logan mentions in the first ep that kendall was "still in the nut house three years ago" so that's why he couldn't do The Job and this makes me so angry. three years is a long time in sobriety. it's actually a huge accomplishment because addiction is so difficult, especially in the executive business. kendall has to look away from stewy doing coke so he wouldn't be tempted. coke in their business is just an appetizer for heavier stuff and kendall tried so much, so hard only for logan to write him off as incapable for having a fucking illness
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Lmao bitch i THOUGHT given how much shit bro 2 has caused lately it'd be a good opportunity for me to slip in my tattoo plans without my mother's extreme disappointment and I was wrong! God forbid my mother ever approve of me or any of my decisions! Or even just neutral non judgment! Not even that I gave her forewarning rather than just showing up one day in a few months with ink! My mother never takes interest in me and my accomplishments and interests, so why would I expect anything but disappointment over something I knew she wasn't keen on in general? Oh but it's FINE if bro 1's perfect gf has tattoos (which, imo, are tacky ones but that's a matter of personal taste) but she's perfect and can do no wrong and is the feminine daughter my mother wishes she had so whatever I guess
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i'm so happy for you going to grad school! it weirdly makes me feel relieved as someone has always thought about it but felt like it was "too late." i hope that doesn't sound weird or like i'm calling you old sdsdf, i just mean that it can feel like you missed out if you didn't apply right out of undergrad. so many people younger than me are already a year or two into phd programs, and it just feels good to see someone make it happen a couple years later. so thank you and congrats!!!
🥺 first of all hello!!! and thank you so much for this sweet message omg it really means a lot to me to know that there were so many people cheering me on like ??? i don’t think i can quite put it into words but it really really warms my heart and i hope that whatever endeavor you're currently in that you're smashing it as well!!!!
but i TOTALLY get what you mean by feeling like it might be “too late” or feeling “too old” about grad school like….. i originally applied for a phd program wayyy back for fall 2020 in a field i didn't really have any background in and due to both covid + like. other factors im sure lol i didn't get in and it was a bit crushing there for a month or two i'm going to be honest. but i don't know... in hindsight it's like...i grew so much as a person even from the time i graduated undergrad till now, like i don't think the me in 2020 and me now in 2022 are comparable because even though i'm still the same at my core, the difference feels so vast in both how i think and how i react and how i subsequently handle things?? i feel like being able to have some time to not only invest in myself by treating myself better, by understanding myself better, by actually thinking about why i wanted to go to grad school and what i want to actually do (surprise surprise i'm going back for my MA in one of my undergrad majors alskjdfoksafda) and most importantly being able to have some experience outside of school it's all culminated in me being a lot clearer in what it is i want and being absolutely sure in if i REALLY do want it or not. undergrad was very difficult for me because i was pressured in doing a major at first that did not agree with me and i felt that i was always doing what people expected of me, and in a way, my initial PhD application back in 2020 was a manifestation of that as well... i think i mentioned it here briefly but i really did also feel uneasy in applying for a masters vs a phd but i talked to some professors and it seemed like the best course for me especially since i've been out of a school for a few years as well as it's a good test run to see if i actually WANT to do research (i'm pretty sure i do based off of that one grad seminar i took though lol)... like...i dunno, i used to stress so much about time and about losing it and not being enough but.....this is my road and i'm paving it and if i'm going at a difference pace than anyone, well, i'm going to have so much fun on the journey and whatever my destination will be i don't think i'll regret it because we're just on different trajectories and i don't think there's anything wrong with that at all.
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