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mindfullycriminal · 3 months
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ugh I have so many ideas😋 long lost childhood best friends to lovers with Spencer, sweet smut because reader has never done it with anyone because she really wanted to wait for Spencer, they havent seen eachother in like a decade abd they run into eachother somewhere sweet
Oh my gosh, there is something so sweet about Spencer Reid being the experienced one. Thank you for this request - let me know if it’s what you had in mind or if you wanted something else! 🖤
The First Time
Summary: You hadn’t seen Spencer Reid since you were 17 and he was 18. Now, almost 10 years later and you still hadn’t forgotten him.
Tags: 18+, MDNI!!, fluff with angst in the middle and then smut, virgin!reader, fingering (f receiving), first time, no condom but birth control mentioned, p in v intercourse, sweet first time
Spencer Walter Reid. Can someone be the one who got away when they were never yours to begin with? It had been puppy love on your part, falling for the tall boy who helped you reach a book the librarian said was “too old for you”. He’d been about to turn 11 and you had just turned 10. He’d handed you the book and proceeded to tell you all about the author and you’d hung on to his every word.
Somehow, it turned into an unlikely friendship. He was in high school, set to graduate within 18 months. You were bright, but not like he was. He did homework along side of you, and sometimes you’d ask him questions just to talk to him. He told you about being bullied, and you secretly got an older boy on your street to punch the lead bully in the nose. You had to pay him in your lunch desserts for a month, but it was worth it. You were infatuated with Spencer and you actually were pretty certain that he didn’t have a clue.
He’d gone to college, graduated right before you entered high school yourself. But every day, without fail, he called you, and once a week, you got a letter from him. The day after you graduated high school though, was the last time you saw Spencer Reid in person. He came to your graduation, drove you to dinner to celebrate, even though he hated driving. He told you that he had gotten permission to keep you out all night, and that he had plans.
It was the best night of your life. He took you to a neon bowling alley and ate greasy snack food with you, not mentioning the amount of pathogens there once (he did wash his hands multiple times but still). You drove down the strip, and he held your hand. He paid for a Photo Booth, and let you pose him in silly positions, each of you taking one of the printed strips. You two stayed out all night, talking. He took you to look at the city lights, told you about his plan to get another PhD and enter the FBI Academy. He was going to move to DC. He even told you about institutionalizing his mother, and he let you hug him as he cried. He called you his best friend.
He took you for your favorite breakfast and then, when he took you home, he dropped the news that he wasn’t coming back to Vegas if he could help it. Apparently he wanted to give you an amazing night as a goodbye present, along with a soft kiss to your cheek. Somehow, it made it worse. You managed to hold on to your tears until he drove away, but you were pretty sure he knew anyway.
He didn’t see you again, but you made sure to keep track of him. You learned when he completed his third PhD while you were earning a dual bachelors, managed to read his thesis even if none of it made sense to you. You visited his mother whenever you were home, learned that he meant it when he said he wasn’t stepping foot in Vegas if he could help it. You read the articles about him joining the BAU, were so proud of him for following that dream. You started a letter to him half a dozen times, thinking of sending it to his work, just to contact him again. But you stopped yourself every time. You obviously hadn’t meant as much to Spencer Walter Reid as he had to you, your definition of “best friend” had to be different than his.
You pushed him to the back of your mind, or tried to at least. Every guy who flirted with you, who you tried to date… they never compared to him. You found yourself avoiding physical contact and it took you a while to realize it was because you’d always wanted him to be your first. Realizing that you couldn’t move on from him, you decided to push dating to the back of your tasks, focusing on your career. You hadn’t wanted to go to DC but when you were given a full ride to get your doctorate in Georgetown, well, there wasn’t really another option.
For one year, you studied there, forced yourself to not read the articles he was quoted in, to turn off the news reports. You might have moved to his city, but you weren’t going to let Spencer Reid control your mind any longer.
Then, it happened again. Another late night session in the library, and the book you needed was just out of your reach. The night librarian couldn’t be found and you couldn’t find the ladder nearby. You were about to climb the stacks yourself when someone reached above your head and handed you the book you needed. You turned to thank them, intent on going back to your dissertation research, but felt your breath catch.
“… Spencer?” You whispered out, not believing your eyes. He’d somehow grown taller, and his hair was longer, the ends curling just a bit. But it was him. His eyes, his nose, his posture. And here he was, helping you in the library and suddenly, you were a kid again, looking at the boy next to you as if he hung the moon.
“Y/N? Is… is it actually you”? Spencer asked, as he leaned in to hug you, smiling with recognition. But instead of hugging him, jumping into his arms, you took a step back.
“It is. You… you look well. Guess leaving Vegas helped you” you said, making sure to maintain distance.
Spencer’s face fell at your guarded expression. Instinctively, he reached into his pocket, touching something you couldn’t see.
“What are you doing here?” He quietly asked, watching you.
“Dissertation research. Thank you, for helping me get the book, but I should get back to it. Have a good night, Spencer.” You tried to turn around, blinking away tears. You had imagined seeing Spencer again a thousand times and in none of them had you imagined feeling like this. He’d been your best friend, the best you’d ever had, still was, to this day. But he’d left, he’d left without a backwards glance. Ignored any phone call you made, and any letter you sent was returned unopened. You had almost made it back to your table, decided that you would just check the book out and head to your apartment when he caught up to you.
“Y/N! Wait, just wait, please”. He called.
“What do you want, Dr. Reid?” Yes, you thought, use his title. Maintain distance. You can do this.
He gave you that signature look of confusion, like he used to do when you explained girls to him or social behavior. The tilt of his head, the wide doe eyes, barely parted lips with tongue darting out between them. He was fidgeting with a leather satchel, and when you saw the worn converse on his feet, you wondered if he still wore mismatched socks.
“I… I wanted to catch up. See how you’ve been. It’s been… a while, like a decade actually”. Was all he said, the confusion evident in his tone.
“9 years, 4 months, and 22 days”.
“What?” Disbelief coloring his tone.
“It’s been 9 years, 4 months, and 22 days since you left me crying on my doorstep. Since you stopped answering my calls or returning any of my letters. So, what, Dr. Reid? Suddenly now I’m good enough for you to “catch up with”? Your voice was low, but hard.
You didn’t know where this anger had come from. It wasn’t a fire but instead ice - ice forming in the pit of your stomach and moving outwards. He had left. He said he was leaving Vegas but he had meant he was leaving you.
“Y/N….” Spencer sounded so hurt, as if he couldn’t believe this is how your reunion had gone.
“Want to catch up? Fine. I got a dual bachelors, and now I’m working on my dissertation. Scheduled to graduate early. I saw your mother more than you did for the last 9 years and I’ve been in DC for a year. I’m not dating anyone, because, well I’m not. I work and have a nice little apartment. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to check this out. Thanks again for reaching it for me”. You said it all while gathering your stuff but your voice was cracking by the end, tears welling up in your eyes. You went to push past Spencer, but he didn’t let you, grabbing your shoulders and forcing you to a stop. Apparently he’d gotten over his touch aversion in the last 9 years.
“Hey- hey. I get it, you’re angry with me and I owe you an apology. But you’re here and I’m here and, and I don’t believe in chance or coincidence or fate but it has to mean something. Please, just look at me” he pleaded with you.
You looked up at him, saw the eyes you’d stared at for so many hours, his hopeful face and you felt yourself break down, openly crying. He pulled you into his arms, his hand stroking your hair, and rubbing your back, and you couldn’t deny how right it felt, being with him again.
“Let me take you home” he whispered into your hair. Him hugging you had taken the fight out of you, the anger melting. You had a suspicion you would get angry again later but for now… for now, you nodded, letting him lead you outside, carrying your books for you n ust like he did as a kid.
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In the following weeks, he talked to you every single day, either in person or on the phone, and sent you a letter once a week. He apologized to you, sent you your favorite flowers and showed you his favorite spots in DC. He helped you with your dissertation and you found yourself falling back into old patterns. You felt like you had your best friend back but you were terrified of what it meant, terrified of him leaving again.
It came to a head one night, you were overly stressed and Spencer had been gone for 10 days for work. You were at his apartment, your building had been too loud and he had given you a spare key. You were going crazy trying to ace your classes, be a good graduate assistant, keep up with job. Everything was too much and when Spencer came in, you were at your breaking point. He hadn’t expected you to be on his couch with papers spread out all around his small living room. Hadn’t expected to see you looking like you’d gotten less sleep than he had recently. You barely greeted him, just a nod of acknowledgment before going back to your papers. He watched your fingers shake, your leg bouncing and knew he’d need to intervene.
He approached you calmly, picking up some papers to look at them and sitting beside you. Your handwriting was normally neat and precise but it was nearly illegible at this point. Hesitantly, he put his hand over top the book on your lap, slowly removing it and shutting it, leaving the papers inside to mark your place.
“What do you think you’re doing Spencer?! I need that” you snapped at him, reaching for the stolen book.
“No, what you need is sleep. Come on, you can sleep in my bed tonight and look at everything in the morning with a fresh set of eyes”. He was gentle, trying to pull you up off the couch, but you weren’t having it.
“Oh screw you, I don’t need to sleep. I need to get this right”.
“Y/N” he said sternly, “I know you’re stressed but you have to take care of yourself. When’s the last time you ate a whole meal? Slept in a real bed?”
You knew he was right but that angered you. How dare he. You didn’t think before telling him exactly what you thought.
“How dare you? You think because you waltzed back in to my life after leaving me behind like I was nothing that you know what’s best? Well Mr. Genius, you’re wrong. I don’t need anything, not anymore. Not even you”. You spat the words, trying to stuff everything into your bag to leave his apartment, to go back to your own and study more.
“I need you” he replied, his voice soft and hesitant, his hand going back to his pocket. You weren’t expecting that phrase and your movements slowed.
“I know I shouldn’t have left but… but I was scared. I was scared of how you made me feel, of what I was supposed to do with my life. You, you have to understand. I was 18 and realized I was in love with my best friend, a girl who was so kind and smart and pretty. What was she going to do with a guy like me? So I left and I ignored you when you tried to contact me but I never stopped thinking of you, never stopped missing you. …Never stopped needing you.” You have stopped moving entirely, instead turning to look at him slack jawed.
“I didn’t know how to face what I felt. Didn’t know where to go. The last time I went to Vegas, it was for a, a case and I went to your old house but it had new owners. No one knew where you had gone. And then, you were at the library here and I told you - you know me, I like facts and logic and statistics. But you were here and I knew it was you without even seeing your face. Pretended that maybe it wasn’t so I wouldn’t get my hopes up and then you were so upset and I knew I couldn’t let you leave. Couldn’t not see you again. I know you’re upset and stressed but please, please Y/N, don’t make the mistake I did. I spent 9 years, 4 months, 22 days, 16 hours and 32 minutes away from you. I don’t want to spend another second making that mistake”.
