#i hope this is fixed now tho

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

#jrwi fanart #cw blood #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #arthur bennett #OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob: #BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay #i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY. #THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL #so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM.. #grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that #ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT #arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES #I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM. #I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no #ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE #BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much... #GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that #we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW #he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE.. #i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar #I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS #also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that #human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY #i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK #feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh

[why-the-heck-not]

19.11.23, sunday

I listened to Succession soundtrack a lot today and had about the most productive day I’ve had in so so long

things done today:

7h of coding

went to my sister’s kid’s birthday party (mario theme 🍄)

#even tho during the first 4 hours it was me slowly realizing that I had configured/set up my one project wrong somehow #and I’m so far gone with it now that idk how to rly fix it other than starting again and trying to speedrun all I’ve done so far #aka the 50hours I’ve spent on it #but i’m hoping I’ll get it to function by just fucking around with adding some files & paths manually (i doubt that’ll work) #that’s a big yikes that I would not have time for #but I’ve done enough to get a grade out of that course but rn it’d be 3/5 and I want 5/5 bc it’s an easy course to get that from #and god knows I need to do everything in my power to raise my gpa #studyblr #bookblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #dark academia #chaotic academia #november 2023 #2023

[caluski]

today marks another birthday for this sweet, wonderful, kind, and amazing creature that goes by the name Żmija. nearly popping out in the fall, but with her heart as hot and impatient as the sun of july morning, she rushed for the last days of summer where she truly belongs - so of course, a summertime portrait it is :-)

wishing you the happiest and most love-filled of celebrations, @slavicafire -from yours truly and yours forever :-)

#scheduled as usual since im not here. hence the hour of posting - sorry; i know you dont like when i do that! #but i hope it will find you still. #sorry i couldnt do justice to your tattoos - god they look wonky but i SUCK at those so bad everytime!!!! #anyway. hope u have a wonderful monday and that bday package got to you all safe and on time! kocham cie bardzo bardzo mocno! #rysunki #also now that i look at it while scheduling. god did i draw you too pale. or is it just my laptops screen settings. god i hope its my lapto #oh good god and tumblr says its scheduled for 17th even tho i keep changing it to 18th. oh god #please forgive me if for some reason it will be posted a day early.... on app it says 18th but here... #oh god i changed the timezone on my blog to warsaw and everything why does it still say 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ill try to fix that later im so sorry if it doesnt work out

[writingtot]

i think one of the reasons i enjoy the percy series so much is because it’s an adaptation of the novels and not word for word the same.

at first i was a little upset by all the changes, but after rereading the books, i actually like the series even more now. as much as we all adore the books, i think we can agree that they’re not perfect. sometimes there’s plot holes, inconsistencies, or just bad writing in general. this gives rick a chance to fix those things, and that’s OKAY.

the series isn’t perfect either, don’t get me wrong, but it is nice to see the characters going on the same adventures even with some variation to the original story. i think this will allow the characters to be fleshed out more.

we have to remember that a tv show and a book is not the same medium, so the way these things are presented cannot be identical. otherwise the characters in the show would probably seem pretty flat since the books are only from percy’s perspective. the series allows us to learn more about the motives and personalities of other characters, be it annabeth, grover, or luke (personally, i’m really excited to see how his character’s story goes).

anyway, all of this is to say that the percy series is great for what it is (an adaptation of a book series). yes it could be better (cough longer and more episodes cough), but i personally really enjoy it so far.

#like let’s be honest there’s definitely some things from the books that need to be fixed #namely the weird family-but-also-love-interest dynamic between luke and annabeth #luke should not like annabeth romantically At All #i’m really hoping rick fixes that in the show #which i think they have so far… #i think they have more of solely the found family dynamic in the show #i’m really excited to see luke’s character arc #i hated him in the books so hopefully this will change my mind #i think charlie is doing a really good job of portraying him #(god this cast is so perfect tho let’s talk about that) #like that’s the other main reason i love this show #the casting was just so perfect and i can’t imagine anyone else playing these characters now #when i reread the books i literally pictured them as walker and leah and aryan like- #anyway sorry for the rambling i just have fallen in love with this universe all over again #i’m 20 but feel like i’m back in middle school 😭 #pjo #percy jackson #percy series #percy jackson and the olympians #annabeth chase #grover underwood #luke castellan #rick riordan #walker scobell #leah sava jeffries #aryan simhadri

