My family came home yesterday and I immediately started feeling like shit again. They don't hate me or something, it's just that I don't have the whole house for me alone anymore, which means I can't eat or watch TV in the living room when I want to without them seeing me, it's so much louder since they're back, I can hear literally every single word they're saying downstairs and I just feel like I don't have any privacy anymore. I haven't stopped crying since they're back, I don't want to eat when they see me and I'm just lying around in bed. I never noticed how much better I feel being alone at home until I got to feel the direct comparison now.
dude its so funny when regs talk abt how ‘sometimes’ they feel ‘guilty’ or ‘bad’ over discourse like............... you literally dont have to be doing this tho......... you literally dont have to reject minority identities suffering under the same majorities as you nobody is forcing you to do that to us.... i cant stop being my identity,,,,, like you make me ‘’’’feel bad’’’ too you make me ‘’’’’’’’’wanna kill myself so ill stop being my identity bc i have become so alone in my struggles’’’’’’’ like slf;ss;dlfsd guys you know that sometimes ‘feeling bad :(’ about something you’re doing to another person is just. like. literally having a conscience right. sometimes experiencing sympathy actually means something
Fellas, it’s not unreasonable or selfish to want some support and understanding from your nearest and dearest in the wake of losing a close family member and having the only other person in the household start to take out the stress that she’s feeling on you when you were already in the middle of a mental health crisis before this, right?? Asking for a friend, of course