During his speech he had slowly approached you as if you were a wounded animal, and when he removed his hand from his pocket and you saw he was holding the old photo strip from that last night together, you couldn’t keep the anger in you anymore. The photos were worn, as if he continuously touched them, as if he kept them with him wherever he went. When he opened his arms you fell into them, letting him hold you and holding him back. As you shook in his arms, he whispered apologies, and made a promise to never leave again. He kissed your forehead, your hair, your fingertips and you stared up at him with the same wonder you used to always hold. Hesitantly, he leaned down, giving you ample opportunity to pull back, and when you didn’t, he kissed you fully and for the first time. You returned his kiss without hesitation, had wanted to do this for so long. When he broke the kiss he pressed his forehead against yours and smiled.
“I’ve wanted to do that for a very long time”. He whispered.
“You idiot.” You replied back, not able to hold back your smile. “I was 13 when I realized that I loved you. You could have done that back then”.
He chuckled at you, still smiling that sweet smile and led you to his bedroom, giving you his old Caltech shirt and letting you shower and change. You made him sleep in the same bed with you, and you couldn’t lie to yourself - it was the best sleep you’d ever gotten, lying close enough to hear his heart beating and to feel his warmth.
He woke you the next morning with butterfly kisses, pressed all over your face. You awoke to him above you, and you pulled him down for a kiss. When it turned heated, you felt his hands trailing down your waist, his fingertips grazing the skin between his shirt and your shorts. He grew bolder, moving his whole palm up and over your stomach and you stopped him, suddenly nervous.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, sensing your discomfort.
“I- I’ve never done anything like this, Spencer”. You shyly answered.
His mouth fell open, obviously not believing you.
“What?” He asked, “how- how is that possible?”
You looked down before meeting his eyes and took a breath.
“I was always waiting for you.”
His expression was priceless as he processed your words. His smile was beautiful, one of his rare full face smiles - the one that transformed him and made him look even younger.
“We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do” he whispered against your lips, pressing a chaste kiss to them, still angled above your body.
“I want you. Please, Spencer. I’ve waited so long and you’re here… please”
“I’m here and I promise, I won’t ever leave you again” was his reply before he kissed you, deepening the kiss. Then he was kissing along your jaw, before nibbling down your neck, lightly sucking along your pressure points. You let out a gasp at the sensation and could feel him grin against your heated skin. His hands ghosted over your clothes, just barely touching your chest before moving to the hem of the shirt, looking at you in silent question. You nodded eagerly, and he made sure to verbally question you as well.
“Yes, yes, it can all come off, please”.
He removed his shirt from your body and your hands went to his, tugging it until he removed it as well. He leaned back to kiss you and when your nipples met his bare chest, you let out a breathy moan. The cold air of the apartment had hardened your nipples into peaks and the friction from rubbing against Spencer felt amazing. Hearing you, he broke from your mouth and brought his hands to your chest, weighing your boobs in his large palms, using his thumbs to rub the peaks. Gently, using his thumb and forefinger he squeezed them, pulling and twisting lightly and you rewarded this exploration with small sighs and soft moans of his name. When his head bent to take your nipple into his mouth, you didn’t hold back your groan, hand flying to his hair. He suckled the small bud before biting it gently, relished in your sound of your pleasure as he moved to your other nipple, his hand trailing down to your shorts. He didn’t even ask you this time, you shoved them down yourself, taking your panties with you. He laughed at your eagerness but pulled the offending garments off you entirely, leaned back to see you naked, laid out on his bed, hair splayed over the pillow.
“Beautiful” he said as he stared at you. You felt yourself blush, having never been naked before anyone. As you started to move your hands to cover yourself he stopped you, pressing another kiss to your forehead.
“Don’t. Don’t hide, you’re beyond beautiful. Exquisite. Perfect”. His voice was choked up, as if he couldn’t believe you were granting him the opportunity to even see you. He stood from the bed, removing his boxer briefs and your eyes widened at the sight of him.
You might not have ever had sex but you had gone to a public college, had taken anatomy and yes, had watched some porn. But seeing Spencer was…. Breathtaking. He blushed at your open staring, found himself nervous that he didn’t meet your expectations but saw you dryly swallow, sitting up and reaching for his hands.
“You’re breathtaking” you whispered, kissing him softly, trying to convey what you felt through a simple kiss. He felt himself relax, hands cupping your face as you two kissed for what seemed like forever. His hands eventually left your face, touching your body wherever he could reach as yours trailed over his back. You loved the whine that escaped him when you tweaked his nipples, the whimper he made when you scratched his back. It made you feel powerful, and the look he was giving you made you feel desired. His hands finally went to your folds, spreading them just slightly and waiting for you to give him verbal consent before he went further. When you told him yes, he trailed through your wetness, spreading it up and down your slit before he circled your clit.
You abandoned your exploration of his skin, gasping at the sensation. He moved to angle above you again, his whole weight on one of his arms as the other continued touching you. Your hands fell to the sheets as he applied more pressure, watching your expressions and listening to your cries. He circled your clit faster, with tighter circles and when you cried his name, he slipped a single digit into your wet heat. The intrusion was new and unfamiliar but not uncomfortable, your body automatically tightening around his finger. Feeling this, he let out a groan, his head dropping to your shoulder as he slowly thrust it in and out of you, thumb still circling your sweet spot.
“Oh my god, you’re so tight.” he whimpered into your hair, keeping his movements slow and steady, letting you adjust to the feeling. He realized he’d have to do this for a while, would need to stretch you out so he didn’t hurt you.
“Spencer please “ you begged him, pleading with him for more. The steady pressure was driving you mad but it wasn’t enough.
“Shhh, I got you, it’s alright” he cooed to you, slipping a second finger inside you and just barely scissoring them. You moaned at the feeling, a loud noise and dropped your head back against the pillow.
“More, please” is all you said and so he increased his pace, thrusting faster into you before he changed the angle, and curled his fingers in a come hither motion.
“OH MY G-“ you moaned out, throwing a hand over your mouth to muffle the sound. You’d never found your g-spot on your own, never felt this type of pleasure.
He removed the hand from your mouth, kissing you instead to swallow your noises as he thrust faster, the tips of his fingers hitting that spot with each movement. The circling of your clit, the pressure and the thrusting was so much. You could feel pleasure building, but it had never felt like this before. You held your head up to watch what he was doing, was amazed to see just how wet you were, how wet his hand was. Spencer could feel your thighs twitch, could see your abdominal muscles spasm and he knew you were close. He bent his head to capture your nipple again, sucking on it as he added a third finger into you, causing you to feel the stretch. You were a mess of moans and mutterings, unable to form a coherent sentence.
“Come on, baby, be a good girl and cum for me, let me make you feel good” Spencer murmured when he lifted his head. He wanted to watch as he gave you this orgasm, needed to see you. His cock was painfully hard, throbbing against his stomach and rubbing against your outer thigh where you laid. Every gasp, sigh and moan went straight to his cock and he couldn’t wait to bury himself inside your heat.
“Spencer, Spencer, I- I don’t know what to do” you cried out, the pressure you felt becoming too much.
“Let go, I got you” he cooed back and you met his eyes as the dam broke, letting out a shout of his name as you fell over the edge. You could feel the gush of wetness, could feel your pussy spasm around his fingers and he continued thrusting into you through it.
Your face was flushed, eyes dilated. Your chest was heaving and when you twitched away from him, he removed his fingers, immediately taking them to his mouth to taste you. He shut his eyes on he sucked your release off himself, groaning at how sweet you tasted. When he opened them again, you were staring at him and you suddenly grabbed his face, pulling him down on top of you, kissing him hard, opening your mouth and battling his tongue for dominance, letting him win.
“Please, Spencer, please. Don’t stop” you told him between kisses.
“Are you sure”? He asked you, needing to verify. “We can stop right now and it’s okay. We don’t have to go any further.” His voice was serious and eyes sincere. He didn’t want you to feel any pressure, especially about this.
“Make me yours, Spencer Reid. I want you to make me yours”. You replied back, smiling at him, touched that he was still looking for your consent.
Your words were what he was looking for and he swung a leg over you, trapping you underneath him as he sucked hickies into your skin. Along the curve of your neck, on your collarbone, above your nipple. Small purple bruises appeared everywhere he could leave them, a trail of his marks showing where he had been. He continued kissing you, nipping at your skin until you were begging him to please just do something and he reached down to make sure you were still wet enough, pleased that you were.
“Condom” he gasped out, moving to get up and find one but you stopped him.
“On birth control, and I’m obviously clean. We… we don’t have to, unless you want to wear one. I meant what I said - make me yours, Spencer Reid”.
He’d never had sex without a condom, was always too aware of the risks. But he trusted you and he knew he was clean so he nodded at you, smiling once more. He stroked himself some, relieving the intense ache he felt and lining himself up to your entrance. He was watching you, looking for any sign you wanted to stop but you just smiled up at him, nodding your head in encouragement. Slowly, he pushed in. You winced at the feeling, the thick head of his cock stretching you further than his fingers did. You were so wet, that the intrusion wasn’t truly painful, rather unfamiliar and uncomfortable. Spencer went slowly though, not moving a centimeter until you were telling him to, pushing in until only the tip was engulfed by your walls, then sliding in half an inch, then an inch, letting you adjust each and every time before you were desperate and pulling him into you, grasping his ass to pull him fully in, feeling him bottom out.
Spencer moaned at the feeling, felt himself dangerously close to the edge. You were so tight, so warm around him, your walls fluttering. His head fell to your shoulder as he took deep breaths, not letting himself move until you wiggled your hips. Slowly, he pulled out just a bit before thrusting back in. Both of you moaned at the feeling, and he felt you reach to kiss him. He met your lips as he pulled out a little further, keeping his pace slow for now. Slowly, he pulled all the way out and then snapped his hips back into yours. The answering whimper of his name gave him the encouragement to do it again, increasing the pace. He moved to kneel on the bed, grasped your hips to angle your body, allowing himself to go deeper into you.
“You feel perfect around me, this pussy was made for me, it’s mine, your mine” he groaned to you, watching his cock be sucked back into your open cunt.
“I’m yours” you replied, breathless.
“And I’m yours” he let out, meeting your eyes. His hand moved to circle your clit again. He wanted to make this last but knew he wouldn’t be able to hold on for much longer, needed to feel your cunt squeeze his cock.
