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contains: pet names, no use of y/n, cowgirl, experienced!reader, handjobs, oral (m!receiving), fingering
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Matt came to door of his parentâs house, a glint of his smile coming out as he saw me. âHey come inâ I smiled at his mom and his dad as I went past them sitting on the couch while I was wearing my comfortable clothes; the regular oversized grey sweat set.
He lead me upstairs showing me his brotherâs rooms as we went across them till we got to his bedroom.
I got situated pretty easily in his place since our hangouts were usually at my house âYou mind if I change?â I mean cause you wonât turn down the heatâ Matt rolled his eyes because iâve been nagging him about the heat since I got to his house. âYeah yeah whateverâ we snickered more before I dressed again in his bathroom that was connected to the bedroom.
I left, turning off the lights to jump on top of the covers along with him, my ass recoiling with my movement and Matt staring unconsciously. âHello bighead, stop staring at my assâ He looked away, panning his eyes back to his phone.
For the next 30 minutes Matt has been glued to his device, typing his fingers off to the point where I got curious. I tried to peek but was unsuccessful and I ended up brushing off that thought. âHey can I borrow your charger my phone just died and I have to text my parentsâ He glanced at me and shook his head no âwhy didnât you bring your ownâ
âMaybe I just forgot? Like come onâ I began to get annoyed of him âNoâ just call on my phoneâ I have no idea why he was being so overprotective about a fucking phone charger but I couldnât care less. Sliding up on his unlocked phone pulled up chat with his best friend.
I think shes trying to kill me
orrrr shes trying to bone you đ¤ˇđťââď¸
fuck off
what do i do
do what you been plotting to do?
oh yeah because im just going to tell her that shes making me hard and i want to yk with her?
yes⌠not too direct but you know
your loser virgin ass is so scared đđđ
Ok and??? shes 100% experienced and iâm the complete opposite
so stop bullying me over MY mobile device fuckface
i will do
virgin boy đ
Matt snatched the device out my hand before I even got the chance to comprehend what I just read as I was taken aback. I lifted up from the sitting position I was in attempting to read his expression but he turned his glowing red face opposite of me.
I couldnât believe that an innocent angel child like Matt would text something like that to his best friend about me? We sat in silence for a second âIâm so sorry you saw that, donât think iâm weird or anythingâ Iâm just sorryâ
Well shit.
Iâve never really seen Matt in a different light until now when he texted his friend that he wants to âfuck me senselessâ. I mean is he fine as fuck, yes itâs obvious but hems my best friend who is really, really fucking fine. âSo you want to fuck me?â I took Mattâs chin, making him look at me.
He didnât have anything to say, just speechless âIâll let you hit it, if you just say yesâ My hand had a mind of itâs own inching up towards his crotch, feeling his bulge get bigger as my face got close to his. He just nodded at me and didnât know what to expect after that.
I climbed onto his lap, gaping down at him as I kissed him and he roughly bit my bottom lip. He helped me take off my pants to easily sneak his hand into my panties, sliding his slender fingers between my folds and rubbing my clit slowly to tease me. âFaster pleaseâ, he pushed his fingers inside me, making my eyes roll back.
He continuously pressed his fingers in my wet cunt looking straight in my eyes knowing he was making me feel good. He put his fingers in so deep making my legs tremble from the sensations filling my cunt and letting cum drip âfuckâ.
Mattâs clothed dick was no longer hid as I stripped him of his black sweatpants, impatient as ever. Tussling to get his cock out his briefs, I admired his length slapping his tip to my tongue repeatedly causing him to wince âstop teasingâ he whined.
He watched me jerk his length, twirling my tongue around his tip. Spiting onto his dick beginning to take all his inches into my mouth. âYes like thatâ hearing Mattâs praise me made my arousal peak, I wanted to hear more of his beautiful moans. I sucked the head of his cock and clasping my lips around his girth, bobbing up and down.
"F-faster" Mattâs hands held on my head pushing it to take in his length, tears coming out my eyes, sucking harder making her head go back âFuck, yes, yes, moreâ Matt went crazy from all the pleasure. Liquids spewing down my throat and I felt the stickiness on my tongue.
Matt nervously guided me to hover on his lap slowly positioning me to sit in on his dick. I read his face like a book acknowledging how hesitant he is âdonât be nervous baby, Iâll help youâ I caressed his chin.
I did choose cowgirl (position) for a reason. So that he doesnât have to do much work and so I can see his loser ass blush and bitch at my tits. Itâs a win-win
I began lowering my hips on his dick and our natural lubricants making it easier we both payed attention to his cock slowing disappearing in my cunt. âFuckâ Matt quietly groaned with his hand covering his mouth.
Grabbing his hands to hold my waist, my eyes never left his even though he was looking down. To catch his attention back up, I removed my tiny crop top so my boobs could fall in his face.
Mattâs face reddened almost immediately as he was put in a trance while I started to bounce on his dick slowly. My lips parted with my heavy breaths and silent moans. I placed my hands on the wall Matt was leaned upon putting my tits to his face for him to suck on my nipples.
Our warm skin created slapping sounds as I bounced faster, Mattâs lips split letting his whimpers slip out âyes mommyâ I cracked a smile hearing him call me mommy and see him be such a submissive boy. I slowed down to prop myself to be on my feet and ride his dick without self-control.
