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#i have so much respect for him and all the things he’s doing !πŸ’žπŸ’•πŸ’žπŸ’—πŸ’•βœ¨
m4rs-ex3 Β· 8 months
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✨ rayllum ✨
whaddya want from me i have to talk about it rn. aaaaaaaaaaaaa🫢🫢🫢🫢 boundaries. trust. FINGERGUNS. they. them. my pronouns are they because i'll never be them. callum is done wasting time being mad and is now devoting all of his time remembering and/or discovering HOW MUCH HE LOVES THIS GIRL UGH πŸ’•πŸ’žπŸ’–πŸ’—πŸ’žπŸ’•πŸ’–πŸ’πŸ’πŸ’˜πŸ’–πŸ’“ he is the sweetest fucking thing rn oml he can see now that she will always be there for him and he wants her to know and im normal. aside from the core developments of their relationship omfg we were SERVED. the banter, the softness, the absolute bestie(+) behavior. let's review:
(e1) "practical? like what ; :)" that is the flirtiest fuckin face ive ever seen
"yes. you. uh.. rayla."
"i was lookin for you! uh.. callum." HIS FACEEEE HIS WIDDLE SMILE
"i can see that. let her go." ZERO hesitation. also mad foreshadowing
"she broke into the high mage's office." "no that's crazy. she can go in there any time she wants." UGH i expected a "no that's crazy she would never do that" but he's straight up like 'whats mine is urs bbg" πŸ˜­βœ‹
"the elf stole it." oh.. ok his face doesn't look too happy there i wonder if "shes not 'the elf.' she's rayla." OH FUCK ME THEN
"and she was hiding a weapon" "so what? she always is?" IM SCREAMING I LOVE THEM SM
it doesn't even seem that for a second he was perturbed about rayla having the murder weapon, more so that he was looking straight at the murder weapon. she's always been in the clear 🫑
"if she didn't tell me... she has a good reason." THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS-- iiis getting its own post.
"it means i trust her. unconditionally." brb dying happy
his face when she unchained herself god he loves his non-law-abiding girlfriend
"you don't have to explain or justify anything to me. you can tell me when you're ready :)" what can i even say at this point
(e2) "well i'm glad you liked it :)" kill me now
"and now... here we are," there it is he still sees them as one unit, defying all odds and persevering all circumstances oh me oh my
stargazing obvi
(e3) RAYLA IN CALLUM'S DOODLE. HE DIDN'T HAVE TO ADD HER IN THERE YET THERE SHE IS LOOKING ADORABLE
"she can't stop us." "nobody can >:)" "so we're going to lux aurea right? ; :)" "too right we are >:)>:)>:)>:)"
their chaos <3
(e4) rayllum montage my beloved THAT MUSIC
if you guys have been weird please show me normal
"rayla, we've been through a lot, and a lot has changed, ah- um, well, some things have changed, but not.. everything. uh... i would do anything for you."
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this is not fucking real what the fuckity fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
they are The standard
i've seen a lot of ships in my day way too many perhaps but no one compares
he's so patient and respectful w her 😭 the way he just gently holds out his hands
she fully emphasized that freeing them wasn't her priority and yet just ZERO hesitation callum saw his girl in distress and dropped everything no second thought required
THE HAND HOLDDDD THAT WAS SO SOFT
HE WAS SO FRICKEN EXCITED TO HELP HER
about to die and only one priority mhm
THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB THUMB RUB
"i waited too long" i am so absolutely insane feral indignant
"i hope you know-" "i know."
bury me
(e5) fist bump. thats it im done im gone oh m !!!!! FIST !!! BUMP !!!!! YOU ABSOLUTE DORKS YOU <3<3<3<3<3
i am weak and the water scene is literally my favorite
he IMMEDIATELY knows shes uncomfy
AND he waits for her
"i don't think i'm comfortable pushing- hey!" "see? i pushed you first! pushing is easy!"
12:06 ish that glance downward tho πŸ‘€
the hand snatch of the century. her face. his face. that squeeze. "together." that ttm parallel.
