#i got too tired on the second one

[neptunym]

ms paint doodles for @post-it-notes7 's fic series, heart and soul. i highly recommend it to anyone that either likes the kirby anime or meta knight bc it's a delight to read :]

#kirby #meta knight #galacta knight #fanart #hoshi no kaabii #krbay #iyd spoilers #IYD #ms paint #ok most of them are doodles. the strawberry and blueberry drawings started as a ''haha its meta and galacta :)'' #but at one point it turned into rendering practice #idk what happened #kirby fanart #id included #i've been wanting to show off those stupid fruits for so long. i spent an entire morning on the strawberry alone #i was literally about to post this when my blog got put in jail #one second my icon was normal. i refresh the page and boom #he's gone #anyway. go read wishful thinking and in your dreams <3333333 #edit: it's almost midnight and i just realised i wrote heavily instead of highly..... this is why we don't make drafts at 3 am #uhm anyway. fun fact. i wanted to draw the thats paint asshole meme but i was tired #so i put the images og GK and MK there as placeholders #but in the end i got too lzy to like. actually draw it lol #gala doodles #gala draws

[shirtlessradfahrer]

😇 / 😈

#käärijä #shirtlessradfahrer #my art #i’ve sufficiently stared at these until I hated them #which means it’s time to post #they were supposed to be quick scribbly doodles anyway but then I got carried away #i want him to bring back that white fishnet shirt from that old photo #idk where to find it i just remember he's crouching and making a cute face and still has the white nails 🥴 #anyway happy holidays #i didn't do secret santa so consider this my gift to all of you #just don't stare at the second one too long because the perspective is wack and i'm too tired to fix it #or maybe do stare #but only at one particular spot

[kicktwine]

see? him face

vens very cute and I think he deserves to square up with Roxas, who is his friend and not-clone, because it would be really funny but ALSO the boy deserves to win a single thing ever in his life as a break from being the universe and kingdom hearts (the moon)’s milk webkinz. AND! he missed out! on getting an award from the million dreams festival that he won because he was preoccupied with the plot which was not very fun for him and then right afterwards he like, died, so the universe owes him a trophy and an ice cream (he got better so he can have them now)

#blonde men poll 2023 #Sorry I didn’t mean to get so invested. my bug got really far though so I’m feeling some kind of parental competitive emotion #kh #link would understand. I think any link would take the trophy and reuse it for either something neat or pointless but cool looking #like a club. or perhaps a contraption. Or a big cup #ven would get really shy upon receiving it and then put it in his room ON THE SIDE SOMEWHERE so no one thinks it’s super special or anythin #but he’s proud of it. if ven got ANY trophy he would be proud of it he’s a very second place getting boy #it doesn’t get him down though. most of the time. he gets tired of it but he’s kind of used to not being special #hi if it doesn’t sound like I’m joking around anymore it’s because I got too into thinking about how ven wld react to winning a competition

[unpretty]

hi i’m in college and considering becoming an accountant which if i recall right is what you are. would you recommend that career path to others? i am hesitant to commit bc i feel like it’s a ton of work and hours for just-okay compensation but on the other hand i have no idea what ELSE i would do. i crave stability. basically I’m just second guessing my major and i was hoping to get the perspective of someone who’s already been through it to know if it’s worth it or if i should just major in marketing or something

if you want stability then accounting is where it's at

i'm in governmental accounting and i work 40 hours a week, no overtime. also i'm union. if you work in public accounting doing taxes then you get a hell month leading up to taxes being due, but other than that it's not so bad (or so i've heard) (i haven't done it). i assume managerial accountants in corporate environments make more money but i'm not checking.

anyway you're unlikely to make as much money as, like. a software engineer. but you might make as much as a baby programmer. as far as office jobs you can do on autopilot once you get going, it's hard to beat accounting. the classes are all way harder than the job, so if you can handle the classes, you'll do fine at the job.

honestly at worst you can use it as a jumping off point into different jobs. the number of jobs where you both actually require a degree, and where the school you went to doesn't matter, is kind of limited once you look into it. with an accounting degree you can still theoretically become a programmer, or a data analyst, or whatever—it's just that you can also become a cpa, which isn't an option if you get a compsci degree. you know?

#original #i don't know how much sense I'm making #I'm tired #anyway i briefly went for a cs degree #but all else aside i knew way too many people with high paying tech jobs #who didn't have a degree and spoke poorly of cs degrees #like. constant emphasis on experience and practical ability being way more important than the degree. #which is great unless you're getting a cs degree in which case it's disheartening #that's not a problem with accounting #no one ever tells you you can become a cpa without the degree because It's Mandatory #there are other jobs like that but mostly things like law and health #which first of all. are hard. but second of all your school matters. #no one cares where you got your accounting degree

[d3sir3lin3]

HAVE A VERY STICKS NEW YEAR!!!