“Spencer!” You shouted, the head of his cock finally dragging along your g-spot, combined with the feeling of the pressure on your clit. He kept that angle, keeping his thrusts measured. He was sweating, his curly hair sticking to his forehead, chest heaving as he continued to move.
“So beautiful “ he breathed out. “Gonna cum for me again, pretty girl? Gonna cum all over my cock?”
“Yes! Yes, please” you whined as he increased the hardness of his thrusts, hips snapping into yours every time. Your orgasm felt different this time, felt like you were on a high cliff and you knew Spencer would catch you if you fell. He had pushed your legs up some, into your chest, was leaning over to kiss you again when you felt your tether break. He knew the second it happened, your pussy tightening around him, spasming as you actually let out a wordless scream of pleasure before you chanted his name.
“Spencer, Spencer, oh my god, Spencer”. You whimpered. Your orgasm was felt through your whole body, like giant waves rolling over you. Your toes curled and your hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin, sure to leave half moon marks.
Spencer felt himself near the edge, managed to grit out, “where should I-“ but you cut him off, moving your legs to wrap around his waist, pulling him deeper into you.
“Inside me. Please, I need it, Spencer” and he didn’t argue, gave one more thrust and buried himself as deeply into your cunt as he could, spilling his seed onto your walls. His release triggered a secondary, softer orgasm in you and you felt yourself clench once more, crying out to him with the pleasure. He was babbling now, telling you how good and perfect you were. Promising you were his for now and forever. You kissed whatever skin you could reach as his cock started to soften in you and you dropped your legs, exhausted. He collapsed on top of you and went to roll off, pulling you into his side and kissing the crown of your head.
“I love you. I’ve always been in love with you” Spencer whispered and you didn’t even have to think before smiling at him,
“I’ve always loved you too, Spencer. I love you. I’m yours” you leaned in to kiss him, felt as he said,
“Mine. And I’m yours, forever” before he kissed you once more and held you close. In that moment you realized that Spencer Walter Reid wasn’t the one who got away. Rather, he was the one, and neither of you would ever leave again.
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dckweed · 1 year
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girl where is the elijah smut you talked about i’m dying for it
it's right here baby:) sorry mamas been in a writers block bout and i was taking some time away to recover after surgery (i havent told my fiance bc he'll freak out but they took three biopsies of something while they were inside, completely unexpected but other than me swinging at my OR nurses when they took out my intubation tube, and the full body rash i got from the soap they use, that surgery went well) but im back bitches.
p.s. told y'all id post something today..
p.p.s yall don't understand how feral i am for elijah mikaelson 110% inspired by jack harlow saying 'sent her back to her boyfriend with my hand print on her ass cheek' and you're welcome for it
warnings: MINORS DO NOT READ. spanking kink, marking kink? idk if that's a thing or what it's called but it's in here. maybe choking kink? dominant elijah 100%. cheating reader.
PART TWO
"..let him see my hand print on your ass cheek.." elijah mikaelson x female!reader
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Now look, you were a good girl okay? You loved your boyfriend, you'd been together for years and you had never once thought about leaving the man, that is until you met Elijah Mikaelson. You were a friend of Rebekah's, unintentionally dragged into her ancient family drama but more than happy to help nonetheless and you had liked all of her brothers, despite their attitudes from time to time. But Elijah? Elijah was something different.
The attraction had been there immediately, the way he made your heart race, and your skin flush, you pretended not to notice the way he had smirked at you, as if he knew (which of course, he did) that your body was reacting to him in ways that it had never reacted to anyone before, let alone your boyfriend. What started off as a polite relationship had quickly turned into a flirtatious fling, both of you becoming braver and beaver with each other and what your actions were, knowing full well what the consequences could be. And eventually, it turned into a full on affair.
Elijah was insatiable in bed, something you found out very quickly and something you didn't even know you longed for. You didn't realize how unhappy you were in your sexlife at home until you had started fucking Elijah, and when he had started showering you with dates and expensive gifts? You slowly realized how unhappy you were in your romantic life as well. You could never bring yourself to break up with him though, he was a nice guy, sweet and caring, you'd been dating since the middle of college but something just felt so empty between the two of you, so you managed to balance your life between both men, difficult as it was.
Today, your boyfriend was dropping you off at the Mikaelson family compound, you weren't expecting to see Elijah today, thinking he was off searching for something for Klaus, so you thought nothing of it when you let him walk you to the gate and give you a long kiss before sending you on your way, smacking your bottom playfully as you stepped inside.
"I'll see you this afternoon, honey!" You called over your shoulder, giving him one last smile before he moved out of view. You sighed in relief, turning around to face the house, only to find Elijah a few feet away from you. You jump, hand to your chest. "Jesus, Elijah, why are you just standing there like that?" You ask, looking at him with a half cocked smirk. You were happy to see him, though judging by the annoyed look about his face, he didn't seem too pleased to see you. "I thought you were out of town still.."
"I finished my trip early, there was nothing to be found, no reason to stay longer." He says, hands going into his pockets. He was truly beginning to become annoyed by your boyfriend being in your life, especially when he thought he had been making his intentions with you quite clear. "How was your weekend?"
You shrug, rolling your eyes. "Dull. We went antiquing with his mother." You say, and though you loved antiques and his mother, he had brushed off the plans you had been trying to make to do something more interesting and you were intensely bored the entire weekend.
Elijah hums, not feeling the least bit bad for you, though he would have much rather spent his weekend with you. "Antiquing? Sounds dreadfully dull." He says, his lips pursed as he looked you over. You did look divine in your yellow and white dress, and judging by the way he could smell you, you weren't even wearing panties. The thought made him want to go feral, he wanted to take you up to his room and absolutely wreck you for doing such a thing, how dare you go without panties around his brothers? around your boyfriend even? especially when you weren't even expecting him to be home. He had more self control than that. He swallows thickly. "Well, I'm sure you and Rebekah have something planned for today, I'll catch up with you later, darling."
You pout as he walks away, you had expected him to at least kiss you or something, like he normally did, you wondered if something was on his mind, he seemed more brooding than usual. Sighing, you make your way to Rebekah, you find her in her room, a couple bottles of your favorite wine already waiting for you.
"Why the face?" She asks as soon as you walk in, she was on her feet in an instant, pulling you to the couch. "Talk, love, you don't ever look like that.."
You furrow your eyebrows at her words, what did you look like? She shoves a wineglass into your hand, filled to the brim with your favorite white Riesling. "Is Elijah..upset with me?" You ask, looking up at her, bringing the glass to your lips at the mere thought of it. Your best friend of course knew of the relationship between you and her brother, the entire family knew, and none of them had ever made you feel any less welcomed, infact, they seemed to embrace you more, Klaus had even given you the 'always and forever' speech over a family lunch, winking at you in a way that you knew he meant it.
Rebekah furrows her brow this time, looking at you like you're insane. Upset with you? Elijah all but worshipped the ground you walked on, she had never seen him get cross with you, though he had been expressing annoyance towards your relationship, particularly the one with the man you called your boyfriend. "Well, love, if he is can you hardly blame him?" She asks, not trying to sound heartless but also trying to help our her brother some. "Y/N you just made out with your boyfriend right in front of him, i didn't have to see it, i can smell it on you.."
You closed hour eyes, throwing yourself back onto the couch. God, how could you not have put two and two together? "I'm an idiot." You sigh, downing half the glass in one go.
Rebekah hums as if agreeing with you. "Y/N, why do you even stay with him? You're clearly in more of a relationship with my brother than you are with him." She knew her brother was in love with you, but she also knew that he was too honorable of a guy to not let you make your own decisions about this, even if he was directly involved in this situation. "Elijah is a patient man and he would wait forever for you, but at this point, i feel like you're stringing them both along, it's unfair to both of them."
You stay quiet. She was right. You were in more of a relationship with Elijah than the man that you actually went home to, most of the time you couldnt even stand to be around him, the two of you barely even held a conversation anymore. So why hadn't you done it?
Why were you being so stupid?
Why weren't you thinking with your pussy and your head?
"Fuck, I'm an asshole aren't I?" You say, looking over at her. You had made up your mind. You were going to break up with your boyfriend tonight, you needed to tell Elijah. "You're right, it is unfair. There's only one thing that I want and it's to be around your brother twenty-four seven, I've let this whole thing go on for too long."
You get to your feet, downing the rest of your wine glass. "I'm going to talk to him, I'll be back in a bit Bekah."
"Do try not to be loud, it's disturbing knowing what my brother does in the bedroom." She calls after you, watching you walk away with a happy smile on her face, happy that she managed to kick some sense into you.
You roll your eyes, headed down the large hallway to the door that you knew was his. It was closed and at first you weren't sure if he was even in there but you raise your fist anyway, knocking gently on the thick wood.
After a few moments the door opens just a crack, Elijah appearing in the open space. His hand shoots out before you can even speak his name and grabs onto the poofy bits of your dress, pulling you in to his room.
You squeak, but the sound is covered by his lips, the vampire taking you into a kiss immediately, his strong arms tensing as they pull you flush against his body, holding you in place as he moves his mouth against yours. You can't help but moan, the possessiveness of the kiss alone making you weak in your knees as you let yourself go slack against him.
Elijah hardens at the sound, at the feel of your body against his own, though he can't help but growl in annoyance as he breathes you in. You smell like him, your boyfriend, the one who makes your life dull but yet you continue to stay with him. He had plans to change that though, if you weren't going to break up with him, then Elijah was going to give him a reason to break up with you.
In a flash he has you sat atop an ornate chest of drawers, his face buried in your neck as he left hickies in his trail across your skin. Even though it was dangerous, he had never once let you leave him without at least one of his marks on you, his own personal way of marking his territory he assumed.
You moan, feeling his large hands slide up your thighs, your legs spreading apart as he steps between them. You feel his fingers squeeze your flesh, fingertips digging in to your skin as they near your bare pussy, already quivering excitement for him.
Your hands go to his hair, pulling as you lift his head up, a moment of clarity as you catch your already heaving breath. "Elijah, I - oh.." You close your eyes, sinking back against the wall behind you as his fingers finally find your cunt, two of them sinking deep into your hole, your walls clenching around the missing size, already wanting his cock to be buried in you instead.
"Hm?" He hums, eyebrows raising in what you suspect is amusement, or perhaps patronization. "What were you saying darling?" His other hand trails around to your backside, squeezing the flesh of your ass tightly, his fingerprints indenting on the skin.
