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#i got  over  it but then it came back to haunt me in quarantine again lmao
1-800-i-ship-it · 4 years
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assumption- you're the kind of person who has suffered but, instead of being bitter and wishing others went through what you did, you sincerely try to help people even if they've gone through less than what you have. You're also definitely shipping to ignore you're problems, but like, aren't we all?
omg is this a coincidence or not that this is so similar to the ask i got from an anon about the assumptions xD 
thank you! i dont know if i suffered enough to count as suffering but like all those posts going around said, whatever trauma you have is justified and it doesnt matter how bad it was, so i suppose yes, that is true ahaha, i generally think most people have probably suffered more than me? i know i am privileged in some ways; but im trying not to quantify it bc again, everyones trauma is their own and is valid ^^ 
i do my best to help people! idk if im good at it or not but its the effort that counts right 😅
alSO ajsdklf U CALLED ME OUT HHH yeah i excel at avoiding my problems till its staring me in the face, about to crush me under the weight of its existence,  shame exuding from the angry storm cloud in the form of procrastination-regret, the smoke filling my lungs and choking me as i gasp for air, my eyes stinging from the invisible but deadly gas...u get the drift 
yes that was an extremely lame pun at the end 
well i did not intend for that to escalate that quickly lmao; so lets do this: SHIPPING? IS REALLY FUN!! xD heck yeaah OTPs 
fun fact: i used to have the characters i shipped in my email signature way back when (ikr i cant believe i had the guts) but i deleted it in hs bc everytime i wrote a professional email i was paranoid i was gonna forget to delete it/sometimes it shows up in the app when i send emails and sometimes it doesnt haha  
anyways thanks for the ask! 
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delicrieux · 3 years
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Prompt 56 and/or 66 for Corpse perhaps? 💕
・:* ☆ author’s note: dont let the title fool u this fic is actually just angst </3 also it takes place before quarantine i dont condone partying during the pandemic lmao. from the prompt list: 56. “You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.”
masterlist.。・:*:・゚☆
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He’s worried. Hardly a surprise - he’s always worried about something. Anxiety makes him rigid. It’s hard to breathe, and for a second he thinks he has forgotten how to do that in the first place. It’s the swirling crowd, the bright lights, loud music and perfumed, hot air. Makes his head spin. It’s hard to focus. Maybe that’s why he didn’t stay for long. He never meshed well with people - they rejected him somehow, or perhaps it’s his anxiety that told him that they did. He had wandered around that fucking house for two hours, trying to find a quiet corner to just relax, yet to no avail.
One minute here, maybe two, was all it took for him to become inexplicably overwhelmed.
He came because you asked. Friends do things for other friends and he knew you were looking forward to it - it was the only thing you were talking about the past week. Picking out an outfit, fixing your hair, indulging in something stronger than lemonade or sparkling water. You had taken the time to coordinate your clothes with his. Matching color scheme, the two of you had shown up dressed to the nines. People flocked you instantly. You got swept away in the current too quickly for him to realize he was left to fend on his own. 
You found him a few times after that, dragged him to the dance floor. Your hands were pleasant to the touch, gentle and warm. Your smile was a bit sloppy, eyes twinkling, cheeks flustered from the heat and the drinks and the laughter. It made him smile, too. You had asked him where he disappeared to. Repeated the question seven times because he couldn’t hear you over the music. You leaned in in a last ditch effort to find an answer; your breath tickled the shell of his ear. He had no concrete reply to give you. Just here and there.
More searching. The minute handle seemed stuck in place for him. He couldn’t phantom how you could relish in all this noise. He heard remnants of a conversation and your bell-like laughter and found you in the kitchen. People clustered around you. You seemed engaged in a story about some ski-trip gone bad. He felt a pang in his chest, something stuck between desperation and longing, and wanted to join your side instantly and stay there and maybe wrap his arm around your shoulders or-
His mind insisted that he wasn’t pleasant company. What could he offer to a conversation involving five people?
He left to haunt the halls instead. Ten more minutes of torment, perhaps even less than that, and he went home.
His head is still pounding with a headache, even when he lays in bed, staring at his shadowed ceiling. His heart is racing in his chest, oddly reminiscent of the erratic drum of music he had heard at the party. His phone keeps buzzing with an influx of messages. He wills himself to check it.
(NAME) ♡
↪yo the fuck?? ↪ where are u?? ↪ did u go home??? i cant find u anywhere i checked the bathroom twice ↪ sum1 said they saw u leaving wtf??? ↪ you didn’t think to call?? ↪  or text??? ↪ nothing??? ↪ corpse the hell call me NOW
He doesn’t get a chance to text you back, or do anything else for that matter, because his screen flashes with a call and his finger hoovers over the Decline button. He doesn’t go through with it. A moment later your shrill voice fills his ear.
“You alive?!”
Alive? He’s not sure, so he settles with, “Not dead.”
You audibly sigh; he can’t see it, but your hand is resting on your chest, “Thank God. You seriously scared me.” You chuckle nervously, “You’re home, yeah?”
“...Yes. Sorry for freaking you out, I just...wasn’t feeling well. I didn’t want to ruin your fun.”
“...What? Didn’t want to ruin-- you ruin shit by leaving with me with some assholes. You have any idea how many stories I had to listen to today? Horrible, every single on of them. The party was a bust anyway. I’m gonna be at yours in, like, ten minutes.”
“Wait--” He sits up, “You’re...coming over?”
“That’s what I said, yeah. Unless you don’t want me to, but, uhm, I’m already in my Uber, so--”
“No, no, I don’t mind, I just--uhh--I thought you wanted...to...stay and party?”
“I wanted to party with you.” You stress, “I know you don’t exactly like crowds but when you said yes I got really excited and--and well...Yeah that’s it. I just got excited. Next time we can stay in or go to the movies or something.”
“Shit,” He mutters, “I need to clean my room.”
“Okay, I’ll leave you to it, but next time? Do me a favor and just let me know when you decide to arrivederci. Send a pigeon. Leave graffiti on the walls. Do something, you seriously scared me.”
His smile is back, and he feels as if he hadn’t smiled in years, “Promise. Thanks, (Name).”
“The hell you’re thanking me for? I’m the one that should be thanking you, since I’m inviting myself over.”
“You’re always invited.” He says, a bit breathless, but now for an entirely different reason, “You’re a...” His tongue suddenly feels too big for his mouth. Clearing his throat, he continues, steadily this time, “You’re a great friend.”
Right, friend, friends do things for other friends. You’re just being a good friend, nothing more.
“...Oh. Yeah, you’re a great friend, too.”
So why do you sound so disappointed? It’s a feeling he definitely shares.
“See you in a few.” You mutter before hanging up. 
Fuck, maybe he’s still a bit out of it, because he can’t focus again, his mind persistently trailing back to the word friend. It echoes. For the first time in his life it sounds unpleasant.
No time. He’ll figure it out when you get here. You’ll both figure it out. Or maybe you won’t. That idea halts his movements, makes him reluctant to get out of bed. No time. He doesn’t move. Only when the buzzer indicates your arrival behind his front door does he finally get up.
He feels like he’s still at that stupid party. Confused and anxious and for some reason afraid.
All of that melts promptly when he opens the door and finds you there, smiling at him in the lovely way you do. “...Hi.” You say sweetly, quietly.
His heart thuds in his chest. He dips his head in a wordless greeting and steps aside to let you in.
“I forgot to clean.” He confesses as you take off your shoes.
“Literally don’t care.” You utter, “I was thinking we could watch something on Netflix. Something funny. Or bad. Or funny bad. How does that sound?”
That sounds like not talking. Maybe that’s for the best.
“Yeah, sure.”
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hope you liked it! xx
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thefanficmonster · 3 years
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Corpse Infested
Corpse Husband & Reader (Gender Neutral)
Warnings: Mentions of dysfunctional family, Family problems, Swearing
Genre: Humor, Comfort, Platonic fluff, RPF (Real Person Fic)
Summary: When your friend disappears for a long time, seemingly having lost interest in what fueled the most passionate fire in their life, you cannot not worry about them. Even if you wanna give them space, you will reach out, you will offer your help. You will tell them they always have you to rely on and talk to.
Requested by Anon. Hi dear! I’m really sorry it’s taken me so long to complete and post your request, but here it finally is! Hope you come across it and if you do I hope you enjoy the read! Love, Vy ❤
For me, it’s never hard to find things to do. I’ve constantly got things on my mind and tasks to tend to, keeping me occupied and my mind focused at all times. I think that comes with living in a home as dysfunctional as this one. I honestly can’t recall a time when my parents got along nor can I think of a time where there was at least one second of peace while the two are both present in the house. It’s always a warzone up there. I’m saying up there because I tend to live out of the basement of their home. I know living in your parents’ basement is considered a peak loser point, or the bottom of the bottom, but you’d have to believe me when I say - I wasn’t always like this. In fact, I only recently came back to this hell-hole and boy do I regret it. I mean, it was a decision forced upon me by circumstances. Trust me, I tried every other option there was. When my dorm was to be closed down and demolished, we were given a notice to start planning our next move about a month early. You can bet I immediately started looking at places but my very tragic and miserable budget didn’t allow such a purchase. No rent was adequate for me and my near-empty wallet so my second option was moving in with my best friend who was also not in the greatest of situations but I thought I’d give that a shot too.
Spoiler alert: it didn’t work out. She lived in a tiny apartment with her boyfriend and his best friend at the time, so four people in one apartment was a nightmare. Still a lesser nightmare than this one but a nightmare nonetheless. Some unwanted and downright traumatizing events chased me out of that place after barely managing to pack my stuff. Therefore, finding myself on the streets again, I had no other option other than the obvious and least liked one: moving back in with my parents.
Making money during my first year of college hasn’t been easy. Working two jobs at once and also streaming video games on the side was what my time was filled with all throughout the first semester but then this damn pandemic started and now ruined everything for me. I had things going for me, I was slowly getting my life together and now it has all fallen apart yet again. The places I worked at closed down due to quarantine and I haven’t been able to steam, not only cause I’d be the victim of my parents’ comments but also cause my terrible home life would be exposed to all my fans and viewers. It’s not like I could cancel out the commotion going on right above my head, it’s a livestream and this house’s walls are cardboard thin meaning all the arguing I hear almost 24/7 will serve as background noise for my streams.
I haven’t reached out to my friends or fans to inform them of this which I feel slightly guilty about but I’m really not looking forward to having to lie to them, just as much as I’m not looking forward to having to tell them the truth so instead I’ve picked silence which is probably either worrying them or driving them insane. Either way, I’ll make my comeback soon.
Well....not very soon by the looks of it...
I have to gather the money, then I have to find a place, then comes the packing, moving out of here, moving into the new place...oh God, there’s so much to it that I don’t even wanna think about. Just that thought that I’ll be inactive for that long makes my stomach turn. Streaming’s where I’ve been channeling all my negative emotions, turning them into something positive and entertaining with the help of my friends.
Speaking of my friends, I should probably put emphasis on how amazing they are. Basically the older siblings I’ve always wished I had. I’m the baby of the group, the eighteen year old freshman in college, powering through life the best they can cause they are constantly getting tripped up by inconvenient occurrences such as this one for example. I tend to have the gang poke fun at me quite frequently - all lighthearted and with good intentions obviously - but they are also the ones to get super defensive if anyone gets the balls to talk shit about me. They’d never allow me to be the victim of any smack talk or online rumors and ‘cancel culture’ or whatever the hell people will come up with to leave others restless and wondering if they did something shady a decade ago. Well, to be fair, I didn’t even know about the concept of social media a decade ago and I’ve never been one to post much but I still have a protection squad in case anyone decides to come after me.
Little do they know the people I need protecting from are the very people that are supposed to protect me - my parents. Luckily, they don’t venture into to basement very often if at all and I have my own exit to the outside world so I don’t have to run into them unless I absolutely have to. The only time I emerge to the surface of the house - aka the ground floor - I do so to leave my share of rent money on the dining table and I usually do it when they aren’t home or when they’re asleep - that happens often with how many bottles they each knock back on the daily.
*sigh*...at least I don’t have to talk to them, right?
Anyhow, remember how I mentioned I always have things to do? Well, right now I’ve tasked myself with rifling through the large boxes containing random stuff I found in one of the basements down here to see if there’s anything I could possibly sell online. For starters, I’d like to hope there aren’t any severed body parts in here because this was one shady-ass basement before I moved in and un-creeped it a bit so I wouldn’t have to become an insomniac due to the paranoia of there being a homeless person down here with me or some paranormal entity. Regardless, old basements tend to be, apart from haunted, also filled with junk no one would find valuable despite it actually being worth something after all. That’s basically what I’m hoping to find at the moment.
As I dig through the contents of the first box, the YouTube playlist I have put on on my phone cuts off causing me to furrow my brows in confusion for a second before my ringtone pierces the silence the lack of music created.
I quickly mute the ringing and take a look at the Caller ID to see a name I never thought would pop up on my screen as an incoming call - Corpse. I, as well as many of our friends, know that he’s not the biggest fan of talking to people on the phone so this is rather surprising. Still, I pick up the call in case it’s not a mistake and an odd chance that it’s somethin urgent cause Lord knows Corpse doesn’t call people willy-nilly. 
Thank God it’s quiet up there at the moment.
“Hello?“ I try my best to cover up the confusion in my voice but I can only assume I didn’t do the best job considering Corpse replies with a slightly awkward chuckle.
“Surprised you, didn’t I?“ He asks, getting my cheeks to redden a bit, “You can’t blame a guy for calling after up and disappearing on him and on the whole internet. Where’ve you been?“
I open my mouth to respond when I hear the sound of glass breaking a shouted curse from upstairs.
Oh for fuck’s sake!
“Um...you know, places?“ I’m aware the answer isn’t only nonsensical but also sounds more like a question, but I can hardly focus on that right now. I’m too buys praying to an entity I don’t fully believe in for the situation above to not escalate.
“Uh, is everything ok over there? Where even are you right now?“ The teasing tone to his voice is all but gone at this point, replaced with deep concern, having obviously heard the commotion that did the exact opposite of what I prayed for - escalated.
“Y-yeah, it’s ok. It’s just another Thursday, you know.“ I attempt a small laugh but it’s blatantly miserable, “I moved back in with my parents when they announced the quarantine so that’s where I’m at now. They’re not the quietest of folks as you can tell so...“
“I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT! I HOPE YOU DIE“
Oh crap, here we go.
“...So I can’t really stream a lot...or at all.“ I mutter, cringing with all my might, “But it’s only temporary! I’ll get back in the saddle as soon as I find another place to stay.“ I don’t dare mention how long that’s gonna take me, it’ll be too disappointing and depressing for the both of us. “So yeah...um...thanks for showing concern but there’s really nothing to worry about. I’m ok, everything’s ok, things are just...a bit off the rails, but I’ll fix em no problem. Like I always do!“ I attempt to sound as cheerful as possible with little success due to the overwhelming anger I feel towards those people upstairs and the gut-wrenching nostalgia for the world of streaming I can no longer be a part of because of them. Actually, I put the blame first on the pandemic and second on my parents - if it wasn’t for Covid I’d probably still be in my dorm!
“Hey...um, I think I know an affordable place where you can take up residence. Only if you want to, of course.“ He sounds hesitant but I easily overlook that as excitement bursts throughout my entire being at the sound if an escape being offered to me just like that. Had I known I’d find the solution to my problem in the very people I spent time avoiding because I was afraid of their pity, sympathy and judgement.
“Oh please, it could be a rat and roach infested shoe box and I’d go running to it. How much is rent?“ I ask through a gasp of hurried laughter that’s a result of my inability to contain said excitement. Listen, I’ve been sitting here in Hellsburg for three months now and haven’t gotten a proper shuteye during that whole period, whatever Corpse is offering has to be better than this misery.
“Rent can be discussed once you move in...“ He trails off, “And it’s not rat nor roach infested but there’s a slight issue...“
“Which is?“ I’m honestly expecting the worst: in a bad neighborhood; faulty wiring with a high chance of being electrocuted; faulty piping with a high chance of flooding; people have died there; things get randomly moved around in the middle of the night etc. However, I don’t voice any of them to avoid getting laughed at for my wild imagination.
“Well, uh, it’s corpse infested.“ He says a little awkwardly, causing me to let out an inaudible sigh.
So my ‘people have died there’ guess was on point, huh?
“People have died there, huh? Well, I can turn a blind eye to that as long as I don’t find their bodies in the closet or meet their spirits at 3AM.“ I attempt to joke, now second-guessing my eagerness to accept the offer.
Corpse bursts out laughing his ass off at my statement, getting me to furrow my eyebrows in confusion and wonder what I said was so funny - it was a poor attempt at a joke, it in no way deserves that sort of reaction, barely a chuckle in my opinion.
“You’re golden, Y/N, I swear.“ He says once he forces the laughter to subside, “I meant corpse infested as in Corpse Husband infested.“ He breaks out in another fit as my brain slowly starts connecting the dots.
Oooohh he’s asking me to go live with him
“Wait. Wait, wait, wait, hold up for a sec. Are you aware of what you’re offering me? I mean, we’ve never met IRL, you barely know me and....and for all you know I could be the serial killer in this situation!“ I have no idea why I’m pushing my luck, don’t ask. I just don’t want him to make a decision he’ll later regret, I guess. “Like, I could kill you in your sleep!“
“Would you?“ He asks confidently, silently stating he already knows the answer.
I roll my eyes, “Of course not! But...” He cuts me off.
“Great, the offer stands on my end. I’m not a noisy nor nosey roommate so I suggest you start packing. If you choose to live in that hell-hole over living with me, I’m sorry but I’ll be hella offended, just so you know.“
Corpse sounds like he’s about to hang up on me, a decision already made, so I hurry to stop him. “Wait! What about rent?”
“Fuck the rent, pack your bags.“ And just like that, despite my efforts, he hangs up on me.
Well...this is a chance of a lifetime that I know refusing would lead me to not only remain stuck here but also put me in the hugest loser bin. There’s also the fear of being Corpse’s burden which I’ll try my best not to be - I mean, I’m a super independent person and Lord knows that if this offer came any other time or from any other person, I would’ve declined asap, no discussion.
But streaming
But sleeping properly
But having a normal life again
Yeah those are most certainly the reasons I get up and go into the closet in search on my emptied suitcase. Time to fill it up again, I guess. This time with a smile on my face and excitement fueling each and every movement of mine.
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champagne problems (part 1)
here's my first part of my modern no magic "champagne problems" singer-songwriter quarantine thomastair AU! happy birthday to @foxglove-airmid even though I don't think it's your birthday where you live anymore (and I still haven't posted zia's birthday fic, it'll happen I swear)!
no content warnings for this part (besides maybe quarantine), but future parts will include discussions of mental illness, substance abuse, and a suicide attempt
obviously, the song alastair "wrote" in the fic is not mine, it's by taylor swift! and a few of the lyrics have been changed!
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Thomas breathed out a sigh of relief as he lugged his suitcase up onto the fifth floor landing.
“‘Ere we are,” Piers announced as he unlocked the door.
Thomas was utterly exhausted, such was the result of taking a redeye flight across the Atlantic during a global pandemic, but any idea of rest that he’d had was interrupted when he heard the sound of piano flood the apartment.
“Ah, sorry about that,” Piers nodded, “One of my flatmates, the walls are paper thin. He can’t record at the studio right now, but he’s trying to finish his EP, so it’s been a bit noisier around here. He’ll take a break soon, hopefully.”
Thomas shook his head. “It’s no problem. Thank you, again, for allowing me to stay here. I’ll be looking for my own place as soon as the quarantine is up.”
“Of course. You’ve got the couch as long as you need it. Couldn’t just hang you out to dry, could I? Although, you did pick a god awful time to move to the city, if I do say so myself.”
Thomas sat down on the couch and tried to make himself comfortable. It was more comfortable than the flight or the airport, at least. “I know… I considered postponing the move, but the visa was so difficult to get, I just couldn’t pass up the opportunity. They say this will all blow over in a couple of weeks, but borders are closing and I heard talk of them suspending all pending visa applications. I didn't know how long it would be if I waited, if the job was even still here for me at all.” Although at first entrance, the music had seemed to be a nuisance, it now comforted him. It wasn’t bad at all, in fact, it quite reminded him of the days Alastair’s playing had filled their flat…
“Where did you say you were working again? At a record company?”
“Yeah. I’m just doing pretty basic stuff for now, but if I ever do want to record my own music, I’ve got to start somewhere.”
“Hm,” Piers said, gesturing to the room the music was coming from. “Perhaps you’ll get on with him well, then. Would you like some tea?”
Thomas nodded and Piers went to start the teapot. Piers continued, “Though I suppose he's more of the tortured artist type. Very reserved, quite prickly. I didn't even meet him until a couple weeks after I moved in here because he was off in some psychiatric hospital.” Thomas shifted uncomfortably in his seat. He was never one for gossip. “My other roommate’s nice, though, I think you’ll like him. He-”
“How did you end up in New York, again? I don’t think I ever asked.”
Piers dove into the subject change quite readily, explaining his uni - or college - years in New York City and his decision to stay afterwards. Thomas had tuned most of it out, truthfully. It wasn’t that he was trying to be rude, but he was rather exhausted, and Piers was wearing thin on his patience.
As the kettle started to whine, Thomas heard the musician begin to sing, and he froze. It sounded so much like Alastair. But it couldn't be, could it? With over 8 million people living in the city, he would not end up in Alastair's apartment by accident. His Alastair was certainly reserved and prickly, but it wasn't possible. It must be like all those times he thought he saw him on a street he'd never walked or heard his laugh in a café he'd never been to. Just his mind, tricking him. Even if he knew that voice so well, despite not hearing it in so long.
“It’s quite good, isn’t it? His first single just dropped.” Piers asked, bringing over his cup of tea. He hadn’t realized it, but he’d been staring intently at the door.
Thomas took the cup. “Hm? Yeah, I guess. Thanks.”