#I’m sorry mercs/king orange fans #I got too tired to add them 😭😭😭 #ALSO I FRANKINSTINED THE IPAD #HE LIVES #my demons #animation vs minecraft #animation vs animator #ava the chosen one #ava the dark lord #ava green #ava blue #ava the second coming #ava red #ava yellow #ava victim #avm purple

[felizusnavidad]

i'm going home tomorrow & i'm so excited to see my family, i really missed them

#also my mom told me some time ago that i'm really brave & i shouldn't give up #but i don't feel brave i feel tired #so basically i had three different jobs this year #first one i quit because i hated it & it was too chaotic #i got fired from the second one after over a month because apparently i was too nice #now the third one i know is just temporary because it's similar to the one i quit last year #and it's only because i need money so i can't stay jobless #my situation is kinda fucked up because i live here alone so i have to pay rent #and i really don't want to go back to my parents #i know i can but i wanna stay here #i've been working so hard to move to my favourite city and i want to start studies here this year i just can't give up #so i just took the job i didn't want #and i keep looking for something i might actually like #but god i'm tired #i feel like the biggest fucking failure #i just need a normal fucking job jesus why is it so hard #i don't want to work with customers anymore i hate people #and i also want to earn a little more money because trust me it's not that easy to live fucking alone #i mostly spend my money on food cause unfortunately i have to eat #but i'm not interested in just surviving i really want to start feeling alive again #ugh #talking shit for the hell of it*

[mildmayfoxe]

ok bad pic but here’s what i got done. got about ~14 “acceptable” vines plus words out of ~23 prints so better than half but not by much 😪 did some 8x10s too but didn’t look too close at those. i had TWO vines on this fancy confetti washi & those both came out ok thank god. did some plain with just text & then since i had the red out & wanted to print something that actually looked nice remembered i had this cute cute heart stamp i wanted to experiment with printing like a block (cause like why not) that i took from work & printed up a batch of those. i’m gonna carve something to put in the middle of them but not sure yet. so i printed about one million prints today but really mixed bag on success rate

#i’m eating a salad now 👍 #ive also GOT to buy a good baren bc all of mine suck shit & my favorite tea canister lid is completely fucked (not flat anymore) #the tea canister lid is the only one i like but since it’s not flat i really need to find a real tool to replace it #if anyone has any reccs please drop them below #i have such a headache and i’m in pain from standing over my desk lol. i need to like. idk. stand better #photo record #art tag #chatpost #the words are hard to read but i decided i liked what that added to the message so whatev #maybe some day in the far future i’ll do these in a different color way #i need to buy more paper soon too i’m down to my second to last pack #ugh i’m tired. i hate when a print day goes bad it’s so.. sad. lol

[bigmammallama5]

pulling a 12 hour shift at the wood kiln this weekend kinda set me back with my shoulder/neck trouble i've been having. but i did go to pt yesterday and we tried dry needling for the first time (two in my left trapezius, on the top near my neck) and what the fuck. i dont understand how that all works and usually approach it with a healthy amount of questioning but my muscle released and i feel so much better. i didnt hurt when i got up today lol other than im sore where i got stuck (and yes im still doing my exercises im gonna get a good grade in dont screw your body up)

(we also think that muscle is the culprit for my nerve tingling in my hand, that reacted during the procedure and has also since improved)

#stupid rant is stupid #needles #dry needling #bodies are fucking weird #take care of your bodies yall or youll be in your early 30s on your 2nd major bout of pt #i have one extra visit to see how im doing in two weeks so i hope i can keep improving and not slide back again #like i will say dry needling didnt hurt except for when he took one of them out #i didnt feel them go in and felt pressure #but what was really weird was you target the contracted muscles and it makes them twitch and spasm a little to make them release? #so like the first one i got maybe three rapid twitches and the second one i got one really big one #which didnt hurt but it was surprising bc it was the spasm without the pain #like how your muscles twitch when tired or after a work out #and then it was like almost instant relief it was just. so weird. and i am open to having that done again if needed #and it didnt tighten up again over night i almost cried lmfao #anyways #it also made the muscles in my jaw relax too which was amazing #i carry my stress in my shoulders and neck lol

