#i hope we arohas can do the same for you

[orecana]

Our memories together

Astro moonbin x gender neutral reader

Warnings: full on angst, light fluff at the end

I just wanted to write this, so I could grieve and pour my heart out. Although, I was never really an aroha, to know we lost yet another angel breaks my heart. I hope you enjoy it.

People were mourning the death of moonbin as they can only hopelessly cry and sob as the show began to show pictures of him. Then the groups have to perform. You step up to the stage and began you performance.

You make me feel special....

Geureon nari isseo

Gapjagi honjain geonmal gateun nai

Eodil gado nae jariga anin geonman gatgo

Gogaen tteolgweojineun nal...

You were trying your hardest to not cry as you dance and sing each lyrics. He was your best friend, an inseparable one.

Chorahan nobodyeseo dashi somebody

Teukbyeolhan naro byeonhae

You sing each word, gracefully and each words only made the people who are there, cry even more as each word you sang made a pang in their hearts.

You remembered the times where you would hang out with moonbin. You were happy, hanging out and being mischievous. You guys would spend as much time as possible with each other, giggling and laughing.

Just yesterday, he hold your hands and press his lips against yours, all while promising that you and anyone close to him will be happy.... Forever.

You couldn't resist it anymore and decided to voice out your frustrations with a high note

Didn't you promise me.... That we will be together.. forever?

You make me feel special!

Sesangi amuri nal jujeoanchyeodo

Apeugo apuen maldeuri nal jjilleodo

Nega isseo Nan dashi useo

That's what you do

Your voice was cracking, as you felt tears streaming down your eyes, but no one cares that your voice cracked. They felt and know your pain as you sang each line

Again i feel special!

Amugeotto anin jonjae gatdagado

Sarajyeodo moreul saram gatdagado

Nal bureuneun ne moksorie

I feel loved, I feel so special.

You finished your performance as you break down and cries. All those memories you guys made while he was still here, holding you and whispering sweet words into your ears.

You bow to the people there as you go backstage. When you arrived there, you saw viviz there, sitting and waiting for their turn to perform. You look at sinb and she looks at you. She hold out her arms as you hug her, crying.

Eunha and umji lightly pat both of your backs, trying to console you two. This was it, what you wanted for so long. A moment of appreciation to the lost and grief you felt in your heart the moment he left. you guys released the hug and smile at each other. Viviz then go on stage to perform as you smile, knowing that you guys helped each other recovered a bit.

Your manager come and tell that it is time for you to go. You nod and stand up as he escorts you to the car. You guys got in and drove off.

You only stare at your phone, more specifically your wallpaper. It was a photo of you two. Moonbin was holding you while you were wrapping your arms around his neck. You only smile at this fond memory, it was when you guys started dating. Hang outs turned into dates, casual walks around the park turned into visiting exciting places. Those were very wonderful times.

You felt the car stopping. You look out but you guys were at the airport. You look at your manager and he only chuckles. He gestured to the entrance and you looked closer. you were shocked, wide eye. But you smile as you got out of the car and hug her.

"sua I thought you was at the funeral"

She only return the gesture and she sighs.

"it's not the same without his lover there you know."

"you cheeky rascal!"

You both laugh. You waved goodbye to your manager as he gives you a thumbs up. You walk with sua to the airport to travel back to Korea to the funeral place. While you and sinb are late, you guys could still grief him. You look up at the sky through the see through glass to see millions of stars shining brightly, you chuckle.

I wonder which of these beautiful stars is you, binnie. If you really do Cherise our promise then protect us and everyone you love even when you're now only a star, my binnie.

You smile brightly as you and sua board the plane back to Korea so you could pay your respect and keep him in your heart.

No matter if you're a star or a human binnie, we will always love you forever.

#astro x male reader #astro x reader #moonbin #moonbin x reader #moonbin x male reader

[kingmaker-a]

10/11

Essentially just a year in review, I always find these kind of things hard to write, though I guess there's something to be said about my preference to creative writing.

I guess should start with thanks first and foremost, thanks to you the person reading this, whether in passing or gripped intent even to be held in your mind's eye for a fraction of a second.

To be held for a breadth of a second is to be remembered even if only briefly.

Thanks for every like, every ask, every reblog and every message.

Truly, even if it's not required.

Anyway, I'll move on to some stats to avoid getting sappy, that can be saved for later.

Over the past year I've posted 85,816 words worth of content, which is basically the equivalent of a full novel.

Now in terms of what posts were received the best, I'll go with the top 3. First and second is relatively close, while we have a two way tie for third.

Note: This only includes one shots.

First Place - Ramyun + Extras with 67 notes

Second Place - Plastic Knives with 65 Notes

Third Place - Our Save Haven/You Can't Dance with 48 notes

Now if I was to extrapolate some reasoning on the standings, I'd reason that Ramyun and Plastic Knives are first and second because they were both birthday posts for their respective idols.

However that aside, they both tend to be sadder or darker fics with brighter endings, which is also something that I think we can all get behind.

It's always nice to know that things can and will get better even in a pit of darkness.

Anyway here's the obligatory thanks to certain individuals, so feel free to skip over this.

To my wonderful Paladins, it's been a pleasure to learn about you guys, as well as partake in your victories and struggles. You guys have helped me out more than you realize, there were multiple times throughout the year where I considered outright quitting, but watching the sheer amount of fun everyone has creating works, it's pretty hard to avoid such infectious happiness.

To my incredible b teammate @foolish-sparrow I thank you for words both candidly and sarcastically. Each conversation shared is truly a blessing and a curse in the best of ways, though the later usually only occurs during DND sessions. I will always appreciate the confidence you have in my abilities even if I lack the same courage about myself, so thank you dearly.

To my brother-in-arms @neon-city-dreams it's been a tremendous pleasure to have you around, you've seen me at my best and my worst, though I hope I'm breaking the mold in at least one regard. The wonderful enjoyment I have watching ideas expand and grow at the breakneck pace of the universe will always be a thing of beauty. Yet somehow you update less than me kek.

To the force of nature-at least when it comes to my For You.-@sanccharine, it's always an amazing experience to conversate with you, even if it's for brief moments. Your insight and overall artistic skill is something the stars would be jealous of in radiance. That and I guess you're funny sometimes? Even if you put me under an embargo., aroha nui you delightful soul.

To the ever immaculate maknae @panda-writes-kpop, how you manage to keep up with everything you do and still have time to roast the boomer nation? A skill in time management I'll always be jealous of. It's always a wonder to see you improve at writing, when I remember my boomer reading glasses. Though I do worry for everyone when you inevitably surpass me in writing angst.

Shoutout to @twicex0nce2001, a pure soul with a wonderful heart. I wouldn't be surprised if your blood was sunshine and your heart was made out of glitter. You truly inspire me to think outside of the box when it comes to AUs.

[moonjinsan]

BIN-ah, thank you for everything you've done for #ASTRO, for sincerely giving love to us, #AROHA. Thank you for making us happy and loved in your own way. Every moment with you will forever live on our hearts and minds. You're forever my favorite person, you're irreplaceable. From my heart, I love you 🖤

AROHA, we all loved #MOONBIN, right?? We've loved him because of how humanly he was. Words aren't enough to express of how much grateful we all are for having to know such a person like him. He may be gone for now, but please, let's never ever forget him. Let's grieve for now, and heal on our own times, in our own ways. If you need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to. We can even DM each other should you want to. Let's keep loving Bin, let's always remember him and while doing that, let's not forget to take care of ourselves as he won't want something bad to happen to his universe 🖤💜

To #MOONBIN's Mom and Dad, I am truly thankful that you've brought into this world such a very, very loving, kind, selfless person. Thank you for supporting him achieve his dreams. ROHA will be here protecting you the same way he did you. Please stay strong.

Our dear #SUA, I can't imagine the pain you're feeling - losing not only a brother but also someone you've looked up to since you were kids. Stay strong too, okay? Not only that you gave your 6 Billie sisters, but you also now have 5 brothers in the person of ASTRO, the ones who became family with him when he was away from home. I'm sure that you'll be able to care for you the same way your Binnie-oppa did. We too will be here for you.

To our dear ASTRO members, we pray that you all stay strong and stick together. You've all been through so much together - that's why it's more heart-breaking to lose someone who became family to you. You trained together, spent time together, lived and debuted together, you've all bonded and stated together both on the best and worst times. Sadly, it'll be different now, it won't be the same without that fun-loving, hardworking MOON. Cry if you want to, tell AROHA your worries, your concerns - all when you are ready. We'll always be here patiently waiting for you all.

Leadernim, #JINJIN... We understand that you may be confused right now, however I hope that you keep it together and be strong. Bin may love teasing you but we know how much he loves and respects you. Thank you for being patient with him and his crazy antics. Thank you for being there at times when he needed someone to talk to, for listening to him. Things are different now that you'll be the one to look into the sky and would want to talk to him.

#MJ, our dear Bin's M-hyung.. This must have been do hard for you. I cannot imagine how you're feeling - you leaned a lot on BIN but now, he's resting peacefully in a tranquil place. Thank you for always keeping up with him and baby-ing him.

#EUNWOO-sshi, I pray that you're staying as one of the strongest. Thank you for being a true, true friend and brother to him - your tight friendship was more than that, he became your best friend and you were each other's confidant. Thank you for staying by his side, talking to him just when he needed someone the most. Bin was the happiest whenever he gets to see and be with you. He may be finally resting in love now, but we'll surely see him on the next life, right???

