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bivht · 2 months
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Astrology Observations
😎Virgo moons are polite and respectful until you cross their boundaries. But people accuse them of being rude even when THEY were the ones put in a super uncomfortable situation
😎Aquarius and sagittarius placements are free-spirited. You tell them to do something and suddenly it’s an obligation rather than a choice and they don’t want to do it anymore lmao
😎Cancer risings and their low-key unhealthy relationship with food :0
😎Taurus is branded as the foodie of the zodiac but I think Sagittarius is the ultimate foodie
😎I like to see the moon sign as who a person is at their core. And the moon sign in your mercury persona chart is very insightful to how you express yourself.
for example:
Aries moon- expresses themselves passionately, perseverant, doesn’t give up easily, likes to keep things tidy, hard working
Taurus moon- sweet and charming way of talking, logical, doesn’t like believe anything without concrete evidence, self care, words of affirmation, has definitive personal boundaries
Gemini moon- domicile (home sign), real sweet talkers, witty, critical thinking skills on point, charmers, know how to talk themselves out of a situation, scatterbrained
Cancer moon- sweet, will remember your birthday, wants to include everyone, confused easily
Leo moon- humorous, dramatic af, will spread love to whoever gives them attention, gives their love to everyone
Virgo moon- domicile, polite, respectful, knows how to remain professional in awkward situations, hates the feeling of being stuffed full?? 7/10 full is sufficient for them, due to this they’re usually slim, “perfect” self expression, neat and tidy, expresses gratitude for every tiny thing, eats slowly, critical thinking on point, extremely private (esp. about relationships)
Libra moon- diplomatic, likes to agree, charming, soft and sweet but also vengeful, avoids confrontation, talks shit behind backs instead of addressing issue directly with person
Scorpio moon- opinionated, probably a coffee addict, death stares at people they dislike, private but not the same as virgo, virgos tell you things but won’t go into detail, scorpios just won’t tell you. so fiercely loyal, their charm is fatal
Sagittarius moon (detriment)- happy, seems like they’re always having fun, don’t take themselves too seriously, charmers, funny facial expressions, stuff themselves full. they DEVOUR food, tendency to overindulge so can be chubby cheeked, struggle to articulate themselves in a professional manner, hates being nagged, lacks critical thinking, they get bored easily so consistency is an ongoing struggle
Capricorn moon- logical, down to earth, realistic, charming, articulate, their smart little jokes, a bit reluctant to try new things but they will, loves feeling in control (more than anyone else), really patient, consistency is key
Aquarius moon- they talk in a very self-important way, very recognisable tone of voice, an intellectual, research whore, likes to share their found knowledge with people, lecture people
Pisces moon (detriment)- ehhem OVERSHARER to the T, silly humour, a bit unreasonable as they don’t follow logic, poor critical thinking skills, either super empathetic or lacks any empathy
😎More of an assumption but Leo+Virgo (and/or taurus)= hating slimy and mushy textures like eggplant, okra, durian
😎Chiron in the 6h can be obsessed with hygiene and cleanliness. My brother has this and he will not eat from the same spoon or drink from the same straw as anyone else, not even his own mother. He’s criticized and scolded by his mother because of this
😎A mother with 10h mercury is scrutinizing their childrens’ speaking abilities and how they interact with people in public
😎Aries mars has a fit looking body
😎People with sun 1h in the mars persona chart can seem really athletic
😎Sometimes individuals with neptune hard aspects (esp. square) are accused of having a mental illness (bullied)
😎Mars square neptune is a really anxious placement. Their panic is so clear on their face. They get really nervous about things more than others. Their intentions are confusing and people find it hard to figure out what your intentions for your actions are
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utterlyotterlyx · 2 months
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Ruhn Danaan x Fem!Reader
Summary - After throwing his weight around, Ruhn comes to you to apologise, but you have other plans.
Warnings - swearing, mentions of s*x, Ruhn being fed up with your crap but loving you anyway, angst, fluff
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Gods.
Gods were you annoying. You pushed his buttons daily, teetering on the edge of driving him to madness before pulling him back with passionate kisses.
Gods did he hate you sometimes, but he loved you more than anything, more than anyone.
Especially when you were prancing about his place wearing nothing but a thong and one his shirts that barely fell past your ass cheeks. Usually Ruhn was delighted to come home to you, you'd usually be sat with Tristan watching Sunball and enjoying a few beers; he'd come up behind you and bury his head into the crook of your neck and inhale your scent before kissing your shoulder and jumping over the edge to settle in beside you.
He knew it was coming, your bold defiance, and he knew there was nothing he could do to stop it.
Ruhn looked at his phone, frowning at your text exchange and wondering how it had gotten so heated. He had told you off, scolded you like a child for partying too hard with Bryce and neglecting your responsibilities. Ruhn knew better.
Everyone was allowed to let loose, to enjoy their shitty lives, Ruhn knew that better than anyone.
You hated being told what to do, it had taken so long for Ruhn to break that cycle in you, to idly agree to everything even if you didn't want to. Breaking that cycle had turned you strong and independent, you promised yourself that you'd never be controlled again. In public at least.
He hadn't meant it, he hadn't meant to belittle you and reprimand you, he certainly didn't mean to throw his title in your face and make you feel like you were worth less than he was. It had just gotten heated, and he hoped he could fix it before you truly believed that he felt that way.
So, when he entered the home that he shared with Tristan and Declan, and you, ready to apologise and fuck you so good that the exchange became a hazed memory, the last thing he ever thought he'd see was you dressed in the things you knew made him weak, sat beside Tristan in a glazed state with potent smoke curling around your mouth as you exhaled a grey cloud of mirthroot into the air.
The smile on you face was lazy, laced with complete relaxation, soft low giggles emitted from your lips, your lids were slightly squinted and your cheeks were swollen from past tears, flushed and tinged.
A bowl of popcorn was wedged in the space between you and Tristan, which was a good thing, because if it wasn't there Ruhn would have grabbed Tristan by the scruff of his neck and beat him into oblivion. The tv was set to a comfortable volume, Fangs and Bangs clear on the display, and the light illuminated your face, the small whisps of hair that had fallen from your messily thrown together updo, and the sports logo plastered to the front of that shirt.
Tristan noticed him first, that hazed giddiness that Ruhn knew all too well clear on his face, "Look who's here. It's none other than the Crown Prince of the Valbaran Fae himself," Tristan drawled and you turned slowly, your senses dimmed and mind moving at five miles an hour.
Your expression was blank as you looked at him, scanned his ripped black jeans and black shirt, his hair was tied back with two thick slices framing his face, he tongued the piercing in his lip, and his stare would have made you feel uncomfortable if you weren't already on another planet entirely.
"Fangs and Bangs? Didn't realise you were into this crap, Tristan," Ruhn took a step toward you, hissing at himself when you abruptly turned back to face the tv, taking a handful of popcorn and shoving it in your mouth.
Tristan inhaled the mirthroot deeply, a cough catching in his chest before the smoke cloud spurted from his mouth, he wafted the smoke away from his face and Ruhn watched it rise to the heavens, "I didn't put this shit on. This is all, Y/N."
"Give me that," you held you hand out to him, Tristan delicately placed your shared pleasure between your fingers, "I'll have you know that Fangs and Bangs is perfect for high-time television," you blew a smoke cloud at Tristan's face and smirked, lying back into the comfort of the sofa, not caring where Ruhn went next.
You were furious with him. How dare he take a swipe at you for going out, and with Bryce of all people, when he spent many hours away from you partying through the night. How dare he talk about responsibility and throw his name around to grasp some form of submission from you.
The cushions shifted under a new weight, you were determined not to look at him, to not give in, but as soon as those calloused fingers found your thigh and squeezed, you were weak. Like putty in his hands.
"Sweetheart," he cooed to you, dragging his fingers up and down your bare thigh, making you regret wearing so little as his fingertips left speckles of fire hissing on your skin. "Please look at me," his voice was low and husky, he didn't want Tristan to hear his whispering pleads to you or forever be teased.
Shrugging his touch off of you, involuntarily shuddering at vacant spot where his hand lay only moments before, you felt your phone vibrate, the screen lighting up with Bryce's name.
"What's up?" Ruhn tensed, of course Bryce would swoop in and interrupt his shit attempts to apologise to you, "Yeah, he's here. I don't know. What? Now?" Ruhn faintly heard his sisters voice chattering away through the device, he noticed your frown turn into mischievous delight, "What a great idea, Bryce. Exactly what I need, I'll see you soon. Love you."
You put the phone down and sighed, "Out again?"
Smirking, you jumped up from the sofa and walked around the edge of the sofa where a bewildered Ruhn was staring up at you, "Yep. White Raven. Bryce is coming to pick me up so I better get ready."
Without another word, you sauntered from the room, leaving Ruhn with his angry swirling thoughts. Tristan whistled, pulling Ruhn's attention from the doorway you had just strutted out from, "This is what happens when you pull rank with the one person you know loves you for you and nothing else."
Twenty minutes had passed, Bryce had barged in and flipped Ruhn off with a death glare before pattering up the stairs and into your shared bedroom. They had listened to your hushed giggles and shuffling about on the floor above, turning toward the entry when the faint click of heels sounded against the bare wood.
There you were, clad in a skin tight black dress adorned by a thousand tiny crystals that shimmered in an array of shades when you hit the light at a certain angle. Pair that with a pair of knee high heeled boots, and you had officially succeeded in making Ruhn a needy worried mess. Your makeup was simple, radiant shimmers on your cheekbones and nose, eyeliner and long lashes, and glossed nude lips.
Bryce ran her fingers through your hair, separating any knots she found and fluffing it around your face, "Let's go. Fury and Juniper are waiting for us. Girl's night!" Ruhn's amber eyed sister, and one of your best friends, dragged you from the room without so much as a goodbye to the two males staring at them from in front of the tv.
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The White Raven was thrumming with eclectic energy. Sweat evaporating and clinging to the air.
You couldn't remember what time you had left, you didn't know how long you'd be dancing. You didn't know how many shots Bryce had forced down your throat. You were just happy and free.
Ruhn had looked so desperate to touch you, those big pleading violet eyes screaming at you to look at him. You knew he had a lot on his plate, his father didn't exactly agree of your relationship but Ruhn had somehow been able to convince him that when the time came you'd be the perfect person to have beside him. It made you feel bad, he was just trying to protect you in a way, to secure your place beside him, and you'd pranced about in your underwear high as a kite before dressing up and heading out. Again.
Gods, you were so fucking stupid.
But you didn't let your regret show, you were too stubborn for that, a fact Ruhn knew far too well.
Bodies kept on bumping into you as the music became heavier, the bass louder, the drinks stronger. Bryce was holding onto you and swaying, muttering about how Hunt wouldn't be happy with her if she woke him up again. Apparently he'd had a long day. Just like Ruhn.
Running your hands through your hair and up to the sky, you felt arms wrap around your waist, that familiar nose and chin nuzzling into the crook of your neck. Spice and leather. Kisses peppered along your shoulder and his arms pulled you tighter into his chest, low growls flowing from his lips when people bumped into you.
The lights were low, slices of purple and blue flickering through the club, but you could faintly make out Tristan at the bar and Hunt swaying with Bryce. They'd crashed girls night.
"Sweetheart, look at me," he ran a finger up your arm, across your chest, and along your jaw, pulling your chin toward him, "There she is," he cooed, pushing your hair from your face so that he could really see you.
"What do you want, Ruhn? You've already crashed girls night," you huffed, folding your arms over you chest whilst the world continued to party around you.
You were never going to be able to refuse him, but you could at least make him grovel a bit.
Ruhn ducked his head, lowering it to meet your eye line, he was so intoxicating, everything inside of you screamed to reach for him, to drag him into a bathroom stall and fuck it all out.
"I'm so sorry," he told you, holding your stare, "I never should have gotten angry at you, I never should have tried to tell you what to do. We worked so hard to get you out of that headspace," he pulled you flush against his chest and tilted your head up, his breath fanned across your face, "I love you, Y/N. So. Fucking. Much." Ruhn was trying to control himself, you deserved an apology before he fucked you senseless and made you his over and over again.
"I had the worst day. My father is breathing down my neck right now, and I just want you safe and by my side for the rest of my life. It's stupid but I'm scared he'll try and take you away from me. Not like I'd ever let him but, I'm afraid he'll catch wind of the wild nights and think you're unworthy. You're not in any sense, you love me for me and I know nothing else matters to you, I know that. I'm sorry I let him get in my head, I'm so sorry I used my name against you, I wasn't thinking."
Those violet pools were desperate, glazed over and sad, and it broke you to see him like that.
"Ruhn," you pressed your forehead to his, brushing your nose against his, "I'm sorry too. I should have kept in mind how important this is to you. I'm sorry for being stubborn and trying to piss you off. I know you'd never want to make me feel small. I'm sorry."
"You have nothing to apologise for."
"Ruhn-"
"Nothing," he hummed, pulling your face to his in a kiss you had shared so many times, full of so much love and yearning and hope that every day would be filled with them. "Plus, it was kinda hot seeing you in my shirt like that."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah," he laughed against your lips, deepening the next and relishing in the taste of you, "Let me take you home, Sweetheart. The things I want to do to you aren't to be heard by others."
