just saw some maiko slander i’m in physical pain

I’m sorry, but was that flashback supposed to make us feel sorry for Malcolm? He nearly let a student, who was an asshole, but thats besides the point, die because he wanted to see him suffer. The fact that the student didn’t die is only because Malcolm decided to not be like his father, not because he didn’t fucking want someone to die. He bases everything in his life around his father, including his own moral code. He wanted that student to die, and honestly we have very little proof of the outcome. The kid might be dead, what do we know? He waited for to long to get help, after fucking up his enhaler, because we wanted to. Malcolm watched while this kid was choking and dying with a creepy fucking smile on his face, because he liked it. He had planned this for that exact outcome, and was not disappointed. Like ok, I understand that Malcolm is fucked up over his father’s life choices but seriously? If nothing else this convinced me that Malcolm has always been a monster capable of terrible things. At least Martin knows this and makes no apologies or attempts to hide what he’s done, whereas Malcolm pretends that he’s better, but in the end is just as bad just in a different way. I am mad, guys. Seriously pissed off at this show. I’ve never particularly enjoyed it, but now I outright hate it. So there you are.

Feeling too angry about everything that I cannot sleep.

Just saw a video called “Bokuto is afraid of thunder” and immediately got In Another Life flashbacks.

I’m fine 🥲🥲🥲

how does love work again.

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having a ✨gender crisis✨ once again, and my irl family misgendering me doesn’t help and I feel like pure shit tbh.

I wish Minho was here so we could eat sweets while we cuddle and talk, and he actually calls me by the right pronouns + my right name and yeah, he’s the only one that can bring me comfort with this, bc he’s the bestest friend in the world and damn it why did he have to be fictional :(

I ƚԋιɳƙ I ƈαɳ'ƚ ԋσʅԃ ιƚ αɳყɱσɾҽ

..𝔐𝔶 𝔣𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔰𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔰 𝔩𝔬𝔲𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯..

..𝔚𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔤..

𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒

𝒞𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅

I hate it so fucking much

I hate all

everything,

Everyone.

Then, sometimes,

I love something.

Sometimes.

There was something in your smile that made me hope. I hated it

what am i gonna do when i have to actually go places and function while having cramps instead of just sit and moan about it in my apartment

Hat

I was having an english lesson today and we had to name the most popular places in London. And i said the tower of london followed by “one of the world’s famous building in the world”……. the embarrassment i went thru. I don’t even want to talk to myself

Ijesztően sok öngyilkosság van..

-Rita🥀

UGH