’s nice outside but for some reason inside is just gross and on top of my fucking pain it’s too much #i also just I fucking hate move in so much #and I hate that i’m gonna have to text or call my mom and be like yeah im not coming to visit you this coming weekend cause im already dying #and the school year hasn’t started? #like I just tried so hard when I got here to be like ‘yes this is my year for real everything’s gonna be great’ and I just #i’m like one day into being in pain and i’ve lost my mind I can’t even think straight #i KNOW it’s my period I know it’ll last at most a week but it’s so scary everytime that it’s going to last forever cause it used to #im so scared about being an adult I don’t even feel like I can get through this school year but at least this is like. a specific task. what #the fuck am I supposed to do after that when it’s nonspecific #why does everything hurt #why do my arms hurt like that’s not a thing #my fucking throat?! #my legs are obviously killing me cause that’s a near constant these days #my headache isn’t terrible but it’s not great #and my fucking stomach #i think move in should be illegal and chronic pain should be outlawed and I think my parents should call me because what the fuck #boom’s bad days

[todayisafridaynight]

NO SERIOUSLY THE SMILE CAN BE SOMETHING SO SPECIAL... because the concept originates in violence, intended as a last resort when you're cornered, a psychological bluff that might give you the upper hand... so for Arakawa to be able to recontextualize that as part of how his family communicates (along the lines of what we've talked about with regard to their language) is really something.

Especially because like, while he has varying degrees of success instilling the concept into his men, it's pretty safe to say they would all know what a smile from him means, right? They're family to him. So if there's this mix of Arakawa starting to smile more around Jo subconsciously and Jo picking up on it, maybe there's this period of consciously pulling back and of not wanting to read too much into it, respectively...

But Eventually it's this wordless affirmation of Jo having a place in Arakawa's family. Maybe he can't really put it into words in a way that doesn't make Jo feel awkward (I mean, he can't even manage that with Ichiban, much less someone with issues around that as deep-seated as Jo's, right). But he can do that much.

And I know I KNOW this bitch never has any reasons to smile but if Jo ever smiled back..................................

Anyway. Happy birthday to your bro and I'm glad you had a good day yesterday! You deserve it :) Come to think of it, my dad was born in July... and my Bestie Group Chat (ft. my friend who initially encouraged me to get over myself and send you an ask lol) was founded on Tsutsumi's birthday...

THAT'S WHAT IM SAAAAYING LIKE FUCK MAN it can be something SO personal and something SO confusing at first so when everything Clicks....... bruvv.....

#snap chats #late to answering this SORRY was having a whole episode this morning #but yeah........ you get it...... its just a concept that makes me scream and i wanna do something with it SOOO bad.... drives me insane.. #its just good... great even.... Literally So Personal and unique to them and ouuuugh #DEADASS jo aint ever got SHIT to smile bout... s'why them rare-as-all-hell smiles gotta be worth a million dollars #with that out of the way... For Now because it WILL stew in my brain forever.. #july the day for EVERYONE god DAAAMN ironic as hell you made your group chat on his bday tho 😩 #and speaking of bdays.... it is my bros bday today... and i feel like the biggest piece of shit （；´x｀） #i told him i was leaving and i wouldnt be back until. //gestures vaguely// and he was just What 🥺?? #IM SORRY BRO IM SORRYYY it just wouldnt end well i know it and so now im feeling so conflictedd #BUT THEN IT STARTED RAINING and listen i dont. HEAVILY believe in superstition or things like that #but bro every time it rains SOMETHING bad happens so now im just lost #but thats a problem for me to work out. with my sis. cause ill prob text her and be sad about it #for now ima deal with this minor toothache i got bruh OW?? #ow. todays a painful day. and its only going to get worse this month cause its also my MOMS birth month #SEE EVERYONE BORN IN JULY absolute nightmare of a month. #in any case. ive just been sitting in a parking lot so i should prooobably go somewhere so bye for now :]]

[emometalhead]

.

#having a time so I'm here to rant about a couple things #I'd say I use Tumblr like a diary but I have an actual diary that I don't write this much info for #so like after being sick + concussed I'm doing much better now! no lingering symptoms of either anymore and I'm grateful #caught back up on my school work and I'm feeling in good standing for the rest of the semester #feeling fine thinking about the next couple semesters as well #basically this is just me establishing that I've been in a decent mental state lately. yay! #that's shifting a little. not entirely! I'm fine. just struggling with a couple things so I'm writing them out before they really affect me #I'm upset with my mom's opinions on gay people. she goes back and forth between really supportive and really homophobic comments so quickly #just the other day I was excited because she said something positive in response to seeing cars decked out in pride stuff #today she said lesbians can't have kids and expressed that she'd be disappointed if I 'chose' to be one bc 'there's expectations' #like what is that supposed to mean????? #I am gay and I want kids one day. those statements aren't contradictory to one another but I can't tell her that. #switching gears! #I have driving anxiety and hit and run OCD #basically driving makes me very anxious. I am constantly convinced that I've hit someone/something/caused an accident in some way #going over any bump or uneven road makes me feel certain I've ran someone over #I spend LOTS of time looking behind me in my mirrors to check for bodies/broken things/damaged vehicles or just to check for potholes #this causes further worry that I'll cause an accident by not paying attention to what is ahead of me #I also can't trust my memory. my brain tells me I've repressed memories of the accident I caused. this makes me confused to the point that #I no longer remember my route or even where I am. I'll assume I got off route and make panicked turns that actually get me lost #because of this I'm heavily reliant on visual markers to remind me I am on the right path. unfortunately it is fall now. #the nature on my route looks different than it did a couple weeks ago and it's throwing me off. plus there's new construction. #my usual environment has changed and now I'm back to being as nervous about my school commute as I was at the beginning of the semester #it's all just a lot #okay I'm done now. just needed to get that out before I went into a spiral #hope everyone is having a good night 🖤 #ashley rambles

