#i hate it here 😃

[izzymarksthespot]

Stede's reaction vs. Ed's reaction when Izzy starts to sing. That's it, that's the post.

#no hate here i just find this kinda adorable #😃😍 vs 🫣😲 #happy valentine's day 💕 #izzy hands #stede bonnet #ed teach #steddyhands #ofmd #our flag means death

[otrtbs]

y’all are so weird. if you hate the way i characterized regulus in ahb! then,,, stop reading it? no one is forcing you to read it?? you can just put it down,,, you know that right???? who has the gun to your head making you click next chapter??? you can just stop reading it at any time. no really, trust me!

#but you can’t do that bc then you’ll feel like you're ‘missing out’ on something you want to be a part of #so you’re gonna force yourself to read it so you can understand the references #which is fine. i guess. #but to make that choice AND COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #PUBLICALLY #like it’s the great burden of your life #like bud just put the fic down #or shut up #pink sticky notes aren’t worth it lmfaoo i swear #you hate the writing and you hate regulus ….well i have bad news for u #neither get any better LMFAO. SO WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? #‘forcing themselves to read it bc ppl are talking abt it’ here’s an idea. don’t. do. that. #haha 😃 #art heist baby! #probably gonna delete this #i feel like i bitch a lot on here soz xx

[orangechickenpillow]

Romancing literally any other bg3 character: all you have to do is talk to me and I'm already planning our wedding

Romancing astarion: if you even breathed in my direction at the wrong time and the wrong coordinates, I will hold a grudge against you forever and you won't even know about it until we're in act 3

#i..... maybe have fucked things up with the boy #we missed ONE CUTSCENE and now he hates me 😭 #skedaddling allllllllll the way back to part 2 😃 #i shouldnt complain though because my brother is doing the actual gameplay #im just here for the vibes #hes currently yelling at his computer and calling everyone useless #which is so fair #astarion #astarion bg3 #bg3 #baldurs queue #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers

[ducktollers]

who up feeling their spirit get crushed into dust by this ai shit 😂😂😂

#turns out my laptop isnt strong enough to run glaze so now i gotta wait at least a month for them to reply to my dm 😃 #not on them at all ik theyre swamped but im just like. why do we have to fucking do this #like ​putting poison on our lunch so coworkers stop stealing it. Why do the coworkers get away with stealing it in the first place #why is this how things have worked out. the amount of companies ive seen use ai generation for their ads (TABLET COMPANIES.)……… #im like. u used to have to pay an artist to do that. and instead of putting technicology to good use #where it can do things that are tedious/difficult/impossible for humans to do #we’ve decided to have the machines do the one job we thought a machine COULDNT steal. bc its abt human creativity and passion #why. bc it saves a bunch of rich fucks even more money and they dont give a fuck about the rest of us #this shit wouldnt even exist if human artists werent here first for it to copy its souless its nothing its cold and dead i fucking hate it #YEARS of work and experience and craft honing and nobody gives a fuck they just see a person they dont have to pay anymore #steals our lifes work without our permission without paying us without a care how is my spirit NOT supposed to feel crushed #i see an ai image and all i see is decades of hard work that was stolen like if u ripped the bones out of a living person #ik jts dramatic and i keep going on abt rhis but it just bothers me SO fucking much #every time i have to think abt it ​its like a thousand pound rock dropped into my stomach #x

[zappedbywho]

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#Diary #So here’s something I remember DEVASTING me for some #I was at the playground with my step sibling. and we were playing this game where we would swing and point out the smaller kids like ‘Thats #my kid’. Choosing babies basically and not much else. And this one girl was getting teased so we invited her over and she sat in my step #siblings’s lap while they swung. Well this girl chats like the 5 year old she was and I stumbled over my words or something and my step #sibling laughs at me hysterically. That hurt my feelings but I remember thinking that I wanted to be more thick skinned than I was when I #was the girl’s age so I just pushed it back and kept swinging. My step sibling had to #pee or something. so it was just me and this girl. I wasn’t as chatty as my sibling but when the girl slipped off the swing and couldn’t #Get back on. I asked her if she wanted me to help her get back on. and she was like ‘My mom doesn’t let me talk to strangers’ #Of course this confused me. because we just met and I am also a child? #She looked. like. uncomfortable near me or something and I just felt so weird in my body #Cause like. I know I’m chubby and taller than other girls but am I really scary like an older boy? #My sibling was an average size and a little malnourished and I was already incredibly insecure about our differences #Like I was wearing knee shorts and a t shirt to swim in the lake and they were wearing a girl’s bikini lol #Then this little kid gets right back on their lap when they got back and I was like ‘😬’ trying not to cry and just walked away to sit by #myself. Now there’s a picture of my clueless father sitting next to me when I’m like ‘Oh ‘extremely high kid voice crack’ sure you can sit #next to me dad😃 Please drown Em in the lake for me because I hate them and that people like them better’ from behind. #This was a pretty regular experience for kids but I was a little off and even kids sense these things lol

