#i had to remind myself that im unlearning two-decade old patterns and behaviors

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#art #i used to be so guilty abt my lack of willingness to be a better person in my familial relationships #its just so hard #meanwhile its the opposite with friends/partners #i find it so easy to communicate my issues with them without passive aggressiveness #if i could be this good w friends why couldnt i be the same my parents? #its like fuck #i wish its that easy #i had to remind myself that im unlearning two-decade old patterns and behaviors #ones that im not even aware of #my friendships were built when i could already make concious choices #it makes sense why its so easy with them #gumuhit