Matt abruptly wrapped his arms around my waist, my nipples were stimulated from his hot, sweat ridden skin. He held me still, thrusting his hips upwards with quickness âMATT FUCK YESâ His length abused my hole hitting my g-spot and I shook my head in pleasure, as he bit his lip and smirked at how good he made me feel.
Motions slowed down because of the effort he was putting upon my body and I took control again. The room was filled with pleasure sounds and the smell of sex as an unexpected knot was getting tied in my stomach that was in need of a release.
I felt Mattâs legs shake underneath me and his whine string out along with the sensation of his liquids painting me walls in loads. His head hit the wall in embarrassment from cumming so quickly.
I kept riding his dick overstimulating him while chasing my high making Matt whimper relentlessly âoh fuckkkkkâ I canât take it, I canât take itâ pleaseâ His dick was sensitive from the last time he came, he begged until I came on his cock, covering it with my white stickiness.
I went in the kiss his bitten lips open from breathing heavily and his cheeks a bright pink âyou feel good?â I asked him with his length still twitching in me, âyes mommyâ.
A/n: đ¤đ¤ Iâm just gonna say it, yaâll donât have enough casual domestic relationship headcanons in these tags. To much smut. Yâall need some water, come up for air or something good god I love yâall but drink some fucking water đ So have some HCs of Tav and Astarion in Act 1. GN! Tav with no class/race as always UwU Also thank you so much for all the likes and kind words on my last post! I plan on opening my requests soon so be sure to follow to stay updated on when that happens. đâşď¸ Enjoy!
Was it even possible for someone to be annoyed⌠and pleased at the same time? Could a contradiction even exist? Yes. It could. And it baffled Astarion. Sure you had a pretty face, a nice laugh, a way with words⌠A shimmer in your eyes⌠a crooked grin that barely broke a smirk⌠The faint and unmissable sound of your heart beat⌠A smell so signature he could pick it up in the subtle breeze.
Just with the shift of wind and now he was tossing and turning in his tent. Huffing and throwing his blanket over half his face. Thoughts racing with you now, all the way on the other side of camp and no where near him. Not even in his sight. And still you were in his mind.
How annoying. This was just a misguided, maybe even a malicious attempt at forging an alliance. So why did he feel so⌠bad? His red eyes couldnât close so he just stared at the fabric wall of his tent. A blank but also bitter stare on his face.
Out of all the books he read, and he read a lot, none of them actually showed him what real was. What was real passion? Not the mask he wore. What was real conviction and adoration? All he knew was what heâs done for centuries. And this was nothing but uncharted and unfamiliar territory.
So why was it your delightful and diluted scent in the wind alone just enough to send him reeling? He couldnât know, or didnât dare to wonder.
These little things didnât stop there. During the day youâd bounce up to him with a skip in your step⌠that equally would send a skip right into his ribs and tore up his lungs. With big bright eyes youâd show him something random, something you found, something you made⌠it didnât matter.
Just the way you beamed with a radiant smile the sun could be jealous of, it was enough for a snide back handed comment that could be confused for a flirt, âOh darling, for me? You shouldnât have, you might just be one of my most devoted fans,â Normally a line like this worked. Either it would send the conversation towards the bedroom or someone left standing alone.
Neither happened. You just rolled your eyes, gave a little laugh and said, âA fan? In your dreams,â And go on chatting like before, unfazed by his little remarks. You were an enigma to him.
Especially during times after a battle. It was always such a gentle touch, when youâd place a hand on his shoulder and praise him for his good work and efforts in the battle.
If vampires had blood to blush he would. He didnât understand why he wanted to hear more of it, âThat was a good job you did out there today,â or maybe it was the way you said, âYou did amazing,â He could listen to praises all day. He never knew how much he enjoyed them before.
Letâs not forget, he could hear your heartbeat. Not yours alone. Everyone had a different rhythm and rhyme. For instants Shadowheart, her heart was slow, sad, faint but still beating away with life. Astarion could hear it, just the same as Laeâzel who seemingly had no heart beat at all until the surprising thumb of it came every hour or so. He could hear yours too. Rattle away within your bones. And he paid close attention.
Normally these âskillsâ of listening to hearts were used to hunt out a target for his master. But with no master and a band of fools, he still used these skills unbeknownst to himself.
Heâd listen with eyes glued to a book. Youâre heart pitter pattered like any other. But sometimes itâd start racing, picking up speed. Not to long ago a racing heart was the first step into picking a target, since the heart never lies and when a fool looked Astarionâs way if their heart sang that song he knew who would be his unfortunate soul.
But no, this time he just peered from over his book and watched you stare off into the distance, into the darkness of the woods. To his surprise there wasnât a glance his way or even at anyone. Your heart only raced for fear it seemed. Even when you looked at him or shared a conversation, the same steady beat flowed.
It was something little like this, these little things only he knew as they festered in his mind. They ached within him. He hid it well but it wretched at his organs and plucked at his fibers every time. It was annoying. It was⌠wonderfulâŚ
It was terrifying. The way his breathe would catch when youâd ask him to join you. The way he actually felt anger, as petty as it was, when you asked him to stay back at camp.
Or maybe when heâd hear just the sound of your voice, distant on the other side of camp, muffled, not even loud enough to hear what you were saying but just enough to hear your voice. How strange that something so little as that was enough to ease him into sleep.
A/N: HELLO PEOPLE! I MISSED YOU SO SO MUCH! I am so sorry for disappearing again, but college is so freaking hard!
Since I took a bit of time off studying to relax a bit, I took advantage of it with proofreading a few stories I already finished writing, so here's a new chapter for you!
