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popstart · 4 months
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I cant stand a lot of the g1 boys but im actually very fond of the g2 boys. Smth about them. Its probably that they get less fan exposure tbh but also a lot of them are just generally more appealing characters to me. Theyre just a lot nicer people i guess lol
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bluiex · 1 year
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BLUIE, I have found a new way to torture Scar hehe (my friend was deeply concerned when he read it, but he doesnt understand the appeal to torture your blorbos) (tw: character death and suicide, i guess... it's zombie apocalypse ladies and gents and everyone in between)
So, basically, this is all the wonderful ideas i've seen from Vex hybridation theories, white hair Scar and the trauma of TCD. The way it would start is baby Scar (12 yo) and his mom live in the TCD world (his mom is a vex hybrid and his dad is like... evoker or smth, idk, havent figured out that part yet), and so, the reason why theyre in the TCD is bc his mom wanted to get away from the mansion she came from and wanted to protect her little grub (yes she calls him "my little grub", that term grew on me).
So, ofc, it's TCD, so, zombie apocalypse. So, they both pack their things and go north (totally not basing this on that they're in hypothetical USA and are going to Canada, no sireeee). And so, his mom is trying to find a way to get out of this world, but later on, she realizes the only way you can get out of this world is to die. Except, theres no guarantee you're either gonna die or you're gonna get infected, and if you get infected, can you truly die? Can you truly jump into another world when you were infected? Many questions, not much answers, huh.
And then time skip where Scar and his mom are running away from a horde of zombies. They find a surveillance tower, but they cant find the entrance. The horde is getting closer and they have no time nor the stamina to outrun them. So, his mom helps him get up on the tower and Scar tries to help her get up, but she just smiles at him and he sees his mom getting either eaten by the zombies or get infected by them. So, more trauma on him, hehe <3
Another time skip, and this time, he is all alone, he has learned he can use vex magic to help him jump higher up buildings, he learned how to keep his vex wings close to his back, not that they were useful with how many tares the zombies did to them. He has his Jellie plushie that he talks to almost all the time, even sees her as a mother figure (trauma hehe). So, he doesn't see that when he uses vex magic, his hair turns white, bc his mom's hair didnt turn white, it turns white bc of the dad side of things, the evoker and stuff, so, his vex magic has a mix of evoker magic and stuff. Also, his hair turns white whenever he thinks too much of his mom, like its a trauma response from his brain to use his vex magic to make it less painful.
Anyways, he meets a group of ppl and doesn't feel so alone anymore, so, his hair is back to its regular colour and the group called him "Scar" bc it was the name of his gun he found on a dead body and hes like, their best shooter. So, that group teaches him how to treat injuries (with a fuck ton of morphine and some medical technics), and just how to survive better than just eating protein bars and finding resources from dead bodies and from empty stores.
So, ofc I have to torture him, and make him watch this group die as a horde of zombies attack them, and hes just yelling shooting at zombies, not even noticing hes also hitting the group. So, he spends a couple of weeks alone before he misses a jump while running away from zombies and just shoots himself bc he doesn't want to get infected.
Um... I have more, but um... this got long... don't worry, hes gonna get his comfort in Kingdom Craft and with the Hermits. I just... didn't realize this was getting long. And it's been circling my head for too long. Idk if i'm gonna write a full fledge fic, but this... I just want to torture my blorbo, is that too much to ask?
-- bloop anon (i am totally sane and normal)
YEEEEEEESSSSS TCD SCAR TRUAMA ANGST LETS GOOOOOO
I love this bloop.. But YOU CANT END IT WITH SCAR SHOOTS HIMSELF-- BRUH
I'm very much a firm believer in the Jellie plushies being this huge comfort to him and just always talks to it and think in his head she talks back-
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boycattj · 8 months
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It's not really a matter of not looking at it, I've worked with moderation before and even I was shocked? We are offered mental health care for having to see stuff like that, because it's literally traumatizing, it's not the same as drawing a little zombie and saying hehe trigger warning. Is that even allowed on tumblr? Also idk man. If you desensitized enough to picture, draw in detail and romanticize will enduring being eaten alive while he feels pain and mike taking advantage of it and enjoying it, I figured you would be desensitized enough to endure receiving some anons pointing out how weird that is
literally what.
1. where am i romanticizing this. is it because i said theyre in luv ? what part of that implies (and im taking this straight from the dictionary definition of "romanticize") that i am 'dealing with or describing in an idealized or unrealistic fashion; making (something) seem better or more appealing than it really is' . where did i imply that cannibalism was great and everyone should do it /gen
2. im perfectly fine with getting comments on that art being weird. because it is weird. i never said i wasnt ok w it? i was fully expecting someone to give me shit abt it. what i wasn't expecting was to b congratulated for being smth i literally know nothing abt .
3. considering that ive seen significantly worse things on tumblr than extremely anatomically incorrect and simplistic drawings. i'd say its fine. especially considering i did tag it as appropriately as i could and put a warning to give ppl the option to Not see it because i know that not everyone wants to look at something that gorey.
4. why would i say theyre in luv if what i drew was mike hurting will and taking advantage of his abilities . jfc im not that out of touch . idk if u noticed. but will doesnt look like he's in a lot of pain does he? that was on purpose . i guess i have to go out and say it so u get my point but sometimes ppl r into the idea of someone getting all up in their insides. also its Not Real. u dont need to apply real-world rules for something thats not real. if i wanted it to b a situation of mike taking advantage of will i would made it a Lot more clear that will wasnt into it.
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seiwas · 4 months
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hello sel talk to me about your most recent blorbos 🫡🫵
noos!! omg hello 🥺 you are so sweet to ask this sdfbjsh
my most recent blorbos!! omg tbh i haven't picked up a new anime in so long... and i think i am Chronically Loyal hfbhas i stick to my set of faves for the longest time... BUT i guess the recent ones that aren't really blorbo level but have just made me look at them differently:
osamu — actually liked him first!! but then tumblr happened and sold atsumu to me so i've liked atsumu for the longest time (sadly) but then i read this osamu fic from augustine 😭 then even more... then i read @/sashimiyas osamu stuff too and am now just... in love w him too 😭
yuuta — i never used to understand his appeal sdbfsajd then some of my friends explained to me that there's a devotion to him sbfjs that kinda borders yan hsdfba and how he goes unhinged too sbdfa AND THEN... i see one of my moots talk about him often too AND THEN i saw guilty challenge fanarts of him... so now it's just IMPOSSIBLE to see him the same way 😭
choso — i became a choso fucker very slowly jhsbf and it started with seeing my moots talk so much about him anD THEN i wasn't fully convinced yet after seeing him this season but !! i did find him rlly pretty 🥺 what rlly tipped me over is this series by emmie jsdbfa i WENT SO INSANE when she sent me what she wrote 😭 there's just smth abt him...
wriothesley — being so real rn i don't genshin at all. but i saw a gifset of him and he looked so hot, then started talking to my friends about him and then started seeing fanart and got the backstory asbgjs and then a friend sent me a clip of him too and it made me go bRRR. i also listen to his audio stuff from time to time (idk what u call it... but theyre just stuff on his story ig idk) ANYWAY HE'S SO HOT IDK WHAT TO DO W MYSELF
wbu noos!!!!! who are ur blorbos recently!!