Ruhn Danaan knew three things with absolute certainty:
That you were the most beautiful, fearless creature he'd ever encountered
That he couldn't wait to get you home and settle you onto his face
He knew that the morning would be the perfect time to grab that velvet emerald box from his sock drawer and promise to love you for eternity
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shiftingparadise · 2 years
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Hey! I thought of this Levi x reader request. it’s a bit smutty if that’s alright with you. So basically it’s a modern office au.
Levi as the boss and reader as his secretary. I just love that trope so much 🫠. ANYWAYS so they’re in a secret relationship so no one knows they’re dating. Other women in the office obviously flirt with him but he doesn’t pay them attention. There’s this one girl that reader can’t stand and ofc she’s one of the women that flirts a lot with Levi and it pisses reader off so bad( she’s a real b*tch to reader) Levi notices readers mood and she tells him why she’s like that. So what Levi decides to do is to f**k reader in his office AND YES SO EVERYONE CAN HEAR THAT HE IS TAKEN. Especially that girl that reader hates. After no other woman flirts with him.Thanks!
I think we would all love Levi as our boss 🥹 I really enjoyed writing this one, thank you for this request 😇✨
Hope everyone's having a great day. Enjoy reading 🤍✨
Word count: 2207
‘Ugh’. ‘What? What’s possibly wrong this time?’. 
You could feel the heat rising to your chest already. God, you hated that woman, you hated her with a passion you never knew you had in you. 
‘You’re late, and you’re making a mess’, her eyes disapprovingly glide over the wet trail your clothes left behind. ‘I’m so, so sorry, Sarah. I’m sorry for making a mess on this wonderful floor, but as you’ve probably noticed I forgot my umbrella’, you hung your wet coat on the coat rack, trying to ignore the way she rolled her eyes. ‘Mr., Ackerman won’t be happy’. 
‘Don’t worry Sarah, he’ll be more than happy to help me get rid of these clothes after work’, you had to gather every ounce of self-control to swallow the words away.
‘Don’t you have any work to do?’, ‘Lots if you keep showing up late’. 
What if I just throw my coffee over her desk? Nope, can’t do that. Just ignore her. 
‘Good morning’. ‘G-good morning, Mr. Ackerman’. 
Does she really have to lean over her desk like that? God, if she presses her elbows any more together, her breasts will fall out of her shirt. 
‘Morning Y/N’, he frowned at the sight of your wet hair and drenched clothes, ‘Rough morning?’. ‘I did, I’m sorry sir’, you kept your head low, trying to repress the memories of the previous evening. ‘You seem tired. Did you stay up too late again?’. 
Asshole.
‘Yes, I’m sorry sir’, a small smirk on your face. He knew it was his fault that you barely got any sleep. ‘Make sure you get enough sleep tonight. Can’t have my secretary forget anything’, his fingertips grazed over your desk, swiftly touching your hand in the progress. 
A subtle touch, but it was enough to drive you crazy. He knew that. He knew how addicted you were to him. 
‘Let me know when Erwin’s here for the meeting’, ‘Of course sir’. 
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‘Oh, Mr. Ackerman!’. 
If she calls him in that stupid voice one more time… 
‘What’s wrong Sarah?’. 
Does he really need to look over her shoulder at her computer? Really? 
‘S-shit’, you quickly turn your head away when his eyes lock with yours. 
If she giggles one more time… It’s impossible to ignore the women that throw themselves onto him, but it’s even more impossible when Sarah does so. 
‘Oh, you have something on your suit, Mr. Ackerman’. 
If he lets her take it off him… 
‘That’s it’, you grumpily, closed your agenda before walking to vending machines. 
Something on your suit… Yeah, right. You know what, I don’t care anymore. She can have him, bet he likes looking at her breasts, that’s why he was leaning over her, right? He wanted to look at her breasts, pathetic. 
‘Are you okay?’. 
You froze when you could hear his voice from behind you. 
‘I’m fine’, you snapped while bending over to grab your drink out of the vending machine. ‘I can see something’s bothering you’. ‘Nothing’s bothering me’. 
‘H-huh?’, you froze when you felt his hand around your arm, pulling you towards him. ‘Don’t lie’. 
Why does he have to be like this? Why does he have to make me feel like this? 
‘Tch’, you angrily pulled away from him, ‘Ask your precious Sarah what’s wrong’. 
‘Sarah?’, Levi frowned as he watched you storming off. 
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‘Did you see the way he looked at me? I bet he’s going to ask me out on a date’. At this point, Sarah’s voice alone made you physically ill.  ‘You think so? Ugh, I would be so jealous! He’s so handsome’. ‘I’m  sorry,Elizabeth, he’s mine’.
I’m going to kill her. 
‘Y/N? Could you come into my office for a second? I need to discuss something with you’. ‘I’ll be with you in 5 minutes, just need to finish this’, you pointed at your computer without looking at your boss. ‘Thank you’. 
No subtle touch this time? No sneaky remark? Wait… Is he mad at me? Or… 
‘Maybe he’ll finally fire you for being so late all the time’. Sarah was leaning on your desk, a smug look on her face while she was looking at her freshly manicured nails. ‘Fuck Sarah, could you please get those two out of my face’, you sighed while looking at her breasts. ‘Why? Mr. Ackerman seems to like them’. 
I’m definitely going to kill her’. 
‘That’s nice, but I don’t’.
Bitch. 
‘Mr. Ackerman?’, you knocked on the door to his office, trying not to sound too irritated. ‘Come in’. 
He seems unbothered, that’s good. 
‘What’s wrong with Sarah?’. 
He can’t be serious. 
‘What’s wrong? Oh nothing’, you crossed your arms, nose pointed towards the chair next to you, ‘It’s a real pleasure to hear Sarah brag about how you’re looking at her breasts all the time’. ‘I’m not looking at her … breasts’. 
Great. Zero emotion in his voice, like always. 
‘Uhu’, you rolled your eyes, ‘Sure’. ‘Y/N you’re acting childish, you know you’re the only one for me’. 
You followed his every move when he walked toward you. 
‘You know that, right?’, the back of his hand gently hovered over your cheek. ‘It’s inappropriate to touch one of your employees like this, Mr. Ackerman’, you turned away from his touch, ‘But don’t worry, I know for a fact Sarah wouldn’t mind you fucking her in your office’. 
‘Huh?’, Levi felt lost when you stormed out of his office. You never acted like this before. Sure, you often made comments about how many women flirted with him, but it never bothered you like this.
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‘Everyone’s gone, I’m leaving too. I’ve mailed you your agenda for tomorrow’. ‘Wait’, Levi stood up from his desk once he noticed you wanted to close his door already. ‘Do you want to grab some dinner?’. 
‘I’ve got other plans’. 
I want to binge-watch all the Bridget Jones movies while eating ice cream. 
‘Oh okay, I’ll see you tonight though, right?’. ‘I’m tired, but you know who would love to spend some time with you?’. ‘Y/N-‘. ‘Sarah, you should call her. I bet she would love to shove her breasts against your arm some more’. 
Did you really think I hadn’t noticed the way she was standing against you when she talked to you earlier? 
‘You’re jealous’. ‘Oh please, don’t flatter yourself, Levi. Not every girl’s waiting for your attention’. 
They are, and he knows it, what a stupid thing to say. Good job Y/N. 
‘See you tomorrow’. ‘Y/N-‘. Levi’s eyebrows rose when you closed the door. 
Is this our first fight? I bet he hates me. 
Your mind was racing when you walked to your apartment. You hated the way you behaved earlier, but it was out of your control, your emotions took over. 
I’ll apologize tomorrow. 
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‘Early, are we?’, two hands appeared on your desk, startling you. ‘L-levi’, you looked up from your desk, batting your eyelashes in embarrassment. ‘Why didn’t you respond to my text messages?’.
I couldn’t handle the embarrassment. 
‘I turned my phone off’. ‘Why can’t you talk to me?’. 
‘Good morning, Mr. Ackerman!’. 
Did nobody run her over? What a pity. 
‘I’ll need you in my office at 10 Y/N’. ‘Okay, Mr. Ackerman’. 
‘Mr. Ackerman, I was wondering if -’. 
Wondering if you look like a stripper? 
‘Sarah could you please wear something more appropriate to work?’, Levi’s brows drew together once he noticed the short skirt and tight top she was wearing. A grin appeared on your face when you could see the dazed look in her eyes.
‘O-of course, sorry sir’, the color drained out of her face at his words. 
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‘Mr. Ackerman?’, you softly knocked on his office at precisely 10 AM. ‘Hm, come in’.
Is that a new suit? He’s so handsome. 
‘Tell me what’s wrong, please. I can’t stand whatever’s going on between us’. 
You could feel your eyes getting glossy, a lump in your throat. 
I’m insecure. 
‘N-nothing’s wrong’. ‘I’ll ask you again… Why can’t you talk to me? Don’t you see this, us, as something serious?’. ‘O-of course I do���. ‘Then talk to me, tell me what’s bothering you’. 
This is it. I’m going to cry. He’s going to see me cry for the first time. 
‘Y/N?’, Levi’s eyes widened when he could see a tear streaming down your cheek. ‘I-I can’t take it’. ‘What?’, you could hear him walking towards you, ‘You can’t take what?’. ‘I can’t stand to see all those women flirt with you, and especially not her’. 
He chuckled, why did he chuckle? 
‘You’re cute when you’re jealous’, his hand wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer, ‘You know I only have eyes for you’. ‘B-but S-sarah said that you were hers’. ‘Y/N, you can’t be serious’. 
He’s laughing? 
‘Don’t look at me with those sad eyes’, his thumb gently stroked the tear from your cheek, ‘You’re the only one I want’. ‘T-then why does she think you want her’. 
No response? Just a sigh? 
‘So… Correct me if I’m wrong, but it seems to me that you’re acting like this because of Sarah’. ‘M-maybe’. ‘Well, we’ll make sure she knows I’m yours then’.
‘H-huh?’, your eyes went round in surprise when you could feel his lips against yours. ‘You think I care if everyone knows? You were the one that wanted to keep this a secret’. 
Is this really happening? He isn’t going to- 
‘Hmpf’, you pressed the palm of your hand on your lips when you could feel him pulling up your skirt. ‘Don’t’, his lips hovered next to your ear, pulling your hand away, ‘The whole point of this is to let everyone know I’m yours, remember?’. 
‘L-levi’, only a whisper managed to leave your throat, ‘What? Can’t hear you’. 
Such a tease. 
‘S-stop’, you tried to pull his hand away from your panties. ‘No, I’ll make sure everyone knows you belong to me’. 
Wasn’t it supposed to be the other way round? 
‘Good girl’, a corner of his mouth lifted when your soft moans reached his eardrums, ‘Let me take care of you’. His strong arms wrapped around your waist, effortlessly picking you up, ‘God, you’ve no idea how many times I imagined you sitting on my desk like this’. ‘W-we’ve fucked in your office before’, your fingers hastily unbuttoned his shirt. ‘Not like this, not while everyone’s still working’. ‘You want people to know we’re-‘, ‘I want the whole world to know that you’re mine Y/N. I never wanted to keep this a secret’. 
Everyone will think I’m with you for your money. 
‘Eyes on me, don’t get lost in your thoughts now, pretty girl’. You loved the way he left sloppy kisses on your breasts, the way he swiftly pulled your panties aside. ‘I’ve never looked at her breasts, not once. I don’t care about other women, you’re all I need and more’. ‘I-I love you’, fragile, you sounded fragile, and you hated it. 
‘I love you too’, his crescent-shaped eyes met your glossy ones. 
This is the first time we’ve told each other… 
‘I want you, now’, your hands moved towards his pants, effortlessly undoing his belt. ‘Make me proud and make sure everyone hears you, okay?’. 
He’s kind of a pervert, isn’t he? 
‘Of course, Mr. Ackerman’. 
Within a couple of minutes, your mind was fogged with pleasure. You didn’t care what the others were going to think. You were his and he was yours. 
‘Louder’, his voice sounded as steady as ever while he fucked you dumb, ‘Let everyone hear that pretty voice of yours’. ‘Levi please’, ‘What? Use your words’. 
I’m going crazy. 
‘Can I-‘, ‘Only because you’re being so good’, he softly bit your shoulder, his thumb gently pressing against your sensitive spot. 
‘W-want you to come with me’, ‘Everything for my sweet secretary’. 
--- 
‘I-I can’t walk out this door’, ‘You’re going to have to pretty girl’. 
Easy for you to say, you’re the boss. 
‘Here’, he gently placed some loose strands of hair behind your ear, ‘You look beautiful with your flushed cheeks’. ‘Fuck you’, a small smile on your face, ‘Sarah will kill me’. ‘Sarah really needs to change up her wardrobe, or she can’t work here anymore’, ‘Says the boss who just fucked his secretary in his office… during work hours’. 
A shrug? Is that all? He really doesn’t care. 
