#i hope you feel better soon anon <3

[weswhoreland]

gray days

wes borland x gn!reader gen 508 words read on ao3 for anon 🖤

Some days, it’s hard to get out of bed.

You don’t ever intend for it to happen. Sometimes, you can feel it creeping up on you like a storm on the horizon, a dark cloud you can watch approaching from a distance. Other times, it hits you from out of nowhere. It takes your breath away, kicks your feet out from under you. Leaves you unable to do anything but just lie there.

Today is one of those days. You hate it. You don’t want to feel this way. And yet, it’s not something you’re able to just snap out of. So you lie there cuddled up beneath your blankets, praying that the feeling goes away soon.

A creak. You hear the bedroom door open. It’s quiet, like someone is trying their best to keep from making an abundance of noise. You don’t have to see him to know that it’s Wes. God, what time is it? Wes has probably been up for hours, you think. He’s started his day. You should've been up hours ago --

“(Y/n)?” He starts. “You okay?”

He knows you get like this sometimes. He’s always been so understanding, so supportive. Another reason to feel guilty, you think. Wes is home right now. And you’re wasting time you could be spending with him being sad–-

“I’m fine,” you lie.

Wes is quiet for a moment. There’s little chance he believes you, considering the fact that you’ve been in bed for so long. But you can hope. You can –-

You feel the mattress dip as he crawls into bed. He settles beside you, his chest pressing against your back as he drapes an arm over you. He pulls you close. It feels... good. Familiar. Safe.

“It’s okay,” he says. “If you’re not fine, I mean.”

You feel your face grow warm, the little burn as tears prick at the corners of your eyes. Fuck. You don’t want to cry. Not again. Not now. But Wes is being sweet, and --

And you’re not fine. Not at all.

“I’m sorry,” you say through the tears. “I don’t know why I get like this. I just –-”

“Hey, hey. Stop it,” Wes hugs you a little tighter. “Stop apologizing. It’s not your fault. I’m here to make sure you’re okay.”

And, well. That’s definitely not going to stop the waterworks. Why is he so sweet when all you’ve done today is lie there?

“I love you,” you say, then. “Thank you. You’re too good to me.”

Wes presses a little kiss against your neck.

“I love you too,” he says. “Whatever you need, I’m here for you. Okay?”

You let out a shaky breath. You know he’s telling the truth. Wes is right, and feeling like this sometimes doesn’t define you. It’s okay to not be okay sometimes. And he’s got your back, no matter what.

“Okay,” you reply. Because right now, that's all you can really say. And for now, that's enough.

Even on the days when you feel like everything’s against you, you always have Wes.

#limp bizkit fanfiction #wes borland x reader #mine #I hope you feel better soon anon <3 #I very much know the feeling though

[ghosts-cyphera]

💍-anon, my darling !! I'm sorry I haven't managed to reply to your asks in time, but please please know that your asks have meant the absolute world to me. thank you so much for your suggestions and for looking out for me. it's helped more than you know. <3 )-:

#I'll try to reply to them soon because I think a lot of people could use your tips too #thank you again #you're so sweet and so kind and I hope you're feeling better soon <3 )-: you deserve the world #💍 anon #lo answers

[gay-spock]

your spirk fic recs are providing enrichment in my depression enclosure, thank you for my life ♥️

spirk fics are GREAT enrichment i’m so happy it’s helpful to you!!! <3

#thank you anon MWAH i love you #i hope you start feeling better soon!! <3 #asks

[galaxythreads]

You are pathetic

oh no you've discovered my deepest darkest secret

#sarcasm heavily implied #have a wonderful day anon <3 #jokes aside i do sincerely hope you feel better soon #answered #anon

[formulapisces]

I also have tummy hurty today :( 🫂🦇

:( solidarity

#i think mine is because of my meds and i have to keep taking them for 3 more days :( THATS 12 MORE TABLETS 😭 #i hope you feel better soon :( #alèssi says things #🦇 anon

[zeawesomebirdie]

I want to be chilling in the same room as you so bad. Completely out of the blue, I'm just feeling that like, restless feeling that has Something to do with social interaction, but I can't tell if it's I want to talk to someone or I need alone time. I think if we could connect our two rooms magically so we would be In The Same space but also I could be in my bed that would be neat