#ROCKY, you've been in the group the longest with Bin - making you both ASTRO's ancestor line. You've known him the longest as you've trained together since you were kids. I could never imagine how you feel - as Bin and you have been together for almost half of your lives. I hope you stay strong, the dependable rock we all know. Be complete once again in the next life.

Our dearest maknae, #SANHA-ya. You've been with your Bin-hyung the longest. You've worked together so long, performed on a lot of stages together halfway around the world. And heartbreakingly, you won't be able to be with him like you used to for almost everyday. Thank you for being by his side. I hope that there will be someone who'll be beside you, someone you'd be able to talk to and do take your time to heal. AROHAs will always be here for all of you. We'll stay by your side, you can talk to us for as long as you want and we'll listen.

To BIN's closest friends, colleagues and everyone who has closely worked with him and to those who have witnessed of how a pure, fun, happy, caring, loving, polite and gentle and hardworking person that he was, I pray for everyone to be strong and still care for yourselves - be healthy. It's what he'd want for sure. I hope that you have someone by your side as letting go of someone so close to your heart is and will never be easy.

Let's all stay strong and remember always of how beautiful person MOON BIN is and always will be.

You'll always be in our hearts, #MOONBIN. You will always be alive in our hearts. Until we meet again, my love 🖤

#we will miss you MOON BIN #forever and always I LOVE YOU #stay strong #ASTRO

[holdinbacksecrets]

it makes me so upset that some people online are saying “imagine how seungkwan must feel” and sharing photos and memories of seungkwan and his best friend together and then seeing someone comment “this isn’t about seungkwan!!” yes we know it’s not. but he’s grieving too.. that was his best friend. i want to talk about seungkwan mourning his best friend the same way i talk about Sua mourning her brother. it’s nothing to do with “bringing attention to another group” but more so the fact that these are his loved ones who are going through a hard time right now. its not any different than talking about how his members must feel.

in another note, im genuinely worried for seungkwan and sua. seungkwan already has his own battle with depression and i’m not sure how this is going to affect him. i don’t know much about moonbin’s sister but i know i’d be so lost if i lost my older brother. i think of him as a part of me, and she was so close to her brother. her stage name is meant to match his, she told him once that when she calls him and he answers the phone for her, it makes her feel better because he’s on her side. she was so overwhelmed one day and he didn’t answer her calls and she felt so bad about that.. now she has no one to answer her calls and that’s her only brother and her only sibling. my heart hurts. when i was younger i would chase after my brother and ask him if he wanted to spend “quality time” with me just because i wanted to be with him and do everything he did.. i’d imagine sua is the same way. she even followed in his footsteps and became an idol. my heart hurts for all of his loved ones and arohas. moonbin deserved better and he is so talented.. i miss him so much. it doesn’t feel real

i hear you, anon. for starters, i honestly think this is a time when adjusting social media usage is worth doing. i’m sure people are saying all kinds of things right now, and it’s not worth engaging in something that invalidates your feelings or is upsetting.

regarding friends and family, all we can do is hope that there are support systems in place and people looking out for one another. i’m not going to speak on seungkwan’s mental health or what feelings sua is experiencing. i don’t believe it’s my place to do so, but i’ll reiterate that i hope they’re receiving love and attention, whether it be obvious attention or watchful eyes. same goes for moonbin’s members. it’s completely heartbreaking.

#s talks #lovely nonnie

[kenovele]

Bogs Blog 16

Sunday 5th March 2023

Exciting month because it is my birthday month woohoo, and even better, the weather has been divine this week. It has been the first week of autumn, but we have finally been given some summer temperatures and good weather. We have had deliciously blue skies, and hot days, it is not something we have enjoyed much these last few months so it has been a treat to be blessed with it this week.

Work has been work, and it has been busy. We have been a bit social this week too, we have been busy visiting friends and family during the evenings so although it adds to our tiredness, it has been great to get out of the house and see some new faces. We celebrated Cathy getting a new job with her with champagne and pizzas on Thursday night, and we went to send off my friend who is leaving to live in Dublin for the next few years, and afterwards had a great catch up with my aunt and uncle, so our social cup has been full this week.

I am slowly starting to enjoy my role in the Te Aroha office as their manager. It has been a bit of an initiation by fire, and there has been a lot of problem solving on the go, but I am enjoying it. The guys down there respect me, and I think we will have a good working relationship. I stayed the night down there with Mum on Tuesday night and we had fun exploring the town. Apparently, there is a rock there that has 25 bolted routes and so Benoit and I are quite excited to try it out. As you can imagine, with the build in process we have struggled to find the time to go climbing, or perhaps our priorities have been slightly altered at the moment. As much as we miss our sports, we live and breathe the tiny house; our life is a series of lists, and although each day we cross a few things off that list it seems to be growing just as fast. But we love the process. Some days are more stressful than others but overall it is so fulfilling to build our house with our own two hands, from the drawings, to the planning and the execution and everything in between. We started building just under two months ago and we have come so far since then. We had some exciting news this week, Brodie, Benoits electrician friend came over to check the electricity that Benoit and I have been doing and he said that we can close the walls and that we did a great job on getting all the electricity done. He even complimented Benoit by saying that usually it takes apprentices a year to learn how to wire up a fuse box and that Benoit did it perfectly. So, what was a slightly stressful afternoon for Benoit, as it was kind of like passing an exam turned out to be a very positive evening.

Although it is not all that positive. We receive a lot of negativity on our build, the choices we make and points on how some people think that we should live our life. And honestly it gets tiring, we are both working so hard to build the little house of our dreams and it is rather soul destroying to have these negative comments. We are blessed to have the support and time of my brother who, obviously, we couldn’t do this without, but there are others that seem to find it easier to be negative than supportive. I feel deeply for Benoit as I had the best support from all of Benoit’s family and friends during my three years in Belgium (and I am blessed in the fact that the distance hasn’t diminished that support) but it hurts that he is not receiving the same amount of love and support that I did. Yes, there are questions about living tiny, will you have enough space? Have you ever lived in a tiny house before? Have you thought this through? Are there better things you could be doing? Are you doing it right? The list goes on. If these questions were truly coming from a place of curiosity then we would both be happy to answer and explain our desire for a simple life with a minimal footprint and our long term goals of freedom, both financially and physically so we can live the life we hope to. But unfortunately, these questions are not based on simple curiosity, but from some twisted negativity that is getting very heavy to hold up with everything else on our plates. Our plates are full by choice, but this additional load of misguided criticism is not one I want to have to carry. I agree that mistakes and mishaps are natural. Sometimes we say things that we do not mean. And that is a part of life, a relationship is fluid, we adjust, change and grow, we can accept that occasionally we slip up, don’t agree with each other all the time and say something that we don’t mean or have the intent to hurt. We don’t know what we don’t know, after all. Making mistakes and communication is an essential part of learning and progress: it is the raw material our evolution and growth are fashioned from. Trying something and getting an unexpected outcome then adjusting our approach are the positive upsides to mistakes. They are how we get to know more. Do better. Be better. However, Paulo Coelho, wrote that “a mistake repeated more than once is a decision”. I have to say I think there’s a lot of merit in this perspective. There have been multiple occasions where what I want to believe was once curiosity has turned into a negative comment or unneeded critics. That is not “a mistake”; that is an absolutely conscious choice. If you are big enough/old enough/ugly enough to engage repeatedly in these inappropriate behaviours, then you are big enough/old enough/ugly enough to own it, and its consequences. And so as much as I am loving this process, I wish it was made a bit easier without having to constantly swallow all this negativity. Luckily, Benoit and I are ‘invincible together’ and that we have enough support between us to keep our life boat afloat. So despite this little rant which I am in two minds if I will post it or not, we are doing well, we are happy with our decisions, we are comfortable with our choices and so much happier together than when we had to spend all those years of long distance, so I guess most importantly, we have each other and life is good.

Love Kate xxx

[ilaein]

Hi babi,

Happiest Birthday to you again. It’s been 8 years and I’m still fond of you. I hope you always well. I’ve been so happy to witness all your achievements in life. I had the chance to see you twice personally and the recent MysteryElevator still lingers in me. You look exactly how I thought of you, well more ethereal than ever. You look so.. so unreal. Most of the time while you are performing I can’t compose my thoughts that u are really right infront of me It feels like I’m just watching you on the big screen. Silly. My soft spoken voice struggle to shout your name as everyone in the crowd did the same. I sob in between some of your songs esp my fave ones. I can’t believe my eyes you’re glowing! Glowing infront of me .. of us..

I remember how stunned I was during our Hi-Bye session. I didn’t expect you’ll be that close.. I nearly can’t breathe. 😅 Got some heart and soul malfunction. 🤭🤣 I was mesmerized.. I wasn’t able to fell asleep no matter how tired I was after the show. I spent the rest of the evening wondering.. how can you be that handsome?! Hahahaha I also promised to myself that, that would be the last fancon of yours that I’ll go to. ‘Cause I just wanna move on with my life.. this life around me. I’m getting old and I find it hard to like someone else while I’m attracted to you. Hahaha It’s crazy. Im crazy.

For the past few weeks I avoided watching your clips that pops up everywhere.. literally in every social I have .. even random reels I was scrolling to in my dummy Insta I saw you! I restricted myself from checking notifs that includes news about you. I even unfollowed your official twitter account haha. I talk about it to some of my friends I requested them not to mention you anymore. ‘Cause they love to tease me using gifs of u or sending me clips about you. I’m still your fan but I have to detach myself in some way before it gets deeper than this. I don’t want my future husband be mad when he sees my diary full of dongmin. Haha.

