#i hate this girl i cant though

[lycanthian]

they should invent a modeling professor that doesnt fucking suck

#i love vaguing my professor sorry man. i hate ur guts #hes trying to show us how to do this rlly intricate process to get into polishing your model #and i am doing fine until i hit a small snag that grinds my process to a halt bc i cant continue w this issue existing #and i ask him about it and even though hes literally just spent 10 minutes helping other people with much weirder issues he looks at me #and basically is like Well Youll Have To Deal With It Bc I Have To Get On With The Lesson #and like girl. your fucking class. your lesson. i cant do it when i have this issue. this issue is preventing me from following along #and for the record theres only like 13 or so of us and thats only when everyones here. so its not like hes that strung out #aughhhghjghghh. #lycan howls

[rural-mage]

Huge red flag colour picked from Touga Kiryu

#i hate him so much even though i liked the anime i cant bring myself to do more edits of it #because this and some other guys show up and it throws me into a blind rage #if you see this man kill him on sight #edit #anime edit #revolutionary girl utena #touga kiryuu #touga #image described

[cosmocove]

vote for sol in the @doomed-bythe-narrative showdown

#bonk.txt #id in alt text #exocolonist spoilers #i was a teenage exocolonist #iwatex #iwatec #exocolonist #what if u were a boy n what if you were a girl n what if u were neither n both n everything n nothing all at once #n u were suddenly in a timeloop n u were always in a timeloop n u did this to urself n u could never escape but actually u didnt n u could #but to do so would basically be the same as choosing to die n even if u hated it so much that u were willing to do that u still cant leave #cause at some time anywhere you want this you've always wanted this you never wanted this #you're scared to die (despite how many times you already have) u love ur family n friends too much n want a little more time with them #you just think you could do some things a little better this time u absolutely fucked up n need to make amends for people who u havent hurt #just ugh... UGH!! character of all time!!!!!!! #drew sol's teen design just cause its my fav of their regular outfits even though i prefer drawing sol with long hair #which u cant have until theyre 17-19 #bonk.png

[dodecademons]

Funny how like 90 percent of people wanting the wilds back hate to acknowledge the fact that it's partly their fault. I want the wilds to be renewed as well, however if I DARE say yall aren't ready for it and a small part of me thinks some viewers are undeserving I'm the bad guy. Right because the vast majority of you didn't openly admit to skipping over the boys parts in the show, smh. If you arent watching the whole episode why would they want to renew it? They want views, they want money. Do I want the wilds back? Of course. Do I think the gretchen clones deserve it? No. Be better.

#just say you hate men and quit pretending it's 'only because streaming sites hate women/wlw' #you guys LITERALLY THREATENED the actors who played the boys just because they took a job in a show they thought was cool #right and you think you deserve the show to be renewed #you arent ready for that conversation yet though proven time and time again #was it only because of that? absolutely not but dont be so willing to place the blame when we blatantly see where some problems come from #am i annoyed that my replies have been deleted on some the wilds post JUST because i said i didnt mind the boys storyline? #yup #live with the consequences of your actions #the wilds #i want the show back but some of you were really nasty just because a man existed and thats not cool #in the words of waverly earp 'reverse sexism is still sexism wynonna' #shoni was cute leatin had potential but you dont get to be a horrible human #there were so many reactors skipping the boys parts or just saying things just because the boys existed and i cant watch them anymore now #THATS LITERALLY WHAT THE SHOW IS ABOUT #the show is literally about the effects misogyny/the patriarchy has on women and men #if you actually watched the show for it's content you would see that #gretchen is the bad guy for going to extremes and subjecting children to trauma just because she doesn't like men so quit acting like her #I'm not sorry for saying facts #if you're offended you might be the issue so lets take a look at that #the whole the thing is boys vs girls so why in tf would you think they wouldnt at least be brought up a little like in s2 #ugh #i still hate amazon for canceling it