‘I’ll open the door for you’, ‘Stop smirking like that’. 
Well, no turning back now. 
‘Be sure to have my reports ready at 5’. 
Really? 
You rolled his eyes at his remark, ‘Of course, Mr. Ackerman’. You forced a smile on your face while walking to your desk. 
Everyone’s looking at me as expected. No one’s saying anything though… 
---
‘Can I have everyone’s attention for a minute?’, Levi’s voice broke through the unusual silence, ‘I want to have a lovely dinner with my girlfriend this evening, so everyone can leave early today’. 
He really just did that, huh?
‘No one’s even looking at you, not even Sarah’, you giggled, looking up at Levi who was leaning against your desk, ‘I think she got the hint’. 
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jaeger-bombastard · 3 months
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some of the palworld redesigns are genuinely better than the original pokemon i hate ai art and as an artist i can tell when something looks like ai (it does not)
I don't think the actual legit models are ai art, I think they used the same concept of copy/paste/trace over with filter to make them. They didn't reinterpret similar concepts into a new style to make their own world in a familiar genre. They just recolored it like a old deviantart sonic OC.
For example, this is a wolf:
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These are different ways artists have depicted wolves in a cartoonish style. Some emphasize ears, some teeth. Some are realistic, some are cartoonish. Some have heavy lineart and some have light.
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This is a fucking recolored lycanroc. It's not a coincidence. There are millions of ways to stylize a wolf. This is what they came up with.
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And I have heard tons of people telling me that some of the palworld designs are better and some are original and really good.
If they were capable of making good and unique designs, then they should have actually made ALL of them good and unique designs. So they have the ability, but are too lazy? That should make you *more* angry. Because instead of a new game with genuinely new and thought out designs, this is what they gave you.
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I don't even know the names of these things. I typed in "palworld Eevee, Palworld Meowth, palworld luxray" because they're not inspiration take, these are direct knock offs of individual pokemon. Also like....they're legit less creative than the pokemon? It's just "what if eevee was an electric type, and lets make the cat more cat-like and the lion more lion-like"
2) Are a few good designs worth supporting a company that is showing other companies they can get away with ai-like low creativity and frankendolling designs together? Genuinely, truly. Would you even like that lion on the right if you didn't get attached to Luxray as a kid?
Baldurs Gate 3 won GOTY by being a smaller company who went beyond what most massive companies couldn't do. BG3 has blown DA4 out of the water and it hasn't even come out yet. BG3 is making big companies sweat because they proved that fans of games are fans of art, appreciate and recognize high quality, and that hard work and love for a passion project has benefits.
And people are shitting it all away for a couple weeks of "Pokemon with guns" simulator instead of, idk, modding ARK?
Also, I want to be clear. I am not advocating for copyrighting of art styles because that will be bad for everyone. I am begging and pleading people who are not artists and just consume content to appreciate the work that does into it so we don't end up with all of this for the foreseeable future. The layoffs are already happening and you'd not be wise to think that this wont include artists with AI imagery on the rise.
And if you are an artist, I really wish for you to look at this very critically, because our livelihoods are being threatened and you're paying for it to happen.
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HELLO Y'ALL!! :3
My name is Cassidy, I'm trying to become a writer and I wanted to start with something small, So id like to get into fan fiction!!
THINGS I WILL WRITE FOR:
Hazbin Hotel/ Helluva Boss:
Vox,
Alastor, (platonic)
Lucifer,
angel,
husk,
Adam,
Rosie,
Molly/Mollie,(my interpretation)
Fizzaroli,
stolas,
Asmodeus,
Chaz,
Striker,
Loona,
Verosika,
and maybe blitzo.
I also love writing for some AU versions of some of them, like Shark!Vox, human alastor etc.
Spooky month:
(Characters I will NOT write for.)
any minors, if you do wish to request and aged up version of them i can do that, or if it's a platonic thing.
I WILL NEVER EVER EVERRR WRITE ANYTHING WITH FRANK(THE KIDNAPPER) ROY'S UNCLE, OR ANYTHING WITH BOB PHYSICALLY HURTING THEIR S/O. you can still request Bob but I won't write anything like, " he eats your arm and your attracted to it! *makes out*"
Cuphead:
(Casino cups):
Cuphead
Mugman
The devil
King dice
Chalace
(I'm not sure about the other characters cause I don't know all their lore)
Rise!TMNT:
(AGED UP.)
Leo
Donnie
Raph
April
Maybe Casey..
(Not writing for Mikey bc I absolutely HATE him in rise, don't get me wrong, love Mikey in every other one, just not rise.)
FNAF:
I cant list every character bc I love most if them, will not write for the souls inside the animatronics, will base it off of other media with their personalities not relating to the kids. Again, not writing for minors. Wich means, no golden Freddy, circus baby, or the bidybabs. I can't really picture those without thinking, Children.)
Sonic the hedgehog
Will write for:
SHADOW♥♥
Sonic
Silver
Blaze
Rouge
I will not write for tails bc he us a child. And also not for Amy because I hate her with a burning passion. Not quite sure why, I mean I have reasons but they aren't good, idk I just want her to pass away painfully.
RULES:
Absolutely no noncon.
I won't write reader that is not the gender the character is attracted to, like I wouldn't write a female reader for angel. although I do mostly think of Leo as a boy kisser I also see him as bi, same with husk.
I will write smut, but I am horrible at writing Dom women, sub/dom men and sub women I can do, if u really want dom women ask, but I might not, also woman on woman, not good at it whatsoever, if that is the case it might just be some oral but I'm not sure how to write something like that lol.
Please no abusive relationship asks, I don't want unhealthy relationship ideals to become something people look for in relationships.
If any of these things are requested to me you will be reported and blocked.
Also if a character is not in the fandom/list I made, please still ask! I am in many fandoms and couldn't think of more to put down because I am so tired at the time of writing this. If it is not on my list, please specify the character and piece of media they are from!
Also please specify weather you want a platonic, fluffy or smutty fic, otherwise I'll pick for you😈 (it'll be smut guys dw.)
I will not write character x character or character x oc, UNLESS it's like, an amazing ask, but it's not common you'll see me write smth like that. I WILL do specific reader traits though, ex: Bunny!reader (LITERALLY ME GUYS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH♥♥) hellborn!reader, mutant!reader, etc.
I do still attend school, meaning my schedule for uploading will be absolute shit I'm sorry. Dont expect anything from 7am-5pm during the week. (On weekends it depends weather I get up or bed rot All day)
One last thing, I love drawing! If you ever see any kind of fiction you would like to see drawn, I would love to, please send an ask/request to draw a part in a fic! Only thing is that I will/can not draw any smut, nor will it be digital, I can really only do traditional art, so enjoy my low quality photos of paper😋
I can't wait to see requests from everyone, and be able to write them! I hope u have an amazing day/night, remember to eat and drink smth today, and dont stay up all night reading smut. (AHEM...)
-Angels#1slut.♥💟
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Rising from the dead to make a post that no one but me will care about: assigning the droplets boys metalocalypse characters.
(The numbers didn't add up since there are 7 jerks and 5 dethklok guys so I left out JB and then I couldn't find someone that Nate fit. He'd be Charles if Lynn was out of the picture for sure tho)
Pran- Nathan
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I swear I am not only going on designs, but that's definitely part of it (pretty big men ♡). Both are strong silent types with a lot of hate. Their general demeanor and outlook is similar. Plus, both canonically didn't speak (at least for a while) as kids (and the one scene of child Nathan reminds me of all the descriptions of child Pran). Both are some of the least academic/booksmart of the cast, also. Not everything fits (Nathan has a leadership role, passion, and a good relationship with his family, all unlike Pran), but they have enough strong basic similarities that I had to compare them.
Shiloh- Toki
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Both are completely all over the map characters: are they sweethearts? Are they true genuine assholes? Are they somewhere in between? What is wrong with them? Are they okay? Both are very cute and childlike in presentation with a lot of unsavory traits underneath. Plus, both of of tend to be followers, going along with other people's random plans. Toki has more of a set characterization than Shiloh (who's kind of an enigma), but if anyone in the droplets cast fits Toki, it's Shiloh.
Everett- Pickles
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I also debated Nate as Pickles but Everett works a lot better. Both are tiny guys filled with rage. Just anger and bitchiness in a tiny body. Pickles has had the most physical fights out of any character in his show, and the blood droplets kill levels confirm that Everett is the most violent of the jerks. Also, if Everett wasn't on constant watch by Nate, I think he'd absolutely be a party boy and drink a lot. The main difference in character is that Pickles has family issues galore and Everett is a momma's boy. Plus, Pickles is rarely an instigator and tends to just react to things, while Everett starts problems seemingly for fun. The comparisons are getting looser.
Bae- Skwisgaar
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(I think JB also would've made a good Skwisgaar but I left her out of this) It's all about the confidence and self obsession. Both think that they are so fucking cool and want to lounge around and relax. They also both seem weak as hell (Bae is, and Skwisgaar seems to be, if his build and demeanor is anything to go on). Both have the utmost confidence in their own abilities and like to piss off their rival (either Nate or Toki) with that. The main difference between them is that Skwisgaar seemingly does a lot of work to be the best, he's constantly practicing guitar and he writes/works on the albums, whereas Bae kind of does jack shit and still thinks he's all that. Also, Bae's sex-adverse asexuality versus Skwisgaar's eternal ho phase lol
Jeremy- Murderface
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I'M SORRY. This one is weird. I guess the main thing tying these two characters together is low self esteem. Most of dethklok and most of the xod cast don't really hate themselves- these two do. They also both have body issues, tied into that self hatred, that come up somewhat regularly. Both make everyone around them miserable, partially on purpose and partially because they are just Like That. The way they do it is different (Jeremy is a downer and Murderface just pisses people off), but it's the same general effect. There are a lot of differences, mainly that Jeremy is a germophobe and Murderface is nasty, but I had to assign someone Murderface and I wasn't losing the Pran-Nathan comparison so whatever ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Lynn- Charles
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Just in role more than anything. Guy in charge of a group of assholes, who really does care about those assholes and puts up with all the insults and difficulty they throw at him. (Also hot. They are hot.)
Petition to put dethklok into an xobd-style dark comedy yandere dating sim/cyoa and to put the jerk squad in an adult swim cartoon with several legitimate music albums please and thank you
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2, 6, 14, and 27 for Eridunis and Arkus! Always love hearing about this delightful duo 💖
@mystery-salad
AAAA thank you!! 🥰 i'm glad you like them!! i know i dont talk about them enough but here you go:
2. Any sleep habits either had to get used to?
Arkus glows at night....... that's something Eridunis has to get used to.... but it's not a habit, it's just autonomic LOL
i think Eridunis is more susceptible to nightmares (although later on, especially during HoT, Arkus has nightmares all the time, almost every night) because the early days were doused in stress over the rising conflict with Zhaitan, Eridunis's uncertainty over his ability as Commander, the stress of traveling and trying to fix small issues when the bigger issue of Zhaitan is literally looming over their shoulders... it's a lot to sleep over, so Eridunis tossed and turned and woke himself up, and all of that wakes Arkus up, and it was tough for them both :( i think a lot of it has subsided over the years, with occasional stress dreams cropping up for both of them, but they've gotten used to it for sure
6. When did they realize they loved each other?
they sort of both realized it in waves... before they were even dating, both of them had separate key moments where they got to watch the other do something really inspiring that made them realize they were in love--for Arkus, it was Eridunis explaining to a farmer that even the unwanted grubs and weeds should have a place to live and thrive, which points to one of Ventari's teachings; then for Eridunis, it was seeing Arkus apply his knowledge as a Magister with all his extensive research background, and it showed Eridunis that Arkus isn't just a smartypants snob, he's actually incredibly passionate about his work, and that was just very influential to Eridunis. so these moments made them fall in love with each other without the other knowing, but once they actually started dating, it was probably sometime after fighting Zhaitan but not quite during the events of Season 1. it's little moments of heroism and passion that they see in each other that add up to the love they feel for each other, rather than one defining event
14. Are they an introverted couple or an extroverted one—AKA would they prefer to go out to a party or event together or would they rather stay in?
they're a little more introverted; they don't really do PDA or talk about their relationship in public. or they did maybe early on but slowly started to get more reserved the more sort of famous Eridunis becomes as a consequence of being the Commander. that said, Arkus LOVES parties; he loves standing in the corner, looking gorgeous, and gossiping with Eridunis, but Eridunis HATES parties. he hates being the center of attention even when he's trying to lay low, he hates the thing people do when they try to talk to him about the shit going on in the world when they have no idea what they're talking about (because Eridunis is usually there at those places during those events they're talking about), he hates the fake niceness and the Game that humans play.... Arkus makes it easier to bear social events like that, but for the most part, they're pretty introverted as a couple
27. What random everyday object/activity makes them think of each other?
very mundane things, i think. flowers, especially big ones; tea sets; any cat they see ever; even the colors that either one of them are associated with: red, gold, and lime green for Eridunis; forest green, midnight blue, and white for Arkus
thank you so much for asking!! these were so fun!