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

got one (1) ☝️ photo of myself today, a very interesting setting, in the bathroom of a jack in the box

had meant to get more but i forgot and then i got busy xx

#jumpscare! an eeby sleeby guy! #also funny thing that happened on wednesday #one of the girls in my class was trying to get me to do something funny but i was too tired #so i said “why don't you do it princess” because that's literally just how i talk to my friends and my brain forgot to work #and she stood there flabbergasted for a solid twenty seconds as i walked back to my table and she finally said #“DAMN WHAT WAS THAT THAT WAS HOT BRO YOU GOT 10/10 RIZZ OH MY GOD” #boosted my ego📈📈📈 xx #so apparently i have 10/10 rizz 😌

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

So I'm an area director at a summer camp, but yesterday my boss called me and asked if I'd be down to be the director of two areas and I said yes without thinking about the consequences. So now I'm the director of two areas? That means two groups of staff to train and lead, two sets of lesson plans, two areas to teach at and make the schedule for and make the lesson plans for, two physical areas to set up. They're right next to each other, but this is going to be fucking insane

#the reason this is happening is because we dont have a dining hall director anymore because the first decided to take summer classes #and the second got a research position. so the director of the area that my area is right next to. volunteered to switch #so the camp director called me yesterday and was like 'this is all happening would you want to take on another area?' #so i would be director of both. with kind of a concentration in the new one. while my assistant director concentrates on the first one #but id still have to lead both staffs. teach at both. be available to both. do records for both. set up both #i start thinking about it and i always realize another thing thats gonna be weird about it #but on the bright side ive decided i cant do the 5 mile hike requirement for my old area #every thursday we do a five mile hike for our class because its for requirements. and i hate it cuz its hard lol #but i realized that it wouldnt really work out for me to be across the lake with one area and leave the other area directorless #so guess i cant do that! oh nooo /s #but i have to make two teaching schedules.whoch i started last night #i have to both teach a suitable amount in both areas but also have enough free time to be flexible and available for both #i am so tired already. and i just got this news yesterday #i was up until 5am because i was planning shit and then i layed awake anxious for another hour #also i watched the disruptors which admittedly got me to stay up pretty late too. the grant obrien and ally Beardsley movie #its very good. but mostly i stayed up late because i was trying to figure out being the director of two areas #i think about it for two seconds and i realize another reason itll be super hard. i have to introduce two staffs at the campfire #i have to talk about two areas at the leaders meeting. i have to learn a whole bundle of new merit badges #im so tired

[the-yearning-astronaut]

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#☉ #already getting stress induced nose bleeds again lmao #bro's not even back in the house yet but him and dad were going at it tonight #yelling at each other in the kitchen and i could hear them from my room in the basement #im so tired of it all #especially since my mom and i get to listen to them bitch about each other afterwards #before he moves back in im setting a firm boundary: unless i ask about something specifically *i don't want to hear about it* #ive hit minute 22 with this nose bleed now #i thought it was gonna be a short one (10-15 mins) but nooooo #i can feel it getting worse #based off my experience last summer im pretty sure that if i could just.... #get out of this fuckin house #80% of my health problems will improve on their own #since all of them are triggered/aggravated by stress #too bad im fuckin stuck here for the foreseeable future #tbd #edit: 25 mins in and i think it's stopped for the time being... #i can hear my dad bitching about my brother to my mom rn while she's trying to get ready for bed #because she just got home with working her second job #and has to be up in 7hrs for her first one 😭 #i want to yell at him to shut up or yell at my mom to tell him to shut up #neither of us will do such things tho #and so it goes

[madd-nix]

never gonna be enough for my dad

#vent #rant #me talking #i keep trying to put in applications and he says i need to do even more acting as if it's my fault that im not getting hired #as if im not trying hard enough #and on the rare occasions that i do get an interview #which have so far all led nowhere #then he just tells me to keep looking while i wait to hear anything and that even if i do get a job #i still need to keep looking for better and better careers #and when i finally was able to do a commission he just said 'cool then do more keep going' #first of all i need to wait for clients #and second of all cant you say youre proud that i was able to do one? that i was able to make a little extra money? #no of course he can't #it's always about moving on to the next thing and pushing myself more #oh yeah and i got my hair cut the other day #and sure i did tell the hair stylist to get it as close to a full buzzcut without being an actual buzzcut #cuz dad refuses to let me buzz my own hair and im too tired to argue at this point despite being an adult #but when he saw it i could tell he didnt like it #he gave the vague 'oh well it's different! showing more forehead. i liked it better when you had longer bangs but thats just me...' #nothing i do pleases him #im tired of it #and i dont know how to tell him that he's part of the reason i constantly feel like a fucking failure #and there have been times where i'll see a car approaching me as i drive to work and for a split second i wonder what would happen #if i hit it hard enough to kill me. then i wouldn't have to disappoint my dad anymore #although knowing him it would still be a disappointment cuz i fucked up driving so much #but i never actually consider doing it #obviously id never want to hurt the other person and if i simply swerved instead to hit a tree #where only id die #i couldnt just let myself die when i have so many others that i care about #but anyway sorry this is a lot i have a headache i promise im not gonna hurt myself it just sucks rn