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

what is my PROBLEMMMMMMM

#.mei chats #i hate it here i wish i could switch lives with my self insert #SNIFFLE. that girl has it made #even besides her boyfriend her life is cooler than mine. even though its Mine With Extra Pizzazz #mf doesnt have to worry about tuition oh im sick. i need to give her more problems #u cant just bake cakes all day woman. you need to Suffer. SUFFER

[hecksupremechips]

It’s so funny cuz before people started jumping on the 2020 atla bandwagon like not a single soul was out here thinking of zuko x sokka it was always that zutara shit and then all of a sudden people liked the gay ass zuko shit and me, who never considered this romance ever, was just like. Yeah okay cool :)

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zukka #i never liked zutara even as a kid it was too straight for me #like im that guy who thinks aang and katara are JUST PERFECT AS THEY ARE #i did ship toph and sokka a lot though #i still think thats a good ship but well uhm #im a suki stan and a zuko stan #but my verdict on zukka is that its pretty cool #most definitely not at all the intention of the show but when you see it its like hell yeah! #zuko SHOULD have a goofy boyfriend who makes funny plans and draws rainbows #and rewatching the show with this in mind zukos arc ends up accidentally looking like a coming out arc akdjsks #like that whole episode where he goes on a date with that earth kingdom girl hes like I CANT KISS YOU #and just the whole thing where he repressed his true self and was constantly acting different to appease his father #like ‘you have to act more straight for your father to love you again’ #when he does choose his father he spends every minute miserable cuz of who he left behind and how much he hates himself #then he lives his funny gay life and is happy yay!!! #i will not participate in a ‘is zuko gay or bi’ debate because the answer is simply both

[sonknuxadow]

its honestly really weird to me that theres people who hate sally or amy because they prefer one character and think the other one only exists to replace them or take screentime away from them or whatever. because neither exists to replace the other they were both created around the same time for completely different areas of the franchise. it wasnt a case of sally being around for a while and sega suddenly going Hmm ..... well i dont like her actually . replace her with this new character . the american and japanese sides of things just both happened to create a girl character around the same time . and they dont even have much in common so idk why people insist one must be ripping off the other

#its especially annoying when people bring shipping into it #because despite amys crush on sonic always being there from the start she wasnt actually intended to be a love interest character #so she definitely didnt exist to replace sally in that department #i think some of the sally fans who act like this just cant see a girl character without accusing them of being a sally ripoff actually #because ive seen them call amy a sally ripoff evne though they dont really have all that much in common #ive seen them say that characters like tangle and lanolin are sally ripoffs too #i have to wonder if anyone called blaze a sally ripoff back in the day. like theyre both princesses who are friends with sonic . soo #im not specifically targeting sally fans who hate amy though amy fans who hate sally are annoying as hell too #but with them its never out of their feelings for the actual characters #its because theyre so/namy obsessed and seeing sonic be shipped with anyone but amy makes them mad

[zeltheautisticfrog]

my grandad is staunchly pro israeli. I don’t know how or why. I don’t know how he isn’t seeing the apartments being bombed.

how does he see the gaza bombings as okay?

and something even crazier is he supports the irish, who went through very similar circumstances when even when he was alive!

maybe it has something to do with him being jewish, but there are so many fucking anti-zionist jewish people

even my own mother supports these bombings

i just want to know why

why

why

its almost ten thousand now.

i need to take my #((##;#;#;% anti depressants. fxnk

why am i thinking about genocide at my #()# age

its not like i can do #)(# about it when the country i live in is funding it

#palestine #genocide #israel #i hate that i cant do shit #i wish i could do shit #sometimes i think of patrick pearse and ask myself if i should go to israel and do something similar to what they did #but i would get fucking murdered #it would spread awareness though #except they would probably call me a terrorist like they do with all the journalists #but maybe because i’d have citizenship #and im white #and a girl #maybe #what the fuck would i do though #its not like i can get a gun and shoot the idf #that would be asap terrorist label #and i’d be killed real quick #what can i fucking do

[liquidstar]

all of the previously untranslated "dear society" suddenly got uploaded to mangakakalot a couple weeks ago out of no where so yes i DID read it and yes i DID cry doing so. several times in fact. i really liked it.