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Hi, I'd like to ask for a match-up if you don't mind. This might be fairly lengthy or idk sorry about that. I use she/her and I think I'm pan although I would much rather not use labels for something as fluid as sexuality. My love languages are quality time and acts if service.
I've been told that I seem unapproachable to those who dont know me, which is understandable since I'm reserved around others most of the time. However, that's not the case at all with my close friends. I'm far more relaxed and expressive around them.
I'd say I have very low self esteem and find nothing to like about myself so I rely heavily on external validation, but only from people who mean somethingto me. I fear being perceived in a way i don't want by them so that sometimes leads to me being insincere with them at the start of relationships.
This will be a cliche but I've had my gifted kid burnout lol. It lead me to have a horrific work ethic like even right now I'm procrastinating on revising for an exam lmao. As for my grades they vary according to how much the subject interests me. Like I score really well on subjects like Math, English and psychology but in subjects like chemistry and physics, they're insanely unpredictable depending on if I liked that topic or not (anywhere from 40-100[which is sad tbh wish I was more consistent💀 also idk the us grade equivalent]) so I'd say interest plays a really important role in my actions.
That being said I gain and lose interest in stuff pretty quickly so it is really hard to talk about hobbies or likes and dislikes lmao. But a general trend that I've noticed is I unironically like pretentious shit lol. Psychology, law, philosophy and literature interest me very much. Other than that I've recently been getting into astrology bc of a friend and it's kinda fun?? Lol. Oh and for what it's worth I'm a Capricorn sun and moon and Virgo rising.
I also really like writing and have a collection of poems, some of which are embarrassingly edgy but in my defence I wrote them while having an emo phase back in middle school. But I still enjoy writing poetry and other short pieces. I also like singing and I think I'm slightly above mid at it idk. Other than that I like spending time with people who don't drain me on good days.
I tend to mess up a lot in relationships bc idk I somehow end up convincing myself I'm not worthy of them so I self sabotage a lot. Idk if this is relevant but I struggle a lot with mental health but I sought help this year so slay. I can also get pretty obsessive over them due to my pretty bad mental health. And uhhh like idk but if those feelings are not returned it just crashes and burns lmao like I end up hating them, which is honestly awful on my part, but I have to hate them too get over them. But eventually that hatred fizzles out into indifference but idk.
But uh sad stuff aside, I love passionately lmao. Like I spoil the fuck out of my friends and people I love. Handmade gifts, surprise trips, playlists or idk, just lying on the bed vibing in silence I just like hanging around with them. I make all of their problems mine and don't stop until I make them go away completely, or if I can't, I feel guilty about it. I'd say I like helping people. I want to be a therapist because I want to help people feel better or at least let them have some semblance of peace. Seeing that my efforts have made someone feel better makes me inexplicably happy.
And after all that would looks matter lol idk. But like it's safe to say that I'm conventionally ugly lmao. But I don't really mind it. I've made peace with it.
Ok that was genuinely long so sorry about that ahaha. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and have a great day!
I match you with...
Jumin.
You're the kind of person that is hyper-vigilant about everything that you do. No matter how you came to be this way, it's something that you're aware of and you have a hard time turning off. You are aware that actions have consequences and decisions can do things to other people. One of the things about being an empathetic person is you are constantly checking yourself. It means that you're a good person who always tries their best, but it also means that you wind up limiting yourself in other ways because while you try to emotionally regulate others, you forget to emotionally regulate yourself.
In that case, you need somebody in your life who knows how to remind you that you come first. It's important to help other people but don't take off all of your clothes in a blizzard to protect somebody else and leave yourself with nothing. So having somebody in your life that knows how to take care of other people is important. It makes you a powerful duo in your own right when you're having a good day, but it also keeps the two of you in check when you need a reminder that you need to be taken care of. Jumin is your man for that reason. He can be there for you and you can be there for him.
You’re passionate, too. You like to create with your hands and that leads to you sitting around with Jumin as you work, and he chuckles in approval, working on his projects at the same time. He loves to watch you make something out of the tools you have! It inspires him to focus harder on the hobbies he has. It’s meant to be methodical... but you remind him that it’s a creative endeavor, too. A labor of love molded by your hands. You inspire your lover every day just by being the person that you are. Love is strong and true, and you never have to be afraid of looking over at him and not seeing the same love-filled eyes. It’s always there in his heart.
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random astro notes / roasts
do not repost or plagiarize or reword my work plz wosndodj ok thank u
painfully emotional bored, pls do not take this seriously 😀 this is not profesional of me but i’m bored
Cancer venuses way of flirting is “ have you eaten today??” no i haven’t, they treat you like a whole baby.. it’s kind of cute tho😋
i swear having cancer + leo in a chart makes someone very petty and dramatic exposing myself but it’s true
venus in leo were that bitch in high school that started drama but somehow wasn’t necessarily in it?? like they somehow still had a good reputation idk but y’all charm with people is through the roof amazing
having sun - chiron can make someone have very bad sense of worth like damn u hate yourself that much babe? if u have this aspect i love you pls don’t hate urself, i swear everyone i’ve met with this aspect had low self esteem :/ pls don’t i love you
why do pisces risings look like fairies??!?! like cute ones and some of them look like “🥺” i stg
cancer mars women def love to dream abt getting dominated
why do taurus women look so good with bangs?? i swear omg looking like whole models yall. LIKE I SWEAR EVERY TAURUS WOMEN OR PLACEMENT IVE MET HAS CONSIDERED GETTING BANGS AT SOME POINT..
scorpio mercuries scare me tbh they can literally ruin you with their words, they’re so sharppp
i’ve noticed a lot of women with pisces / cancer placements attract people especially men who wanna “take care of them” like no theyre an independent woman
why are people with venus in 10th so hot ok bye no for real y’all be so beautiful physically and the fact everyone knows this too and most of them deny it😀 like model agencies would love your ass
why do so many sagittarius moon have such low self attention span?😀 also it’s impossible to get them to do something they don’t wanna do they need the thrill & passion
leo moons... y’all are petty asf when someone crosses the line and i’m here for it
aquarius moons to the contrary belief of being “detached” y’all are too nice for your own good tbh
sagittarius risings have amazing hair, usually really curly or/and puffy too it’s not just the leo risings y’all looking like a whole hot babe and i’m here for it
libra placements have probably fantasized abt the perfect romance since young age theyre wayy more loveeeee sick than given credit for.. they always in the clouds too (especially libra moons y’all are too kind)
gemini moons.. yall r so intelligent?? like y’all are just wayyy too smart it’s hard to win them agaisnt an argument like you physically and mentally can’t
every gemini rising i’ve met had chubby cheeks? but their head shape was really round idk y’all cute tho like adorable
sun dominants and leo risings literally light up the room anywhere they go enough said, good vibes from them only🥰
why does everyone say leo placements are the most confident? every leo placement i’ve met rots in low self esteem, yet they’re so beautiful in every way😀
why do virgo placements get fixated on one thing and then leave it??? like they’re like one day okay let’s do this.. mission accomplished onto the next thing it’s like their ego boosts from accomplishments
a lot of scorpio venuses don’t get into relationships cuz they know ppl aint shit and their love out this world tbh
pisces venuses all they need is a chill smoke buddy just someone that will love them and chill with them, they rlly don’t have high standards
virgo venus culture is going on like 300 dates and still not liking a person
every virgo moon i’ve met was so nurturing??😭😭 like they the type to say “i’ll always be here with you and if you wanna talk ever”
cancer women placement probably attract men who want their mommy issues treated.. like no ma’am..
i wouldn’t suggest crossing or pissing off an aries moon, like do anything to mess with them and you’ll regret ur whole bloodline 💀
every capricorn moon i’ve met was really good with their money + purchases 🤔
why do cancer placements look so safe?? like they look like home
aquarius placements love really unique drawings or really unique posts especially on the internet, theyre the type to have a lot of blogs for every little unique thing
virgo mars are the definition of perfectionist!! but they also want things really simple? they’re not the type to go over the top
sagittarius mars are usually really protective over their friends, just something i’ve noticed but they’re really protective + they’re never scared to stand up for themselves or others
libra risings look good with anything venusian!! like lip gloss!!
i’ve noticed a lot of air venuses, especially Aquarius have considered an open relationship or it’s not completely off the table..
virgo mercuries are usually really honest or people usually don’t suspect them of lying + they usually have evidence or anything to back up what they’re saying
mars in leo probably fantasize about getting a lot of attention and pampering in sex lol or the complete opposite complete domination
i noticed a lot of scorpio risings / pluto in 1st struggle a lot.. but they never seem that way? they’re the masters of masking up things :/
leo risings tend to have really nice eyes that are glowy and kind of big?
cancer risings have the cutest round noses.. i keep simping for y’all LMAO
virgo risings look like fairies too but like garden fairies.. they look so youthful!
a lot of aries risings had freckles? a lot had rlly thin lips as well, with a REALLY pretty slim nose
aquarius risings are the ceo of having really nice thick eyebrows!! i swear omg 
sagittarius venuses are lowkey simps in love when they find that one person😅 they like to dream just as much as a pisces venus stereotypically does
sagittarius moons have really wild imagination!! they should draw their imagination, it’s really beautiful
cancer moons probably have felt their families emotions when younger or probably still do! cancer rules 4th house! they’re very sensitive to energy
12th house stelliums either sleep too much or NEVER sleep💀
uranus in 3rd people are the most intelligent!! like the stuff they say shocks me all the time🤔 how do y’all come up with these thoughts
a lot of virgo risings, especially the females were really tall! they should model tbh
aquarius moons like gemini moons when you’re close to them they said the most random facts “oh did you know that..” first of all how u come up with all this🤔
capricorn moon / rising women are so beautiful bye😀 every single one i’ve met had perfect face structure! like every single part of their face was so perfect kind of like they were designed?? not even trying to ego boost but y’all are beautiful..
why do pisces moons desperately try to love everyone and try to make sure everyone feels included? tbh not everyone deserves ur amazing energy
gemini placements ALWAYS have a comeback to things 😀 at this point don’t bother to win them in an arguement
why do water placements purposely put on sad music 💀 i noticed a lot of water placements are sometimes “addicted” to being sad 😀, enough said these babies fr absorb everyone energies :/ it’s important they’re with the right crowd
cancer rising women & libra rising women have the most beautiful plump lips 😀
leo risings & placements love jewerly?? they love having things that represent them a lot! maybe even tattos
I’ve noticed virgo placements after socializing they need a “time out” from the social world..💀
every fire moon i’ve met loves napping! like it refills their energy a lot! especially sagittarius moons
wanna make a libra placement like you? it’s simple.. worship them 😊
leo venus x scorpio venus in a relationship just screams intense love but passionate 😀
uranus square midheaven probably would get into a lot of scandals in their career if they’re not aware of what they say / do!
if a virgo placement compliments you, it’s REAL these people just don’t give out compliments! especially if it’s specific like take it to HEART
mercuries in libras are so forgetful😅 every single i’ve ive met
cancer mercuries can be kind of passive when they’re angry in communication.. like they will be like “k” “ok”..
capricorn + gemini in a chart= someone that gets irritated from people’s idiotic acts easily 😀
sagittarius mars love partying?? like they’re amazing partiers
scorpio moons can “retreat” when they’re sad, some friends may not hear from them for a while. alone time is everything for a scorpio moon
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denjiholic · 3 years
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love talk || gojo x reader NSFW
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✎ request: suggestion: gojo breeding kink!
✎ warnings/tags: NSFW, explicit content, blowjobs, breeding kink, fingering, overstimulation, praise kink, porn watching, dom! gojo, teasing, voyeurism, light sub/dom, multiple orgasms, cockslapping
✎ pairing: gojo x fem reader
✎ summary: you and gojo watch a porno together and one thing leads to another :))
✎ word count: 2.2k
✎ a/n: sorry if some of you have seen me post this already, i was having a glitch with my tumblr the first time it uploaded, so i had to repost :)
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“so what are we watching tonight?”
you look up to see gojo sitting lazily on the couch, one hand patting his empty lap. retiring to his nightly clothes, his chest is bare and his legs only clad in plaid pajama pants. you make your way to the sofa, taking a seat in his lap. he wastes no time wrapping his arms around you, letting out a contented sigh.
turning your head around slightly, you look at him skeptically, “what was that all about?”
he smiles.
“nothing, you just smell good.”
“well I did just shower.”
after you’ve turned back around to face the television he repeats his original question.
“what are we watching tonight?”
“surprise me.”
his eyes gleam with mischief. accepting your challenge, he replies, “alright then.”
he turns on the tv before pausing to say, “wait, close your eyes first.”
“why?”
“you said you wanted it to be a surprise, right? just trying to get the full effect.”
“whatever, weirdo”
shutting your eyes you wait impatiently. after a few moments, the sound of a woman loudly moaning greets your ears. lids snapping open, your eyes fly to the screen. the television displays a woman with a rather large chest, getting pounded by a muscular guy with an intricate tattoo sleeve.
gojo laughs from behind you, clearly amused at your reaction. turning around, you face him and see the smirk that adorns his face.