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lazaruspiss · 5 months
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Justice League x RW/BY: Super Heroes and Huntsmen (Part Two)
dear god it opens with a quirky exposition dump/summary of the first part. ueghhh. its a little shorter at least. man i hate the sunken cost fallacy.
"classic superhero stuff right?" i think its better to just do the trope than it is to acknowledge the trope and then do it anyways without any twist or subversion. like, just going "its pretty funny how [x] always happens" and then doing [x] isnt like. anything. tropes are fine and you dont need to make any self aware jokes to try and get permission to do a trope. 2 full minutes of ruby summary. sigh.
they cant go a single scene without teenager level jokes, so since they dont have any teens theyre having black canary deliver those sweet sweet lines i guess. oh killer croc looks like shit huh. they really cant do anything but anime teens huh.
rw/by can do decent fight scenes, that was always where most of the appeal came from.
is batman dead. cmon itd be funny. let rw/by movie kill off batman itd be funny. then smth smth rw/by girls fight over nothing. this time the ptsd flashbacks are animated!
[left for a bit, came back with cookie dough and a cup of margarita mix]
barry going thru it or smth. why does black canary just have all the worst traits of team rw/by. whys the old man weiss calls for advice got color changing eyes and 3 personalities. cross dimension video call. why does diana have the worst makeup ive seen. oh i forgot that every weapon in rw/by is a weapon + a gun.
oh bruce is meow meow huh. pathetic dying man. the costumes are cool but why couldnt blake keep her ears smh. "a massive grimm attack!" before they even see the state of the alert. "grows tentacles to silence her" huh?? why tentacles??? oh for choking ok. also is canary usually airheaded comic relief orrr.....
man blake just looks like a huntress knockoff. and theyre really laying the flash angst on thick. flash villains are fun dont be mean guys. oh god weve hit the bruce/weiss junk. hopefully it stays footnote-y like the stuff in the first part.
fight scenes are cool if you like fight scenes. im not that big on them so. kinda bored. oh weiss ur the only bitch i missed from ur series. i dont think we really saw this group finish their fight but theyre done and joining a different one. its just fight scene after fight scene. on and theres the other group whose fight we dont get to see the end of. exposition of all of rw/by's big bads that could be involved. oh we're back to still image flashbacks.
the action scenes are. normal. the story is boring. team rw/by just gets more annoying the more i watch this. pep talk time for reasons. oh they even call it an awkward pep talk! i guess barry really is the main character of part 2. and he has trauma :). man he sounds like me talking about my dad.
id think the JL would have uh. more advanced training sims. than cardboard cutouts. more pep talk stuff. onto bruce n weiss again. daddy issues bonding time. heart attack? cy casually having mari electrocute him. killg%re reaches out to JL for something. barry continues to have ptsd.
movie i would like to sleep thru. 16 minutes left. then i am freed.
man this sure would be impactful if i cared about ruby. now back to fight scene. barry panic attack. fight scene. they went back to team rw/by's normal outfits and abilities for reasons. every once in a while i remember how rw/by didnt really cast voice actors and just used the employees and personalities that they had at rooster teeth.
the final fight strategy is all over the place. no explanation for where the dust is coming from. arent they still supposed to be on earth? oh cool they do the thing where they turn the villains against each other by having one monologue about how they used the other. problem solved?
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suja-janee · 2 years
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Have you taken the time to hold your tiny partner today??
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adamsvanrhijn · 3 years
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hii i love ur writing and the detail u put into everything. this is probably not smth u care about since from what ive seen u are rlly into the time period downton abbey is placed in, but do u have any ideas for the possible set up if a modern au was done? ive read a couple fun ones like theyre a high end restaurant and the downstairs staff all are now either kitchen or waiter staff, etc or more ordinary but still great ones where theyre all working at a department store. do u have any ideas? thanks for everything <3 have a great day!
i am sorry to say this but your assumption is correct fjlkdsads 
i am not into modern aus just as a general rule i am afraid... i’m a history bitch it has to be said haha
i think downton abbey is so entrenched (pun unintended) in the time period wherein it sits, it’s such a particular cultural era with very specific kinds of change, and the cultural context of domestic service is so particular... there isn’t really a parallel right now. you’d have to change a lot of things to get characters to the same places i think. (which is generally how i approach these things... how do you give the characters a backstory that gives them the same personality & similar experiences as they have in canon, in a whole new time & potentially place?)
i guess if i had to pick i’d say a hotel setting w/ residential owners + staff members would be closest to like, the hierarchical structure, but that leaves out a lot of the class stuff, which is very important to the show and the character dynamics. if you changed the cultural background, like putting it in a country that still has a strong domestic service culture, that would be different, but that would require so much thought & time to do right even if you grew up in that culture, and i think would lack the things that most people find appealing about modern aus, which are ease & familiarity + more social freedoms
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macklives · 4 years
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yeah okay this is a lot of info and i need me some sleep lmfao
so, im doing this in point form again because i cant be arsed to write a full on paragraph explaining what i have learned which is a bunch of shit placed together in a convenient matter.
- karkat is happy he’s leader, he’s big on the chivalrous side. he won his argument with clear proof and persuasion. ie “leader me, im leader haha not you loser i am” and thats pretty much it. he should join the troll debate team.
- we got 2 new characters: stripe-on-stripe kid, and spooky gal. one has powers, one doesnt know how to dress. cool.
- the revelation that water signs involves cancer, scorpio and pisces and NOT AQUARIUS WTF ASTROLOGY. damn. i thought it was like in order you know. like the first 3 signs on the zodiac list are uhh fire or smth? the next 3 are earth potentially idfk, and so on so forth until the last 3 are water but apparently its fucking RANDOM
legit i dont really care if this has anything to do with the whole sea dweller land dweller thing with aquarius being a water symbol its just IN GENERAL like who thought putting karkat as a water sign was okay? who decided on the water signs because its DOESNT MAKE SENSE? aquarius has the word aqua in it. aqua literally fucking translates to water?? but its an AIR SIGN??? AIRRRRR????? what the fuck??
