#i had this specifically for my bday

[miraculous-showtime]

#project sekai #colorful stage #project sekai colorful stage #hatsune miku colorful stage #tsukasa tenma #tenma tsukasa #wonderlands x showtime #mirsho_art #this is my first time coloring this specific tsukasa outfit #i had sm fun drawing this !! #happy bday to phoenix event :3

[surreal-duck]

happy birthday to the most idiots of all time

#i DIDNT forget how to draw them 🎉🎉🎉 #doodles #duck scribbles #minicomic tag #honeyworks #lipxlip #someya yuujirou #shibasaki aizou #aiyuu #confession executive committee #id do something more but im getting my ass beat lately #wanted to participate in aiyuu week too but </333 hope this suffices anyways #i like to think w judge and tsuki no hime being noted to somewhat related to them specifically they had a hand in writing in themselves #this idea has been haunting me for a good year or so now and im releasing it into the wild. be free #and happy bday to minami as well youre awesome king... i wish i wasnt so low energy these days #this is supposed to lead up to something but ive been falling asleep so. ponder the implications

[tennessoui]

new wip wednesday

i wanted to get the first chapter of this done as an early bday present to me because ive been talking about this fic for foreverrrrr but its not gonna happen because im bad at measuring time and effort 😮‍💨 but look! hunger games au fic!

Anakin pushes his face into his neck, letting his lips press against his pulse for a moment. 

“Anakin,” Obi-Wan murmurs, recognition and warning rolled into one tone. 

But Anakin wouldn’t be who he is if he allowed the man in his arms to so easily twist away. He wouldn’t even be here now, pressed up against him with the scent of saltwater and lilacs and leather filling his nose, if he let one warning word distract him from his goal.

So instead he pushes further, wraps his hands around Obi-Wan’s hips and takes the skin beneath his lips between his teeth. The soft fabric of their pants brush together, so loud in the stillness of the kitchen that it’s deafening—that it’s almost loud enough to drown out the catch in Obi-Wan’s breathing.

But Anakin has trained himself over the past five years to listen for all the small ways that Obi-Wan Kenobi capitulates, so he hears his sigh, feels the slump of his shoulders against his own as his head sways forward and then back.

Anakin takes his time worrying a bitemark into his neck, just at the edge of his beard. On the holos that will film Obi-Wan’s face today, it’ll look like a shadow. 

But Anakin will know. Obi-Wan will know. 

“Anakin,” his lover murmurs, and Anakin’s hand moves from his waist up to stroke down his arm, corded with tense muscle. Fisherman’s muscle. Victor’s muscle too.

Not today, he means. It’s obvious in every line of his body. It’s obvious in the fact that he left the bed so early in the morning when neither of them must work. It’s obvious in the distance in his eyes, the frown across his lips.

Today is not a day where Obi-Wan will accept pleasure from anyone’s lips or hands, undeserving as he feels to be on the receiving end of such a kindness.

Anakin’s left hand falls to cover Obi-Wan’s, tangling their fingers together. His are rougher than Obi-Wan’s, working man’s hands now that he is twenty-one and a man of the sea like most are on Stewjon. The rough drag of his calluses over the hairy knuckles of Obi-Wan’s hand makes Anakin swallow a smile. Victors of the Hunger Games are forbidden from working laborious jobs. They’re meant to languish away in their Coruscanti-funded manors, with idle minds and idle hands, picking at paints or design stencils or any number of different government approved hobbies

Obi-Wan Kenobi is not made to be idle. He has no patience for painting or sewing, for cooking or jewelry design. Luckily for him, Stewjon is the fourth planet from Coruscant, on the edge of the inner rim, and it’s rather small, rather ordinary. In the colder months, during the few months of the star year where the galaxy is not forced to care about the Hunger Games and its Victors, he can slip away to the ocean. Fish and sail like he was born to do, Stewjoni through and through.

But Anakin is out on those choppy seas year-round now that he’s four years finished with his compulsory education. His hands are rougher than Obi-Wan’s and they always will be.