You clear your throat, voice shakey as you try to speak, your brain fuzzy as to why you had left Rebekah's room in the first place. And then he starts to move his fingers, curling them just the slightest bit as he moves them in and out, knuckle deep in your wet, squelchy cunt. Your hips move up against his hand, wanting more as you suddenly remember that he had asked you a question. "Uhm, I..I wanted to talk to you about..oh fuck..erm..him.."
His hand stops, and you hear the growl in his throat as he pulls his fingers out of you, the digits glistening with your slick juices. He looks at you, eyes darkened and for a brief moment you're scared that he's angry, because he is angry. "What of him, hm?" He asks, head cocked and voice low. His hands goes to your hips, your slick now coating the outside of your dress as he lifts you off of the dresser and and sets you on the floor. "He is quite literally the bane of my existence, why must we speak of him now, hm, when im trying to ruin you, love?"
He's looking down you, menacing aura surrounding you and you look away nervously as you feel his hand slide from your hip to your neck, his strong palm wrapping around your throat as his long fingers clutch your face, drumming your cheek just slightly. "Answer me, darling." He says, moving your face harshly to look up at him.
You swallow again, eyes looking over his face. His features are hard, his eyes dilated and dark. You can see how tense his jaw is, feel the emotions radiating from him. His grip on your throat and face is tight, but not enough to hurt you, but you can feel him restraining himself.
"I..wanted to apologize about earlier..should have stopped him.." You say, your voice shakey as you stumble over the words that you had seen so clearly in your mind before you had come into his room. Elijah hums, head cocking as if telling you to continue as his fingers tighten their hold just ever so slightly with a gentle flex of his hand. "I..don't want to be with him anymore.. ive been letting it go on too long, when ive had feelings for only you this entire time.."
Elijah's face changes, and he drops his hand from your face, moving it to cup behind your neck as he looks into your eyes, angling your head upwards as if searching for any trace of a lie.
"I want it to be just us, Elijah. I hate splitting my time between you because when im with him, all I think about is you and what we could be doing, and when im with you all i think about is how sad i am to go home." You ramble, wanting to let your words press in.
"Y/N.." He sighs, barely audible. You see his shoulders relax, his entire body untensing as he leans in to kiss you, it's one of complete and utter passion, his tongue dancing with yours as your lips move together in messy harmony. You moan, your body melding against his as he pulls you closer in his arms, pressing you tightly to his hard frame.
Elijah has a hand in your hair before you know it, you gasp as he pulls on it, moving your head to the side as he goes back to your neck, sucking on your pulse point for a moment, just long enough to leave a dark mark, the groan that escapes your mouth at even his slightest touch is one of absolute filth and you hear the growl in the back of his throat.
He still wanted to wreck you, and after a moment, he pulls away from your neck, looking down at you with the most shit eating smirk you'd ever seen adorn his face, he had quite the idea of how to break the news to your now ex-boyfriend.
"Maybe I can help you tell him, darling, let him know just how much you've been mine all these months.." He says, he wanted to let this man know just how much of an absolute love drunk, cock whore you were for him and only him. He wanted to ruin this man's year for having the audacity to kiss you in the way he had this morning, in front of his home no less.
"And just what exactly are you proposing?" You ask, voice lofty as your brain isn't fully with you anymore, focused solely on the man in front of you, waiting for him to have his way with you.
His smirk turns into that of a sinister grin. "Darling, you've been quite the bad girl today, don't you think?" He asks, voice coyly toying with you. His hand is still in your hair and he uses it to his advantage, turning you around and pushing you forward towards his bed, your bed now, he uses his grip in your hair to bend you forward, your face going downward into the mattress, arms supporting you still. "Bad girls," Elijah says, his voice a deep sultry tone as he presses his clothed crotch against your bottom, you feel his hard cock as he kneads a handful of your ass in his hand. "get punished, don't they baby?"
You whimper at his words, the forceful grip of his hand gripping your ass giving you more arousal than you could have thought in that moment. Elijah had always been the one in control when you were in bed, but this side of him was new to you, and oh so fucking sexy..you feel the want, the need for him building up in the bottom of your stomach as he presses his cock against your ass.
He hums appreciatively as you push your ass back against him. "Be a good girl and take it for me, yeah?" He says, the hand that wasnt squeezing you pushing the bottom of your dress up, the material laying on your waist, your bare ass and pussy on full display for the vampire above you.
Without warning you feel a stinging on your ass cheek, the sound of skin smacking ringing through the large bedroom and most likely down the hallway. You gasp, feeling his hand squeeze your cheek almost affectionately as your body reacts in the most glorious way for him.
Elijah had never really been one to spank you, he had smacked your ass a few times when he was fucking you from behind, like most men do, and sometimes even playfully in passing but this? You could just feel the arousal coming off of him as he towards the action a few times, on both cheeks.
His hand came down firmly, his whole hand leaving red imprints the harder and longer he did it for. You moaned after a few, the feeling of it getting to you in ways that you didn't even know it could, you hear him make a noise in the back of his throat when he finally decides he's finished, using both hands to squeeze and rub your stinging ass cheeks.
"Good girl, darling..." He had gotten out, you felt one hand leave you and hear him struggling with his pants for a moment, of which he grows quickly annoyed with and with a grunt he uses his vampire strength toi pull on the button, sending it flying as he pushes his pants and boxes briefs down, letting his cock finally spring free. "Look at how beautiful, all laid out for me, pussy so wet it's like a river, my marks on your ass.." He sighs in pleasure as he pushes his cock into your already gushing pussy, the sight turning into a full blown moan as he feels you clench around him immediately, already over stimulated just from the spanking alone.
Your moan isn't even a moan, it falls into some kind of high pitched noise as he starts rolling his hips, not quite fucking you roughly but not doing it gently either. His hand his back on your ass, squeezing and smacking lightly, not wanting to let the red ebb away just yet.
"Good fucking girl taking my cock so well, already so spent for me and we've barely just started.." He drawls out in that accent, setting a faster pace than he had before as he lays over top of you, his lips near your ear, hands on either side of your head as he boxes you in to hold himself up. "Gonna go home after this and show that silly man what I did? Send you back to him all fucked out nice and proper?" You moan at the words, the mere idea of it making you clench even tighter around him, it must feel good too because his words falter for a few seconds.
One of his hands goes back to your hair as he supports himself on one arm, pulling on it just enough to lift your head up off of the mattress to press your ear to his lips, moans and mewls escaping your throat every second. "Gonna let him see my handprints on your ass cheek, sweetheart?" He drawls out again, hips snapping into you at a new pace, the new angle of him over top of you having you on edge damn near immediately. "Tell him all about how you're all mine and you have been for the last year? Tell him all about how I've been fucking you, and loving you better than he ever did? Hm?"
The words for straight to your pussy, and it happens so fast that you can even tell him that you're cuming, he knows though, he can feel you gush down his length, your juices coating his pants as they brush against you. "Yes," You moan out, leaning your head back farther into him. "god, yes..all yours Elijah...only you.." Your words are broken but he understands the meaning, his grunts becoming deeper and his thrusts faltering in your pussy as the promise behind them hits him at his core.
He sits up, his hand giving one last slap to your ass cheek, the sight of the red outline of his hand sending him completely over the edge and he cums in a matter of seconds, a feral, filthy noise escaping his generally polite mouth as he does, letting his hot, thick cum coat the inside of your still sopping wet pussy, his hands gently kneading your ass once more before he pulls out, lowering himself to his knees. Gently, as if they're made of glass, he kisses each of your ass cheeks as if they're about to break before spreading them wide enough for him to get a view of your pussy, using his tongue to catch his cum as it slowly drips out of your aching hole, still glistening as he pushes it all back in with his tongue. You gasp, pressing back against his face, over stimulated to the point that your body is too weak to even hold its self up.
When he's satisfied, he pulls away, turning your over and taking you into his arms. "I was serious darling," He says, smirk still riding his lips as he plants gentle kisses on your face. "I'm going to send you home like this, let the message sink in as you pack your bags, heading over just enough for him to see what's marking your ass like a badge of honor, rub it in his filthy face when I come to the door to pick you up.."
You sigh, your hand going to his face. "People underrate you as an evil person, you know?" You say, a chuckle escaping both of you. You know damn fucking well you'll do it though, you were too down bad for this man, so dick whipped that you would do whatever he asked.
"I know, darling." He kisses you, all tongue and teeth for a moment before he helps fix your dress, giving you a gentle snack on the ass as he does.
part two????
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b-00-biez · 1 year
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I ADORE YOUR WRITING
please please can you do bo sinclair with a naive reader (not super naïve) basically corruption and praise
AWWWW thank you🤭💕 And omg bo sinclair🫣 How scandalous! And I'm so sorry, I'm so late on this 😭 Holidays are the only thing that keeps me sane through this year
"You're Mine!"
Warning:Absolutely Filthy Smut
Character: Bo Sinclair x Readers, Grumpy x Sunshine
When you came to Ambrose you were just a ball of sunshine and rainbows. Bo does not know how to feel about you being here, he adores you and would keep you from harm aka himself. You were always by his side like a lost puppy and the way you look at him. It was so erotic to him, like he wants to take you right then and there and the fact that you were naive makes him go crazy. The way you smiled and trusted him. He wants you all to himself and not even his brother can have you.
Since he didn't want anyone to have you he has smoothly talked his way into your heart which was very easy. Now you're in a relationship with this guy for about a week and half. Both of you havent mentioned sex yet waiting for each other to be comfortable for the idea. Shockingly Bo is being patient for you.
You were both chilling on the couch snuggled up and watching some movies. Since you were new to this relationship thing, you told him right then and there that you were a virgin. Oh y/n that's a big mistake letting this man know that you never fucked anyone ever. You saw him form a smile and felt something rise between his legs. His ego was bursting, He will be your first and hes going to be the only one who gets to fuck you mercilessly. Seeing how he reacted you felt your inner thigh heat as you felt wet, it was your first time having this kind of reaction.
Bo pinned you down on the couch "Do you want me to show you how it's done?" he smirked. You, feeling intrigued and feeling aroused by him you said yes. You felt his warm hands unbuttoning your shirt as he slides his rough fingers on your delicate skin. You felt his passionate kiss on the lips smashing his mouth onto yours as he unbuckles your pants.
You're now halfway naked, he looks at you like a hungry lion staring at your body like a meal. You felt awe but that feeling went away as he slapped your inner thighs harshly. You yelped as he put your legs up high and pushed your panties aside and started pushing his three fingers in. "BO! IM NOT READY!!" You screamed and moaned loudly as your pussy stretched. You started wiggly away but he pins your body down with his other arm. You felt a pain and pleasure as you felt a knot formed on your stomach and then you came on his fingers before you knew it. It was so easy for you to cum and he will use you how he pleases today.
