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twentysixofmays · 2 years

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!! sixth of november !!

to ryu, RYU IT'S HERE !!! MY MESSAGE IS HERE !! okay so DID U KNOW THAT this friendship is the least i expected .... :') LIKE when u rb-ed that in our next lifetime fic i kinda browsed thru ur blog and it was all just recs so i was kinda disappointed that i couldn't reach out bc WHAT IF U DIDN'T WANNA ,,, like,, u came here to read not to make frens :// BUT THEN LIKE i followed u first didn't i?? in here?? NJKASNJK I DONT REMEMBER but it's all vae,, i think ,, AND JUST <33 seeing u on my dash makes me :')

U MESSAGED ME i was so shocked i thought i did something wrong bc I BOMBARDED U WITH ASKS THAT ONE TIME I RLLY THOUGHT I OVERDID IT but what can i do i just felt rlly proud of u for hanging on and for giving ur best !! DEFINITELY did not tear up when u said u appreciate it sm and when u said it's been awile u've heard it </3 WELL YOU'RE GOING TO HEAR IT FROM TIME TO TIME NOW RYU !!! I'M PROUD !! OF U !!! and will always be with whatever u do <33 hmu when u need it, okay !!! ilysm this was long <3

tiktoks to waste your time (one) (two) (three) (four) (five)

THANK YOU FOR READING, HAVE A NICE DAY!

okay to start with, i saw this probably at 630 in the morning and decide to respond to this now after trying to arrange my thoughts (which of course failed) BUT! THIS!

i couldnt believe it myself either > interacting with you is still unbelievable to me. like you said, it's all vae. so vae if you're seeing this, thank you. i also dont remember what rlly happened (i hv a terrible memory) but i do think it's you who started following me first!! and tht time,, I WAS ?????? SO SO HAPPYYY I RB-ED UR FIC AND YOU WANNA GET TO KNOW ME?

also you dont have to worry at allllllll you can always bombard me with asks, whatever it is <3 but the thing is im actually afraid i dont have any time to respond to them :((((( my exam period is starting tmrw and it'll last till early dec so i wont hv time to get around as often as i used to

and i cant possibly thank you for all the support you've given to me. thanked you so many times already yet im not able to properly express this,

you existing in my life is a God sent and im so thankful for that.

im gonna take this opportunity to thank every single one of you that have interacted with me so far.. @hvae , @deputyjuyeon , @gracefulweather and @changminurheart for welcoming me n willing to be friends with me though im super lame n have no idea how to make friends here. not sure if you guys know this, but i get jumpy and excited at every interaction between us. *sinks into the bed*

you guys are so sweet to me, so kind, so lovely. i adore every each of you 🤍

yeah this is getting long but just wanna say im in the process to figure out this n that on tumblr bcs for all i know im only a pro at reblogging for sure.

hope you guys are in the best of health too <3

#THANK YOU FOR READING THIS LONG POST #i usually dont get mushy mush #but i rlly really want u guys to know im so grateful to have you in my life #ALSO DAYNS #?????????????#THANK YOU AGAIN #FOR THE 193039292838 TIMES #you have been wonderful to me #love u #poetryu

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akshstudios · 2 years

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we had like three days of vacation (24, 25 and 26) and I've my classes from tmrw again so 🤡 the Christmas vacations that we had during our school years have become a thing of the past now... anyways, hopefully you're doing alright. I'm super interested in the coming installations of MotHitM !! (for clarification, Matters of the Heart in the Mafia 😂) Can't wait to read them!! —🦚

Hello hello, lovely 🦚 anon 🥺

I hope you enjoyed the day-offs you had —i know it can get a little hard to relax when you have classes the very next day and our lecturers do consider day-offs as students working remotely and overtime, so they give us truckload of homework and assignments 😑 but I hope you are forging ahead nonetheless 🥺

Christmas vacations used to coincide with our post-exam breaks once I reached pre-university 😁 but before that we didn't have a christmas vacation at all —only the christmas day holiday but in the state I studied, we had a month-long navratri vacations throughout my school years 😁 so we, students as a whole weren't all that bothered with no-christmas holidays 😀 but now that I've had a taste of sleeping-in during the chillier mornings, the lack of christmas vacations is sure gonna bug me 😅

