#i hate shading i dont wanna

[shrimpricebowl]

oh thank god

#art from a while back #i played hk first and deepnest was like. the most uncomfortable ive ever been playing the game #mainly because its just so DARK #as for rw... when i got to shaded...... what the actual Hell #i eventually got used to just dying in the dark and exploring the first parts of the region but like. Why is it pitch black #i didnt even realize there was a path to the scav merchant at the first room..... i got to memory crypts before finding it in my next run #hollow knight #rain world #hk ghost #rw slugcat #rw survivor #artatat #?!?@?@?@?@ the alt text got removed for a sec Sorry about that im not sure why or how that happened #also im completely aware deepnest without a lantern is much darker but atleast it isnt pitch black. You know #i also wanna add on the fact i entered deepnest after the mantis lords and thought. “what kind of winning gift is this!?!?!?” #and felt like cornifer for the first couple of minutes LOL #but i had nowhere to go so womp womp :P #to clarify: i dont hate shaded its actually my top route to go from industrial to shoreline #but i hate deepnest with all my heart❤️ godbless #reading the rbs here is so fun.... so true guys

[caesarinsalata]

I didn't think he was so tan and she was so pale until they were in the same piece 👀

Good god

#fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #edward elric #winry rockbell #edwin #my art #freckles #sunglasses required to gander this eclipse 😎 #i love and hate colors #mostly just shading and the like #i just wanna do flat color #but it doesnt look appealing in flat color usually #i mean i love flat color #but others probably dont 👉🏽👈🏽 #and yes #i used shirt textures #i was curious okay???

[chantryexplosion]

one day i’ll figure out how to draw her braid

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #my art #UHHHH i hate shading so much it’s unreal #idk don’t focus on the shading i’ll just never learn #anyway have some sharts i dont wanna keep working on this TAKE IT

[lazaruspiss]

so many people just hear "dick was a cop" and go "eww im gonna pretend i didnt see that" and like. if its just bc you cant handle the subject matter thats one thing, but often times its just. performative. especially because the actually storyline is so much about dick trying (and as far as ive gotten to reading so far, failing) to make a change in the system and be a "good cop". it's an extremely heavy but genuinely very interesting storyline. dick does find other "good cops", but they're very much the minority and usually keep their heads down, because cops are bastards and will ruin the lives of "fellow officers" who try and do things right. they try to frame dick for murder at one point and everything.

#its such a long and significant thing that happened and im like. youre explicitly mentioning it just to say you're ignoring it? alright. #sure. so proud of you. im sure that makes a huge difference in the world. very cool. #not trying to shade at any one person but ive just seen that attitude from people have definitely never read nw96 lol #at most they read 93 so they can bitch about how 'terrible' they think it is and use it as an excuse to wish terrible things #onto like. one of Very Few women who were in the comic book industry at the time #but im sure theres nothing internalized going on there. sure its just coincidence that they never bitch about male authors #using the excuse of social justice #love me some social justice but fuckin hate people who try to do it in fictional space instead of like. reality #literally helping no one by harassing Problematic Woman Author #dont even wanna name her bc her haters are some of the worst people ive ever seen on the internet lol #ANYWAYS. im done ranting #woke up at 03:30 and chose violence i guess

[basslinegrave]

one more for the beach prompt 🏝️

#didnt wanna finish it and hated the shading so i just. took it off lmao #last thing you get from me here fr i hate whatever i draw for this blog hhhhhhhhhh #my art #stobotnik #i was doing so badly i had to line this traditionally #ig at least i got to use my light tablet again #its just quicker cuz theres only so many times you can erase #brrrrr #dont take me seriously i might post art again. someday

[skrrtscree]

drew sum bisexual ppl today

#persona 3 #persona #minato arisato #yukari takeba #persona art #persona 3 protagonist #p3 #i hate drawing minatos blazer its so annoying #and the arm looks too long to me #but i dont wanna spend all night on this drawing after i already shaded in the blazer #my rubber is alreasy suffering from it #anyways uh bye #p.s. screw hands

[gaylactic-fire]

Kind of weird that people constantly rag on Zelda's accent and criticise Nintendo for not hiring an actual brit instead of an American VA (Which like, let me make it clear is valid criticism. I'll defend Zelda til my dying breath but I think finding the fake British accent kind of grating is fair enough). But... Sidon and his VA are literally in the same boat, yet I've never heard a peep of criticism or finger waggling about his accent or Nintendo's VA choices. Hmm