“You should look it up. It’s called “champagne problems” by Simurgh. That’s spelled- Well, it should come up.”
The name Simurgh sounded familiar, but Thomas couldn’t put his finger on where he knew it from. At Piers’ insistence, he pulled out his phone and brought up the song. As he skimmed through the first few lines, a cold feeling settled in his stomach.
“You booked the night train for a reason So you could sit there in this hurt Bustling crowds or silent sleepers You're not sure which is worse”
“Simurgh,” Thomas realized.
“Yeah, I think it’s Arabic or something.”
It took Thomas a moment to process that Piers was responding to him. “It’s Persian.” He was certain that Alastair would have some very stern words to say if he heard Piers confusing the two, actually. Thomas had admittedly let his Farsi skills deteriorate quite a bit since the breakup, but he was fairly certain the name came from the Shahnameh. There was no doubt in Thomas’ mind now: he was staying in Alastair’s apartment, and Alastair’s first single was about one of the most painful days in Thomas’ life. “I, er, I used to study it.”
“Oh, yes, that’s right!” Piers launched into a tangent that Thomas tuned out as he read through the rest of the page.
“Because I dropped your hand while dancing Left you out there standing Crestfallen on the landing Champagne problems”
“Thomas? Are you alright?”
He realized then that his hand was trembling so badly that his tea nearly spilled. He used his other hand to steady it. “Oh, uh, yes, I’m just tired.”
“Perhaps you should rest. I can ask Alastair to quiet down for a while-”
“No!” he exclaimed rather too forcefully. “No, that’s not necessary. I’d just rather not talk, if that’s alright.”
Piers nodded.
Thomas kept reading.
“Your mom's ring in your pocket My picture in your wallet Your heart was glass, I dropped it Champagne problems”
Of all the songs, why did he release the one about him? Why was it about a memory still so painful in Thomas’ heart, all of these years later? He remembered it so well, standing there, alone, shattered into a million pieces.
“You told your family for a reason You couldn't keep it in Your sister splashed out on the bottle Now no one's celebrating”
He was fairly certain that Barbara had been more excited than even he was, confident that Alastair would accept, and so very proud of her baby brother, all grown up. She’d been furious when it fell apart, but it was her who stood with him during the aftermath, who boarded him onto a train to Edinburgh to visit Eugenia when he couldn’t stand to be in the same city as him any longer, who went through his phone, blocking all of Alastair’s accounts so that he could obsess over him no longer, who comforted him as he wept and held him as he picked the pieces of himself back up again.
And all the more sour was the memory in light of her death.
“Dom Pérignon, you brought it No crowd of friends applauded Your hometown skeptics called it Champagne problems”
He looked up at Piers, who had fortunately become enthralled with something on his phone and was no longer paying Thomas any mind. He lifted the teacup gingerly to his lips, but he felt far too sick to take a drink.
“You had a speech, you're speechless Love slipped beyond your reaches And I couldn't give a reason Champagne problems”
A reason, that’s all Thomas had wanted. Just any explanation. He understood if they were moving too fast, or perhaps he’d misread something, but he just didn’t understand it.
Why? Why can’t you tell me why? I deserve an explanation, Alastair. Please, anything.
I… I’m sorry, Thomas.
Stop it! Stop apologizing! We can just go home and pretend this never happened, please, forget about all of it, it was a stupid idea-
Thomas, stop. I shouldn’t’ve… This was a mistake. I’m sorry I didn’t see that sooner.
That was the moment Thomas felt his heart stop beating.
“Your Midas touch on the Chevy door November flush and your flannel cure "This dorm was once a madhouse" I made a joke, "Well, it's made for me" How evergreen, our group of friends Don't think we'll say that word again And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls That we once walked through”
Despite the nearly two decades Thomas had spent in London before Alastair, it was never the same without him. He saw him everywhere he went, despite knowing he was thousands of miles away. After graduating uni that May, he accepted a spot at a graduate program in Spain and didn’t look back.
“One for the money, two for the show I never was ready so I watch you go Sometimes you just don't know the answer 'Til someone's on their knees and asks you "You’re the only one I want by my side, What a shame you’re fucked in the head," you said”
Those were the words that haunted Thomas’ nightmares, even now.
It’s you! It’s only you for me! It was always going to be you! But I can see now that I was never going to be enough for you, you and your secrets and walls and your lies. It’s a shame… it’s a shame you’re so fucked in the head, Alastair. You’ll never truly love anyone, will you? You’re not physically capable of it.
Alastair hadn’t responded. Thomas had wanted a rise out of him, any reaction at all, despite knowing how lethal and volatile Alastair could become when provoked. But there was nothing. Not a flicker of anything in his steeled expression. He’d simply looked down, apologized again for any pain that he’d caused, and left.
That was the last time they’d spoken.
Thomas and his sister left for Edinburgh that night, and when he’d returned to London, Alastair was gone.
“Well, you'll find the real thing instead Who'll patch up your tapestry that I shred And hold your hand while dancing Never leave you standing Crestfallen on the landing With champagne problems”
Thomas couldn’t imagine giving his heart to anyone again, not now and certainly not then. He’d dated in Madrid, but it had always stayed casual. He’d made sure of it. He could see now that he and Alastair had gotten together quickly, moved in together quickly, done all of it very quickly. After all, he’d fallen hard and fast. He gave all of himself to Alastair, and he’d nearly lost all of himself in the process.
“Your mom's ring in your pocket New picture in your wallet You won't remember all my Champagne problems
“You won't remember all my Champagne problems”
Now, he wondered what the rest of the story was. He’d convinced himself that Alastair had never loved him, that he was heartless and cruel, though he’d known that wasn’t true. Could Alastair have written this song if he’d never truly loved him? Perhaps he was a sociopath.
Thomas felt like he should run. Like he should pick up his bag and dart out of the apartment before Alastair could notice him, find some hotel somewhere with undoubtedly extraordinary high rates and just pretend like this never happened. He could get back on a plane and go back home to his parents and delete his phone browser history and pretend like this was all just a bad dream. But he could not move.
He didn’t know how many minutes had passed before Alastair’s door opened. He looked up with a start.
“Thomas,” Alastair breathed. He stood wide eyed, flushed.
“Do you two already know each other then?” Piers asked.
There was a moment of silence before Thomas cleared his throat. “We used to,” he said, looking down.
“I, er, I forgot that your friend was coming today,” Alastair told Piers. “It’s quite a long journey from London, you should have told me, I would have been quieter.”
Thomas considered correcting him for a moment, but decided not to. “Don’t worry about it. I heard you had your first big release. Congratulations.”
Alastair gave an awkward nod. “Thank you. Right, well, I’ll just…” He rushed over to the kitchen and pulled a bottle of water from the fridge. “I’ll try to be a bit quieter.”
“Don’t- It’s fine, really. In fact, I’m sure there’s some hotel in the area I can stay at for now, actually-”
“Well, don’t leave on my account,” Alastair interrupted. “We agreed to let you stay here, and the city’s a bloody mess right now. I’ll stay out of your hair, Thomas.”
Thomas only nodded as Alastair disappeared back behind his bedroom door.
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dnvrsmedia · 3 years
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Betty
High School AU!
Maria Hill x Reader
summary: lyric fic to the song Betty by Taylor Swift. (Some lyrics are tweaked to fit the story better! These lyrics are NOT mine!)
warnings: angst to fluff, mentions of cheating, mentions of underaged drinking (very small part)
word count: 2287
AN: I am back from my hiatus and am to see that you all stuck around. I am currently quarantined since I came into contact with someone who tested positive with covid (v scary ik!), but I am okay! I got my first dose before they got covid so hopefully, I am okay. Since I will be home for the next ten days, I'll start posting more. I hope you all are staying safe and enjoy.
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Betty, I won't make assumptions
About why you switched your homeroom
But, I think it's 'cause of me
“What do you want Maria?” Inez quickly dismisses her as soon as Maria steps foot in front of her.
“Look, I just want to know where Y/N is. I need to talk to her.” Maria rocks back on her heels and exhales.
“Why so you can break her heart again? Do me a favor and fuck off!” Inez yells and pushes past Maria making sure to shoulder check her in the process. Maria exhales once again and stares at the floor. God, what has she done?
Betty, one time I was riding on my skateboard
When I passed your house
It's like I couldn't breathe
It has been two weeks since the incident and it has been affecting Maria more than she would have ever thought it would. She has been sloppy at soccer practices and her coaches and teammates are starting to notice. They need their star forward if they want to make it to states and Maria just couldn’t find herself to care anymore. If this was any other year she would have been at the top of her game. She eats, sleeps, and breathes the game of soccer, but all she can think about is you. Frustrated and tired from being in her head so much, she decides to take a ride on her board. She rides for half an hour with no destination in mind. Some cruel part of her brain subconsciously led her to you. Luckily, your car was not in the driveway when she passed by, but some part of her wished that you were there. She’d do anything to see you again...to hold you again. She felt a wave of anxiety hit as she came back to her senses-quickly leaving to go back home. So much for clearing her mind.
You heard the rumors from Inez
You can't believe a word she says
Most times, but this time, it was true
The worst thing that I ever did
Was what I did to you
Maria trudges up the stairs and into her room with tears in her eyes. She royally fucked up and all she could think about was your face that day when the rumors spread. Your best friend Inez is notoriously known for her big mouth and gossip, but this time it was true. Ironically enough, Maria woke up in a good mood. She had broken things off with Carol the weekend before and was getting ready to tell you. Maria was known as your school’s fuckgirl, but she wanted to make it up to you. You changed her for the better and she needed you in her life. She knew something was up the second she stepped into Mr.Brown’s homeroom. You and Inez were at your usual table, but instead of the pair of you laughing, Inez was rubbing your back as you tried to hold back tears. The rest of the class was whispering and gossiping about what was going on. The moment she stepped in the door the whispers ceased and all eyes turned to her. You looked up wondering why the class got silent and made eye contact with her. That was when she knew. That look on your face has haunted Maria for the past month. Maria bolted over to you with tears threatening to spill. God this couldn’t be happening.
“Baby-” Maria reached out to hold your hands but you flinched at her touch as her once comforting hands burned like a vampire in the sun.
You shook your head “You don’t get to call me that anymore. God, how could I have been so stupid!”
Maria closed her eyes- trying to contain the tears prickling the surface.
“Y/N, please let me explain just please-”
“Is it true Maria?” Y/N cut her off mid-sentence.
You could hear a pin drop in the room. Maria felt guilt creep up in her stomach and throat. She felt physically sick of herself. That look of hope that you had in your eyes slipped away. She broke your heart. A tear slipped from your eye as you bolted out of the room.
Maria laid in her bed as a sob wracked her body. She promised to never hurt you and here you were. She never did commitment before; she talked ill about it even, but you changed her world and she couldn’t get you back.
Betty, I know where it all went wrong
Your favourite song was playing
From the far side of the gym
I was nowhere to be found
I hate the crowds, you know that
Plus, I saw you dance with her
Thinking back to where it all took a turn, Maria wishes that she would have been there for you. You were just so excited to go to the school dance. If only Maria got her head out of her ass. She might have been this popular jock that everyone wants at their parties, but she hated the attention and the crowds. You were the only one who got to know the real Maria. When you asked her to the dance she promptly declined. The face you made when she declined broke her heart. Last-minute, Maria decides to go to the dance, but she didn’t see all the times where you declined dances or when you spent half the dance by yourself, no. She walked in to see you slow dancing with Natasha Romanoff. Natasha Romanoff is the school’s sweetheart. She is nothing like Maria and that hurt her.
I was walking home on broken cobblestones
Just thinking of you
When she pulled up
Like a figment of my worst intentions
She said, "Maria, get in, let's drive"
Those days turned into nights
Slept next to her, but
I dreamt of you all summer long
With no explanation, Maria wrote off commitment once again. Why would you ever like someone like her?
On her walk back home from the dance is where it all started. Carol Danvers, the school’s notorious badass just so happened to be in the area. She was intriguing and made Maria feel like she didn’t have to compete to be on her level. She knew she was in for it when she said,
“Maria, get in, let’s drive.”
One time turned into two.
Two turned into three and three turned into three months. Carol might have been the one she slept next to, but you were the one on her mind.
Betty, I'm here on your doorstep
And I planned it out for weeks now
But it's finally sinking in
Betty, right now is the last time
I can dream about what happens
When you see my face again
The only thing I wanna do
Is make it up to you
So, I showed up at your party
Word got around that you were throwing a party for your 17th birthday. Well, more like Inez was throwing a party to take your mind off everything. Maria got around to hearing of the party and started making her plan to talk to you again. This could either go really well or she could completely fuck this over.
She stood at your doorstep with your favorite cardigan you thought you lost in a gift bag. She took a deep breath before walking in your home. She felt the stares, but she couldn’t care what others thought. She was her for one thing and one thing only. To get you back.
Yeah, I showed up at your party
Will you have me? Will you love me?
Will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends?
If you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it?
Will it patch your broken wings?
I'm only 17, I don't know anything
But I know I miss you
The moment you two made eye contact it took your breath away. She looked a dream, but your heart was telling you that a nightmare was approaching. Inez turned her head to see what you were looking at and immediately got angry.
“Who the fuck let her in?” She angrily stomped to Maria as you stood frozen. You knew you forgave her a long time ago, but you don’t know if you can risk all that heartbreak again. Life with Maria was bliss. You haven’t felt a connection like that ever in your life. You were in love with her and didn’t want to let her go. You took a sip of your drink and walked to where Inez was chewing out your ex.
“Look, I know i’m an asshole and I do have the nerve to show up here uninvited, but I just really want to talk to-”
“Inez it’s okay.” You stood in front of the beautiful girl you were still so in love with. Your best friend nods and whispers something to Maria. Maria gulps and looks back at you. All of that built up confidence that she had suddenly washed away.
“Hi?” You snap her out of her trance.
“Y/N h-hi uhh happy birthday.” She nervously chews the corner of her lip and extends her arm with a present.
You take the bag and raise your eyebrow. “You didn’t just come here to give me a present, did you?”
“N-no! I just-” She huffs out and tugs on her beautiful brunette hair that you used to run your fingers through. “I wanted to talk to you if you give me the chance.”
You sigh and nod your head. “Let’s go out back to the garden.” She smiles and follows you out. What have you gotten yourself into?
----
You two sit in the garden taking each other in. Life was so different the last time you were together back here.
“I just want to say how sorry I am, Y/N. I know sorry won’t cut it and I can’t even begin to believe how much I have hurt you,” Tears started to flow free from Maria’s eyes. Now, that’s something you haven’t seen before. You hesitantly take her hand in yours and caress her palm. She takes a deep breath and continues. “I was really planning on telling you that day, you know. I just- I felt like you could have done better than me and maybe you and Natasha deserved to be together.”
You furrowed your eyebrows at her statement. “Tasha is one of my best friends other than Inez. Where did you get that thought from, Mari?”
Maria smiled at the nickname she hasn’t heard in so long.
“I was at the dance and saw you two slow dancing to your favorite song. The look that you gave each other was something that I wish that you gave me. I wish I could look in your eyes and not see all the pain and disappointment I’ve caused. I am in love with you Y/N and I was scared. Carol was the first thing I saw after seeing the love of my life fall for someone else and I reverted back to my ways.” I flinch at the mention of Carol and shake my head.
“You can be so confusing sometimes you know that? I am in love with you Maria. If you would have been there earlier you would have seen how miserable I was. Nat just finally got me off my ass to enjoy that one part of the dance.” You let out a huff and feel a tear slide down your cheek. This is stupid why did you agree to listen. Before you could wipe your tear, Maria takes her thumb and wipes it away. She caresses your cheek and stares at your lips.
“You’re the only one I want Y/N,” She whispers. “You changed me for the better. All I can ever think about is you. I wake up wondering how you’re doing and go to bed dreaming about what we could have been if I wasn’t a douchebag. You are it for me, Y/N. Please give me a chance to start over. I am in love with you and always will be.
Those were the words you so desperately wanted to hear for the past year. Maria was the love of your life, and no matter how much pain she caused, you knew you would do it all over in a heartbeat just to have her in your arms again. With tears flowing freely down both of your faces, you press your lips to hers in a passionate and fiery kiss. She may not have been a Shakespeare with her words, but you felt every emotion flow through you with the way she kissed you. She kissed you like you breathed life back into her. Your missing piece was back with you, and you refuse to let it go again. The two of you pull apart out of breath.
“I am in love with you Maria Hill.”
“I am in love with you Y/F/N Y/LN”
Standing in your cardigan
Kissing in my car again
Stopped at a streetlight
You know I miss you
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pixieungerstories · 3 years
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Quarantine - 4
Nick had changed his tactics.  Now, instead of growling, howling and creepy laughter, he whispered.  It was like living in an ASMR app.  Somehow the lights were always dim and Nick was occasionally purring sweet nothings in my ear.
Someone came to inspect the wine.  They had questions I could not answer, I parroted back the approved line that Nick was the one selling and they would need to call or email him.
A week later, someone came and took away a box that Nick had packed and there was a hell of a lot of money in my bank account.
Which was just as well, I had my hours further reduced.
I lay in bed that night staring at the ceiling and listening to Nick whispering about how he was planning how to spend the wine money on the house.
I was dancing around asking if I could use some of it to cover my living expenses.   He wasn’t getting the hint.  I realized that was very nearly fair.  He had been very clear he was here for the house not for me.  It had been his wine.  Of course, I was the one who had the income from the wine sale to claim on my taxes.
“Nick?  Would you pay me to paint the place?”
That made him stop.
“And why would I do that?” he breathed against my cheek, making me shiver.
“I have no idea how long I will be without work and I’m afraid of running out of money,” I admitted.  “And of having strangers coming in, possibly bringing the infection with them.  We don’t know if people can get Covid twice.”
He didn’t reply.  In fact, there was no sign of him for the better part of a week.  That was a whole other level of creepy.  The house just felt empty.  There was no one to talk to and I hadn’t realized how often Nick would brush past me until that stopped.
I was soaking in the tub on Saturday night, wishing for a glass or wine or a beer.  There was still wine in the basement, but it was all the stuff Nick was saving for a special collector.  It had come as a surprise when the wine appraiser said that I had drunk a twelve hundred dollar bottle of wine out of my coffee cup the last time I had cracked one open.
No, the wine was wasted on me and deliveries from the liquor stores were booked for weeks if I wanted to schedule a delivery.
The lights flickered.
“Nick?” I asked.  There wasn’t any reply.  I pulled the plug with my toes and climbed out of the tub.  I had been avoiding the second floor of the house as much as I could but it was where the tub and shower were.  The lights flickered again.   There was a huge crash of thunder signaling the start of a summer storm, then the lights went out and the rain started.
“Shit.”  OK, I told myself, no need to panic.  It’s just a storm. I am just trapped in pitch blackness, in a storm, while naked and I have to not trip over my clothes and make it safely down steep and narrow steps by memory.  The thunder rolled again, a huge almost double crash that had to be really close.  My feet were wet and the tile was slippery.
“Nick?”  I tried.  “I could use a little help here.”  I bit back a scream as the bathroom door creaked open.  “Nick?”  I whispered.
I shrieked when something brushed my hand then tried to relax as I realized it was a towel.  I wrapped up and tried to feel ahead of me with my feet as I inched my way towards the door.
That familiar low voice growled in my ear, “it would be safer if I carried you down the stairs.”
I swallowed, then nodded.  I was scooped up and cradled.  There was no real sensation of movement until I was placed on my feet and he guided my hand to what turned out to be my bed.  Then he was gone.  The room was briefly lit by lightning and I swore for a moment I could see him standing in the doorway to the kitchen.  The thunder followed in an instant rattling the whole house.  I was glad I had gotten the roof fixed.  
Looking toward the front window, it looked like the street lights were out too.
I hate storms.  Objectively, I know that I don’t have to be afraid, but storms completely bypass the objective part of my brain and reach right into my fear response.  I sat on the bed, shaking with fear in a way that I hadn’t felt since Nick tried to lock me in the bedroom.
“Lift up your hand,” he whispered, near enough to make me jump.  “I can’t turn on your hedgehog night light but I can hand it to you.”
I tentatively held up my hand and he didn’t so much pass me the light as drop it into my hand.  I fumbled for a moment before finding the right place to press to make it light up.  It didn’t really help, but I slid back across the bed until I bumped into the wall and sat clutching it anyway.
“You are very afraid,” he observed calmly from somewhere to my left.
“I’m trapped in a haunted house, during a storm and I am only wearing a towel.  This is where the sound track plays the creepy music and the audience tenses up in anticipation of my imminent death.”
He didn’t say anything for a long moment, so that when he did speak, I made an undignified squeak and jumped.
“You can’t see me bring you clothes.”
“What?”
“I can’t bring you your clothes unless you turn off the light.”
“Why?”
“Because you can’t see me.”
I thought about arguing about whether it was that I physically couldn’t see him or if he just didn’t want to be seen.  Still, I had trusted him to carry me down the stairs.
I turned off the light and fought not to hyperventilate.  My robe was placed in my lap a moment later.  That raised more questions.  If I turned on the light to get dressed did that make it easier or harder for him to see me.  Was the dinky little nightlight really going to keep him away in the storm?
I turned it back on and looked wildly around the room as it cast strange shadows.
“I used to like that,” he murmured.  “The taste of fear.  Its smell.  All the little noise that humans make when they are afraid and trying to be quiet.”  He paused and there was a moment of uncomfortable lack of talking filled with the sound of howling wind and driving rain.  “I have never lived with one of you this long before.  Your fear is different.  You become afraid at times when I am unable to see the threat.”
“Like now,” I mumbled, as I scrambled into my clothes.
“No.  This fear I can understand.  Primal fear is very familiar to me.  It’s my bread and butter, so to speak.  You are afraid of when I am here and when I don’t answer and you are afraid of your job.”
I stopped for a moment and tried to understand that last one. “I am afraid for my job,” I countered.  “If I can’t work, I don’t earn money.  Without money, I can’t pay my bills.  If I fall behind in my payments, the bank repossesses the house and this is an even more shitty time to be homeless than usual.”