I want to be honest, I wrote this chapter probably around 5 or 6 months ago and I seriously forgot how long I made it đ so I may got carried away a bit, I think?!
Without further ado, ENJOY! â¤ď¸
Sending so much love to all of you patiently waiting for my update, I love you â¤ď¸
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Summary: Y/N and Kate are in San Francisco on a school trip, but this won't stop for some shenanigans, will it?
Warnings: smut. The fluffiest smut I ever wrote.
Word count: 25293 words.
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"Okay guys, I know the bus trip here was tiring, so you have around 5 hours to rest a bit before we are meeting back here for dinner."
Y/N waited for all her students to take the elevator and go to their respective rooms before smiling at Kate when they were the only ones left. She pressed the elevator button and waited for it to arrive, the loud âdingâ echoing in the oddly quiet lobby a bit later and both walked in, before pressing the button to their floor and waited for the elevatorâs doors to close to assess the elephant in the room, "did that really happen or did I lost my mind and imagined Yelena and Cassie here?"
"I wish it was the latter, except you loosing your mind babe of course. Anyway, no, you didnât imagine them. They are actually here."
"I guess we underestimated their âwe wish to be there with you guysâ too much." Kate chuckled as she wrapped her head around the absurdity of it while staring at the numbers on the elevatorâs display as it ascended to their floor.
"Yeah." Y/N sighed out loud, thinking about everything over into her head and massaging her temples gently to relieve a bit the incoming headache, "I also canât believe Maria gave them the go-ahead to be here!"
"Well, they couldâve easily just ignored anything she told them and came here on their own."
"I donât know why but it seems something they would do." Y/N and Kate chuckled at the accurate possibility while shaking their heads fondly at their best friendsâ antics.
They both exited the elevator as soon as they heard the loud âdingâ and the doors opened and walked towards their designated room, Y/N opening it and moving to the side to let Kate enter it first, smiling fondly at the archerâs âthank youâ as she passed by her, before doing the same and closing the door behind her. "Hello lovebirds."
"Holy shit-YELENA!" Kate exclaimed as Y/N and her jumped up in fright at the Russian making her presence known by sliding out of her hiding place in the en-suite with a smug grin on her face, before clenching their fists and got ready to fight their intruder. "Babe, you can relax, itâs just Yelena and Cassie."
"I know, thatâs why I didnât move." Y/N let out through gritted teeth and relaxed only when Yelena laughed heartily at the joke and walked towards her to hug her tightly with her still in her combat position.
"Câmon Y/N Y/L/N I know you want to hug me back. Donât deny it." Y/N sighed loudly before caving in and relaxing her hands she had been keeping in closed fists between their bodies and slung them around Yelenaâs torso to hug her back.
"What about me?" Kate asked with a pout at Yelena after embracing Cassie when she saw Yelena walk past her and sit on their bed with a smug grin on her lips and a totally not innocent glint in her eyes.
"No hugs for you. You tend to cling onto people when you hug them."
"You are making it seem like itâs a bad thing!" Kate countered back with a toothy smile before rushing towards Yelena when she sighed loudly with a fond roll of her eyes as she opened her arms to silently give Kate her permission to hug her.
"Ugh." Yelena groaned loudly when Kate crashed over her body forcefully and made them both tumble back on the mattress, "Kate Bishop, always so gracious." Yelena teased Kate as she caressed her back softly before feeling other two bodies slump onto Kateâs back and consequently crashing down on her body, making her groan a bit at the added weight on herself.
"She loves us." Y/N told Cassie and smirked widely when Yelena groaned at them to get off of her, staying for just a few more seconds still before moving away and sitting on the bed comfortably with her friends and girlfriend. "So, we have to assume you guys are here without Maria knowing, right?"
"It will come out as shocking, but she actually knows weâre here." Cassie answered with a bright smile, lifting her hand up to high-five Yelena and making Y/N and Kate chuckle at their childish behavior, but also smiling fondly at them for finally bonding.
"Yeah, she allowed us to stay here with you guys while you are on this field trip." Yelena explained further as she shrugged nonchalantly, both Y/N and Kate eyeing the two blondes suspiciously.
"Thatâs it?" Y/N lifted her right eyebrow up in question, meeting Kateâs eyes for a brief second to find the same amount of wariness and doubt in her beautiful ocean eyes before staring Yelena down with an hard gaze and an unamused expression glued on her features. She watched as Yelena met her gaze head on, making Y/N smile warmly and shake her head at her knowing she would never make Yelena cave in and confess her secrets that easily since she was a Black Widow and had to endure a really tough training. But she knew Yelena would never lie, that was one of the many beautiful qualities she had, among being a loyal friend, a literal puppy that needs to be protected despite her âIâm a badass that never smiledâ façade and so pure of heart both Y/N and Kate, alongside the other Avengers, found really shocking to witness after all the atrocities both Yelena and Natasha had to endure, but neither of them lost their heart and somehow made it grow ten sizes as they protected it at all costs. "So you are telling me neither of you bugged her that much to the point of her caving in and sending you here?"
"No." Cassie answered right away as she avoided both Y/Nâs and Kateâs hard gazes and sighed out loud when Yelena answered Y/Nâs question at the same time as her.
"Yes. And it worked perfectly! Can you believe she actually lasted only a full day? I usually need a few days to convince Kate and she is the one that caves easily the most to any kind of request!"