HE HELD HER HAND THE ENTIRE TIME πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ’—
"-the entire world would be in danger-" IM SORRY BUT HE LOOKED STRAIGHT. AT HER. THAT LOOK KILL ME
"an amulet. or, uh, is it a talisman? what's the difference?" HER SWEET LIL GIGGLE (might just be the last sweet moment i have to report on)
beginning o e7 they're standing together on deck what happened all last night i need to know
her catching him when he collapsed :') and holding him up the rest of the time
"LET HIM GO!"
so e8 πŸ™‚
so
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female rage has nothing on callum.
5 seasons. so many characters. so many losses. we have never seen this much emotion from anyone. i can hardly joke right now but he really embodied "don't you just wanna go apeshit?" i consume so much fucking media and this is new even for me. callum has never even had a temper. through all of this--getting kidnapped, abused, mentally and physically, seeing what his friends are going through--he hasn't broke. and then, seeing his biggest fear, the thing he's been plagued with for years, the thing we've seen him throw away his life to prevent, comes true, and he loses it. the scream, grunt & inhale, the speed, the aggression, the fucking expression. it's not hard to see how what happened next happened, i'm surprised he didn't do worse.
β€œall that talk about how love makes you stronger, but the second you see that elf girl in pain, you completely lost yourself.” mitski miyawaki kindly carry me out
every threat or demand finnegrin has made and callum has done nothing but scour. he has been as strong as anyone can be. and all of a sudden here he is crying out for mercy, pleading, bargaining, the lowest we've ever seen him. it hurts, but finnegrin was right.
"just... just let her go."
"NO! NO"
his defeat. we know this is because of... literally everything he has ever stood for being demolished. but his personal moral catastrophe aside, don't you find it interesting how he did all of that to keep rayla safe, and yet he never once went to her? i made another post abt this but i'm saying it again: rayla told him not to. and she believed in him. she's safe, but i don't think he thought he really saved her. he doesn't think he deserves anything she's giving him. he refuses to indulge in her, he refuses to confide in her, he refuses to seek her out. but he just saved her life. but that's not enough. not enough to resolve this within himself, and apparently not enough for the girl who's life he has saved twice now, who has stuck by him for years, who has dedicated everything to him, to be able to be okay with it. and he just kind of... accepts it. he doesn't beg for forgiveness, that being said he doesn't tell her either. this may seem like he's protecting himself, that he really just doesn't want to lose her, that he doesn't want to face this at all, but maybe it's him not wanting to disappoint her. yknow i really hate to be one of those people who ignores how basically all of callum's character surrounds his own internal conflict in favor of rayllum fan service, but fuck it's hard no to sometimes. he wants to be her hero, but he isn't; not to himself, anyway. this would always be the case. and yet... he did it all anyway. if that isn't unconditional, i'm jumping off a bridge.
no matter who he's protecting he is still being so strong for her
"yeah. yeah, i'm okay. i am." no, that obviously wasn't the truth. but for a "horrible liar," he sure appeared at least a little bit better. at the end of the day, the end of the battle, rayla's okay. and that always seems to help.
face touch 🩷
that hug man. her deep sigh. his shame melting into unavoidable comfort. him letting go despite all his better judgement. also it was cute. homicidal. but cute.
THE OTHER WATER SCENE IM STARTING TO THINK I HAVE A TYPE
the "eyes on me" thing AUUUHGHHGHGHGHGH
"i-i'm getting out" πŸ‘ZEROπŸ‘HESπŸ‘ITATIONπŸ‘ AND THE THING THAT MADE HIM BREAK WAS THE FEAR/SADNESS IN HER VOICE. LIKE AT FIRST HE WAS JUS LIKE "U GOOD?" BUT THEN HE SAW HOW UPSET SHE WAS AND WAS ALL "FUCK THE FATE OF THE WORLD IM GIVING YOU A HUG"
the squad reunion post-claudia when rayla gives callum's arm an extra little squeeze 😭
the ending handhold 🫢 thereee'ssss my little married couple
welp i would say it's been fun but it's been more so absolutely excruciating so. it has been.