“Hmmm.”
I shivered and tried to pull the blankets around me.
“You can lay down,” he suggested.  “You would be warmer and more comfortable.”
“It would be easier if I could see you,” I muttered.
Nick snorted, “No it wouldn’t.”  The wall where his voice was coming from got darker, then a swirling shadow detached itself from the wall and drifted towards me.  It was vaguely humanoid but with soft wavering edges like ink dropped into water.  His eyes still shone in the darkness.  
“That’s a little scary,” I whispered “but I could get used to it.”  Then he grinned showing entirely too many teeth and I started to doubt my words.   The way he stalked towards me wasn’t entirely comforting either.  The bed dipped under his weight and I found myself pulled into his lap.  It was the first physical contact I had since he left.  It was weird to realize that he was the only other person to have touched me in months.  I tried to relax against him, he was warm and dry. 
I couldn’t hear a heartbeat.  It was weird.  “You could rub my back, if you want.  It was nice the last time you did that.”
Nick gave a low chuckle, then he began stroking me.  We sat like that in the storm until the wind died down and I drifted off to the sound of the rain.
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chaneajoyyy · 3 years
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Who’s writing new BP fics? It’s feeling kinda dry out here
Oh you gotta keep looking cause they out here!!!
NEW/NEW-ISH BP FICS
- winter wonderland series (25 days of christmas challenge), Chunk series (updated)- @ghostfacekill-monger
- you better watch out series (25 days of christmas challenge), baby daddy series- @teakturn
- couple’s getaway series, message therapist erik, erik and you have relationship issues that need to be resolved, incubus erik x reader series, gamer erik humiliates his girl, christmas wishes & mistletoe kisses series, all vampire eriks stories, drug dealer erik gets ino an entaglement with a married woman series, erik teaching his daughter how to love her dark skin, assassin erik and his girl london make up for lost time-   @nahimjustfeelingit-writes
- all i want series- @thadelightfulone
- the jabari that stole christmas, misfit wakandans, er*k in a box, t’challa’s 12 days of christmas, the jabari-cracker, christmas even will find erik, the coffee prince series (updated), song of stevens (not new but do read), will the bell ring? (updated)-  @eerythingisshaka
- chrismasing with you-  @ceeverse
- mama is wild, how he acts when he’s sick: m’baku “mama’s other baby’ jabari, peaches, how he acts whe he’s sick: erik “i can do it myself” stevens, how he acts when he’s sick: t’challa i’m fine” udaku, final decision, body pillow, the most dangerous game-  @akimi-youngblood
- his majesty, my king series; he chosen bride, a jabari wedding (not so new but do read), he wasn’t mad enough for me, clean-up woman, i wish you would, mistletoe series, dadmonger series- @snowbaku
- what if...?, without question, polaroids, the temple series, queen shuri, wh you are series-  @tchallasbabymama
- biggest puddle ever, crab legs, play fighting, the fight, let me tell you a story, stop, got it bad, what would you do series, sugar babe series, poetic justice, messing w/ erik while he’s playing the game, erik had a reputation of being a fuckboy. tha meant you had to be careful around him. guard your heart. it was a solid plan until he came in and ruined all your plans- @dreamingofmilk
- our christmas, how to feel, warm colors series (not so new but do read), thanksgiving w/ mr. stevens, valentine’s gumbo (sequel to thankgiving with mr. stevens)-  @mermaidchansons
- she likes me, huh? nuh uh, cute enough to eat, screams in the night series (updated), open up, autumn leave & cookie thieves, one way or another, mr. telephone series, you ain’t hear that?- @supersizemeplz (check masterlist)
- anniversary blues, the chosen one series (updated), the sweetest thing series, in the light series-  @devnicolee
- the arrival series, boxer!baku series (updated), fireflies and foot races, sessions-  @muse-of-mbaku
- 85 “you can’t cum unless i say so” & 89 “you’re drooling. you really don’t deserve it though, do you?”, seventy-three, “29, 75 & 82″, “5, 13, & 69″- @marvelmaree
- subconscious- @freddiefcknmercury
- shameful series- @iwrite4poc
- only forever series, what lies beneath series,bunme takes new york (part of space between series)- @dramaqueeenamby
- letters for my love series, just for this moment series, she’s mine series, abiona au series- @sarcastic-sunshines
- redemption series (updated), starlight series, dress up- @airis-paris14
- new start series (with “reader meets erik who is a single father”), round 2 series, reader sleeping over a erik’s, “erik and reader are opposites- like she’s so nice, calm and soft, and erik is mean... as always and his family is so confused on how they’re dating”, imagine where erik and the reader has heir firs date and when he get home he’s super excited and tell his friends how happy and in love he is?, erik with goofy reader on a mission, reader catching erik using her expensice skincare products afer she told him it’s off limit, hug time, erik ghosting after a fight with his gf & she hears he’s out acting single so she decide she’s single too. but he shows up & all like “who said we broke up?”,  reader is not answering her phone and erik is worried/irrirated because the day before he was mean to her and she left his house crying?, an imagine where erik finding out the reader is powerful (like a mutant), erik & mbaku fighting over the reader, found you series, erik helping his need tomboy bff get a makeover & he starts to get jealous of how much attention she starts to get from other guys,  vulnerable soft erik where he and the reader get into an argument and later that night he’s trying to sleep but can’t because she’s refusing to come to bed with him and he has to be vulnerable with her and tells her “you know i can’t sleep without you”?, “short imagine or headcanon ha erik finds out his girlfriend has more body’s then him or his a mafia leader, something between those lines. but instead of being upset for her not telling him he’s actually cool with it”, erik comforting the reader after finding out she lost a loved one and he had a good day, reader learns she’s pregnant and comes up with a creative way to tell erik , erik and the reader are set up on a blind date by mutual friends, “reader is studying for her upcoming test and she is frustrated with the amount of studying she has to do.  erik notices she has been studying for a long time, and tries to do everything to relax her mind”, erik takes reader to wakanda for the first time, erik sees his girl still sleep with a stuffed animal and by kinda makes fun of her but when she puts it up he sees she struggles withouth it?, “imagine with erik inspired by the somg caretaker by dram and sza, like maybe the reader is feeling a bit ill/nauseous and erik to take care of her”, diaper change, sofboi erik where he asks the reader to marry him, hc of erik being jealous of his girl is too close to t’challa? always texting/wanting to hang out when they visit, back to you series, readering driving erik nuts with cravings & mood swings. ex: interrupting his sleep for food runs only to say she doesn’t want that anymore when he returns & demand something else, “ whatever you’re trying to butter me up for, the answer is no”?, how did he meet his love?, life together, your first time, hurting, fears, sick day, jealous series, when you’re sick, night fights, two lines, opening up, newborn, comfort, some love, insecure, first steps, it’s time series, cool down time, first day back- @killmongerdrabbles
- back & forth-  @supremethunda
- baby mama series, again, move, guess, night, nsfw alphabet, bow- @woahitslucyylu
- reactions o their girl’s wap (with erik), erik and reader being petty in the house after an argument-  @tastingmellow
- next lifetime series, days off with erik, girls trip series (updated),the way you make me feel- @theficplug
-  only then am i human series,a little vacation- @opalsandlace
-faded series, waves series, concrete cowboys series, black boys bloom thors first series (volume 3)- @uzumaki-rebellion
- black tie event-  @laketaj24
- genuine, numb- @taterfics
- city boy and his country girl series, wake up, meet the furys- @blackmissfrizzle
- come thru, this lil’ game we play-  @writetimes
- in between the lines series- @melodyofmbaku
- him, her and us series; conversations and coffee trips series, dancing around each oher series, mrs., you again series, where are we now?, cold coffee, here we are again series, summer love (could be any of the marvel men including t’challa); love, apps, and attitudes series; give me a reason (search for t’challa x reader)-  @iliketowrite1996
- homewrecker series (updated), family reunion- @shaekingshitup
- unexpected things happen in the clucky’s drive-thru, where you going: a quarantine quickie, halloween, delicate series, the best man-  @majesticbrownjawn
- i like tha series (updated), shea butter (baby) series  @nachtaiwrites
- the spririt of christmas, dentist series (updated), waiting to get home, best friends series, line love series, hell loves satin: tales of a mascochist, tattoo party- @hearteyes-for-killmonger
- uncharted series (updated), metamorphasis series, the remodel series, the boy is mine series (collab with @dashhoney25), sweet heat, quarantine bae, throttle, sugar, toxic, fair is fair, work boo (updated)-  @soufcakmistress
- caught up series- @twistedcharismaaa
- homebody series- @truglori
- roadtrip series- @cecereads209
- lights out, a better man- @reelwriter19
- you mean it? series, haunted series- @heykillmongerluhme
- end in flames series, my health- @bvlckgirlmvgix (not so new but do check out!)
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hello!!! this is my submission for the @1dffchallenges​​ quarantine challenge. here’s 4.3k words of fluff on you and Harry in an established relationship, quarantining together in his cafe. featuring Valentine’s Day lattes in March, neon green crocs, and a proposal or two.  
A smile curved your lips involuntarily as you walked into the cafe, breathing in the rich scent of coffee and sighing in the warm air. You shrugged off your coat, folding it over your arm and hovering around the edge of the cafe for a moment. 
It was just after lunch and the rush was fading. You tried to look nonchalant, letting your gaze drift over the various paintings on the wall, but your eyes kept darting to the cute barista behind the counter. 
His name tag said Harry, and his dark curls were hidden under a black cap. Your stomach fluttered every time he met your gaze. You’d been in there countless times, but you swore your heart rushed more each time he looked at you. 
Once he finally finished his last order and the line had disappeared, you walked over. He grinned, leaning over the counter. “Well, hello, there,” he greeted you. “Hello,” you said back, smiling up at him coyly. 
“What can I getcha?” he asked, and you hummed, looking at the menu behind him. “How about… hm. How about, surprise me?” He raised a brow, shifting forward, and said, “How about… a kiss?” He pursed his lips and closed his eyes, making kissy noises. 
You giggled, shaking your head but kissing him anyway. “This friendly to all of your customers, are you?” you asked, walking around the counter. “Only the ones I date,” Harry replied, starting on your latte.
“Yeah?” you said. “And how many is that?” 
Harry winked. “Don’t worry, love, you’re my favorite.” 
“You flatter me,” you laughed, hopping up on the counter and swinging your legs. Kissing you again as he walked past to grab something next to you, Harry said, “My soul purpose in life,” and you snickered. “What a sad fate.” 
Harry shrugged, nudging your leg. “I’ve learned to enjoy it.”
“Impressive,” you said, taking the cup as he handed it to you. “A Valentine’s Day Latte,” he said, and you frowned. “It’s March, H.” He smirked. “And?” You laughed, and took a sip, and he raised a brow. “Yay or nay?” You tilted your head from side to side, taking another sip before nodding your head. “Yay,” you decided, and he pumped his fist. “Success!” 
“Very Valentiney,” you laughed, and he shrugged, leaning back on the counter behind him. “That was the intention,” he told you. You peered into the glass, watching the rose petals float around in the pink colored coffee. “And pink,” you added. 
“Got something against pink, hm?” 
“Of course not!” you exclaimed. “Only makes it better!” 
Harry grinned. “Wicked.” 
There was a beat of silence, and you sighed, your smile fading a bit as you swung your legs. “So I just came from Niall’s…” Harry nodded and crossed his arms across his chest. “Right. How’s the pub doing, then?” he asked, and you shrugged. “Eh. He was telling me about closing for COVID.” 
Harry bit his lip, looking at the ground. “Right… I’ve been thinking about that…” 
“The website’s up, right?” you asked. 
“Yeah, but… I don’t think…” He sighed, shaking his head. 
“We could do deliveries,” you said, cracking a smile. “Get a few bikes.” 
“Get a tandem,” Harry replied. “Go together.” 
You shrugged. “Or I could ride on your shoulders.” 
“Do it on a unicycle. Charge extra for entertainment.” 
“And get a monkey. Make it worth their money.” 
Harry laughed, shaking his head again and putting his head in his hands. “I don’t know. I don’t know what we’re going to do.” You sighed, reaching out and squeezing his shoulder. “We’ll be alright.” 
He shrugged, putting his hand on top of yours and squeezing back. “Yeah.” 
***
To be completely honest, you were nervous. 
It was a few days later, and the cafe was (temporarily) closed, and Harry had sent you a text. Cafe in ten, it had said, and that was it. You saw Harry on the counter through the glass walls as you walked towards the cafe, hunched over his phone. The sign was flipped to Closed on the door, but it was unlocked, so you walked in.
“Hey,” you said, and he looked up with a grin. 
“Hey!” he said. 
You raised a brow, watching him hop up excitedly and shove his hands in his pockets. 
“Right,” he went on, looking a little more nervous than you felt as he walked over to you and grabbed your hands. “Right,” he said again, “well, I have a question.” You laughed, nervously, and said, “You’re worrying me, H.” 
He bit his lip, holding back a smile. He stepped back, and shoved his hands in his pockets again, and then pulled something out. It was a little black box, and your heart stopped when you realized what it was. 
A ring box. 
And then, he got down on one knee, and your hand flew to your mouth as you stepped backwards. You loved him - of course you did - but you’d barely been dating a few months. You hadn’t even moved in together. It was way too soon for this. 
You began, “Harry -” but he cut you off, saying your name quietly as a smile tugged at his lips. “Will you make me the happiest man on earth…” He opened the box, so slowly, and despite yourself, you were curious about the ring he picked, and then - 
Your heart dropped back down to your chest from your throat. 
It was a key. 
You caught your breath, laughing in surprise as you buried your face in your hands. 
“... and quarantine with me?” 
“You fucking bastard,” you laughed, catching your breath and shaking your head. “I was getting ready to reject you, you fucking moron!” Harry smiled, so smug, and raised a brow. “And? Is it still a rejection?” 
“Of course not,” you breathed, still giggling as he stood up and you wrapped him in a hug. “Of course I’ll quarantine with you, idiot.” Harry laughed, kissing you gently but murmuring, “Somehow the insults don’t seem like a good beginning.” 
“Jesus Christ, we’ll kill each other,” you said with a grin. 
“And live happily ever after as ghosts.” 
“Whoever takes over the cafe will be haunted out of their minds.” 
Harry smirked. “Damn right.” 
***
Harry pouted, leaning into you. “One more.” 
“You said that ten minutes ago.” 
“But it’s so… hard,” Harry whined, kissing you again. 
You smirked. “Hard, huh?” 
“You’re not making this any easier,” Harry mumbled, glaring at your outstretched hand but then groaning and pulling himself up when you just walked away. “You’re a bloody tease,” he complained, following you down the steps. 
“And you’re bloody lazy.” 
“Maybe we should camp out in the cafe,” Harry said. “‘s empty anyway.” 
“Yeah, right,” you replied as you reached your car. “Neither of us could handle that - you look like you helped Frankenstein reanimate his monster with that posture, and sleeping on the ground would not help.” 
Harry scoffed, swatting at your shoulder as you grabbed a box. “If my back’s that bad, maybe I shouldn’t be carrying your entire apartment in a box, hm? Ever think about that?” He grabbed a box anyway, and you laughed, kicking the door open for him with your foot. 
“It’s a sign of how much you love, me, H, and it is not my entire apartment.” 
“Might as well be,” Harry grumbled, huffing exaggeratedly as you reached the top of the stairs. Living directly above the cafe was incredibly convenient, you were learning, in all times except moving. Then the two flights of stairs were just torturous. 
Despite that, you’d made your way through almost all of your belongings - which really wasn’t that much, Harry was just being dramatic - and only had a few more boxes to go. If you’d keep moving, it’d probably take less than an hour, but… 
“We deserve a break,” Harry declared, plopping down on the sofa again. 
“H, we just -” 
“Pretty please?” Harry said, giving you puppy dog eyes. 
“It’s gonna take -” 
“Pleeasse?” 
Finally you sighed, curling up next to him. “I can’t believe this is happening,” you murmured after a second, and he shrugged, kissing your forehead. “I can.” You smiled, looking up at him, and said, “Yeah.” 
“Yeah,” Harry agreed, and he kissed you. You sighed, leaning into him. “Maybe we can get the rest of them tomorrow,” you mumbled, kissing him back. You shifted around to settle on his lap, and you felt him grin against your lips. 
“Your first good idea of the day,” he said happily. 
***
It only took a few days to fall into a routine. 
It wasn’t a very productive routine, but it was a routine nonetheless. 
Mornings were leisurely, spent in bed whispering nonsense under the covers or sharing lazy kisses. Lunches were ordered or made in the kitchen, fumbling over recipes and making a mess. Nights were the most action of the day, which was mostly just popcorn fights and giggly somersault competitions around the floor in front of the TV. 
You probably made it through every single show of interest on Netflix, plus every single romantic comedy on the face of the earth. TV show reactions varied. Sometimes they’d keep you quiet, entranced in the worlds they created, and other times they were too ridiculous and far fetched to be believed and the dialogue would get lost in your laughter. Rom-coms tended to be a mix of gushing tears and snickered comments under your breaths. 
You made competitions out of memorization, attempting to recreate the sword fights in the Princess Bride with chopsticks as you danced around his apartment and singing over each other as you rapped lines from Hamilton. 
So really, you thought, listening to Harry snore with a smile, overall, not too bad. 
***
“Pink walls,” you said, “with green trim and orange polka dots.” 
Harry shook his head. “All green. Plus mustard yellow.” 
“And orange polka dots.” 
“Pink polka dots.” 
“Fine. And blue stripes.” 
Harry snickered, leaning forward off the back wall of the cafe and propping his chin on his fist. “We’ll give them a headache so they’ll get coffee just to stop the pain.” You nodded. “That’s the plan,” you agreed, and Harry raised a brow, turning his head to look at you. “The plan, hm? I thought that was just your atrocious eye for color.” 
You scoffed. “You’re one to talk, mister neon green crocs.” 
“That was one time.” 
“One time too many.” 
Harry sighed, shaking his head. “I’d paint the whole place that same shade of neon green just for something to do.” You bit your lip, then stood up, dusting your hands on your pants. “Let’s… let’s dance.” 
Harry just stared at you.
“C’mon,” you said, a smile growing on your lips as you held out your hand. 
More staring. 
“Harry,” you whined, giving him puppy dog eyes. “Please?” 
“We don’t have music,” he said. 
“We have our phones!” 
“Mine’s dead.” 
You grinned, pulling yours out of your pocket. “Mine’s not. We can slow dance to… uhhh… to Etta James.” Harry groaned, leaning back against the wall. “I have no energy. We should sleep.” 
“It’s eleven.” 
Harry laughed. “Yeah,” he said, “it’s eleven.” 
“C’mon, old man,” you replied, plugging your phone in and starting a song. 
I Wanna Dance with Somebody started playing, and you held out your hands as you sang to him, “Clock strikes… upon the hour… and the sun begins to fade!” Harry laughed again, sliding down to the floor and watching as you pranced around the empty cafe. 
“This is hardly Etta James, love.”
“Well, I’m hardly slow dancing by myself…” You raised a brow, holding out your hand again. “Unless…?” Harry grinned, shaking his head. “Oh, no,” he said, “I’m quite enjoying the show. I’d hate for you to stop on my account…”
He finally got up when the chorus hit, and you squealed in excitement. You pulled him around with you, laughing when he attempted a few moves and then encouraging him when he pouted at your mockery. 
You saw him biting back a smile, and you couldn’t help but kiss him when he spun you around and dipped you low as the song ended. “You’re gonna be the death of me,” Harry said, grinning against your lips. 
You grinned right back, pressing closer. “And what a wonderful way to go.” 
“You know,” Harry began after a beat, “after all that dancing -” 
“- it was one song -” 
“- I don’t know if I can walk back up all those steps.” 
You smirked, leaning into him and sliding kisses against his jawline. “You know… the one place we haven’t quite broken in yet…” Harry laughed. “Hardly sanitary, what you’re implying, you know…” 
“We’re good cleaners,” you murmured. 
His fingers slid your sleeve off your shoulder. “And we do need something to do…” 
“Really doesn’t make any sense to go back upstairs,” you whispered. 
“No sense,” Harry agreed with a grin. “None at all.” 
***
“What if,” Harry mumbled the next morning, waking you up with soft kisses against your cheeks, “I left you… to go be a part… of the next Frankenstein remake...” You giggled, nosing into his shoulder. “Is it really that bad?” He pouted at you miserably. “Worse.”
You grinned, rolling over. “What’s the assistant guy’s name?” you asked. “Igor?” 
“No idea,” Harry sighed. “We gotta watch that movie again.”
“Maybe you’ll find out when you audition for the part.” 
There was a beat of silence, and then Harry groaned as he sat up and cracked his back. 
“You sound like an eighty year old,” you laughed. 
“I’ll take that as a compliment, thank you very much.” 
“At least there’s coffee right there,” you said, sitting up and grabbing Harry’s discarded shirt as he pulled on his boxers. “And food…” Harry yawned, stretching his arms towards the ceiling. “We should learn French,” he said as he opened the mini fridge under the counter. 
“French, huh?” 
“Or Italian.” 
You shrugged. “Or Spanish.” 
“Or Spanish,” Harry agreed, cracking an egg into a bowl. “Or Arabic.” 
“Mandarin.” 
“Gaelic.” 
“Czech.” 
“Russian.” 
“Urdu.” 
Harry smiled, whisking the eggs. “All of ‘em.” 
“We’ve got time.” 
“Wanna help out, lazy bum?” Harry asked, spraying a pan with oil with a teasing smile on his lips. “Or should I do all of this myself?” You grinned, replying, “It’s good practice for your role as an assistant,” but standing up and popping bread in the toaster anyway. 
“Think Frankenstein ate eggs?” 
“Wonder if he had chickens,” you said. 
Harry grimaced. “Probably had a few zombie ones.” 
“Think their eggs taste better or worse?” 