I would love to do this, can we please 🥺

#anon ☂️ #that restless feeling is a bitch i hope you feel better soon <3

[hearts-hunger]

not to be dramatic but i have a splitting fucking migraine right now and i want desperately for one of the boys to take care of me and baby me. i don’t even care who it is i just want them to hold me while i cry cause it hurts so bad, im tired of getting these like damn

♏️

aw baby love, i'm so sorry :( i don't get migraines a lot but i do have chronic hip pain that's miserable as hell, so i know exactly what you mean. any one of the boys would be so sweet and gentle to you, tuning down the lights, making sure the house is quiet, getting you medicine and whatever else you needed. they'd hold you and feel awful at how bad you're hurting, wishing they could take your pain away. they would absolutely devote all of their energy to taking care of you until you feel better <33

#i hope you feel better soon my love :( <3 #scorpio anon #maddie talks to friends!

[a-crumb-of-whump]

I'm sick and I miss my mom.

I wanna cuddle with Coco, while it's big so I don't accidentally crush it.

Can you do that for me darling Coco?

~🍄

Coco gladly brings you into a cuddle, wrapping Its arms around you and squeezing you tight. It nuzzles Its face into your shoulder, wings enveloping you inside Its warmth.

It does not let go of you until you wish.

#i hope you feel better soon <3 #🍄 anon #ask #o&c ask

[ihatebnha]

Hi. I don’t know if you’re taking requests right now and I understand if not. I was wondering, if you might be able to write an Aizawa x reader comfort? Honestly, I just had to put down my 13 year old dog and I just can’t stop crying. I just miss her so much. I totally understand if this isn’t up your alley, just thought I’d ask. Thank you.

MY apologies for being late!!! I wouldn’t really say I’m writing anything right now, but I can give you some Aizawa comfort thoughts, if that’s okay?

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. May your baby rest easy🤍

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Hmmm though... I feel like, even though he can be a bit tough, Aizawa is one of the better people to go for when it comes to comfort... because he both totally understands, but also really knows what to do to make you feel at least the tiniest bit better. A great mix of cuddling, letting you eat ice cream, and keeping you busy so as to help you not dwell on whatever might be hurting.

Whenever things get bad, whether it's losing a pet or because it's just... One Of Those Days, he does his best to plan out little activities for you, even if it's simply taking a walk before work or going grocery shopping after and making dinner together. Taking you to the nice park w/ the flowers on his day off, or sending you cookie recipes he thinks looks good... all the while making time for at least a little cuddle every night, where it's safe for you to express anything and everything you want to. Feelings, tears, stories... even just little exchanges about work and jokes, if you had any.

(Or kisses and the like, if you want that too, but... he's not going to initiate anything unless it's something YOU bring up. Pleasure like that is the last thing on his mind when you're in distress cuz... he just wants to take care of you.)

Anyway, alongside all of that, though... he definitely makes an effort to bring you home a treat whenever he comes home, at least so you can have something nice for yourself after crying. A yummy cookie, maybe, a mug he saw in the window of a coffee shop and thought you'd like, a note from his students; all being his own silent way of cheering you on and reminding you that it's okay.

I also think... he'd be really adamant about holding a funeral for your pet, too. Even if you didn't feel up to it, or didn't have any remains, he'd still want to hold a small ceremony or celebration of life so you could both express your gratitude and say goodbye. Even if it was just a little prayer, candle or incense, it would be done to show how much he cared for them, too (and he wouldn't really require you to speak so much as just... be there for it and watch).

And obviously, as a pet lover himself, when you were ready, he'd definitely help you set up a little shrine for your puppy, too. Change the water on the flowers and buy little treats for her whenever he could.

#aizawa #hope this was alright!!! #i realized i missed a bunch right as i was wrapping up... so some of it might seem a little hastily added #again tho... im so sorry to hear about ur dog #13 is really old tho so i dont doubt you gave her the best life imaginable #and she knows how much she's loved and that u did what was best for her #she's hanging out w/ my kitties now too and they'll take care of her #LORD now im crying lol bye #but hoping u feel better soon <3<3 #now another lucky dog will get to experience ur love too #and thats a beautiful thing #ask #anon #caitie things #pet death tw #pet death mention tw #queue

[taegularities]

hey rid! ive been having the worst week of my life and i noticed that when i have rough days i like to be more appreciative of the good. i wanted to say that i appreciate u very much so! i tend to usually interact on anon now and then, but even seeing ur interactions with others leaves a positive mark on my day! ❤️✨

ahhh, hey 🫂 i'm so sorry you've had a bad week... but i think it's pretty cool of you that you think of positive aspects of life when you feel low... bc tbh, that requires a lot of strength. i'm so so happy to know that i can make your bad days better, and it's the absolute same for me. everyone here gives me a lot of comfort, truly 🥺🤍

