#i have sooooo much content

[ksenya-and-the-artistic-cucumber]

This isn't even an art block announcement

#i have uhhhh FIVE active wips that im not even juggling #they are patiently waiting for their turn each #i have sooooo much content #art block #?? #hashtag artist on tumblr

[ofswordsandpens]

actually I do love getting comments on my criticisms of the pjo show that are like "it feels like you're just nitpicking" cause its like yeah I sure am!! welcome to the blog!!!

#some are sincere criticisms some are nitpicks but besties #what can I say im critical of the content being produced #its not that the show is bad its just that it could be sooooo much better <3 #so yeah im gonna complain about it lmao #I mean this with sincerity: cultivate your online experience and block me if you're not having a good time! #or filter the tag: pjo show crit #pjo show crit #like trust me I wish I was as happy with the show as a lot of the fans seem to be #but here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[jazzzzzzhands]

🎶🎵🎶Dancin' in the moonlight

Everybody's feelin' warm and bright

It's such a fine and natural sight

Everybody's dancin' in the moonlight🎶🎵🎶

#POV you put so many flowers in his hair and he's just so content and such a lovely man #groovy #groovy wally #wally darling #welcome home au #welcome homw wally #welcome home #jazzart #i was gonna put my uncolored lines up too but i just really like this so have it!! #i had so much fun!! #oooh this is just an excuse to play with his haiirrrrr #drawing hair is sooooo much FUN! fr fr!! #swooping and curling <333 #what a guy!! #what a pretty man!!

[wybienova]

what if they taught him bowling

#wybs art #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin aquato #compton boole #cassie o'pia #i want to make sooooo much psychic seven bowling content #but it’s hard to think of like… things to draw about it #i think the whole group went bowling together a lot just for fun . i mean like #you’ve got 2 of them who did the bowling league #2 others who did it for fun and enjoyed it #why not get helmut and bob and otto in there too #lucy would cheat and compton would go >:0 at her #i know a lot about bowling i have so many vague thoughts about this #anyways i like the idea of raz hanging out with all the psychic seven now that they’re back #and i think it would be cute if they showed him how to actually bowl

[umiokami]

Cant wait to make Gallagher my main, and put him on my supports and never change him along with my other love, Sampo, cause the meta can eat 87% of my ass~

#'oh but X 5 star is sooooo much better for X content!' #silence whaling/lucky whore! #i only have room for hot 4 star men #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr gallagher

[pasta-pardner]

GRHAAAAHAHRHAHHAAAA!

+ bonus inktober WIP pic below the cut

#inktober #inktober 2022 #john marston #red dead redemption #undead nightmare #rdr:un #red dead #jawnbie tag #artner #here he is !!!! its my special boy !!!!!! my zombie boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i'm challenging myself to make as much jawnbie fan content as physically possible this month #i love john marston with all my heart and john is a fairly popular character in the rdr2 fandom #but i think its disappointing how little fan content there is for undead nightmare #(and for rdr1 in general tbh) #jawnbie in particular has sooooo much potential for cool fanon #bc the canon lore for jawnbie is both 1) compelling+ 2) not delved into in-depth #which is smth I will absolutely ramble about on a different post... but anyways! look at him!!!! #i've been doing portraits of him to get a feel for the face and gore structure and this one came out kinda like a yearbook photo ! #like awwww look at this handsome man! he got all dressed up to go have his picture taken!! what a cutie! #art #🤠 #pardner posts #howdy halloween

[paintedkinzy-88]

MY BRAIN, MY EVERYTHING IS ON THAT GOD DAMN COMIC/AU. If there's anymore or it, little details you wanna shsre or character thoughts and reactions, ANYTHING, plsplspls I am begging man. This is so interestinggg

FBWJFBJSBD

I mean there’s a lot I’d be willing to share, yeah, but that’s a big post for one ask XD I can throw out the difference from Spirits, Ghosts, and Poltergeists if you want em! It’ll uh, aha, probably make it fairly obvious where I was headed with it—

#honestly #with how much background I’ve thought of for this au #I don’t actually have a lot of content planned for it???? #like I wanna make a little fic #maybe two chapters #and I have at least one more comic planned #and a few doodles #but. that’s kinda it XD #this was my second au idea and the first one has a LOT more to it sooooo #by all means tho change my mind this blew up a lot more than I thought it would! I’d love to do more #asks #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #ghost!leo #flicker au

[silenthillbunni]

i think the reason i always feel so lonely is bc rlly all i want is a romantic relationship that is kinda co-dependent but we love eo nd it works for us. idc that it's generally considered toxic. that's what i need nd want. like i do want to experience nd go thru life w someone always by my side. i need someone close to me all the time to seek quiet, verbal nd physical comfort nd reassurance from. i need to share the burden nd horrors of life w someone else. have their warmth nd closeness be an anchor for me.