“Oh, better, definitely - they’re just green,” Harry said seriously, and you laughed as you slid the toast out of the toaster and onto a plate “Want some zombie eggs and ham, Sir Sam?” you asked, grabbing utensils. 
“But I don’t like zombie eggs and ham,” Harry said with a pout, coming around to sit next to you at the counter. You raised a brow, crunching on some toast. “What happened to ‘better,’ huh?” 
“Right, well, that’s my opinion,” Harry replied as he scooped some eggs. “I’m sure Sir Sam -” He frowned, pausing. “Wait, ‘sir’? He’s not a… he’s a knight?” You snorted, shaking your head. “I have no idea, babe.”
Harry tsked, giving you a disappointed look. “You should really be more knowledgeable about the classics,” he chastised. You raised a brow. “Classics, huh?” Harry grinned, nodding enthusiastically. “Absolutely.” 
You smiled despite yourself, nudging his shoulder. “Okay, Dr. Seuss, whatever you say.” 
***
You woke up in front of the TV, yawning as you sat up. 
The end credits of some movie were rolling on screen. It was a film, all in French, that you had, apparently, fallen asleep in front of. Harry was asleep too, curled behind you on the couch. 
The two of you had been going through movies in foreign languages for the past few weeks, and they hadn’t actually been that bad. A few of them were mildly interesting, a few downright boring, and a few, like this one, so tiresome that you’d both fallen asleep about halfway through. 
You started cleaning up, grabbing the empty popcorn bowl from the coffee table and walking into the kitchen to slide it onto the counter. When you walked back in, remote in hand to shut off the TV, Harry was awake and yawning. 
“Riveting film, hm?” he mumbled, rubbing at his eyes. 
“Oui, oui,” you agreed, sitting down next to him again. “What time is it?” Harry asked, fumbling for his phone. You glanced at the clock, beating him to it, and said, “Ten. We should do something.” 
“Let’s go to France,” Harry suggested, stretching out on the couch. “Buy some wine.” 
“Or a vineyard.” 
“Or both.” 
You sighed, laying back against him and watching the ceiling fan. “Imagine quarantining in France. Or Italy, or something. On a vineyard.” Harry nodded. “Would certainly be easier to learn another language, yeah?” 
“We’d be drunk half the time,” you mused. 
“You say that like it’s a bad thing.” 
You smiled, and you turned to look at him in the dim lighting. “Can you imagine? Frolicking around all day in our two hundred acres, half drunk?” Harry smiled back, shifting you slightly so he could sit up next to you. “Sounds like heaven.” 
“I don’t know about the two hundred acres part,” you murmured, leaning in to kiss him, “but we could certainly do the half drunk part…” Harry shook his head, grinning against your lips. “Sorry, love, I don’t do anything half arsed.” 
“Oh, my mistake,” you giggled, kissing him once more before standing up. 
“Don’t bother with the glasses,” Harry called once you were in the kitchen. 
“What are we, barbarians?” you laughed, and Harry shook his head. “No, darling, just incredibly lazy. Don’t feel like washing dishes…” You came back in, handing him the bottle of wine, and then looked around, biting your lip. 
Harry took a sip, watching you, and then grumbled, “Oh, no.” You smiled, glancing at him inquisitively. “What’s wrong?” Harry sighed, looking at the wine mournfully. “You have your thinking face on,” he sighed, “which means we’re going to do something, and this bottle will be woefully full by the end of the night.”
“You’re too dramatic for your own good,” you laughed.
Harry looked up, smiling again. “And you’re not nearly dramatic enough.”
“We make a good pair.” 
“That we do,” Harry agreed, standing up as he stretched his arms towards the ceiling. There was a beat of silence, and then Harry raised a brow, nudging your leg. “C’mon, then, out with it, what’s the idea?” 
You grinned at him. “Cookies,” you declared. 
“Cookies?” Harry echoed skeptically. 
“Cookies.” 
“Too far away,” Harry said conclusively, plopping back onto the couch.
“On the contrary!” you exclaimed, pulling him back up. “We’ll make them ourselves,” you said, and then laughed at the expression of horror on Harry’s face. “My dear rose petal,” he said, holding your hand gently in his, “my gorgeous honey pot. We are not making cookies.” 
You scoffed. “Why not?” 
Harry pouted, holding up the wine. “Because relaxation.” 
“How about… relaxation… and cookies?” you asked, taking the wine bottle from him. He gasped indignantly and reached for it, and you giggled, backing up into the kitchen as he followed you. 
“You clever minx,” Harry mumbled once you finally stopped, leaning into you and pressing kisses against your lips with a grin. After a second, you pulled away, smiling when he chased after you. “Cookies?” you asked, giving him your best puppy dog eyes. 
Harry sighed dramatically. “Cookies,” he relented. 
You shouted in victory and started rooting through the cabinets. Your favorite song came on after a moment, and Harry winked at you, coming around to help grab supplies. The two of you shouted along to the lyrics, spilling things as you measured and poured and scooped. 
It was a game of theft once the dough was mixed, stealing pinches while his back was turned and playfully slapping his hand when you caught him doing the same. Thankfully, you still had a decent sized batch when you slid the tray into the oven. 
Then you both stumbled back into the other room, and collapsed onto the couch. “We should have put wine in the cookies,” you murmured into Harry’s shoulder. Harry snickered, and then said, “That’s a grape idea…” 
You blinked. “What?” 
Harry giggled, nudging you. “Grape? Like, great? Because - wine?” 
“Jesus fucking -” 
Harry cut you off with a kiss, and you laughed despite yourself, leaning into him and letting yourself get carried away. His hands drifted, shifting you onto his lap, and your hands slid into his hair, messing with the curls at the nape of his neck. 
It could have been seconds, or maybe hours, before you came up for air, breathless and red cheeked and way too hot and bothered for just a simple make out session. “You’re being a bit mean,” Harry whispered, and you raised a brow. “Am I, now?” 
Harry nodded, feathering kisses down your jawline and behind your ear. “Too many clothes. ‘s quite rude, actually.” You giggled, leaning into him, slipping your hands out of your sweater, and then frowned. 
Was something… burning?
“Shit!” you exclaimed, jumping off of him, and Harry gasped, reaching after you. You pulled yourself together, sprinting to the kitchen, shouting, “The fucking - the cookies!” Harry groaned, walking in after you. 
They were burnt. 
Well and truly burnt. 
Harry came and stood next to you, gazing at the charred lumps of dough with a deep frown. “Fucking cock block,” he muttered, and you looked up at him, and then burst out laughing. 
After a second, he sighed, wrapping his arms around you. “This went well, didn’t it?” he said. “Oh, wonderfully,” you agreed, and you shut the oven door. “Say, Styles,” you said, turning to face him, “ever heard of Postmates?” 
“Why, no, I haven’t!” Harry replied with a grin. “You’ll have to show me!” 
You nodded, pulling out your phone. “I guess I will!” 
***
Between a few more cookie-baking-attempts, even more cookie deliveries, a couple more foreign-language films, twice that amount of romantic comedies, and even one or two morning jogs, quarantine dragged on as quickly as it probably could. Neither of you were sure how long it was going to last, nobody was, but you were constantly reminded of how happy you were Harry had asked you to quarantine with you all those months ago. 
In fact, you were being reminded of it at this very instant, because you’d woken up to an empty bed and a sticky note signed by Harry with only the words, In the cafe, scrawled in green ink. A bit nervous, you got up, and got ready, and then headed down the steps. 
The deja vu was unreal - he was sitting on the counter, hunched over his phone, swinging his legs. “H?” you said softly, and the deja vu continued. He jumped up, hands shoving into his pockets, a stupid grin on his face. “Hey,” he said. 
“Hi,” you said back. “What’s up?” 
“I, er - I wanted to ask you something,” he said, and you grinned, coming around to stand in front of him. “You’re making me nervous,” you replied, and he bit his lip, fiddling with his pocket again. 
“Right,” he said, holding back a smile. “Right, well, quarantine has been fun, yeah?” 
You raised a brow. Slowly, you agreed, “Yeah…” 
“Well, I, erm - I was just thinking…” He ran a hand through his hair and cleared his throat. “I was just thinking that I wouldn’t mind quarantining with you my entire life.” You laughed a bit. “I dunno about that,” you joked, and he flushed, shaking his head. 
“I mean - I mean, of course not - obviously, the pandemic, I just - I meant -” 
“Harry,” you interrupted softly. 
“Sorry,” he murmured, smiling again. “Well, I have a question.” 
“So you keep saying.” 
He laughed, finally pulling his hand out of his pocket. But somehow, you almost weren’t surprised when it was a ring box. You grinned, glancing at it and then back at Harry but keeping quiet as he knelt down on one knee. 
“You know,” he said, and all you could think was how much he was dragging this out, “they say you’re supposed to get down on one knee because of some old Norse tradition. Apparently, getting married is like taking an arrow to the knee and, erm - and, well, you know, falling onto one knee...” He dropped down to both knees, and you raised an eyebrow. “... but I’m getting down on both, because I’ve fallen… completely… for you.” 
Before you could roll your eyes, he opened the box. 
And this time, there was a ring inside. 
“Oh my god,” you breathed. 
“Well?” 
“I thought - I don’t - this is like - but I thought -” 
Harry laughed, leaning forward. “Christ, the suspense is killing me, woman!” 
“Yes!” you gasped, letting him slide the ring onto your finger. “Shit, Harry, yes! Yes, of course!” He stood up, kissing you deeply, and you laughed against his lips. “Jesus, I thought… I don’t know what I thought - I just -” 
Harry cut you off with a grin. “Shush,” he murmured. 
You giggled, kissing him again, and then pulled back, letting your forehead rest against his. “Harry?” you said softly. He smiled, stealing one more kiss, and then said, “Yeah?” You grinned. “That Norse mythology thing isn’t true,” you whispered. 
“Bloody hell,” Harry groaned, laughing as he stepped away and shook his head. 
“Hey,” you said, pulling his back. “Hey, hey…” 
He shook his head again, still grinning. “Yeah?” 
“I love you,” you said. 
Harry sighed, rolling his eyes and mocking nonchalance. He nudged your shoulder, kissed you, smiled. “I mean… I guess I love you, too… Even if the legend isn’t true… I don’t know if I’ve fallen completely for you, though…” 
“Oh, shut up!” 
Harry smiled, and kissed you. “If you insist.”
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and there you have it!!! really hope you enjoyed! and if you did, a reblog or some feedback would be very much appreciated. thanks for reading! 
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Movie Night | Mark Fischbach
Requested? Nah bb 
Warnings? Nah
Summary: You and your best friend Mark have a movie night with a side of confessing your feelings 
Word Count: 1,128
“(y/n)! hurry up!” Mark calls and you roll your eyes. 
“I’m going!” you call as the popcorn slows to a stop and the microwave beeps loudly. 
You pull out the tan bag and place it on the counter before reaching for a bowl. You open up the bag of popcorn and dump the contents in the bowl before sprinkling salt all over and finally heading into the living room. 
Mark is perched on the couch, blankets spread around him, and the lights off except for the lamp in the corner. You fall down next to him and he instantly reaches his hand into the popcorn and takes a chunk out to eat. 
“Hey! Back off my popcorn,” you joke, and Mark pouts at you. 
You roll your eyes once more before settling into the couch. Mark throws his blanket over your legs and you snuggle in next to him. He hits play on the comedy special, John Mulaney, and you’re in for the night. 
You and Mark tried to do this as often as possible. While you both loved going out, running errands together, going out to eat, taking drives, a night in was your guilty pleasure. Making popcorn, watching movies, and shared tv shows, laughing and talking until it was way into the night. 
It was a way to wind down, after the errands you could relax and watch something together. It reminded you of the times you spent with your dad. You’d come downstairs around 10 and you’d sit on opposite couches, watching movies, drinking coffee, and talking about whatever. You loved those memories with your dad. 
It also reminded you of the first time you met Mark. You were at the movies with your friends, they forced you to watch a horror flick, and you weren’t super excited. You hated them to be honest, so you snuck out of the theater and went to wander around for a second. 
As you wandered, you stopped to read through a movie poster when Mark came up next to you. 
“It’s a good movie,” he says and you look over at him. “really goes on about space and the existentialism of it all.” 
“It’s a superhero movie,” you state with a growing smile on your lips. 
“Yeah exactly,” he says and then bursts into laughter. 
“Okay I haven’t seen it,” he says and you laugh along with him. “I just wanted an excuse to talk to you.” 
You looked him over and was taken aback by how cute he was. Clad in camo green button-down with flowers, black jeans, and sneakers, you couldn’t help but appreciate his style and how good he looked in it. 
“I’m Mark,” he introduces and holds a hand out to you. 
You shake his hand thinking it’s extremely formal for someone your age but like it anyway. 
“I’m (y/n). What brings you to the movies but not watching one?” you ask and he shrugs. 
“My friends dragged me to a horror movie and I hate them so I left.” 
“Wait are you with the guys screaming at The Boy? Y’all are worse than my friends,” you say giggling at the man in front of you being scared of a haunted doll in a movie. 
“Your friends are the ones cracking jokes the entire time? Jeez maybe we’re definitely better out here,” he says and you smile and nod. 
“For sure.” 
You and Mark spent the rest of the movie time sitting outside talking. You got to know each other before both your friend groups interrupted, pulling you away from each other but not before exchanging phone numbers. Which you would never hear the end of from your friends. 
Now here you were, four years later, and best friends with Mark and a secret crush that had never seemed to go away since the day you met him. You even ended up quarantining together, deciding you didn’t want to be alone during the months of isolation due to the virus. 
Halfway through the comedy special, the popcorn is gone and sitting on the nightstand next to you. You extend the legs on the recliner and snuggle into the seat, content to relax to the point you’re nearly falling asleep. 
When Mark sees you do this, he turns and lays down, resting his head in your lap. One hand rests on his chest while the other falls next to you and you try to focus on the tv instead of the thundering of your heart. 
Thankfully, one of your favorite jokes is told and you’re able to focus and laugh loudly as the comedian on-screen continues, running back and forth on stage making you cackle in the small room. What you don’t notice is Mark staring at you adoringly. 
“You’re really cute when you laugh you know that right?” he asks and you look down at him to see he’s being a thousand percent serious. 
You smile fondly at him and move your hands from his chest to his hair and slowly run your hands through his brown locks. He had grown it out during quarantine and it honestly made him a million times more attractive. 
You perform the action absentmindedly, your mind stuck on the random compliment and trying to get your hands to stop shaking. 
“Ow!” Mark exclaims when you hit a knot in his hair. 
You carefully work your fingers through the knot and proceed with your actions again but get caught on another knot in his hair making him whine. 
“If you brushed your hair out every day this wouldn’t happen,” you say paying attention to the knot until it’s out completely. 
“That’s too much work and besides if I have you you can just do this all day,” he says and you roll your eyes. 
“Have you seen my hair? You don’t see me complaining when I brush it out.” 
“Yeah yeah,” he responds and you smile down at him. 
It’s quiet except for the tv playing in the back as you and Mark stare at each other for a moment. Your hands push through his hair slowly, and you try to focus on the action instead of his intense look. 
Suddenly, Mark sits up and you give him a confused look. He reaches a hand up and places it on your cheek, pulling you in for a quick kiss. Your heart pounds against your chest as he deepens the kiss and you're moving your hands from his hair to his cheeks and he pulls you down to him. 
When you break apart, Mark smiles widely before pressing another kiss to your lips. At this point, you’re laying down next to him and he wraps his arm around your waist and you rest your head on his chest. 
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Jan/Feb 2021 Picks
HELLO! It’s been a while, but I’M BACK!! Life has gotten a lot busier as I started Grad School this January. So, I feel it may be tough being on time with future Monthly Wraps like I’ve done in the past with working on my MFA, and my job. I’m going to probably do more seasonal wrap ups when I get the time. I also think I’ll be posting more individual posts as I watch an episode. Because even with a busier schedule, there is always time for TV and there’s so much I want to talk about!
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You know the drill. Spoilers are coming.....
You’ve been warned :)
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WANDAVISION
I want to start off by mentioning that I have not watched this week’s episode yet. So the last one I saw was EPISODE  6 with Halloween in the late 90s/early 2000s.
THIS SHOW! OMG.
I didn’t know what I was signing up for when I watched the first episode and I have been blown away. It is such a cool concept and I love the fact that everyone who watches it is confused. There have been so many interesting theories out there and I am so curious what is going to wind up being true. I love all the nods to old sitcoms and TV shows as well as all the MCU Easter Eggs. (I mean they got X-men’s Quicksilver-like WOW.) It feels really Black Mirror at times with the breaking of the fourth wall. I will never be able to shake the feeling I got in Episode 3, when Vision reversed. (And then I saw a bunch of videos with him looking at the camera as Wanda looks at the TV. Eww I don’t like it, but it’s such a good move on their point.) I love the outside plot as well and the characters who were previously side characters in other MARVEL movies. The love for Jimmy Woo is astounding and I’m here for it. I’m glad it’s Friday, so I can watch the next episode. I’m just upset that we’re so close to the show ending. The next Disney Plus Marvel shows better be just as good. Wandavision set the bar high.  
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NANCY DREW
If you’ve visited this page recently, you know I have a very strong love for this show. It is the only one I am still watching religiously on the CW and I am tuning in the night it airs. (That is HUGE for me.) IT IS JUST SO GOOD AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO START....
2x05 just aired, which would have been the season 1 finale before COVID and I have it saved on my DVR to watch again. There’s just so much I want to relive and catch that I missed the first watch through. It would have been SUCH A GOOD FINALE, but I’m happy that we can continue with new episodes starting next week. And with the way it ended...there’s so much I need to know!! I’m just curious how fast they’re going to develop certain plots. I love the Drew Crew and how they are a family. Each character is so well developed and their chemistry is great. I love learning more about each of them and watching them develop. My favorite character is definitely Ace. I love all his witty lines and how he is opening up more to the group as well as to us, the audience, as we get more of a look into his personal life. I enjoy all of his scenes with his dad and specifically liked when they were celebrating Shabbat. (I am also here for the Nancy and Ace content. I gush more about this on my other blog: lydia-whogowith-stiles. Check it out if you want to hear more.)
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THE WATCH
When I watched the Christmas special (or was it New Years? and why does that feel so long ago) of Doctor Who, BBC America kept advertising a new show called the Watch. Due to the extensive amount of commercials, I decided to tape the first two episodes (which premiered back to back) to see what it was all about. I was unaware that this series is based on the book series created by Terry Pratchett. When I came to see if people were talking about it on Tumblr, I saw that a lot of people didn’t like it because of how drastically different it was. As I was unfamiliar with the original, I can’t compare. The TV show was eight episodes and I just watched the last one that aired this past Sunday. I definitely liked the first half of the season more (I noticed my mind start to drift as I watched later ones), but thought the finale was good. I really enjoyed how they incorporated the theme song. I didn’t realize the connection earlier and now can’t stop humming it. (I don’t know if there will be another season or not.) I enjoyed the characters and how it was like nothing I’ve seen on TV before. It got me thinking a lot about blending genres. I would still recommend checking it out.  
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ZOEY’S EXTRORDINARY PLAYLIST
I was VERY excited for this show to come back. I loved the first season so much. It’s just such a heartfelt show and it helped me survive the early parts of quarantine. So far, this season I am noticing how detailed the musical performances are. Mandy Moore is doing an AMAZING job. The choreography is *chefs kiss* I also feel like the song choices have been great and not always the ones I think that would be picked. We are getting to learn more about each character and watch Zoey and her family as they continue life after losing Mitch. I am here for Mo and Max’s restaurant. I think the concept would be so cool in real life. Who knows maybe we’ll see one now. (Max’s rendition of ‘Numb’ was amazing. I’ve never heard the song like that and I think it might be one of my favorites of the season so far.) I hope Max and Zoey get back together by the end of the season. It did feel fast, so I do understand why they had to break up, but it still makes me sad that we watched them get together and then it was taken away from us. The last episode before the break was so powerful and I think the show did an amazing job applying real world issues into their plot. It did not feel forced at all and brought so much awareness. Upset we have to wait so long for a new episode. 
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SECRETS OF SULPHUR SPRINGS
Are you looking for a good mystery, but don’t think Disney Channel can provide it? Think again. I have to say, when I started watching I was not expecting this show to be a part of my monthly picks. It pleasantly surprised me. The show involves the mystery of a young girl, Savannah, who went mysteriously missing at camp back in the 90s. Apparently, her ghost still haunts the hotel that was on the camp grounds to this day. Then Griffin and his family buy the hotel with intent of fixing it up and reopening it after all these years. The people in the town think they’re crazy because of its past. But there’s something more going on with Griffin’s dad as well as some of the other adults in the town. They know something about Savannah’s disappearance, but aren’t saying anything about it. While this is a kid’s show (and only half hour episodes) it has been interesting to see where the story will go. I’m sure I am imagining much more intense things for her disappearance than what actually happened. It’s also not super cheesy or have bad acting, which is refreshing. (I really feel Disney Channel has gone down.) Either way, I don’t know how many episodes are left to air, but I think we’re pretty close to the end. If you’re looking for a quick, entertaining mystery I would highly recommend.  
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MISS SCARLET AND THE DUKE
And here come my period pieces (ironically both from Masterpiece/PBS this time). I know last year I felt like I watched a lot of historical watches at the beginning of the year. We’ll see if that continues to happen this year too. It does serve as a nice escape. Plus, these are some really good stories. 
Miss Scarlet and the Duke is a part of Masterpiece Mystery on PBS, although it aired on a different network in the UK. It is (another) mystery series (shocking I know with that title!) It follows Eliza Scarlet who has a nose for mystery, but as a woman living in the Victorian era does not have any rights except for being a wife and mother (two things she would rather not be). When her father dies (apparently from a heart attack...emphasis on apparently), she takes over his Private Investigator business. Much to the dismay of long time family friend William “The Duke” who is a Detective Inspector for Scotland Yard. Eliza is often in his office as she gets arrested for being places she shouldn’t or trying to get information out of him. This element of Eliza having to work in a very male dominated Victorian society is one that I feel I haven’t really seen on a TV show. I really like her dynamic with William. There’s always that feeling of “will they won’t they,” but I don’t feel the show just focuses on that. The mystery is the heart of it all. This last week’s episode was REALLY GOOD. As we got to find out more regarding her father’s death. I hear a lot of people want a season 2 and I am right there with them. This show deserves it. 
