#i have absolutely no motivation

[twosomeofcuteness]

Not me laying on the floor when I have a million things to do

#ive been doing this for like 6 days #literally 90% of my waking hours are for laying on the floor #i have absolutely no motivation #drunk or on the floor thats where youll find me

[tchaikovskym]

planning my master's thesis as the ground is crumbling beneath my feet: yeah i can do this

#i have absolutely no motivation #to do anything. anything at all. #and today my supervisor asked if im ready to do it and i was like yeah sure #while i just want to sink in a bog #anyway. they want to close uni in winter bc of the high bills i cant I CANT apisudfpasidjai #or like. go for a three day long workweek #that could be cool tho #anyway #also #i once again feel like my country will be invaded. you know. because of the. whole mobilization thing #like eastern europe has never been peaceful in any conflict between russia and the west. #it was good knowing yall

[heartshakerz]

who told me it was a good idea to take summer classes....i am dying

#i have absolutely no motivation #which is bad bc one of them is huge pre req for the rest of junior/senior year help

[eileennatural]

sorry but there's something unbelievably sexy about batman having to call the CAR for help while nightwing is beating the shit out of him and nightwing saying. You really don't get it do you. nobody's coming to save you not even your CAR

#great news for my nightwing cam absolutely beat batman one on one given the right motivation #i havent read gotham war bc i dont have ultra but damn. maybe ill have to figure it out.

[tea-tuesday]

1/20/2024

cozy times at my favorite café !! did some trusts & estates readings for next week and drank an oat mocha, my go-to drink. i managed to get away with not having any physical textbooks this semester, just PDFs provided by my professors and novels for my legal literature class >:D yes, my backpack is incredibly light this semester

#if it looks like all i do is care about school and not have fun ur absolutely right lolol #but i do have friends.. i promise! #tea-tuesday #mine #lawblr #studyblr #studyspo #study inspiration #law school #study motivation #study #studying #choatic academia #chaotic academic aesthetic

[soggedupfrog]

Little moomin sketches cause i was bored..

#moomin #moomin fanart #snufkin #snufmin #moominvalley #moomintroll #little my #the mymble #mymbles daughter #anytime i have no motivation immgoing straight to moomin from now on ABSOLUTELY HEALING #the most perfect beasts

[xenon-demon]

only one (1) coherent thought in my skull right now and it’s domestic steddie with Steve washing Eddie’s hair after he’s discharged from hospital post-Vecna.

I’m imagining Eddie’s being discharged to Steve’s house, because Steve is but a simple man with a saviour complex (and also a crush on Eddie) so he’s letting Wayne and Eddie stay with him. Partly so they have somewhere to be while the government sorts out some new housing for them, but mostly because Eddie needs support for these first few weeks out of hospital and Wayne is away at work a lot. Having Steve around as well means Eddie won’t end up in a situation where he needs a hand but is stuck home alone for hours.

Eddie’s recovered enough for discharge but still requires a lot of physical therapy, and one of the things he still can’t do is raise his arms above his head. He can’t wash his hair pretty much at all, and while the nurses washed it for him in hospital, they didn’t do it frequently enough for Eddie’s standards. His hair has been driving him insane, as the limp, greasy feeling against his face, neck and scalp makes him want to claw his skin off. When he’s told how long it’s expected to take before his arms have full range of motion again, he makes a joke-that’s-not-really-a-joke about going back to his buzzcut days just to avoid dealing with the feeling.

Steve is horrified at the suggestion, and immediately offers to wash Eddie’s hair for him. He also divulges that part of the reason he styled his hair the way he did in high school was because he played a lot of sports, and couldn’t stand the feeling of sweaty hair against his neck and face. Sure, he genuinely did want his hair to look good, but styling it up so it was out of his face was an added bonus.

Eddie’s hair is driving him so crazy that he says yes, especially once he realises Steve might actually get where he’s coming from.

Cue an emotionally tense shower, where both Steve and Eddie are stripped down to their boxers because they don’t want to this fully clothed but they sure as fuck don’t want to do it naked, either. (Spoiler alert, they’d both actually love to have a naked shower together, they’re just both too nervous to bring that up at this stage!)