"Thatâs not true! I only do that with Y/N whenever she ask me something." Kate countered back with a frown before smiling at Y/N lovingly, who awed at her and leaned over Yelena to reach to Kate sat on her left and pecked her lips softly.
"Ohw that was so cute!" Cassie exclaimed with literally heart eyes while Yelena rolled her eyes and pushed the two apart forcefully with her hands on their foreheads.
"Ugh, get a room." Yelena groaned before dodging both Y/Nâs and Kateâs punch with a small laugh.
"Well if I remember correctly, we are in our room." Y/N answered with a smug smirk and watched as Yelena rolled her eyes and grunted out as she waved her off before crossing her arms petulantly.
"Wait hold on, speaking of which, how did you manage to book a room together?"
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"And weâre finally alone!" Y/N groaned and leaned her back on the door after closing it, before humming in appreciation when Kate leaned into her body and cuddled her.
"An entire day without doing this." Kate trailed off to pull her face away from its hiding spot in the crook of Y/Nâs neck and laid a small peck on her lips, both girl humming in appreciation when both their bodies warmed instantly as a comforting, loving blanket wrapped over them.
"I missed your beautiful lips." Y/N murmured on Kateâs mouth after pulling away from another loving peck, before leaning right back to kiss Kate slowly and languidly. "You are so beautiful baby."
"Look whoâs talking." Kate giggled cutely when Y/N bracketed her face and squished her cheeks, taking a few seconds to admire the adorable view before laying another gentle peck on her lips standing out from Y/N squishing her face. "I love you."
"I love you." Kate parroted with a toothy grin that Y/N was sure was outshining the sun and that was so contagious that she couldnât help but mirror right away. They had never been so happy.
"Where are Yelena and Cassie?" Kate asked curiously after sharing another cute and loving peck with Y/N, pulling away just a bit to give them the opportunity to talk freely. They stared intently and lovingly into their eyes for a few moments, nuzzling their noses from time to time and smiling sweetly at one another as soft giggles left their lips at how happy they both felt with one another before Kate kept going, "we lost them before dinner with the class. And as much as I love them and I love them staying here, I donât want them to pop up out of nowhere while Iâm spending quality time with my girlfriend. They tend to have a really bad timing and I donât want to be rude or something like that if they pop out of nowhere. I just want to stay with you alone without any interruption or annoying kids wanting to play stupid games with their favorite teacher."
"Damn, someone is a bit annoyed. Upset. Irritated even." Y/N chuckled as she pushed a strand of black hair behind Kateâs ear when it fell on her face after she jutted her chin out petulantly. Kate then sighed loudly while leaning her cheek on Y/Nâs palm, that stood still waiting near her face after pushing her strand of hair back to see if the archer would lean into her touch and smiling brightly as her stomach erupted in wild butterflies when Kate actually did that, before turning her head around and laying a soft kiss on Y/Nâs palmâs skin, making both their stomaches flip over themselves at the cute, adorable and loving gesture of her kiss.
"Iâm not, I swear."
"Well you just called your classmates annoying when they all love you so so much. Maybe just as much as I love you." Y/N smiled sweetly and tenderly down at Kate and pecked her lips quickly when she saw a bright grin took over the archerâs frown she had been having on since she stated Yelena and Cassie have a really bad timing and that her classmates are annoying, especially for wanting to play with Y/N. Even if it was something not every student would do since they were talking about playing with a teacher, Y/N was their favorite teacher, the whole schoolâs favorite teacher and despite everyone wanting to spend time with Y/N annoyed her because it takes her away from her alone time with Y/N, it actually warmed her heart, knowing Y/N being so loved by others.
"Ohw babe! Stop Iâm blushing!" Kate giggled cutely when Y/N grinned back at her and peppered her face with tender kisses. "And yâknow, theyâre not annoying. Itâs just that we spend very little time together together. Most of the time we have to act like we donât know each other."
"I know how you feel babe. But we have a job. We just need to put up this act for a bit more. But just like you, I want to cherish every single moment we spend alone because I want to savor every aspect of being your girlfriend, babe."
"Me too, baby." Kate leaned over and kissed Y/N sweetly, her hands bracketing her face gently as she leaned her body more into Y/Nâs one, completely pining her onto the doorâs wooden surface. "As soon as we complete this mission, I will treat you to a real date. As much as I love our cozy dates in our house, I want to spoil you by taking you to fancy places and laugh at snotty people flaunting their money during my motherâs boring parties. Or stealing- or borrowing, like I like to call it, my momâs private jet to take you to Paris or Rome and have the most romantic date ever there as we stroll down their streets, hands in hands." Kate explained as her eyes shined brightly with all the love she had for the Y/H/C girl and stared tenderly at her.
"Really?" Y/N felt tears prickle behind her Y/E/C pools, watching as Kate nodded gingerly with a sweet smile before leaning over to kiss her hard on her lips, "fuck- I love you so much."
"Just as much as I love you, baby."
"How about we change into our pajamas and cuddle on the bed?" Y/N suggested with a big smile after sharing another peck with Kate and watched as she mirrored her grin and nodded before laying another sweet and tender kiss on her lips, making both their stomaches erupt in wild butterflies as their heartbeats raced wildly into their ribcages. They enjoyed a bit more of the cozy bubble wrapped around them in their embrace for a bit more, hugging each other closer to just exist together and nuzzling their noses together gently as soft giggles left their kiss swollen lips and their chests filled with a giddy and happy feeling swirling around there. They had never been so happy with someone else and never felt so full and understood by someone else in their lives, "we can catch up on Only Murders In The Building as we just get cozy in that giant bed!"