[squuote]

lots of moss by my work. tastes rlly good. try some

#crows photos #moss #forgot I wanted to post more photography stuff this year. fixing that now. #these r just from my phone tho so they aren’t that good but still enjoy them :-) #hoping it’ll help me get back into the photography spirit

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF EARTH: VANCOUVER

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Maj. Kaidan Alenko, and Lt. James Vega With: Adm. David Anderson, Adm. Steven Hackett, & Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau I don't like Anderson's orders either, but we don't have a choice. Without help, this war is already over. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨ #shenko #james vega #kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #steven hackett #jeff joker moreau #david anderson #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #i’m back on my me3 bullshit and i’m so excited ✨ #no one question why soph looks different from the car lot set #her tattoos are different bc i finally managed to fix them somewhat lmao and i figured out how i wanted the scars on her face to look too #(AKA i finally managed to nail down her me3 look until i sculpt her head morph in blender) #these were lowkey a little bit of a bitch to color correct bc of that blue filter on me3 that makes everyone look super washed out #i’m gonna have to re-gif car lot in the future when i get back there too now that i think about it #was this just an excuse to gif kaidan now that i’m playing ME3 again? yes. will there be more gifs when i get him and ash back? absolutely. #james and EDI are gonna be my babes until i him and ash back tho #it’s a good opportunity for james and EDI content bc my god they deserve more love #also this shit isn't anywhere CLOSE to canon for soph when it comes to how things actually went down in vancouver with kaidan #but the VS’s treatment is poo in bioware canon so i say i do not see it and write my own :) #anywhoooo if you read all my rambling in the tags of my gif sets i hope you have a good day ✨🥹

[asummersday]

hey! i'm not dead!! :D

So, here’s the thing. Leo never really realized how many things were casually phrased as orders until he got cursed. Turns out, it’s a lot more than he originally thought.

#hi <3 #took me a while to get this out because depression was kicking my ass this month #but its here now!!! we're moving things along!!! #sorry about the ending tho #(i say. like a LIAR) #IM FINALLY FUCKING FREE #GOD IVE BEEN WRESTLING THIS DANG CHAPTER FOR WEEKS #i have a love-hate relationship w this chapter actually #i like how most of it turned out but i hate it so so much bc it took me fucking forever to write it #I WILL NOW SLEEP AND NOT LOOK AT THIS CHAPTER FOR THE NEXT THREE BUSINESS DAYS THANK YOU 🙏 #(hoping and praying it doesnt feel rushed bc i lowkey did rush thru some scenes that were giving me grief. ill reread and fix it i prommy) #rise leo #rise donnie #rise mikey #rise of the tmnt #rise raph #summer post #my writing #rottmnt fic #rottmnt #ataimw #my fic

[4kts]

# ADDED BOTS!

note: yippeee!! second batch of bots coming right up!! 🛎️ I have a lot of requests now which is woah- i didnt even think would be possible!! thank you so much for the requests and the comments u guys left! reading them made me so happy and warms my heart (づ>/////<)づ♡ with mid-terms finally over i do hope i can at least upload six bots in total in 1 month! but my busy schedule n procrastination is impossible for me to doooo .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.

If you want to request a bot, you can request in my g.forms or shoot me a request in my inbox, please be sure to read the rules first! :^) Please let me know what you think! Feedbacks are always welcome so that I can improve the bots!!

taglist: @p-r-e-s-t-o

MORAX (tumblr req.)

What was once a peaceful hangout took a horrifying turn when bloodthirsty angels descended, seeking your destruction. Though he managed to whisk you away from the battlefield, the ordeal left you in such excruciating pain that you succumbed to exhaustion—a sight that filled Morax with dread.

LINK: https://next.character.ai/chat/vMwmABQNMpFcd_nl40tE1HfVWCC6uZ2CvF9uePQYHTY

BELIAL (g.form req.)

Belial longed to speak to you effortlessly; the pain in his throat was a constant barrier. Before you, this hindrance holds no weight, not when he has Jjyu, who does the talking for him. Now, the thought of confessing his feelings through Jjyu felt impersonal and lacking. He craved the raw vulnerability of spoken words—a confession uttered in his own voice. Yet, achieving this seemingly impossible feat seemed like a distant dream.

LINK: https://next.character.ai/chat/D78r6Arq2I7_wNNBuYtvKJbbRhBtRoo9g_WK2OZOJqw

MAMMON (g.form req.)