#(these tags contain spoilers) #a lot of the visuals were genuinely so cool too #like the way metaphorical immediacy was used to symbolize emotions was just perfect #i especially loved this one scene in the early chapters where hanakos telling kanesho who she likes #and is drawn as if shes stabbing him in the chest #and there isnt a cut back to ''reality'' for it- its fully depicted as if thats whats going on even though the audience clearly #just a metaphor #sometimes it was literally what was going on top of being a metaphor though. like when he just like #casually took out his old school uniform and burned it in some random ladys fire #the timeskip was also funny bc he was so ''damn. i hate society but i participate in it. curious.'' #also i like how hanako wasnt the wife foreshadowed at the start #like his initial crush on here was obvs pretty dependent but not in an unusual way for young teens lol #but it shows that that doesnt really matter passed highschool. like he said himself his world grew #i also really liked mizuho he was just a really cool guy #i fully expected him to be a bait and switch douchebag but he really wasnt. he was just cool and supportive #even when he got dumped! like #kanesho apologizing bc he likes girls and cant force himself to be in a relationship w a guy #(and mizuho at the time interpreters this to mean hes a lesbian) #his response is just. you have nothing to apologize for.... #ALSO a big fan of kino he was just such a great mentor for kanesho #obviously w different experiences like kino says. hes a gay man and kanesho is a trans guy so its different #but theres overlap and solidarity. they were both unfairly ostracized at school and kino was such a great support bc hes BEEN THERE #when he graduates and leaves his uniform for kanesho w the note ''now its your turn'' #dude. unreal. screaming crying throwuing up #loved the school nurse too she was just so supportive and nice. thank you school nurse for being cool. sorry i forgor your name

[comet-wire]

Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿

Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿

#comet rambles #putting in queue to deploy later #parent loss tw #just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen #when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance #has been figured out definitely #i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that #personal #gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still #or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk #most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍 #also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹 #like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!! #like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try #and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense #i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc #its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times #hope this makes sense #🗿👍 #still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one #i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain #as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao #i wish i was kidding #but im not 😭 #sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh #also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰 #if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[gurorori]

i will be a hater for a minute. i hate the whole 'ohh i was too mature for my age as a kid but now i'm immature as an adult' cause never once have i seen anyone talk about the case where you were never mature. i never at all felt it or was on the same level with our peers at any point in life and that's a very different experience. the very few things we were into as a kid/teen were always juxtaposed with the things others were doing that were wiser and more sensible and more in touch with. whatever expectations are in place and whatever is gauged as mature

#MAKING IT VERY CLEAR RN NO HATE 2 PPL WHO DO FEEL REPRESNTED BY THOSE 😭 but that's all i ever see #'make yr own post abt it then' idont think i will. im not one to start these conversations im just saying with how common That statement is #its weird that no one ever talks abt This one #but i suppose theres not many of us #idk. at least ya got 2 feel jus a bit superior over others n feel a bit more 'grown' (ik its all bullshit but yk. it can b flatterin 2 hear) #me? i been team idiot since da start. idid not progress i did not improve i did not regress im just. stuck oh mt gawd im actually losing it #i actually cant handlw myseld or this life im actually breakin down so bad LOL #ok im ok. anyway im just. this is similar 2 lile 'oh my trauma made me Stronger/mature for my age/wtv' all sams thing and #wr have literally never got to experience that either. we are literally incapacitated by our trauma we are meek and lifeless and so so #afraid and helpless and dependent to the point even escaping the environment is an insurmountable task #no one talks about thia though why does bo one talk about this ... #im like if a 21yo girl was mentally age 7

[note-boom]

Fanon: Mori is an irredeemably evil pedophile and traumatised Dazai

Canon: Mori is a utilitarian creep and traumatised Yosano and was slightly terrified of Dazai

