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#i honestly cannot remember the last time i communicated with college but they keep callong me every Wednesday and i keep not answering
disapprovinghmm Β· 3 years
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Every week that I miss a class and dont tell my progress coach I get one step closer to just never going back to that college 🀑🀑🀑
#i honestly cannot remember the last time i communicated with college but they keep callong me every Wednesday and i keep not answering#i think the last time i even did work was January???????? maybe feb?????#the more i think about it the more stressed i become coz i have so much to catch up on and its near enough all videos that never have#accurate subtitles which makes it so difficult to take in what the dudes saying and because of the virus theres no practical to help me#understand and instead of talking to my progress coach about this (ya know like your meant to coz its their job to help) ive just been#hiding in my room trying not to think about it and failing!!#ive legit barely left my room i go to get enough food to last me the day and fill my water bottles then hide in my room unless necessary#also im back at my parents again so theres 7 people in this three bedroom house and its so grating how the fuck did i do this before#i feel like if someone talks to me i will turn to sand im not coping lmao#i need to get a reliable contract with work so i can move out of here#or maybe get another job#i could go back to accounting πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”#or get another apprenticeship πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”#my post#tibs talks#just ignore me im spiralling πŸ€™πŸ€™πŸ€™#not to mention the fact that i havent really told people in my life about my gender greedℒ️ which makes me feel like im keeping secrets but#didnt even tell them when i figured out i was bi so theres no reason i should feel like this but i still do#and i know for a fact that i wont be able to tell them anything till i find a lable that fits coz im bad at articulating my thots but if i#had a lable i could just throw it at them and tell them to use google instead of answering questions but then id need to find a lable that#fits perfectly and im not good at looking into shit so im just here with two problems and not even the energy to think about a plan#im just so exhausted all the time man#might take a nap ✌
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