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ALL CREATURES GREAT AND SMALL
Another PBS Masterpiece watch. I love this show, so much more than I was anticipating. It is so heartfelt and makes me so happy and in a good mood after watching it. It follows James Herriot who has recently graduated from veterinary school, but is struggling finding a job. Then he gets a call from Siegfried Farnon’s veterinary practice in Yorkshire. Siegfried is known for having a harsh demeanor and temper, so the assistants he hires don’t often last long. Spoiler alert, that should be pretty obvious, James does. The cast of characters are so lovely and I like all their relationships with one another. The show takes places in the 1930s and I realized I don’t often watch things in this era, so that has been fun to explore. The sets and locations are BEAUTIFUL. In the episodes, we often get these amazing shots that sweep over the exterior and I want to travel to Yorkshire like tomorrow. (See more escapism, it’s great.) The main plot follows everyone interact in the town and watching James become a more confident and experienced veterinarian (which I decided I could never do after watching). I heard that it has been renewed for a second season so that is so fantastic. 
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FATE: THE WINX SAGA
The first things I heard about this show was how disappointed everyone was in how they decided to adapt the Winx Club show from their childhood. On this I can agree, but I decided to watch the show anyway. I pretended that it was something new entirely and I have to say I enjoyed it. Of course, there were parts that bothered me and then I had to remember it was a teen show, so angst would be annoying. I think overall it was too short (and should have at least 8 or 10 episodes), but I’m happy that they were able to conclude the main plot well. (Although we did get that cliffhanger, but it is exciting that it was released the show just got renewed for a second season the other day.) I really liked Silva-mainly because it was great seeing Thomas from Downton Abbey in something else. I also enjoyed seeing Jacob Duchman in more things. It was a surprise to see him in Medici and I am just happy he is adding more to his IMDB. 
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Quick and addicting watch. Add it to your queue. Just forget it’s supposed to be based on something else. 
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BLOWN AWAY SEASON 2
Continuing with the Netflix picks, one of my FAVORITE picks from 2020 got a season 2 and it is already on Netflix! That’s right Blown Away season 2 is now available. I seriously loved the first season of this show SO MUCH! Glass blowing is such a magical process and I am mesmerized every time I watch it. It felt weird starting this show with all new contestants, but then Alex came back as a guest judge and I was so happy. It is just as addicting and I cannot wait to see who wins this season. I am just trying not to rush the episodes. 
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VIOLETTA SEASON 3 UPDATE
I know you were all dying to know...
After taking a hiatus from watching during the holidays, I have gotten back into watching the Disney Channel telenovela on Disney Plus. I am now on episode 68. Things are really starting to happen and I am finding myself getting sucked in again, which makes me happy. Episode 60 (pictured above) had A LOT happen and really was a turning point for the second half of the show. Can’t wait to keep watching. Some really awesome songs from these last set of episodes. 
AND NOW FOR MY NOT LOVING IT PICK:
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LEGACIES
This third season has really disappointed me so far. As I’ve previously discussed on this page, it feels like they are just reusing previous plots from the last two seasons when there is so much more they can do. There was so much promise for this show and I loved the Vampire Diaries and Originals so much, that it’s sad to see Legacies miss the mark. I wish they gave Hope more storylines that didn’t revolve around Landon. She is such a strong character and is SO POWERFUL. This is something we rarely see and it shouldn’t only be shown to save a guy (multiple times). Their couple plot is continually doing the same thing. I want to see a lot more development with this show over this season to keep me watching. I am actually happy that there isn’t a new episode until March 11th. (That’s saying something...) 
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Scattered Blue (Part 1)
Written for the Kidge Spring Event!
Prompt 3: Forget-me-nots | True Love, Memories, Remembrance 
Summary: Alternate Universe. From the moment the first blue petal passed her lips, Pidge knew what was happening to her.
Also posted on AO3 under the username Kishirokitsune
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Part One: Pidge
The small blue petal haunted her from the time she woke up to the time she laid her head down to go back to sleep. There was a part of her that desperately wanted to ignore it and what it meant, hoping it would go away if she just wished hard enough for it.
But as with all things in life, wishing did nothing without her also taking action.
Pidge covered her mouth as she coughed hard, feeling something slide up through her throat until it splattered out into her hand. She caught a glimpse of blue as she shoved that hand into her pocket to hide the evidence.
“Is everything okay?” Hunk asked in concern. He and Lance sat across from her at the cafe table they'd snagged for their weekly lunch.
“Everything's great!” she lied with a smile. “How was your flight, Lance? You transported some heavy cargo to the east coast base, right?”
Lance shrugged. “It was just a normal, boring flight. No issues.”
“Which is a good thing,” Hunk said, his tone long-suffering.
Lance agreed with a grumble that spoke strongly of his true feelings. He'd always dreamed of being more than a “simple” cargo pilot, no matter how often Pidge and Hunk tried to remind him that he was the backbone of the Garrison and served a pivotal role in keeping everything running smoothly.
“What about you?” Hunk asked Pidge. “You and Keith have been testing the new jets. That must be fun.”
Pidge's heart fluttered at the mention of Keith's name and she swallowed to try and stop the cough that threatened to overtake her. “Um, y-yeah. Yeah, it's been a ton of fun.”
Hunk and Lance exchanged alarmed looks at her unusually lackluster response and Pidge wanted to swear, but instead, she reached for her water and took several swallows until her throat was clear.
“Keith giving you problems? I could kick his butt for you,” Lance volunteered.
“We're fine, so please don't get yourself suspended trying to fight him,” Pidge said with a roll of her eyes. She set down her drink. “Our test flight went great! We're just waiting for the technical report to come back before we can go up again and there were a few minor tweaks the ground crew wanted to make to improve how responsive the controls are. Shiro's been coaching us through new drills while we wait.”
“Ugh, you're so lucky. You get Shiro as a mentor and you get to test fly the new jets. Can we trade lives for one day?” Lance asked.
“That means you'd have to work with Keith,” Pidge reminded him.
“Good point. I'd much rather trade with Keith and have you as my partner,” Lance said, sitting back in his chair as the waitress arrived with their meals.
Pidge rolled her eyes as he went about his usual routine of flirting with their waitress. She briefly considered apologizing on his behalf but figured it would only encourage him to keep going. At least he wasn't making a complete fool of himself and thus, by extension, of her and Hunk as well.
They didn't do much talking as they enjoyed their food and it was only as they got down to the last few bites and were contemplating dessert that Pidge asked Hunk how he was doing in the engineering department. His eyes lit up as he began describing their experiments with a new lightspeed engine that they hoped would be capable of drastically reducing the amount of time it took to get to the farthest planets in their solar system.
“Pretty soon you and Keith will be preparing to fly one of these! Well, uh, if everything goes the way we hope,” Hunk said, rapidly backpedaling in an attempt to curb his own enthusiasm.
“That sounds incredible, Hunk! You'll have to keep me updated,” Pidge said.
Hunk grinned back at her. “I will.”
In the end, they decided against ordering dessert at the cafe and instead walked a few blocks down to Lance's favorite gelato place where they each got a scoop in a little paper cup so they could walk and eat at the same time.
Every now and then, Pidge had to turn away and cough, though thankfully she didn't end up with any fresh petals. For the rest of the night, she didn't find a single speck of blue when she pulled her hand away and she went to bed with a smile on her face and no worry lingering in her mind.
She danced around her room with a spring in her step when morning came, taking a little extra time on her hair and putting a little bit of color on her eyelids, which she normally saved for special occasions. By some miracle, she didn't drip any of her breakfast onto her uniform and was able to leave the house soon after by catching a ride with her brother, who was also on his way to the Galaxy Garrison.
They split up after he parked in the Garrison's garage, with Matt heading over to the labs where they were analyzing new plugs taken from Saturn's moon, Enceladus, while Pidge went to the gym to meet up with her flight partner and get started on their training for the day.
Keith was already there warming up when she arrived. His black hair was tied back out of his face and he had swapped out of the heavy uniform in favor of a pair of gray shorts and a black tank top.
Pidge caught his attention with a wave before gesturing towards the locker room, silently indicating that she was going to get changed and would be out soon. Once she was dressed in her own gray shorts and Garrison-provided orange shirt she jogged out to Keith, dodging around the others who were taking advantage of the open gym.
“Hey, did you get the itinerary Shiro sent?” Keith asked the moment she was close enough to be heard.
Pidge had to take a moment to think about it. She's woken up to two messages from Shiro that morning – one was a note regarding a slight change in their schedule and the other was a list of what they'd be covering that week. She assumed he was talking about the week-long one. “I glanced it over. It looks like it's mostly what we do every week.”
“Yeah, except for Friday. Do you think I can convince Shiro to give me a pass to skip out on the annual health screening after what they pulled last year?” Keith asked.
“Doubt it, though I bet he'd go with you if you're really worried about it,” Pidge said as dread began to creep in her chest.
At their last screening, the nurse helping Keith found something “odd” in his blood and ordered him into quarantine for two weeks while they tried to puzzle it out. The Garrison medical team ran test after test, asking Keith all kinds of invasive questions, until Shiro, with the help of Commander Iverson, put an end to it all. Keith was let go, but he then had to suffer through several months of resurgent rumors about his parentage and whether or not his abilities were because he wasn't fully human.
Keith was anti-social and a little awkward, which when coupled with his innate sense of how to pilot and the fact that he out-flew even seasoned pilots on the simulator on his first try, led to a number of rumors that one of his parents weren't human or even that Keith himself was born somewhere far beyond their solar system. It was all nonsense, of course.
Pidge had her own reasons for being worried about the screening. She knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that they would find out about her affliction.
Hanahaki.
Just putting a name to it made it feel all the more real and terrifying.
“Hey,” Keith said, nudging her gently. “It'll be alright. I'm really not worried about anything happening again this year. They wouldn't dare.”
Pidge did her best to smile and try to reassure him that she'd also be there to stop them if they tried anything, but the weight of what was happening to her dragged her down, threatening to drown her if she didn't wrestle back control of her emotions. Her breath stuttered in her chest, a cough building even as she cleared her throat to try and chase it off. Her eyes watered.
“Pidge?” Keith's tone turned concerned and he placed one hand on her back to keep her steady.
She couldn't hold it back any longer.
Once her coughing started, it was nearly impossible to stop as something thick and slightly scratched traveled up through her throat, threatening to block her breathing, until it finally began to slide out. Pidge gagged and coughed even harder, forcing a long stem and the accompanying blooms out of her mouth and into her hands.
All she could hear was the sound of her own heartbeat. Dark spots danced across her vision and she swayed, nominally aware of Keith holding her up. Pidge closed her eyes.
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She woke in the medical wing.
Or at least, she thought that was where she was at first glance, but closer inspection of the wall next to her and the lack of orange décor told her that she was most likely at the Plaht City Memorial Hospital. Pidge stared at the wall for a moment and then slowly, stiffly turned her head to look around the room, which was when she realized Keith was sitting at her bedside and staring at her with a worried expression on his face.
“Wh... what happened?” Pidge groggily asked.
“You passed out,” Keith told her. “Pidge, why didn't you say anything sooner?”
She looked away from him. “Didn't want to. S'fine, Keith. I can handle it.”
“You can handle it? Pidge, this isn't going to go away on its own!” Keith's voice raised to a near shout. He blanched and ran a hand through his hair, clearly struggling to calm down. “You... Will you at least tell me who it is? I could go get them and... and then everything would be fine, right? Unless... you've already told them?”
Pidge swallowed thickly and glanced to the bedside table, hoping to see a glass of water there, but there was nothing. “It doesn't matter.”
“Of course it matters!”
“They don't feel the same way,” Pidge said, refusing to meet his eyes. “I don't need to ask them in order to know that.”
Keith growled in frustration and stood up. “I don't buy that for a second! Who wouldn't like you?”
“Keith...”
“Just tell me who it is and I'll go talk to them,” he said fiercely. “Or I'll bring them here, whichever works best for you. Please, Pidge, I just want to help. You're my best friend.”
Her chest clenched painfully at those words and Pidge wondered for a moment if she were about to be launched into another coughing fit, but after a moment or two, the pain subsided to mere discomfort, which allowed her to speak again.
Not that she really wanted to speak, since that meant revealing the truth: she was in love with him.
That was the cause of the Hanahaki Disease. Flowers would take root in the lungs, growing until there was no place left for them to go. The body naturally tried to rid itself of the invasion by coughing them up but there was only so long that could keep the disease at bay before it became too much for the body to handle. Sometimes, the person afflicted could “cure” themselves by falling out of love before the disease progressed too far. Otherwise, there were three ways it could end: in the death of the infected, by surgical removal, or by having their love reciprocated.
The last of those was the best-case scenario – the one that was often used in the plots of movies or cheesy romance novels. Having one's love returned would effectively shrink the flowers until they were gone completely.
Surgery was a more recent option, though one that some still chose to reject even if it meant their death. Choosing to surgically remove the flowers meant also removing any feelings they had for that person and often resulted in the complete loss of memory of them as well. No one could pinpoint why it was like that and all attempts to improve on the surgery fell flat.
Those were the options sitting before Pidge.
She didn't want to die. That much was for certain. There was still so much she wanted to see and do in the world, and though it broke her heart to think of needing to do it all without Keith, her partner, steadfast by her side, she wasn't going to give it all up. Besides, there was still the chance that she wouldn't forget about him. She was too stubborn for that. And if she could remember, maybe they could rebuild their friendship as well.
But what if she didn't remember?
Pidge slowly met his eyes.
He was her best friend too; the first person her own age that she'd ever truly gotten along with and felt comfortable around. Life without him wouldn't be nearly as vibrant. She couldn't lose him.
“Don't leave me,” she begged, her chest constricting as she forced the words out. She tried to sit up, her arms trembling from the effort, but gave up as Keith moved to help her. She shook her head and blinked back tears as she caught a whiff of his cologne, which usually inspired warm and fuzzy feelings, but instead dredged up an intense need to cough.
She swallowed, trying to force it away. She needed to talk first.
“Of course I'm not going to leave,” Keith tried to reassure her.
Pidge shook her head. “If... If I forget you, please don't leave me.”
Keith made a confused sound. “Why would you forget...?”
She could hear the exact moment he put the pieces together. The way his voice cracked was a dead giveaway just before his expression crumbled in distress. She reached out and grasped his hand. “It's okay, Keith. I know.”
He sucked in a shuddering breath. “It's not okay! Pidge, I-”
“You're not allowed to blame yourself,” she cut in. “This isn't your fault. You can't help who you like. Or who you don't like.”
While it wasn't something they'd exclusively talked about, she'd gotten the gist from past conversations that he wasn't someone interested in any kind of romance. He preferred focusing on his career and studies, which was something they'd always had in common right up until she went and fell for him.
She had to look away from him for a moment. “It's just... you're my best friend too and I don't want to forget that, but if I do then I need you to be there and make sure we stick together. I know that's a lot to ask.”
“No, it isn't,” Keith heatedly denied. “Of course I'll stay with you.”
Though Pidge mostly felt relieved by his agreeing to stay with her, there was still that sliver of worry that things could go wrong for them. But what choice did they really have?
She was saved from needing to talk about it more by the arrival of Shiro and her family, who crowded around her bed to ask if she was alright and if there was anything they could do to help. Matt seemed particularly stricken that he hadn't noticed anything wrong when he spent the most time with her, though her mom was a close second.
Once he was sure Pidge would be okay, her dad took charge of the situation and arranged for her surgery to take place that evening by calling on a few favors and using his influence as a Commander at the Galaxy Garrison. It took a little more convincing on Pidge's part, as well as some hefty backup from Shiro, to make an allowance for Keith to stay with her outside of surgery. It all happened so fast that she didn't have time to think about everything else she wanted to say to Keith, just in case she wouldn't get the chance later.
Her family stayed until the last few minutes until Shiro was able to direct them out into the waiting room so she and Keith could have one last moment alone.
And it was in those last few minutes that genuine fear struck Pidge.
She didn't want to forget him.
She didn't want to lose his friendship.
Heavy tears flooded her eyes, dripping down her cheeks without her fully realizing it. She choked back a sob as she looked at Keith. “I-I-...”
She couldn't get the words out.
Keith didn't need her to say anything. He got up so he could sit on the edge of her bed instead, cradling her against him and offering physical comfort. He refused to budge as the anesthesiologist entered and began prepping her arm for the IV which would administer the anesthetic directly into her bloodstream.
“Count backward from one-hundred, dear.”
Pidge tried, but she was still too choked up to speak and had to settle for mouthing it instead. Rather quickly, Keith's soft reassurances faded and she dropped off to sleep.
❀ - ❀ - ❀ - ❀ - ❀
There was an annoying beeping sound that cut through her dreams, dragging Pidge back into the realm of consciousness. It was a strange, rhythmic sound – wholly different from the obnoxious screeching of her alarm clock. She groaned as she opened her eyes and had to squint against the sudden, harsh light that reflected off of crisp white sheets and plain white walls. The only spot of color near her was a single stem of purplish flowers that was placed in a water glass on the bedside table.
“Pidge?” an unfamiliar voice called her name, relief present in their tone.
Her head felt heavy as she turned it to face whoever was speaking to her. She figured it was a nurse or something – she had to be in a hospital of some kind – but instead, she found a young man with dark hair sitting in a chair at her bedside.
“You're awake!” he said, a smile blossoming across his face. “How do you feel?”
“M'okay,” she said thickly. She stared at him for a moment and watched as his smile faded. “Sorry, but who are you?”
He reeled back as though he'd been slapped, his expression dropping into something close to pure anguish. “I...” He paused and took a deep breath. “I'm Keith.”
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Lily Luthor
(I never write fanfics, nor really read them, so sorry if this idea has been done before. I started writing out of boredom in quarantine and figured I’d share it. So enjoy some Supercorp ❤️)
Kara gasps for breath as her eyes fly wide open, her vision slowly focusing in on the flickering lights on the ceiling above her. She feels the cold ground beneath her, but when she sits up and looks around she can’t quite place where she is. As she scans the room she finds its mostly empty and abandoned with not a soul in sight.
She had chains around her wrists that were bolted to the floor, and just long enough for her to stand up and move around a little. They were lined in Kryptonite, so there was no point in trying to break free. The lights abruptly cut off before coming back on a moment later, Lex appearing a few feet away from her.
She can already feel the rage taking over. Had he drugged her? Knocked her out? She couldn’t recall how she got there. All she knew is that she wanted to freeze breath him until he slipped into a hypothermic coma. She was still groggy so Lex kicked things off.
“Supergirl, fancy meeting you here.” He said with his signature, smug smirk.
“What do you want?” Kara spit out through clenched teeth.
“Actually, I think I have something you may want.” His tone was a bit less playful this time, business-like almost.
“What could I possibly want from you?”
“Information.”
There was a brief pause and she looked at him inquisitively, not exactly sure what game he was trying to play.
“I don’t trust any information that comes from a Luthor.” She stated sharp and firmly.
“Even if it’s Lena?” He questioned, knowing it would absolutely strike a nerve. He saw the fire practically light up in her eyes at the mere mention of her name.
“Don’t you dare bring her into this.” Kara warned, her glare becoming unnerving even to Lex.
“Have I struck a nerve, Supergirl? She is my sister after all. It’s my job to protect her. Especially from Kryptonians like you.” His remark caused her cheeks to display a bright shade of pink, he assumed it was the rage showing itself.
“You lost the right to call her your sister the moment you decided to hurt and manipulate her. She has a family now, and it’s not the Luthors. So don’t you dare talk to me about keeping my Lena safe. I’d die for her, and we both know it, don’t we?” She had stepped closer to him during her furious rant, she was practically yelling in his face. It only infuriated her more that he seemed somewhat amused by it.
“I know you would. It’s sad really..that you’d give up everything for her while she’s still lying to you. Unrequited love is truly one of life’s greatest travesties isn’t it?” He said, obviously amused with himself.
“I’m not that naive, Lex. If anyone is lying, it’s you to yourself. She killed you for me, remember? You don’t know anything about us, she loves me with her entire heart.” Lex was annoyed by the arrogance of her statement, she was going to be harder to manipulate than he anticipated. He hoped that after all the lying and fighting they did, that she’d still be really skeptical and on edge when it came to Lena. But on the contrary, she had more faith in her than ever. He should’ve known Kara would dive straight back into her blind and unwavering love for Lena, she could never help herself. He just didn’t expect her to be completely and totally wrapped back around her finger already.
“She may have killed me for you, but that was before she knew you betrayed her. She never stopped working with me. She’s been lying to you all this time, and really it wasn’t hard. I mean how long did it take for you to forgive her after all that she did to you, like one day? You make it way too easy, Kara.” He let out a haunting chuckle, and she was equally as annoyed as she was irritated now.
“I don’t believe you.” Was all she cared to say, she didn’t have to explain her reasons to a psychopath.
However, he already knew why. He had held this card for a long time but he was about to play it, she needed to be thrown off her game. “Of course you don’t. Why would you want to believe the woman you’re in love with is deceiving you?”
Kara just froze, not even knowing how to react to what he just said. “I..I..what? I’m not in love with her. She’s my best friend.” She tried not to seem shocked, but the stuttering and the bewildered look on her face betrayed her.
“Is that what you tell yourself? Red Daughter read your diaries and she seemed to think otherwise. In fact, Red Daughter was weirdly obsessed with Lena. I didn’t quite understand it at first until I realized she’s just a blank-slated copy of you. And it finally made sense.”