#nd it wouldnt get 'too much' bc im actually not like that #i can be content w the same thing for sooooo long. thats comforting to me #nd like to have this we wouldnt need to be attached to the hips or anything. we could be in different rooms or go for a walk alone or whatev #but rlly i want someone to spend most my time w. i want someone where the love makes us want to be close even if we're silent #nd not doing anything. being alone yet together #there r prob lots of psychological reasons for this but honestly i dooont caaare #i want a comfortable life im sick of being scared. nd i dont want to be 'brave' or push myself to live how others want #idk.... i also think this would be realistically possible for me bc im not a person who fights lol #like i just dont. if im in a bad mood i say im in a badd mood i need to be quiet nd thats that. i can coexist without causing friction #but yeahhh it's (part of) why i constantly feel alone. this is what i need to feel truly satisfied nd nothing else can soothe it #📓💭

[lewdssyum]

JAKE MATTHEWS | THE MORTUARY COLLECTION

PLAYED BY JACOB ELORDI

#super apologies for the quality #mpreg #the mortuary collection #male pregnancy #lewdsy gif #ive been T H I N K I N G about this part of the film for *days* #belly kink #weight gain #<- VERY KIND OF #imma do a seperate set of gifs for when he's laboring bc i have a Few gifs for that lmao #he's pregnant IMMEDIATELY pretty much like he fucks then has a baby😭😭 #quality is shit bc tumblr wouldnt let me make it better :/// #cw vomit #sort of #he did this role sooooo well its SUCH good mpreg content #if only it wasnt fatal ://///

[fightaers]

this is controversial ……… but i think the only men sakura feels like would never disappoint her or be disappointed in her but rather is completely fine to being completely open and genuinely working with her is……… only sai and shikamaru……..

#and this is completely based on the manga content #i do feel like there is a lot of uncovered stories with other guys from konoha 11 like lee / kiba / neji / choji!!! etc #but so far? sai and shikamaru are actually two men she genuinely GENUINELY does not raise any guard towards #she isnt SCARED of somehow disappointing them #she feels?? generally at ease with them #she trusts their opinion so much without ever thinking they’re undermining or dismissing her #and its all??? because of that one scene where they were just HONEST with her /without/ cutting her down #altho i do think prior events only made that scene a more of solid foundation of trust to form within her @ them #ANYWAYS. i have so much headcanon abt how she feels @ them #BUT I WILL SHUT UP ABT IT FOR NOW #but to note: i dont think she exclusively express things different with them after the war #but its just… a matter of how she feels personally yanno? #shes never rlly anxious when she spoke with them #and i just 🥺😭🤲 i love that sooooo much for her #gen: out of character.

[pixiefms]

aaaaaaah seeing that ship lose is always a little pick me up

#like a little treat #and you know what’s crazy #that ship is literally the only one i hate for no reason #it’s a perfectly fine and legal and not weird ship #but i have like atsronomical beef with it #i hate it sooooo much #i wish i was normal about them #thing is i just don’t interact with any content #block mute click the uninterested button pretend it doesn’t exist #pixietxt

[cantofworms]

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#ok ik all the hot take asks are pre much done and the sparkly say smth nice asks are better but well I’ve been having thoughts all day at #work and want to get them out now so that’s what I’m doing lol #obvs for the past few months i think ppl are vv heavily leaning into the dnf /r and I firmly believe that they aren’t #like yes I enjoy being a multi shipper but I still primarily read dnf fics bc they’re cute dnf writers and artists MWAHH ilysm #but it’s been increasingly annoying how every move dnf make ppl hyper obsess over it and ignore everything else like blog what u want this #is tumblr dot com but I think ppl how only see dnf thro the lens of romantic do much more ‘harm’ than ppl who dont #like the argument about taking validation out of their very REAL amazing friendship just gets over shadowed by omg Dream posted a pic of #geogre they’re in LOVE and sucking and FUCKING every night. like #and then completely disregard when dnf do and say the exact same shit about all their other friends #like dream has explicitly said they aren’t dating (ignore that tho) amd that’s he’s kissed multiple ppl since coming out (ignore that too) #and their friends naturally say that they’re all single (ignore that too) idk man it’s ok they like to pander amd that dream is a toxic #dnfer but it’s all just For Funsies. another thing is ppl CONSTANTLYYYY putting geohres sexuality under a microscope oh he drinks lemonade #from Starbucks he’s soooo gay like dumb shit like that is so irritating #the fact that geogre has never once talked about his sexuality except that one instance where he got a DONO about it proves how much it #just doesn’t matter or apply to the type of content creator he is/wants to be #to be clear if he is or isn’t or dnf every explicitly announce their romantic relationship im gonna be sooooo happy and supportive like aw #dnfogies🫶🏻 but I think there’s a 99.9% chanve that’ll never happen so maybe we should all just care a Little Less and focus on out lgbt #creators if that’s smth u wanna watch/blog about idk maybe I’m just burnt out from the phandom but whyyyyy does is matter what their #sexualities are they play minecraft who cares who CARESSSS idk maybe just having older brothers around dtqk ages has made me realize that #guys will just act homiesexual no matter What #guys are just Like That and tbc I’m not saying that just bc gnf hasn’t made an official coming out doesn’t mean he’s not queer but for the #sake of his contwnt it doesn’t matter either way ? so why are ppl talking about it on the daily idk man it’s just annoying but Oh Well #at the end of the day they’re all famous white guys and nothing matters hurray !!