Recently i bumped into twitter account handler “Kai” she’s the luckiest fan ever. She was able to attend most of your fanmeets and had several videocall with you. I was so happy for her. She even prepared a NEW YORK TIMES SQUARE AD with the largest single LED with the best resoultion! for your Birthday today! Like just wow! She really made everything so possible! She also prepares gifts and a manager of one of your fan projects. Incredible! 🤍💜

Then I realized.. for those long years that I became your fan, I wasn’t able to give you anything.. aside from flexing you on my socials, making you my cover photo since 2016 haha which I remove last 2022z Greeting you a Happiest Birthday in all of my socials.. Facebook, Insta, Twitter, etc. Supporting your songs, projects and dramas silently reposting them.. and just praying for your happiness and health.. that’s all I manage to do.. Don’t have the means to sent you food trucks like what Kim Domingo did.. or to show up in every fancon venue you have scheduled like Andrea. But one thing we all have in common.. that I’m sure of.. We all love you! 🥰

This might be my last post and greetings as I now focus in my own journey. But no matter what I’m still an aroha and eunwoo stan by heart. Thank you for being my inspiration all throughout my college years. Thank you for existing..

Happiest Birthday to you again, naesarang.

May you get all the best in life and please know that you deserve them all.

Yourstrully,

A.Lee

(Ps. As I am writing the last few sentences spotify that’s currently on shuffle playing some random playlist decided to play “STAY” from your Entity Album yes. And I almost chuckled. You’re growing so much on me, I’m scared haha. Next thing I knew I was giggling and turning red. You’re not even here! I’m sweating! Hahahahahaha)

Here are some of your recent pictures I truly love! Its not that obvious I love your long hair right? Haha!

And ops! I will definitely tell you once I had my Gabriel Dongmin hahahaha 🤭

#cha eunwoo #lee dongmin #fangirl #long post #Spotify

[taylastudio2022]

TUESDAY WEEK 9

LECTURE 9AM,  James Tapsell-Kururangi

Notes: 

Massey Graduate, completed masters in 2018 

hoping to share artistic practice 

He Waiata Aroha, 

A Portrait Of My Father

Really personal subject matter, about grief

He Waiata Aroha - 8 minute Run Time, watched this at the beginning of the lecture, had visuals, as well as spoken word and captions - really powerful and emotional, quite intense I found it but not in an overwhelming way - felt still - almost silent. 

James Tapsell-Kururangi, He waiata aroha, 2021, single channel HD digital video, 08:12. Image courtesy of Cheska Brown ^

James Tapsell-Kururangi, He waiata aroha, 2021, single channel HD digital video, 08:12. Image courtesy of Cheska Brown ^

Spent a year at grand mothers house in Rotorua, this work was about her and the love for her, passed 2 years prior 

Didn’t start as a moving image work

“I started making this work when my kuia passed. I traveled home to live at her house for a year. I wanted to be close to her again. A story she told me that has stuck with me: the account of her father’s drowning on the Tongariro River in Tūrangi. I have since visited the spot again and again” - James Tapsell-Kururangi via https://enjoy.org.nz/he-waiata-aroha 

written + photograph, for enjoy

monumental for o waiata 

Portrait of Grandmother

Really important to be living in that unit

 sort of thought of it as an artwork, one that no one would see

Responsibility of looking after grandmothers house, 

Making art about it - but not wanting to aestheticise her / appropriate that grief 

Asking if I can make living at nan’s, art work. 

art on art, texts, photos, moving image, etc etc 

Dont believe in a “gallery” idea of a gallery - having to go into a space to see art, rather have art on the street/public

Was a part of an Auckland exhibition - after was an important thing, allowed to this “performance” work - helped maintain privacy - actual grief spared “performance” - used the word lightly, as there was no audience? 

Intimacy // Distance

Grey St. - Enjoy 

Wanting to do things / not doing them - depressive year, romanticising that time 

How to make life and a living around art

challenged art making 

“privileging the ordinary” 

Thinking about what it would have been like for my grandmother to grieve her father 

Oral History 

making moving image work - under Shannons wing 

“spend as much time as you can in the areas you are filming in” - the place where grandfather drowned. 

The Tongariro River 

“Just as the sun was setting” - privilege to watch that moment as an observer - Maui, catching the sun 

When I was filming/recording at that river - Shannon was there with me, not explicitly in the final work - blurred. 

Really enjoyed the though of me & Shannon on the Waka’s - the Iwi’s meeting. 

Making work in a place I call home -2 ways to think about making art

Don’t feel as though certain things need to be resolved - lots of different ways to make art about the same thing 

Living and life  

I really loved this lecture and hearing/seeing James Tapsell-Kururangi’s artwork and process. I was really moved by He waiata aroha. The processes and various ways of thinking about art and how art is made further widened my perspective of what art can be and the boundaries as an artist you can make between art and life - since the two are so closely related to each other. 

I also find myself super connected to home and the idea of home, and making art out of the domestic or everyday - as James was speaking about. This idea of intimacy while maintaining distance is also something I am super interested in. 

This really made me think about how I feel about the relationship between my life and my art - and what art can be - how we perceive and experience art. 

[binwoo-knock-24]

ASTRO reaction~ Their girlfriend being short~

Genre: fluff

Requested: no

Synopsis: astro has a short girlfriend. How will they react?

~MJ~

“Myungjun baby?” You called. “Hmm?” your boyfriend answered from the other side of the room. “Can you help me?” You asked as you tried to reach the plates in the upper cabinet. “Ah, you’re so short.” He smiled at you. “Hey, instead of making fun of me, why won’t you help me instead, hmm?” You sassed, trying your hardest not to hit his arm. “Nah, I’m good.” He turned away. “You’re good? Good? SO I guess you’re not hungry.” “NO! No! Please. I was joking. I love you.” He pulled you into a hug. “Mhm, I thought so”.

~Jinjin~

You and your boyfriend were walking down town hand in hand. It was one of those nights where Jinwoo would take you out, out of nowhere and just hang out together. Getting midnight snacks together and enjoying your time together. “Kiss?” You asked your boyfriend out of nowhere. “Come here then.” He said with a little smirk playing on his lips. “An, babe. Lean down. I cant reach you.” You whined. “C’mon a little further” He laughed. You pouted before you turned and were about to carry on walking, but JinJin grabbed you by your wrist and pulled you closer. “Where do you think you’re going, young lady?” He smirked before pecking your lips.

~Cha Eunwoo~

“So, How is it having such a short cute girlfriend?” SanHa said as he threw himself down on the couch next to Eunwoo. “Yah, don’t call her short. Only I can do that.” Eunwoo laughed. “She's just so cute, I love the fact that she is so short. She always has to ask me to grab things for her and it is the cutest thing ever. I really love it. I really love her.” Unbeknownst to Eunwoo, you were standing right behind him. “Well, I’m glad you do, because I don’t know if I love you as much as i did after i know that you love to talk about my height.” You said, leaning down close to his ear, making him jump. “H-Hi baby.”

~Moonbin~

You and your boyfriend were sitting together as the boys had a break from their dance practice. They were filming a video for Aroha where they were being themselves dressed in onesies. You and Binnie were cuddled up on the floor, not really caring that the others were literally 2 metres away from you. You wrapped your legs around him. “Ah, you’re so small.” “do you have to point that out?” “Yes. I do. I’m your boyfriend. Its my job.” “I love you weirdo.” “I love you too shortie.” Suddenly a yell coming from SanHa was heard, “I WANT TO BE LOVED TOO!!” He yelled before jumping onto both of you. Within seconds, the whole group was cuddling with the two of you. You shared a glance and smiled at eachother. “Next time we hang out at your place?” MoonBin asked. “Definitely”

~Rocky~

Rocky has been teasing you all week about your height for some reason. You didn't mind at first since he teased you about alot of things. But after hearing the same joke 24/7, you were pretty tired and annoyed by it. So you decided to give him the silent treatment. “Baby~? Why are you ignoring me?” Your boyfriend asked as he followed you around. You kept silent, like you did all day. “Is it because I teased you about your height?” “DING DING DING!!! Bingo! Your prize is…...another day of silence!” You exclaimed, mocking him. “No! Baby! I’m sorry! Please!” He pouted.

~Yoon Sanha~

"Sanha~” you whined. “Hm?” he hummed. “Why are you so tall?” you asked as you looked up as him. You barely reached the middle of his chest. “I’m not tall. You're just small.” He smirked. “I'm not small. I’m fun-sized.” You frowned. “Sure you are, babe. But why do you ask? Do you not like being short?” He looked at you, curious. “No, not really. I can’t kiss you whenever I want.” You pouted. “Aww. Well I think you’re absolutely adorable. Here.” He said, kneeling before you. “Better?” “Mhm, a little” You gave him a kiss on his forehead.

A/N: My first Astro reaction on here. I hope you enjoyed it. Like if you did it gives writers motivation to carry on. Leave a request if you wish. Thank you for reading ❤️

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[letsspillkpop]

Entry #5: Short k-dramas to binge watch.

Hello, hello!

How is everyone? I hope you are all great! :)

Lately I’ve been watching k-dramas non-stop so I though it would be a good idea to share some of them. For this post I will be sharing with you 8 short dramas to binge watch that I’m sure you will enjoy. By the way, a good thing about some of this shows is that you can finish them in a day this way you can watch many more and I promise you won’t regret it hehe.

Also, I’m going to try to not do any spoilers so you can have the whole experience hehe. So let’s begin:

1. Best Mistake 1 & 2

To start we have ‘Best Mistake’, in this show we meet Kim Yeon Do, a nice girl that has been stressing out for a while because she has a ver persistent admire who is basically a stalker. Because of this, she decides to set as her profile picture a photo of a random guy from social media. Little did she know that this guy is no other than Ji Hyun Ho, one of the popular kids at her school so, as you may expect things star to get interesting from this point because little by little the get to know each other.