[beautifel]

seems like my heart does nothing but break lately

#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level #for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her #still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions #Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later #jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this #not fair not fair at all this is evil #and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences #i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it #i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity #is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike #Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂 #AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪 #at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even #LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it #what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol #hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather #kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter #how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there #n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng #or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak #n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own #well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her

[neo-shitty]

“this gifted intruder…manipulates gravity!” 🫦🫦🫦🫦🫦

#AND MY MAN THANK YOU TO MY MAN #i honestly thought i was so over chuuya atp but alas look at me #i have been giggling every time hints were dropped that someone else was in mersault #I MISSED HIM SO MUCH IDC THAT HE’S UNDEAD #WHY DID HE SOUND LIKE A BIRD IM CRYING BABY???? blink twice if u’re not ok #BUNGO STRAY DOGS AND STRAY KIDS ENJOYERS PLEASE AGREE WITH ME WHEN I SAY KENJI GIVES FELIX VIBES #AND VICE VERSA #THE FRECKLES THE ATTITUDE EVERYTHING #tecchou 🫦🫦🫦 #OH FUCK as much as i love teruko as a villain i wouldnt want her to be my enemy at all 😃 #the way bram speaks is knocking my out 🤣 the effort put into his character’s dialogue actually #TECCHOU DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABT WHATS UP HE’S JUST LOOKING FOR HIS BF #he actually wld swear that he hates jouno and proceeds to find him when he’s missing i love them actually #tecchour forgetting he had a whole other mission when kenji offered to look for jouno with him #YK WHAT #TECCHOU REMINDS ME OF WONWOO #the only thing i gained this year from bsd was a mad crush on both tachihara siblings i hate it here i really do #bring him back asagiri 😔😔😔😔😔 #TACHIHARA MY MAN 😭 #he’s so cool and i love him so much i might cry #THIS WHOLE CLIP OF HIM IM SOBBING #atsushi you’re so naive 😔 #kenji tecchou fight tho 😗 #toff.txt #bsd spoilers

[sonjabysonjamorgan]

honestly most normal person who got a tattoo for a dead parent

#the amount of ppl i know who r like ‘here’s my tattoo in i got in memory of my dead parent who hated tattoos 😃’

[pepprs]

gonna delete this later bc i know it’s unproductive to screenshot / namedrop and i actually am thinking the best approach would just be to privately share this thought w the dev who posted this in a possibly futile attempt to effectively advocate for the change i want to see (#worktag2 lol). but im workshopping it here w my beloved mutuals first as i always do which is kinda shooting myself in the foot given that the devs can probably see that but whatever. my thought is like… i get it. i really do. i get that this place needs to stay afloat and some of that is gonna involve sacrifice or something from everyone involved. but… why would you try to snuff out the things that make this place what it is and just make it like all the other places. why would you not even take into account how the changes are going to impact EXISTING users who are loyal even if they don’t pay. people aren’t going to come to tumblr for more tiktok and instagram. they’re going to come here for tumblr. for the anonymity and the customization and whatever. so like i just don’t get it. why is the solution to this problem to experiment with changes **that existing users won’t like** and not to listen to what existing users want and do more of it bc other ppl likely will want that too.

#purrs #idk my thoughts aren’t organized and i have a stomachache so im not thinking clearly and ik i also was trashing staff earlier and that so ma #many ppl must be sending them hate and shit and i know there are probably better ways to go about things. but it’s like.. i do not feel like #i matter and belong as a long time tumblr user 😃 like why would you say this. it’s kind of like a big fuck you to the people who are here es #especially since there have been experimental features (like polls) ppl here have been wanting to see forever. like why can’t you work WITH #us instead of becoming another soulless algorithm wasteland. it just fucking sucks to feel like we don’t matter and we’re not being listened #to. and i get it like this is an age old story. but it sucks. it really does. #delete later #like idk. it just sucks to see a dev say that. why would it not even matter to you what existing users want and need and think. idk #like instead of removing the ‘it’ to get… why not just… idk. make it easier to get. instead of eliminating the it. you know? #ive been mad abt this all day which is cringe / dumb bc it’s the pikaman sword lady crab blue checkmark ‘hellsite’ and i don’t want to buy i #into the cringe staff blog persona but like. tumblr is a lifeline to me and this is just so upsetting lol

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Hey @lo-mataron-mateo how do you feel about a boy at our school literally saying “if only she wasn’t mentally special” about me

#today I learned two boys managed to both call me pretty in the most insulting and ableist way possible #the worst part is I know both of them and they both said it to my literal best friend #both of them were acting like I would let them literally anywhere near me which I’d rather die #madurday night live #men can be gross #but also if I stopped talking to every kid who has said something ableist I would have like 10 people maybe to talk to #anyways I hate it here 😃

[virgincognito]

this is the third person to leave my dm on delivered but posting on their story…..