But then Eddie slips while in the shower, still unsteady on his feet and learning to adjust to his bad leg, so Steve makes an executive decision to switch over to the bath. After a bit of manoeuvring they find a comfortable position to do this; Eddie sitting in front of Steve in the bath, Steve’s legs stretched out either side of him. Between the physical intimacy of having your hair washed by someone else, and the way they don’t have to look at each other’s faces as they do this, they end up talking. They get a lot more personal than they were able to in hospital or during Spring Break, and it’s such a nice experience that they’ll each happily put up with the sensory hell of waterlogged boxers.

Eventually - after Eddie and Wayne have moved into their new place, but Eddie and Steve are over at each other’s houses often enough that they might as well still be living together - Eddie can move his arms enough to wash his hair on his own. He’s gotten more used to his bad leg and can stand long enough to even shower if he wants to. They go about three weeks with Eddie washing his own hair, both of them desperately missing this little routine they’d built but not wanting to admit it. One day, however, Eddie feels so lonely and so tired from physical therapy that day that he asks Steve to wash his hair for him. Steve accepts in a heartbeat, almost before Eddie’s even had time to say the words.

It feels different that time. The energy between them is charged, everything feeling more intimate somehow. It’s so palpable a difference that after Steve runs the conditioner through Eddie’s hair to let it sit for a few minutes, Eddie turns around in the bath to face Steve. He takes a breath, trying to steel his nerves, and asks: can I kiss you?

Steve doesn’t answer him; he thinks the way he leans in and slots his lips in between Eddie’s is answer enough.

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #steddie ficlet #domestic steddie #charlie writes things #they are AuDHD4AuDHD in this!!!! they’ve both got sensory issues!!!!! #inspired by my own sensory struggles with unwashed hair #also in this universe eddie absolutely is disabled post-vecna and steve has hearing/vision issues due to head trauma #those things just don’t really come up #might make this into a proper fic if I have time/motivation

[clownsuu]

Art block fucking sucks so

Poppet got pastries for the gamers :]

Hope you feel better my gamer🏵️🥄🥄

aWEE look at thembs ;;;

#AUGDHDHD I really wanted to draw something for this but alas art block is way too strong #But it was gunna be poppet comforting a very distressed Dusty smhh (a bun ate a pastry when they weren’t supposed to and he got v worried) #They care very much for his children’s health- the vaults are absolutely infested with large ass bunbuns #No matter where you look- a bummy #How they haven’t ate all the money like a fine piece of lettuce is truly a mystery- Dusty taught them well NDHDHD #aWEEEEEEEWEEE themb;;; #So happy and care free- just enjoyin snacks and gossips in the ye ol vaults #If anyone was to see poppet and Dusty talking they would never believe their own eyes smhhh #Such a talkative mans! #Also thank you gamer! Hopefully I’ll get my motivation back soon! (And this wicked stomach issue-) #At least this gives me more time to play yakuza smhhh I have so many games to go through so little time- #Not to mention I keep getting distracted in game MDHDDHD #Damn it Majima and your quirkiness smhhhh

[sollattes]

"So why did you decide to take psychology?"

To fix them duh 🙄🙄🙄 I can fix them fr fr

#high&low #high and low the worst #high and low the worst cross #high&low story of sword #amamiya hiroto #high and low cobra #high and low jesse #high and low ice #high and low rocky #murayama yoshiki #tsukasa takajo #himuro reiji #todoroki yosuke #its me n delusional ass again #i can fix them #every time im losing motivation in studying i just remember i need to fix them #we finna have that harley quinn and joker trope🤩 #i absolutely CAN fix them #its ian's delulu hours again #ian's notes💌

[etoilesombre]

[id: a set of eight images from Black Sails. The first image shows Mrs. Hudson speaking to Woodes Rogers, with the text "She said you should trust that her commitment to you remains inviolable." The second image shows Flint and Silver together in Madi's house after her presumed death. The third image shows Eleanor in the fort firing on Rogers' ship, with the text "and that this is no betrayal..." The fourth image shows Flint taking the cache ashore on Skeleton Island, viewed through a spyglass. The fifth image shows Eleanor and Rogers talking in bed, with the text "...but an act of love." The sixth image shows Flint's face during the Dragons speech. The seventh image shows Eleanor lying dead in Flint's arms, with the text "An act she is determined to see through to its end." The eighth image shows Silver pointing a pistol at Flint on Skeleton Island. /end id]