Anakin likes it. Likes the way Obi-Wan’s softness contrasts against his own rougher places. Likes that he can sneak away from Obi-Wan’s manor in the blue of the pre-dawn light, first to the sea and then to the market, and Obi-Wan will be there when he gets back. Likes that when he leaves, his lover is curled up asleep in their bed. And when he returns with the fattest fish from his haul, Anakin can cook it for him too. 

He likes that he is the only thing Obi-Wan needs. He provides. He cooks for him. He feeds him. He touches him with his rough hands, to dirty him and then to clean him up. Everything that Obi-Wan needs, Anakin is the person to give it to him.

He supposes he has Coruscant to thank for that.

He’s not stupid enough to say that—ever, but especially today. Especially on the day of the Reaping. 

#wip wednesday #obikin #hunger games au #so like its gonna be set in the gffa slightly #so each district from the book is a either planet or planetary system #and coruscant is of course the capitol #anakin and obi-wan live in district 4 aka stewjon #im having a lot of fun examining their relationship #my bday is on saturday i just think this first chapter is going to be so long #because it covers from them waking up to anakin's reaping #which includes anakin talking in the market with other people on stewjon #because we love an outsiders implied pov on obikin and anakin specifically #and then also obi-wan's own reaping #cause i figure more than one person has won the hunger games in the past 50 years or whatever #so they must do some sort of drawing for the mentor too #its usually obi-wan tho #bad luck or capitol favoritism #or obi-wan volunteering even though he hates it because one of the other victors just had a baby or has small kids #or is too old #or something #anyway this is not a start wednesday done by saturday sorta project lol #im too passionate about these batshit insane characters

[frogprincegerard]

Never ask a man his salary, a woman her weight, and frogprincegerard how much they paid for video game trap 4

#but peep the Brennan signature it was worth every CENT #and I spent more than I would normally would because the profits were going to the Palestine’s children relief fund #dimension 20 #fantasy high #AAAGH I always wanted to draw this specific trap since I first watched this episode and now I have the most handy on hand reference ✍️ #it came the day after my bday too happy bday to me :) #I was watching this maxi like a hawk 😭 I had held onto it since the first day

[oscar-piastri]

“Moon dust in your lungs, Stars in your eyes, You are a child of the cosmos, A ruler of the skies.”

happy birthday charles leclerc  ♡

#i didnt had anything specific for his bday ready so im posting something from my drafts #charles leclerc #f1 #f1edit #formula 1 #p: charles leclerc #edits* #*

[fitzrove]

Ngl I feel kinda cool 😌😂💀

#i was at a birthday party in a bar my classmates rented and a girl in my class who had specifically dressed in rave gear (w her friend whos #visiting) asked me and some other ppl to come to the club 🤣 #i was wearing machine washable clothes (because i have prev bad experiences from german bars w smoking inside...) which in my case means #band shirt leather skirt combat boots and black tights #(of course they were all black ajdkkdlflfl) #but like it was just normal casual clothes i wasnt planning to go anywhere with them except the bday party #we were in line for an hour and i was worried they wouldnt let me in because 1) bare face (never wear makeup) 2) random band in shirt #but they did hehehehehe i am so cool #and tbh i was telling my friends in line that i'd rather be rejected for my own clothes than accepted in fake ones #but yeah lit 😌😌😌 certified cool #i went to bed at 7 am i am feeling vaguely loopy and sick even tho i dont even drink 🤣 #it was so hot and stuffy and in the moment i didnt always like it but now i kinda want to go again sometime?????? #random

[frecklystars]

i know nobody is online rn to read this but ;-; i gotta get it off my chest i love ken so much he means everything to me he's making me so happy and i've needed him so so so bad. he's brought me comfort when my ptsd has been so fucking unbearable and every time i'm having a crying fit over losing my tf f/os or every time i'm having a flashback i ALWAYS immediately IMMEDIATELY think about him rushing to my side, holding me and saying "hey hey it's okay, i'm here, i'm right here" and it's such a relief because i haven't been able to genuinely wholeheartedly believe any character would be willing to do that for me the entire time i've been struggling this year.

