#i had the compulsions when i walked my dog and methinks thats what brought this on maybe😅

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Me at any point that my dog is not completely 100% healthy : oh i see. she's suffering and its my fault and im the absolute worst 🤔

#i cant have a dog its too mucg pressure hhhh. i love her to bits but i dont think im ever getting a pet again bc my brain is broken #maybe ill feed some birds and mosquitoes or house some flies and spiders but i cant take care of a living thing? #op is in a tizzy and its not even funny 😔 if anything happens to my dog i will be ruined #not 2 mention there r varying ideas abt things u should or shouldnt 2 w dogs... #i cant handle the burden of responsibility i cant take care of myself and now im projecting my mental state onto a dog #she doesnt need this extra baggage frm me hfhjdhfdfhcdfh #im not in a great place 2day ngl #i had the compulsions when i walked my dog and methinks thats what brought this on maybe😅 #plus when i went on my longer walk alone 😒 i guess 2day is just 1 of those #sometimes i wonder how many ppl in my dumb small town r acquainted w the more visible symptoms of my mental illness situation than i #would prefer 😑 #and i can control it to an extent but not enough that others Never see 😒 its whatever i guess it doesn't matter 😑 #its just a weird situation sometimes idk 😌🙃 #anyways 😌 now that ive overshared in the tags i guess im cured from my brainworms permanently #im so so glad it works like that.. tumblr invented and cured my ailments and i think im thankful?