#i have so many FEELINGSSS about akutagawa ive got to get them out somehow

[bethiewhimsy]

nobody:

absolutely not a single soul:

me: okay but what if i write a song from akutagawa’s perspective and it’s just an angry, emotional mess because he finally snapped at dazai like what if i did that what then

#the way i literally have only written one and a half songs in my entire life #pls i just rlly rlly wanna do that #i have so many FEELINGSSS about akutagawa ive got to get them out somehow #and his and dazai’s dynamic is one of the most heartbreaking in the show #imo that is #i would put my heart and soul into that song is what im saying #would it be good? #lol probably not #but it’d be interesting #anyway someone tell me to fucking stop #then again i’d also like to say that akutagawa’s character is so much more than his obsession with dazai #BUT #it’s such a good commentary on how obsession becomes one’s personality/image #especially if it’s a victim’s obsession with their abuser #because it’s a very real very tragic thing #.........anyway where am i what’s going on??? #does this count as a bsd brainrot rant?? i mean ig it could hmm #ALSO OMG ITD ALSO BE SUCH A RELATABLE SONG I THINK #because hot damn a lot of people kin this lad #bsd brainrot rants