[publicuniversalenemy]

everything is perfect and everything is horrible

#on the one hand #im nearing the end of the term and my event yesterday went really fuckign well and i dont want for anything #and i got to spend the entire day more or less chilling #but on the other hand #i missed my fucking haircut becuase i couldnt find parking and i tried to loop back and i STILL couldnt find parking and i #eventually got home but i was driving for AN HOUR AND A HALF for NO FUCKING REASON #and i still cant reach roz and its been three and a half months and i think i missed another appointment earlier today #and i havent been able to do my therapy homework #and i have ACTUAL homewokr i have to do tonight but i literally cant think #and i just tried to put on these cute press-on nails i bought but they were STILL TOO SMALL #even though i sized up from my last order #and now ive blown 45 bucks on nails i cant wear #and my room is a fucking mess and ive lost my home in minecraft and i cant figure out how the new commands work #so i cant fucking teleport home #and yeah that minor but its fucking annoying #and i just feel fucking sick #mentally that is #and i know the first step in the idiots guide to not wanting to die anymore is not saying 'i wanna die' #but sometimes i fuckign do and it feels worse honestly to try to ignore that instead of dealing with it #and not in an actively suicidal way just in a. fuck this shit sucks and i need OUT #sui tw #whatever the fuck #vent #negative

[carcarrot]

fun :)

#went to a work after work party todayyy and i did not get drunk! everyone clap #i had two glasses of prosecco and thats it. also had some diet coke (separate) and i dont get the hate #diet coke is good. fun. a little fun beverage #also had oysters for the first time today! tasty slimy food :) #it took me the two glasses of prosecco to be able to actually slurp the oysters like youre supposed to #AND THEN the whole work gang went to a bowling arcade place nearbyish #i got beat at skeeball 😔 ive got to get my skills back #but i won at air hockey and won once but lost twice at those insane arcade driving games #and then had some nachos n fries n a chicken quesadilla #and i did not die being in nyc at night! walked with one of me coworkers part of the way which was very nice #somehow i am almost home and NOT late 🤨 #but anyway. yay fun times :)))

[un-pearable]

i need to be awake and Functional in two hours but in the meantime i can and will cry over my own fic. sue me i miss shard and jules and i will continue to lose my mind over them even if i haven’t published anything more about them than this

#on my hands and knees. absolute tragedy #this fic was the result of a) the scourge and jules backup story that continues to drive me crazy #b) that one panel at the end of the secret freedom arc of shard looking through the window #and c) my immense emotions about robots and formerly people robots and robots becoming people. also jules deserves to get to parent at least #one of his kids. even if sonic grew up too fast #UGH I CANT STOP. sonic doesn’t know how to be a son!!! jules never rally got to be a dad!!!! their entire family is torn apart and thrown ba #ck together over and over again. and there’s just enough of a gap in time after secret freedom and before shard dies in su50 and god i wish #they got to bond #i want love i want drama i want jules bonding with his sons formerly evil clone and relating to the RIDICULOUSLY unique experiences they’ve #each had. and sonic being a little upset that shard clicks so easily with him and a little happy that jules can be there and supportive when #sonic can’t bc there’s just too much history. #yes uncle chuck can be shards parent but he sure doesn’t act like one for a WHILE #there’s a tired old robian mourning his lost years with his son over there. he’s got free time to bond with the lonely badnik with no place #to call home. #anyway. brb i’m gonna crash for two hours i’ve got a Thing #too many emotions. i’ll articulate them better #later #someone gave it kudos today and reminded

[foofygoldfish]

i am finally home and emma is making biscuits so i think it's safe to say i was missed 🥺

#mariahs rambles #we were on the road for twelve hours yesterday and i had a three hour drive home from my dad's today #last night was Terrible #we got to the most confusing part of downtown detroit [for me] and my phone started acting up and i lost all audio and my map #and it was raining and there was a jacknifed semi truck in the middle of the road #and my dad was trying to tell me it's easy to navigate that area but he forgets that before last thursday it'd been uh... #3+ years since i've been to downtown detroit #i think it was for first robotics worlds??? #though that may have been 2018 #and i didn't drive there