Ever since arriving in Hell, you've been yearning for a taste of your favorite desserts. Sure, Hell offered its own sweet treats, some even resembling what you knew and loved, but nothing quite hit the spot. Mammon, ever eager to see your smile, decided to throw a little tea party just for you, complete with the sweets you craved. But an unknown, mischievous lesser devil had other plans! Now Mammon faces the consequences for not noticing the sneaky sabotage, leaving Mammon to face the consequences of his oversight.

LINK: https://next.character.ai/chat/ZW9Jg2VqkaSYuhbYBuoXdBeRhS48iCnWqAM_o3mxngs

#🍭.bots #whb morax #whb belial #whb mammon #yayayayayayay finally doneeee #i wanna make naberiussss now >:))))) #omg sorry this took so long tho #i was busy playing lmaoooo #plssss im grinding hard rn #i hope i can get what i want before the event ends T-T #anywayssss #i hope yall enjoy it!!!!! #as always pls let me know if u encounter errors #ill try to fix them ASAP!!!! #:D #also also #anon!!!! i chose morax!! #if u want a buer ver pls let me know :D

[undefeatablesin]

Me adding smoke, skulls and disembodied hand motifs to the backgrounds of Altar for almost every panel

#sin speaking #(creatively bankrupt tbh maybe the motif will change when altars pov switches to ruza SPOILERS!!!!!) #(inking dark thunder is kicking my ass so i took a break to return to altar lmao) #(Hi!!!!) #(look is it my fault smoke hands and skulls make everything look cool i dont think so. I DO NOT.) #(man how the turn tables i thought dark thunder was going to be a short easy project and now ive come running back 2 altar bc it AINT) #(well. its getting there. a lot of it is done 😂) #(this is my punishment for my hubris i make the rods for my own back) #(also i fixed the lag on my ps4 connection you will b glad to know!!!) #(i can finally coop unhindered and possibly stream unhindered now too.......) #(i need 2 test the latter) #(not that i dont keep finding clips to add to my Terrible Bloodborne Gameplay playlist tho bc man smth always happens to my hunters LMAO) #(hope you guys are doin well!!!!)

[katatty]

dealing with this fuckin mess AND I got covid this weekend. havin a rough one :( keep me in your thoughts and prayers xox

#i THINK i have it working now but i am afraid to hope lol... #i managed to play a couple of rounds of hollyhead without issue tho #i have done pretty much every fix under the sun and it finally seems sorta playable #might need to cull my cc soon though. perhaps 23GB is too much. sad!!

[lacallemojada]

You smell like old cheese. Yeah, thanks. No, no, no, no, no. But it's because you ran out of clean clothes because you're avoiding me and us and everything and now you smell like old cheese. Yep. It's hilarious.

#station19edit #station 19 #maya bishop #carina deluca #station 19 spoilers #dailystation19 #Carina's last sentence... it hurts!!!!!!! we are hopeful too dear #their moments are a bit awkward right now tbh but they will fix it i'm sure #i still love them tho #by apf

[enbyshads]

dont know if this is actually true but if it is im going to freak out even more

#i literally jumped the second i heard bumblebee talk #jckdjcksjc #but wikipedia was the only site i could find talking about his va in the movie??? but that site isn't exactly trustworthy so now idk #BUT if thats true then it's really funny that ben schwartz voices so many characters i love #are u kidding me #im still watching the movie tho #i hope bumblebee talks again #which made me really confused bc apparently his voie box got fixed but he still talks through the radio? idk whats going on #voice** #transformers #bumblebee #bat talks

[whumble-beeee]

Whumptember 2023, Day 5

“What do you want me to do?”

Owed a favor | Whispered conversation | Sneaking around

The Bee’s Whumptember Masterlist

CW: alcohol, mentioned kidnapping, mentioned potential character death, mentioned gun

Continued HERE

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Caretaker’s eyes shifted warily as they scaled the walls of the enemy base, rope burning in their hands and they hauled themself up, one after the other. This would all be for nothing if they got caught. Less than nothing. They wouldn’t be of any use to Youngest if they were captured, and that was on top of the agony they’d have to endure at the hands of Villain and the rest of their team if they were captured. So don’t get caught, Leader had reasoned. As if it were that simple. As if that weren’t the most obvious thing in the world. But Leader believed in them, and Youngest needed them, so here they were, freezing their ass off on the wind- and snow-swept window ledge of their most formidable foe, praying to God that they could plead well enough to the only person who could truly help save Youngest’s life.