#this parallel absolutely fucking destroyed me on the last rewatch #i dont usually pay much attention to eleanor and rogers #because well #i'd rather not #but the way eleanor and flint are both so desperate in the last season #and act in ways that to them demonstrate love and commitment #but the people around them cant see and accept that #for their own reasons #and its not enough #love isn't enough #i'm having a time over here #the way they still feel an affinity for each other even when they're on different sides of the war #there's no hatred there #oh yeah by the way #if anybody makes this about saying silver is the same as rogers i'm fucking coming for you #its not that simple #parallels exist to show contrast as well as similarity #and motivations matter in this show #black sails #james flint #john silver #eleanor guthrie

[sleepsucks]

#23.04.22 #2967 #i am btw sorry to say that i am absolutely not a fulltime goth i made an effort that one time to try it out #but i do not have enough clothes or the confidence or the motivation to do that regularly i am Extremely Bland #but. maybe. someday

[oathkeeper-of-tarth]

I love women in STEM (Smiting and Trouncing Execrable Mages)

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #dame aylin #shitposting #i found the font #made this and then like an absolute dweeb printed it out and have it as a lil motivational poster

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

drawing Barnaby is incredibly Detrimental to my health because it consistently finds me like this:

#MY NECK HURTS <3 #i'll Realize. fix my posture #lose myself in the Love and then BOOM shrimping once more #i hunch over my tablet face To The Screen like some wild beast defending its kill #but with... Delight and Whimsy instead of bloodthirsty viciousness #shoulders hunched back Curled head down and jutted forward- #snf sob... love truly is pain.... #absolutely unprompted #THERE'S NO NEED FOR ME TO SIT LIKE THISSSSSS #I JUST GET SO ABSORBED!!! HE'S SO!!!! #completely related but there isn't enough Handsome Barnaby art #well. every image of him is handsome in my professional opinion #but you know what i mean!!!! #i need to put him in outfits.... #no. you know what i need? #a very very tiny pixelated image of him framed and hung on my wall #tiny frame. tiny barnaby. really just like. three blue pixels #that way when i wake up in the mornings i can look over and see The Pixels #and be filled with enough strength to Get Up #i need the motivation to get out of bed... i have been sleeping until 3 every day.... #methinks. tis not healthy #but yes. tiny barnaby in a frame please and Thank You!

[tora-the-cat]

An interesting little fun thing with team 7 is that you assume that Sakura's gonna, like, woobify and simplify Sasuke by putting him on a pedastal,cause her goal is centered around him and shes a 12 y/o fangirl so like of course her understanding of him is skewed cause she doesnt see him as a person, just an object of affection, right? She's can't get Sasuke, can't imprint on and/or traumabond with him like Naruto and Kakashi do. They don't see him with rose tinted glasses, because they've lived through their own Horrors and empathize with Sasuke's experience.

......right?

WRONG lmao!! They have too many ghosts!! Naruto's single-minded codependent ass won't get out of his own way long enough to see Sasuke for who he actually is, only able to empathize with the parts of his trauma Naruto relates to and not really capable of understanding him outside of the context of himself (because Sasuke is. His other half). And Kakashi is far too jaded to be fair to him!! He can't decide if Sasuke is gonna end up as a mini-him or a mini-Obito or maybe a mini-Itachi, but either way he ALSO is too traumatized to see Sasuke AS SASUKE.

meanehile SAKURA'S autistic ass may have dogshit empathy, but you know what she does have? A special interest in sasuke. Nothing better to do then give herself a degree in Uchihaisms. She can write character studies about him. she can read his soul. Whenever she says something about him she is right. Every fucking time! She is RIGHT!!!!

'sasuke would NOT compliment me this directly or explicitly express worry unprompted, especially if it gets in the way of his goals' correct.