“what’s wrong? not surprised enough?”
“you’re such an ass”
glancing back at the screen you look again at the girl on the screen.
“are you not a fan of this type of film?”, he teases.
you sigh, “i’m not against it really, but i would like it if you picked something a little more tasteful. not just some 2 minute clip of some chesty girl getting her back blown out.”
“so picky”
after a few more searches he settles on a longer video. once he’s started it, he pulls you close to his chest, settling into the couch.
it starts as a standard porno, with very little yet messy foreplay, and the man taking sexual control over the woman. typical. nothing too exciting. yet for some reason, when watching such an explicit movie with gojo’s partially bare body pressed up behind you, heat slowly creeps up your neck. this was the first time you’d done something like this with him. you knew he obviously watched porn, he was a guy after all, but you’d never watched anything together. were you always this aware of the way his arms felt wrapped around you?
you shift your body, making him let out a small grunt.
“this getting you turned on?”, he whispers, careful to not talk over the audio.
“not really”
in all fairness, it wasn’t a lie. what was getting you turned on was him. not so much the movie. just his presence, and the fact that you are sitting in his lap, feeling the rise and fall of his chest against your back.
“no? we’ll have to do something about that then..”
he plants a soft kiss on the nape of your neck, and starts to let his hands wander. his fingers start to gently ghost the skin on your stomach from under your shirt. they’re cool in contrast to your warm skin. traveling higher until he’s gingerly caressing your chest, every movement is slow and meaningful, as if he’s feeling your body for the first time. a hand goes even further up your skin, while one goes back down to your abdomen.
the more he touches you, the harder it feels to breathe.
his fingers stroke your throat, not with the intent to squeeze harshly, but merely to just feel more of your skin. he tilts your chin back to rest on his shoulder, your head side by side with his own. by this time, you’re breathing heavier and having immense difficulty concentrating on the screen. his touch feels like euphoria, teasing almost every part of your body.
he’s obviously enjoying exploring you, as you can feel his erection against your ass. his fingers slowly slide further down your abdomen, making your breath hitch. he slowly slips a hand into your shorts.
instead of instantly going for your clit, he just keeps his palm near the waistband of your underwear. he effortlessly strokes your skin for a moment before finding his way to your sensitive spot. beginning to trace it softly, he forces a quiet moan to escape your lips, along with the catch of his breath from his own.
he slides a finger inside you, feeling your wetness on his skin. careful to tease you properly and take his time, he slips it in and out leisurely. once he’s got you breathing heavy, he pulls it out, and gently rubs on your clit once more with his dampened skin. your flesh feels unusually warm, every swipe of his fingers all over your body and pussy, sends your temperature rising. he wasn’t normally this gentle, and if he teases you anymore you might go insane.
“please.. go faster...”
“that’d be taking all the fun out of it then”
his low voice is close to your ear, and you can hear every breath he takes while he feels you up. just when it feels like you can’t take any more, he removes his hands from your shorts.
gojo shifts you from your previous spot in his lap, laying you down on your back. you lie supine on the couch for a moment, and he starts to spread your legs apart. he makes room for himself between your thighs, before one of his hands begins to tug at your waistband. it feels like your heart is about to hammer out of your chest as he slowly pulls down your shorts and damp underwear. he’s looking at you with kind and passionate eyes, a gaze that’s fully intent on seeing you fall apart to his touch.
you gasp when you feel his warm tongue meet your clit. he works it gently, licking up and down with mastery. instinctively, your hand grips a fistful of his white hair as the pleasure builds in your stomach and legs. when he begins to suck on your clit, you let out a whine. upon hearing your noise of satisfaction, he sucks harder, hoping to emit more content sounds out of you. you give in, moaning along with the woman on the tv. you’d been so caught up with gojo in between your legs, that you’d forgotten the porno was still playing.
to your surprise, you didn’t hate it.
hearing and watching the girl feel good alongside you, wasn’t totally awful. you’d watched your fair share of porn, and to be honest it didn’t do much for you, but something about him going down on you while something that vulgar played, made your sensations somehow feel stronger.
as you start to near climax, you gasp his name.
at this, he holds your hips down in place, making sure you feel your full pleasure. when you finally reach completion, he continues playing with your clit. upon being held down, you grip his hair tightly, your only support as you orgasm onto his tongue. as you pant and curse, he licks up your cum, sure to savor your taste and not leave anything left behind. after you’re finished, you feel soft kisses on your clit. he kisses his way up to your stomach, before moving up to leave small marks on your neck.
“gojo-”
“now I’m gonna need you to do something for me, pretty girl.”
you nod your head, your obedience making him smile.
he moves his body on top of yours so his torso hovers above your face. pulling his cock out of his boxers, he drags it across your lips.
“say ah”
opening your mouth, the first taste of his precum meets your tongue. he lets you take him into his mouth, holding his dick with one hand, and the television remote in the other. gojo turns up the volume before looking back down at you, your mouth full of cock. lips around his tip, you suck at him.
“that’s my good girl”
since you’re lying down, you allow him to gently thrust into your mouth. nothing too aggressive yet, but enough to make you want to gag on his length.
pushing further into your throat, he lovingly watches as the tears streak down the sides of your face. he gives you a reassuring smile, and wipes them away with his fingertips. perhaps to encourage you, he keeps muttering praise underneath his breath, constantly telling you how good of a job you’re doing for him.
he watches the tv from time to time, clearly enjoying watching the couple have sex while you blow him. no matter how much he looks at the screen, words of appreciation never fail to leave his lips.
“shit, just like that”
you swipe your tongue around his head and continue to take him in your mouth. he’s lost focus of the screen now, his body and mind taken over with the pleasure he's receiving. with a grunt, he finishes inside your mouth. he’s out of breath, but he looks satisfied.
once you’ve swallowed, he brings his lips to yours. his kiss is full of desire. desire for you, and desire to take your body and make it his. he plants kisses along your jaw and neck, and massages your chest from underneath your shirt.
“you’re really so beautiful, you know that?”, he whispers.
you hold his head close to yours, falling silent at the sudden compliment. he softly bites your neck before saying, “tonight, i plan on filling you up to the brim.”
“so no condom?”
he nods his head.
you smile, “what are you waiting for? fuck me and fill me up then”
he grins and kisses your forehead.
you squirm when he slides himself inside you, as he says softly, “i want to keep cumming inside you until I can’t feel anything anymore”
starting out slow, he begins thrusting his hips, moving in and out of your entrance. his sturdy body is on top of you, white hair falling in his face. he’s fucking you in missionary, something you’d usually chaste as being far too vanilla, but right now, seeing him above you seems to make the moment more intimate.
he occasionally kisses and bites at your neck, while you wrap your arms around his own. you pull at his hair while he fucks you, begging for him to keep going. You can feel the shake of your thighs as his hips dive in between your legs.
“gonna-” he mumbles, “fuck a baby in you”
you answer him with a plea, unable to form a sentence as he keeps bucking into your tight hole. feeling yourself grip around his length, your orgasm sends warmth and pleasure through your body, making you moan for him.
when he cums, he buries his face in the crook of your neck, breathing hard. you can hear him let out curses as he’s overcome with his climax.
“Oh god, fuck”, he moans.
his mouth meets yours in a sloppy kiss, and he groans into your lips.
instead of stopping after one round, he continues to thrust into you, aiming to stay true to his statement of fucking you until you’re completely stuffed full of his seed. he pursues, making you orgasm repeatedly until you’re on the verge of tears.
“please cum inside me again... i need it so bad”
eyes shut and panting, he sends ropes of white into you once more, his body shaking slightly. he was clearly overstimulated, as were you, but he continues thrusting into your wet heat relentlessly. the tv audio is dull in comparison to the sounds of pleasure coming from the both of you, and the sound of his cock shoving into your leaking pussy over and over.
“feels.. so good”, he chokes out.
you watch him as he reaches completion once again, his expression one of lewdness and pure bliss. he lets out small gasps and groans as he comes inside you for the third time. his face glistens with sweat and his chest heaves.
exhausted, he slumps on top of you, trying to catch his breath. you play with his hair with your fingers, keeping his head next to your own.
he kisses your cheek whispering, “can we just stay like this for a while?”
nodding your head, you pull him closer, aware he’s still sheathed inside you. the movie was long over, and for a while you lay with him on your chest, feeling the rise and fall of his own. after a bit, he grows soft and slips out. he gets up to look down at your hole, watching the cum leaking from your entrance.
“as hot as that is, i think you might need to take another shower”
“wanna join me?”, you ask with a smile.
“fuck, don’t tempt me”
grinning, he asks, “was the movie tasteful enough for you?”
“i could barely pay attention”
“what a shame, i guess we’ll have to watch another one sometime”
“only if i get to pick it out”
he smiles, “it’s a deal”
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spilledkauffie · 3 years
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Still Having Nightmares
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader Word Count: 1.8k T/W: nightmares, trauma conversations, fluff A/N: MY HEART IS FUCKING BROKEN!!! Do you hear!? All because of this gif set— spoilers!
Song inspo: Nightmares - All Time Low
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You squeezed your eyes closed, trying not to let the tears fall. But they weren’t for you— from outside the door, down the hall, and into the living room, you heard the soft mumbling. The desperate “no’s” and the heavy breathing. Rolling over in bed, you placed your hand where he often began the night, right next to you. Knowing he liked to fight this struggles alone, you methodically bit at the inside of your lip, furrowing your brows. 
However, when you heard the static of metal tension, you couldn’t ignore it any longer. Sitting up, you tossed the covers aside. Taking a moment to calm yourself, you quickly wiped the tears off your cheeks and took a deep breath, wanting to be in the best state to help him. Opening the bedroom door you stepped out into the hallway gently. Attempting to make your footsteps as light as possible, you made your way to the living room doorway. Bucky was laying on the opposite side of the apartment’s room from you. 
Watching him toss and turn, sometimes jolt, was difficult, but you always tried to think of how best to help him if you could. As you debated waking him up to end the night terror, something did that for you- hearing him yell your name he completely sat up. You blinked back some tears, hating that you knew his nightmares forced him to see himself losing more than he already had. 
“God-” he exhaled as if he had been forced to hold his breath for five minutes, it was a painful first few breaths. Shoving his hands through his hair, he set his elbows on his knees and tried to steady his breathing, he clearly hadn’t seen you yet, “shit,” you heard him say in a broken voice, though you couldn’t see them, you knew there were tears from the way he sniffled with an inhale every other breath. 
You shifted your weight onto the opposite foot, accidentally catching his attention.
“Hey,” he suddenly said as if nothing had happened, quickly turning his face away from you, rubbing the back of his hand against his eyes, trying to get rid of any proof of tears. Clearing his throat he exhaled, “What’s wrong? Are you okay?”
Tilting your head with a heavy sorrow that he just wanted to push everything aside, you reached for the light switch.
“No!” Bucky exclaimed, before looking down, surprised at his tone, “no,” he said softer, looking back up at you, “can we leave it off? Please?”
“Yeah,” you answered hoarsely, feeling a tightness in your own throat, “of course, baby.”
Walking over to where he was, you settled on the floor, sitting next to him, facing his direction. There was just enough light from the apartment windows for you two to see each other in dim lights streaming in. He tried again to subtly brush away any tear stains, while you joined him. Pushing the top of his wrist against his lip, he dropped his hand, and finally turned to you. 
“Did I-” he swallowed, you saw the tension in his jaw, “did I wake you?” 
“No,” you whispered, raising a hand to fluff back some fallen strands of his messy hair.
“Really?” he perked an eyebrow, “then why are you awake?” 
You hold your breath trying to think of an excuse, but you’d rather say nothing than lie to him again. 
“I didn’t mean to leave tonight, I just-” he quirked the corner of his lips, trying to find the right words, “I’m not used to it, but I didn’t want to leave- I just-”
“I know,” you assured him, free hand touching his forearm, calmly stroking his chilled skin.
He dipped his head shaking it, before giving a disappointed laugh, “you know I thought I was over this,” he admitted, your hand still brushing soothingly through his hair as he stared straight ahead, you swore you could see him thinking of another time. 
“Tell me about it?” 
He pressed his lips together, debating if he wanted to say more, so you let the quiet come between the two of you, and that was okay. Time was needed and you were more than willing to wait for him.
“You know sometimes I can see myself, at different times, and I just keep thinking- when I see that kid, signing up for the army, he looks at me,” he smiled for a second, but it faded faster than it came on, “he had no idea what he was signing up for.” Looking down to the metal replacing his arm, Bucky nodded to himself,  blaming himself for it all.
“Victims never do,” you said, “because it’s not their fault.”
“Victim?” He scoffed, raising his eyebrows in disbelief at you, “have you seen my count-”
“Bucky, what they did to you-”
“But what I did to others-” he started.
“What they did to you,” you repeated, more firmly, stopping him from interrupting you, he waited for your next words, “what they did was cruel and monstrous, but that doesn’t mean you are.” Bucky tilted his head, “you signed up because you’re a brave soldier, what came next was out of your control, but now, you’re back on the path you first started.”