They pressed their hand into the glass, using the friction and sticking frost to pull open the suspiciously unlocked window. No time to dwell on that, Caretaker supposed. They dove in through the small gap and landed into a silent forward roll across the hardwood floor, only to immediately be greeted by the sound of a glass shattering as it was dropped by shocked hands, followed by a long string of curses as the dropper of the glass stared at Caretaker with abject horror.

“Caretaker–” Spy hissed. “What in the actual fuck are–”

A soft knock at the door. “Medic? Everything alright?” Villain called.

Spy glared at Caretaker, commanding them to hide with a sharp nod that even Leader themself wouldn’t question. Caretaker looked around frantically, before spotting a lovely little wooden wardrobe. That’d do.

“Yeah, everything’s– great,” Spy yelled back, speech slurred. “Jus’… dropped the whiskey bottle. Just a little. Probably too much to drink– Imma gonna… gonna… jus’ clean this up an’ head to bed…”

The door creaked open. “You need–”

“Don’t come in!” Spy leaped over to the door and slammed it shut with their full body, back pressed into the painted wood. “I’m not decent!”

A pause. Caretaker bit their lip inside the wardrobe, cursing themself for not choosing any better hiding spot. The door couldn’t even close all the way!

“...alright then.” Villain’s voice finally came through the door, taken aback. “You’re a very strange drunk, Medic… I’ll leave you to it, just put on some clothes before you deal with the glass, yes?”

Spy groaned dramatically, as if Villain had just asked them to egg the neighbor kid’s house. “--fffffff-ine…”

“Thanks. No pity if you’re hungover tomorrow, yeah? Drink some water and get to bed.” Villain knocked on the door twice in lieu of a farewell, and footsteps could be heard creaking down on the hardwood floors, slowly getting quieter as Villain walked away.

Spy slammed open the doors of the wardrobe, very clothed and very sober. “You better have an amazing explanation for this, Caretaker,” they whispered with enough venom to knock out an elephant. They yanked Caretaker out and picked up a towel from where they had just been sitting, turning on their heels toward the broken glass. “Amazing, perfect, justifiable, and totally not insane reason for almost blowing my cover and getting the both of us killed.”

“They have Youngest,” Caretaker whispered urgently, grabbing another piece of fabric at random and following closely behind Spy. Spy didn’t even flinch as they threw their own towel widely over the glass and started collecting it all into the thick cloth.

“Okay. And?”

“That’s all you have to say?!” Caretaker hissed, soaking up the spill with what they now realized was an old t-shirt. “No ‘where?,’ no ‘are they alive?,’ no ‘how can I help save my teammate from being tortured to death?’...”

“What do you want me to do?” Spy finished placing all of the glass into the towel, then trudged to the other side of the room and threw the entire thing away. 

“Not sure if you noticed, Caretaker, but they think I work for them. And they need to continue thinking that I work for them until I can finish my directive,” Spy nudged Caretaker out of the way with their foot, kneeling down beside them and finishing the job of drying the spill themself. “And helping one of our captives escape is a wonderful way to make sure all my hard work goes straight down the toilet. Then you’ll have two captives that need saving–” They threw the now alcohol-soaked t-shirt into the hamper across the room. 

“--If they don’t put a bullet in my head right there and then.”

“I’m not asking you to save them, idiot,” Caretaker said through gritted teeth. “Just… keep an eye on them, please? You’re their medic. Maybe say they’ve had enough early if the team is torturing them, or, or keep them in the med bay for as long as possible with an unknown illness, or discredit any information they give, or misdiagnose their power so Villain underestimates them, and don’t shoot them if you have the chance to, and on that note, don't let Villain kill them. Just–...” They waved their hands around in front of them frantically, pleading. 

“Do something. Don’t just stand by and watch, and for the love of God, don’t join in. Please.”

Spy stared at Caretaker for a long time, face excruciatingly unreadable. “I acknowledge your request for me to help Youngest. Now get the fuck out.” Spy grabbed the collar of Caretaker's shirt and shoved them toward the open window. 

“Is that a yes?”

Spy spun Caretaker around to unequivocally ask if they were purposefully trying to kill them, only to find Caretaker's hopelessly worried puppy-dog eyes staring back at them. Always with the puppy-dog eyes. They threw their head back with a groan, fingers pinching the bridge of their nose.