"Oh yes! I need to know who is the killer! We are just a few episodes in the first season and Iâm already completely absorbed in it!"
"Me too! Ugh and can we talk about those three idiots? I want them in my life to entertain me!" Y/N added as she pushed herself off the door when Kate disentangled her body from Y/Nâs one and grabbed her hand to lead them towards their suitcases to grab their pajamas and changed in front one another.
"We already have them babe, their names are Yelena, America and Cassie." Kate pulled a joke as she slipped her jeans off and folded them neatly before placing them on the armchair on her left, "well we also have Kamala, Shuri and Peter." Kate snorted at her own joke and lifted her shirt up her body, leaving her in her underwear as she folded her clothes.
"Youâre right babe, we are basically surrounded by idiots! Wait- does that makes us idiots too?" Y/N asked as she thought over her question and turned around after taking off her own pants and blouse, before gulping loudly and forgetting everything at once when she was met with the heavenly sight of Kateâs round, full, firm but soft ass in a pair of blue, lacy panties, now sticking out a bit more due to her bending over her suitcase to place her t-shirt on top of it.
"I donât know, I guess? I mean I like to call us idiots whose care about each other. So yeah, we are idiots too. To some extent, at least." Kate turned around with a giggle as she was finished and gasped gently under her breath when she is met with Y/Nâs hungry eyes staring at her ass before taking advantage of her turning around to sweep her them up and down her body and drinking her in slowly.
"You are a piece of art baby. The most beautiful masterpiece existing." Y/N spoke out after a few more seconds of ogling Kateâs body, before meeting her eyes and smiling lovingly at her, "sorry for interrupting you, go on."
"You didnât interrupt me babe. You just gave me a boost of confidence. Damn!" Kate exclaimed with a wide grin as she walked over Y/N, placed her hands gently on her hips as Y/N circled her own hips and then pecked her lips tenderly. "And yâknow, since we are talking about masterpieces, we need to talk about you then. My gorgeous baby." They shared another cute peck before putting their pajamas on and settling comfortably on the bed, Y/N immediately opening her arms and welcoming Kate that immediately slotted into them and cuddled her, both letting out hums of approval at the warmth surrounding them instantly.
"How was spending some time with your classmates?"
"Pretty good. Like I said they are not annoying. They are cool. I wish I had friends like them in high school, we have a lot of fun."
"Why? How were your friends like in high school?"
"Annoying and spoiled rotten." Kate stated plainly as she rolled her eyes, making Y/N laugh softly under her breath at her girlfriendâs gesture, before groaning and grunting loudly as she recalled her time spent with who she used to call âfriendsâ and shivered with a grimace before continuing, "they are like all rich people. They are always thinking about themselves and thatâs what they always did and always will do. If you had a problem, they would have faked being interested in your problem for just a few seconds before disregarding you and your problems and start talking about their new highest score in polo or showing off their new ring or t-shirt that costed more than a giant apartment in Manhattan!"
"Uh ew, thatâs disgusting!" Y/N grimaced alongside Kate as she shook her head disapprovingly.
"The same went with when talking about important charities where it was imperative donating to help people out. They just laughed me off saying they would have donated 100.000 dollars or so before telling me to shut up about the importance on donating and helping people out."
"Kate thatâs awful!" Y/N admitted as she caressed her left cheek tenderly, "how did you put up with them?"
"I didnât, most of the time. I usually spent my days doing archery or martial arts training. I only hung out with them when my mom forced me to go out and be a teenager." Kate admitted, looking into Y/Nâs eyes as she played with a strand of hair and rolled it between her fingers. A few seconds of silence passed by them just exiting quietly before Kateâs gentle laugh stopped it.
"What?" Y/N smiled lovingly at Kateâs giggles and felt her eyes literally shine with love as she stared at the archerâs beautiful features adoringly.
"I was just thinking about them also being homophobic as fuck."
"Really?" Y/N asked with a bit of worry in her tone, not really wanting to know if Kate was bullied for being who she was by her shitty old friends, but listened nonetheless.
"Yeah. A lot of them, along with a lot of old rich people, always thought about being gay was just a phase or something that would not look good in the public eye-."
"Are we still in the 1800s?" Y/N interjected with a scoff as she rolled her eyes annoyingly, making Kate laugh gently before laying a soft peck on her lips and switching her frown back into a small grin, then pulling away and continuing her with train of thoughts.
"Thatâs what I always thought! Anyway, I was just lucky my mom always accepted me for who I was. I remember the day I came out to her. I was super stressed and I was ready to pass out. She obviously started to worry and when I just blurted out I was gay instead of my prepared speech, she simply smiled tenderly at me and told me âoh honey, I already knew that. Iâm glad you finally found the courage to tell me.â"
"Oh my god! I love her!"
"I was shocked! I stared at her for like- a solid two minutes as she just smiled at me. Anyway, she always supported me and alway put everyone in their spot when they tried to denigrate gay people. But thatâs not the point." Kate shook her head to get back on track on what she was trying to tell Y/N, "like I said, being gay wasnât well seen by snotty, rich people and although my friends oddly accepted me, I had to endure more times than I could count them making really tacky jokes about gay people."