As for the second season of this drama, the story continues into a new school year. Here, they will try to overcome the many challenges that will be presented to them, starting with a new guy who is determine to be with Yeon Do so, the question is: can love conquer all obstacles? well you can find out with this drama hehe

Fun fact: this drama was based on a mobile story game.

2. Revenge note 1 & 2

For season 1 we have Ho Goo Hee a quite but nice girl who is constantly having a hard time at school that one day received a mysterious message from an app that allows here to get revenge on the classmates who bullied her and along the way she finds friendship and love. Also if you are an Aroha this drama is for you since Cha Eunwoo is part of the main cast and Astro members also apppear now and then.

Season 2 we have Oh Jina who is the next person the app helps when her school life gets complicated. Also she gets involved in a love triangle after twin brothers Seo Robin and Seo Jae Yi fall for her. But not everything is bad because she will find love and true friendships.

3. Café Kilimanjaro

Is a story of 4 best friends (San Ha, Ji Ho, Jae Young and Chan) who want to become a successful band but they haven’t been so lucky. One day they decide to rent a place to practice so they go to a retailer that shows them a really nice place that is being used as a coffee shop and everything seems fine. However the owner of the place doesn’t think the same, Song Tami is a nice girl who’s dream was to open a coffee shop and be her own boss yet she lacks of abilities to make desserts and even a basic black coffee. But still she is very optimistic that everything will get better. When she encounters Sanha and his friends, they decide to have an agreement, they willl work part time and they can practice as much as they want. After some obstacles, they realize that it doesn’t matter where they are as long as they are together and grow as a band too. You can discover the whole story in this short drama.

4. Thumping spike 1 & 2

If you like k-dramas and volleyball, well, this is the perfect show for you (Also if you don’t like volleyball it doesn’t matter because you might start to like it after watching the show lol). So for season 1 we have Kang Se Ra a professional volleyball player who is know as “the volleyball goddess”, suddenly she gets involved in a scandal and the way to fix it is if she coaches a high school team. The problem is, they are know as the worst team in the league. However there is a slice of hope when Hwang Jae Woon, the last team captain, comes back to school. What will happen to the team? Will Kang Se Ra be able to find love along the way? You can find out in the drama!

For season two we have some of the same cast but in a different story. Here we now are at college and we meet, Han Da Woon a student of excellence that on the first day meets Go Yi Ra and just like that she thinks it’s the love of her life. Sadly the only thing Go Yi Ra cares about is volleyball and he is only focus to get his college team a win so Han Da Woon needs to come up with a plan. Then she meets Dong Hae Sung a volleyball star who agrees to be her love counselor if she helps him study. This is where everything beings, will Han Da Woon find love? Will Go Yi Ra lead the team to victory?

5. Wednesday at 3:30 pm

This is the story of Seon Eun Woo a girl who has a long time boyfriend that suddenly decides to break up. The problem is that she still loves him so she decides she wants to win him back. Suddenly she reunites with childhood friend Yoon Jae Won and he sets up a plan where she will pretend she is having the best life single so that her old boyfriend will come running. However things get complicated because Eun Woo and Jae Won might start having feelings for each other. Want to know what happens next? Go watch this mini drama!

6. The world of my 17

This story follows 4 high school students: Oh Na Ri, Im Yu Na, Seo Mi Rae and Im Seon Ji. We see how their friendship starts growing little by little as they found new friends, love, break ups and life lessons. This drama is based on a webtoon and even though is a short show I think is very entertaining.

7. Love revolution

Gong Joo Young is a hopeless romantic boy that after moving houses meets the love of his life on the street, a very nice but quite and a little cold girl named Wang Ja Rim. Later he finds out that they are in the same school so Joo Young decides to do whatever it takes to win Ja Rim’s heart. Follow Joo Young on his quest to be with Ja Rim while you also meet all of their friends having great moments together. This drama is also based on a webtoon. I highly recommend it, it’s a very funny and cute drama that you really enjoy watching, plus if you like it you can get more excited because there will be a season 2. Yay!

8. Special mention to: Be my boyfriend

Finally we will talk about ‘Be my boyfriend’ this drama just premiered a month ago so its just started. It is a spin off of ‘Best Mistake’ so if you liked this show, just like me you will have a lot of fun watching this new one. The story is about Lee Seung Min a nice student who just like every boy at his school is in love with Oh Ji Na a very popular and talented girl. One day she breaks up with her boyfriend but he keeps following her to make up so she panics and she says she has a new boyfriend, this “boyfriend” happens to be Lee Seung Min. Since she has to prove to her ex that she is actually dating someone else, she decides to make a contract with Seung Amin to fake their relationship and although he was hesitant at first, Seung Min agrees because he is determined to win her heart. What will happen next? Well, we will have to wait and see. Right now it only has 3 episodes but I encourage you to watch it, it’s very funny. Also, since it’s a spin off it’s very nice to see familiar faces from time to time.

If you came up to here, you might be thinking: this are a lot of dramas! but, since they are really short and fun, I promise you can finish fast hehe. This is everything for today’s post. If you watch one of this and/or you know some more, feel free to comment so I can also watch more shows hehe.

Thank you so much for reading 😊

#kdrama #best mistake #best mistake 2 #revenge note #revenge note 2 #cafe Kilimanjaro #thumping spike #thumping spike 2 #Wednesday at 3:30 pm #love revolution #the world of my 17 #be my boyfriend #short kdramas #kpop #cha eunwoo #viini #kim samuel #park jihoon #kim byeongkwan #drama

[ukulelecal]

Movie Night (Dad!Calum)

In which Calum has the idea to add a twist to your regular movie nights with the kids. 

Warnings: none

Pairing: Dad!Calum x Reader

A/N: SO in the midst of me trying to scheme some great amazing fic, my pumpkin @findingliam-o​ sent me this tiktok which is soso cute and i got inspired. so here’s this. also fun fact this just happened to be 1.2k words exactly which is so fucking satisfying so hell yeah

dad!sos universe

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The kids were restless.

You and Calum did your best to keep them entertained and engaged, but they were getting tired of the same old activities. They wanted to try something new. The issue there was that you and Calum couldn’t think of something they hadn’t already done, something that would excite them and not be repetitive. 

An idea popped into Calum’s head one evening as the four of you sat on the couch with Finding Nemo playing on the television.

“We don’t need to come up with something new for them,” he explained to you later that night, slipping off his hoodie and tossing it into the laundry basket. Aroha and Kai were already in bed and you and Calum were getting ready for bed yourselves. “We can just add a more fun twist to something we already do.”

“What do you have in mind?” You asked through a mouthful of toothpaste, quickly finishing up brushing your teeth before joining him in the bedroom. Even you and Calum got a little bored with doing the same things over and over again, and it didn’t help when the kids just didn’t have as much fun doing them as they used to. 

Calum explained his idea to you, and you were immediately on board. Before you fell asleep, you found yourselves online ordering a screen, projector and a large inflatable raft for your new family activity.

When everything finally came, even you and Calum were excited. You were sure Aroha and Kai would love the change, and hopefully they wouldn’t complain about being bored for a while.

Calum set everything up as you helped the kids change into their pajamas that evening. 

“Are we gonna watch a movie tonight?” Kai asked. You nodded, trying to hide the grin tugging at the corners of your lips.

“We are. But it’ll be a little different tonight.”

You lead Aroha and Kai downstairs after they were dressed, both of them curious to see how movie night was going to be different. You took them out into the backyard to meet Calum, and he threw his arms out for dramatic effect.

“Movie night is outside tonight, babies!”

Aroha and Kai gasped excitedly as they looked around the backyard. The screen and projector were set up at the end of the pool and the large raft was floating in the water, already filled with blankets and snacks. The lights in the yard were turned on slightly so it wouldn’t be too dark, but still set a movie night mood. 

“We’re gonna watch a movie in the pool?” Aroha cheered, looking up at you with a big smile. You nodded, ruffling her curls.

“We are! Are you guys excited?”

The kids expressed their enthusiasm as they ran over to the edge of the pool where the raft was floating. Their excitement was a mixture of precious and relieving. It warmed your heart to see them so excited over something that seemed so simple. 

“Hang on,” Calum chuckled. “Let Mommy and Daddy get in first and we’ll help you, okay?”

Calum carefully climbed into the raft and you followed suit, trying to be as steady as possible. 

“Okay, come here, Kai!”

You reached your arms out to grab him and lift him into the raft. He giggled excitedly as you set him between you and Calum, and Calum beant down to kiss his cheek. You did the same for Aroha and settled her down as well. 

“This is fun!” She announced, wiggling slightly.

“It is! But we have to sit still, okay? We don’t want to fall in!” Calum explained, wrapping an arm around both kids. 

Calum clicked play on the projector and Coco started playing on the screen. You cuddled and munched on snacks as the movie played. It was a beautiful evening, not too hot or too cold. You had been a bit concerned about the raft being uncomfortable, but you were pleasantly surprised with the quality and size. Plus, it was kind of hard to really be uncomfortable when you were cuddling with your favorite people in the world. 

The kids were barely awake by the end, fighting hard to keep their eyes open and make outdoor movie night last as long as possible.

“I think it’s time for bed, my loves,” Calum mumbled softly as the credits started to play. Aroha whined and rubbed her tired eyes.