'Sasuke shouldn't hide that curse on his neck its not healthy BUT if I tell anyone about it he'll never trust me again, which might be even more dangerous for him then the curse mark. Like he can probably handle the curse mark but no one else can stop him from ripping peoples arms off.' correct.

Speaking of! 'Sasuke would not hurt me even when he seems to be...possessed? whatever the only way to knock him out of it is to present myself as Alive and thus something to be protected rather then something to be avenged, because he gets really stuck in his own head about revenge' CORRECT

'hey so um. like. Sasuke's gonna leave Konoha. I'm not sure anything can stop him at this point and honestly I'm kinda starting to doubt anything should, so the only thing I could possibly do to help him at this point is ALSO defect.' CORRECT!!!!

#shout out to @Obihoe cause this started as a tag comment on one of your posts that got WAY too out of hand. just like old times lol #team 7 #haruno sakura #sakura haruno #sasuke uchiha #team crackhead #naruto #naruto uzumaki #sasusaku #doesn't have to be but like. Yeah #for the record no disrespect to my boys Naruto n Kakashi I love them dearly. but like. they got their issues. that's half the fun of team 7 #And Sakura has her problems with Sasuke too!! But her problems have nothing to do with understand him or his motivations or his personhood #and more to do with. Well. her absolute dogshit empathy. Emotionally disregulated ass. #'if you leave me I'll feel just like you did when your parents died' My beloved. Iconic. Great line. No notes. She's really just still so #inexperienced and naive that means she can explain and predict and KNOW him and his actions but still not empathize. She can say shit #like that with a straight face because she's never FELT loss like this before (except that minute she thought he was dead on the bridge) #so she can't imagine a worse pain. Just assumes it can't GET worse because she has no emotional concept of 'worse'. so it must be the same #she's literally the only person with a chance of convincing Sasuke to take her with him to Orochimaru because he's SASUKE of course she #knows all the right pressure points and keywords and concerns and stuff that she needs to convince him. #she's literally playing a little diolouge tree game with him. And maybe even winning up until that line! it's the dealbreaker

[anonymouspuzzler]

had a craving to draw my callie o'pia au design again so I Did That! it's nice having a proper cleaned-up ref now

[Image ID/description: A color drawing of an alternate universe version of Loboto from Psychonauts. He is wearing a Psychonauts janitorial uniform, a dark green turtleneck combined with a lilac jumpsuit with the sleeves rolled up. He is wearing a long, light yellow wrap skirt over the uniform, with the Psychonauts swirl design messily stitched on, several haphazard patches in mismatched fabric (including one with his canon shower cap pattern, one red with a bumblebee pattern, one blue with pink dots, and one with an orange fish and water pattern), and magenta tassels along the bottom hem. He is also wearing several accessories, including bright rock/bead necklaces and bracelets similar to Cassie O'Pia, a yellow-and-purple flower in his hair, two fanny packs, dark teal socks with simple brownish sandals, and a single long bead earring in his right ear. He still has both natural arms, long shaggy hair reaching almost to his shoulders, and still wears glasses with green-and-red lenses like his younger self. End ID.]

#anonymous puzzler art #caligosto loboto #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #light spoilers for psychonauts 2 and rhombus of ruin in tags especially #i've wanted to do memory vaults for this au (like i did for uncle cally au) for like a year. maybe after finals.... #also for the many of you who are new the fast facts on this au (NOTE SPOILERS START HERE) #psychic 7 rescued cal just before he was lobotomized and cassie ended up raising him. he works for the psychonauts but still does Crimes #(just with different motives this time) #also he and morry have the most nightmarish off-and-on relationship and it is driving the rest of the hq absolutely nuts #please stop having uncomfortably public fights when you break up and/or making out in the broom closet when you're together.

[ghostlyheart]

everyone woodstone mansion couple needs their emotional support pete martino

#i finally forced myself to learn to make gifs because I realized it just didn't come across in still images #i have no idea what im doing and theyre kinda meh but now that i kinda understand the basics maybe i'll do it more in the future! #the way I absolutely had no time to do this aksdjk #finals are coming up and my motivation to do anything is fading send help #cbs ghosts