i've never gone so long without comfort from f/os, much less being triggered by the ones who used to comfort me the most. so to have barbie and ken right now is like the biggest wave of relief every single day when i wake up and the hyperfixation is still there. sometimes i will literally close my eyes and sigh in relief when i hear a song and my first thought is sebastian or ken or six or... whomever. i love being in love again. i NEED this. i love waking up and my first thought isn't my trauma most of the time now, it's ken. or it's six. or it's barbie. or it's harley. or it's officer k. or it's... yeah you get it. i needed these characters so fucking badly. every time i see a gifset and get excited over it, i feel a rush of gratitude bc self shipping has always been the glue holding me together. it doesn't feel as intense or strong as the SB musical or TF used to make me feel but i am not picky. not at all. i will take anything and i'm praying this lasts for at LEAST another few weeks please

i may not be at a sense of peace right now and i dont know when i ever will be, it could be years, but im so. so. so. so so so thankful to have these characters right now when i've needed someone so badly for so long. i hope ken knows how much i love him ;-; i hope barbie knows how much she has helped me, has saved me from one of my major triggers and has helped me to love and feel safe around the color pink again. i wish they could see me when i'm not so broken but i'm glad they're here even when i'm at my worst, i'm glad they still love me even when they deserve to see me in a much better light

#it feels so fucking terrible not celebrating my bday with my starlight. i used to buy myself cakes and put his figurine next to them #i mean i still have... a little bit over one week... i cant... let it pass by without him being involved somehow #so i might make a quick vent doodle and queue it for the actual day of my bday #i refuse to not draw myself with him at least once for my special day #its not like we 'broke up' or anything but fuck it feels so bad #he's a literal fucking ptsd trigger. how fucking insane is that #im still in shock. im still in shock over what happened to me like i cant fucking believe it #wearing his necklace makes me cry so i just leave it on my dresser #that shouldnt be normal!!!! #but im hoping that shipping with barbie/ken is going to help me feel like i can reclaim control over my ships #bc my abuser made me feel like... i had no control over my TF ships whatsoever for a solid year #so now that i'm finally free of that toxicity i'm still shakily trying to learn how to ship again #i'll have moments where i'll worry ken will try to hurt me on purpose bc im so used to my abuser telling me how abusive any f/o would be #but then i tell myself 'hey what the fuck. this is MY story. NOBODY would abuse me i dont care WHO they are' #but it's so hard to unlearn several months of abuse 😔 #and even harder to look at a character who i invested so much time and energy and money into #my voice clips. my cameos. all of my steve blum autographs. my art for steve. all of it feels sad and numbing #not just stsc but everyone in any TF universe feels like... a threat and i get panic attacks when i see very specific characters sometimes #its awful. it hurts so bad. i love ken so much. but nothing compares to what i had with my TF comfort characters #but it's okay bc... ken is holding my hand and he might not understand ptsd at all but he can still squeeze me tight #and six HAS c-ptsd he GETS it. and he's there to hold me when my nightmares make me fall apart. he's my rock #vent #ptsd #sorry it's 5am i had a bad nightmare and now i refuse to sleep again #i fucking hate ptsd i fucking hate living like this i rly wish i knew how to cure myself #im exercising im eating and drinking often im sleeping as much as i can #theres only so much i can do #when does it get better?? when the fuck does it get better? im serious. not rhetorical. when does this finally heal #i dont even know if im healing or if im just distracted... but fuck ill take anything

[subskz]

pls.... *grips ur shirt for dear life* pls..... bninie squirting..... pls.... *sobs cries screams throws up* pls......

heheheh sounds suspiciously like smth a person who likes seo changbin would say~

#ask #catboy anon #i will probably…most likely…how can i resist #constantly looking for an excuse to write for binnie ㅠㅠ #the way 2 of my 4 binnie fics i specifically had to ask for binnie reqs…and his bday one i wrote unprompted #where are my sub binnie enjoyers ❤️‍🩹

[astro-inthestars]

YOOOOOOO WE FUCKIN DID IT!!!! YEAHHH!! We slayed SOOO well!! EVERYONE DID!! The other sections were SO FUCKING GOOD i LOVED it!!! And like, we won first place or whatever i didnt care about that really BUT WE ALL DID GREAT!