- another revelation: lucius malfoy is in homestuck, but hes going by “lusus” now, and he dreams up babies and tells terezi about it but she’s not allowed to be associated with her lusus anymore and probably for that very reason.
- karkat is in the game, terezi is building his house and theyre having a jolly good time with the paint job and the parallels.
- speaking of parallels we saw karkat’s land which is essentially lava land and i forgot the name of it already lol great job mack and uhh he’s also the knight of blood which i had unironically deemed a cool title before knowing the trolls personally, so i revoke whatever the fuck i said about it being cool. he has to fight out the title with dave, there can only be one after all.
- tho he did get a cool ass sickle in the meantime so great job, karkat, looking snazzy like a crackhead chihuahua
- but he doesnt know much about the game. and when he didnt know much, especially being the leader he’s supposed to be, terezi called him adorable and the only thing he had to say was “more like.. adorabloodthirsty” and i will cherish that moment like how i will cherish the sarcasm terezi portrays during this chat
- oh right, terezi has like blue blood or smth. meaning the trolls have different blood colors? because she wants to know karkats own but hes somehow ashamed of it as if it really matters lol? my guess is that its an ugly color or smth weird because why else would he be hiding it. i mean maybe he was hiding it for the sake of just being an ass, but idk. im thinking its neon yellow that would be funny, especially the contrast between his grey appeal.
anyways, i cant believe we only went through such a small amount of pages lmfao. okaaay homestuck, really gotta make your pesterlogs long, huh? and i heard they only get longer from here on out. we’ll finish this liveblog in the next 5 years at this rate. hope you all are cozy and are able to spend that long with me without getting annoyed.
cool, i guess we’ll find out more next time. thanks yall, always a pleasure to liveblog when i have time, brightens my day <3
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wakkanaidream · 5 years
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“21″ questionsss
I got tagged by @deadg1rls to do a 21 questions prompt but whoever made it only put 18 in? anyway <33
Nicknames: lori is already technically a nickname for my full name, but my significant others are the only ones who call me by my full name right now. im looking forward to hearing it in like official contexts if i ever get it changed legally..but gwyn also came up with the nickname lori lemon for me lol <3
Zodiac sign: sag sun / virgo moon / scorpio rising, although i dont actually know anything abt astrology
Height: 5'9 or 10, i dont remember a solid measure from a doctor in years. the real answer is too tall, i dont know enough women who are taller than me dfhsfghsld
Hogwarts house: never read harry porter and dont really have any interest sryyyy
The last thing I googled: directions of the security office for the mall where i had to work today so i could get into the mall at 5 am (◡︿◡✿)
Favourite musicians: my gut instinct is the groups from love live bc im incapable of separating special interest shit from casual listening lol, but i also dont pay much attention to individual musicians bc i mostly listen to dance music & ive always interpreted those genres being more abt tracks and the culture overall rather than individuals who are “personalities” ig? like they certainly exist but anyway. outside of that i rly like brockhampton, joanna newsom, and rico nasty, both as musicians and when considering their music alone 
Song stuck in your head: denzel curry’s ricky bc @deadg1rls named it in her post and sierra & i just listened to zuu for the first time yesterday !
Following: 507 😶😶😶😶 been meaning to clean it out but its rly overwhelming, ive considered recreating and just following mutuals n other people whose blogs i really like. a friend recently did that n it seems appealing 
Followers: 262, most of whom came from a single post i added to lol
Do you get asks? not rly but i also dont use tumblr consistently or at peak times so. it makes sense why 😛
Lucky numbers: 117 & 9
What you’re wearing: a cami with some light lace that i wore under my uniform for the few hours i was at work today & some softtt joggers 
Dream trip: idk, somewhere my loved ones and i wont face discrimination i guess. that sounds flippant but bc of various life circumstances ive never really thought v seriously abt being able to travel
Instruments: i played saxophone in middle and high school and learned to play guitar in my last year of high school bc i had a free period! & i still need to learn DAWs or whatever i wanna use if i one day want to start spinning (talking like half metaphorically)
Languages: english native, trying to start actively learning japanese again since i had to drop out so that i can attend a language school soon & hopefully translate or interpret, maybe do smth useful with myself fhgsdfgs..also snippets of spanish, hebrew, and french. i love learning languages when i have focus & motivation though, the structure of japanese works really well with the way my brain pieces together language which is why i 
Favourite songs: im going to try to limit myself to just a few lmao, they change a lot but some that remain are in california by joanna newsom, most of jpegmafia’s veteran and singles since, also most of hannah diamond’s music (esp soon i wont see u at all), key lime og by rico nasty, ritm by µ-ziq, parallel by hiroyuki oda, & the big big beat by azealia banks
Random fact: i really want to take care of ferrets as pets once my family is in a place where we can handle them!! i loooooove ferrets theyre so good
I’m tagging ummm whoever, if u want to do it then do it n say i tagged u <333
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maribelsawyer · 5 years
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- ̗̀ * ( ella purnell + cisfemale + she/her ) have you seen ( maribel sawyer ) walking around campus ? they are a ( nineteen ) year old, studying ( journalism ). we hear they are in ( delta gamma chi ), and can be ( benevolent & impressionable ), maybe it’s because they are a ( gemini ). they sort of remind us of ( scraped knees , magnifying glasses , vintage oxfords ), maybe we can find out more ! *  ̖́-  + newspaper writer
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god okay looks like i’ve fallen in love w ella purnell and i want to b her. anyways maribel is my newest baby n im sorta making her up as i go so pls bare w me lmao
TW: eating disorder mentions, subtle abuse?