His grey blue eyes were fixed on you when you finished, “tell me about tonight’s nightmare?”
He was quiet again, so you pressed your hand against the middle of his chest, covering his dog tags, before you curled your fingers around the metal and glanced down to study them in your palm. Rubbing your thumb over the raised letters- one tag spelling out his name the other simply saying “Winter Soldier,” you bit the corner of your lip. Bucky never took his gaze off you, studying you studying the tags. 
After a moment of silence, he leaned in closer, slipping his hand against the side of your neck, fingertips pushing into the roots of your hair at the nape of your neck, while he brought his mouth to the opposite side. You tightened your hand around his dog tags as his skin brushed against your knuckles. With the way his chest was already rising and falling and the hum of his moan against your neck, you almost got lost in it. Slowly moving his other hand up your thigh, to your hip, you felt the metal, smooth and cold as ever. Closing your eyes, you focussed for a moment on his hot desperate kisses, his lips felt so good against you, but you knew what he was doing.
“Bucky-” you said softly, but seriously, knowing what you needed to do.
“Mhmm?” he hummed, lips ghosting against you as he waited for you to continue, but when you didn’t, he pulled back to look at you, his hand still caressing the nape of your neck gently.
You stared at him, amazed at how well he was trained to shift from emotion to emotion or just hide them altogether. It seemed wrong that there was so much pain and hurt in you form sympathy when he was the one actually fighting through it. As you stayed silent, his gaze fell to your parted lips. Bucky took his opportunity and met your mouth with a deeply passionate kiss, when you hardly responded he paused the kiss, lips still touching yours as he spoke.
“What is it?” he asked, caressing your cheek.
“I love you so much,” you took a deep breath, placing your hand on top of his and bringing it away from your cheek setting your interlaced hands in your lap, looking back to him, “but that won’t make them go away,” you stated eyebrows knitted together, shaking your head softly, “I need you to talk to me,” you stroked his jawline with your thumb, still holding his hand with your other, and speaking as gently as you possibly could, “so we can work this out together, I want to help you, I want you to be able to stay a whole night with me.”
Taking his hand off your thigh, you heard the metal adjust as he shifted his weight onto it.  
“Alright, in my nightmares. . .I keep hurting you,” his words broke the silence, “different ways, I tell myself it’s not me, it’s that shadow I used to be, but all the same in the end.” 
Listening carefully you placed a soft kiss to the cooled skin of his shoulder, where the scars met metal, encouraging him to continue with gentle stroking motions of your fingertips on the back of his hand. 
“Every time. . .I’m in a place from my past, but you’re there,” he confessed, tightening his grip around your hand, “and you die, all because of me.”
“You’d never hurt me.”
“But I did...I do,” tears were returning and he didn’t understand; the one happiness in his life was being twisted by his past and his mind, he remembered certain things, others a blur and now past and present were blending. . . 
“James,” you brought him to face you with your hand against his cheek, “you’d never hurt me.”
“I’m just-” he said cautiously.
“Bucky,” you said almost disappointed he’d question himself on this.
“I’m just scared I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from hurting you,” he confessed in a louder voice than intended, making you jerk back, but keeping your hand in his helped ground him, “I’m sorry,” he said, calming himself down. 
You could see the tears falling even if he didn’t want you to see them.
“There’s no chance of that happening,” you pressed your forehead against his, “I know you, Bucky, you love me.”
 “But you’ve seen it, if- if someone knows those words- with that book- they reset me and I can’t-” 
You heard him exhale, heavy with pain and hurt and panic. His chest began to rapidly rise and fall. 
“Bucky, Darling,” you moved yourself closer and brought your arms around him, to which he responded by wrapping his around your frame, pulling you even closer, and burying his face against your neck, “it’s okay, we’re okay.”
Feeling his hot tears against your neck, and his erratic breathing, you tilted your head up, trying not to cry yourself. Stroking across the back of his bare shoulders, you softly combed your fingers through his hair, embracing him against you. It wasn’t easy for him to show this much emotion and you could sense that, staggering breath and long periods of tension, as if he was trying to hold it all back. Feeling him tighten his hug and squeeze his eyes closed, you just held him to let him know it was okay.
“We’ll get through this, I promise,” you whispered, “no one is ever coming near you with that book ever again, and if they do. . . now they’ll have to get through me first.”
Pulling away from you just enough to press his forehead back against yours he smiled softly, staying there for a moment, “how’d you get so tough, huh?”
“I live with a fighter,” you smiled back, “he’s taught me to survive just about anything,” he gave a small laugh with his smile spreading, “so together,” you stole a kiss, “I know we’re unstoppable.”
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stuck with you ~ machine gun kelly
word count: 2102
request?: yes!
“Ooh how about an enemies to lovers fic where Colson and the reader get stuck in an elevator together please”
description: it’s hard to keep up a petty beef when you’re stuck in an elevator with your supposed sworn enemy
pairing: machine gun kelly x female!reader
warnings: swearing, claustrophobia, panic attack
masterlist (one, two)
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I don’t even know how the fight between Colson and I ever started, but I knew it was extremely prevalent even though we were forced to go on tour together.
The first big gig my band and I had ever gotten was to go on a massive tour with a bunch of other popular and legendary alt rock acts. It was sort of like Warped Tour, but under a different name. We were touring with the likes of All Time Low, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, etc. We were relatively unknown, so to be given this opportunity was such a big deal for all of us.
My feud with Colson had started before that. Again, I have no idea how it started. I don’t know Colson even knew. All we knew was that we hated one another, or rather we thought that we did. So when the full line up for the tour was announced, and none other than Machine Gun Kelly was on the list, I instantly regretted my decision.
“You won’t even be in contact with him,” my drummer told me after we found out the lineup. “It’s a massive tour, we have our own bus, and the likeliness that you’ll run into him in the hotel or even backstage is so small.”
“You also need to get over this stupid fight,” my bassist added. “You guys barley know one another, how can you be in a feud?”
“That’s the thing, he barley knows me and he’s ragged on me in interviews. Do you realize how much that could effect the reputation of the band?”
“You won’t even run into him,” my drummer repeated. “Just remember that.”
Well, I wish he was right, because I happened to run into Colson on our first night.
The four of us were staying in one hotel room, and in true fashion of a band on their first big tour, we bought enough alcohol to make sure we wouldn’t remember anything the next morning. I offered to go grab ice from the floor above us so we could keep everything cold, and decided taking the elevator was the best idea. The minute the doors opened, I wished I had taken the stairs.
Colson raised an eyebrow at me, glancing down at the ice bucket in my hand.
“I didn’t realize the house keeping went to get ice for the rooms,” he said.
“That wasn’t even clever. You’re starting to fall off Colson,” I said. “I’ll just take the stairs.”
“The floor is literally just one up, it won’t kill us to be in an elevator together for five seconds.”
I glared at him as I realized he was right. I let out an exaggerated sigh and stepped into the elevator, making sure to put a lot of distance between the two of us. Colson hit the button for the next floor up and the elevator doors closed.
It didn’t move.
I looked over at Colson in confusion, wondering if he was also feeling what I was. The look on his face mirrored mine, which was enough to answer my question.
He hit the floor button again, although it was already lit up. Nothing happened. He hit it again, and again, then furiously started jabbing it repeatedly.
“Stop, that’s obviously not doing anything,” I said to him.
“What else am I supposed to do?” he asked.
“I don’t know, see if the doors will open?”
He pressed the button to make the doors open, but again there was nothing. He started jabbing that one too, which resulted in me snapping at him to stop again. He opened his mouth to retort, but before he could the elevator jolted suddenly and a loud alarm rang out.
“Oh fuck,” Colson breathed. “Must be stuck.”
“Wait like...like we’re stuck in here?” I asked.
“That’s what stuck means, yes.”
I felt panic starting to rise in me. I dropped the ice bucket and started clawing at the doors, hoping to somehow pull them open. Colson put a hand on my shoulder and pulled me away.
“Hey, that’s not gonna work!” he said. “For one, you’re literally the size of a toothpick, and two, if the elevator is stuck we can’t open the doors. We’ll just have to press the help button and wait for something to happen.”
My breathing became heavier and I started to hyperventilate. I pressed my back against the back of the elevator and slid down till I was sat on the floor. I brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them tightly. I closed my eyes and tried to come down from my panic attack before it even started, but I knew it was no use. The feeling of the confined space in the elevator was baring down on me, I needed to get out of there somehow.
Colson knelt next to me and put a hand on my arm. I looked up at him but I was having a hard time focusing because of how violently I was shaking. Through my somewhat blurry vision though I could see a concerned look on his face.
“Hey,” he said, this time softer than before, “look at me. Are you claustrophobic?”
I felt like I couldn’t speak, so I just nodded instead. Colson’s eyes widened and he quickly turned back to the help button. He started jabbing at it the way he had the other buttons earlier. I was panicking too much to really care at this point. I felt like I was going to throw up, which made it lucky that the ice bucket was right next to me I guess.
“I don’t know if anyone can hear us,” Colson called, “but we’re fucking stuck in an elevator and one of us is having a panic attack! Someone get us the fuck out of here!”
I buried my head in my knees, trying to calm myself down. I tried to imagine that I wasn’t stuck in an elevator, that I was back in my hotel room with my bandmates. Unfortunately I was too far into my panic attack to calm myself down that way. My only hope was getting out of the elevator.
Colson came to sit next to me. I could feel his body close and, even though we were constantly fighting, there was just something comforting about knowing he was there with me. We sat in silence for a little bit, besides the sounds of my hyperventilating. I felt Colson’s arm move next to me, then a gentle tap on my arm. When I raised my head he was holding his phone out to me, showing me a picture of a young girl.
“That’s my daughter,” he told me. “Her name is Casie. She’s my entire world.”
“She’s beautiful,” I said, my voice very shaky.
“I don’t know what I’d do without her,” he said. “Whenever I’m having a bad mental health day, or I’m having an anxiety attack, I just think about the next time I’ll be able to see her and it helps me to calm down.”
“I didn’t even know you had a daughter,” I admitted.
“We don’t know a lot about each other.”
I nodded. “I know, I say that all the time.”
He smirked at me. “You talk about me, huh?”
I rolled my eyes. “Of course I do. We hate each other, so naturally I have to talk shit about you all the time.”
His face softened then, which shocked me a little. I had never seen him look so...well...just nice. When I wasn’t looking at him through a haze of anger from our stupid feud, he really did look...handsome.
“I don’t hate you,” he said.
“What? Of course you do. You always say shit about me, you even mentioned me in one of your songs recently in a negative way.”
“Yeah, cause I thought you hated me.”
“I don’t hate you.”
And in that moment I realized that I really didn’t. My dislike towards Colson was purely under the idea that he hated me too. I thought that was the way I was supposed to feel towards him, not the way I actually felt.
“Wait,” I said, uncurling myself from the ball I was in. “Are you telling me we’ve been fighting and having this stupid feud...and we don’t even hate each other?”
Colson awkwardly chuckled and ran a hand through his hair. “Yeah, I guess that’s exactly what happened.”
I tried to laugh too, but the elevator suddenly jolted again, which immediately brought back my panicked state. Colson wrapped his arms around me and held me against his chest, running his fingers through my hair and trying to calm me back down. Surprisingly, it worked at least a little bit.
“I’ve had a crush on you for a while, actually,” Colson admitted. When I looked up at him, even he seemed shocked by this. “I always thought you were beautiful and I wanted to get to meet you in person. But when all this fighting started, I tried to push those feelings aside and pretend like they never existed, but they’ve always been there. I think that’s why I’ve said some extra harsh things towards you, just to try and make myself believe that I really didn’t like you.”
The silence in the elevator was deafening. I pulled away from Colson to look up at him. He averted his gaze to his lap, refusing to look at me at all. I could see red creeping up his neck, embarrassment rising within him no doubt.
I had a brief moment of courage build within me, and I decided to act on it. I cupped Colson’s face in my hands and forced him to look up at me. Before I could lose my courage, I pressed my lips against his.
He hesitated at first, like he couldn’t believe this was happening, but it didn’t take him long to melt into the kiss. His hands found their way to my hips, holding them gently as our kiss became deeper and more passionate. With little effort, he lifted me from the floor onto his lap so that I was straddling him. I ran my hands through his messy blonde hair, curling my fingers into the stands at the back of his head and pulling slightly. The noise I earned from this was definitely a moan, although Colson was adamant that it wasn’t.
Before we could go much further, the elevator suddenly rattled back to life and started moving. When the doors opened again, I nearly sobbed with relief. The two of us quickly untangled from one another and stumbled out into the hallway. The air felt so fresh and my chest, which I hadn’t even realized was so tight, felt like it was opening again.
“Thank fuck,” I breathed. “I’m taking the fucking stairs.”
Colson chuckled. “Can I walk you down to your floor?”
“Aren’t you upstairs?”
“Yeah, like two floors above you I think. But I’d like to spend more time with you before we part ways.”
I smiled and agreed. We walked down the stairs together in silence, but it was a much more comfortable silence. I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face, and neither could Colson.