Kara never trusted a word out of this mans mouth, but for some reason she could tell he was telling the truth on this one.
“I’m not gonna argue with you, Lex. You’d say anything to divide us and I won’t let that happen. So you might as well let me go.” She huffed out, just bored of his antics at this point.
“Fine. I didn’t want to have to do this, but I guess you leave me no choice.” He paused for dramatic effect before continuing, he always liked to put on a show. “Lily, come on out.” He called out. A very strikingly beautiful girl walked into sight, she looked like a teenager.
Kara looked at the girl and immediatley sensed something familiar about her. It wasn’t until she locked eyes with her that she started to peice some things together and she just wanted to burst into tears, but she tried to keep her composure as much as possible. Although she knew the look on her face had to be giving her shock and confusion away. When she looked into this girls eyes she just froze dead in her tracks, the same way she did when she first locked eyes with Lena that day at L-Corp all those years ago.
Lily had Lena’s eyes, there was absolutely no doubting that. Kara had stared just a little too deeply into Lena’s eyes just a little too often to not see it. They were big, bright, and round, but more distinctly she had one eye that was green and one that was more blue. She couldn’t even find the words to say to Lex. She wasn’t even sure exactly what this situation was, but what she knew without a doubt was that this girl was a Luthor.
“Who...who is this? Do you have a daughter? Or another sister I didn’t know about?” Kara questioned, a puzzled look still on her face.
“No, no. I don’t have a daughter. But you do now.” He motioned to Lily with his eyes and Kara’s mind was racing so fast she was pretty sure she almost passed out from forgetting to breathe. The echo of Lex’s thunderous tone bounced off the walls and back to Kara, but the word daughter would’ve still been ringing in her ears anyways, though. She was flooded with a myriad of emotions that she couldn’t seem distinguish from each other.
“Lex, what the hell are you talking about? What did you do?” Her tone was demanding but her face was pleading for answers.
“I did what I needed to do. I needed an enemy that even the girl of steel couldn’t defeat. You have two weaknesses in this world, Kara, your family and Lena. So I figured..why not combine the two? So I stole a DNA sample from you and Lena both and voila..the first lab grown baby was made.”
She tried so hard to push the tears back but some of them surfaced anyways. She was trying really hard not to look at Lily, it only made it worse. She wanted to scream at him. She wanted to tell him that he had no right to violate their privacy and steal DNA. That he had no right to have a child for them. As much as she daydreamed every single day that Lena would marry her someday and have adorable half kryptonian babies with her..she wanted Lena to choose to do that with her. She felt like she had been stripped of any ounce of free will she had.
“I don’t know if you’ve noticed Lex but that is no baby. This doesn’t make any sense.” Kara said trying to make any sense out of this situation at all but failing.
“Well a baby wouldn’t be of much use to me. I may have stolen some tech during my brief visit to the waveraider during the last crisis, so I was able to go to the future and get Lily once she turned 16. But don’t worry, baby Lily is still safe in the lab. For now.” His haunting revelation sent chills up Kara’s spine. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. She already dreaded the fact that she had to find a way to tell Lena all of this.
“Lex, I swear to god if you’re telling the truth and you hurt our baby..I will show you no mercy.” Kara growled menacingly. She looked at Lily again, more tears threatening to spill. It blew her mind that the girl standing before her was half herself, and half the woman she’d been in love with for years now. She’d always viewed Lena as such a pure soul despite the darkness she’d experienced all her life, so the thought of something happening to the girl that shared half of her DNA..it made Kara’s blood boil.
“Well, Lily was alive and well with her siblings when I went to the future. That means if you do everything I say, she’ll be perfectly fine.” He threatened, his tone was sadistic in nature. Kara was stunned when she heard the word ‘siblings’ but she honestly didn’t want to know anything more, this was all too much already.
“Lily, why are you working with him?” She questioned, looking at the girl with pleading eyes. The girl, however, stayed stone faced.
“Don’t bother, Kara. Sweet Lily here only does what I tell her she can do. Q Waves are a very wonderful thing.” The words spilled happily from his mouth, this is the exact exasperated reaction he’d hoped to get from the Kryptonian.
He took a few more jabs at the girl of steel just for fun before finally letting her go, of course not releasing her until he was somewhere out of sight and safe. Coward, was the only word Kara was thinking. He may have let her go, but it was on one condition: she goes to tell Lena the information she just learned. The thought of the conversation had Kara in tears already. There were so many thoughts swirling through her head that she could barley fly back to the DEO without running into a few buildings. Nothing about this was right. What if Lena was upset they had a baby together because she didn’t love her back? Knowing that this meant the world to her, but could possibly mean nothing to Lena terrified her. She obviously wanted kids under extremely different circumstances...but once again she couldn’t not love anything with Lena’s DNA in it.
She landed on the DEO balcony and just stood there frozen for a moment. Alex and Lena, who were conversing nearby, noticed Kara standing out there in deep thought. She looked conflicted and upset. They both stopped their conversation to walk over to her worriedly. Kara looked up and locked eyes with Lena as they made their way over, and Lena noticed her eyes started to water more. Seeing Lily’s eyes only moments before, and seeing the way they paralleled with Lena’s, made her feel like she was going to break down before she even got to start.
“Kara, what’s wrong?” Alex queried with her signature sisterly concern. “I, um..Can I get a moment alone with Lena?” Kara fidgeted nervously, she looked like she was ready to crawl out of her own skin. Now Lena was even more concerned than before. “Yeah. Of course.” Alex was just more worried now than she was, but she’d just have to wait for an explanation.
“Kara, you’re worrying me. You look like you’ve just seen a ghost.” Lena took a step closer to her, it always made Kara feel weak in the knee’s when Lena got that serious look on her face, or just got anywhere in her personal space at all. It took her a solid few months of friendship to learn to form a coherent sentence with Lena that close to her.
“Not a ghost...your brother. He..Lena he went to the future.” Kara’s anxiety was spiking by the second.
“To the future? What could he possibly want there?” The inquisitive look on Lena’s face started to contort into pure concern, especially because Kara looked like she might faint once the words finally left her mouth.
“Kara, what did Lex take from the future?” Lena pressed harder, her unease taking over her normally stoic exterior.
“Our daughter.” Kara finally spit out, she almost dropped from relief until she saw the puzzled look occupying Lena’s face.
“What? We don’t have a daughter?” Lena was trying to make sense of this in any way she could, she was being flooded with a lot of the same emotions Kara was now.
“Not yet.” Kara gulped and studied Lena’s face, trying to figure out what she was thinking, but to no avail. Her face was too many things at once to pinpoint.
“We..if we have a daughter does that mean we...?” Lena motioned between the two of them before she trailed off, but it still sounded like a question she expected Kara to answer. Kara wishes she didn’t know exactly what she was talking about. But she did. She was being confronted with the thing that terrified her more than anything else in the world: admitting her feelings to Lena. Maybe she could beat around the bush and avoid it, but she knew that at some point during this situation it would come out, even if it wasn’t right at this moment. She had a decision to make. It didn’t help that Lena was staring at her with those eyes that made her absolutely melt.
“Um, I..uh..I don’t know. He used our DNA to make her in a lab. But he did mention Lily had other siblings in the future.” A soft smile dared to surface on Kara’s lips at the thought of raising a family with Lena.
“Lily?” Lena asked, a small smile tugging at the corners of her mouth too. She knew she should probably be freaking out at the whole lab baby revelation, but all she could think about was how cute a baby that was half Kara had to be. She was also smiling at the fact that she’d always wanted to name her first born Lily. She was glad to know her future self got to do that, even if it wasn’t in the most conventional way. It made Kara give a real, big smile this time. “Yeah. She’s beautiful, Lena. She looks just like you.” Kara grinned with a softness that gave Lena way too many butterflies.
“Really?” Lena questioned with a slight blush.
“Mhm. I don’t know where she got the auburn hair, but she has your eyes. I knew she was related to you before Lex ever even opened his mouth. I could recognize those eyes anywhere.” Kara heard Lena’s breath hitch and her heart rate increase. That tended to happen when Kara complimented her.
“Is she as sweet as you are?” Lena flirtingly grinned at her, grinning even bigger when she saw Kara blushing.
“I would hope so. But I didn’t get to talk to her. Lex is controlling her using Q waves, so she just stood there silently.”
“So he’s turned our daughter into his personal robot? Why?”
“Because he wants to take me down. That’s why he went to the future and got her once she turned 16. He wants to use her as a weapon, and he knows that the second I look into her eyes.. I won’t be able to fight her.” Kara’s admission made Lena want to melt into a puddle of emotions.
“I know you don’t want to hurt your own blood Kara, but we have to be prepared for the fact that he will make her hurt you.” Lena’s tone was soft and sympathetic.
“It’s not that, Lena. I...Can I admit something to you? So you can understand why I’m so worried?”
“Of course.” The intensity of her gaze made Kara’s entire body feel like it was on fire.
“Several months ago when we were still fighting, I got another visit from Mxyzptlk..he told me he could send me back in time to try telling you my secret earlier, to fix things. But it seemed like no matter when I told you, things always went wrong. So I thought maybe you’d be better off if you had just never met me. But when I went to that timeline.. you were a dictator. You’re family had kidnapped and tortured you and you went down a really dark path. You had a Kryptonite heart and you were blasting me with it. But I...I just took it. The second I looked into your eyes..I couldn’t make myself fight you. Even though it wasn’t the real you I just couldn’t do it. I would’ve died if Mxy hadn’t of gotten me out of there in time.” Admitting this made Kara want to fall over and die in this timeline too, but she needed Lena to understand why she was so worried. Because no matter how much she didn’t want to embarrass herself in front of her crush, they were in this together. Lena was the only one that truly understood the weight of this situation.
Lena just stood there stunned. “Wow..I-I don’t know what to say. I think I’m flattered?”
“You should be, I wouldn’t have done that for anyone else.” A blush was rising in both of their cheeks now. Lena tried to hide it by changing the subject back, but the smile on her face spoke volumes
“So if he got her from the future then where is baby Lily?” Lena always enjoyed flirting with Kara, but right now her worry for her daughter was plaguing her mind.
“He said he has her in his lab.”
“What? We have to go get her! We might not be able to take down teenage Lily right now, but we cannot let Lex near our baby.” Lena was slightly panicked now that she realized Lex had baby Lily too.
Lena was taken back by the grin on Kara’s face, so she spoke up again. “Kara, he has our baby, how are you not panicking right now?”
“Sorry, I am. I just.. Im not used to hearing that.” She still couldn’t wipe the grin off her face, even as panicked as she was.
“What?”
“Our baby.” Now Kara wasn’t the only one smiling.
“Yeah, it has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?” Lena didn’t understand how she was so excited and so terrified at the same time. She was terrified at the thought of being a mother, because she never had an example of what a good mother looks like. But the thought of having Kara to figure it out with? That made her stomach erupt with butterflies.
“It does. We need to go let the team know what’s going on so we can come up with a plan. And then you and I have a lot to talk about.” Kara’s tone was more serious this time, she was in mission mode now.
They went and gathered the team together and gave them a run down of the situation. Their faces looked just as shocked as Kara and Lena’s did at first. Most of them knew Kara and Lena were in love with each other, but they didn’t expect their first child to happen this way.
“Brainy?” Lena asked as they were all gathered around the table brainstorming.
“Yes Ms. Luthor?”
“Did you know?” Lena’s tone wasn’t accusing, just genuinely curious.
“I was aware that in the future L-Corp created the technology to create offspring from two female organisms, however I was not aware that Lex was responsible for Lily’s conception. I was not entirely sure how she was conceived until now, actually. I was afraid to ask.” Brainy wished so badly he could comfort them by telling them the truth about the future. That they end up having the cutest wedding he’d ever witnessed, and had 3 beautiful daughters together. Kara had insisted they all take on the Luthor name, to show how proud she was to help her rebrand it as a source of good. To show her how proud she was to be with her. They were the true definition of happily ever after.
“He..he’s not responsible for the others right?” Kara was embarrassed to even ask for a multitude of reasons, but she had to know.
“Wait, others?” A confused look was evident on Alex’s face.
“You don’t have to worry, Ms. Danvers. Lucian and Lexa Luthor were entirely your own doing.” Brainy’s answer cleared up Alex’s question while also raising about 50 more.
“I have about a million questions and as much as I want to unpack this, we need to start moving within the hour. I’ll be damned if I let Lex hurt my neice.” Lena and Kara recognized Alex’s protectiveness, they’d seen it with Ruby many times before. It made Lena so happy to know that Alex would be an amazing enough aunt to Lily to make up for the fact that her uncle was insane.
They all came up with a game plan and we’re getting ready to move soon. At this point Kara was just a bundle of nerves. Lena noticed, so she went and got a peice of tech she’d been working on. It only took about 15 minutes of tinkering to code it to what Kara needed specifically.
“Hey Kara, before you go..” Lena pulled the small peice of tech from her pocket and presented it to Kara. “I know you’re worried that you won’t be able to fight her if you have to see her eyes, so I made you this.”
“What is it?”
“It’s called ArkAngel. It’s still in its trial run stage, but it’s normally for parents who want to censor obscenity from their children. It blocks out stressful stimuli from the users vision. I wired it to block out Lily’s eyes. You’ll be able to see her, but from the nose up she’ll be blurry.” Lena explained.
“Wow, thank you. You’re a life saver.” Kara said grabbing it from her.
“I just need you and Lily to make it home safe. I can’t lose you again, Kara. And I can’t lose our daughter before I’ve even gotten the chance to meet her.” Kara could see the emotion swelling up in Lena’s eyes. Lena tried to present herself as cold and stoic, but Kara saw the real her. The Lena that was sensitive and compassionate and loving. Seeing that side of Lena for the first time all those years ago is what changed her small crush into being full on in love with her.
Kara engulfed her in a tight hug. “You won’t lose me, Lena. I will always come home to you. And from now on so will Lily. I swear to you I will protect you both til the very end.”
Lena was so consumed with emotion she didn’t even know what to do with herself other than just cling as tightly to Kara as she could. “You’re still my hero, Kara Danvers, I hope you know that.“ Kara thought her heart was gonna explode. All she wanted to do in that moment was pull away from the hug, grab her face, and kiss her like she’d never been kissed before. But she knew it would leave her dizzy, and the last thing she needed to do before a mission was distract herself. So she settled for a sweet and loving kiss on the forehead. Lena pulled away to give her one last longing glance before she inevitably had to leave.
Kara flew to Lex’s lab and it was much bigger than she expected. She wandered around for what felt like an enternity trying to figure out where Lily might be, but in reality it was only a few minutes. She finally saw a sector of the building that was completely shut off by a big steel door. She knew that’s where she had to be. She walked up to it and saw a keypad that prompted the user for a 5 digit code. She knew it would take forever to try every 5 digit combination imaginable, so she asked for Brainys help over comm’s. He was able to disable it so it didn’t trigger any alarms. However, Kara wasn’t prepared for the fact that Lex had a failsafe. The minute she walked through the door an alarm starting blaring, announcing that Kryptonian DNA had been detected. First Clark had a Luthor protocol at the fortress, and now Lex had a Super protocol at his lab. ‘What is wrong with these guys?’ Was Kara’s first thought. Her second thought was pure panic. She knew she needed to find the baby and get out as quickly as possible. Teenage Lily would surely show up at any minute now.
After walking further down the hall, she heard a baby cry. Bingo! She knew which room she was in now. She went to bust through the door when she was flung back by a whirl of cold breath. Crap, Lily had the same superpowers as she did. “Not so fast, mom.” Lily called out menacingly. Kara had to keep reminding herself that this wasn’t the real Lily, this was all Lex.
“I know he’s controlling you, Lily, but you have to fight it. I don’t know you yet, but if you’re anything like Lena then I know you’re strong. You can beat this.”
The pep talk didn’t help, and Lily started charging at her. Kara had to pretend that she was some random villain to keep herself from breaking down. The fact that she was hurting her own daughter made her want to cry on the spot. But she knew it needed to be done. She finally had her pinned down and was about to knock her out when it happened. Lily smiled at her..and Kara froze. She wishes now that Arkangel had blurred out her entire face. She had Lena’s smile and dimples too. Crap.
In the few moments Kara hesitated, Lily was able to wrestle out from underneath her mothers strong grip to try and attack her one last time. As much as Kara wanted to break down and cry, she thought of her baby sitting in the other room alone and scared, and it gave her a second wind. She gave Lily one last devastating blow, enough to knock her out. It gave her enough time to go grab the baby and get out.
It didn’t fully register that she was holding a baby, her own baby, in her arms until after she was flying towards the DEO and out of harms way. She finally sighed a breath of relief and looked down at her baby for the first time. Even as a baby she looked so much like Lena. Her eyes were teary already. Partly because she just harmed her older daughter, and partly because her baby daughter was now safe and in her arms. Lily had stopped crying and was much calmer now, flying seemed to soothe her. Kara was just in awe.
She landed on the DEO balcony for the second time today, but this time she landed as a mother. She wasn’t sure what to make of that, but she couldn’t wait to see the look on Lena’s face when she saw their daughter for the first time.
Everyone came running up, but they stopped once they reached the door and let Lena have her moment with Kara first. “Kara you’re bleeding, what happened?” Lena said placing a hand on Kara’s cheek and stroking it gently.
“She apparently has your smile and dimples too, is what happened.” She grinned a little before more tears swelled up in her eyes.
“Even as a baby, she’s just as beautiful as her mother.” Kara added and now Lena was teary eyed too. She looked down at the baby in Kara’s arms and was just instantly infatuated. “Wow..” Was all that managed to escape her lips.
Both of their hearts were so full in that moment, it was a feeling neither of them had quite experienced before. While it may not have been the most conventional way to have a child, it still felt like the happiest day of their lives. Everyone was watching from afar, just absolutely swooning at how adorable this was.
“I love her already.” Kara was absolutely beaming now. “And I love you too, Lena Luthor. More than I’d like to admit.”
“Well I think finding out we have children together in the future kind of takes the surprise out of it but.. I love you too, Kara. I’ve been in love with you from the start.”
Kara looked up and locked eyes with her, her gaze was more intense than she’d ever seen it. This was it, she thought, it looked like the woman of her dreams was about to do what she’d been fantasizing about for years now. Lena gently grabbed her face and kissed her, and suddenly it felt like everything was right in the world. Kissing her soulmate made it feel like she was surrounded by magic. Like symphonies were playing and folktales were being written about their love.
The kiss was soft, loving, and sweet. Kara had never been kissed quite like that before. She just melted into it. When Lena pulled away she craved her taste her for just a second longer, but she was quickly snapped back into reality when she heard everyone awe’ing in the doorway. It just made Kara and Lena smile at each other. “Come on over, guys.” They said and everyone ran over to see the baby excitedly.
They spent several hours out buying baby stuff to take back to Lena’s apartment, and before Kara knew it she was agreeing to move in with her. She knew she still had to worry about teenage Lily tomorrow, but for the night she was just soaking up her newfound motherhood with the love of her life, who was now officially her girlfriend. She couldn’t have been happier.
After some long nights and tiring days, they eventually took Lex down and returned Lily safely to the future. Over the next 5 or so years, they added two additions to their family just like Brainy had said. Lexa and Lucian Luthor brought even more joy to their lives than they could’ve imagined. They were insanely, grossly happy. After everything they’d sacrificed and been though and lost, they were finally getting their fairytale ending.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading and I really hope you enjoyed it! Did anyone catch the Black Mirror reference? 😅
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chierafied · 4 years
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hi there! jilychallenge here to give you your prompt for the 'quarantine with me?' month ❤ hope you are safe and well! your prompt is: "lily had a random one night stand but when she tries to sneak out the morning after she finds out that her one night stands' flatmate tested positive and so lily, james and sirius all have to quarantine together in james tiny apartment for 14 days, chaos ensues" looking forward to seeing what you create! :)
A very belated one shot for April’s @jilychallenge quarantine edition!
Muggle AU, fluffy goodness, 4,352 words!
A Two Week Trial Run
Casual sex wasn't something Lily Evans had. Ever.
She didn't judge those who chose to do so, but it just wasn't for her.
Or that’s what she had thought, anyway, because whoo, last night... 
Last night had sure taught her to never say never, Lily mused, staring at the bloke beside her softly snoring in the mussed up bed.
He'd been funny and fit and charming when they'd met at the pub. Lily had appreciated the flirting; she'd had several drinks in her and had been feeling down and in a need of a pick-me-up.
And her girlfriends – Marlene especially – had egged her on until Lily had finally given in. Why the hell not? What did she have to lose?
So she'd left the pub with him, had some really good sex back at his place and fallen asleep.
It was only now in the harsh light of the morning and with her head pounding from the hangover that regret was starting to creep in.
Well, not regret exactly, Lily amended, watching the guy's face scrunch up in the most adorable way in his sleep.
More like a minor existential and/or identity crisis because Lily wasn't this person who got shit-faced and went home with a guy. 
Except she’d proven herself wrong on all accounts last night. 
Not only had she had a one night stand with a total stranger, she had also enjoyed every second of it – that she could remember at least.
These mental crises were not making Lily's head hurt any less so she pushed them aside.
Priorities: find her clothes, dress, find her handbag, dry-swallow a pain killer, sneak out, walk of shame. 
Lily hadn't even got out of the bed when the door of the room suddenly banged open.
"Mate, you are not gonna believe – who the hell are you?"
Confused, Lily stared at the young man standing in the doorway wearing a band t-shirt and a disgruntled expression. 
Briefly, Lily wondered if he had a hangover too because judging from that pale cast of his face and the hoarse voice he seemed to be doing just as poorly as Lily – if not worse.
The bang from the door being so rudely flung open had startled Lily's companion awake.
He was sitting up now, his black hair sticking up every which way as he groggily reached for his glasses from the bedside table.
"None of your damn business," Lily snapped, crossing her arms.
The man swung to glare at the yawning man next to Lily.
"What did or didn't you do to her, James? Being so cross first thing in the morning."