"Can I know their names so I can hunt them down and punch them in the faces one by one?" Y/N interjected once again with her blood boiling over at those assholes Kate called friends as she hugged Kate closer, making Kate chuckle under her breath at her request.
"Next time my mom will invite me to one of her charity events, we are going to attend it so you can punch them in the face while I will enjoy the show." Kate promised with a sweet tone and a bright smile, making Y/N mirror her grin, then pecking her lips lovingly before pulling away to keep going with her story and train of thoughts. "Anyway, those things never hurt me since the girls that made those bad jokes were the same girls I was fucking in their cars or beds when no one was home."
"Oh my god! Are you kidding?" Y/N widened her eyes in shock and slacked her jaw while opening her mouth in an âOâ shape as she wrapped her head around Kateâs statement, before laughing loudly in shocked amusement.
"Nope." Kate stated as she dragged the âpâ out with a wide, smug smile and a mischievous wiggle of her eyebrows before continuing, "all the time the boys joked about gays, stating that, and I quote, âlesbians didnât know how to make a girl comeâ. And while all the girls I fucked laughed nervously with nods, I was just staying in the corner in silence, smirking smugly at them. They would always meet my eyes a brief second before avoiding my gaze distressed as they fidgeted in their spots uncomfortably."
"Babe thatâs just hilarious! I would have payed to see their reactions."
"They were priceless, let me tell you. There was one time where one of they guys was bragging about licking a pussy and even if it was his first time, he vaunted he did an amazing job. I was just smiling brightly as I stared at the girl he âdid an amazing jobâ on avoiding my gaze. The same girl that called me as soon as he left and begged me to make her come since he couldnât do it and just faked cumming." Kate puffed her chest out and tilted her chin up proudly as a wide grin settled on her features, watching Y/N gasp in shock as she slapped her shoulder repeatedly in disbelief.
"Oh my god!"
"Just to clarify those two werenât together. They just had occasional sex. I do not stand cheating." Kate stated as she nuzzled their noses together, "anyway, the word spread faster than those girlâs legs when they were with me between the girls of the group and I soon found myself fucking them in their cars, in their beds, once even in one of the girlâs dadâs office."
"I didnât know you were a womanizer Kate Bishop." Y/N teased Kate as she caressed her shoulder gently with her pointer finger and smirked widely when Kate scoffed and rolled her eyes in fake annoyance.
"Iâm was not. I was just having fun. I had the opportunity to boost my confidence in my sex skills when they were screaming how good I was making them feel while also relieving some stress from college and competitions with sex. Killing two birds with one stone."
"Hm, now Iâm jealous Miss Bishop." Y/N teased as she leaned over and nibbled on Kateâs soft, plump bottom lip before biting down on it gently and taking advantage of Kateâs lips parting to release a small moan at her gesture to slip her tongue past them and lick her mouthâs every nook and cranny.
"It happened like 5 years ago babe. And it was just meaningless sex. You donât need to worry."
"Well Iâm still jealous. I want you all to myself."
"And you have me all to yourself. My heart, my body and my mind are yours baby. All yours." Kate reassured Y/N on her lips before pecking them repeatedly and making Y/N giggle lovingly into her mouth.
"Just like my mind, my body and my heart are yours baby."
-
"Good morning class!"
"Good morning Miss. Williams!" The whole class greeted Y/N in an happy choir and chuckled when Kate just grunted at her in response.
"It seems like Laura isnât a morning person." Y/N noted out loud, making the whole class laugh heartily at her joke.
"Nope, I hate getting up early. I just want to sleep until noon, is that too much to ask?" The entire class nodded with a few sounds of agreement and Y/N rolled her eyes fondly at them with a small shake of her head.
"You would loose the aquarium if you sleep until noon."
"And we donât want that, do we Miss Williams?" Y/N closed her eyes when an hand landed forcefully on her shoulder and what she clearly knew was a fake American accent reached her ears.
"No of course not."
"Are you joining us Miss Chloe and Miss Emma?" Amy asked gently as she eyed the two under cover Avengers enthusiastically.
"Oh please weâre not some old, boring teachers like Miss Williams here. You can call us just Chloe and Emma." Yelena told the teens as she stared at them with wide and eager eyes.
"Oh please, youâre more boring than every boring teacher." Y/N scoffed with a roll of her eyes, making everyone else laugh at her gesture as Yelena just smirked at her, "besides not all teachers are boring. Iâm not, right guys?"
"Donât try to corrupt them with that annoying happy face." Yelena place her hand on Y/Nâs face and pushed forcefully like she liked to do all the time to mess with her, making her stumble a bit before regarding the teenagers staring at them in amusement with a grin, "itâs okay guys you can tell the truth."
"Stop harassing them and especially me!" Y/N huffed out as she pushed Yelenaâs hand away from her face, staring at her down with an hard gaze before a big, bright grin appeared on her features when Yelena quickly placed her hand back on Y/Nâs face and pushed her once more to stress Y/Nâs words some more and chuckled alongside her, Cassie, Kate and the whole class, minus Mr. Wright that was nowhere to be found, maybe already inside making his own tour without waiting for everyone else, at the two best friendsâ banter. Everyone noticed how the two of them seemed so close and that they loved each other truly, something that was really difficult to find nowadays. They shared a really deep, strong bond that everyone, especially the teens looking intently at their banter were really eager to also have in their lives. Kate stared at her girlfriend and her best friend joke around like they were two siblings warmed her heart to no end and smiled at her tenderly when the girl met her gaze after getting rid of Yelenaâs hand again and mirrored her grin before dodging Yelenaâs hand and pushing her away when she tried to attack her again. The archer really wanted to join their banter and when she noticed Cassie wanted that too, she nodded at her to give a silent permission and to give her a free pass to join the two best friends joking around childishly to make their banter ten times funnier than it already was. So Cassie nodded at Kate back and walked towards them two girls still fooling around before joining Yelenaâs side and pushing Y/N on her left shoulder as Yelena pushed Y/N on her right shoulder, making Y/N widen her eyes in shock as she opened her mouth in an âOâ shape in bewilderment, making Kate wish ever more to join the banter in that moment. "You. Didnât."