He unbuckles his pants and turns you upside down on the couch as he stands up. Placing his veiny member on your face slapping your cheek with it. "Suck me off." he commands you as he holds your throat and starts pounding your throat. You moaned softly as your mouth is stuffed. He puts his hands to your pussy, just displaying in front of his eyes. he stops fucking your throat, he messages your wet puffy clit . You can't help but start deepthroating his member on and on as your pussy gets overstimulated again. He pushes in two fingers into your cunt and plays with your clit with his thumb . He thrusts his dick into your throat pinning you down and fucking your slutty mouth. He grunts and starts cumming. Then you felt your high too as you pussy squirted on his face. Your mind is blank, This was the best pleasure you had ever experienced.
He pulls out his fingers and replaces them with his twitching cock. Before you could open your eyes you felt his tip rubbing against the entrance. You yelped "No no no! It's not going to fit!" You squirmed again but you knew you weren't going anywhere until he was satisfied. " You're doing so well, but you gotta be ready cause you'll be fucked hard and screaming my name tonight. And i will not fucking rest until i hear you scream. He pushed his dick in and started pounding your pussy. He puts your legs on his shoulders and goes even deeper. You felt your cervix getting abused by his large cock, You held your voice back, moaning softly into your palm. You hear the slap of his balls on your ass as he goes faster. "I CAN'T TAKE IT!" you screamed and held onto the cushions. You felt a knot formed again, your poor pussy being abused like a slut. He fucks you deep as you start to squirt on his thigh and dick. You screamed in a shivering orgasm but didnt scream his name.
Bo getting a little frustrated roughly pushes you down on your stomach and starts pounding from the back. Beating your ass and spanking it with his rough hands. "IT HURTS!" You screamed as you came again but this time he didnt fucking stop, He s not giving you a break like you wanted. tears formed in your eyes as you moaned loudly from overstimulation. He grabbed your hair and screamed"SAY MY NAME PRINCESS!" you moaned his name again and again as he fucks your wet and shivering pussy as you came again and again on his cock. "BO FUCK ME MORE! I WANT YOUR HUGE COCK, I WANT MORE BO!"
He carries you to the bedroom as he whispers sweet praises into your ear as he impatiently fucks all the way to the bedroom . You were his slut and his cumdumpster and you're eagerly waiting for this man's cum. " You're mine darling right?" "Yes, I'm yours!" You answered covered in his cum as you shiver in multiple orgasms.
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machinefetishist · 5 months
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i got roasted so hard for my poor kissing skills at 15 that i havent kissed anyone in 2 and a half years
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arcanigenum · 2 years
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Wishlist/relationship ideas/scenarios:
these are just random things and ideas i’ve posted that would be fun to write somehow!!!!!!
Generic 
Lowkey want a muses get stranded on an island-thread
the “going on an adventure into a cave and something is VERY wrong and oh god there are monsters here” is one of my favorite tropes
yes in unrvld there’s a nothingness out on a lake and no one knows what it actually contains, which makes sense, otherwise it wouldnt be nothingness. you cant see it. you just get inside by accident. reality ceases to exist like you know it. you cant get out.
Related to Jacques
KISS JACQUES YOU COWARDS
if you push your hand against jacques’ stomach or something, and do it hard and long enough, will his body absorb your hand after a while? (do it)
sOMEBODY BE friends with jacques pre-cancer and pre-tectus and pre-monster!jacques he gets sick and you know he’s gonna actually d i e within a couple of months but then he fucking vanishes. where is he. is he dead? probably dead, right? what else couldve happened. then he shows up like a year later and is healthy and cant talk about what has happened bc stuff is classified and he’s just like eeeeuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh well im not dying anymore?
be the person that throws every throwable thing around them at jacques because he cheated on them
Pre-established romantic relationship that is rocky and they dont really know why theyre still together when they think about it, and they complain to their friends and their friends are like WHY DONT U DUMP EM and they just safety in what is known even if it isnt perfect
Wow itd be a shame if a monster muse fucked jacques in their true monster form wow what a shame itd be 👉👈
imagine punching jacques in the face and your fist just sorta travels through the head and the flesh and bone grips it
Related to Benjamin
your muse knows him from high school or college or medschool or whatever. havent met each other since. maybe benj bullied the shit out of your muse. team up in the apoc.  consider your muse having to deal with teaming with their abuser from 20 years ago who either doesnt remember them or doesnt care LOL
benj considering your muse belonging to him so he’d be willing to kill anyone who fucks with them but your muse is more capable than benj at handling themselves
Related to Egil
Egil having a bunch of “wives”/“husbands” like negan but the exchange is blood for protection    
POV: egil saves you from a group of baddies in twd verse but now youre his blood slut bag.  he presents you as his blood slut to others as if it was your name.
someone should stab egil in the eye like the living dead person he is. and stake him.
Egil accidentally adopting your muse means he will dad them like a 17th century aristocrat dad which isnt much dading at all, but you might be trained to act like nobility
i have yet to rp egil when his heart fucks up and he just malfunctions i guess cus he cant die from heart failure as a vampire
imagine egil taking you out on a date and you get to feed the flesh building 😔❤  you get to choose whether you want to toss bodyparts into the depths of a flesh pit before or after dinner.
your muse having some sort of weird business kind of deal with egil and his bullshit and then we take it from there :’)))
Consider Egil challenging you to a duel because you have offended him, thats how real men settle their disagreements
if egil ever needs to see some kind of papers on/from staff at tectus he will do it in german bc he’s an asshole well aware of his background. “papiere bitte!”.  now imagine him doing this while carrying his whip and wearing jackboots.
Related to Morgan
anyone wanna meet morgan in a random half abandoned place where an even more random item keeps multiplying
lowkey need morgan to have a close friend or romantic partner who is a criminal bc he’d struggle a lot
just play magic the gathering with him and paint minis
Related to Haq’rhá
your muse meeting haqrha as a child and no one believes they met an alien. they meet again years later when your muse is an adult.
imagine haqrha teaming up with supernatural hunters
note to everyone wanting to fuck the alien: dont let him top unless youre predator proof or equal to his size bc he’ll kill u 🤷‍♀️
SPACE ADVENTURE BUDDIES?
Related to Jeremy
jeremy needs at least one demon friend he never exorcised for some reason. or who came back three times and the third time jeremy got tired of it and was like you know what, i cant be bothered anymore.
if jeremy has ever fallen asleep, hangover af, in the confession booth? yes
fr. jeremy marlowe might be a forbidden thirst trap but that doesnt mean you cant get him in bed haha go fulfill that priest kink i fully support this
Related to Ull
Ull; a calm guy, very chill and reasonable, actually enjoys modern society. Also Ull: SACRIFICE AN ANIMAL AND A HUMAN IN MY NAME IF YOU REALLY WANT MY HELP, MORTAL oh and dont forget my apple vodka
Related to Azazel
who wants to be possessed and terrorized by az )’: whats the point of writing a demon if it cant possess someone )’:
aesthetic: being violently dragged out of the bed by the ankle at exactly 3 AM, held by one of az’ massive, bony hands from his back. down the stairs. down through the floor. down into darkness.
az probably drags people into his mountain where it’s dark and cold and humid. his own personal hell
azazzle might be a flamboyant whiny dramaqueen dressed in silk and gold but now picture him throwing up a galil rifle and shooting up a place while laughing simply because he can- now picture him as a healing figure for ppl with mental health problems and trauma
az doesnt only devour people. he also devours animals. your pets. your cattle. your horse.
survival guide to hanging out with azazel:
- come with gifts. specifically gifts he can eat. preferably a live animal. a horse, thanks! - accept you may die at any given point. it makes it less fun to kill you. party pooper. - refer to him as angel and never demon unless you want to cease to exist. - dont mention god or other angels unless you want a crying and enraged az on your hands. - tell him no and he will throw a temper tantrum, just be prepared - consider not hanging out with him???????????? he’s the deadly sins taken to extremes???????
Related to Elliot
let elliot be the bobby to your sam & dean
anyway let elliot adopt your muse and take care of them and do tarot readings for them
Related to Vigrim
sOMEONE NEEDS TO RIDE ON VIGRIM’S BACK
be his neighbour bc he’s the weirdest neighbour ever.
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grenyan · 1 month
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pbbbbt
1. When did you lose your virginity?
a little over half a year ago
2. Rough sex or soft sex?
i dont have enough experience to answer this. for what i like to see in porn (and when i say porn almost always know i mean hentai manga): rough sex
3. Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes
its so hard being a pee enjoyer in this world
everything else i could say i think is common in kinkworld but taboo to say out loud like slapping and whatever. and i like when fictional characters get stabbed/impaled or the heavy moans they make when theyre dying in battle but yea dw about it
4. Favourite sex position?
dont know enough abt myself to answer for me but i like seeing missionary. oldie but goldie ig LOL but also when the person on top has their spine straight and hands on the other person’s hips fucking them like a toy while they lay on their back, thats cool too (idk if that desc makes clear what i mean)
5. Do you like to be dominant or submissive?
i like both in theory. the reality is im so anxious i had to sub 😞 its a little upsetting lowkey. but my gf was a top + dom so maybe i shouldnt judge myself too hard when she probably wouldnt have liked it if i tried anyways
6. Have you ever had any one night stands?
LOLLLLLLL. no.
7. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
nope (🤤)
8. Have you ever been caught masturbating?
ive been walked in on twice but both times i happened to have had my body under the covers, and if they wondered the bumps under my sheets looked like my legs were spread apart with the knees up, they didnt ask or show it on their faces
9. What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?
i dont own any sexy underwear 😔
10. How often do you have sex?
ive only had sex when my ex flew here, so besides the multiple times during her three-day stay ive never had sex. no, not even e-sex. so not often at all
11. Is there anybody right now you'd like to have sex with?
*starts listing fictional characters*
12. Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?
kinda prefer receiving but im flexible
13. Most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to you during sex?
every day i wonder if she noticed i farted quietly
this is so unsexy but im so gassy and scared of farting no matter the setting 😭 i think its cuz i eat too little. would leaving the room before sex too fart ruin the mood? worry over farting made me not want to do anything rough tho. well, thats my awful confession of the day
14. A song you'd listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?
yall finna call me corny but… kiss me good-bye by buck tick 🙏🏾
15. Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?
bed ofc
16. A song you'd listen to during soft/slow passionate sex?
kiss me good-bye
ok ill come up w something else. hmmm. promise by ciara? something like that
17. Are you into dressing up for sex?
that would be epic
18. Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?
its gotta be in the bath or my dumb ass would slip with cartoon sound fx and fall on the hard tile
19. If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?
hey, you asked that earlier
20. Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?
i havent, and ig i would if we all knew each other
21. Do you/would you use sex toys?
what kind of fool would say no…
22. Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/ picture?
yuh
23. Would you have sex with your best friend?
if she wanted to, but its not something i dream of or anything (it would definitely strengthen our warrior’s bond)
24. Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)
insufficient data
25. Something that will never fail to get you horny?
the mindless rutting of someone so horny + x-ray views of creampies are two things that came in mind at once
26. Early morning sex or late night sex?
late night <- guy who is nocturnal btw
actually when i read “early morning” i imagined “when i wake up,” but for me the time i go to sleep tends to be early in the morning and i wake up in the afternoon. so. actually. early morning sex please
27. Favourite body part on the opposite sex?
please read below
28. Favourite body part on the same sex?
this is an interesting question since human body parts are generally the same no matter sex except for, what, 2-3 differences? so even if i believed i had a same and opposite sex my answer choices are kind of limited. unless for some reason i liked navels on bodies from one end of the spectrum but not the other. anyways, no matter the sex i like thighs and ass. im counting that as one body part. idgaf. hands are great too
29. Something that you have hidden in your room that you don't want anyone to find out?
my vibrator + some kinda steamy doujins/zines/anthologies, but neither of those things are super bad. i dont physically own any hard porn (yes, even the doujins i own are mature but not Porn)
30. Weirdest sexual act some has performed or tried to perform on/with you ?
no ones tried anything weird w me. unless you count putting their tongue between my gap
31. Have you ever tasted yourself? [If no, would you?] [If yes, what did you think?]
i have. it was bad. as expected from someone w my diet! that said, my ex didnt complain
32. Is it ever okay to not use a condom?
well, yea. think of the creampie fans! if you can get pregnant, please be extra careful and consider birth control and etc tho unless you also like pregnancy. thats all
oh yea and irl unless you like creampies you should really use condoms as much as you can , esp if youre at risk of spreading stds. yea
33. A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience?
i would just eat and lose interest in sex LOLL
maybe id find it hot when i actually do it, but if i imagine (for example) licking chocolate off someone i think id be enjoying the meal too much to care abt sex. sorryz
34. Worst possible time to get horny?
its amazing i made it thru high school without once asking to go to the bathroom just to jack off, everything considered. if i were to make up smth thats never happened to me, getting horny while watching a movie w parents or smth would suck. especially if i get hit w the full-body shiver that happens when i see smth super hot
35. Do you like it when your sexual partner moans?
yes‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
36. How much fapping is too much fapping?
if you fap more than me, get it together fr (/jk, theres no limit unless it ruins your life or you get put on a sex offender list)
37. Best sexual complement you ever got?
im often complimented for my body, esp my ass, but since its so often i dont think its special enough to qualify as an answer for this. i dont have an answer for this
38. Favorite foreplay activities?
gary i need neck kisses
i like tongue kissing in hentai but it was kinda mid irl. idk if i was doing it wrong or i was too nervous abt my nonexistent kissing skills or what
39. What do you wear to bed?
depends on the weather. i most prefer sleeping in my underwear tho
40. When was the first time you masturbated?
should i answer this? lets just say i was young, but not like. 5.
41. Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/ video of yourself?
if i were to go on discord rn i could probably save some i sent to my ex, but i deleted them from my phone so i dont have any on me
42. Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside?
ive never done so
43. Have/would you ever have sex in public?
depends on how public we’re talking, butttt i probably like the idea more than the execution anyways. id be so worried abt being seen it wouldnt be fun anymore
44. Have/would you ever had a threesome?
tldr; have? no. would? sure
45. What is one random object you've used to masturbate?
ive never used anything weird to masturbate.
directly. if we’re talking about jerk off material? well one time i was touching myself while watching arthur because i hadnt completely figured out how masturbation worked yet (you have to watch/imagine something sexy while doing it bro)
46. Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not?
can you imagine if i didnt
47. Do you like oral sex? (why/why not)
yea. why? idk. feels nice ig.
48. How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in?
first of all, you cant look like an uncared for desk at a school. your tattoos should be organized and purposeful.
second of all… actually that might be all i got. i mean, i dont want to sound rude, but i kinda prefer ppl who arent tatted tf up (so i like some tattoos but not too many), but its not a dealbreaker or anything. itd be fucked up if i was alt but despised tattoos lol
49. How would you feel about taking someones virginity?
i did that, unless you believe “taking” equals “topping.” i dont think i like this kind of language anyways… “taken”… nothing was taken from anyone -_-
50. Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter?
idk. hot sauce near orifices?
51. Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
imagining either of these makes me think “i should kms in this scenario,” not cuz i hate the jobs but cause im way too nervous for this. pornstar i GUESS.
52. Do you watch porn?
strictly defining this as “do you look at videos of real people doing sexy stuff,” then rarely. if the videos can be animated, then i dont watch hentai anime anymore very much. too many lolis + the animation is often ass
53. Have you ever been called a freak? Why?
yes, for 1. liking pee and 2. liking watching my fave characters suffer physically and emotionally
54. Do you feel comfortable going "commando"?
not reallyyy but im willing to try (at home) (not while out in the town)
55. Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
definitely not. 🤔 actually if a person has a penis then i personally dont like long unkempt hair down there. trim that shit‼️ but if they dont have a dick then idc
56. If you could give yourself head, would you?
yes‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
57. Booty or Boobs?
you already know #lesgeddit (i love boobs too i promise)
58. Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?)
i have not. i have some interesting opinions on cheating tho if you ever wanna ask
59. If you were the other sex for a day, what are five things you would do
(1) jack off (2) go outside and see how im treated (3) jack off again (4) jack off (5) see if i can find someone to have sex w rq
60. have you ever watched someone masturbate?
yea, my gf jacked off in front of me when i gave her the r18 doujin featuring her favorite character that she asked for
61. has anyone ever watched you masturbate?
nuh uh
62. Have you ever had an erection and someone noticed?
no 😔
63. What is your method of masturbation? (ie. toys, clitorial, prostate)
drawing circles on my weewee with a vibrator
64. What is your bra/penis size?
34C i think. my penis ive never measured but uhh. i was told its small 😂
65. What is the strangest thing you have ever put up your vagina/anus?
nuthin
66. Where do you shave?
when i do so: armpits, legs, arms just for the love of being smooth
67. [girls] Are you a squirter?
nopee
68. When was the last time you masturbated?
before i left to this trip to my friends house… a week ago i think 🥲🥲🥲 i dont normally go this long without masturbating
69. When was the last time you had sex?
hey. i answered this didnt i
70. When was the last time you watched porn?
can i change this question to “viewed sexually explicit material”? then.. frankly i view porn like i eat food. multiple times a day babyyyy
71. Have you ever bought a sex toy? If so, which one did you buy last? First sex toy? If not, which one do you plan on buying when you do?
ive only ever bought one, my trusty bullet vibrator
72. Guys:Circumsized?
i am not
73. Which not-genital part of your body do you like being touched?
gary i need neck kisses. gary
74. Which genital part of your body do you like being touched?
i miss having my hole fingered im ngl. it would take too long for me to cum from it (i tried once myself and it took 20min) but it just feels so good 😵‍💫 and i cant even do it myself. someone else doing it feels so much different somehow. and thats fucked up and evil
75. Girls:Are you able to achieve orgasm just through breast stimulation?
i cannot
76. Have you anonymously sent a sexual ask to someone on tumblr?
nope
77. When was the last time you have had a wet dream?
some weeks ago i think, but idr what happened
78. Which wet dream was your favorite?
any dream where im balls deep in pussy yessirrr
79. Is there a friend you would willingly have sex with?
i have 2 friends. id sleep w them if they wanted to cuz idrgaf (aromantic moment)
80. Is there a celebrity/character you would willingly have sex with?
im paranoid that if i list the characters someone will figure out who i am, but yes, there are characters. no celebrities. just characters. well theres some celebs where if they wanted to fuck me id be like Okay! but i only fantasize abt fictional characters. maybe one day ill namedrop them
81. Favorite sexual position?
i swear this was asked earlier
82. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed?
its never been done to me but i love it in fiction. im not sure if irl id ever display the behavior required to be called as much. due to, you guessed it, anxiety - im really reserved in bed
83. Are you into any BDSM?
never tried it personally but i like what i see 👀
84. Have you ever wanted to have sex with someone but knew you couldnt for any reason? Why?
cant fuck beyonce cuz she left me for that fuck ass jay-z 😡
85. Do you like dirty talk?
i think i do, but since i dont talk fr during sex i would never ask for it. its unfair since im so reticient.
86. Are you loud or quiet during sex/masturbation
quiet. but. ever since i had sex its been hard for me to keep from moaning thru my orgasm. weird right? but im def not a screamer or anything <- has done nothing rough and so cant truly know
82. Have you ever been inturrepted during sex or masturbation? Who/what?
the ppl who walked in on me mentioned earlier were both my parents. in both cases they were telling me to wake my ass up and get out of bed
83. What kind of porn do you like to watch?
i got asked this as a college freshman once and said nothing for so ling they had to change the topic. my ex also asked me this and i gave such vague answers that she had to talk abt herself. for some reason this is such a hard question for me, known porn addict
but i have some answers now. ive thought about it. if you mean “videos of real people,” then i mainly watch dryhumping and masturbation videos with cum and moaning. hehe
the drawn porn is rough sex. i look at those more often than the videos. and for reasons that take a while to explain and require a different post, i mostly look at straight sex drawn by women. if the guy doesnt look kinda like a girl then the way the sex is drawn has gotta be crazy to make up for it… like he aint letting her pussy breathe 😭