{she is not currently in that mindset ^}
gen. info
full name: maribel ottoline sawyer
nickname(s): mari, bell, lottie b/c middle name, etc. etc. just sawyer sometimes idk
b.o.d. - june 1st, 19 yrs old
label(s): the marionette, the demure, the prevaricator, etc. etc.
height: like 5′3″ prolly tbh
hometown: duluth, minnesota
sexuality: shit she don’t know
bio. info
her dad’s in the air force, her mom’s published three diet cookbooks and two different DVDs--maribel is the only middle child
one of those conservative, all american families, they were strict and definitely made it known that they were parents and not friends by any means
9pm curfew, not leaving the dining room until all ur food is gone, grounded if ur grades were below their expectations, etc. etc. 
her older sister can evoke emotions in others thru her acting like no other. has taken the hearts (and leads) of all her acting directors since childhood. her voice is broadway material.
and her older brother? has been the best linebacker on any high school team he’s joined; hopes to make it to the big leagues. but if he doesn’t? he’s been taking college-level classes since he was a sophomore.
and...maribel?
maribel is...just, maribel.
for the longest time, there was nothing special about maribel
she couldn’t sing, or dance, or compose words in pretty prose
her grades were only satisfactory after hrs n hrs of studying everyday
homegirl can’t even cook w/o smth exploding
in short, maribel has never been good at anything. can’t draw within the lines, can’t follow the line, opens her mouth at the wrong time. etc. etc. shit? rough.
ANYWAYS
her family moves around a lot b/c of her dad, so she’s never really been in one place long enough to really prove herself? always been the quiet girl in class while her siblings brought home gold stars everyday
the kinda girl others would sorta push around n bully a lil bit bc she would never know what to say; prolly just cried a lot tbh
grew up w a lot of insecurities b/c of this
definitely doesnt help that her mother is obsessed w beauty n fitness n like
their mother p much forced her lifestyle onto her children, mari has a rough relationship w food b/c of it
ANYWAYS part 2
grew up always in the shadows of her siblings and their accomplishments, and spent a lot of her time tryn find something to be good at just so somebody could give her a stamp of approval
was always the ~wannabe~, the girl who would just endlessly suck up to the most popular girl she could find and try to mimic her to the best of mari’s abilities, just so she could survive her school experience
by the time mari was a freshmen in high school, her parents had divorced and she finally thought she could have a normal school experience and make something for herself
obv not. her mother shipped her off to a boarding school in nevada and that was it; her sister had already graduated and her brother was still in middle school.
it was finally just mari.
of course like she tried to suck up to others but it wasn’t really helpful, everybody was a lil too boujie for her and she always froze up when she tried to speak to the ~popular kids~
they only rly spoke to her b/c she’s got this knack for forging shit, like i dont think she even has her own handwriting; she always copies other people’S b/c she’s just. so used to tryn to mimic others n be them as much as possible
around this time she found herself fucking around in her computer class more often than not; it’d been the only elective left b/c she arrived in the middle of the year
but she surprisingly enjoyed it, like, a lot
her parents never really allowed much computer use b/c like. rots ur brain or whatever.
got into programming, but when she found out that u could ? hack shit ? kinda peaked her interest.
her shift into programming to hacking was subtle but before she knew it, she was fucking around on websites for the fun of it. never anything severe
computers became her friends, y’know
that was until her sophomore year and there was another loser fucking around on the computers during lunchtime
and like...they just started kinda talking, y’know? became friends, prolly mari’s first legitimate friend in...forever, really
the kid was kinda weird but she didn’t mind b/c fuck, mari couldn’t be picky n she didn’t mind weird
like...they were obsessed w conspiracies n mysteries n shit
it started to rub off on mari too, b/c homegirl is an idiot but. an observant idiot.
so she started getting reeeally into mysteries and shit. started acting like a mini investigator w/ her pal; solving stupid things like ‘who wrote ‘mindy is a whore’ in the bathroom stall’ and ‘does mr. roberts have a secret obsession w kpop’
no mindy is not a whore it was slander
yes mr. roberts is into kpop
ANYWAYS part 3
so they were these nancy drew, scooby doo, veronica mars knock off duo
by junior yr her partner started getting into like. drinking and minor drugs and other things that the other boarding school kids were smuggling in, y’know. 
this meant that mari was getting into that shit too, y’know. cant stay innocent forever.
became a lil bit of a pothead lmao
so like now theyre just stoners who go around solving shit and prolly also stirring shit up for the hell of it
so like . . . . . one night they were doin’ their thing, right? and her partner brings up this...completely wild idea
they live in nevada. y’kno what else is in nevada?
area 51
these fucking idiots want to go break into this fucking. air force base. to find area 51.
guess what they did?
they attempted to break into the air force base. like. of course they tried.
they failed like, super miserably, got arrested for trespassing and had to be bailed out of the county jail by their parents
her dad almost lost his job so he was mcfuckin PISSED esp once they figured out she was high as shit
her partner? disappeared. nobody knows where they went.
mari was moved from the boarding school to a public school closer to where her mother could, begrudgingly, keep an eye on her
kinda spent the rest of her high school career p miserable, she gave up on her whole ~detective~ thing and resorted to making fake IDs for her fellow high schoolers
was drug-tested like every week or so, too
around this time her mental health and relationship w food got worse, she barely made it to graduation. took a gap year to recover, worked a buncha jobs but usually gets fired from them b/c she’s really fucking bad like most things besides her two (2) unconventional talents that are decidedly useless
came to ucla b/c her mother p much made her, her mother’s a legacy and that’s about the only reason why she got into delta gamma chi
doesn’t want ppl to know she was a loser and also like . fucked up her dad’s life a lil, b/c it was def a thing that made the news and the only reason why her name wasn’t in the articles was b/c she was a minor at the time
so she like...lies abt her childhood a lot
tells a lotta lil white lies b/c she just. doesn’t wanna b her
uuuhh wanted to do computer science bc she loves it but her parents were both like ‘lmao we’re not paying for shit if u do that’ bc they don’t think it’s very ~ladylike~ n they still want her to like. just be submissive and obedient n shit.
so she took up journalism b/c neither her parents think it’s like a real career and they just want her to find a husband n get married n settle down n stop being troublesome
fun fact: she has a scholarship for being lefthanded so that pays for Some of it esp b/c she’s an out of state student
still struggles a lil bit w food but she’s like. doing a lot better. goes to group therapy, probably
uuuh that’s it for now i think ??
OH SIKE !! she’s a writer for the newspaper and writes ADVICE columns on various topics b/c she’s good at offering advice but only when she can sit down n think abt it lmao
^^she goes by an alias b/c she just. doesnt want ppl to know its her idk she thinks its embarrassing
other than that she’s probably like ... doing campus tech support b/c that’s her current job but who knows how long that’ll last lmao
knowing her she’s going to accidentally switch into her phone sex voice (another, old job she doesn’t do anymore) n get fired for tryn seduce a man with ‘did u try turning it on and off again?’