#for the first two its been weeks #guys im mature and ofc i dont think they hate me and want me to die but #how normal can you act when you are trying to make new friends and communicate but they aren’t receptive at all #rmring why i dont use my main ig #but this go around i want to be an active participant in my irl social life and the kids use ig right? #and yet…. #me #i have a hard time making friends as you can tell :p #if you are still here thanks…..but let me tell you a little story #one of the friends i seen on the bus #and she was smiling at me but wearing a mask but i can tell #i didnt recognize her at first and it was 5pm so i was like nigga got a staring problem 😐 #but then realized when i sat down i was like o 😃 #maybe she was just being nice but if you really fwm youd answer my dm and TALK TO ME 😭😭

[palepinkycat]

ah yes the wardens

#dragon age fanart #dragon age origins #warden amell #warden mahariel #dalish elf #dao #grey warden #art tag #oc:cillian #oc:marcel #oc:seva #they hate each other's guts 😃 #seva @ cillian is the only exception #i'll have to update this post and add alistair #marcel's hair looks freaking brown on my phone i hate it here

[suoulfillem]

idk what I did at work last night but i have truly fucked my knee up and i want to lay on the pavement .

#b.txt #I’m hyper mobile so recently esp I’ve noticed my knees sometimes .. bending too far back at work lmao #I do a lot of walking so sometimes they randomly just go oop! #so idk if it was that and I like. pulled smth #but Idk the pain is mostly on one side but is like radiating all around + down my calf 😭 #hate it here #I hope it’s ok by tonight bc I still have work 😃 #anyway #goodnight !!!!!!

[uwuinhell]

the naptime nook thing isn't described in the fic so i just did what felt right

#look look look #if i find a fic i really like i will binge it #it will be the only content i consume until i finish it #this fic is one of em #im already like halfway through and it's only been a couple days to nearly a week #i have 2 secret santas to do And one Art Gift to do and im sitting here reading this #anyway I FUCKING LOVE IT #i reccomend it #but also beware because violence and torture 😃 #it pains me when Ç̶̘͖̚a̷̢̢͊̔̎͜r̷̪̯̐l̶͖͚̒ö̵̧̘͉́̕s̵̛̟͎̹̚ #y/n may be unhappy about Carlos getting (very) hurt but im with Moon on that 😂💀 #every chapter w him in it i hate Ç̶̘͖̚ar̷̪̯̐lö̵̧̘͉́̕s more and more 😃 who know i could hate a character this much /hj /Lh #↑ /Lh? /hj? /pj? im not sure but like.. yea #moi art #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf sun #colored sketch #digital sketch

[soft-girl-musings]

my therapist wonders if my mom is a narcissist and frankly I fear she may be right

#tried to nonchalantly resolve an inconvenience today and she took it Extremely Personally #i said i dont care for passive aggression when she demanded an answer and it sent her into a tizzy (she hates therapy speak) #(even though we've used it before) #i just 😃 rebekah i need to dish tomorrow get ready girlie #shouting into the void here

[thedevotionaltour]

i think i need to be alone actually maybe forever they're saying it's the sound of the summer to be alone in your own little corner and rot and be a generally miserable person to view

#who else gets scared of any form of relationships during the summer 😃 anyone else here with the summer run away instinct 😁 #i dont understand how im feeling i dont know why every little thing bothers me. i need the option to just be by myself #i wish i could put online life in certain areas just on pause or something i don't know. urgh. i dont like being like this #i cant tell how i actually feel if this feeling is real or just depression. but i just want to be alone. im fine with people irl and on here #but i dont know. i dont know. i just dont know i feel like i will never know myself well enough to be certain on some feelings ever. hate it #or just that i doubt myself and cant be sure if a feeling i have is real because what if it is just me being depressed. but i dont know. #and i dont know how to talk about it either. so i just go quiet like an asshole. because i dont know how to say what im feeling because #i just dont know. #vent.txt