[chatot]

some sketches and doodles i've done over the past couple of months

#the picture frame one was supposed to be an illustration finished in december but i got too tired LMAO #the first two are for a saimota pokemon au i have in mind and i wanna refine the second one into a cleaner drawing later #the context is that they each catch cleffas while hiking one night #the others are just silly doodles #saimota #shuichi saihara #kaito momota #pregame shuichi #drv3 spoilers #ndrv3 #drv3 #danganronpa #art stuff

[spanishinfluenza]

Forks' resident hottest couple

#hnggggg im hot for them #i just think itd be neat to attend literally any hospital function w them #any evemt #any gala #i just want to witness them in the flesh is that too much to ask? #those are Esme's 'find me a supply closet rn so help me god' eyes #sorry to everyone waiting on a rope update but drawing uses infinitely less brain cells and im balls deep in assignments rn #also turns out this is the hardest position to convey fat on a person #so if i havent gotten it across here Esme is fat end of discussion #what i wouldnt give to be sandwiched between the #my art #i got the inspo for his suit off my sainsburys uniform only real ones know #esme cullen #carlisle cullen #carlesme #twilight fanart #i realise this is the second carlesme piece that ive done and theyre basically exactly the same but like there are just certain things #that i want to see again and again #carlesme being a hot couple is something i simply wont tire of #you know he's the one when ur eyes match his hair identically

[nickcassldy]

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#i feel so fucking horribly bad i cant stop crying and this is so fucking stupid im so fucking stupid #all this because i had a more than usual eventful (positively lmao) weekend and im supposed to have another one #but i just really dont want to lmao #i want to stay home i want to have a normal week #as silly and selfish and idiotic it might sound i dont want to go see my friend i dont want to spend ages on the train i dont want to #have fun next weekend #i just want to exisg normally #im such a bad fucking friend and such a fucked up fucking person and i hate myself for it #but i also hate the thought of having to pack on Wednesday and leave home on Thursday and only come back sunday evening and then #just have another week straight away without even a second to breathe? #i got some time to breathe this weekend and im still mentally tired enough to dread next weekend so fucking much #i hate everything about this and the shit that makes me hate it too #i dont fucking know anymore

[binders-and-beanies]

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#cops tw #bro I cannot handle one more thing happening istg #got pulled over on my way home after a 13 hour day #was already scared to drive at night and that just confirmed that I’m right to be scared #it was for running a red light n it was one of those situations of just not having time to stop on yellow #I was fully aware as it was happening that I was either going to slam on my brakes in the intersection or run a red and I could see the cop #so I knew I was getting pulled over either way I just hoped the yellow would be longer than .5 seconds. not so lucky #except I also Am so lucky bc he let me off with a warning #ig bc I don’t have any sort of serious history + with it being 420 once he saw I was sober he prob went easier #it’s the second time I’ve been pulled over in my life tho and it’s scary bc this is the first time since the accident #which maybe that was also ok bc it wasn’t my fault #I just know every warning or unlucky moment costs u more in the future if u happen to get unlucky again #like I know I got out of that bc I’m white. it was still a scary moment bc there were multiple cop cars #so it’s like is this guy abt to ruin my life am I gonna lose my license for being at the wrong place wrong time #when I’m already salty to be driving this late involuntarily #so it’s like I got unlucky And very very lucky #I just hate the confirmation that u can get pulled over at any given moment #I constantly rehearse every possible convo w cops in my head bc if u come off disabled u can die #or get arrested or whatever #and then they like don’t follow the script and u didn’t expect this to happen to u today anyway and I get flustered #anyway my point is. I’m fucking exhausted and too many things keep happening #it’s long day after long day w no end in sight rn and I’m like half asleep every day #I just want to sleep. without feeling like I’m already tired tomorrow #it’s too much. just all of it #and on top of it all. it’s 420 so the whole dorm building is basically a cloud of weed #happy u guys are having fun but u are physically harming me in my home #mine #txt #vent post #personal