“Wanna stay out here,” she mumbled sleepily, causing you and Calum to laugh softly.

“Not tonight, peanut. We’ll sleep in our own beds,” Calum explained, but made a mental note of a possible campout in the backyard. 

You lifted the kids out of the raft and set them on their feet on the pool deck. Their arms reached up towards you and Calum as soon as you got out as well, wanting to be carried. You scooped up Kai while Calum grabbed Aroha, taking them upstairs to their rooms.

“Did you guys have fun?” Calum asked quietly as you walked up the stairs. They managed to nod in their mostly asleep states. 

“Can we do that every night?” Kai questioned, voice muffled from his face being buried in the crook of your neck.

“Maybe not every night. Then it won’t be special anymore,” you reasoned with him, and he was far too tired to argue. You and Calum split off into the kids’ rooms and put them to bed with gentle forehead kisses and soft I love you’s. You then went back outside with him to help him clean up. 

“I think they really loved that, bubs,” you mumbled as you removed the blankets and snacks from the raft. “That was a great idea.”

“I’m glad they had fun,” he responded, collapsing the screen. “Did you have fun, love?”

“Of course.” You glanced over at him with a grin. The lighting was dim, but you knew he could see you. He smiled back lovingly. “Anything is fun with my favorite people.”

Calum’s smile became more clear as he made his way over to you, cradling the projector and folded screen in his arms. He bent down to press a kiss to your lips.

“Love you,” he mumbled, leaning in for one more peck before standing upright. “Let’s put this stuff inside and I’ll help you with the raft.”

You put everything away and pulled the raft out of the pool for the night. The large raft would surely be used for more than just movie nights with how much time you all liked to spend in the pool, and you hoped it would last you a long time.

Later that night as you and Calum lied in bed, slowly drifting off to sleep, his voice made you stay awake for another moment.

“You and our babies make me the happiest guy in the world. I’m so lucky.”

His voice was low and tired, but the love and adoration laced in was evident. You grabbed his hand that was resting on your stomach and brought it up to your mouth, pressing a gentle kiss to the back of it. 

“I love you, Calum. More than anything in the world.”

You both fell asleep with smiles on your faces.

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[shyung-shoes]

I honestly.... can't remember how or why we followed each other??? I think it was just like hey this seems like a neat blog lets follow them and then we became moots and you post fun things and are honestly 90% of my pentagon content these days so thank you for that but you're also a whole sweetie and I'm glad we are now friend moots

honestly.. same? like idk you’ve just been a part of my tumblr experience from day one it feels like

im so glad i can provide the penta-content! if i can do nothing else but this, i’ll die a happy lady.

friend moots!! yes!! i hope you’re okay with me yelling about astro’s comeback tomorrow because.. well.. i’m Very Excited and you’re my aroha friend <3

[solargroup09]

✎ summary: Moon Bin & Sanha are AJ’s first idol guests on her new show, and they share an interesting dinner afterwards.

✎ word count: 848 words.

✎ warnings: mentions of drinking.

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My first recording for Idol Drive was scary.

Since I woke up that morning, I felt like I’d forgotten everything I’d ever learnt about being a MC. Which was ridiculous, since I’d been on The Show three weeks before and I was always practicing public-speaking, how to stand in front of a camera and a big etcetera of abilities a MC should know.

The only thing that eased my nerves a little bit, was the reminder that I knew the idols that were joining me, and I felt quite comfortable around them. If anything, they must have been nervous too, it was their first Variety show as a subunit. But Moon Bin and Sanha were my sunbaes as well, so maybe their anxiety was much lesser than mine. I had met Bin and Sanha when our promotions overlapped and they were incredibly nice, they also visited Eunwoo sometimes when we worked together and I always had a chance to talk to them even for a few minutes.

“Aejeong!” Moon Bin called as soon as Sanha and him entered the studio.

My makeup and hair were done, so I took the time to study the episode’s outline once again while I waited for them.

“Are you excited that we’re your first guests?” he continued, smiling widely.

“Hi, Noona!” Sanha cheered behind him.

“I’m actually really glad it’s you guys,” I admitted, softening my confession with a chuckle. “I trust you’re not going to let me make a fool of myself.”

Moon Bin narrowed his eyes, and Sanha laughed. “I wouldn’t count on that. We might make fools of ourselves too.”

I laughed again, covering my face with my tiny paper rectangles. “Well, we better get this over with, then.”

It was incredibly fun from the beginning. Moon Bin joked about being glad it was me behind the wheel and not his younger group member, and soon the interview questions and the carpool karaoke went smoothly.

We surprised a very nice Aroha who literally cried as soon as her idols climbed down from the car. Even I was about to tear up, that was what I enjoyed the most about the show, of course it was fun to hang out with other idols, but helping their fans meet them was the thing that actually motivated me to work on this show. It reminded me of how much I love meeting Suns, I hope when it’s Solar’s turn we can surprise someone as much as that Aroha was.

We were congratulated by the staff once we got back to Mnet, and we even got a small celebration for the succesful recording of the first episode, it was mostly cake and bubbly drinks.

“Do you guys have another schedule?” I asked tossing my plate on to the trash.

Moon Bin shook his head, mouth filled with cake.

“I’ll buy you dinner!” I offered cheerfully, “To thank you for being my first guests and being awesome.”

“Yes!” Sanha whooped “I mean, thank you Noona!”

Bin shrugged, a smile full of icing showing on his lips.

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It’s always fun sharing stories with people who have the same carreer you do. The wild experiences they retell is a good reminder that at the end of the day we’re human, not the dolls most people want us to be.

“It was fun, I can’t wait to get another schedule like that, the carnival was fun.” I laughed, shaking my head.

Both boys smirked at me after sharing a look between them.

“What?”

“Is it because you enjoyed the schedule or the company?” Moon Bin spoke casually, picking out some kimchi from the plate in the middle of the table.

“Oh, not you too,” I pinched my nose. I had been wondering if they would ever bring up the conversation, and here we were.

Who was I kidding, I was dying for either of them to talk about Eunwoo.

“What?” he chuckled.

“I— I liked both,” I focused on Sanha pouring more Soju on our small glasses. “Even if it got me in trouble.”

“Why don’t you just go on a date or something?” Moon Bin furrowed his eybrows, picking more food up. “Eunwoo said you only see each other in schedules. It would be nice if you hung out outside of them.”

“He said that?” I sounded a lot more excited than I intended to.

Damnit, I was a schoolgirl again.

Both boys let out an airy laugh.

“He did,” Sanha assured, placing the glass filled to the brim in front of me.

Okay, but what was I supposed to do with that information?

“Huh, cool.” I muttered.

“Cool?” Bin echoed.

“Yeah, I mean, he’s cool… it’s… cool.”

“So would you say yes to a date, Noona?” Sanha’s nonchalant tone made me stare at him.

Were our friends playing cupid?

“This is embarrassing.”

“Just say yes or no, Aejeong.” Bin cackled, lifting his glass.

“Well, maybe he should ask.” I cleared my throat, imitating Bin’s gesture and Sanha joined the both of us, “Cheers.” I emptied the tiny Soju glass and laughed.

Please ask, I thought.

#solar aj #aj✨ #Aj.drabbles #We Are Solar #Solar #oc girl group #oc kpop group

[fmdxyoungjoo]

Fmdosaudition -- Our Song Audition

Premise: youngjoo’s audition answers to the questions for the audition for our song, and the cover of Aloha (Aroha) by Cool that she did using just a piano for accompaniment, singing in her own singing style. original song: aloha by cool  Word Count: 2377 words A/N: mentions of @fmdtaeyong and @fmdbyul cuz these two are great songwriters no matter what pple say

when she first hears about the fact that there’s going to be a show for music producers and lyricists, youngjoo almost jumps at the opportunity to showcase her talents, if not for the little bit of self doubt and tentative worry that she wasn’t as good as some of the others who were most probably or likely to sign up for the show itself. confidence has never been one of joo’s greatest facets when it came to reassuring herself with things--and so its with a strange sense of quiet resignation and yet soft determination that she’d hold onto the hope that she’d do well that she picks up the self cam and starts filming to audition in for the show. 

the first thing the camera actually does see is a clumsy wavering around of the room, and a half of a face darting in and out of the camera’s periphery. “is it..like this?” ten years and counting, and youngjoo admits that she’s still not that all good at doing some things like a self cam. she doesn’t like showing herself off in the spotlight when she’s off work and on her own, partly because she really--just doesn’t have nothing much to show, and the other part is because--she really liked being all off and on her own. self cam was a sense of scrutiny, and she always felt conscious enough of it, despite her naturalness before it. 

“hello!” her eyes crease, and a shy but abashed laughter bubbles from her lips. “sorry for the mishap there, but i’m pretty sure you can see my face now.” she huffs a little as she peers forward, crossing her legs as she pulls back slightly. she’s dressed comfortably in her mini little studio that she’s set up in her apartment--nothing too lavish or expensive, and just with the minimal but good systems that she needed to make her compositions, her hair pulled back slightly into a delicate ponytail as she reclined a little in her chair. 

“so what inspires me to write songs.” she peered slightly at the list of question that had been given to her for the audition, careful thoughtfulness flickering into view upon her face as she seriously considered the question, looking into the self cam with thoughtful eyes as she paused for a moment before answering the question. “well, i was inspired to write songs to--in a way give myself a voice. i actually started learning how to write lyricisms for songs only about a year or so back, while i started writing compositions for multiple songs probably about the second year into silhouette or so?” she scrunched her nose slightly as she tried to think accurately of the date. “yeah, almost about there. i thought to myself that since i had a good music background, and the talent for piano composition, why not challenge myself and try out composition for songs? it actually worked, which was a great relief because i thought gold star wouldn’t--” she covered her mouth, trying to stop herself from laughing at the thought of complaining about her company.