You know, I used to and still kinda do hate it when festivals and holidays land on weekends 😐 I mean, how will you declare saturdays and sundays as holidays when they already were day-offs? How do declare holidays as a holiday again? We are just getting scammed out of day-offs after toiling in classrooms 🤧

Now that i think about it, wasn't there a year when all our national holidays came on weekends 🤔 it was easily the hardest school year for me 🤡 but on the flip-side, I loved it when fridays and mondays were holidays because we could have a consecutive three-day break 🤧

I'm doing great —a little stressed out because I'm severely lacking in the body-cordination department, meaning I haven't really leveled up from my new-born foal stage, am perpetually terrified of vehicles and my driving license test is only a week away 🙃 I know I'm gonna fail —I can already taste my failure 😣 it tastes like my first attempt at cooking 🤢

I know, it's not a big deal 😐 I mean, we can just carpool and use public transport and all but I feel like I'm single-handedly reinforcing the stereotype that women can't drive 🤡

I'm excited for the upcoming installments too —i just need to figure out how I'm going to post the chapters 😁

I hope you are doing well, lots of love and take care, aksh 💕

#🦚 anon #akshbox

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gxtsmxt-blog · 7 years

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Hello 😊 Do you happen to do BTS fluff scenarios? If you do (if not then feel free to change it to smut or anything I'm just a fanfic hoe lmao) could you please do a Namjoon scenario where you're dating and he doesn't realise you're stressed because he's away so often and you come home really drunk one night after an awful day and he tries to take care of you? School is super stressing me out right now and I'm currently living for Namjoon fluff but it's so hard to find with most being smut aha💜

i love you, baby

❛❛Something can be beautiful because there is something horrible. If you can accept that those hard times are part of beautiful moments in life, I think you can truly understand our HYYH.❜❜ - Kim Namjoon

COUNT → 1.360

GENRE → angst | fluff

PAIRING → namjoon | reader

WARNINGS → alcoholism

→ thanks so much for requesting this!!!!!! u literally just sent me this today but i actually was really excited that u asked for namjoon and im on spring break with nothing to do LMAO!!!!!!!! this felt more like a drabble but i hope this is what you wanted. n i hope you feel less stressed soon anon :-)))

You laid your headagainst the cool surface of the dining room table, your phone held in your facewith one of your hands as you scrolled through pictures of your handsome boyfriend,Kim Namjoon. He was the leader of a popular boy group, BTS, and ever since theydebuted, hadn’t been able to come home as often as he had in the past. Becauseof that, he hadn’t noticed how stressed you’d felt lately because of school andyour part-time job. But you had done a good job hiding it from him, too.

At first, you werehappy for him. You wouldn’t be a good girlfriend if you were unhappy about hissuccess in the first place. You were happyfor him, but with him being on tours and on variety shows more and more eachpassing day and not coming home as often, you felt lonely and depressed. He wasso kind and gentle, both as a boyfriend and as your best friend, and you triedyour hardest to hide how you were feeling. It didn’t help that school was starting to stress you out as the time approached for midterms. Closing out of your photo app, youscrolled through your texts with him, the corners of your lips tilting up atthe most recent one.

NAMJOON [12:07:32]: i miss you baby but im coming hometmrw

You had textedback how much you missed him, too, and sent him a dozen heart emojis. He’d sentthat yesterday an hour after you went to bed, but it was a nice text to wake upto. You were determined to keep hiding your stress from him as you sat up andpoured yourself a bowl of cereal.

Unlocking yourapartment door, fumbling a few times from how badly your hand was shaking, youmanaged to finally make your way inside, slamming the door shut. Tears brimmedin your eyes as you thought back to how your boss had yelled at you for messingup another customer’s order. Your head hadn’t been in a good place lately, butno one seemed to cut you any slack or even notice. Not only that, but you got oneof your midterm exams back as well and didn’t even get a high fail; you got thelowest grade in the class. Then, your teacher asked you to stay behind and yelledat you because of it, clearly disappointed in you and your lack of effort. But youhad spent hours studying for thattest.

But you failedanyway.