"Oh I did. And we can all confirm your face was priceless, right guys?" Cassie asked in amusement as she swept her gaze all over the teenâs eyes and watched as mirth dusted over their features as they tried to prevent laughs to leave their mouths.
"Oh no, donât you guys dare to answer or as soon as we are back home Iâll make you guys write a 100.000 words essay about stimulating a vagina to make a woman reach her orgasm!" Y/N lifted a finger up in warning when she noticed a few guys and girls, Kate among them, opened their mouths to respond to Cassieâs question and although her threat made her students gulp in fear, it also only made Yelena and Cassie cackle loudly.
"Iâve never heard a threat being so funny!" Yelena laughed loudly as she patted Y/Nâs back a few times before wiping away a tear that left her left eye.
"Yeah Lizzie, next time try to not include the world vagina in your threats. It makes them completely hilarious."
"Alright, thanks for the advice. Now letâs go or Iâm filling out the form to leave you two here as new species in this aquarium." The class laughed loudly at her joke and Y/N smiled triumphantly as she moved to the front of the group of teens, followed by Yelena and Cassie, whose laid a sweet peck on Y/Nâs cheeks, Cassie on the left one while Yelena on the right one, before hugging her tightly.
-
"Oh I have a really interesting fact about whales!" Yelenaâs features lighted up like a Christmas tree when they were visiting whalesâ section, making Y/N groan in frustration out loud.
"Please donât." Y/N tried unsuccessfully to stop Yelena from speaking but the Russian pointedly ignored her and kept on, talking to the class waiting for her to speak eagerly.
"Did you know male whales have the largest penis in the whole animal kingdom?" Yelena smiled brightly in mischief as she wiggled her eyebrows lewdly, making the entire class laugh while Y/N groaned out again at her declaration.
"Great, now let them hear what the guide is saying."
"Oh please, I would be ten times better than her!" Yelena waved the blonde guide off as she explained facts about whales to the rest of the group they were in and Y/N rolled her eyes fondly at her.
"Oh really?" Y/N lifted her left eyebrow up inquisitively and watched Yelena expectantly and incredulously, "since when did you become an animal expert?"
"I didnât, I just like to know sexual facts about anything really and to just annoy you with that." Yelena answered Y/Nâs question with a nonchalant shrug and smirked widely at Y/N, who sighed out in fond exasperation.
"Great." Y/N smiled widely with a totally too sweet tone as she exclaimed her short, dry statement through her gritted teeth while clapping her hands not too loudly to not disturb the other aquariumâs visitors that were admiring the animalsâ exhibition. She stared intently into Yelenaâs eyes a bit longer, watching as her smile only grew bigger by the second and decided to let her share her âsexual factsâ about animals for hers and the whole classâ entertainment. Mr Wright wasnât there so why not let Yelena entertain everyone with her witty comments and funny statements? She just wished she could use her real voice and Russian accent to make everything ten times better and funnier, "okay, go on. Enlighten us then."
"Okay, maybe we just want to move a bit further away from everyone else. I donât want to gather an audience." Yelena just stretched her arms towards the far end on the left side of the room to stand there and turned towards everyone when they reached their designed spot, puffing her chest out a bit to make her look serious and gazing out at the kids staring back at her expectantly with a wide smirk, meeting Kateâs eyes for a brief second and seeing amusement and mirth in her ocean blue eyes, before focusing on someone else to not raise suspicion.
"Chlo she didnât change at all. She is still so sure of herself." Y/N commented as she bumped her left shoulder on Cassieâs right one and heard the girl laugh loudly as she nodded in agreement.
"Let her be. We love her just as she is."
"Iâm perfect just like this, idiots. Now shut up, Iâm trying to have a lesson to share my knowledge with these amazing kids." Yelena punched both Y/Nâs and Cassieâs shoulders before focusing her attention back on the class and stating right away, "male ducks have corkscrew-shaped penises."
"Fascinating." Y/N commented as she tried to lower her tone as she laughed while listening to Yelena deliver sexual facts about animals.
"Elephants have a prehensile penis that they can essentially use as a fifth leg. Their erected penis can weight as much as 30 kg and if you happen to touch it accidentally, it can twitch and knock you over."
"Okay, our needed break is over. Letâs continue with our visit." Y/N stopped Yelena as she opened her mouth to deliver yet another sexual fact about animals and ushered everyone else to move before smiling widely at Kate when she purposefully walked towards the back of the group to be as close to Y/N as they could be in public.
-
After sneaking into Mr Wrightâs room to gain some informations about him and to tap his phone while Yelena and Cassie distracted him down the hall, Y/N and Kate slipped back into their room and collapsed on the bed exhausted with loud sighs. "Ugh, Iâm so tired!"
