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10091997 · 1 month

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19/03/2024

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Einige Jahre blieb ich clean doch jetzt kommt alles zusammen.

Jetzt wird mir bewusst das ich nie etwas auf die Reihe bekommen werde und die Krankheit mich noch fester im Griff hat als gedacht.

Dieser Schlag in die Fresse war Zuviel.

Aber Hey es war nur ein kleiner Ausrutscher auf meiner Haut besser als wieder Tabletten zu nehmen in der Hoffnung zu sterben um dann doch zu überleben.

Denn glaub mir eins der nächste Versuch wird gelingen!!!

#schmerz #i hatemyself #weinen #kaputt

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icantthinofacoolname · 1 year

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Would they care if i had said i needed someone to talk to would they come?

#my friends hate me #i hatemyself #help lol #i need a friend #i hate my existence #kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #this is a cry for help

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chanelrw65 · 10 months

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I literally cannot do anything without thinking about how much I hate my body. If I eat, the only thing on my mind is how much weight I'm gonna gain even if it's just something small. I work out and all I can feel is how heavy my body is and how much fat just jiggles around. Every time I look at myself I can only see every little last thing wrong with me. Every time I have sex all that's on my mind is how every other girl they've ever been with has probably been skinnier

#proan #proana #ed #i wanna disappear #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna cry #i hatemyself

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somethingisntrightt · 2 years

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is it just me who alwayss binges when watching tv? like if my broyher and me didnt watch stranger things tonight i woulda had 312 cals but nooOo my dumbass ate 1347😐 anyways tho im gonna run a bit + maybe purge and im fasting tomorrow for as long as i can so yh

#i hate my body #i hatemyself

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idfcaboutme · 2 years

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Body Positivity isn't truly for everyone

Ok guys so I know this may sound like Im going to say that "oh body positivity isnt for a certain group of women or men" but no Im saying that its not truly for everyone. By "everyone" I mean those of us who S/H. And its sad but its true. For months Ive looked at all the body positivity tiktoks and youtube vids and ive seen NONE that include those of us who have scars and who have to hide becuase of them. THey say "oh stretch marks beautiful" but what about the other ones made by us? Why cant you say thats also beautiful.I look on youtube for videos that talk about S/H saying our scars are beautiful. This was just on my mind.I beleive that we need to see more people encouraging those of us in the dark due to S/h to love ourselves and not care what people think.

Thanks for reading, Love you guys

#body posititivity #tw cvts #i hate my body #i hatemyself #ugly #tw s3lf harm

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peekcals · 2 years

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I'm so sick of myself

#su1c1dal #tw depressing stuff #kinda depressing #i wanna d*e #i hate my brain #i hatemyself

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arod5809273 · 2 years

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I hate myself

#tw self h4rm #i hatemyself #i want to kms

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hazyinmyhead · 2 years

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woke up feeling bold and texted a dude straight up if he was into me since i couldn’t tell from the other night…mama don’t play games. tell me if you’re into me or not and i will simply move on or treat you like a king

#lol #i hatemyself

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therelivesafaerie · 1 year

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I hate it i hate it and i hate it how i feel that i cannot do anything