It seemed nothingyou did anymore ever was good enough for anybody. And to top it all off,Namjoon never came home when he told you he would. Of course, he texted youthat he had to work for a few more days and then he would be coming home, soyou figured you would spend tonight drinking.

Dropping your bagonto the coffee table in the living room, you stormed into your bedroom,looking at yourself in the mirror for a fleeting moment before you marched backout the door.

You had felt toomuch lately but now all you wanted to feel was nothing.

You came back afew hours later after the sun began to set. You left your car parked in thestreet outside of the bar because although you could usually handle yourliquor, the alcohol in your system was too much for you to even focus on peoplestanding directly in front of you. After you hailed a cab, you stumbled throughyour door, leaning against it as it closed. However, you weren’t alone.

Namjoon was home.

“Baby!”he called, clearly happy to see you, but then stopped when he noticed somethingwas off. He stood from the couch and quietly walked over to you, placing hishands on your shoulders. “What’s wrong?” You tried to open your mouthbut he could immediately smell the alcohol. “Are you drunk?”

You waved him off,dropping off your purse on the dining room table, and then stumbling towards yourshared bedroom. The sound of his footsteps following you echoed throughout thehallway, and he closed the door to your bedroom as you sat down with a huff onyour bed. Your face fell into your hands as you tried to hold back the onslaughtof tears. Namjoon sat beside you on the bed, rubbing your back soothingly. Hishand stopped after a moment to glide up your back and grab onto your shoulder,pulling you into his chest, and rested his chin on top of your head.

“It’s okay,baby,” he whispered in that deep voice of his. “I’m here. You’reokay.”

Your handsautomatically wrapped around his chest, as natural to you as drinking waterwhen you’re thirsty. Sobs fell from your lips and you dampened his shirt. Hekissed your forehead, waiting for you to cry until you had no tears left. As herocked the two of you back and forth, you pulled away.

“I’ms-sorry,” you blubbered, eyes irritated from crying. “I know you— Iknow you were expecting something else, not your girlfriend drunk off her assand crying like a baby.”

“Don’t saythat,” he said as he kissed your temple. “Did you have a bad day?Tell me what happened.”

You hesitated fora moment. “It’s j-just school, and work. I failed my midterm and myteacher chewed me out. I kept messing up people’s orders today at the cafe,too. I can’t do any-t-thing r-right.”

Namjoon thoughtabout asking you why you hadn’t told him about it sooner, feeling that this hadbeen building up for a long time without him even noticing, but you didn’t needthat right now.

“That’s nottrue,” he whispered into your ear and you fisted his shirt at that.“You do so many things right. Remember when you tried to teach me how tocook?” You pulled your head back to look at him, sniffling as you laughedsoftly at the memory. “I can’t even cut an onion properly but you were sopatient with me. You’re always so patient with me—me and everyone else in yourlife. No matter what anyone says to you, you never say anything bad back. Youdon’t have a bad bone in your body. You’re so patient and kind—and that’s why Ilove you so much. That and how beautiful you are. Do you know how beautiful you are? I still don’t know why you agreed to go out with me. But you know that, right? How much I love you? I love you somuch.”

“Namjoon…”you managed to say through teary eyes.

“This willpass.” He hugged you to his chest, running his hands through your hairlike he knew you liked so much. “If things are bad, they can only getbetter, right? And if they don’t, I’ll be here waiting for you to make itbetter with a kiss.” To emphasize his point, he pressed a chaste kiss toyour lips. You reached for him but he was already pulling away. “I’m notgoing anywhere, baby.”

“B-But whatabout BTS? Don’t you have to go back soon?”

“We’re all onbreak right now after the comeback, so I’ll be here as long as you want me tobe.”

You smiled softly downat your lap and watched as you played with your fingers. “Forever.”Wiping the moisture from around your eyes, you gave him a hug. “I want youto be here with me forever.”

“I was hopingyou would say that,” he said with a laugh, kissing you on the lips again.

You pulled backafter a moment, something occurring to you. “I thought you said youweren’t going to be back home for another few days? Did something happen?”

His cheeks heatedat that. “The guys knew that I wanted to see you, so they talked to Bang PD-nimand he agreed to let me take the first flight home. Being the leader has itsprivileges.”