if i still had feelings i would be so happy <3
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luvdsc Β· 2 years
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omg have fun w ur vegas trip !! unpopular opinion but vegas in the winter >>> vegas in the summer :,) AND OH MY GOD CONGRATULATIONS ON UR SALARY THATS ACTUALLY INSANE !!!!!!! girlbossing on extreme level fr,,, such a late congratulations but i’m rarely on tumblr now bc of school but i open the app just to check ur blog and see any updates ! <3
and to answer your questions, school has been tiring but i’m enjoying my classes nonetheless ! i think senior yr is the high school experience i’ve been looking and yearning for :,) i’m in love w my schedule
i’m currently on thanksgiving break and i just plan to rest and study for my permit haha,, i did go on a date yesterday tho ! it was with this boy who i’ve been talking to since september and he’s so sweet :(
he’s not what i usually go for BUT THATS SUCH A GOOD THING LMFAO my last relationship in soph yr rlly traumatized me bc of how abusive my ex was to me so i decided to be completely single and focus on myself for 1.5 years so this new boy is my first crush since then … which is kind of scary to me bc i’m not used to someone being this genuine w me and kind to me, like what feels completely normal out of a good relationship seems unattainable for me but we’ve both been patient w each other and it’s going very well and stable !
i just…. it boggles me how i got his attention bc he’s honestly very popular bc he’s lowk the class clown but also bc he’s going to be valedictorian of our class which… IS SO ATTRACTIVE LMFAO intelligence is such a turn on !! i also find him so admirable bc of his drive,, and despite him being so busy with personal and school life, he still puts the effort into spending time with me and walking me to class everyday
god this is just turning into me gushing over him so i’ll try to end this quickly haha but yesterday was such a dream, such a gentleman and very sweet to me :( hoping we stay strong :,)
always wishing the u best !!!!!
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aaaa thank you so much, sweetpea !!! πŸ’˜ unfortunately, we decided against vegas due to the new variant popping up. have you been to vegas before? what's your favorite thing to do there if so? ✨ AND THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!! πŸ€§πŸ’—πŸ’— it's still honestly so insane to me like i never would've thought i'd reach six figures this soon, but i'm not complaining :') and omg it's totally fine, pls focus on school !!! i hope your classes are going well, and if you're on holiday break, i hope you're taking the time to relax and destress from all the school work πŸ’›
i'm really really happy to hear that you're enjoying your classes, lovebug !!! 🌸 i hope you're having lots of fun during your last year and that your finals went well! are you excited for your classes in the upcoming semester? πŸ’“
omg best of luck with your permit !!! did you take the exam for it yet? and i hope everything's been going well with the boy πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί the way you talk about him is so sweet πŸ€§πŸ’ž
ugh i'm so sorry you had to experience a terrible boy before /: but i'm glad that you spent some time focusing on yourself πŸ’œ and plsss oh my gosh he sounds like a dream already, it sounds like such a wonderful and mutually respectful relationship, and i'm so so so happy for you and i hope that boy knows just how lucky he is to have you 😀😀 if he does anything mean, just say the word and i'll show up 😑
you got his attention because you're you !!!! πŸ’— you're an absolute goddess and he thought wow i would love to have you be a part of my life, and honestly, who wouldn't think that ?? πŸ’• omg he's respectful, funny, intelligent, ambitious, and kind - this is a man that a woman wrote 😌 but also YES i agree !!!! intelligence is so hot, like i love it when i hear someone talk about something they're so knowledgeable and passionate about like i might not even like the topic, but they're so excited and the look on their face when they talk about it makes me so happy :') he sounds absolutely lovely omg walking you to class too πŸ₯Ί i'm so happy that you found someone who treats you so well and respects you, honey bee πŸ’ŸπŸ’Ÿ
it's always so cute to me whenever i hear about how people talk about their s/o's like !!!! my friends always get so blushy and their voices turn quieter and shy and soft and it's just !!! when they gush about their s/o's, it's always so sweet and yea it just makes me happy to see that you're happy, sweetpea, and i hope everything is going well between the two of you πŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’žπŸ’ž
and thank you so much, lovebug, i'm wishing you the best also !!! send you all my love and support 🌷🌷
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