#i haven't moved on from this

[areyoudoingthis]

it's a queer show about two gay men with trauma who love each other and kiss and wanna do kink together and have a lovely queer family who get married and do drag and it's being called a flagship did I step into an alternate reality

#i haven't moved on from this #if you care #ofmd spoilers

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!" #to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid'' #like..... gets me #yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai #and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that. #you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time. #dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem. #these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly. #they arent meant to be fun and exciting. #OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off. #but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X #dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was. #i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill. #the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT. #like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU #for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...

[conscydraws]

My first 15 hours in Death Stranding

#conscydraws #death stranding #sam porter bridges #illustration #artists on tumblr #video games #meme #when i went out today the weather was pretty much like that. worse even. #i came back in 10 minutes fully soaked #thought how nice it would be to have clothes alike Sam's #it's also fair to say that i'm slowly moving towards a personal artstyle #been playing with lasso and airbrush and found out that it's much more effective and quicker than anything i did prior #which means i will be able to make moar art! :)))) #about the illustration. i was keeping one particular location in mind from the first part of the map. there i died several times #although i depicted the stones not so accurately can you guess where it is? 😁 #i still haven't finished the game btw

[adustoflove]

Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.

#bpd #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #bpd splitting #lately I've just been slowly moving away from all my friends too #haven't spoken to anyone on insta for days despite usually talking to at least 2-3 friends every few days #irl sent me a video a week ago...never responded. I haven't even been feeling lonely really #I just KNOW when my period creeps up on me I'll be a whining sad piss baby who's openly pathetic about needing human connection #like I wish I just felt no need for it ever. it feels SO good to be alone and not have any obligations as a person #then the crippling loneliness of forever being alone seeps in when tbh I'm fine with it currently actually

[rebrandedbard]

How does the great Sandpiper successfully smuggle 130 children out of the Nilfgaard-occupied territory of Hamm? With the power of a forgotten story, a traditional song, and a masterful lie.

A piece for my upcoming fic, The Piper of Hamm, based on The Pied Piper of Hamelin, next in my fairy tale series.

#FINALLY finished this wip from literally TWO YEARS ago and it only took an HOUR to add the background and stuff #my art #my witcher art #witcher #the witcher #jaskier #The Piper of Hamm fic #I'm basically writing all these fics in order on a sticky note #you can see why I haven't gotten around the the Howl's Moving Castle or Stardust AUs yet because of this #TWO YEARS I had this idea #and it is only now being written #my life is pain lmao #but I've never been invested in a fandom this long so I think I've finally found my forever fandom #and the need to write these aus is still strong #so we'll see them one day

[ilikebooksmoviesseriesandanime]

We've known each other for a long time

I could always rely on you. You could always rely on me. We're a team, a group. Group of the two of us.

And we've spent our existence pretending that we aren't

#bungou stray dogs #soukoku #shin soukoku #fyolai #fukufuku #bsd spoilers #dazai osamu #chuya nakahara #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd nikolai #fukuzawa yukichi #fukuchi genichirou #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #i haven't moved on from the angel and the demon #now I have to deal with these wins amd loses🥹😭

[girlboyburger]

Hello everyone, I really don't like asking for it, but it's undeniable that me and my housemates could use some help. We live in a very conservative area, and all of us are visibly queer. We're trying to raise funds to move somewhere safer, but the only way I can earn income safely is through art, as I've been threatened or put in harm's way due to my apparent trans-ness at every place I've worked at. My roommates face similar tribulations, living in the public eye here is simply unsustainable. There's more info on the going-ons of our situation in the gofundme, but if you can't afford to donate, sharing this post, my commission post, or the gofundme on my other social medias does so much in the way of getting us out of here.

if you'd rather donate directly, my paypal and kofi.

We are extremely appreciative of any help we can get, shares makes a huge difference.

AND, for your time, an image of our cat, Mr Mayor, who you would also be benefiting.

Thank you.

#ah. a huge part of why i've backed out of online social spaces n haven't been posting as much all around is what's goin on here. #i've been doing better now that there's a prospective move on the horizon #but i hope to be making art for yall at a regular ish pace again soon #ironically i finished this gofundme yesterday. which. was the day i got called a tr*nny while minding my business in a taco bell. if that u #puts any more emphasis on how conservative of an area we're in #from the bottom of my heart #thank you for reading. #trans #transgender #gofundme #crowdfund #please help #signal boost #lgbtq #queer #i'm not sure what else to tag #help ? #aah

[stbot]

tanthamore + small touches

(bonus bc kit is totally reaching out for jade’s arm but they cut away 😩)

#tanthamore #jade claymore #kit tanthalos #willow 2022 #willow #an anon requested the armor touch #which i definitely noticed and have absolutely mentioned before bc !!!!! #it's adorable #but then it gave me an idea for a full set so. #i know i didn't include a ton #but i wanted to focus on smaller or underappreciated moments #ones that i haven't seen talked about or giffed much (if at all) #also i'm obsessed with the one from 1x05 #bc jade's hands are very calm like 'ok mr cagehead found us lets maybe get a move on' #and kit's hands are just..... *flail!!!!* 'panicpanicpanic' #~acting~ #i think i need a gif tag

[thornedarrow]

…because the painful words of the past have essentially nothing to do with who you are. - 2.24 if i may shed away my burden now

#bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsdedit #hyeahbsd #shin soukoku #nakajima atsushi #akutagawa ryuunosuke #post: eri #gifs: eri #im sorry aku i tried my best.... #i haven't made gifs in years so excuse the faulty coloring on akutagawa #it's about closure and growth...taking that first step from the shackles of the past #for better and worse their past has shaped them but i like to think that these episodes/chapters represent their path to moving forward #also i just rewatched the fitzgerald fight w a friend so this quote came to me then lmao

[hydrosovreign]

Neuvillette's and Furina's splash art complete each other with a sideway heart forming around Furina if you follow the streams of water that start around Neuvillette's head.