#no hate to anyone who interprets mori like that #i just find it hilarious #like yeah mori killed odasaku but that's not the worst thing he's done nor the worst thing done in the manga #also....i know he shows seriously pedophilic tendencies that even fukuzawa calls him out on #and even he says things that are absolutely bonkers #but i kinda see it more as his little creepy obsession with using people as tools and kids being the easiest to manipulate..... #though i def acknowledge he's a real creep to little girls because that's also what the manga says #anyway i think he was fond of yosano and dazai...like one would be fond of a really useful tool ya know? #except one of those tools was showing signs of going for his throat and the other managed to find her humanity #anyway here's to our queen yosano for overcoming her trauma #though i will say i think we cant pin the blame on mori as a whole though he did play a major part in it #all these three characters are too nuanced for their own good #forget dazai i want to hear more about yosano...and yes even mori #it's just that there is CLEARLY so much going on bts like with tanizaki and higuchi etc.... #aaaaand I've gone off topic again xD #anyway this just in to say i find the interpretation of mori as a sadist who gave dazai trauma amuses me #and also to say that canonically a little 14 year year old with a prebuilt existential crisis scaring a grown man amuses me even more #teenagers such do scare the living - #and we're done now #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #bsd dazai #bsd yosano #bsd mori #character analysis #spitting nonsense

[alchemiclee]

I personally don't understand why kaveh x alhaitham is currently such a popular ship. haitham torments poor kaveh 😭 they're complete opposites and seem to hate each other. wouldn't they just be pure misery together? 😭 they remind me of straight couples. most straight couples I know hate each other and at least one harasses and torments the other and yet they call it "LOVE" and stay together, barely even tolerating each other, and being insanely miserable. it's usually as if they don't posses the self awareness to recognize it 😭 I don't understand why they do that. is that why that's such a popular shipping trope? because people keep doing it irl and think its goals or normal? i think it should stop personally lmao don't do that to yourselves 😭

#maybe its because i relate to kaveh that i feel so bad for him😭😭😭 that poor sweet man he deserves better. hes such a struggle #i can at least give haitham credit for seemingly not absolutely abusing kaveh's kind heart and using him #but hes still a bully lmao. or maybe its just classic empath vs ego with no empathy happening #i know it well because ive been kaveh in these situations my whole life. haitham reminds me of my dad/sister how he talks to kaveh #it feels bad and i hate it so maybe this is why i cant understand or get into this ship at all lmao #people are free to ship whoever they want though so i wont tell you not to..... #but cynonari are right there and literally best friends. relationship goals. they are my everything. i need more cynonari content 😆 #i could be wrong and maybe it's controversial but is kaveh x haitham (i forgot the ship name im sorry) so popular because #a lot of straight girls like to ship boy x boy and this is their relationship goals or experiences? 😅 so they project it to them? #at least in the kpop fandom it seemed to be mostly straight girls shipping boy groups for some reason #maybe im wrong and everyone is gay and i just dont get it lmao #but either way i feel bad for kaveh and i want to protect him and let him with me if i was in the genshin world #also i hope cynonari comes back strong again soon in the fandom #and im given more comtent to feed the gay gremlin inside me lmao

[hecksupremechips]

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’ #yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

[sonknuxadow]

im watching the sonic free riders cutscenes for the first time because idk im bored and im probably never gonna play this game properly and umm . some of the dialogue and characterization in here . It sure is something alright !

#why is amy geting mad at sonic for beating her in a race instead of just letting her win because shes a girl . whatsgoing on #some of the stuff in here is funny though. like knuckles hating on jet #and sonic being like Wow that was a fun race ^_^ cant wait to race you again someday !!! #and jet being like WELL im gonna beat your ass next time just you wait SONIC THE HEDGEHOG and sonic being like Ok 👍 #also vector only being here for the money because of course he is #i think this was also the first game that used the current voice cast (its not exactly the same a few recasts have happened since then) #and it shows #not that i think all of them are bad its just clear that this was an earlier performance and they didnt quite have the voices down yet