“i thought gold star wouldn’t accept the songs because they weren’t that good. which in all honestly, they had every right to do so.” she paused for a moment, eyes creasing into delicate crescents as she smile happily. “but they did accept it, and for a couple of years, i’ve seen my songs pop up here and there in various soloists tracks, which made me really happy--and really greedy at the same time. if i’m good at composition, why couldn’t i try my hand at lyricism?” her eyes flickered as she cast her gaze down slightly. “so i started trying to write lyrics. it was hard--really difficult to find the right kind of words to songs, since i’m such a perfectionist, but eventually managed to, after all recently a lot of my songs have been written and composed by myself, as well as approved by gold star for further use.” happiness contoured her delicate features, brightening the room around her. “its a secret to what exactly its being used for, but you’ll be able to see the fruits of my labour in august! so what actually inspired me to write songs was the challenge of something different and something new, and surprisingly, in that process of finding something different and new, i found that i loved writing songs, and that i was good at it, which changed my original attitude of treating it as a challenge to one of attempting to make my own style of music and voice heard through my songs.”

what is your favourite song you’ve written?

she spends some time glancing at the question with mulling silence, wracking her mind slightly over which particular song that she had written that she had truly felt made an impact to her. it was difficult--because she loved all the songs that she had made with equal heart and equal soul.

“i think...” she trailed off slightly. “for compositions, it would be to my youth, in suji’s album &ND. it was a composition that i had written while trying to see from my wistful perspective as a young person how it was that i felt about youth?” her hands gestured slightly as she tried to find the right words to describe her thoughts. “i had left a note with the composition with the words “to my youth” in it, hoping that it would serve as a source of inspiration to whoever it came to.” she laughed sheepishly, hand slapping slightly upon the armrest next to her. “i just never thought that suji would have interpreted the song in its entirety so well, and that’s why its become one of my favourites for compositions. and if we were talking about lyricism, i think the portal song that i made last year--Grown Up, that was the most significant song to me.” she held off her words for a moment, letting the rage of emotions in her chest settle a little into something more manageable, the flicker of an uncontrollable excitement fluttering into the light of her eyes as she heave a soft but trembling sigh. “it was the first time that i wrote the lyrics of a song.” she admitted a little shyly, fingers twining over each other in nervousness as she glanced up for a moment at the self camera. “i honestly thought that i wouldn’t make it with that song--” she laughed a little self deprecatingly, before brightening. “but it held a lot of meaning for me, since i actually managed to succeed in writing something that i felt was worth a lot of my own experiences to me.” 

are there any songwriters you look up to? if so, whom? 

a faded but faraway look slowly overtook joo’s eyes as she fell back into her memory, jolting back into the present as she felt the self camera’s eyes upon her, a little embarrassed that she had been caught having her mind race elsewhere at the thought of the songwriter that she looked up to. “i actually do have a songwriter that i look up to.” she admitted. “its knight’s taeyong, actually.” she lets the corners of her lips jerk upwards into a small little smile. “we’ve worked together quite a bit when i first wanted to learn how to write the lyricism of a song, and i’ve always admired the way his music artistry and style that i found in his songs.” she chuckled, knowing that if this audition tape got leaked to a particular someone, they’d probably both end up being highly embarrassed. her cheeks flushed slightly at the thought. “he’s also a veteran at writing songs, and i find myself listening to a lot of his songs and byul’s songs as a whole when i’m stuck with something that i can’t get a hold of.” she grinned, a flash of pearly teeth, cheeky and yet adorable as she laughed openly about it. “so yes, if there are any songwriters that i look up to, they would be knight’s taeyong and byul. they really do make writing songs seem so effortless sometimes that i get frustrated, but every single song that’s come from them have been nothing but beautiful.” 

What are your goals as a songwriter?

joo blinked for a moment, twisting the ring accessory that she had worn for the day in slight nervousness as she faintly mumbled, then sighed. “honestly, being able to hear my songs being used everywhere and anywhere is my ultimate goal as a songwriter. but not just that. i want the songs that i write to have meaning, to resonate with its listeners, that when they heard the songs they’re able to feel their tears, have their healing or feel better about whatever they’re not feeling better about. isn’t that what songs are meant for?” she asked softly. “music brings healing when used in the correct way, and that’s what i want as a goal for songwriter, and what i mean by giving myself a voice. i want to give a voice that tells people--” she hummed slightly as she thought of the right words that would encapsulate her idea fully. “a voice that tells people, hey its alright, i’ve heard you, and i’ve gone through what you did, so you aren’t alone.” she adds on haltingly. “its a big goal ultimately as a songwriter, but one that i want to see happen as a composer and a songwriter, because that gives me more inspiration and meaning to write as a whole.” 

What do you hope to achieve by being on this show?

“one of the greatest opportunities that this show can give me, i think--is the fact that so many various songwriters and composers and producers are all gathered upon this show with one creative goal of writing a song that receives the acknowledgement from everyone eventually. having this slightly competitive space amongst people that are good at their work doesn’t just make for a better environment for those that want to learn, but also a better environment for everyone to actually sharpen their own skills. that’s--my goal to be on this show. to share my experience, as green as i may be, and to sharpen my own skills, something that i truly think won’t happen without another person to help give constructive feedback or collaboration experiences.” 

...

rather than cutting the camera immediately after her interview questions, joo takes the camera with her towards the organ piano that she had and used in her studio, humming lightly to herself as she adjusted the keys and the sound of it from the regular classical piano to a special effect on the piano, fingers pressing on the keyboards to test out the song with a few lazy chords of the song that she was going to sing, fingers flying across the board as she played the first few bars of the piece that came to her mind. the piano hummed with a rounded sound, almost tinkling at the end as she pressed the notes on the keyboard--and with a satisfied nod, she turned towards the camera, beaming widely as she tucked the stray strands of her hair back and prepared to perform, stretching her shoulders and muscles to relax the nervousness that was bubbling up in the pit of her stomach and her body. 

“so the song i selected is actually a rather old song. not sure if many of you have heard of the song aloha by cool? or aroha.” she took her phone, scrolling through her music playlist for the song that she wanted. “i’ll play the song for a few minutes.” she laughed as the old song started playing on the phone, the strums of the guitar and the cheerful vocals flowing through the speaker of her phone for barely a minute, before she shuts the music off. 

“and now, i’ll be playing my own interpretation of this song, with just the piano for accompaniment.” she winked, laughing cheekily as she adjusted her seating on the piano, and the mike that was placed on a stand before her. there’s a sombre pause, fingers delicately curved prettily upon the keys of the organ as she counted to herself and begun the song, filling everyone’s ears with the soft tinkle of a beginning chord to what would seem like a ballad.

in contrast to the cheerful and upbeat tune of the original song, the way that youngjoo sang the song was ballad like--but yet still surprisingly cheerful and mischievous, never losing the edge of the song that set it apart from everyone else. ballad had always been the style that youngjoo was highly comfortable with doing, so it was of no absolute surprise that that was the style she was going for--rather, the surprise came with how light and delicate the piano accompaniment sounded. rather than the heavy but emotional chords that would usually accompany a ballad song to bring about the rise and fall of emotions, the chord was playful and lighthearted, the special effect and rounded tinkling that lay at the ends of the keys as she played a crucial effect into uplifting both her voice and the song. 

as youngjoo got more absorbed and at ease with the song, the more the lightheartedness and playfulness showed. it was amazing that something as simple as a change in the piano tone for a ballad being able to bring about a different playfulness and flavour as a general whole to the entire song, and affect in a way how youngjoo sang. it was just that little something that youngjoo was clearly good at, being attuned towards tones and sounds as a composer herself as she sent a cheeky little smile towards the camera, happily ending her little cover of aloha with complete cheerfulness and utter satisfaction. 

“and that brings me to the end of my audition! thank you, and wherever this goes, i hope that i’ll be given the opportunity to learn more from our songs soon!” she signed off with a happy smile, relaxing as she saved the audition and turned off the camera, uploading the audition video and sending the audition in for the new show as quickly as she could.

#fmdosaudition #||CAREER**❆ shining like diamonds in the skies #||SELFPARA**❆ the gentle queen and her thoughts #((+2 points)) #((wc: 2377 words)) #lmao this was long man i didn't expect that

[marriael]

1 Year Blogiversary

So. Hello people. Since 100 followers is still far away for me this was just me taking a chance to appreciate mutual, let me have this. 

All of these could be started with we've never talked/we haven't talked much so. Ehe. That one’s on me folks.

This is just a big, dumb, sappy post that I wouldn't recommend reading tbh.

Thank you to everyone who follows me, no matter for how long. It must get exhausting to see my dumb ass so often.

@wydyuto You were my first follower! When you first followed me it gave me so much confidence to keep going and making moodboards. Thank you so much! 

@igot7-penta-seo You've been dming me all these posts and I feel bad since I never send anything back. One day I will, I promise! It feels so long ago but I just remember reading all your pentagon stuff when I was getting into them and loving your writing and them even more. 

@mrchoiholic Alright since I’m dumb and don’t know when we became mutuals I’m putting you here. I remember my first interaction with you (technically) was I requested a Hoshi fic and then reblogged it because the title was incredible. Then I was Tea anon for a while, which was a good time. You’ve always given me caring older sister vibes even if you’re my ‘mom’. 