84. Have you ever confessed to someone that you got an erection/wet over them? What about masturbated to them?
no to both
85. Have you ever masturbated because your sexual partner wasn't there when you needed them?
discord gf moment
86. Have you ever had a one night stand? Do you still keep in contact with them?
i havent
87. Have you ever had a friends with benefits? Are they still beneficial?
i havent, but since im aromantic itd be a good situation for me. if i found someone i trust n all
#g
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long post about my lover <3 plus random things happening in my life
i just had the best weekend ever with my partner
we were able to spend saturday, sunday, and monday together
we usually only get saturday and sunday but we got monday this time too because its mlk day and we both had school off
im really nervous that we wont be able to meet next month
we can only meet once a month because we live two hours away from eachother
and i have a really weird schedule because my parents are divorced
and my february schedule isnt looking great
and we might not be able to meet
and that would be horrible because our meet would be for valentines day
rhe one weekend that i would have free will be spent visiting my sister at her college
idk its just making me anxious
but i had such an amazing time with her and i wish we could do that kind of thing more often
the fates aligned and two of his close friends from my town were miraculously hanging out this weekend as well
we were able to have breakfast with them at dennys and it was lovely
they hadnt seen one of them since school let out last year but had been keeping touch
and the other has really strict parents and no phone and they havent been able to talk to eachother at all since august
it was great seeing them together and im glad it was able to happen
we were going to meet with them at the mall but the roads were icy and they werent able to make it
we had a great time at the mall together though
we tried this rolled ice cream place and it was super good
i bought her this cardigan and a pair of sanrio socks
and we took pictures at the mall photobooth
its becoming a tradition of ours to kiss in that photobooth
our evening at the mall had a bit of a rocky end because we ran into some mean people that went to school with us last year
it was a really negative encounter that im not going to go into a ton of detail on
we went home after that
but then we had breakfast with their friends the next morning
it was really nice to get to go to sleep with him two nights in a row and wake up to her beautiful face two mornings in a row
we usually only get one night and one morning but we got two of them and it felt like forever
it was really nice
it only makes the goodbye harder though
i wish i could see them more often but we just live so far away
the roads are really bad because its so snowy and a bit dangerous
they were really worried about me so i offered to download life360 with her and we love the app
it shows my exact location down to what road im on, and it also has a thing that detects if i get into a crash
it makes him feel a lot more comfortable
and i like it too because i can check in on her and if shes in a weird location in a bad situation i get to know that before anyone else
overall we both just feel safer with the app
it lets them rest easy which is nice
her grandma made me and my mom amish bread which was really nice
she also gave us an insane amount of jalapeños last month which we still use regularly
just so many jalapeños
and i got to see all of his dogs!!!
heres one of them, shoutout to blue<333
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such a cutie honestly
im almost home
im ready to lay down in bed and pass out
it will be hard though because it will be obvious that im alone
the absence of my partner is made so clear when im alone in my room but traces of him are still everywhere
it hurts
i have a day off school tomorrow for snow which is nice
thats a 4 day weekend, and friday was a half day
its a nice break after finals week
btw i have most of my finals grades in and my predictions were so accurate
ill make the post once i have all the grades in
im almost home so im gonna cut off this post now
bye bye tumblr
i love oversharing on the internet
BYEEEE
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colorsunimaginable · 1 year
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#5
anyone have any good bridgerton fic recs? i just finished romancing mister bridgerton, but i havent read any of the others (mostly bc im partial to plus size leads, but i digress). i am thirsty for content
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#4
you know that moment in manacled when Hermione's watching the party and the moment draco leans in to kiss astoria he looks up DIRECTLY at Hermione?? Yeah my pussy felt that
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#3
I wish this scene in my fic was already written bc I just wanna read it so badly but NoOo I have to wRItE it mYsELf
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#2
please tell me someone other than just me has realized that Crimson Peak (2015) and Scooby-Doo: Zombie Island (1998) have Very Similar™️ plots?
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My #1 post of 2022
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story summary: 
While on a mission to avenge the death of her best friend, Ilvermorny graduate Melisa Alder finds herself in the middle of the fight to defeat Voldemort. Upon capture after the Dark Lord's triumph, she's being sold at an auction with other muggle borns and blood traitors. Her only hope is also her only bidder - the tall, dark, and handsome Thomus Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy's younger half-brother. Is he just another Death Eater or is he hiding more than just his face beneath the mask? Will she realize her true potential to be one of the resistance's greatest weapons?
*a Voldemort Wins AU with Tom Hiddleston cast as an OC x a plus size protagonist* *takes place in The Auction universe by Lovesbitca8*
UPDATES ON MONDAYS
current word count: 190k
current chapter count: 45/?
cw: alternate universe - voldemort wins, sexual slavery, sexual assault, loss of virginity, sterilization, implied/referenced suicide, minor character death, sexual assault of pov character, implied/referenced child abuse, masturbation, possessive behavior, smut of all kinds
tags: espionage, epilogue what epilogue?, romance, pining, slow burn, angst, hurt/comfort, enemies to lovers, denial of feelings, orgasm denial, insecurity, lust potion/spell, lust at first sight, dirty talk, falling in love, death eater tom hiddleston, romantic fluff, lmk if i should mention any more tags
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Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
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un-angel · 1 year
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70 horrible questions updated
black march 2020, purple november 2022
01 Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
no
no
02 Who did you last say “I love you” to?
sara
izzy
03 Do you regret anything?
there’s one thing i should regret but i’m not sure i do, but apart from that nothing at all
still not sure i regret that same thing i was talking about but i do regret one relationship i had
04 Are you insecure?
hell yeh baby
yeah
05 What is your relationship status?
single
single but married
06 How do you want to die?
on my own terms
and i stand by that!
07 What did you last eat?
a bagel
half a cheese toastie
08 Played any sports?
netball and horseriding played tennis and swam when i was younger too
i joined netball and football at uni idk tho
09 Do you bite your nails?
yes
still yes
10 When was your last physical fight?
never properly only my brother
my brother literally doesnt count ive never fought anyone
11 Do you like someone?
kinda
yes im completely in love with her
12 Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
ummm i don’t think so
not sure probably not why would i
13 Do you hate anyone at the moment?
yes
no and i havent for a while, no point wasting ur energy hating anyone
14 Do you miss someone?
yes
yep
15 Have any pets?
2 cats jasmine and tiger (my lovs)
still got em
16 How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
struggling
dying
17 Ever made out in the bathroom?
no
yes
18 Are you scared of spiders?
yes
yes
19 Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
maybe
yes maybe for a day or so
20 Where was the last place you snogged someone?
ewww but a club in bulgaria gag
in my bedroom
21 What are your plans for this weekend?
stay alive and go cycling
stay alive lie in bed
22 Do you want to have kids? How many?
i change my mind everydsy
2 or 3 maybe not sure
23 Do you have piercings? How many?
yes 8
i have 8 but theyre a different 8 from before
24 What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
ummmmmm art english RS chem
why would i ever have written chem? it was art and RS + i’ll let english slide
25 Do you miss anyone from your past?
yes but u don’t get to know who
yeah a little
26 What are you craving right now?
frozen yogurt
oh my god i have literally been craving frozen yoghurt for the past 7 years but i had so much of it this past summer. that will do me for a while.
27 Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
maybe i think so a little
yes
28 Have you ever been cheated on?
i don’t know
girl u were cheated on
29 Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yes
yes and now it’s a boyfriend and a girlfriend
30 What’s irritating you right now?
my parents
the love of my life
31 Does somebody love you?
damn i hope so
yes . ur loved dont forget it
32 What is your favourite color?
all of them
still all of them but maybe blue or purple or pink
33 Do you have trust issues?
wirh certain people yes but in general no
im gonna say no but i think im about to develop a few Xx
34 Who/what was your last dream about?
i dreamt we went back to school (nightmare)
i cant remember
35 Who was the last person you cried in front of?
mia
izzy
36 Do you give out second chances too easily?
no
i dont think so
37 Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive
literally neither i will never forgive u and i will never forget it fuck u
38 Is this year the best year of your life?
no
maybe
39 How old were you when you had your first kiss?
just turned 15
true story
40 Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
no imagine not being insecure
no!!
51 Favourite food?
my nans lubia polo or my great aunts🤤 or nachos
still probably lubia polo
52 Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
yes
yes but u wont always understand the reason
53 What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
finished watching finding dory
cried and prayed
54 Is cheating ever okay?
no
still no but i did maybe slip up and i get how it happens but doesnt make it okay.
55 Are you mean?
i don’t know maybe
no!!! but sometimes
56 How many people have you fist fought?
0 sir
0!!
57 Do you believe in true love?
ummmmmmm don’t think so
i wanna say yes i wanna say i know my true love but now im not sure
58 Favourite weather?
when it’s raining but it’s warm
yeh that
59 Do you like the snow?
YES
yes
60 Do you wanna get married?
yes
yes
61 Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
depends who but yeh
if it’s the loml then yes
62 What makes you happy?
art and animals and my friends
and my love
63 Would you change your name?
not anymore but i used to really really want to
dont think so i would never adjust
64 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
yes
the hardest but so so easy at the same time
65 Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
mannnn idk
scream and cry jack get away from me
66 Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
yes
not sure if we’re there yet
67 Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
bruce hahahah
rory
68 Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
i can’t remember but probably mia
izzy? been having a lot recently though
69 Do you believe in soulmates?
no
yes i do that was silly. u can have multiple though
70 Is there anyone you would die for?
a lot of people
yes but less than before i think i was just suicidal
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yellowbentley · 1 year
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dont read this im not 15 anymore i shouldnt be doing this
my fucking god the guy i like makes me want to tear my hair out. we hung out on saturday n the feelings are reciprocated so we cuddled and kissed alot. aloooooooot and i was over the moon with that but i swear every 10 fucking minutes he was asking to touch my boobs. im not exagerating. he kept saying he wouldnt do anything i dont want to do and im sure he wouldnt hurt me anyway but dude still. what part of im not interested in that dont you understand
not even just that but a few times he was on top of me and he pinned my wrists above my head which i didnt really want already and ALSO he put a hand on my throat not squeezing but still there and i REALLY didnt want that this is the least of my concerns here. i didnt think he had it in him honestly hes the dorkiest looking motherfucker. i could snap him in half. anyway.
hes so painfully my type i want to scream. he has it all. why did i give him my number why did i let us be friends im ace why does my type have to include having a dirty mind. i hate it here
we couldnt find the tv remote at one point n he reached between my legs and told me to take it out n ive told him to stop making gross jokes where im the focus ive told him im uncomfortable and hes not funny and he doesnt care I KNOW ITS A RED FLAG I KNOW I KNOWWWWWWWWWWW OKAY but every single other fucking thing about him is so fckng endearing. hes gorgeous. hes a genius. he likes anime and spiderman. his laugh lights up a room. when he talks in hindi i cant stop myself from smiling. he bought me pocky. he sleeps on an air mattress. ive never seen him in anything other then a turtle neck. he likes fruity smelling soaps and candles, its the only luxury he allows himself. he has the coolest fucking glasses.