#love you <3 and i hope you feel better soon ✨ #💌 one for the heart #notes for rid 🌹 #anon

[canongf-archive]

(please don’t feel obligated to post this if you don’t want to) hi Liv, recently I was catching up on a series that has one of my main f/o’s (like pretty much a huge reason why i even got into self shipping). My f/o has always been a bit of a player but clearly has a softer gentler side and that was what really drew him to me, and we were very happy together for a while. But in one of the recent episodes he states the kind of romantic partner he’s /really/ in to, specifically their body and appearance. It’s so completely opposite from me, and I know it’s dumb because he’s not real but it broke my heart and I feel like an idiot for thinking he’d want me. I know he’s not real and the reason he said these things is just so the show can set him up with the canon love interest, but it hurt me more than I was expecting. I guess this is just kind of a vent post? Anyway, thanks for listening <3.

oh, nonnie!!! 💗

it's not dumb!!! it's not dumb at all!!! it doesn't matter if he's real or not! the feelings that you have for him are! we don't experience real emotions for real people and fictional emotions for fictional people, we just experience emotions! period! and it makes perfect sense that you'd be hurt by what you heard! of course you would!

but i want to tell you something!!! none of this means that he wouldn't want you. none of it.

anon, i used to think that my type was blue eyes. my favorite color is blue. i love blue eyes and i used to joke that my soul mate had to have blue eyes. and then i fell for a boy with brown eyes. real dark, brown eyes. and there was not one part of me that ever looked at him and thought "i wish you had blue eyes." there was not one part of me that held back or hesitated because he didn't fit this preconceived idea of what i thought my "type" was. every time i looked at him, i thought "you have the prettiest eyes i've ever seen." i thought "brown is my favorite color now."

and i'm telling you this because! when you fall for someone, like how i fell for brown eyed boy, like how your character fell for you, you lose all sense of what your "type" is. you don't care about hair color or eye color or height or weight or anything like that. your "type" becomes them. their hair color is your new favorite hair color, their eye color is your new favorite eye color, their height is perfect, their weight is perfect, their body fits yours like it was made for you. their personality completes yours, they make you smile, laugh, they bring you comfort in a way you've never quite felt before. you can't imagine ever falling for anyone that's anything different.

it's really easy to think we know what we want until we meet what we need. and that's you. he says his type is this or that but there's no weight to it because he hasn't met you in his canon. that's all. in your canon, you can be in love and you can be happy and his type is nothing and nobody but you.

it's okay to be sad and hurt by this! and i'm so sorry that you are. i just want you to remember your worth, remember your beauty, and remember that things are different when it comes to you and him. 💗

#i hope you feel better soon my friend!!! <3 #you are so beautiful and so loved #and you are the difference #advice.ask #anon #long post

[itoshi-s]

Thoughts on period sex?? - 💔 (my cramps hurt so bad)(this leads to either softcore time with lots of pampering or nasty dont even do it, no it does not taste good, go away, dont be gross, type of situation) (im not sorry for making you picture what happened in your head)

oH PLEASE period sex can be such a hassle when it gets messy BUT !!!!!! BUT it's so good kajfhalk SORRY if some of yall think its nasty but........ the way it's like an all natural pain killer !!!! the endorphines & oxytocin !! @_@ it works all the tense muscles out uterus n all ! i def have a few..... men in mind ........ that would be more than happy to make u feel better !! some sweet some borderline nasty but welp it's just how we roll out here 😶

#✧.* ✉ zari’s mail: 💔 anon #cw blood/periods #does it need a cw im not sure #im so sorry for the cramps bbie !!!!:( i hope you feel better soon ! #givin u a back massage as we speak ! makin u sum peppermint tea too mhm <3 #u know what i will throw in a name or two out there but .. soft-wise;; reo (malewife duh) n oliver for suuure #gettin all nasty w it n straight up laughin as u push his face away in embarrassment; ryusei OBVIOUSLY.. #hes insane&probably only ever rly does it bc it feels good to /him/ first and foremost #like. it's warm it's soft it's different u know #anyway afhaisua yeah sorry again if this gives anyone the ick idc it's literally human bodies #:-3