@cxvert-edits Oh my goodness hello! So I deleted my insta app. Since you’re mostly on there and I’m mostly on here we don’t really see each other much :(.It took me far too long to realize but I kind of sounded like an ass in our my last dm’s on here so. Very sorry about that, I didn’t really realize how my words sounded at the time. Honestly you were among my first inspirations for moodboards. 

@ladyluck852 Hey bub! I haven’t seen you around much but I hope you’re doing well. You’ve seen a lot of my blog and I hope you’re here for a lot longer. 

@mixtapejoon It seems like you started @/chulobangtan again so I think you’ll see this. I love reading all your stuff and since it seems like you enjoy writing so much I really hope you get the chance to again. With all the crap that went on with that guy and your school I hope you’re doing better now. 

@peachy-bangchan I feel like I don't talk to or about you enough which is an issue I must remedy immediately. I didn't know how popular you were when you followed me so I didn't properly lose my shit. You've really been here for a long time and never once have you stopped supporting me. Thank you, I appreciate that more than I could ever put into words.

@luvhannie Moodboard queen Anna! You’ve given me so much inspiration for moodboards. Motivation, too. I remember when you said you liked my moodboard, I felt amazing for like a week. 

@queerjunhui I just remember being so intimidated by you (still am lol) because you were friends with so many cool people. I think I sent you an anon once as Emotional anon? Maybe that was a dream or something. I started a conversation with you once and I’m pretty sure that was before we became mutuals, interesting. 

@middle-of-a-wonshua-sandwich Your URL will always be a mood lol. A lot of your more recent stuff has been Monsta X and non-kpop related but you still follow all my weird bullshit.

@stray-kids-stuff My first official stay mutual! You’re such a darling and I’m glad I found your blog and that discord. I hope you’re doing at least a little better now. 

@han-jxsungs  I clowned myself as ao3 anon that was fun lmao. OMG I just looked and ROSE HELLO MY DARLING ANGEL. If you didn’t get my last ask, just now it was super sappy and gross. I’m glad you’re back but if it gets too much again, don’t hesitate to leave. 

@gryffindor925 lmao hey Aaykta what’s up. I don’t think you use tumblr because wow you must be tired of all this kpop shit. I forget you follow me most of the time. If you ever thought I was curbing my tags to seem less weird at some point it was because I see her in real life and thought that me freaking out about this stuff was super weird. I actually had a dream last night I found your secret kpop blog. 

@finn-shitposts I honestly didn’t connect this blog and your art one until after you were revealed because I’m dumb. You seriously made the most amazing thing. Pun + Jilix, gah that was seriously amazing, and when I think about it I smile. 

@pikachulein Even though I had several very popular blogs follow me before you were the first one I seriously like, panicked about. I have an official offer for you. Feel free to decline because time zones are crap but french learning buddies? 

@ult-bee So we met in a discord server but I feel like I left it? I honestly couldn’t tell you what server it was though. Sorry, boo. Love you though <3

@dreamsevens You made the cutest Junhao drawing ever. You were such a sweet lil anonnie, too. We haven’t really interacted but I see you, boo. 

@jihan You’re both such lil sweeties! Honestly just a wholesome jihan blog, would recommend. Loved being an anon even if it was just a little while. 

@nerdynerdynerdy Iyoniiiiiiiii! You’re just the sweetest lil babe and I feel like I need to protect you. 

@visualgiggles I don’t know how I didn’t see you before we were platonically shipped, but I didn’t. I’m really glad that happened though, and that I had my brief anon stint. 

@3rachad Clowned the hell out of myself and revealed as CB anon (who I still am because I’m cowardly and dumb). Love the new hair cut bb.

@0hyja Ya seem super cool but also. You called Park Jisung rat boy and I don't know if I can truly forgive you for that  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ jkjkjk. I just feel like you don’t like me. One day I’ll get over that and send some asks or something. 

@nanjaemin I always forget you’re younger than me because you talk exactly the same as the other people on here. You baby. Love you darling, don’t let those give you shit.

@ethereal-lix I so often go to send you ask games and then forget entirely. I will make a better effort to interact with you! 

@soulclub My first aroha mutual! I really like seeing all your edits and thank you for co-creating the idea of Aroha Village! I’m trying to write a kind of tour thing for it but it’s not great so. This is embarrassing but you and Bex kind of meld together. I don’t know what it is but the best reason I have is my terrible memory.

@cherry-seungmin My stay host(?)! Wow going to your blog is such an explosion of happiness and Seungmin I love that. It felt like ages ago we were freaking out about Miroh teasers but it was actually March.

@ultkyu You were my lil stay anon! I feel bad that I haven’t made anything for 99kdh. It might take me a little longer yet but I will do it.

@uwujpgs Heeeeeey Bex. I don’t really know what to say :(. Actually. This is embarrassing but sometimes you and Rae just meld together. I don’t know why and then when I get you mixed up I feel bad. But yeah. Stay safe and know I’m figuratively sending you nice candles.

@jinniesmeow I’ll be honest I thought you didn’t like me at first. It sounds dumb but after I joined skzrequests you didn’t follow me so I was just like ‘:} ok.’ I want to honestly apologize because I was kind of ignoring you in the kakao chat. I don't have a reason/excuse for that. An official question for you as well. Feel free to decline because time zones suck but be my unofficial french teacher?

@staytion-nine Pitchfork anon! I have no idea where the anon name came from. I was pretty surprised when I saw the post about you getting a tumblr. Overall you’re just a little dol and I hope to know you better.

@kimwoojin-s I thought I was going to cry when you followed me istg. I’ll talk in the TGS chat. One day, eventually. Take care of yourself and try not to burn out lovely.

@bbywooyoungie  We have interacted exactly 0 times (i’ll send an ask soon, promise). Scrolling down your blog I now notice we have mutual mutuals. I don’t understand how I didn’t see that before, but ok brain sure. 

@re-biirthday Anyone who organizes an anon event is automatically a sweetheart in my book, so there you are. I really liked that sketch you posted today and I hope you’re doing well sweets. 

@xiaocity I saw you in others ask boxes for a loooooooong time but only followed you recently for some reason. Yeah, you just seem super dope and I’m glad we have something in common. Even if it is finding our bias intimidating lol.

@luvjisungs I’ve only seen you around recently but you are an absolute darling. Thank you so much for helping me out that night, I really needed it.

#i feel bad that a lot of these are so short #i just wanted to include everyone #ugh i reread some of these and they're disjointed as fuck #but idk how to fix them #i'm sososososo afraid i messed up somebody's name or something #uuuuuuuuuuuugh posting and then closing tumblr and running away looool #mutuals 🌠

[juicifeur]

The Guy at the Bar (Lucifer x reader)

Summary: Lucifer decides to go to a bar and get drunk to deal with his problems

AN: I haven’t written in months, so be kind :)

Word count: 1.1k

One drink after the other, he sat at the bar hoping he would feel numb. His head had begun to feel heavy with drink and when he turned it the room lagged. With his energy in the toilet since becoming more or less human, all he felt like doing was drinking, and plotting his sweet revenge against those good-for-nothing Winchesters.

One of the bartenders brought around another bottle of...something. Her name tag read Stacy, and her shirt clung tightly around her chest. Her hands worked quickly and gracefully with the bottles as she poured him another and took the empty’s away. Not bad. He thought as he sipped. The burn that trickled down his throat was less-so than it had been when he started, but the feeling in his head kept getting lighter and lighter. He hadn’t felt this good since before he lost his grace.

He had never really spent time with humans, considering that he thought they were a bunch of primitive mud-monkeys, who didn’t deserve a lot of what they got. But all things aside, he did appreciate the chaos they caused when using substances like this. Made them fun to watch at least.

   “And then they locked me in a big cage for the ‘greater good’ and it ‘saved humanity’,” He rolled his eyes and drank again. The second bartender, you, nodded along with the story, as you had probably a million times to hundreds of different customers. This guy just clearly needed to talk.

The bar was empty except for your current customer and the other bartender.

   “Sounds like quite the story.” You muttered, cleaning the counter with a damp cloth. It was nearly closing time. The 8pm-2am shift was starting to take its toll and you could feel your limbs slowly starting to lose the ability to work efficiently. All you wanted was to go home and sleep for the next two days.     The only thing that seemed to keep you awake was the man sitting across the bar. He wore dark colours, and they made his eyes look darker than they probably were which made him all the more enticing. Slowly taking him in, your tired eyes wandered over his broad shoulders and stubbled chin. Then you realized his lips were moving, and you had to start paying attention again. It wouldn’t be long before your brain would begin to shut down for the night, taking your inhibitions with it.    “Now my son is stuck with those mutton-heads and I can’t get anywhere near him,” He drank.    “So, I killed a lot of people and tried to destroy the world one time and I’m the bad guy.” Lucifer finished off his drink and looked up at you. Having no idea where this conversation had come from, you just smiled and nodded.

He sighed.

   “Here,” You said, pouring two shots and sliding one to the man across the counter. He looked up into your eyes and smiled softly.

   “I feel like you understand everything.” He lay his chin on the top of his arms on the bar and smiled up at you. At this point, he was very far gone, his eyes sparkling with drunkenness and something evil, but you smiled back down at him anyway. He wasn’t too bad looking, quite attractive in physique; and if you liked the rugged, slightly crazy type, then he was practically a score and a half. He looked like the kind of guy that teaches kindergarten, but apparently had a sex dungeon at home considering how much he was talking about being in a cage. Hopefully never confused the two.

   “I’m telling you, bartending is like therapy with alcohol.” You smiled and proceeded to clean another glass and set it back on its hook.