#fires posts #ramblings #I'm not gonna claim this is a “You just hate Zelda” moment but it is a bit odd her VA choices get the bulk of criticism #I have to maybe assume it's cos Sidon has less lines or y'all just wanna fuck him so bad you dont care #No shade on Zelda's VA btw I actually think she sounds fine also the girl seems pretty nice #it's a shame the couldn't pick Literally Any VA from the UK but like whatever

[acaesic]

i really want to finish all my unfinished art before i turn 15 but im so burnt out rn 😭 </3

#i have two days #including this one #i wanna draw #but also i fucking hate drawing #but i love drawing but i HAT EIT AND ITS THE WORST AAAAAUUGGGHHHHHHHHH #mostly because i just wanna feel like less of a failure in some way #art for me is about 50% passion and 50% a crippling desire to prove that im not useless and an idiot #so because of the lack of stability there i always end up with a dozen unfinished art projects #when i cant live up to my own expectations i give up #i think this is me still clinging to my childhood in a way #i always wanted to be a child prodigy but i never had talent or skill in anything #so now that im rapidly getting further and further from childhood i feel a desperate need to prove that im not worthless #its like #my 15th birthday feels to me like how jonathan larson did about his 30th. is that fucked up to say .. #aaaaaaaaaaa :’) i want to finish all the art i promised but i genuinely just. cant #chase said something alright #sigh. i have ideas #im plagued with visions but i have none of the time #i want to draw patrick and pete #i want to draw the cast of community all smiling and stuff. because i love and adore all of them #id like to finish my vampire dallon art but im So Bad at shading without reference #i so desperately want to just share my art and feel okay but I CANT ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHH #IVE MADE SO MANY EMPTY PROMISES ABOUT FINISHING ART AND SHARING ART AND AND AND FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #someone tell me im not useless #<- dont do that im responsible for my own happiness #anyway UM. sorry if you opened this #you know what. in spite of everything i didnt do at least um. uhhhhhhhh #i won a 3ft tall shadow the hedgehog plushie at a carnival.

[glitterock]

*me suffering through a Chappell Roan song to get to the 15 second long chorus/hook that is so catchy and fun that it makes the other 2 1/2 minutes of the song almost bearable)

#DONT HATE ME IM SORRY TO SHIT ON Y’ALLS QUEEN #but like she creates these masterful prechoruses/hooks and then like RUINS IT WITH THE REST OF THE SONG BEING SO BAD #im so sorry don’t kill me #i just HAD TO SAY IT #this is also majorly about femininominon #the verse happens and i’m like this is terrible but #when she goes #HIT IT LIKE !GET IT HOT ! #im like YESSSSS #then the verse happens again and im like :| #and then she talks in the middle of the song and i wanna kms but directly after the song goes so HARD FOR 20 SECONDS AND ITS A WHIPLASH #the song needs to start at 50 seconds in and end #end at 1:17 #and tbh this is the case with me and every song of hers i’ve ever listened to #and she looks so FUN I WANNA LIKE HER SO BAD #maybe the songs sound good live tho i feel like she’s just an artist i need to see live to like #but no tea no shade like i cant make music so who am i to judge

[marsixm]

i know part of what was holding me back was ocd but man i want LOTS of tats so bad i feel like the only reason i ever thought i didnt was bc i fucking hate the way sleeves look

#i hate hate hate traditional shading on tattoos #i hate random shading filler #i especially hate it when people get sleeves and then cut them off neatly at the wrist #even when it doesnt make sense w the design #like ok. stop being a baby and let the design naturally conclude on the hand dude #or above the wrst #that shits so corny what the hell #like i was just looking at an ofmd gif #and the snake going down ed's arm onto his hand has me going crazy #also i want shit all over my legs so when im wearing shorts theres more stuff going on #waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #even after doing the first one im still kinda feeling weird about booking tats #theres just so many weird social dynamics i dont wanna fuck up #and social media posting is just making it worse #but then i see like a billion people w tats and im like surely they cant be THAT hard to book #idk i need to like get my christmas shopping in order and then see what my budget is

[rui-drawsbox]

Best night i had in weeks

#that dialogue option made my night #my entire life actually #lucifer is number one in my hate list #not actually hate but a middly annoyed indifference #cuz is very annoying getting so many content for him when is my least favorite character in the entire game #and smh i get chance x2 of his URs bc i can't explain why i always get his cards when is like the only one i dont likE #solmare i have a diverse range of tastes. i like almost everyone #and you send me the fifty shades of grey complex pEACOCK #i wanna kick his ass so bad #that fucker #>:( #rui thinks loudly

[treesbian]

screaming sobbing and throwing up at the fact i probably shouldn't wear a black lip do a job interview