OKAY i think that’s all lmao
personality
mari is just. awkward, man
i mean like...she’s sorta bad at talking to others a lot of the time??
like ppl r kinda like ‘how tf r u a delta gamma chi girl’ n she’s just like i mean u  h h h h 
prolly stutters a lil bit b/c she’s usually rly anxious
but she’s v v nice, like, she tries her hardest to be a good friend n everything
but she also kinda switches her personality to appeal to whoever she’s talking too ?? like she wants to be. likable. she’s not real w/ others v v often
if ur boujie yeah she’ll pretend to be boujie too
she prolly still sells fake IDs to high schoolers n some of her college peers, she has one herself n hasn’t gotten caught yet sooo
always fidgets like she can’t rly sit still often b/c she’s so nervous
is a lil bit of a stoner but i feel like u can’t ever tell tbh
a lil shy n hesitant at first i’d imagine, or maybe just always lmao
has a bit more of a personality once she sucks it up n gets closer to u but she’s always v v cautious abt befriending ppl just b/c she’s had a bad time w bullies n her one friend in life disappeared so like...bummer, y’kno?
can never say no. like, i dont think it’s in her vocabulary. she’s a yes gal.
will p much do anything u ask of her b/c she’s constantly seeking approval
can ramble a bit when she’s nervous which is always but she also apologizes like a lot.
squeaks like a mouse
present at parties but it’s always kinda like. who r u. n she has to remind everybody that she’s a sorority gal too
considers herself v v forgettable, like, just v unimportant
like she’s just rly insecure
still does computer shit n is still rly good at it but she hasn’t done anything srs w/ it so it’s just wasted potential
going to use her journalism degree to do investigative journalism and maybe escape her parents, eventually
she just. bends easily to other’s wills, y’know? she’s hashtag soft
even tho she’s like. shy n awkward n shit it doesn’t take a lot for her to like, laugh, or smile
like she tries rly hard to appear happy n an optimist n just like. unfettered
a lil plain jane we stan
i cant think of anything else but she’s. she’s a good kid
OH she’s rly good w numbers n math but like that’s abt it. she’s a whole dumbass on everything else sometimes
is bad w talking n giving advice like in person but like ?? in her column or ovr text or smth ? she’s good. she’s concise.
is a good team player/good w/ projects/etc. etc.
OH OKAY YEAH
she’s rly observant n b/c she’s a lil bit of a compulsive liar she can usually tell when ppl arent honest
depending on how close y’all r she’ll prolly crack down on ur bullshit
but she’s also timid so like who knows tbh
this isn’t a personality trait but she wears like medium hoop earrings all the time n it’s cute ok bye
OK OK LAST THING
she’s so. fucking. clumsy. she will bump into everything. she’ll bump into the air. fuck, she prolly falls over just standing straight. usually has bruises n scratches from just being a clumsy idiot
like she can b a lil ditzy y’know ?? doesn’t have much common sense, sometimes, n can b naive but idk it’s all rly dependent on her n who she’s w n just. how i end up playing her lmao
lovs vintage. is cute.
wanted connections
her roommate uwu
ppl she’s interacted w/ during her childhood !! she’s moved around a lot so like . . . . they could kno each other
mmm sorority sisters
um gimme a ride or die or like a best friend or smth PLS she needs more friends
just more friends in general. she’s awkward but she needs ‘em
?? a one night stand ?? she’s not really . . . known for hooking up w/ ppl but i think an accidental occurrence would b fun!
idk somebody for her to just. crush on from afar. prolly stutters whenever they come near or talk to her or smth
^^i mean like an unrequited crush
SOMEBODY USE HER ! RUIN HER !
FRIENDS OR FUCKING OR WHATEVER
fake friends too! use her for her ~kewl skillz~
bad influence
let her b a good influence
some kinda...skinny love idk what that means. a will they wont they. smth cute. smth pure
it’d be wild if her partner just popped up outta the blue like that b/c mari 100% thinks they were like killed by the government
ppl she gets high w n talk abt conspiracies w/ tbh
ppl she gives or has given advice to w her column pieces ! love it
idk partners in a class
enemies or smth. i want conflict.
a tutor for her dumbass
but also anybody who needs help in math? she can tutor u
idk like this we can work a lil smth smth out
i give u one penny, if u plot w me. pls. i am poor.
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neo-shitty · 3 years
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toffee!
no dont apologise! i didnt check until just then so np :)
mmm yeah it is a bit trippy. hehe ITS TRUE THO. yeah sadly i think ur right, and tag blocking is probably a good idea. sometimes smut written well or not in excess is okay but goddamn when its abt 01 line and thats the whole fic... *silently blocks tags*
hehe i do that all the time lol this conversation is carrying on threads from a month ago :) mmm yeah ur probably right sadly, same. HA HE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE and now i have someone to talk to abt them, so thats good! I KNOW felix was actually the one who got me into skz with his iconique gods menu line so i guess i have a soft spot for him. i always tell myself my bias is chan but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ guess im more whipped than id like to admit. mmm yeah that does make sense dw i hope they do that as well. YES king seungmin hIMSELF. GODDAMNIT DONT GET ME STARTED ON MINHO IN GODS MENU I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS PART OF THE GROUP UNTIL I STARTED GETTING MORE INTO THEM. BITCH (affectionate) THE LINE DISTRIBUTION HAS BEEN UTTER DOG SHIT but *deep breath* its better now so were moving on adn hoping it stays that way. sis same but i may or may not have gone thru a rlly depressed phase and actively sought out the elimination episodes so i could actually force some tears out of my emotionless shell of a heart but what cna you do? lmaoo i feel that irl, binnie deserves more vocal lines. yesss channies accent is rlly prominent then, i think also the way he structures his phrasing? is more english speaking than korean? but yeah i totally get what ur saying. AJKSAL lmao
okay then! im excited for whenever it gets done! (maybe tag me?) ahh the cold shrivelled heart of a dark au writer beats again at the thought of torturing another poor characters very soul (/j) :(( yeah that would suck not being able to see them. ohhh ur on the other hemisphere to me! were just going into spring rn. mmm smth to look forward to! YES you put it into words. they rlly are pretty independent from the company (remember how jyp rejected that other dudes songs after like 3 seconds and then how he was apparently nervous to show the song hed written to chan cos chan was so good at writing hits ahhh sweet revenge) mmmYES we rlly need a mute and remove notifications button for our brains dont we?