#no i haven't moved on from it #don't ask me to move on from it because i will not #i refuse (respectfully) #neuvillette #furina #genshin impact #neuvifuri #focallette

[wanderer-clarisse]

some lotr doodles! here's Boromir, Legolas, Gimli, and Aragorn. I've been rereading the trilogy and it's fun getting to visualize the characters on paper!

#reading lotr but I still haven't moved on from the silmarillion if I'm being honest #also i am once again leaving a note here for the peeps who requested drawings! #I'm working on them! sorry it's taking a while. but i'll get there eventual #ly #clarisse doodles #lotr #tolkien #sketches #character design #lord of the rings #boromir #legolas #gimli #aragorn #he looks like he hasn't showered in days and that's always how i've imagined him to look #meanwhile i am trying to make legolas as Friendly as possible because that's the impression I get from him #movie!legolas is cool and all but book!legolas is so. funny. in his weird way #lotr newsletter #lotr doodles

[areyoudoingthis]

the way that teal and leather are symbolic of their scars and the masks they wore, symbolic of the periods in their lives when they both felt isolated and disconnected from everyone, symbolic of the aspects of themselves they feel monstrous and poisonous for.

and the moment when they've both finally become aware that they are loved, that they are worthy, that they are accepted fully, happens while they're still dressed like this - the weapons they picked up to fight for the man they love laid at their feet, wielded when needed and then abandoned so they can embrace and press their love into each other's skin... it's healing to watch

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd meta #alex watches ofmd #ofmd spoilers #i haven't moved on from this moment how is everyone else doing

[lazylittledragon]

time to make my annual post about this again since it’s almost spooky season and somehow people are still doing this in 2022:

do NOT use activated charcoal to dye your food black.

activated charcoal is what you give people who have been poisoned or overdosed because it absorbs it before it gets into your bloodstream. it will nullify your medications. so that leaves all your antidepressants, epilepsy meds, painkillers etc completely useless, as well as birth control (which, with everything going on right now, is really really bad). your spooky black ice cream or lemonade or whatever has the potential to kill people.

as a little spooky alt person, i understand, i really do. but please for the love of god just use black gel food colouring, it’s cheaper and completely tasteless and works WAY better than charcoal would anyway.

#ramble #i wasn't going to do this bc i haven't seen this in a while #and i was like Wow nature is healing we've moved on from 2016 pinterest #but today i saw a tiktoker use charcoal for halloween baking and there was no 'do not do this if you're on any meds' warning whatsoever #so here we are again #also beautiful person ann reardon debunked it and it doesn't WORK #you're putting people at risk for NOTHING

[makaramon]

mourning

#my art #naruto #makaramon #madara #izuna #tw dead body #surprised that i haven't moved on the darker art concepts #moved on from this painting tho. so I'm deliberately not looking at any un-rendered parts of it #that includes his hand that's bending at an awkward angle. too lazy #naruto fanart #uchiha madara #i want to make an artbook on madara but i don't have the motivation to see it to the end. i got a portfolio to work on ;_;

[minzbins]

YANGYANG WayV: The Puppy Interview

#nct #wayv #yangyang #liu yangyang #nctinc #neowork #userbeepls #useroro #hanatonin #userhev #usermarynia #meltracks #foraddy #!melstuff #!nct #!wayv #mentally haven't moved on from this i think about it every day

[pekoeboo]

some screenshots of a desert palace that @cookieg122 and I started some time ago! we've since moved this build elsewhere and are starting from scratch to make a Bigger and Better version for our giant desert town (that I might share in the future if we can get it finished!), but I'm still quite happy with how this smaller, cozier palace turned out! :'D

got a few pics of the bathhouse in the back as well - we'll be repurposing it somewhere in the new town, but for now it's still part of this older build. I thought it would be a nice addition to this post, though!

(ignore the mess on the right side of the palace tho, lol... we have plans to move all of that to a nearby jungle but we haven't gotten around to it yet haha)

#minecraft #mineblr #screenshots #minecraft build #yes this counts as art #which is why it's going on this blog #there's soooooo much we've built that I just haven't shared for one reason or another #but since we decided to scrap this and build something New #i figured now was the time to share it haha #also we originally started building in trixyblox's USW map #but the desert was just Really Flat and Sad so we moved to a regular desert outside of the custom map instead #but u can see some of the USW builds in the background so i figured i'd mention it #and i also copied the domed roof from one of the builds for this one as well so that's kind of important to mention i think #everything else is our own creation tho