He walked me all the way to my hotel room door. We faced each other for another moment, just smiling at one another. It felt weird to not be fighting with him in that moment, but a good weird.
“I should get up to my room I guess,” he finally said. “I have to be up pretty early tomorrow for soundcheck.”
“Me too.”
“Maybe...we could meet up there and continue what we started in the elevator.”
Somehow my smile got even bigger. “Okay, I’d like that.”
He nodded, his face bright with excitement. He said goodnight and headed back towards the stairs. I leaned against my hotel room door, feeling like a lovesick teenager all over again.
That’s when I realized I wasn’t carrying the ice bucket. I had definitely left it in the elevator, but there was no way in hell I was going back for it. I was prepared to explain the entire story to my bandmates, who I was sure had heard the last of mine and Colson’s conversation through the door. I was expecting so many questions about why I was gone so long, why they had heard Colson outside with me, and why I was smiling like such an idiot.
But instead, they looked at me for a moment and my drummer asked, “Where’s the ice?”
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dragon-kazansky · 3 years
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Say please | Helmut Zemo
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Requested by anon
Warnings: SMUT! Female Reader!
It's been a while since I last wrote smut, so I hope I do Zemo justice 💕
Thank you @cherry-season for the Russian pet names.
Seven years is a long time to live without the person you adore most in the world. Not once had you stopped thinking about him though. Baron Helmut Zemo had been on your mind every hour of every day since he was taken from you.
Now, you were lonely, but you could only imagine what he had been through. While you still roamed around on the outside, he was confined to a cell with nothing but his books and his memories for company.
Tonight, while he was here with you, you would give him a far more memorable night than any other. It had been too long and you needed him.
You were tucked up in bed, naked as the day you were born. You didn't plan on messing about, this wasn't going to be a might of just passionate fucking. You were going to make love to him like the world was ending.
Zemo enters the room wearing only his robe. The door closes with a click and he stands with his back to it. His eyes automatically land on you as he stands there.
He was thinking exactly the same thing as you, it would seem. However, you were not about to let him have control.
You hold one hand up, beckoning him over with your finger. His lips curl into a mischievous smirk as he takes purposely slow steps toward the bed. He walks around until he reaches his side, standing there in the low lamp light. His hair is slightly damp and his cologne overwhelms your senses, even from where he stands.
"Great minds think alike."
You grin and sit up slightly, the bedding almost dropping all the way down, but it doesn't. Your bare collarbone is enough for him to know you're not wearing a single thing under there.
"You're overdressed."
"It would seem that way, yes." He pulls lightly on one end of the belt keeping his robe closed. The knot unravels and the belt falls loose, the robe falls open. He was wearing nothing else.
Your eyes travel from his face, down his neck, his chest, all the way down to his very prominent erection.
"Already?"
"Well, when you're all I think about, it's always hard," he gives a sly grin. His eyes focus on how you run your tongue along your bottom lip.
"Get on the bed, my love."
"You're giving me orders?"
"Yes, I am. Get on the bed Helmut."
As Zemo drops the robe to the floor and climbs onto the bed, you throw the sheets off you and get on all fours. You make him lay back, head against the headboard, as you crawl over him. His hands rise to hover over your waist as you bring tour face close to his.
Your nose is overwhelmed by the scent of his cologne and the soap he had used. He smelt good. With slightly parted lips you inhale that scent.
His hands settle on your skin, a need for him to touch you. You settle in his lap and run your hands over his chest. His erection twitching under you. Oh, how could you resist? You roll your hips over him and watches he stutters for a moment. His hand clench at the flesh on your waist.
"You're playing a dangerous game," he hisses quietly against your lips.
"I know. I like danger." You give your hips another roll and kiss him, swallowing the groan he lets out. The kiss is slow, tongues fighting one another. One of his hands trails up your torso to your breast, fondling it harshly. He has you gasping into him.
"How do you like it?" He growls, catching your bottom lip between his teeth.
"I love it, but I'm having my way with you," you say, grabbing his hand and bringing it down to your clit. "Put those fingers to good use, Baron."
His claims your lips again. His fingers work their magic. It starts with just one finger rubbing at your entrance, prodding at you, getting you to squirm in his lap. When you roll your hips over him a third time, he inserts it into you. You have to break the kiss to moan. You look him in the eye with a slight glare. He smirks.
With one hand, you dig your fingers into his hair and pull his head back, you go in to kiss his bare neck, but use your teeth to nibble at him instead. In response, his finger slides in and out of you quicker. You're most likely leaving a mark or two on him.
You lick over the bite mark and sit back up. His lust filled gaze is on you again. He inserts a second finger and try to bite back the groan. It doesn't matter either way, the rise and fall of your chest tells him all he needs to know about what he's doing to you.
"Faster." You groan into his ear.
He pumps his finger faster into you. Your other hand, runs over the hair on his chest, making its way down to his aching erection. Your fingers curl around him and you feel his fingers halt for a second.
His head is tilt back, his eyes staring right at you, lips parted. You run your thumb along his length to test his reaction. You see the way he glares at you. He's begging you with his eyes to do something. Agonisingly slowly, you pump your hand up and down the length of him.
"Don't stop on your end."
He does not play nicely. At the speed his fingers are moving, you're finding it very hard to focus on what you're doing. You can't let him take back full control. You squeeze him, rubbing the tip with your thumb. He slows down. You find your rather again, speeding it up slowly. Painfully slow.
"Y/N." He gives off a warning tone, but you're not paying attention to his voice.
He has to stop pleasuring you because of what you're doing to him. All of a sudden you're speeding up and building up the pressure.
"Y/N!"
You stop. His chest is rising and falling quickly. He goes to grab at your hips again, but tour grab his wrists and push his hands down. You lift your bottom off his lap, letting his erection standing there without anything to rub against. The cool air on his penis makes him feel all the worse.
"No touching," you warn him.
You let go of his hands and pleasure yourself right in front of him. You use one hand on his shoulder as support as the other is busy focusing in yourself.
All Zemo can do is watch.
A part of him wants to take you here and now, but the rest of him is enjoying the show you're putting on for him. He can't resist breaking the rules a little bit. His hand covers your breast, rolling his palm over your nipple. You glare at him, but don't make a move to stop him.
The knot in your stomach tightens. You keep going, pumping those fingers in and out, in and out. You tilt your head back and feel his hand on your breast squeeze.
You soak your fingers as you ride out your first orgasm of the night. When you've come down from your high, you remove your slick fingers from your clit and settle on his lap again. Zemo's erection pokes at your tummy.
"Want a taste?"
His hand is around your wrist in seconds. He brings your hand to his lips and instantly shoves then into his mouth. He sucks on each digit, his tongue running over each finger. The warm wetness of his mouth already turning you on again. You pull your fingers from his mouth slowly.
"Delicious," he licks his lips.
"I wonder how you taste."
You crawl backwards until your face is level with his crotch. He can only watch as you poke your tongue out to lick the tip of his dick. It sends a shiver down his spine. His hands clutch as the sheets on either side of him.
To really make the torment last, you lick along the underside, slowly. The pace you were torturing him with was painfully slow. You were playing with him and he hated it as much as he loved it.
You take the head into your mouth, sucking lightly to start with. He groans, but it's more out of impatience than pleasure. The way you're looking at him tells him you know what you're doing to him.
"Perhaps we should get to main event, my darling?"
You sit up, using your hand to attend to him instead.
"Are you enjoying the attention I'm giving to you?"
Zemo sits up some more, trying to ignore what you're doing to him. He reaches out for you. You let him, deciding to give him a free pass right now. He pulls you back up the bed so you're basically draped over him again, he claims your lips in a hungry kiss.
"I'm done playing games," he growls against your lips.
You kiss him again and situate yourself over his erection. You tease him a little further by rolling your hips over him again, this time with a little more pressure. He groan that escapes his mouth sounds more like a warning this time around.
"котенок."
"What does that mean?"
"Give me what I want and I'll tell you."
"I was suppose to be the one in control here," you mutter, glaring pathetically at him.
"Oh, I'm giving you control, Schatz, but let the wolf have some fun too."
"Any other pet names you to get out before I fuck you senseless?"
Zemo lets out a deep rumble of laughter.
"Mon amour. Anima mia. дорогая."
"OK, I get it. You can speak more languages than I can." You roll your eyes.
"Which one turns you on the most?" He asks, grinning smugly at you.
"All of them."
You align yourself perfectly and take him slowly. His hands on you hips will later definitely leave bruises on you. Once you've taken as much of him as you can, you sit there smugly. Your stubbornness to rile him up is working. Zemo gives a little thrust.
"Ride, my love."
You bring his lips to yours in another hungry kiss, starting slow. The pressure he is applying to your hips with his hands really is indicating he is done with your shit, but the more impatient he is, the more joy you get out of it.
You ride him a little faster. The kissing gets sloppy as he tries to match your quick pace. When you reach the perfect pace, where he hits the right spot, you tip your head back as you clench around him. His grunts and groans are much quieter compared to your own, but you know you're giving him what he wants.
Play time was over.
You look at him as you bounce up and down on his cock in utter bliss. His half lidded eyes are on you and he grins. You can't help but reach up and caress his cheek, he leans into the touch. His arms snake around you and pull you as close to him as possible. He buries his nose into your hair, inhaling the beautiful scent that is simply you. His teeth graze along your neck, the sensation causing you to clench against him further.
"Oh~ The things you do to me," he groans right into your ear.
His sharp thrusts are getting a little hard to keep up with as you lose yourself completely to him. Your nail claw down his bare back as your moans grow in volume.
The knot in your stomach is growing tighter. You practically push Zemo back against the headboard and take hold of his shoulders again as you focus all your attention on riding him hard and fast.
You can barely focus on his hazy gaze. The knot becomes too tight to bare and it's his name that breaks past your lips as you cum all over his cock. A few more sharp snaps from him and you feel him fill you to the brim. You feel every twitch, every drop, inside you.
You sink against his chest. His arms encasing you against him. He presses kisses to the shell of your ear, his pants fluttering your hair. He lets out a little chuckle.
"What's so funny?" You whisper, eyes closed and hand brushing through his dark hair.
"Nothing. I was just wondering who enjoyed that more?"
You chuckle softly.
"Was it worth the wait?"
"More so." He lifts his face from your neck and looks at you. He kisses you softly, savouring the taste of you. You smile, lifting your head away from his.
"I should get off you now."
"I'm not complaining," he mutters quietly.
"Well, maybe we can stay like this a little longer." You rest your against his shoudler, lips brushing against his neck gently. He settles his head against yours and closes his eyes.
He relishes in your warmth. It's going to be a little messy when he pulls out of you, so he will savour this moment of comfort before he starts cleaning up after the pair of you.
He had missed you greatly.
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“Hiii how are you!!!!! Can you please make one with Annie and Hange (They/them) (Separately please if u’d like!) because of something the reader did (Totally for u to decide!) and it becomes a whole deal and the reader ends up apologizing with cute tears in their eyes AND it SOMEHOW became a hot make-out session😏 so a lil bit of smut (HEHEHEHE) for the rest u can do anything u like! Oh and please fem!reader, tysm🥺🥺 enjoy ur day sweetheart!”
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Gotcha! I’m gonna have to cut the smut part a little short because there are two people (so it’d make it too long if I did finish the smut parts), but you can totally request a continuation of this post in a separate request if you’d like!
Anyway, I’ll be starting them both off the same because it’s the same scenario, but I’ll label them when I get to each individual person.
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Stupid Decisions
(Annie Leonhart x Reader) (Zoe Hange x Reader)
AU: Canon
Category: Fluff, hurt/comfort (maybe?), some smut
Warnings: None
Summary: You make a risky decision while on a mission, and it ends up worrying your partner to no end. Still, when you two reunite, things go... a little different than expected.
Words: 3.0K
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You knew you were in for it once your squadron returned to base.
Your squad, or, more so, you specifically, had disobeyed direct orders from commander Erwin. He had ordered for all troops to retreat, but you had been insistent to him that there was still a squad held up by titans that needed to be saved. He showed no remorse, and his unwavering decision to retreat stayed on. So, in the only thing you could think to do at the time, you pivoted your horse and charged straight at the titans and to the rescue of the stranded soldiers, your squad following after you short thereafter, despite their angry yelling.
The group of soldiers thanked you immensely for your help, but everyone else was displeased. You knew the reaction from your superiors wasn’t going to be especially pleasant, but that was nothing compared to what you had to do next.
Annie Leonhart:
You approached the door hesitantly, taking a deep breath and readying yourself for what waited you on the other side of the door; your girlfriend.
After collecting yourself, you balled up your fist and quietly knocked on the wooden door.
“Who is it?” A muffled voice asked from the other side of the door apprehensively.
You cleared your throat nervously before you began speaking. “Uh, it’s Y/n.” There was a short but heavy silence before you heard shuffling on the other side of the door.
It creaked open wordlessly, and your girlfriend, Annie, stood there staring up at you with a less than pleased expression. Still, she turned her body and opened the door just a little wider in order to allow you inside, and you stepped in quietly, and took a seat on her bed. She closed the door, but instead of joining you on the bed, she leaned against the door, arms folded firmly across her chest.