"Maybe she is cross because first thing in the morning because you decided to burst into the bloody room," James replied.
He slanted Lily a glance and offered a small, crooked smile.
"This is my flatmate, Sirius. He can be a bit of a prick so just feel free to ignore him."
“I wouldn’t recommend ignoring me,” Sirius immediately retorted. “Not until you hear me out.”
James sighed and flopped back, his head slapping against the pillow.
“What is it?”
“I got the results.”
“What?”
“The test I had to take, remember?” Sirius huffed. “I tested positive for the thing.”
James sat up again, his knuckles white where he clutched at the blanket.
“What? You what?”
Lily’s gaze flitted between the two men, the heavy feeling in her stomach having nothing to do with the nausea she’d been trying to ignore.
“What’s going on?” she asked, her voice faltering.
“Sirius has the virus,” was James’ grim answer.
“What?”
“I got orders to go into quarantine for at least two weeks,” Sirius continued. “And so should anyone who I may have exposed to the stupid thing so… Welcome to Chez Potter-Black, Miss None of your business.”
Beside her, James was cussing up a storm and pulling at his hair.
Lily crawled under the blanket. 
Was this karma? she wondered. The universe agreeing that one night stands weren’t her thing and eagerly teaching her a lesson?
Whatever the reason behind the current mess of a situation, Lily didn’t like it one bit.
She pulled a pillow to cover her face. And screamed.
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Once the anger had gone, panic settled in.
James could understand it, he was feeling rather upset for the turn of the events himself and swamped with guilt at having dragged Lily to this mess. He probably shouldn’t have gone out to the pub last night, but he’d just been so sick of Sirius’ drama queen act and bitching that he’d had to get out. 
And just because Sirius had been on the skiing trip in Austria with Remus recently didn’t have to mean anything. He certainly hadn’t been showing much of the symptoms the media kept talking about. The virus had felt like a distant thing; the test Sirius had been to little more than a formality to make sure everything was fine.
But now nothing was fine, James thought glumly, slumping against his headboard.
The only tiny glimmer of light in the current mess they’d found themselves in was that Lily was still here, and would remain here at his flat for the next two weeks.
It was a rotten thing to cling to, James was ready to admit that. But even so, he didn’t mind at all having her around.
He’d been so surprised that she had even agreed to come back to his place last night. He’d been halfway in love with her, cliché as that was, before they’d as much as crossed the threshold of his flat.
And those feelings hadn’t faded in the light of the day.
He sat, still in his bed and watched Lily as she paced his room. She made for a fascinating sight, and even with the pale, wan face and the mussed up hair she was so beautiful James’ heart ached. She was muttering to herself while she paced, and from the snatches James could hear, he understood she was comprising a to-do -list of some kind.
James was more of a spontaneous nature, so seeing someone come up with a plan so fast was super impressive.
Then, Lily stopped pacing and went to dig around in the handbag she’d had with her last night. She pulled out her phone and swore.
“Do you have a charger I can borrow? I need to ring a ton of people.”
“Of course.” James scrambled out of the bed. “And if it isn’t compatible with your phone you can use mine to ring as many people as you need.”
They found the charger, and soon enough Lily’s phone was charging.
The two of them sat back down on the bed, side by side, and looked out of the window to the grey London skies.
“I’m sorry,” James blurted out. “This isn’t how I thought this morning would go.”
“It’s okay,” Lily said. “I mean it’s not. It’s messed up. But I don’t think this is your fault.”
For a moment, they sat in silence.
James’ fingers itched to pull Lily close, but he didn’t want to presume or overstep. Just because they’d been together last night didn’t mean they were, well, together.
“So,” Lily said after a while, “out of curiosity, how did you think this morning would go?”
James swallowed. He buried his nervous fingers in his hair.
“Um. That, well… I was hoping to cook you a nice breakfast I guess. And get your number.”
James slanted Lily a glance and saw a wry smile twist her lips.
“A nice breakfast, huh? I suppose we can have that much at least. As soon as my stomach is settled and I sort this thing out a bit.”
“Sure, of course.” James met her eyes. “I promise I’ll do whatever I can so you’ll be as comfortable here as possible.”
Warmth flashed in her stormy green eyes. “Thank you.”
“Right.” James tugged at his hair. “I’m going to leave you to it. Give you some privacy so you can ring whomever. And get that breakfast started.”
James was already getting to his feet when Lily’s arms came around him.
He froze, his giddy heart leaping into his throat as he held her close for a much too short a moment.
But any moment with Lily in his arms was better than one without her, so he welcomed it, and the small glimmer of hope that sparked in his heart.
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Lily had called in sick to work. She’d got Marlene to bring over a bag with a bunch of clothes and other essentials. And she’d more or less settled in, awkward as it had been at first. 
James had been wonderfully accommodating and had pretty much given his whole room for her to use. He wasn’t the issue.
Neither was his flatmate, Sirius. Despite their less than favourable first meeting, Lily was starting to slowly like Sirius, ridiculous as he was.  He didn’t appear to be all that sick, but he was milking it for all it was worth. 
Having had a male best friend, many many years ago, Lily had personal experience with the whole man-flu thing. And it hadn’t taken Lily very long to realise that Sirius was all about the drama.
No, both blokes were kinda brilliant in their ways. The awkwardness of the first few days was mainly because of the minor identity crisis that still haunted Lily. 
Besides, she just didn’t know how to feel about James, because, well… He seemed like a great guy but it was odd to have had shared such intimacy with someone she was only now starting to know.
And that’s why you don’t do one night stands, Lily chided herself while furiously kneading bread dough in James’ tiny kitchen.
The kitchen was barely bigger than a cupboard, but it had become a retreat for Lily. As long as she was in there, baking, the boys would leave her alone. 
Much as Lily did love socialising with her friends, she was an introvert at heart. 
And suddenly forced to share very limited living quarters with two strangers, one of which was ill and very extra and the other super fit and sweet and confusing and also utterly going stir-crazy though it was only their third day in, well… 
Fun as the guys seemed, Lily needed some time for herself. 
Baking had always been one of the ways she dealt with stress, and with two young men in the house, both in a possession of a bottomless stomach, it all worked out pretty well.
Lily had reached her inner zen and was just finishing shaping the loaf when the sound of James clearing his throat bought her back to reality.
“Sorry. I’m gonna squeeze past you,” he warned, then walked into the kitchen. 
In the very confined space, it was impossible not to be aware of him. She had to bite her lip when he slipped past her, his arm brushing her back.
Her nerves were humming, instantly standing at attention. And much as Lily had chided herself about the one night stand in the past couple of days, it once again became painfully clear that her body had no regrets.
Thankfully, James appeared oblivious about the reaction his presence and proximity caused because he proceeded to open the fridge.
“Didn’t wanna bother you so I tried telling Sirius he could wait a while and I’d get him a coke later but… Well, you can imagine how that went down.”
“I’m half surprised I didn’t hear the resulting tirade,” Lily said, staring at her loaf of bread.
“Well, clearly you’re preoccupied.” James stood in front of the fridge for a while, and Lily could feel the weight of his gaze on her. “You don’t have to keep doing this, you know.”
“Doing what?” Surprised, she looked up and at him, though just a moment before she’d promised herself she wouldn’t. Ignoring him was safer. 
“Baking. We can cook. Sirius is a pretty great cook when he isn’t busy playing the sickly frail little princess. And you’re our guest. And –”
“And nothing,” Lily cut in. “I know Sirius is milking it but he is sick, and letting a contagious person prepare food isn’t the best idea.”
“You’re right. Sorry. Still, it’s not fair to you. Let me help.”
“I appreciate the offer,” Lily said, her heart beating just a little faster. “But there’s only enough room for one chef in this kitchen.”
“Quite right,” James admitted with a chuckle. “I can all but feel the walls closing in on me.”
Lily smiled at her loaf. “Look, I promise I don’t mind. I enjoy baking and it relaxes me and I need relaxing in my life right now.”
“I hear that,” James said, with a rueful edge to his tone. “Every time I open the news it seems this virus is getting worse and worse.”
“Yeah.”
“Well, as long as you’re sure we’re not taking advantage,” James said, shifting from one foot to another.
“You are not,” Lily assured him. “And you are helping out a lot; you can’t really expect me to eat this all by myself.” 
James cast a look around the kitchen. When he spoke, Lily could hear the smile in his voice. “Yeah, that might take you a while.”
“And then I’d burst and that wouldn’t be pretty,” Lily said. She gestured at brownies that were cooling on the counter. “Take one to Sirius, maybe it will shut him up for a moment.”
“You are amazing,” James told her, sending her heart into a wild flutter.
Then, he left the kitchen with the bottle of coke and two brownies he snatched from the pan as he passed. 
His laughter, however, lingered. And when Lily finally slid her bread into the oven, she was still grinning like an idiot.
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The days dragged on slowly, even though the three of them had found various ways to entertain themselves in the small two-bedroom flat.
They’d had a video game tournament, which Sirius had naturally won. The surprise – to all of them, it seemed – was that Lily had come in second. After that, they had gone on to binge-watch every single episode of Queer Eye available on Netflix. 
There had been many long conversations spanning a whole variety of topics. 
And, of course, endless squabbles because that’s what happens when three differing temperaments, all of them in various states of ill-humour, were forced to share a confined space for an extended period of time. 
There had been one spectacular evening of badly sung karaoke to songs found on Youtube. That had helped to balance nicely the countless hours they had spent playing Scrabble or Texas hold ‘em. 
Lily had been filling their kitchen with all manners of baked goods and James had become a clean freak, tidying up the place and disinfecting surfaces several times a day.
And despite all these diverting pastimes James was still the one who was handling it the worst, which was a feat considering that this was his flat and unlike Lily, he hadn’t been stuck in an unfamiliar environment with two strangers. 
But James was an active person. And an extroverted person. He loved going out. Without his regular morning jog, the stress was really building up. 
He’d tried getting some move on with the help of the home work out videos that the internet was suddenly full of, but it just wasn’t the same.
Lily’s presence wasn’t exactly calming either. Although James loved to have her around, she seemed to possess the unique ability to render James instantly back to his fifteen-year-old self: jittery, stammering, and desperately wanting to appear cool in front of his crush, the initials of whom he kept doodling in the margins of his notes.
It was a state he hadn’t found himself in since those early days of his very first bout of puppy love. And while a part of him felt giddy about the unexpected return and what it might signify, the timing of it was decidedly unfortunate. 
Oddly enough, the moments of the day he had come to appreciate the most, during which he had found most calm, were the ones in the late evenings that he would spend in Lily’s company.
He’d handed his room over to her use and had gentlemanly volunteered to take the couch in the living room. One evening, he’d come in to get a fresh shirt out of his wardrobe and had found Lily lying on the bed.
So as not to blush at the sight and the memories it evoked, he focused his attention on the device she was holding.
“Is that a tablet? Looks small.”
Lily glanced up and spared him a smile that immediately made his heartbeat pick up. 
“No, it’s an e-reader.”
“Really? I haven’t seen one up close. Must be convenient.”
“It is. Reading relaxes me so it’s a good way to ensure I always have a whole library with me.”
Lily grinned at him, and by that point, James had wholly forgotten about his shirts and his wardrobe. 
He sat down on the edge of the bed.
“What are you reading?” he asked, unable to contain his curiosity.
“Just started this murder mystery,” Lily said. “It’s been nice so far.”
“Sounds cool,” James said. Then, a little wistfully, he added: “Haven’t been able to read a book in ages myself.”
“Really?” Lily, who clearly must be an avid reader seemed almost scandalised by this. “How come?”
“I guess all the research papers in uni put me off from some of it. Mostly though it’s like I just can't concentrate enough to take in the information, you know?”
“Ahh, makes sense. Sitting still doesn’t seem to be your forte,” Lily commented, her eyes twinkling in a way that softened the teasing.
James let out a short laugh. “That’s too true.”
“Maybe you should give audiobooks a try,” Lily suggested.
Feeling bold, James took a leap. “Maybe you could try reading out loud.”
Lily blinked, but rather than outright sputter at the idea, she tilted her head in thought. 
“Would you really like that?”
“Yeah I think that would be nice,” James said, the glimmer of hope in his heart gaining strength.
And that was how, every evening now, James and Lily would both be lying down on his bed while Lily read the murder mystery aloud to him. 
It settled James, in a way few things in life did. He wasn’t sure if it was Lily’s nearness, the warmth of her voice or the engrossing story they were reading.
Most probably some combination of all of them.
All James knew was that he already was dreading their quarantine coming to an end, because as maddening as being stuck in the flat was for him, this new evening routine was something he would sorely miss.
But even more than that, he would miss the company of one Lily Evans.
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Time had become a strange, mystical creature. Though each day had felt like a slow crawl, the weeks had taken flight.
One morning, while sipping her tea, Lily was momentarily stunned as she realised twelve days had passed. 
In just two more days, she could go home.
Sirius was still sick, but his symptoms had remained mild and he had improved in the past couple of days. By some miracle, neither James nor Lily had contracted the virus, as both of them still felt completely fine. 
Perhaps all James’ maniacal cleaning during the long, slow days of their quarantine had paid off.  
She was smiling into her cup of tea when a bleary-eyed James sat up on his makeshift bed on the sofa and ran his hand through his hair.
“What time is it?”
Lily glanced at her phone. “It’s almost half-seven. I hope I didn’t wake you.”
“You did,” James said, putting his glasses on, “but it’s fine. I usually wake up much earlier than I have been this whole week.”
“Ah, right,” Lily said, remembering their conversation from several days back. “Well, soon enough you’ll be back jogging every morning.”
“I can’t wait,” James said fervently, earning another smile from Lily.
James got up from the sofa and stretched. 
Lily unashamedly admired his physique while he bent to retrieve his trousers and pulled them on. 
While James walked past her into the cupboard pretending to be the kitchen, Lily busied herself with her breakfast.
James emerged a moment later and sat down at the small table next to her, a cup of coffee in hand.
“You know what’s funny?” Lily asked, after a moment of quiet companionship.
Sirius wouldn’t wake up before 10 o'clock, so they always had mornings to themselves.
“What’s that?” James asked, his elbows propped on the table, biceps curling just below the sleeve of his t-shirt.
“I felt so awkward being here with you guys at first,” Lily confessed. “And now in less than two weeks I’m almost used to this.”
James was silent for a moment, one nervous finger tapping at his coffee mug, his jaw clenching.
Then, he swallowed and met her eyes.
“You know what else is funny?” he asked in a soft voice.
“What?” Lily managed, her own voice hushed by the storm she could see in his hazel eyes. 
Anticipation crept up her spine and she leaned towards him. Her breath caught at the expression flitting across James’ face.
“I don’t want you to leave.”
Lily’s heart leapt and her stomach erupted with the butterflies. She’d barely even processed the words, when James continued, a definite blush colouring his cheeks.
“I mean,” he said with a slight stammer, “obviously you’re looking forward to going home and I want you to go home too and this whole thing has been just one big mess and I feel like we’ve done everything the wrong way around –”
Lily reached across the table and gently took James’ hand that had been restlessly drumming against the tabletop.
He fell silent and when their eyes met, his blush deepened.
James sighed, and run his other hand through his hair, messing it up even more. 
It was a gesture that had become both familiar and endearing to Lily in these past twelve days, and her heart ached. 
“I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about anyone,” James said at last, squeezing her hand.
“Well then, after I get home you’re gonna have to ring me and ask me out for a real date,” Lily said, unable to hold back the smile blooming on her lips. 
She wasn’t sure either if she’d ever quite felt the way she did right at this moment, wrapped up in the tenderness of James’ obvious regard. 
“Does that mean I’m getting your number after all?” James replied, grinning at her as the mood lightened. 
“Yes.”
They smiled at each other. 
And because it was ridiculous how much her heart could race from just holding hands, Lily couldn’t help adding: “If you fail to ring me, I will hunt you down. After all, I know where you live.”
James burst into laughter. 
Lily had thought she couldn’t be happier than she was just then, watching James laugh. But she was proven wrong in the next moment when his thumb brushed across her knuckles.
Maybe they had done everything the wrong way around as James had said… But it had certainly worked out.
If this was just the beginning, she couldn’t wait to see what would come next.
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Two days later, early in the morning, they parted ways.
There were no tears, but they held each other for a long moment, both of them just as unwilling to let go. And the kiss Lily pulled James into in the doorway was lingering as well.
The memory of it still warmed her, as Lily got safely back to her flat. 
The peace and quiet that greeted her were both welcoming and unsettling. After not being alone for so many days, being on her own felt strange. 
But also good.
She kept busy for most of the day, making sure she was stocked up on food and that everything seemed clean and nice. 
She might no longer be in quarantine, but the news of the virus seemed to get worse and scarier day after day, so she was in no hurry to get back out there.
That evening, Lily was happy – no, she was ecstatic – to be lying in her own bed at last. 
It was smaller than the one she’d slept during her quarantine and her sheets didn’t carry James’ scent… But snuggled into a small mountain of pillows she was perfectly comfortable even as she frowned at the e-reader in her lap. 
She couldn’t continue the book. The words kept getting stuck somewhere between her eyes and her restless brain. She couldn’t concentrate on the story when her mind was busy reminiscing the evening moments spent in James' company.
A smile tugged at her lips until the sound of her ringtone dragged her away from the memories. 
Lily reached for her phone, the smile turning into a proper grin as she saw the name on the display.
“Hello?” she answered the phone.
“So I’d ask you out,” James’ voice drawled from the other end, “but it seems there’s a global pandemic out there.”
“That does sound like a small drawback,” Lily replied, falling right back into the easy banter, as if she’d never left.
“Raincheck on the date?” James said.
“Definitely. I’m not letting you off the hook so easily,” Lily said.
“Good. I’m very comfortable on the hook,” James said, earning a laugh from Lily. “But now to the real business.”
“Which is?” 
“So the investigator was lured into the cellar, right? And then the door was bolted shut. Does he get out? How?”
Lily snuggled back into her pillows, her smile so wide her cheeks were starting to hurt. 
“Well you’ll have to listen and find out,” she told him.
Then, she picked up the e-reader with her free hand and began to read out loud.
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dimensionwriter · 4 years
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Deadliest Friend Part 2
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Male Creature x GN! Reader
Warning: Description of horror movie
Word Count: 1,544
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The woman on the screen was crying silently on her bed as the thunderstorm continued on outside. Lighting flashed revealing her disheveled state to the viewer one more time. Her head was in her hands as she silently wept. It was easy to understand why she was crying. No one in her family believed her when she said something was wrong with the house. The ghost had been haunting her for the last few days and she was at her wits ends. 
You snuggled down into the couch with a soft blanket on top of you. All the lights were off in your house allowing you to get immersed into the movie. It was rare for you to watch horror movies, but you were in a mood to watch some and went all out. You bought the newest horror movie and made some snacks for the occasion. All the lights in your house were off, except for a few candles around the house. The atmosphere was set.
The camera slowly panned to the left to show that her bedroom door was creaking open, but the sound of her sobs covered it. A thin pale bony hand slipped out of the darkness and wrapped itself around the door. More of the arm slipped out and the music got more shrilly. 
The candles in your house suddenly burned higher. You jumped at the increase in light in your house, but once your mind caught up, you settled down. 
“Death?” You called out. You were answered back with a small grunt. You turned your head to see the creature standing near your front door. His vantablack skin made him blend into the darkness around him, but the light of the candles added some highlights to him. His long thin arms draped down beside him and lightly brushed his calves. The talons on his hands and feet were still glossy from the last time you painted them. His long black hair was pulled back in a high ponytail, you let him borrow a hair tie, allowing you to see his white crystal antelope mask. The red horns of the mask pierced through his hair causing his pony tail to be a little messy, but he’s improving. 
“Hi,” he whispered shyly while giving you a small wave. You responded with a giant smile. Kicking your legs off the couch, you sat straight up on the couch. You guessed he wanted to spend some time with you since he was here. 
“Come watch this movie with me,” you said, patting the empty space on the couch. He looked at the screen and his head tilted to the side. “Are you okay to watch horror movies? I can change it if you want.”
His face turned back to you and he just shook his head. Quickly walking to the spot, he gently lowered himself on the couch. You threw the quilt on top of his legs and leaned over a little to give him some space. 
The woman missed the ghost crawling on top of her ceiling as she settled in for bed. Her oblivious state was only short live as lightning struck close to the window. Startled, she jumped up, only to become face to face with the smiling ghost. 
You barely got scared by the obvious jump scare. The signs were so obvious. The lighting flashing before plus the music getting louder only to stop for a moment. It was all building up to it. 
However, Death on the other hand almost fell out of the seat with how hard he jumped. His mask turned slightly pink as he peaked over at you. His talons were digging into the blanket more as he adjusted himself in the seat. “Are you sure you want to do this?”
He didn’t look you in the eye as he nodded. You felt hesitant to continue, but you wanted to believe him. Trying to make him feel better, you leaned into his side. 
As the movie continued, Death was slowly getting worse. His mask was back white, but it was more of a sickly pale white. He had pulled the blanket all the way to the tip of his mask and every so often lifted it above the eye hole. You kept asking if he was okay and he continued saying yes.
The music in the movie stopped again as the woman entered the attic of the house. You noticed something moving in the corner of the screen and she seemed to see it as she turned around. In the corner of the attic, was another woman standing in the corner with her back to the viewer. You knew what was going to happen. 
The woman took a step towards it and the mysterious woman stayed still. The sound of crying increased in volume the closer to the woman got closer. The main protagonist dumbly asked if she was okay. Obviously the woman turned around and it was a jump scare. 
Death jumped back into the couch and pulled the blanket over his head. You guess he forgot he had horns with the mask because he pulled the blanket down on them. A small ripping sound was picked up by your ears causing you to slightly wince. However, you were more caught up with the small whimpers coming from Death. 
You reached for the remote and paused the movie. Pressing a few more buttons, you clicked on a cartoon show. Gently, you placed your hand on Death’s arm. He jumped and let out a louder whimper. You should’ve known better than to continue.