Anyways, just got home from my pal's birthday party (more like Hang Out at the mall, we ate out) it was AWESOME! First time inside a Starbucks, and first order ALL ON MY OWN! (HELL YEAH RELIGIOUS REBELLION!!)

#rennikorambles #i dont actually KNOW if its rebellion since. i ordered java chip frappucino... and i dunno if that has coffee or anythin- #BUT EITHER WAY im so glad my first time inside a starbucks is with friends <333 #i lost ALL my money <33333 #worth it #i was SO jumpy and excited the whole damn time. just shows how hyped i am around my friends <3 i love those idiots so much #after eating at pizza hut we went to an arcade and I got TWO keychain plushies from the claw machines (SLAY) #one of them i gave as a bday gift to my pal LMAO the other i kept <33 a little wolfy!!! #and then after that they went to starbucks and YEAHHH it was so fun #and then we went to the department store and immediately went to the toy section (which includes games like video games on the ps4/5 etc) #those idiots got One Piece playing cards. nerdddss <33 (me staring longingly at Persona 5 Royal on PS4 for a discounted price. help) #(I CANT GET IT IM NOT A GAMER IM BAD AT GAMES AND AND) #anyways #as for the musical MAN im just so proud. in my opinion the other's did WAY better than our section in terms of song and choreography #but the only one-up we had on them was the fact ours flowed so smoothly with nearly no mistakes #they kept having long pauses when transitioning to the next scene‚ whilst we specifically focused and practiced smooth transitions #thats probably why we had less time for dance choreo and stuff... but either way!!! just SO proud it made my theater heart so happy #and! i learned something about the actual story of El Fili! mAN ITS SO TRAGIC WTF MAN.... MANNNNNN. BRUH... #anyway <333 ALIVE NOW!!! FREE!!!

[leviiackrman]

I keep forgetting it’s my birthday tomorrow…🫠

#personal* #jess talks #I legit celebrated it on the weekend so I keep thinking it’s already been and gone #but nope #it’s tomorrow #and I’m at work😩 #I stg if a child goes mental I will go wiggy #and yes I’m still hungover from Saturday #also random but #I had a dream about Sammy boi and I’m… I miss him sm😭 #best dream for a long time #specifically teen sam #that’s always a sign it’s almost my bday lmao #he knows when to show up #anyway oops

[johndonneswife]

speaking of spn. i have been soooo sad for years bc i deleted my old tumblr and that’s where i met ayesha (tragic) 😓 and i have not been able to get into the email account i made specifically for that tumblr - forgot my password, didn’t have any security questions or my phone number or another email linked to it - anyway, google was just like ‘lol make another email! it’s free!’ and i was so annoyed about it. for years. but i woke up at like 3 am the other night and suddenly remembered my password!!!? and i had email notifs on for everything so i literally have every message ayesha ever sent me and every time she replied to one of my old posts saved now 🫂 and i have the first message she ever sent me!!! we also met a long time ago before tumblr even had DMs ok like you don’t understand

#ayesha when i told her: why does that matter when i have most stuff on my blog anyway lol #becauseeeee the ask box messages!!! the responses to my text posts!!! a #the ask message ayesha sent me on my 22nd bday was so cute #and her pfp at the time was a louis pic #i had no fucking idea who that was in 2015 ok 😭 but it’s even cuter to me now #but also i’m mortified by how embarrassing i used to be bye #i was literally drunk blogging about spn like 5 nights a week guys like i would just get blackout drunk and go blog… #it was truly my favorite thing to do in the entire world? take 8 shots and blog about spn? WHY #text #this one email i found where ayesha said her top 3 fandoms were shameless ONE DIRECTION and supernatural lolol #i think i drunk hate-blogged about s.e. hinton more than once. i have so many messages about her specifically lmao…

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

me at the start of ikepri: good gods i cannot stand sariel i want him and his plethora of cards im drowning in to just fuck right off PLEASE

me now, sidling up to sariel like a sorry lil rabid cat bc i rly enjoy the dynamics of him/his mc:

#oddly specific post for sure #but i went from despising the man to realizing i rly don't like gil (feel for him and all... but no ty) #to having respect for all he's had to put up with and how much respect and kindness he shows his mc #granted I've yet to do his route so this is all experience from his bday stories and event ones and such #but i went from never doing his routes to wanting to do his first for the anniv... and even had him as my avatar mini for a bit... wildin #still not my fave but i do enjoy the maturity of these kinds of relationships l #not even 30 yet but just so done with everyone's bullshit that characters like jin & sariel seem so much more appealing nowadays...who am i #ig it doth depend on the era.. and personalities lol #aerin.jpg #my post 📫 #l'hôtel.ikepri

[rarestdogebutmemey]

Oh pog I just aged

#I WASN'T #EVEN PAYING ATTENTION #Ok but like I'm gonna see the Mario Movie for my bday with a bunch of friends and I'm excited for it and it'll be awesome #which is on Saturday soo not the same day but STILL #and also sleepover at my house with two of my close friends hell yeahs #I'm a sleep paralysis demon I don't get out much 😭 #and I'm totally prepared for my voice to get hoarse because I'll be talking a lot #because I barley talk #or I just whisper and mumble idk #uuh yeah 🔥 AUTISM 🔥 #I remember when I first found out I had it like 2 or so years ago and I was like #ooh shit EVERYTHING makes so much more sense now #only thing I don't like about my autism is my struggles with directions #like if it's not written down me step by step in a very specific and detailed way I'm gonna have a hard time #other than that being autistic is nice I love being a deranged fucking GREMLIN #I'm getting VERY off topic UM #back to playing Cuphead for me #still gotta S rank all the DLC bosses #/ #rambles

[tinycurlyfry]

Me: trying to focus and get work done on my Fantasy Gods AU Lawlu fic My brain: Third Corazon Law Royalty LawLu Me, throwing metaphorical writing materials in the air: GODDAMN IT!!! WE CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS

#Especially given that I also had ideas for a Royalty au for a Zosan / ZoSanLu fic #Why am I so in love with Royalty aus. It's my Dnd Loving Ass. It's the Zuko vibes for disgraced prince Sanji #But also my god just think about Prince Third Corazon Law being brainwashed to be Doflamingo's perfect little prince and then enter Luffy #FryTalks #One Piece #Also ALSO today specifically I gotta draw a bday present for Jinbe because I haven't drawn him ever and that needs to be rectified

[theshadowrealmitself]

Actually, speaking of recipes and stuff, if anyone has a good recipe for homemade thick and spicy chili please share it with me!!

#I’m specifying thick because I once at an ex’s house and the chili we had there was. #it was…soup like #NOT stew like #it was like beans in bean flavored water #and I mean like the thick kind of chili #for the recipe I’m looking for #was looking at the rice cooker I got for my bday (still standby that I think it’s an odd gift) #and apparently you can make chili in it #so I wanna try #but I wanna try like a good homemade one #not one of those ones where it’s a set where everything’s prepackaged #I don’t know maybe it’s a weird dream to have #but I’ve always wanted to prepare chili like they show it in shows where the characters are entering it in a chili competition #homemade and simmering all night #it’s been a weirdly specific dream I’ve had for years and maybe with this rice cooker I can achieve it #no fandom #ask to tag

[tatooines-ghosts]

I am having a lot of feelings about the Bad Batch Season 2 and I am not quite sober enough for any of these, but I am crying so there is that.

😭

#to be honest. i was tipsy before watching. because we did mexican for my brother's bday dinner and I had margaritas. #and then we made boozy rootbeer floats upon getting homw and my bro pours just about as heavily as I do. #so now I am Solidly drunk and crying about fictional men from fictional universes who deserved so much better #star wars #the bad batch #not story related #the bad batch spoilers #but like #the mildest and most non-specific spoilers ever #i have to work tomorrow I shouldn't be drinking like this butnhere i am because birthdays! #alcohol cw