Somehow, you already knew what was on her mind before she even said anything. “Annie I-”
“What on Earth were you thinking.” She spat out, not even looking at you. Your jaw snapped shut immediately, silenced by Annie’s words. Just as you had thought - she was upset with you.
A tense, almost uncomfortable silence passed over the room, with Annie quieting once again, and you at a loss for words. You almost wondered how long it would be until someone spoke, because you were sure you could’ve heard a pin drop in the silence.
Finally she continued. “You were given direct orders to retreat, weren’t you?” She brought herself up off the wall and faced you directly, and you shrunk helplessly under her glare. “But you just had to go back for those idiots, didn’t you?”
She wouldn’t even lie to herself for a moment. It was just like you to go back and save people - somehow, that was just in your nature. But she couldn’t mask her disappointment. Truthfully, she was proud of your bravery and skills. But, more than anything, she was worried for you, and for your safety. She couldn’t imagine her world without you. She needed to make sure she never lost you.
“Don’t you understand it, Y/n?” She bit her fingernails - a bad habit she had been meaning to kick - with a troubled look on her face, and it almost seemed like she was talking to herself more so than you. Almost.
“You could’ve gotten seriously hurt! Don’t you realize how stupid that was?!” She raised her volume more and more, her tone getting considerably angrier. “What could have possibly gone through your head to convince you that that was a good idea?! Did you- did you even bother thinking at all?! About how quickly you could’ve led yourself and your squad to their deaths?! How easily you could’ve added ten more lives to the list of casualties?!”
She stepped forward suddenly, gripping your shoulders firmly. She didn’t want to sound so harsh, but she really needed to get the idea through your head.
“Did you even bother thinking at all?!” She shook your shoulders lightly, trying to pry a reaction out of you as you hung you head low, not showing your face at all. “Well?!”
She waited impatiently for a response, but she heard none. She was about to continue on about your lack of regard for yourself, and your blind hopefulness in battle, but her words died in her throat when a drop of something fell from your face, landing silently on your thigh. Her expression softened as a twinge of sympathy made it’s way to her chest. 
She dropped down to one knee to confirm for herself, and her eyes widened as she was deemed correct.
You were crying.
You choked back quiet sobs as tears fell silently from your face, making your vision far too blurry to make out Annie’s sorrowful expression.
Well shit. 
She knew she needed to be firm in her stance if she wanted you to listen, but making you cry was never a part of the plan.
She ditched the uncaring persona immediately, an overwhelming urge to comfort you overtaking her. She wrapped an arm around your back to pull your crying face into her chest, quietly shushing you.
“Y/n? Y/n, I’m sorry... I didn’t mean to make you upset... Please stop crying...” She pulled your head closer into her, rubbing soothing circles into your back as you sobbed quietly.
You weren’t oblivious to anything she was saying. You knew it was dangerous, unsafe, and most of all, a stupid decision. It had been eating you up, the thought of what would’ve happened if it had gone wrong. As much as you wanted to keep your composure in front of your girlfriend, the stress and the yelling just broke the barrier of tears from your eyes as you sniffled into her chest.
After a moment, she shifted the two of you to lie on your sides, and she reached her hand down to pull a blanket over top of the two of you, warmth enveloping you comfortingly.
“Y/n... I didn’t mean to upset you. I just... I was just worried about you. If something ever happened to you...” She paused, and you could practically feel her breathing hitch from your spot on her chest.
She didn’t finish her sentence, but she didn’t need to. You understand what she meant.
She continued to cuddle into you, cradling your head into her chest and shushing you soothingly. One hand ran delicately through your loose locks of hair while the other slipped under your shirt to rub circles on your bare back. After a while of silent comfort, your cries died down to quiet sniffling.
Finally, you turned your face to peer up at her from her chest, gazing into her eyes sorrowfully. Despite the harsh, icy coloring of her irises, you looked into them and saw nothing but gentle admiration, mixed with a twinge of sympathy.
“Annie...” You said faintly, the first words that either of you had spoke for at least the past twenty minutes. “Sorry... I... I understand now that what I did was risky and stupid, I just wasn’t thinking. I didn’t mean to make you worry. I’m sorry...” You muttered out an apology, and the vulnerability and intimacy of it made a pink blush rise to your cheeks.
“No no,” Annie interjected quickly, wasting no time to respond to your apology. “You don’t need to apologize, Y/n. I was being way too harsh to you. I didn’t mean to make you cry, I’m sorry.”
You smiled up at her, glad that she was no longer angry at you. You always hated fighting with the blonde, and you knew she hated it too.
A beat of silence passed whilst you two stared into each others’ eyes longingly, before Annie made a move on the tense silence, grabbing your chin and moving your face closer to hers. Her eyes fluttered shut as your lips neared, and you did the same, before closing the gap in an affectionate, apologetic kiss.
Her lips were as soft as they always were, and just the presence of her lips against your own calmed you down, a warm aura soon filling the room. You wished the moment could last forever, simply basking in the moment while you had the time. You were so caught up in the kiss that you failed to realize the hand under your shirt was slowly slinking up your back and...
*SNAP*
Annie had brought the back of your bra up and off your skin, before letting go and letting the fabric snap against your back harshly. You squeaked at the contact, pulling away from the kiss instinctively, as a small stinging sensation spreading from the spot on your upper back.
She only smiled at your cute reaction, before pulling your lips back to hers more hungrily this time. She bit your bottom lip as if asking for entrance of her tongue in your mouth, and you gave in right away. She grazed the wet muscle against your teeth teasingly, before diving in further to explore your mouth.
After a moment of unexpected, but heated passion, you pulled away from her to catch your breath, pants falling from your lips as a thin trail of saliva still connected you to her.
“Annie?” You question breathlessly. “What’s... what’s this about?”
She only chuckled, and looked to the side, hiding the pink blush on her cheeks. “Ah, Y/n, you’re just too cute. I couldn’t help myself.”
She gazed down at your flustered face, and took note of the bewilderment on your features. “We can stop if you-”
“No!” You responded, perhaps sounding too eager. You covered the lower portion of your face with your arm in embarrassment before continuing. “We can... we can keep going.”
“Are you sure?” She questioned once again. “I’m only gonna do this if you want me to Y/n-”
“I want to, don’t worry.” You sighed, already feeling the warm, wet arousal pool in between your legs.
Annie smiled at the opportunity before shifting positions a bit, landing you on your back, pinned under her. She brought her mouth to your neck, trailing ghosting kisses along the skin as you whimpered quietly. Slowly, she worked her way down your abdomen, slinking under the blanket as she groped your breasts hungrily and brought her mouth to the area where your lower stomach and groin region met. She pulled down your trousers, along with whatever underwear you were wearing, down to your ankles, before planting a kiss directly on your swollen clit, eliciting a moan from you, which only seemed to encourage her more.
You had no idea how things had escalated into this, but damn, you were not apologizing.
Zoe Hange:
You hesitated in front of the section commander’s door, your closed fist hovering over the wood vacantly stagnantly. You had to knock, of course, you needed to talk with your partner, but you knew how scary they were when they were angry. They would never hurt you, you knew that, but that didn’t stop them from being intimidating.
A loud crash from the other side of the door startled you out of your thoughts as you let out a subtle gasp. Yeah, they’re pissed... You sighed internally, being loudly reminded of their habit of throwing furniture when angry.
Still, you swallowed your fear and braced yourself, taking a deep breath before knocking on the door quietly.
The ruckus on the other side abruptly stopped, almost like the chaos itself got curious by the noise.
The door opened wordlessly, and Hange stood tall on the other side of the doorframe, staring down at you, their usual bright face stained with frustration and annoyance. Your eyes shifted over their shoulder and gazed on in amusement at the upturned table in the corner of the room.
After a moment of silence, you expected at the very least for Hange to step aside and let you inside, but they didn’t budge.
“Hange?” You spoke up curiously.
They provided no verbal response, instead grabbing you by the shoulders and pulling you into the room, before shutting the door and slamming you against it harshly.
“Y/n!” Hange spat, their face hovering inches away from yours. Most of the times, such close proximity would be a welcome development, but at this moment, it was terrifying. They had not the optimistic grin they usually did, but instead an angry scowl. “What were you thinking?! Disobeying Erwin’s orders like that, I can’t believe you Y/N!!” They shook your shoulders, rattling you against the doorframe.
“Do you not have respect for him as a commander?! Don’t you realize there’s a reason he had ordered to you to retreat, dammit!” They released their grip on your shoulders, turning around to throw their hands in the air dramatically, before balling them up and punching a nearby bookshelf, breaking the wood and causing a multitude of books to fall to the floor.
They continued pacing around angrily, eyes fixed on the ground, seemingly lost in thought. They continued to walk in circles, their energy alone filling the room with a tense air. It stayed this way until they heard a quiet sound from the direction of the door.
Was that... Hange thought, turning around to face you, a sniffle?
Their eyes widened as they were proved correct, the tears in your eyes being a very distressing sight to them.
“Y/n!” Hange half-shouted, running over to you to survey what was going on. “What is it?!”
You sniffled again and wiped your eyes with your sleeve, struggling to find words for what you were thinking. You knew Hange didn’t mean to be, but they were incredibly scary when angry. Watching them march around and throw or punch things couldn’t help but make you frightened.
“I... I...” You sniffled. You expected more pushing from Hange, but you were caught off guard by arms wrapping around your neck and your face being pressed into the cloth of Hange’s shirt as she held you delicately.
Suddenly calmed down from their little tantrum, they held your head into your chest and soothingly shushed your cries.
“I’m sorry, did I scare you darling?” They whispered, concern lacing their voice. “I... I didn’t mean to do that. I’m sorry, Y/n.” They continued stroking your hair, and you latched your arms onto them, tugging at the back of their shirt.
“S-Sorry Hange...” You whimpered. “I didn’t mean to worry you... or disobey orders... I just... I couldn’t let them...” You couldn’t find it in you to continue, but Hange knew what you where going to say nonetheless.
“Don’t apologize.” Hange responded almost immediately. “You have nothing to apologize for.” They lulled, rubbing your back tenderly in a way that made you sigh into their chest as you felt the stress and tension dissolve off of your body. “I understand why you did it. I... I let my emotions get ahold of me. I shouldn’t be so aggressive around you like that.” They said, swallowing their pride in order to issue a proper apology.
You sniffled into their chest, your crying dying down as they continued to comfort you in a way that only a lover could do.
You stayed like that for a while, until you felt a small tug on the back of your head as Hange gently pulled your head out of their chest. They slouched over slightly, coming so close that your faces were inches apart, staring shamelessly at your lips.
“Can I?” They asked permission politely, and got their answer immediately as you closed the gap, colliding your lips with theirs.
The shock on Hange’s face lasted a microsecond at most, easing into the sudden kiss aimlessly, glad to enjoy this moment with you.
The kiss was only sensual for a moment, before Hange suddenly pushed their tongue past your lips easily, causing you to whine into their mouth.
You felt their hands slink lower down your back, and before long, they were seated comfortably on your ass. They lifted you up off the ground quickly, and you wrapped your legs around Hange’s waist securely so you didn’t fall. You felt Hange walking somewhere, but you were too caught up in making out to notice.
You finally felt them stop and set you down somewhere, and, to your dismay, they disconnected your lips from theirs, a trail of saliva still connecting your lips. You took a moment to both catch your breath and survey your surroundings.
Quickly, you realized that you had been set down right on Hange’s work desk, many scattered papers and documents lay flat right under where you sat.
Without warning, their lips returned to yours harshly, and your mouth immediately opened in submissiveness, allowing Hange more access to the inside of your mouth. You felt one of their large hands trail over the fabric of your shirt before dipping into the waistband of your pants and into your panties.
They slowly ran their finger up and down your clit, causing you to whine and whimper into their mouth as you continued to make out. Your arms flew around Hange’s neck to pull them closer to you, and your hips bucked into their hand to get more pressure on your clit.
Hange obliged to your silent pleas, dipping a finger into your folds, the wetness allowing it to slide in all the way up to the knuckle effortlessly. A strangled gasp left your lips as you disconnected from them abruptly, shutting your eyes in pleasure.
“You’re so wet for me, hm?” They cooed, sliding their finger out once again. You had no chance to give any sort of response, though, before they thrust their finger into you again, harsher this time. The sudden action and the spark of pleasure it sent up your spine caused a lewd moan to spill from your throat. You immediately blushed at the noise, though, covering your mouth in shame.
Your eyes finally met Hange’s, and they had a very primal, sadistic look on their face, a coy grin plastered across their face.
“You’re so cute, Y/n.” They smiled, pulling their finger out, leaving you feeling empty.
They walked over to a drawer on their nightside table, and you raised an eyebrow in confusion, before you remembered what they kept in the drawer.
They looked through, before picking up two strap-ons. One long and thick, and the other smaller with textured bumps on it.
“So,” they smiled, “Do we want the blue one or the green one today?
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Sorry, this is kinda bad lol
Also, this took like too weeks lolllll whoops
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