YES CORRECT i totally agree. some people jsut dont give it a try, adn assume its bad cos its korean smh racist assholes. yes! im coming up to my 6 month anniv actually! sis sAME, i feel like theyre being tugged into appealing to the western american market and theyre not staying as true to their artistic flair as a group, especially with only writing english songs atm. *sigh* ah well, at least theyre bringing recognition to the kpop world. AHUH dead on, theyre going to be discarded pretty soon and then where will bp be? theyll prob go solo paths which is rlly sad but what can you do when the company is run by a prideful asshole? yg is not going to last much longer in the big four if they keep this up.
hehe you get it. oooh very cool! whos ur ult? (sorry if youve said this before) mmmm yeah good decision, i feel liek thats probably a wise decision. this is my first album release as a kpop stan (not counting mixtape oh) so i think ill get it for sentiments sake. yeah! im excited for the new music! mingi was the one who got me into them, but atm my bias is seonghwa followed by san, wooyoung and ateez but jonghos high notes man *swoon* he, yeah atm ive got jake, jay, nikki, jungwon and sunoo down so just trying to get the rest :) heh, yeah kard i rlly only got into cos of bm, ive seen him like interacting with a lot of idols and he seemed nice so i decided to check out the group. ikr gunshot man *another swoon*
no noe! i didnt know what it was until i got it lol. thx toffee ill try and take that to mind :) yeah lol im on a waiting list thats not going to be free until late september so hopefully i can hold on until then. hope ur okay, that sounds like it sucks, hope you can find someone. maybe ill just take you along on my phone and the therapist can get a two for one patient deal lmaooo. mmm, sorry no i havent mentioned it before, i dont rlly talk abt it much. uhhh basically hypermobility? if you google it, it doesnt seem bad, jsut joint flexibility but ive got the severe end of the stick, leaning towards ehlers danlos syndrome so thats fun. basically it just makes it hard for me to exercise, run, jump, stand or just walk for long periods of time and gives me a lot of joint and muscle pain so... thats fun! but obviously so many other people have it worse than me, so i try not to complain. normally in young people it will improve as they get older, but my doctor said bc its severe in me, its unlikely to get much better. but again, i dont have the worst lot in the bunch, so its all g.
oh its good that its not the bad type of rain, a light sprinkling can be relaxing sometimes. aww thx darl, the concern is appreciated but it went pretty well and i managed not to cough too much on stage or kill myself trying to run around to the other side of the stage in the pouring rain so thats good! oooh tea buddies! my dogs a labradoodle, but shes a bit more of a feral poodle lol not much labrador in her at all, unless its her relentless urge to hunt down every bird that has ever walked this earth smh :((( hopefully they can come back on soon, does uni have dances?
ahhh a mood if i ever heard one. hopefully things will get better for you soon, ik anxiety sucks ass. ooh thats always good! when its sunny here, its always melt ur thongs to the pavement hot so the nicely cool sunny days are a lovely change. hehe impatience is not so good for you, but good for us that get to see ur beautiful theme early. ahh no worries, itll come eventually hopefully. and if not, then just things that make you not anxious are good. it doesnt have to be black or white, sometimes gray is good. mmmmm sames i have midterms this week to catch up on and then two weeks of end of terms so thats fun! i hope u can overcome that a little, heres some channie to be ur motivation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8LWyNjzOww. hah! i hear that all the time, he seems to be everywhere. did you see that tiktok of hans slowed back door rap, i stg it sounded EXACTLY like namjoon, it kinda scared me. also teh beginning of another day, sounds so much like joon i swear.
that reminds me! idk ur biases! i feel like this should be smth i should know so please! feel free to elaborate!
ahh im glad, i was worried it is. mmm same, so no hard feelings if either of us misses a day or smth. ill start worrying if weeks/months have gone by, but if its just a little while thats more than fine. ill just picture you studiously completing notes and i wont worry lol
<3 w.a. 🐺
at some point i really think i'm going to start blocking accounts because blocking tags won't be enough. i saw ask tags the other day and it just made me want to bleach my eyeballs.
i could talk about god's menu felix for hours man. the teaser for god's menu that featured his part on the bridge made me look forward to the mv release. you: biases chan, also you: lixiesbabyhands. yes you are more whipped than you think. i can't believe orange haired minho was given NOTHING during that era but they kind of made up for it in the b-sides. i also hope it stays that way. the distribution for this era was pretty fair.
"torturing another poor character's soul" in all honesty, i used to live for this. 2017 me leading up to early 2020 wrote nothing but angst. i have another aussie friend on twt and tbh i'm still really (O.o) about the seasons! jyp should be terrified skz could easily take over that company. heck if skz grow old and start their own company, they'd probably do a great job at running it. PLEASE. i have issues on muting/notifications both mentally and in real life. sometimes, i just wish to disappear.
some people in my country are just disgusting tbh. not only racist but homophobic too. they label kpop as 'gay' and it DISGUSTS me. it's a problematic behavior/mindset people in my country need to fucking get rid of. anyway, HELP ME 6 MONTHS??? and i've been in this shit for like a decade eye. tbh, i’m not fond of kpop groups trying to appeal to the western audience :// it feels like they’re losing their identity in a way. yes recognition but at what cost? yg has my favorite groups but that’s one shitty company when it comes to promoting.
okay my ult! it’s haechan from nct but i consider chan an ult too. like a close second above my whopping list of kpop boys. oh yes! you should get the album just for like a keepsake? remembrance? how did mingi appeal to you? omg did you start getting interested in ateez back when he was still on hiatus? NOT YOU BIASING THE SAME PEOPLE I DID WHEN I FIRST STARTED STANNING. the infamous ateez thot-line. jongho is easily one of the best fourth gen vocalists out here, no one can change my mind :( good luck with memorizing the rest of enhypen! just in time for the comeback too. i hope i’ll get into kard soon but i’m pretty content (and a tad bit overwhelmed) with the amount of groups i stan right now.
please hold on though, feel free to vent here if you like. thanks for the offer tho HAHA but like i’ll try to get checked here too when the cases die down a bit. i’m sorry to hear about your condition though :( please don’t ever overwork yourself to the point that your joints/muscles would ache. it’s completely valid to complain about it tho. i get that you have others in mind but keeping that mindset really doesn’t do you (like you internally) any better? so if you need to, vent your frustrations out and don’t keep it in.
oh my god, about your performance last sunday. was the stage out in the open? glad you didn’t cough too much and did well on your concert. i’m proud of you! i can never understand dogs and poor birds T_T uni doesn’t have dances unfortunately. i think there’s just one party at the end like a graduation ball. what year are you in anyway? if it’s something that you’re fine with sharing. if not, it’s cool.
good luck with your exams! and thanks for the link! AHA what a cutie. i think he does this motivation thing once in a while during his lives and it’s just comforting. yeah joon and han my irl just freaked when we made that discovery. ult crumbs for her. oh god not me forgetting about every biases when you asked. you can ask for my biases in a few groups just list down the one’s you’re interested in knowing. 
i missed yesterday because i was grinding and finishing what if we stay + school work. finally did it today. i’m sure i’ll reply in like a day or two, definitely not a month unless i state otherwise. if i ever decide to abandon this blog, i’ll let you know.