#talk tag #i look so good though :( #i'd like to get some red soon :) and purples and berries :) #also wtf is a 'fall lip'... if it looks good it looks good. why restrict urself #me trying to learn makeup and actively hating everyone who posts tutorials </3 #or at least the way they think they have to do makeup #i personally dont see the point of foundation why do u need to pretend u have different skin. show me pretty eyeshadow please. #and why are u changing the whole shape of all ur features with contour :( #i only understand when drag queens do it. but drag queens are inherently a satirization #a celebration too dont get me wrong. but thats what a drag queen is. and it rocks <3 #anyway. i feel like if u feel like u cant leave the house without makeup... it isn’t helping u? not the way ur using it anyway #sorry for being a 'not like other girls' girl. except im not a girl im a D Slur. #anyway. i have like a fuschia pink one i can wear?? #and i have an eyeshadow pallete with pretty brown shades so i can use that for a neutral look #but BOOOOO i dont wanna look professional i wanna look FUN!!!! #but it's ok. i can still wear the shimmers. #if anyone tells me shimmers look unprofessional im killing us both

[constellationclarke]

In such a weird position reading A Darker Shade of Magic because story-wise it's excellent and a fun magic time and I know if I read it physically I wouldn't have any issues and it would probs go into my excellent fantasy works category, but I'm listening to the audiobook and hating every second of it jesus christ I can't stand this narrator he sucks but since I spent a credit on it and it was over a year ago so I now can't return it, I'm pushing through it and oh boy. i LOVE the story but I'm having the absolute WORST time of it

and i just finished this other audiobook too where the story was good but very mediocre yet the narrator was really good and had such a pleasing voice. It's just. Baffling and amazing how much the performance elevates or ruins a work

#the narrator is doing lila so goddamn dirty i swear his lila voice makes me want to shove nails in my eyes #i hate it so much. yes i know i'm gonna by the other book physically and am sure i'll love it #how do u reconcile a book that is unequivocally good but the format u experienced it in made it also absolute garbage #i don't wanna be mean but i'm in pain over it and need to vent #do i even tag this?? i dont want to put negativity in the tags for fans but i need a tag for my own filing system lmao #sorry #a darker shade of magic #books #andreia speaks

[stardustanddaffodils]

i think i need to stop being a wimp who goes oh well other ppl are doing it so i guess its fine... and maye i should too so they like me! no! youre right to have your boundaries! stop it!

#this is about serious topics that have become common jokes #'im being BULLIED im being ABUSED' like. you do you but i dont wanna joke abt serious topics #cuz it means no one takes them seriously #ppl say the word bullying in a serious context and anyone my age starts snickering under their breath cos its not a word #that ppl can take seriously anymore just cuz how often its made into a JOKE #my guy i have friends who [redacted] #shut up. #or like.. the sheer amt of 9/11 jokes ive seen on the internet. DUDE. that is a Big Event where So Many ppl died... #we are still feeling the effects. muslim americans especially (& also adjacent groups cuz ppl cant tell the difference btwn brown ppl ig?) #'oh so [benign thing] means u hate [x] ppl? cant believe youre [__ist/phobic]' #ahaha now let me trivialize things that GET PEOPLE KILLED/people have died to #no shade on anyone who makes these jokes esp with ppl youre comfortable/close with and who have that understanding #cuz its such a Normalized thing in conversation society the internet blablablah #its just always made me uncomfortable and i rly need to stop saying Oh but society says its acceptable ig ill just suck it up! #No! im not saying those things. checkmate society #thought puddles #delete later #ask to tag

[fagdykefrank]

Christ alive. Im so mad

#im trying to figure out what my triggers are #bc i would love to. stop being afraid constantly #and i would like to ask my friends to tag stuff for me #but my triggers are inconsistent and two things that feature the same triggering material might not trifger me #and i start looking at the differences and similarities between my triggers and its like #oh i have anxiety attacks when i see a specific shade of red ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME #thats horseshit i cant trigger tag for colors #might have to unfollow a bunch of people. dont wanna but i hate being afraid and twitchy and i know its a lot to ask of my friends #who really enjoy that stuff

[krenia]

made myself a to-do list to hopefully motivate myself into finishing my (many) wips, did it help? fuck no i just have a massive wall of text there to remind me 'hey, you have 15 things waiting to be rendered, yet here you are, adding more to the list, great job'

#15 is not an exaggeration btw i have 15 flatcolors on my silly little ipad waiting to be rendered #some even have rough shading laid out! i just dont wanna polish it!! my rendering takes like 20 minutes tops!!! #this is a new level of procrastination that i hate