yesterday he asked if we could put a name to this, i couldnt get the right words out and ask him to be my boyfriend properly, half because im easily flustered because I Dont Do This amd half because i dont want him to be. im a coward and i run from my problems so last night after chewing on it for 2 hours i texted him saying basically that i really wanted to date and be official because i like his dumb ass but i also know we arent compatible and its better we stay as friends. which sucks. im a coward and deleted snap immediately after so i havent seen if he said anything. i missed talking to him today. i got used to texting him all day so fast. i miss good morning and good night texts. last time we didnt talk for a day he tried other methods and asked if i was ok n if it was his fault and like it is but it isnt dude its complicated i hate myself i hate myself soooooooooo bad. did i mention this was the day after he saw me kinda cry out of frustration and sadness and he said it was one of the worst things hes ever seen/felt 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
he already said that if we dated it wouldnt be forever. he wants to fuck eventually and he wants it to mean something and not be with a hooker (i dont know if ive said this but if i dated someone i'd be fine w them getting a lady for the night LMFAO) which is fine! hes a cishet guy thats his right to want. im just so mad because now we've kissed and we've made out and i remember what cuddles are like and im SO MAD. this is the most ive felt towards anyone in the 3+ years and i cant have it because of my stupid sexuality. i wish i had said no to hanging out. i wish i had self restraint. i wish i hadnt hugged him. if he asks to hang out again im gonna say no. i want to show off my books and coins and wrap ourselves in blankets hes so fucking warm-
god damnit. God Fucking Damnit im not a teenager anymore.
im not ashamed of being ace or whatever im proud of it I Am Just Me im just a person but god it makes me mad sometimes because ive missed out on people ive wanted before and i will again and to be entirely fucking honest i dont know if i ever will. i dont think its even worth it. the older i get the harder it will be to say im not interested because people will assume im either waiting til marriage or im a prude and it will be more common place because everything is only ever sex sex sex and im tired of it man.
im like 99% sure he told me to stop texting him because he wasjacking it yesterday. ye gods.
tldr im so mad i like him so much and i cant have him.
im going to fucking bed
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ecmlol · 2 years
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Dick in daddy mode part 5
It's been 3 days.
Connor has worked day and night on his ship.
Bruce is having a great time leaning about about Connor and tamarin from kory.
Kory and dick are at the gym.
Sparing with you never feels like a chore.
Right  especially when I let you pin me to the mate. Kory say as she looking up at dick .
Let's me ?
Yeap kory sends him flying with on knee tuck kick into a stack of mates
Are you sure you shouldn't be relaxing. It's only been 3 days .
Kory dust off her compression suit she is wearing.
I have gain 20lb I need to get it off asap. Give me a 1 year and a half . And we can try for that boy ...
That you want. Dick say as he gets up.
Yeah you got your daddy girl. And I have my heart set on a boy.
Please put it on the records book that this is all your idea and I love your extrainess. Whatever my queen want she can have . Dick pull her to him and cups her thicker ass .
I love that you love me as I am .
Dick cup kory stomach .
It was amazing watching your body change.
yeah it was. I have to admit I liked that too. Kory say
I guess we are gym partners then . Dick say
Yeah my 20 and your 10 are out of here. Kory says as she slaps dick's ass.
Dick laugh
Until next time.dick say
Are we crazy planning number two already. Kory say
Yes yes we are. They finish up their work out and go find mar'i having a nap on Bruce's chest .
His button up shirt is open at the top. And mar'i head is nestled in at the crock of his neck.
Kory hearts just melts
Hey have a good work out? Bruce says as he looks up from his laptop
Aww I need your phone you two are just so cute
Bruce smiles and pops his phone out of his pocket and opens it for her to take a picture
Kory has done this to everyone in the house hold.
Text it to me when you get a chance. Kory say
Dick walks over to try and get her from Bruce'
Dick love she looks comfortable where she is you don't mind her do you bruce
None at all I wasn't Planning on giving her back until she starts screaming .
Kory laugh but dick frowns.
But..
Let go shower dick and I'm sure she'll be ready for her feeding by then . Dick checks his phone.kory runs her hand up his chest
Dick let's go.kory say
Dick your wife is sending you all sorts of signal for a good time.
Dick stops looking at his phone and finally notice kory hand on his chest
Oh oh really ?
Yes let's go. Kory takes his hand and drags him off
I'll be back for her dick says
Only if you bet me to him. Kory says
Dick smiles
You have been the best husband and father the last few days. I can wait to fuck you again. You helped me with everything and havent made fun of me wearing a diaper either. I might not be able to have sex with you but there are other things I can do to show my appreciation for changing most of her diapers and letting me sleep as long as I want .oh and we have to do a ritual too while we are at it
Oh really a ritual ? what might that be ?you know you don't have to do anything special right.
I know it's not but I have a Surprising amount of energy because of everyone wanting to hold and care for out little one . I feel the need to give back . They get to their room and she starts the shower . Dick helps her get out of her compression suit. She washed his hair and back . Before she can go any farther he pulled her again him and he kisses her and then just holds her
I love you so much . Dick say
I love you too. Let me finish taking care of you.
Whatever you want. I'll be happy just cuddling on bed With my wife.Dick says kissing her again .
Kory washes dick head to toe.
She explains that she should have done this on their wedding night. It was a Custom on her world. She drys him off and rubs his feet . She burns  some herbs over a dick naked body.
Ah I take it this is part of the custom?
Yes this is supposed of Cleanse you of anyone else you have been with and make you completely mines. Kory say as she says some words over him.
Oh learn something new everyday. Dick say with a smile.
After she was done . She climbed on the bed and and kisses him.
All done?
We suppose to have sex but that will have to wait.
6 weeks right?
6 week ah no I'm not human we heal a lot quicker then that . I'll stop bleeding after a week.Then your mine.
Isn't that a little soon I mean. There is no want you are heal for delivery a bowling ball size baby.
No it's just a perk of having a alien wife.i want you even now. I swear my hormones are going crazy. I had not clue i would be like this but my sex drive alway been high
To dick it seems rushed.
Your dripping dick say
Oh no give me a second
Kory pulls her pump out . She puts a bra on and slides the cordless pump in one cup.
I think my breast is working properly kory say looking down to the nipple that isn't dripping.
I would have figured both would be dripping dick say
She seems to prefer the dripping one over the other this one
Want me to see if I can get it going ?
Be gentle please . Kory said
Dick knew what he had to do he watched everything he could on child birth breastfeeding and baby care.
He tried everything that he learn before going the sucking routine.
Why didn't you do that in the first place?
Because well I figured I try everything else before first.
Ah huh are you sure you just didn't want to play with them a little. Kory say with a laugh
I sort feel funny about touching you in anyway that I might get even a little bit of pleasure out of it even if I'm helping you.
Dick really?
I mean you didn't see what I saw.it was life changing.
No but I felt it all . And you better get over this feeling real quick.I love that you understand what I went through was a lot but my body isn't just for her I freely give you anything and everything when she a week old . Get it together grayson .
Kory gets dressed leaving dick in his feeling on the bed.
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strawberryezpls · 2 years
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I should stop naming things life update like we get it girl.
July 31 2022
I keep thinking about this certain person. Im going to describe him in a way where only i would know who im talking abt bc if i dont hint I'll forget. But 3 years is a long time and you would think i moved on. But i have this mindset that ive had since i was a kid and its still affecting me till this day. I set goals for myself personal goals and once i reach half of the goal i need to complete it(that didnt make sense oops) ex: i said i wouldnt kiss anyone on the lips till highschool(or middle i forgot) and boom i technically complete that. I also said once i get a job i can start taking dating seriously which i havent really done bc that shit scares me. And so on. And sometimes i have goals that are connected to certain ppl. I can let go of these goals if i notice they arent the right person anymore. And ive removed everyone but 3. The first is someone I'll always wait for. 2nd is honestly if hes down(he never will be lol) and the 3rd. I havent even talked to him in years and i still think he fulfills my goals i have set for him. He was going to compelte all my goals that i set for myself when i was younger. It was initially my primary school bf but that shit wasnt gonna last. But then he took that spot. Hes not supposed to but he is. And i cant just erase that from my mind. He did me wrong, but i still think its okay bc its what i deserve. I mean do i deserve better idk. But i feel like i need him in my life again. But all it will do is break me. I think im looking for a reason to cry and be broken more. Its my choice if i want to stay broken. But its all that im used too. I was so fast to unblock him. And when i finally blocked him again last night it took 5 minutes. I think its obsession over how hes doing alright and im still broken . Its a alot of reasons of why i want him. But none of them are good enough to send that first text. I need to learn how to heal on my own and realize just bc hes doing well like nothing happened doesnt mean i get to stay broken. I can heal i can forget about him i can do it all.
Update: um this is awkward bc i dont think ill give any of them a chance rn tbh. If i think they're silly high school romances i wanted to happen. Also the last one he literally took advantage of me but i felt gulity and didnt think it was still dont but i have to remind myself what he did wasnt okay. Anways the first guy could be one out of 2 of the ppl i could be waiting for. But im guessing it was my sophomore yr crush. Which is odd bc im pretty sure he never liked me back and liked someone else instead. And the second guy i deserve better than someone who takes a week just to respond even if hes "busy". So i think ive finally let go of him bc IF HE WANTED TO HE WOULD!!!!!
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worldwake · 3 years
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Mm maybe I want Starbucks for lunch.
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starboydotwav · 4 years
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would anyone like 2 come crawl in my lap and kiss me into the couch for a few hours
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bbeelzemon · 4 years
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#i FIIINALLYYYY am deleting my facebook#i have been meaning to since last may apparently#sorry to my half-brother's wife who just friended me like two weeks ago#but you friending me reminded me that i should delete this before more people try to friend me LMAOO#ive linked to my instagram since may so if anyone there wanted to keep up with me theyve had plenty of time to do so#*blows kiss emoji*#i feel moderately bad for my fb friends who didnt HAVE insta. but like#i havent held a conversation on that site in literally 5+ years like i think its gonna fucking be okay#sick of being reminded of my irl friends who all ghosted me :)#me: hey do u wanna hang out this weekend?#friend 1: my cars being repaired but we should hang out when its fixed!#last message from dec 2018#me: hey do u and other friend wanna hang out this weekend?#friend 2: oh let me check with friend 3 first#didnt even check b4 deleting but im thinking either 2017 or maybe even 2016#like! just say you didnt want to hang out with me you guys LMAO#im tough i can take it. id prefer it over Just Not Really Knowing Indefinitely#i bought a keychain for friend 1 at the florida zoo in january 2019 but i doubt itll ever reach her#so if anyone here likes turtles and/or pink and/or keychains H. M. U. 😤#oh i meant central florida zoo. theres more than one zoo in florida#anyway#facebooks gone so now irl people can stop looking at my online presence and i can be at peace with myself#my facebook page has always haunted me it had stuff from when i was like 15 on it#and i stopped posting after that so it was really really easy to find that really old stuff :(#whatever! its gone now! i just gotta not sign in for 30 days#i dont knooow sounds pretty difficult 🤪 🤪
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