[drewsaturday]

obviously different people say different things and you can support something existing while still complaining about things not being to your taste as long as you don't comment it on actual creationssss

but sometimes it does get mentally chaotic seeing posts saying you should be allowed to write whatever you want and bad art is okay etc etc and then i scroll down a little more to see people having incredibly high expectations for things that people make for fun and for free in fandom spaces and it's like...

i think there is a gap between seeing our tumblr peers tm as people and creatives having fun, but ourselves as consumers expecting perfect content. you are demanding perfection from those same people you claim to want to support.

???

#txt #i really wish fanfic dot net weren't dying because lowkey. #although the etiquette over there is abysmal i kinda feel like the expectations for fics posted to ao3 is weirdly high #obviously i have my own personal standards but it really does get on my nerves sometimes #to see such a clash between 'uwu two cakes theory!!!' posting and then 'god this trope in fic/this art style/this vidding style #etc etc is sooooo annoying/tired/overdone/bad/ETC' #again it's not always from the same people and we do contain multitudes or whatever i am sure im hypocritical too and #there are things that do deserve discussion and you can have your own preferences as long as you don't make it a creator's problem #and to be okay posting the things you make publicly anywhere you need to understand there #will be people coming at it from both angles i am just #mostly confused about how prevalent those clashy mindsets are within the same spheres i guess #support creators and reblog things etc but only if they're not being cringe haha #and what is cringe changes depending on the month instead of being grateful people are making things at all #as usual i need to remove myself from caring and start creating things #rather than scrolling through so much of these discussions i forget that oh right making things #is supposed to be fun actually and that's what outweighs those negatives #but alas i am here #making nothing and wishing fandom felt more like a community the way it used to for me #instead of finding ways to cultivate that myself lmao #at least having minimal free time excludes me from the content mill grind for now : )

[latinokaeya-moving]

here’s the thing right. i obviously know kaeya has a mean/crueller streak and a lot of very sad/‘angsty’ story potential like that’s a very real part of his character that im actually interested in and think abt a Lot more then i let on and i hate to think that i am like. ‘woobifying’ him bc i mostly talk abt him in a very specific cutesy way but tbh if you check the actual fanfic and fanart content out there rn the Overwhelming majority of it is just so persistently grim n focused on tragedy n sadness n pain that i just feel like i Gotta talk abt the sweeter/softer/more introspective aspects of kaeya bc if not it’ll just get buried beneath all that misery 😭😭😭

#x #gi posting #this is so unfunny but this thought came abt bc i actually decided to read a fic the other day that i found #rosakaebedo fic btw. very fun #and i was just so pleasantly surprised w the way kaeya was written in it bc it was sooooo overly sugary sweet to him #not even that he was acting in any specific way but the perspective through which the reader was being made to look at kaeya was so #obviously sweet n gentle n loving it got to me so bad. like the narration would refer to him as being gorgeous or a darling friend or a kind #man n i had to content w the shock i was feeling that i don’t think i have Ever read a fic sooooo intent on presenting kaeya this way #and again not in a weird infantilising or ‘woobifying’ way at all but just. you know. him being a character w issues n flaws n all but #who other characters still obviously cherish n hold dear bc of the bonds he’s created with them in mond …. #AGH i think that’s kind of the crux right like soooo many ppl write abt kaeya n the narrative perspective always tends to be himself or #diluc. n that just lends itself so much to thinking abt the tragedy n misery n pain of their internal worlds #but i think outside perspectives from characters kaeya is genuine friends n family with. like rosaria albedo klee jean etc etc etc i think #they have the potential to be soooo much more precious in their view of him…. n i really like that :’-) #i wish more ppl did that :’-)

[tinukis]

sandile (and the evo line) is such a perfect pokemon for crocodile (even though krookodile is actually a gharial)

like. it hides itself in the sand and crocodile is a sand man so imagine a little sandile just hiding in crocodile and pops its head out to greet ppl or somethign

#ik people have drawn crocodile and sandile before and it's so fucking cute #but i wanna draw it myself too #i love sandile so much.... #i have pocket sized sandile and he sits on top of my one piece figure boxes #he's the king of my bedroom #tin talks #i wanna replay gen 5 so bad but im lazy #and i've got to finish scarvi's dlc bc im sooooo behind on pkmn #i never thought i would be but here we are #more content for me i guess

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

the edyn fic is like... 2 sections away from being finished. btw

#head in hands. i wish i could write faster but also i have hell brain disease #its sooooo good though. im writing what i need . i need more edyn character studies. #i need edyn content where shes not a sweet innocent Girl. #shes a rebel shes built different shes so full of rage and love and rage and love and rage #blahblahblah #edyn tidestrider i would die for you. i lovr you with my whole heart i miss you every day #i have to relisten to the feywild bit where chip spies on her so i can write that scene effectively #and i . dont remenber what episode that is #but im relistenimg to the campaign slowly so ill get there eventually #also im writing soooo much baby gillion and jts gonna make me cry i love him so muxh