“That’s an ‘I’ll do what I can without compromising my mission.’” Spy stated. “Now leave. I can’t have you getting hurt too.”

Caretaker let out a sigh of relief as they leaped up onto the window ledge. They crouched down to fiddle with the rope. “Thank you, Spy. Seriously, it means a lot." Caretaker stared down into the frozen white dust-filled abyss below them. "See you later. I missed you.”

Spy’s shoulders sagged a little. “I missed you too. Send my regards to the team.”

“Will do.” Caretaker saluted to Spy. They pulled on their repelling rope to make sure it was secure, and they were just about to swing back out, when–

“Oh, and Caretaker?” Spy called out from behind them. 

“Ye–” Caretaker turned around, but before they could react, Spy reached up and yanked their head downward by the back of the neck, desperately shoving their lips onto theirs. Caretaker almost pulled back from the shock and force of it, only before fully closing their eyes and leaning down harder into the kiss. Caretaker's breath shuddered hot on Spy’s face as their hand grasped at the back of Spy’s head, the other pulling them in tighter from the spot it found nestled in the arch of their back, holding Spy ever closer so the moment never had to end. 

Spy finally pulled back and gazed into Caretaker’s eyes, breathless. “Don’t get caught.”

“I could say the same to you,” Caretaker chuckled lowly. “Please.”

Spy scoffed and rolled their eyes, pushing Caretaker's chest lightly. “I won’t.”

Caretaker stood and backed up to the very edge of the ledge, grinning from ear to ear. “See you on the other side, Spy.” They grabbed the remaining slack of their rope and vaulted backward off the edge of the windowsill, pumping their fists and grinning like a 5-year-old at a birthday party. 

“That we will,” Spy muttered. They poured themself another glass of whiskey, a real one this time, as they gazed at the spot where Caretaker disappeared.

“One way or the other…”

@whumptember

#whumptember2023 #whumptember day 5 #day five: what do you want me to do #day five: whispered conversation #day five: sneaking around #whump #whump scenario #whump writing #team whump #caretaker #writeblr #just realized i tagged this and day 6 wrong for the whumptember 2023 tag #im a fkn idiot #this one is so good too! #fixed now tho #so hopefully it still gets reblogged on the official blog #hoping and praying and crying for it lol #wouldnt blame them for not reblogging day 6 tho that ones a TRIP

[daeluin]

guys i was half joking but

peterick en español (versión trap)

#Y'ALL SEE MY VISION #also im never beating the only picks break up songs for p2 bc im always thinking about the hiatus allegations #twin skeletons #english translation in alt text by yours truly #tho im not happy with it i never imaginated it would be so hard to translate 'y no da más' #for context it's an abbreviation of 'y esto no da para más'. literal this doesn't give for more. it's a frase commonly used when you speak #about relationships that have reached their end. where no matter what anyone says or does the relationship doesn't work anymore #and there's no fixing so you may as well just break up. there's nothing good there anymore and no more to give #anyways i don't know how to convey the feeling property in english i hope y'all catch the drift and see my vision #also stream duki - antes de ameri (2023) right now #it doesn't have this song but ysy a album sucks. duki's on the other hand is a masterpiece

[gxlden-angels]

Hello! I apologize if this is a nosy question, but what is the silly feelings wheel app you were talking about in a previous post? My therapist and I have been working on identifying feelings but I still very much rely on a list of feeling words to have any idea what I’m feeling, so it could be a helpful resource. No worries if you don’t want to share, just thought I would ask :)

It's called How We Feel! I'm not sure if it's available on all devices yet, but it's on ios and the google play store for sure.

I've been using it for about a year. It's more of a chart than a wheel but people usually recognize the wheel better so that's what I call it. When you first start it has a 10-part tutorial about emotional acceptance and regulation, then it has suggestions for each category of emotion. You can access both at any time tho after those first 10 days.