[zhongrin]

very tempted to write a comfort fic/blurb/scenario/idk w zhongli rn... i have been dissociating pretty bad for a few hours now and it's only starting to let up... not really sure where it came from, either...

i just want him to baby me until i feel better... 🥺

-misery

zhongli comfort is the best comfort indeed.... he'd be so gentle and understanding. always knows what to say and how to hold you. would give you kisses before you can even ask him. he'd accompany you with your activities and watch over you, not in a stifling way but in a way that makes you feel comfortable and safe, because you know he's there. he'll be there when you fall and he'll always catch you and let you rest on him until you can stand on your own again.

he's just. he. hsldkfjskldfj

#rin answers #rin is having tea with: anon 💟 #misery anon #rin releases a plot bunny into the wild #i hope you feel better soon <3 #but if not that's ok too!! take as much time as you need

[astrxealis]

hello, miss apollo!!! (｡ﾉω＼｡)❤️ i hope you are having a good day today because i don't huhu (╥﹏╥) my brother was being a total jerk and broke my laptop now i dont have a device to play ffxiv anymore ( after it took me some convincing from my uncle to buy it ) 😢😢 (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ bro just literally borrowed my laptop ( note, we have two laptops, both belongs to me ), won't return it for a few months, and would only come back and give it back broken and now he won't give the other one back GRRRR ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ the audacity fr 💔💔

OH NO didnt mean to spread negativity on your inbox (｡ŏ﹏ŏ) i hope this little rant of mine didnt perhaps ruin your day ahead. please forgive me for ranting here, you can always delete this if you'd like <(￣︶￣)> but i do hope that you are doing well and that you are drinking lots of water bcs its vv hot these days. lovelots AND huggles w/ consent apollo!!!! ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

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🌼 NONNIE HELLO HELLO good evening!! ^__^ aaa answering quite late again but my day (yesterday and today) has been good! <3 SOBS YOUR BROTHER … siblings. really do be like that huh 🥹 i'm really sorry that happened to you, it really sucks fr D": i hope you can get your laptop fixed soon if it's still able to be fixed! :”< i hope your day today is better ... and for the week ahead bcs it is now sunday yes >__< 🤞✨

DW ABT IT!! feel free to rant/talk abt. basically anything (not like. Anything anything like inappropriate stuff but basically dw abt negativity ?! YOU GET. YEAH. ><) i just went to drink water rn bcs i haven't drank much today T___T do take care too!! lovey loveu and HUGS <33 💗

#⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚ #— 🌼! ♡ #i don't want to seem like a stalker or anything btw SOBS but i am an Observational Person and HM ... #i think you have hopped into my twin's askbox too but maybe i'm wrong >;O and i have a small feeling ik your blog #but i don't want to yeah yeah >___< JUST SAYING AWJHJBHD ^^ !! do feel free to only go off anon when u feel like it yes hehe <3 #ALSO MAYBE MY READING COMPREHENSION IS BAD (bcs i'm a bit low on sleep but shh) but does that mean that you got #ffxiv :O even if now you can't play it ofc if you did bcs of T___T SOBS </3 i hope stuff gets better soon :'( ^^

[crymeariveronceagain]

Heyyyyy Riverrrrrrr

I'm sad.

So mini rant ig???

Cool? Cool.

So like my total bff since like the fifth grade, right? She just got pissed at me. Like, we're talking 10000%, full blown rage fest on me, because apparently I wasn't talking to her enough? And yeah, maybe I wasn't spending a ton of time with her, but she also wasn't talking to me at all either. Plus, it was out of no where, and she just got pissed.

So anywayyy she told me she didn't want to be friends and that I was a "toxic friend because I didn't help her with her problems," but. Um. She didn't tell me her problems, and I was always trying to be kind. Apparently I just . . . wasn't good enough.

She also said she didn't like my personality because it was too . . . soft? She was like "you're just a soft girl that likes to read and do art and scrolls through Pinterest and we just don't mesh "

And I was like ????? What???? Like me being gentle and kind and not mean and not a jerk is a bad thing?

Idk but she basically hates me now, so that's fun, and apparently I have a bad personality.

.......

darling anon i am so sorry

that is so rough

like idk what else to say

im so sorry <3

I've been through similar things, and I know how all that stuff feels.