You laughed, andit felt like the first genuine laugh you let out in a long time.

“I love you,Namjoon.”

“I love you,too, baby.”

#namjoon fluff #namjoon angst #namjoon scenario #bts scenario #bts fluff #bts angst #bts imagine #namjoon imagine #there really isnt enough namjoon fluff out there :-(#if i ever write a smut for him #i definitely will be staying fAR AWAY from a daddy kink #i dont CARE what anyone else tells me!!!!!!#he is a soft man!!!!!!!!!!

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inktae · 7 years

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3:33 PM, Sunday. I'm internally debating whether I should or even want to go into town to shop at this retail store that is going out of business, as a birthday present to myself since it's on Tuesday. Half of me wants to go for the hell of it and the other half is too full from lunch to move... My birthdays stopped exciting me after I turned 21 and now I get kinda insecure about my age but I feel like I should at least attempt to celebrate my 25th haha

aw don’t be! I get so excited whenever I find people around my age or older. and I say you should go for it, it is always nice to gift ourselves something nice (also, I know I’m early but happy bday!)

Anonymous said: it's 4:11 p.m. here and i'm looping "change" for the next 5 hours 'cause joonie and wale are KILLING IT. also, i'm dreading going to school tmrw;; pls save me (love you ^^)

THEY ARE. I should watch the mv again before going to sleep :) and good luck with school, I’ll probably spend the entire day studying (with a bit of writing on the side) ily too!

Anonymous said: It's 20.49 and I'm crying because Uni is eating me up and I just want to sleep. 😫

I ghostwrote this ask.. hang in there ;;;

Anonymous said: It's 20:36 and I'm trying my best to not think about tomorrow's work stuff (failing quite miserably). Most of the time I love freelancing from home, but it makes the line between work and free time a bit too blurry sometimes. So I'm also thinking about looking for a "proper" job. But then I distract myself with Tumblr and chocolate and think about how happy I am that I don't have any exams to study for ^^

that’s quite interesting, I never met a freelancer before :) I suppose it can be really hard not to procrastinate. gosh I know I’d fail miserably, so kudos to you!!

Anonymous said: 12:26PM and thinking about how dope RM x Wale's collab Change was and also trying to get inspiration by music :') (and wtf im gonna eat for lunch) - tatertot anon

ahh I hope you had lunch already!! I hope you’re doing well tatertot :D

Anonymous said: It's 1:52 pm and my thoughts are along this line: aaaaaa. I'm so bad at interviews and I'm really hoping someone takes pity and hires me because I'm graduating soon and I need a job :(

whew that’ll be me soon. but don’t worry, companies are always on the hunt for young, recent graduates to exploit lol (at least that’s the case with engineering) so you pretty much have your age to your advantage. good luck sweetie :)

Anonymous said: It's 1:51 pm and I'm thinking about ways to convince my mom to let me take acting classes so I can stop crying about her yelling at me about the topic earlier.

you should wait until the moment is right - whenever you see her happy looking or if you’re having a nice conversation, try to bring it up. maybe she’ll react differently then!

Anonymous said: It's 19:49 and I think about getting a job for the next holidays rip I'm broke and would actually want to sleep and binge watch anime in my 2 weeks off from school but I need money sighs

HAH SAME I’m currently tutoring this kid but I’ve spent more money than I should, so now I barely have money for a freaking snack, it’s so sad haha. especially since my best friend has this really cool job at uni and he wants to do nice (expensive) stuff all the time *sigh*. I guess I can only learn to save up the hard way. I hope you at least find something that entertains you :)

Anonymous said: it's 7:38pm as i start to write this (not-very-asky) ask :) actually, i'm not thinking about much right now... the upcoming anatomy test, for which i haven't studied yet, is kinda bugging me somewhere in the deepest corner of my mind as i am lying around doing nothing rn lol what are you thinking about mari? ^_^

I’m also getting bugged from all sides omg. I’m thinking about how to organize my time tomorrow, because I want to divide it in writing and revising for two subjects. but now I’m like ‘what if I just push one of the subjects for another day...’ I seriously shouldn’t but the temptation is STRONG. D:

#sorry for the crazy compilation #messages #Anonymous

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