It has a share option so you can have friends, which has been great for me cause it prompts me to check on friends and them to do the same for me. It allows you to just respond with a little emoji in like a "I'm here for you" little notification to your friend, or you can reach out to your friend on your own. Its really helped me cause I'm bad at reaching out when I need support so to me and I'm bad about taking on other's problems even when I can't handle it so being able to send a little emoji instead to make sure my friends know I'm there if they need me and them doing the same has been great

#I know I sound like I'm a being sponsored by this app but it's genuinely been incredible for my mental health #whenever I get frustrated in therapy now about not being able to describe a feeling my therapist asks me to think about the chart #he'll ask me what color I feel and go 'good! do you want to narrow it down from there or continue with just that?' and it's so helpful #I have such terrible alexithymia from both cptsd and autism #it took a year of working with him to even recognize when I felt angry or hungry or sick #my friends and I check in on each other regularly now but it feels less intrusive #cause it feels like indirectly reaching out so it's less pressure to directly respond #and it might not feel the same for everyone since it could be jarring to get a notification saying friend feels miserable #but now that I've gotten used to it I don't feel like I need to solve their problems and make them feel better #Like they might be miserable because they're sick! So I check in and they say they're sick but okay and I don't feel the impulse to solve #like I would if I just didn't see them then saw them in person and saw they looked miserable #I don't blame myself or feel like I personally need to fix everything because I know they felt like that from an outside source I can't #control but I can certainly help them if they want! It's their choice tho and I don't feel bad if they don't/I can't #I feel less need to control my emotions/force them to be positive like I used to cause nobody feels positive 24/7 and I can see it #I don't feel the need to be politely content like I did in church because no one can be 24/7. I've attempted to get my family to start but #they're still stuck in needing to not be openly negative. It also helps me accept that negative feelings don't last forever #Someone feeling miserable because they're sick eventually puts they feel tired. Then chill and I know they feel better and I feel better too #Anyways thanks for listening to me ramble about my silly little feelings wheel app I hope it helps you like it helped me anon <3

[archersartcorner]

Sometimes u look back at old Homestuck artists’ works and get the immense desire to draw those AUs where the ancestors raise the trolls from hatching. Primo wholesome AUs…

IDs under cut!

[ID: Six doodles, drawn traditionally in black pen, showing the Vantas trolls from Homestuck in an AU as referenced in the caption, where the ancestors raise their descendants.

The first image is of the Signless, referred to as Kanaan, and Beforus Karkat, referred to as Kardin, sitting together. Kanaan is nervously holding close a little grub Kankri, while Kardin is reassuring him. Kanaan says, "I just don't know..." Which Kardin responds with, "You'll be alright, Kan. I'll be here for you." There's two notes around the doodle from the artist, the first states, "Also wanna practice with pen again..." The second is under an arrow pointing at Kanaan and Kardin, which states, "Hatch mates, raised together. Closest human proximation is siblings."

The second image is Kanaan holding grub Kankri again, this time little Kankri wrapped up in a blanket, like one might swaddle a human baby. Kanaan is looking off panel at something that’s caught his attention.

The third image is of grub Kankri, all curled up. He appears uncomfortable, trembling slightly. A note next to him says, “If you’re cold, he’s cold. Sweater.” Off panel, Kardin says, “Give him a blankie. Or something. Warmth.” Kanaan says after, “Small baby…”

The fourth image is technically two panels. The first “panel” shows Kanaan looking down at his hands, nervous expression on his face. Someone behind him has their hands gently on his shoulders, and is saying, “Be careful with him…” The sentence continues into the next panel, which shows what Kanaan was looking at, holding a very small grub Karkat in one of his hands. The other person continues, “He’s a lot smaller than Kankri was…”

The fifth image shows Kankri at a later time, about 6 years old, no longer a grub and wearing a big ol’ sweater, looking off panel at Kanaan, who’s nervously asking Kankri, “Kankri, baby, have you seen your little brother?” There appears to be something in the poofy collar portion of his sweater.

The sixth image continues from the fifth. Kankri lowers his collar, showing little grub Karkat, curled up and napping away peacefully. Off panel still, Kanaan exclaims, “Oh thank goodness…” Kankri nervously explains, “He was cold…” Kanaan responds, “Ah - thank you for watching him, baby.”

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#my art #my scribbles #described #homestuck #the signless #beforus!karkat #kankri vantas #karkat vantas #grub au #yea I’ll just label it as that lol #y’all remember dormir????? I remembered their blog the other day and went to check out their old grub art #they haven’t updated their tumblr in years. I hope they’re doing okay 🥺 #their grub art was fuckin iconic tho. love those strange little baby creachers. kisses them all #anyway I’m rusty with pen so sorry if these are messy LOL gonna keep workin on it… miss pen as a medium ajdbdj #tumblr pls. I’m begging you. I’m hitting post pls don’t mess up the id. #DANGIT. okay I’ve hopefully fixed it #okay hold on gotta go on desktop to fix this. love that #okay. NOW PLEASE?