First of all. Sometimes you're not going to be enough for people. Sometimes people suck like that. You do not have to be enough for everyone. You're not going to be good enough, smart enough, funny enough. But to the right people, that won't matter. Because they'll like you for you. Not because you give them something like advice or let them use your art supplies or something. But because they love you. Love doesn't mean that someone's good enough. It means looking someone in the eyes and saying "I see where you're broken, I see where you're imperfect. And I want what's best for you anyway."

Secondly, none of this is your fault. One of the few best memories I have of one of my old friends is his text message of "Be yourself. No matter what. And if they don't like you then screw 'em." I kept that phrase on my wall for years, because it just filled something in my chest. If you're the soft, readerly, kind hearted girl that other people who don't like soft, readerly, kind hearted girls don't want to be around, I'd say that's a good kind of person to be.

Thirdly. Fuck her and her ideas of who you are <3 You cannot be reduced to one idea. You're a whole and complete person. And you've got dark and light, bad and good, all in you. You're not one simple caricature of something, drawn by her hand. You're not as simple as she wants you to be. Your personality isn't bad. You are yours. If you don't like something about yourself, change it. If you're content, stay content, and slowly work on making yourself a little bit better(because there's always better to strive for). Just. Be content with yourself because clearly your friend had absolutely no idea who you were, if she could reduce you to such a picturesque image of an artsy pinterest reader girl so easily.

Fourthly, this stuff hurts more than breakups. Because friends are supposed to be on your side, longer and harder and stronger. Friends don't have fluffy big emotions. It's all supposed to be easy, strong, and good with friends. They're your back up plan, your personal support team. They're who you call to spend time with for fun, for parties, for birthdays. Believe me, I know how it hurts. I think one of the worst days of my life I spent crying my eyes out in my mother's arms, because my friends had decided that I didn't matter to them anymore, and that they didn't care. So, beloved, grab a thing of ice cream. Grab a sad spotify playlist(may I reccomend mine? it's personally curated and amassed from sad friendship songs/breakup songs that work anyway) and feel some stuff. Because this hurts. This hurts a lot. It always does.

Fifth, if she hates you, let her. Don't bother picking it back up. She seems toxic af, and you deserve better friends. As someone who had toxic friends, it's not worth it. They tire you out, wear you down. They make you exhausted and sad. Leave it be. Don't start anything up until she reaches out again. It's just... it's not worth it. You will find better people. Better friends. Stronger friends. They're all out there waiting for you. Let this moment pass you by. Let her go, as much as it hurts. I lost by best friend of 10 years in a fight that took fifteen minutes. Never spoke to her again. But I'm so much better off without her. And my new best friend? By all the stars in the world, she'd never put me through what my old friend did. Let your friend go. It's going to be okay. I promise you.

I'm so sorry you have to go through this kind of thing. It's rough. I'm so sorry. It will get better. But, in the words of Fall Out Boy, "Sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger, the person you'd take a bullet for is the one behind the trigger."

So just.

Feel something tonight.

Drown in it for a bit, if you need to. But be sure to sit up. The water is only knee deep. If you sit up, you'll be able to breathe okay again. I promise.

Love you, anon.

#river's advice column #it's been a minute since i used that tag #thanks for the ask! #rant #sad feelings #crappy friends #i love you anon #friendship troubles #friendship #bad friends #advice #friendship fights #fights #friendship break up kinda #ugh i bet this hurts im so sorry #i love you though #<3 i hope it gets better soon #tomorrow will be kinder #<3 <3 <3 <3 #tw rant

[jattendschaton]

Well I'm glad you're ok and you haven't totally lost your love of something you found fun! <3

Thank you! I appreciate it <3

And to be clear, even while I was gone, I was still up at 3am to watch every episode premier, still writing my dumb little fanfics, still enjoying the show. I never lost love of ML, just lost faith in fandom and faith in myself.

#ask #anonymous #i started watching this show in 2015 i do not think i could escape #it was about not feeling worthy #not having a support system i felt i could rely on #thinking that it didnt matter what people told me #theyd jump ship as soon as someone better who could offer them more came along and snapped their fingers #(which to a certain extent was true and dont necessarily fault the logic of it) #whether or not that was an accurate perception of reality is beside the point because the problem was me #also when i opened this message first thing this morning i thought it said #'glad you're ok and you haven't totally lost your mind' #which honestly would have been fair #and seriously anon thank you for being sweet and caring at all <3 <3 <3 #i hope you find $5 in your pocket today