“Hey, it’s okay. We’re going to watch something else,” you gently whispered rubbing soothing circles into his arm. He was shaking so hard. Poor baby.
“Sorry,” he whispered, shrinking into himself. “I can continue. I promise.” 
“I know you can, but it was a little scary for me. I hope you don’t mind me changing it,” you said softly while laughing at the end. He turned towards you, but the blanket was still over his head. Guess he figured out he was stuck. 
You reached up and pulled the blanket off of his horns. It dropped off of him and landed on your lap. His mask was turned a light pink as he continued to stare at you. 
“Do you mind staying here for a while? I feel a lot safe if you’re here.” He was quick to nod his head. To be honest, you were fine, but you were worried about Death. He pushed himself for so long for you when he didn’t have to. Now it’s your turn. 
“I’m going to turn on some of the lights and get something to eat. Do you want anything?” you asked, putting the blanket on to him. His talons gently put themselves through the hole. 
“Do you have the… popsicle?” He looked down at you with those golden orbs appearing behind the eye holes of the mask. It felt like he was giving you puppy dog eyes. How could you resist?
You came later with a popsicle in your hand and a new thicker blanket. You decided to turn on the lamps in the living room too, so Death could feel more comfortable. 
“Here you go?” You gave him the popsicle and jumped into your usual spot. You want to question how Death was going to eat the popsicle, but that felt kind of rude. So, instead you were going to indirectly look at him. 
He reached towards the bottom of his mask and slightly lifted it off. With his other hand, he pushed the popsicle into the new open space. He just kept it there as time went by. There was no dribbling, no melted popsicle coming no, or no sound of crunching. After a minute, he pulled his hand out with a completely empty stick. That didn’t answer your question, only produced more.
Snuggling down into the couch, you threw your legs around Death. Death looked over at you weirdly and you gave him a smile. “Snuggle time?”
You couldn’t exactly see the confusion on the face, but it was more a feeling. “Snuggling is where you just get comfortable with another person while ensuring physical contact. But don’t worry, I was joking with you.”
Death looked you in the eye before looking down at the position you were. He scooted farther down the couch and leaded over in the small space between you and the couch. His legs were dangling off the edge because of how tall he was. 
“Snuggling?” he asked with his voice pitching up. You let out a small laugh at his adorableness. Grabbing the side of the blanket, you threw it over him. He shifted forward, so he was closer to you.
“Yeah, we’re snuggling,” you whispered leaning into him. His skin was cold, but not too much to the point it bothered you. It felt nice. Twisting your head behind you, you quickly placed a kiss on the tip of his mask. “Thank you for staying with me.”
The sound that slipped out of his throat sounded eerily similar to a purr, but you didn’t comment on it. Instead, you enjoyed the feeling of him being closed to you while you watched some cartoons.
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Did I make a part two to a story no one knows? Yes and I don’t know why. This quarantine is getting to me, I guess. This is the closest I am getting to physical contact, but it’s to keep people safe, so I’m fine with it. I hope you guys are staying safe during this time. 
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agentwhiskeysdarlin · 4 years
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Confessions
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Request: “I know you’re working, but can I come over because I miss seeing your face?” From a fluffy prompt list and requested by the sweet @catfishmorales​
Pairing: Frankie “Catfish” Moreales x Fem!Reader (no y/n)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: cute fluffiness, smut, unprotected sex, vaginal fingering, is that it?
Word Count: 2,424 (longest fic to date WHAT)
Author’s Notes: Okay so this is a first with the lovely Catfish. I am super, crazy nervous about this one. I hope I wrote him well. I haven’t watched Triple Frontier since the beginning of quarantine and let’s be real properly never will again unless I am desperate. I hope you all enjoy especially you @catfishmorales​. Also ignore the lame ass title. You should all expect the lame titles by now.
ao3 link for story
  The room around you was silent all besides the clicking of keys, typing away the words your mind produced. You could feel your eyes crossing behind your reading glasses and you reached up sliding them with your middle finger up the bridge of your nose for the thousandth time in just the last hour. You had to get just a few more pages done before sending them in to your editor. You sat back for a few seconds letting out a frustrated sigh letting your head fall back before reaching your hand to the back of your neck and rubbing. You swore you could see then typing of words on the back of your eyelids. Your phone ringing made you jump. You let out another sigh before collecting yourself and answering without glancing at the caller id.
  “Hello?” You knew you sounded frustrated and agitated.
  “I know you’re working, but can I come over because I miss seeing your face?”
  Frankie’s voice hit your ear and you couldn’t help the smile that pulled at your lips. 
  “Yes you can come over Cat. Just be prepared to watch me finish these last few pages and then I’m all yours,” you let out a chuckle.
  “I don’t care if I had to sit and watch you type a whole damn book,” you could hear the evidence of a smile in his voice.
  “Be safe on your drive over,” you let another chuckle go hearing him grabbing his keys and walking out of his home.
  “Always,” he spoke before the line went dead and you hung up with a shake of your head.
  Frankie and yourself have been friends for as long as you could remember. You were there before he left to join the Delta Force and there when he returned utterly broken. You dealt with his slightly wild stage where he did anything he could to drown the demons that haunted him to present tense where he was finally trying to clean his life up and settle down. The feelings you had for the man were undeniable and you wanted to think he felt the same way but you were never fully sure. 
  You glanced at the clock knowing it wouldn’t take him long to get here and you set yourself back to work. You let your fingers glide over the keys seemingly typing out the perfect sentences to finish these pages off. There was a slight knock, never waiting for your response before he was in your house. You looked over your shoulder and giving him a smile as he removed his jacket.
  “I think that is a new record Cat. You seriously miss me that much?” You laughed as he came toward you pulling a chair from your small dinning room table with him.
  “You have no idea. It’s been weeks.”
  He planted himself in the chair next to you and squinted at the bright computer screen that now sat in front of the both of you. You looked him seeing his eyes scanning your words, his lips slightly parted in concentration. You couldn’t help but to let out a laugh but you also felt the nerves build in your stomach as he read over some of your work. He knew what you were working on but refused to read it until it as finished. He finished the last line before looking at you his eyes meeting yours.
  “This is incredible. I can’t wait to read the rest of it,” he spoke so seriously.
  “You don’t even like to read so I don’t expect you to read this,” you turned your attention back to your work trying so hard to ignore the man next to you.
  “Now you know I will read anything you write.”
  “I will be done shortly I promise,” you shook your head but let a smirk play across your lips as you typed away.
  Cat sat back and watched you at work. He liked moments like this when he could watch you focus on something especially when it came to your writing. The way you would either pull your bottom lip between your teeth or stick your tongue out just slightly. He loved the way the dim lighting seemed to play across your figure that he now noticed was in nothing but shorts and a t-shirt. You were going to drive the man wild. He knew tonight was the night he needed to just finally fess up but he was so damn scared. He had this feeling deep in his gut that you felt the same way he felt about you but his worry settled on if you would want to act on those things like he wanted to. He wondered if you would want to ruin the beautiful and lengthy friendship the two of you shared. His mind always seemed to flash up little moments to assure him that the two of you could make this work and he knew as those little moments played across his memory that he had to do this tonight. 
  “And…done!” You typed the last word giving the period key a very successful push as your last button for the night. 
  You quickly closed the document, saving and naming it before sending it in to your editor with a short and sweet little note. You turned in your chair too quickly wincing at the pain of your body being in the same place for far too long. Cat gave you a laugh and you rolled your eyes at him but smiled all the same. You pulled your glasses off and laid them on your desk rubbing at your face before finally looking at Cat. He wore one of his signature t-shirts and that stupid cap he wore all the time. It wasn’t really stupid and you secretly loved it and the way his hair sat messy under it. The two of you sit in a few moments of silence just looking at each other. What was that look he had on his face all about? It was making your nervous and you began to softly play with your shirt and looking anywhere but his brown eyes.
  “So what did you want to…”
  You never got a chance to finish your sentence before he had leaned forward and captured your lips in his. You never found yourself hesitating before kissing him back. His hand found your cheek and softly moved up to the side of your hair pulling your face closing to deepen the kiss. You had never felt so dizzy in your life. This was what it was like to really kiss him, finally. Your lips moved against each other until you had to unfortunately come up for air.
  “Should we…take this to the…the bedroom?” Your voice was so full of nerves.
  “Please,” he sounded so desperate as he stood almost knocking his chair over.
  He reached out his hand to you and you took it. He pulled you up before quickly picking you up bridal style and you let out a yelp followed by a giggle. He carries you to your bedroom and almost trips before landing you safely on the bed. You pull him down with you and let him fall between your now spread legs and reattach your lips with his. You let your arms fall over his shoulders and around his neck. You let your fingers thread through the strands of hair under his cap before taking it off and throwing it somewhere in the room. His hands began to wonder under t-shirt and you can’t help the shiver at the feeling of his skin against yours in anyway. He quickly parts his lips and pulls your shirt up and over your head revealing that you were not wear a bra. He pauses at the sight and licks his lips before diving down to one breast. He kisses and teases before finally taking your already erect nipple in his mouth, sucking and then biting softly and pulling. You arch your back and let out a moan, your fingers pulling at his hair. His hand takes care of the other one before he switches and pays the other one the same attention. You are already a mess under his hands and the man had not even touched you where you wanted him. He sat up and quickly rid of his shirt before coming chest to chest with you and his lips found yours once again. He let his lips move to continue his discovery of all your sweet spots. You panted and moaned keeping one hand firmly in his soft locks. 
  “Cat please,” it was your turn to sound desperate.
  “What do you need angel?” He speaks between kisses against your neck.
  “You please Cat. Touch me,” you whimper and buck your hips up into him.
  He smirks down at you and reaches down pulling your shorts down pulling your panties down with them. You are quick to reach up and start to unbutton his pants and start to pull them off before he helps you and kicks them off to the floor. He looks down at you as his fingers find your wet slit and rubs several circles over your clit pulling a gasp from you. He then moves to your entrance and slips one finger inside. His eyes stay glued to your face to watch your ever reaction as he pushes in another finger and you let out a moan. He starts to finger you slowly, his fingers crooking to hit your spot perfectly over and over again. He had you a panting, moaning mess before he suddenly pulls away and you let out a whimper.
  “Need to be inside you,” he pants before he lines himself up with you.
  In that moment you were sure you were going to wake up from this dream a wet mess because you couldn’t believe this moment was happening. Frankie moved inside you slowly letting you feel the full stretch of him. Your mouth feel open as you watched him before you couldn’t take the pleasure and your head went back and your eyes fluttered shut. A groan escaped past his lips as he finally filled you tot he hilt. He didn’t sit long before he started to move in and out of you slowly. He was gentle and slow, wanting nothing more than to make this moment last for as long as the two of you could stand. He had one hand keeping him propped up and the other feel to your cheek softly. He let his thumb brush along under your eyes and you let them open looking up at him. His face full of pleasure, his plump lips were parted and he let his hand fall next to you before he just slightly picked up his pace.
  “Feel…so…good Cat,” you moaned out softly as you let your nails rake softly along his back.
  “Fuck you feel so good angel,” he moaned out.
  His lips found yours and once again he was making you dizzy with his kiss. He pulled away and picked up his pace faster but still so gentle, taking perfect care of you. He moved his arms under you and slightly picked you up pulling you completely flush against him, his forehead falling against yours. His eyes opened and connected with yours and it was like a push over the edge. You came apart. Your head went back and his lips connected with your neck kissing eagerly. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your body shook as your orgasm took you over. He spoke sweet nothings to you that sounded far away as he kept going working your through it. Then he was moaning out your name and letting go deep inside of you. He stilled letting himself empty before laying you gently down on the bed. You kept your eyes closed and panted for air before slowly opening them. It wasn’t a dream. He was still over you panting and his forehead reconnecting to yours. You both lay there for a few moments before he finally pulls from you and you both let out soft gasp at the loss of each other. He got up and your heart feel. That was it then huh? He didn’t dress and your brows furrowed in confusion watching as he walked to the bathroom. He returned with a wet towel and cleaned the both of you up before discarding it in the floor with your clothes and laying next to you. He didn’t speak as he pulled you to him and you turned to face him. His eyes searched your face and you watched him. You were afraid to ask him what needed to be asked. You didn’t want to ruin the moment that you endlessly wanted to live in. The silence was eating at you and he just kept looking at you like he too didn’t want to ask the question that hung in the air.
  “What does this mean Cat?” Your voice was soft and full of nerves.
  His fingers brushed at your hair and lingered down your cheek before disappearing around you again. His fingers made endless, random patterns on upon your back trying his best to ease you.
  “What do you want it to mean?”
  “I think we both know the answer to that question.”
  “How long?” He simply asked and the question at first confused you until it hit you what he meant.
  “For a long time. The crush was there before you left but when you came back I knew I had to do anything to pick up your pieces and show you that you were loved,” your voice trailed to a whisper.
  “It’s been since day one. The day Pope introduced us I knew it was you and it would only ever be you no matter how hard I tried.”
  “Can we do this?” You asked the question with so much fear in your voice.
  You never wanted to lose the man that had become your best friend but maybe this was what it was meant to be all along. You were so afraid but by the look on his face so was he.
  “We can do this,” he finally let a smile spread across his face and you matched it.
 “Then let’s do this,” you chuckled, your body relaxing slightly.
  “I would want nothing more,” he smiled before he grabbing at your face once again and kissed you deeply. 
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mldrgrl · 4 years
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Times mulder complimented something scully was wearing
6 Times Mulder Complimented Scully on What She Was Wearing and 1 Time He Complimented What She Wasn't
Year 1
He’d finished his slideshow only moments before and had already shrugged into his overcoat, ready to head out the door.  He waited for her by the lightswitch, waiting as she gathered her bag and her coat.  She stopped though, when he didn’t move out of the doorway, blocking the exit with his arm across the door, trigger-finger on the switch.
“Mulder?”  She lifted her brow in question.
“What color would you call that?” he asked, reaching out to tug on the pocket of her blazer.
“Oh, um?”
“Lavender?  Or periwinkle?”
“I think periwinkle is a little more blue.  Lavender, probably.  Why?”
“Just wondering.  It brings out your eyes.”
“Oh.”
“I like it.”  He flicked the switch and moved out of the doorway so she could pass by.
She hesitated for a few moments, embarrassed without knowing quite why.  “Thanks,” she murmured.
*****
Year 2
He haunted the doorway of her hospital room, pacing the hall and checking every ten minutes or so to see if she’d awoke yet.  Finally, when he’d peaked through the narrow glass window, her eyes were open and he pushed the door open with a smile.
“Hey,” he said.
“Mulder?”  She sat up a little straighter and nervously adjusted the sheets over her hips.
“Don’t get up on my account,” he teased.  “Just came to see how you were feeling today.”
“Good.  Fine.  I think.  I still don’t…”
“It doesn’t matter.”  
The gold cross he’d held onto and returned to her twinkled when she nodded slightly, catching the sunlight streaming through the window, and his eye.  She looked down and plucked at the loose, drab yellow hospital gown for a moment.
“I must look awful,” she said.
He shook his head.  She was radiant, compared to two days ago, with tubes and wires going in and out of her every which way.  He couldn’t tell her that, though.  Not about how frightened he was, seeing her like that.
“I hear hospital gown is the new black,” he said.
She smiled just a little.
*****
Year 3
“I need a new tailor,” he said, apropos of nothing, as they exited the airport terminal and headed to long-term parking.
“Oh?” she said, scanning the lot up ahead for section B.
“My guy is retiring, end of the month.”
“Oh.”
“Who do you use?”
“Me?”
“Yeah, obviously yours is great.”
“Obviously?”
“Well yeah.  Six months or so you switched to pantsuits and you know, you being so sho...small in stature, I imagine you’d need to get those taken up.  And let me tell you, the length is damn near perfect and the stitching is top quality.  I want someone to make me look that good too.”
She choked a little on disbelief and stopped short.  “Mulder…”
“What?  I’m a trained investigator Scully, I notice these things.”
“I’ll...uh, I’ll get a business card for you.  The shop is on M Street.”
“Great!  Maybe we can start wearing matching suits to work.”
“In your dreams, Mulder.”
*****
Year 4
She’d signed for the delivery with some hesitation, insisting she hadn’t ordered anything from Bloomingdale’s, but the delivery man was equally as insistent that he had a package for Dana Scully and needed her signature.  She brought the shopping bag in and pulled a long, white box out of it, setting it in the middle of her table.
Tentatively, as though she might be handling a bomb, she lifted the lid off the box.  Whatever was inside was wrapped in tissue paper that crinkled as she unwrapped the gift.  She gasped when she pulled out a plush, white robe.  A plain notecard fell to the floor and she picked it up.  It was blank on one side and the other simply said: SCULLY.
“Mulder,” she whispered.  “What did you do?”
It took her ten minutes of pacing her kitchen to finally call him.  He answered on the second ring.  “Mulder.”
“Mulder, it’s me,” she said.
“Oh, hey Scully.”
“What did you do?”
“No telling.  How much trouble am I in and I’ll try to guess.”
“I just got a delivery.  From Bloomingdale’s.”
“Oh, good.”
“What did you...I mean, why…”
“It’s soft, isn’t it?”
“It is.”
“Not that you didn’t look all cute and cozy in that other robe you have, but this one is softer.”
“You didn’t...you shouldn’t have done this.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“Just think of it as a belated birthday present.”
“You already got me a keychain.”
“I could take it back.”
“Is it returnable?”
“I don’t know, I picked it up at a gas station off I-81.”
“The robe?”
“No, the keychain.”  He chuckled.  “Just enjoy it, Scully, you deserve it.”  He hung up then and she was left with silence.  She hung up the dead phone and then stroked the collar of her new robe.  It was one of the softest things she’d ever felt.
*****
Year 5
“It says here we’re going to have to do a little hiking,” he said.
She closed the pamphlet for the conference and sighed.  “Fantastic.”
“Pack light, pack that blue jacket you have.”
“What blue jacket?”
“That windbreaker, the pullover.  With the pocket in the front.”
“You know, Mulder, sometimes it’s a little disconcerting how familiar you are with my wardrobe.”
“Nah, I only remember the really important pieces.”
“Important, meaning?”
“You know, those little pieces that go together really well or are particularly flattering.”
“And the blue windbreaker is...flattering?”
He shrugged.  “It’s blue.  You look good in blue.”
*****
Year 6
They were two beers in on Mulder’s couch, a Yankees v. Blue Jays game on mute on the television.  Mulder got up to toss his bottle and then stopped on his way back, running his finger along the collar of her jacket, draped over the back of the chair next to the TV.
“I think this is the least practical you’ve ever been,” he said.
“Hm?” she answered, lifting her beer bottle up to inspect it.
“Suede.  Very impractical.  Very hard to take care of.”
“I can say the same about you.”
“Hah.”  He snort-laughed and then plopped down beside her again on the couch.  “If I were an article of clothing I’m more likely to be a sweaty, ratty t-shirt.”
“No, more like a well-worn sweatshirt.”
He rolled his head towards her and smiled a little.  She gave him a glance, but then quickly looked away and took a sip of her beer.
“What about you?” he asked.
“What about me?”
“What would you be?”
“I don’t know.”
“I think you’d be...something woolen.”
“Woolen?”
“Yeah.  Scratchy, but warm.”
“Scratchy, but warm,” she repeated with a slight frown.
“Wool is strong, it’s versatile, and you know, wool from the vicuña is the most expensive fabric in the entire world, only collectible once every two to three years from the same animal.  It’s rare and precious.”
“How do you know so much about fabrics, Mulder?”
“I’m a connoisseur.  Come on, Clemens, you can throw better than that!”
Scully took another sip of her beer and tried to turn her focus to the game, but she was lost in thought.  Scratchy.  Warm.  Strong.  Versatile.  Rare.  Precious.  Scratchy?
“I’m glad you splurged on that jacket though,” Mulder suddenly said.
“You are?”
“It looks amazing on you.”
*****
Year 7
The faucet in his bathroom was still leaking, even though the super swore he’d fix it while Mulder was out of town for the weekend.  Still though, he could hear the drip, drip, drip from bed, even over the tree branches that tapped at the window from the light breeze.  He turned onto his side from his back and lay face to face with his partner.  She was asleep, or so he thought.  When he traced a heart on her bare shoulder, her eyes opened and she gave him a drowsy smile.
“Hey,” he said.
“Hey,” she answered.
“I was just thinking.”
“It’s late.”
“Or early, depending on your point of view.”
“What were you thinking?”
“I’ve never seen that green sweater you were wearing before.”
“It’s new.”  She yawned, closed her eyes, and snuggled a little deeper into his pillow.  “Why?  Don’t like it?”
“It looks better on my floor.”
She chuckled, but kept her eyes closed.  “With lines like that, I can’t imagine how it took seven years for you to get me into bed.”
“Reconsidering your choices?”
“Maybe.  Maybe not.”  She reached up blindly and took his hand off her shoulder, tucking it under her chin to press a kiss to his knuckles.  “Do you want me to wake you when I get up?”
“No, I’ll be too sad.”
“Why?  You’ll see me again in less than two hours, probably.”
“Yeah, but you won’t be as naked as you are right now.”
“True.  Not unless the bureau has changed their dress code without me knowing.”
“Will you wear the navy blazer?”
“Sure.”
“And the white top.  The cotton one, not the silk one.”
“Cotton, not silk.  Mmhm.”
“Wait.”
Scully yawned again.  “Hm?”
“Now I’m just thinking, maybe you should wear something less tempting.  You still have that giant, puffy, blue and pink and green jacket?”
“I’m afraid that was burned in quarantine, obviously for the better.”
“Darn.”
“Mulder?”
“Hm?”
“Go to sleep.”
“Okay.”  He turned over onto his back again and a few moments later, Scully inched her way closer and draped an arm over his chest.
“The dark Armani suit, with a white shirt, and the red tie,” she murmured.
“What about it?”
“It’s my favorite.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.”  He gave her a squeeze and closed his eyes.
The End
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