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studylustre · 6 years
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Hi babe, so guess whos stressing about uni hahaha.... I thought I was good but I got rejected from cambridge and I guess I didn't realise how much I put on it and like how much of my self worth I put on it?? and now my other choices aren't appealing to me as much, and everyone's judgy bc theyre not like durham or smth and I really dont know what to do, I can't get over the 'im not good enough bc I didn't get in' thought process
hey man!! i was in your exact same position two years ago. i was so set on getting into warwick (in fact, if i look back at my old journal entries i wrote several entries with the exact words “i have to get into warwick. i don’t want to go anywhere else - this is the only place for me, and if i can’t get in i don’t want anywhere else”. @ past me bOYYY u rly were booboo the fool). it’s natural to dream about the future and set goals for ourselves, and that’s not a bad thing at all, but sometimes we end up fixating too much on a certain place in said dream and the hypothetical version of ourselves there. idk about you but i know for sure that i thought i would be a better version of myself if i got into my Dream School™ - like just bc i happened to get into a certain university, i would somehow be better?? validated?? more worthy?? than if i didn’t. let me tell you what i finally learned after months of berating myself: your worth is not dictated by what university you get into or your educational status. it sounds cliché and lame but it’s true. what determines who you are as a person is how you treat others and how you react to setbacks, not your university. i know it’s disappointing to not get in when you’ve pinned so much of your hopes and excitement to the uni, but please know that you are so much more than your ucas applications. you are smart, talented and capable regardless of whether or not you are a cambridge (/insert name of uni) student. i truly hope you realise this. 
i feel like it’s also important for me to tell you that even if you think there’s nowhere else that’s “right” for you, there absolutely is. i’ve been there. i know it’s disappointing and you feel really lost and hopeless because you were so sure you were going to get in and be in the place you dreamed about, but believe me when i tell you that you will, without a doubt, find a uni that’s a better fit for you and you’re going to be incredibly happy there. you’ll look back on the times you were upset + fixated on this other uni and laugh, because the idea of being anywhere other than the uni you end up at will be ridiculous and inconceivable to you. to put it harshly: if cambridge was the right place for you, you would’ve gotten in. it’s as simple as that. it doesn’t mean that you’re not good enough or not smart enough because you didn’t get accepted - it simply means that the uni wasn’t the best fit for you, and there’s another one out there that’s more compatible. please give these other unis a chance. as someone who has been through the exact same process and is now on the other side of it all, allow me to reassure you by telling you that this is a blessing in disguise. this is just the obstacle you need to overcome in order to find where you’re meant to be.
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heinoushorrorhag · 6 years
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do all the multiples of 5!
sam i lov u
5. peppermint bi or cinnamon bi?- peppermint. i like cinnamon but i dont like the taste it leaves in my mouth after i eat/drink smth cinnamony10. sneakers bi or heels bi?- sneakers. i wore heels to school once and they made me like 6′2 and everyone was Lookin at me which made me nervous and then i started stumbling. feels bad. also i they fucked up my pinky toes15. pineapples on pizza bi or ‘wtf that’s disgusting’ bi?- i can respect people who enjoy pineapple on pizza (i dip my fries in milkshakes so i understand the sweet + salty appeal) but i think its Bad. tbh i just dont like pineapples i feel like i’d like pineapple pizza if i liked pineapples but. they Nasty20. stripes bi or polka dot bi?- mmmmm. stripes i guess? im not really a fan of either of these patterns tbh but i would rather wear stripes than polka dots25. vinyl bi or cd bi?- uhhh i guess CDs bc theyre like. portable and u can listen to em on different things but like. i would Love to own a record player ive wanted one since i was like 1430. beer bi or wine bi?- neither beer and wine are both Shit Tier alcohol. i like “””””girly”””” drinks. and whiskey35. guitar hero bi or rock band bi?- rock band bc rock band has better and a wider variety of music and the gameplay is smoother. plus it has different instruments so u can play with more friends than in guitar hero
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cmrnfry · 7 years
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akira vampire au
since ur indirectly forcing me 2 think abt this ill talk about it within a “what we do in th shadows”-esque aukei: originally a goth vampire cool kid tht punctuates it, quickly gets more modest about it as time goes on cause it brings attention n stuff. doesnt like using her Vampire Powers unless she has to cause she just wants to feel/look like a regular ol girl. doesnt like biting ppl even tho shes capable cause killing people for herself isnt, UH, really her thing. probably succs animals or smth. was trained to use her powers super well tho for the resistance and flying/sprinting/wte comes in super handy and surprises ppl when she uses em.kaneda: also hates biting ppl cause hes a just a kid but originally makes a huge show of his fangs bc he assumes girls/boys think theyre hot or smth. originally very two-dimensional n stuff but eventually uses his Cool Vampire Powers for self defense n stuff n gets rlly good at it which pisses ppl off cause he just . sneaks away rlly quick n shit. or can smack em around or get real scary lmao. eventually bites ppl cause it makes him feel stronger than he is and We gotta, man!:-/ by the end i can see him trying to use his cool vampire face to scare tetsuo (bc it had when tets was younger) n tetsuo giving it back or smth edgy like that lmaotetsuo: turns into a vampire cause kaneda bit him and bc kaneda had kinda convinced him that it was great and shit. even tho tetsuo was kinda freaked out by the idea of immortality and having to Eat People and stuff. but for a while he was like Yeah Sick! bc he could like fly and stuff but then he got rlly self conscious abt his powers n bc it freaked him out unless his friends were around making it seem more normal to him. uhhh and he only bit people fairly easily bc kaneda just Did It in front of him and so tets was like Well Fuck I Guess NOMCH. his nasty munch habit can play into how destructive he was by the end of the movie/middle of th manga cause he could just start hypnotizing n eating the SHIT out of pplkaisuke: probably not a vampire for a long time cause being bitten and then having to suck blood for eternity wasnt really appealing to him lol. but eventually the whole gang were fuckin vampires and he kept sleeping thru the parties so he was like FUUUCCCKKK and let someone bite him bc he didnt want to feel fragile n lonely. he’s kinda like kei where hes more modest n bites yummy animals or drinks blood from JUICE BOXES cause he spent most of his life by that point as Not a vampire and it still made him queasy. he rarely uses his powers and mostly sticks w guns n stuff for a long time cause like. Eugh. and by the end of everything, he doesnt really need to be a big fighting boy anyway soyamagata: probably the first person to become a vampire in the gang cause he got into some shit and was convinced that it was great. he uses his powers n his scariness to be intimidating and cool but never uses em around kaisuke cause he knows it freaks him out. definitely uses the SHIT out of powers when it comes to gang fights/when he fought tetsuo and shit. though he probably would mostly use them to steal/intimidate. also originally didnt like eating ppl but later got used to it even tho he never learned to love itAND IM TOO LAZY TO WRITE MORE CAUSE I ALREADY PUT A SHIT TON LOL. also i had more general stuff i was gonna say but i forgot. yikes on bikes thats a lot of useless bullshit i just made up!