   “What’s your name?”    “Lu- uh Nick.” Lucifer responded quickly. Remembering that most folks didn’t exactly like to chat casually with the devil, or the criminally insane.    “Alright then, Nick. Anything else you got on your mind?” You took back the shot you made for yourself and breathed out, setting the glass in the sink. The shift was almost over anyway. The man in front of you did the same and handed you the empty shot glass. He shook his head.

   “No, not really.”

   “Well then I guess it’s time for the bill then.” You turned around and started to ring up everything he’d ordered. Hopefully he would still leave a tip.

   “Wait. I gotta pay for these?” He  looked at all the empty glasses that had started to pile up in front of him and you laughed.

Nice smile, Lucifer thought. Would look better on my floor.. No wait that’s not how it goes...     “How many have you had tonight?” You asked, pulling him out of his mind long enough to maintain eye contact.    “Enough.” He puffed out his cheeks and breathed back out, a puff of warm air, scented with enough alcohol to knock out a bear. It would have made you dizzy if you weren’t already so tired. You didn’t exactly know how he was still sitting upright.

Lucifer reached into the back pocket of his jeans for the money he had and put it on the counter, all three dollars and twenty five cents. You stared at him for a moment.

   “Well, I agree. Maybe you should have a glass of water.” You started filling a glass from the tap and he scoffed, his shoulders slumping forwards.

It wouldn’t be the first time that you had to let a customer go without paying. Your boss didn’t like it very much. But from experience, you knew that the hangover only got worse when you woke up and realized how much you’d spent on alcohol.

   “Never understand why you humans drink this stuff. The molecules are so boring, there’s nothing good about it.” He groaned softly.

   “Keeps us hydrated, and it’ll make the headache you’ll have tomorrow a little less nerve-damaging.” You chuckled softly and leaned on the bar as the alcohol started to visibly catch up with the man in front of you.

   “Maybe w’ should get together sometime.” He smiled wickedly and his head lolled to one side for a moment. With that goofy grin on his lips he looked like a cat that ate the canary. You smirked softly, wondering why you found him so attractive.    “Yeah, maybe we can take over the world together, handsome.” You started to flirt back, finding your inhibitions lowered by the attractive man at the bar and his mysterious eyes. “I thought you'd never ask.” The man smirked.

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[arohasfiction]

Better With You (어느새 우린) Astro X Reader

A song based scenario...♥️

So this is Astro's song from Dream Part.02 album and i tried to write a scenario based on the lyrics of the song between you (Aroha Reader) and your bias from Astro... Please enjoy♥️

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Gener: Fluff

Word count: 1652

Note: (Y/B/N) refers to ( Your Bias Name ), the sentence between the music notes are the song's lyrics ( in English of course)

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You and (Y/B/N) were childhood friends, you were together ever since you born, played, laughed, cried, went to the same school and growed up together. You held hands, he protected you from the smallest things, you even were sleeping over in each other houses. When you understanded the meaning of LOVE you realized your feelings towards him. He too, felt the same, he loved you, but you two never said it loud afraid from the fact that it might ruin your friendship.

Years has passed and, on a period of time when both of you were in your first year in middle school, you two parted as he entered an entertainment agency as a trainee, he didn't attend the classes most of the time due to his practice timing, and you two rarely talked and met each other day by day, and even after he debuted, you just saw his face through TV.

You Graduate high school and now you are in your second year in college, you haven't seen (Y/B/N) In such long time. You were on your way back home after finishing your classes , you stopped at your favourite coffe shop, entered and ordered your usual (iced mocha with cream), as you were waiting for your coffe and sitting on a table next to the window, suddenly a strong thunder sound shaked the whole place when the rain started pouring, a classic music was playing in the background and you drowned in the old memories, back then when you and (Y/B/N) were together and a thunder hits, you got scared and hide under the table or inside the closet covering your ears, but he was always there for you, he would just come and sit next to you and give you a pure and innocent hug to calm you down, " (Y/N), Don't worry its just a strong sound, nothing will happen to you, i will keep hugging you like this until it's over okay?" . And as always you felt safe whenever he was beside you, you giggled to yourself as you were sipping your iced mocha remembering this beautiful moment, you missed him more and more as you started recalling the old memories.

As You were drowned in your own thoughts, you felt that someone is standing next to you, your gaze turned from the rainy weather outside the window to a tall handsome man standing infront of you, your eyes both widened, you knew who he is, you recognized him at the same moment your eyes felt on him, your eyes got teary a bit ,but you tried to hold it and immediately stood up and threw your self in his arms," Stupid....~ how could you stand not contacting me all this time?" You said while pouting." I'm so sorry, it wasn't in my hands, i was too busy with my schedule... Anyway... I have something to tell you..." His face expression turn kind of serious but his cheeks were red a bit....

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🎶It’s been a while, I have something to tell you

It’s awkward but will you listen?🎶

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You both sat again, he grabbed your hands

And he started playing with his fingers on them, after a moment of silence he said...

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🎶My feelings have obviously grown so big

But I was scared

That you changed🎶

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You kind of understand what he was trying to say because you felt the same, your hopes went up a bit, and you kept listening to him. " We parted along time ago, and during this time i kept thinking of you, when i couldn't talk to you or meet you, i felt like my heart aches, it was like I've lost the most precious thing to me... And my only wish was that i can just see you even from far away..." He said while looking at your hands..

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🎶When I lost your small hand

You don’t know how much I regretted it

What became clear while I was alone

Is that we would meet again🎶

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You kept looking at him, your heart suddenly beated so fast that you thought he will be able to listen to it, but no, he started to mention how innocent and cute you were and how did you two enjoyed every moment.." you were my sunshine...I felt safe and happy whenever we were together , but when i left and you weren't there...it was cold and dry... and i kept wondering when i will be able to get that warmth again... And now that we've met.. I'm sure my sunshine will warm me again".

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🎶We were so young

And now we’ve grown up

We were so happy

But now we’re looking at different places

The sunlight I longed for

Shines after a year

Will it become warm again?🎶

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You just couldn't stop blushing after hearing his soft words...you wanted to cover your burned red cheeks but he was still caressing your hands. " When it was our last goodbye that day,, i knew i wouldn't be able to see you again,, probably after a long time,, i didn't want to make you worry..so i hide it, i didn't want you to notice that, but i really regretted doing that,,, whenever we wrote new songs, to me,you were the one who was meant in the song "

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🎶Actually, I regretted it a lot

But I tried not to make it noticeable

I wrote lyrics about our memories in my room🎶

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You wanted to say something, but you didn't want to cut him off, holding your hands like that and listening to his voice was just like a melody to your ears. "I tried to forget you and forget my feelings towards you, however, as soon as i saw your face, i changed my mind....now i don't want you even to leave my dreams and I won't leave you either".... He connected his pinky fingers with yours as he promises you....

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🎶I used to think I wanted to escape from you

But now I don’t even want you to leave from my dreams

I won’t ever leave you, I promise

But now when I meet you, it’s not the same as before

I can’t walk alone🎶

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You're flattered... Your cheeks turned red as you were hearing his confession to you..but suddenly you realized that he might be just telling his feelings because he can't hide them and due to his work as an idol the possibility of you two ending up dating is very low " w-well, i have feelings for you..for quite a long time ... i love you too"...you felt down and he saw that on your face." (Y/N), I'm so happy...we are a couple now"..you asked with hesitation scared from the answer, " but...(Y/B/N), what about your work? You know....your an idol..and.." his smile dropped to a frown, you could feel that he himself forgot about this point for a second, but the smile returned quickly to his handsome face and said to you while cupping your face with one hand, "Don't worry about this...i will talk about it with my manager, and I'm sure we will be a happy couple, i won't let my work affect our relationship...i promise "

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🎶Once again, a miracle will happen

Let’s help each other and fulfill each other’s dreams

Let’s rise up under the good sunlight

I’ll get up as I look at you even when I fall down🎶

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You trusted what he said to you as you always did, he looked into your eyes and continued saying " we parted for a long time but look how destiny leaded us to meet here at this unknown small coffee shop... I missed you everyday and now After seeing you again I've missed you even more ,, even while you are sitting infront of me like this". You wouldn't be much happier than you are now, your eyes are teary... the first tear didn't even wait and rushed out of your eyes,, but as expected from him...he whipped it before it runs on your blushed cheeks.

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🎶We got so far apart

But like a dream, we met again

After seeing your face that I missed so much

It feels like tears will fall

The sunlight I longed for

Shines after a year

Will it become warm again?🎶

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You now decided to tell him what were you thinking in too, " i tried to forget my feelings towards you, but somehow i couldn't manage not thinking about you all this time, I lied to myself and i believed it that i didn't like you, but as soon as i saw you standing Infront me , it has awaken me from believing that lie". Now you holded his hands tightly and looked in his eyes, you thought into yourself that the time around you has stopped , and you felt that you were the only one who tried denying what your heart tried to deliver to you.

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🎶Emotions I thought had died come back to life

I think I let you go too easily back then

Feels like time had stopped, you’re the same

Am I the only one who changed?🎶

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You both finally got out from the coffee shop and went walking side by side with your hands connected to each other,, finally he said " I know that we just met after a long time but it feels just like yesterday, we lost alot of time but we have much longer ahead,, let's always remember our old memories and let's create new ones in the future" At the end he leand and you two shared a lovely deep kiss.

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🎶Suddenly, we became strangers

Too much time has passed to be sad

But don’t forget the memories, don’t hate me too much

Because we used to love at one point

The sunlight I longed for

Shines after a year

Will it become warm again?🎶

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The End

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