#i have mental illness ok......

[kitamars]

in my ponykata feels rn

#ough. ough #toshi……….save me……toshi……save me toshi……… #my son. he has 97 mental illnesses and is banned from most public spaces #i do wish we could have seen more of him……..he’s so ………….stray cat behaviour #just bushu era shinsengumi would have been very funny #just a bunch of country bumpkins #lead up to the ever popular edo workplace comedy #i should be doing homework but AUGHHHHHH #anyways it was my birthday on the 25th yahoo #doodling a bunch as a treat hehe yippee #im experimenting with my art sm i hope you guys like it #hijikata toushirou #gintama #ok bye

[quirkle2]

whoever designed her ,,,,,,,,,,,they knew what they were doin

#qkdraws #id in alt #GOD she's so cool #rika my friend rika she's the coolest ever in the whole wide world !!!11!!!!111!!!!1 #idk what it is abt her that makes me always add halftone effects to her but . she's gettin em #she's literally the coolest ever.have i mentioned that yet #pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon rika #rika pokemon #elite four rika #SHE'S SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok im normal <3 #i need to dye my hair that color again for my mental stability it Needs to be done #ill blow up the earth if i don't. ill blowit up #i wonder how much gender euphoria ill experience if i dress like that. i have a feeling it'd be enough to end countries #one day . one day ill be half as cool as her

[lotus-pear]

what is childe doing in bungou gay dogs😟

#finally finished reading this manga after it sat on my to read list for a couple years #a good friend finally convinced me into reading it and i buckled and read the whole thing in three days (i'm not ok <33) #anyway she neglected to tell me childe was in it otherwise i would have read it sooner!!!!!! #NO NO HEAR ME OUT #murder gingers with dead blue eyes that are part of dark antagonistic organizations and happen to be executives in said organizations #relatively similar color palette and cocky confident personalities that are instantly shed when in the heat of battle #tragic pasts where both were mercilessly tormented until salvation occurred in the form of an invitation to their respective organizations #childe has so many siblings that one of them left and infiltrated another anime #i better not see any chuuya stans @ me in the tags and be like ''stop comparing zhongli's wallet to my pookie chuuya'' #i will fuck you up #i'm so sry to anyone who actually sat and read all the tags im so mentally ill abt this mf i can talk about him for hrs if given the chance #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #lotus draws

[notquiteaghost]

the thing about autism in fiction is there are autistic-coded characters, but then there are also accidentally autistic characters, and there is basically zero overlap btwn these. autism-coding is when a character is Weird and Blunt and Very Smart and Bad At Feelings and, at least in western media, probably a white man. your spencer reids and your L deathnotes.

but accidental autism is when you make up a guy and when you're deciding what they're like you pick several traits common to autistic people. and you don't mean to do this, and you aren't intentionally leaning on any kind of trope, you are just writing a person and sometimes people are autistic. you have met autistics, knowingly or not – maybe you yourself are an autistic, knowingly or not – so you know people are like that. you aren't making any kind of statement, you are just making a guy.

this post is about zuko of the fire nation. i know we know but hot damn that boy is diagnosable

#yelling at clouds #autism tag #like. in reference to my prior post abt what coding means #if you do it entirely on accident it's not coding. imo #and this isnt exclusive to autism this goes for most brain stuff #when it's mental illness it's fun cuz like. ok do YOU know that's not a good way to be #you have lit this house on fire. are you aware houses don't have to be on fire? etc #but anyway. way more people know what autism is than realise they do #if i ever went to a powerpoint party my topic wld be Oops! That's An Autism!

[witchspeka]

It's always "Shou and Ritsu need to blow stuff up with their minds for mental health reasons" or Ritsu and Teru or even Shou and Teru!