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autisticpika · 7 years
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@circusbabys HOLEY MOLEY okay here i go!!!!! thabk u my sweet friend.. also lets hope tumblr doesnt mess up the spacing since im on mobile xD A- i have a few autie friends!!! most of them are on here (like u thwompus!!!) but otherwise i dont have many autistic friends irl. i have a friend at the b&g club but we are very different and i had 2 friends from my old school but we dont rlly talk anymore. if i do have any more autie friends irl, theyre undiagnosed i guess ? B- i love visual stimming so much!!! i have a blog dedicated to just visual stimmy videos @pokemonyello (shameless self promo lol) also i love tactile stimming even though my skin picking makes it restricting to tactile stim much. i also totally dig chewing on things from food to.. not food. i wish i had a chew necklace that i could wear in public :P i have one but its big and meant for babies so.. needless to say i dont wear it much C- i kkkkind of answered this in the last one? but more specifically i like stims like rocking when i can, rubbing silky textures like my lanyard/baby blanket (i like smooth textures like the silicone charm on my lanyard i have to stop myself from chewing on it haha) and i love rubbing my fingers together i was literally just doing it while i was trying to think of another example lol!! D. when i was rlly young just barely before i was introduced to pokemon i was really fixated on animals, specifically like insects (like satoshi tajiri!!) and dinosaurs! i looooved dinosaurs and owned lots of books on them. i also really loved steve irwin the crocodile hunter i sent a letter to him when i was 5ish :3 and of course pokemon came around eventually lol! E. four fun facts!!! hmm heck. im bad at this, i can usually come up with facts depending on random context better,, 1. did u know that the Official pokemon mascot was almost clefairy? they eventually decided pikachu was more gender neutral i gues (u kno... bc clefairy is Pink... thas for gorls only everyone knows) 2. did u know pokemon stadium in the us was actually technically the intended expansion to japanese pokemon stadium? it was meant for the nintendo 64 disc drive as an upgrade to the original game but the disc drive did not do well so they just sold it as pokemon stadium (1) in the us as a separate game. 3. super smash brothers for the 64 actually started out as just a plain ole fighting game! the liscensed characters came into the picture later because the makers thought it would make the game more appealing to have it star characters like mario, link, pikachu, and captain falcon. 4. (this one i just learned a couple days ago!) in super monkey ball 2, in the name selection before you start story mode, there is every letter in the alphabet except for lower case w! you can type a capital w but no lower case. also some levels have background things removed to compensate for space, like how the fish is removed in the level "URL" and the vegetables in the soup are gone from... the level with the multiple wormholes and the tilty small paths? i forgot the name of that level :'3 also in one of the levels one of the background assets is randomly yellow, even though that part isnt yellow anywhere else. i forgot which level this one was too haha. F. im a mixture of being loud and quiet! around people i dont know im usually quiet and avoid talking/interacting with people but if youre someone im comfortable with its hard to get me to even stop talking and i can get accidentally pretty loud xD G. usually avoider? i think? if im alone at home i seek sensory input but i avoid unexpected/uncontrolled noise or overwhelming feeling textures a lot H. lots!!!! i love big sweaters, shirts, pants, stuff like that! sometimes stuff like skinny jeans or leggings is okay but not too tight. same with shirts. i end up feeling really uncomfortable in tight clothes I. honestly i dont get many autistic related accomodations from people since im not diagnosed and im not out to most people.. but sometimes my mom will give me apples in my lunch but when she does she peel s the skins off of the slices because she knows i cant stand the texture of the skins. she is so kind :) J. https://youtu.be/rUEVjLvO6FA this video of me when i was about 11? very much me very much an autie child... if u watch it u can tell i clearly havent changed much hahaha K. usually my fav sensory outfit is about what im wearing now, except im wearing not as comfortable tightish pants also my shirt isnt as comfortable but i wore it bc its a pokemon shirt... so thats good. but my hoodie rn is a Good L. when i was little i always kinda thought they looked like hamster paws but i didnt really call them that? i used to do that with my hands bc my friend did it too but my mom stopped me lol. now i like raptor hands and kitty hands thats rlly good M. i always loved imitating animal noises, especially cats! i love meowing at my cat back when she does it :P also this isnt Animal mannerisms, but my mom said i used to try to make facial expressions and talk like i was a cartoon character which is still kinda how i see myslef haha! also i used to pretend i was pikachu even if i was just alone also one day i only talked to my mom in pikachu speak (pika pika!) N. i used to love mac and cheese but Only the kraft kind with the skinny noodles, i would not eat any other shape of noodles haha. also i went through a phase where i wouldnt eat anything with melted cheddar on it (which is weird bc now i love cheese) also one of my favorite foods in the whole world when i was in 1st grade were these little mexican chocolate cake treats they had jelly in them and my friend roberto used to give me them at lunch i wanted them all the time!! i tried looking up the name of them i found buba lubas and they were rlly similar but i dont think it was exactly those O. now i dont rlly? have "same foods" mostly because im less picky now and i will eat most things... but i think anything with dairy is kind of a comforting constant, like if we have rice and curry or soup or smth i always put sour cream/greek yogurt/ranch in it otherwise it feels like a chore to eat lmao? P. already answered!! Q. time for my own question!!! for my autie followers: did u guys ever have stuffed animals/toys you really loved or love now? u should share abt ur favorite toy in the replies!! infodumping is fun, feel free to tell me abt ur favorite pal as much as u want my dudes thank u thwomp for the ask!!! i spent so much time answering this it was a lot of fun :3
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