But what about Mob? When does he get to blow stuff up with his mind for funsies? For shits and giggles? He didn't go through all of those meltdowns and character development for nothing, let him go ham on a junkyard car or something smh

I believe in Mob's narrative given right to fuck shit up sometimes

#im hungry i should do homework i should also finish all of my other drafted posts BUT I AM LAZY #ive been starting to write fic tho at least thats productive. fic thats kind of relevant to this actually hm #listen i just want more Mob content where he does smth reckless or stupid with his powers he deserves it #or just in general tbh i need more content of mob being kinda mean or having arguments with ppl like to a healthy degree ok #but i still want him to. yanno. lash out and stuff. experience emotion. have him get angry over petty stuff #the first mp100 fic ive ever started writing/drafting had mob and ritsu having a proper fight post canon #i just need it for my OWN mental health. let them have dumb sibling fights and have mob express his annoyances #itd be funny and cathartic. for me at least. ill finish that shit one day its been assembled and disassembled but ill figure it out #eventually #let mob feel and express all of the ugly emotions he didnt allow himself to acknowledge for years pls #its my favourite thing #anyway. #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #cine te a intrebat

[rapidhighway]

eggman hates sonic, he'd probably hate it if metal actually behaved like him

#i mean sonics biggest thing is freedom and his agency so egg probably loooves having metal #who has to listen to every order and can never say no to him and has basically no free will and no voice and no way to rebel #i like to think eggman loves metal because he's his creation but hates him because hes got a little bit of sonic in him #umm ok #i will become mentally ill #metal sonic

[sun1seeker]

i think crimson rivers ruined the actual hunger games movies for me because how am i supposed to watch them and not wonder where my favorite characters are?? like wdym evan isn’t going to be in the trees??? there’s no regulus threatening to cut someone??? what about vanity and her cute/weird bug obsession? i physically can’t do it

#this was me trying to rewatch the hunger games movies and being sorely disappointed #i forgot fanfiction isn’t technically real lol #my bad #i’m mentally ill ok?? #ok #marauders #zeppazariel you have done it yet again #zeppazariel #marauders era #regulus black #james potter #jegulus #starchaser #sirius black #barty crouch #crimson rivers #fanfiction #ao3 #marauders fanfiction

[lunarharp]

when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly: #well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that. #eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone. #course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me..... #just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly) #and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..! #his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass. #I know all about u. and i will save u

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #ryo aoki #masato arakawa #snap sketches #for once Not a commission i just. literally have not drawn anything for myself all month #and im going to explode if i dont grant myself ONE (1) government mandated break #also i was compelled. images kept attacking me #have to remind people that i still do in fact like rgg and i am still mentally ill #ok im gonnatry to finish one of my like. ninety comms tonight so i can finally get more time to draw more stupid shit like this BYE

[mblue-art]

care. reassurance.

#cross!sans #self insert #mblue art #yeah im. soff #may or may not have been fueled by that tender forehead kiss post #(this started as a vent art kinda but!! feeling better now. hopefully. i jst wanna yearn) #(been dealing w irl stuff n fighting the brain around the time i made this. nnn. wahoo. yippee.) #(also havent had the spoons to scroll thru tumblr/twt feeds so i feel out of the loop ;w; but thas oke i'll live;;) #(simping for him makes me mentally ill /j/pos (but also /neg bc. mmm. blaming my brain for that lol)) #(ANYWAY i think he's been hogging too much of my brainspace lately and i think he should make way for lust too wth man 😤😤😤 smh /lh) #CM

[chiquilines]

i love love the costume redesign you gave midnight! have you thought about a winter version or a You're-Teaching-Minors-So-Can-You-Be-PG-For-Once-Nemuri-Please version?

i kinda like the idea that she just puts on a coverup while teaching like she puts on the costume as normal but just pulls on a sundress or something so it's more appropriate for school

but that might not work for actual hero stuff but i thought it was cute

Yeah in my canon (and everyones canon if horikoshi would just PICK UP THE PHONE) she throws on a pair of pants over her costume and bam. Instant PG tank top outfit

#hi guys reminder im not dead just becoming an academic victim #anyways midnight my BELOVED i love her so much #I have two mental images of her. one would not gaf about wearing a leotard in front of kids #but this one does #both matter a lot to me in different ways #yes the pants are red leather btw i tried drawing it with no references in under five minutes and it shows #ughhhh im feeling so wlw rn #I JUST REALISED I DIDNT POST ANYTHING FOR VALENTINES #NOOOOO HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN #ok hold on ill find something in my procreate to post as a treat #midnight #nemuri kayama #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #chiquilines draws

[schizopositivity]

everyday i hear people publically say stuff like "sorry repeat that again i have adhd i have trouble consintrating"

but i dont feel safe saying "sorry repeat that again im schizophrenic i have trouble consintrating"

like yes being able to talk about some mental illnesses publically is a huge step forward and im happy for you

but i literally dont feel safe telling people publically that im schizophrenic due to the decades or longer of stigma

widespread mental health awareness completely ignores us schizophrenics when were the ones with horrible stigma and a long history of medical abuse

if you have a mental illness that is getting public awknoledgement congratulations, now do your part and stick up for the hidden side of the community

#yes im jealous i have a right to be #im kinda drunk ok the rants are coming out tonight #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #nd #mental illness #neurodivergent #actuallyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychotic #mental health #mental health awareness #adhd #autism #ocd #just tagging those cause those are the ones everyone talks about where its safe to talk about it in public

[proudfreakmetarusonniku]

like i see people say stuff like “rei is a deconstruction of the idea of like the perfect girl in a male gaze-y way” and and i'm ready to agree until they go “it’s because she’s creepy and weird and bad!” like no. rei's a deconstruction of misogynistic ideas of womanhood because they’re ideals forced upon her that damage her, not because she’s in any way “creepy”. like, the fact she’s a fourteen year old girl who was basically used as a substitute wife by her father bc she looked like his own dead wife is not something that is meant to make rei look bad like holy shit.

like both rei and asuka are very obviously like. showing fantasised and misogynistic ideas of an idealised woman don’t work irl yeah. shinji's misogynistic view of them is wrong. but that’s not because rei and asuka are bad people it’s because like. “fourteen year old who's flirty and seductive” and “fourteen year old who's a quiet obedient object” are major signs of abuse and trauma and anyone actually acting in those ways at that age clearly isn’t normal. asuka is desperate for attention in any way she can get it, even unhealthy and dangerous ways. rei is at the very least I has a weird pseudo-incestous enmeshment filled abusive relationship with her father, even if she's not actively being sexually abused. asuka is seeking support, rei is a grooming victim. these are not things that are flaws in their character the entire point of subverting the expectations is to show how those expectations are unhealthy to rei and asuka like. god.

#like. negative fucking media literacy. #like. rei and asuka show signs of abuse in ways very normal for teenagers #every one of the Children in Evangelion is a victim and they react in messy ways #the point of that isn’t to show that they themselves are bad. it’s to show how trauma fucks you up #like none of them are bad people! they do fucked up shit bc it’s normalised to them! #people will just centre rei and asuka’s trauma around shinji and then call the show misogynistic for that like. #woah pal. there’s issues in the show yeah but i think that’s more an issue on your end buckaroo. #like their trauma interacts with him. and his trauma interacts with them. bc the show is literally about human's influences on each other #like the human instrumentality project isn’t there to just be funny it’s a thematic conclusion??? #and also like. it’s comparing and contrasting all threes trauma to understand exactly how they got shaped the way they are. #just. think about the show you’re watching. please. #rei isn’t creepy she’s a schizophrenic abuse victim who's probably done the least screwed up shit out of the main cast #shinji isn’t a loser he's a heavily mentally ill young boy cracking under the pressure of toxic masculinity and having his boundaries erode #until he's unable to even respect the boundaries of others and recreates his trauma for a desperate attempt at control #asuka isn’t like. okay i mean she IS a bitch but literally so is every thirteen year old ok. #and it’s bc she fucking despises the vulnerability being kind shows. she despises herself and is overcompensating bc she’s scared and 13 #like. god.

[s1renidae]

megzag enthusiasts and true megthanzaggers being normal and sane vs thanzag enthusiasts having their entire route dialogue memorized

#vs megthan and zagdusa enthusisasts literally not existing. i think #im pretty sure at least #if youre one of those... i have questions #hades game #megthan #thanzag #megthanzag #ok seriously though im so mentally ill about these stupid fucking queers #.txt

[bythelightswitch]

shoutout unfinished nano model. one day i will have the patience to rig you

#i think its ok for my first full model but if a professional saw my geometry they might have a panic attack #still hiding in my mental illness cave sorry. how is everybody gamers? are we good are we Epic....how goes the outside world..... #doodles #blender #yogs

[apotelesmaa]

> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you. #i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again. #also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki. #or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home) #or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny. #+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight. #the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond. #the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy. #saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.