"Me too baby." Y/N agreed as she cuddled into Kateâs arms and hummed in appreciation at the girlâs warmth and perfume wrapping around her like a comfortable blanket, making her feel fuzzy and cozy in an instant, "weâve been walking around for three entire days for this school trip. Iâm so sad tomorrow weâre going back home."
"Same babe. I liked it here and I really enjoyed Yelena and Cassie here too." Kate pouted adorably as she stared into Y/Nâs eyes, making her let out an âawâ at the cute sight in front of her before leaning over and pecking her lips tenderly, switching that pout into a big, bright smile that she instantly mirrored as her stomach flipped over itself at the sight of her adorable and cute, but also extremely hot, girlfriend.
"Yeah, me too. They are a pain in the ass most of the time, but we love them nonetheless." Y/N sighed out loud, agreeing with Kateâs words as she nuzzled their noses tenderly before pecking her lips repeatedly, then deepening the kiss with a deep hum when the archer slipped her tongue out to lick the Y/E/C girlâs seamâs lips to ask for entrance, Y/N granting it right after and both whined breathlessly into the kiss when their tongues met halfway and slid over each other greedily. They slowed their kisses down and pecked their lips repeatedly for a few more seconds before pulling reluctantly away from each other and went back to staring into each otherâs eyes lovingly while their noses brushed together from time to time. "I really enjoy their company. Theyâre like family and them leaving to go on their own mission breaks my heart, but Iâm positive this wonât be the last time they will join us here, trust me. As much as Maria makes it look like she is a tough badass, she has a big, soft heart and I know no one, not even her, hell I think not even Fury, can resist to Yelenaâs pout! Add Cassieâs pout too into the mix and you will do everything they will ask you to do. So even if we will miss them a lot and we have to say goodbye to them tomorrow, Iâm positive they will come back here to spend a few more days with us in the near future. Iâll give them less than two weeks and we will have them both here again. Iâm betting my favorite leather jacket that America and Kamala will join them next time. And Peter too! Trust me."
"Oh that would be so cool!" Kate smiled brightly as she tapped on Y/Nâs forearm excitedly as her eyes shined brightly with enthusiasm under the roomâs lights, "I donât know about you but watching Yelena and America bicker is almost as funny as watching Yelena and Cassie bicker."
"Oh please! Have you seen Yelena sparring with Peter? He gets on her nerves every time he uses his powers to dodge her punches and kicks." Y/N chuckled as she recalled all the times she witnessed that amazing and funny sight and shook her head gently.
"No! Why didnât you invite me to watch such a wonderful show?!" Kate asked in fake indignation with a deep pout and smiled when Y/N chuckled under her breath and pecked her pouty lips tenderly.
"Iâm sorry! As soon as we get back, Iâll prepare a fresh bowl of popcorn and we will enjoy the show together. You have to see the frustrated face and grunts Yelena emits every time Peter uses his powers."
"You are so beautiful my love." Kate spoke up out of nowhere when silence settled around them after Y/N and Kate chuckled some more, her eyes glued on the Y/E/C girlâs features as they took in Y/Nâs beauty.
A dark, deep blush appeared on Y/Nâs cheeks and neck and instantly detached her eyes from Kateâs mesmerizing ocean blue ones to look down at her hand playing with the archerâs shirtâs collar. "Thank you babe. But Iâm not as much beautiful as you are."
"Hm, I donât think so." Kate let out in a hum on Y/Nâs lips before wrapping them on Y/Nâs ones in a deep, sensual kiss, full of tongue and teeth, stirring a warmth in both girlâs stomaches as they enjoyed their closeness.
"Iâm serious babe. You are beautiful, smart, cute, adorable, witty when necessary but most importantly kind hearted. I just- love you so much baby."
"I love you my beautiful, gorgeous love." Kate smiled tenderly and lovingly at Y/N as she nuzzled their noses cutely together and giggling alongside her at how happy and giddy they both felt in that moment. "Oh and by the way, do you know flattery wonât take you anywhere right?"
Y/N laughed at the knowing smirk Kate sent her way before dusting a lewd one on her own lips as she wiggled her eyebrows seductively and mischievously at the archer while her pointer finger moved down from Kateâs collarbone to her stomach, drawing teasing circles there over the black haired girlâs shirt. "Oh really? Ohw damn, I was hoping it would at least take me between your legs!"
Kate widened her eyes comically and gulped loudly at Y/Nâs statement but it seems her brain lost her ability to function in that moment after those words reached her ears and she was able to only murmur out lowly, "oh."
"Too bad." Y/N shrugged as she kept on faking being sad about Kateâs question and sighed out loud dramatically for good measure, moving her hand up again to play around with Kateâs hair gently, "well, moving on-."
"No, wait!" Kate stopped Y/N mid-sentence before clearing her throat in embarrassment at her eagerness. "What were you going to say?"
"Oh no, you said flattery wonât take me anywhere and as much as I love listing your qualities, now I just want to cuddle."
"Y/N/N!" Kate whined in protest at Y/Nâs stubbornness and clear teasing and slapped her stomach gently, making the Y/H/C girl laugh heartily at her.
"What?"
"You know what!" Kate stressed her words out and whined in frustration when Y/Nâs laugh increased in volume, comically rolling her eyes after she stared pointedly into Y/Nâs Y/E/C hues down but it only deepened the Y/H/C girlâs smile tenfold. She grunted out her disappointment and slapped her stomach once again softly, then laying her hand there on her abs and feeling it going up and down with each giggle Y/N emitted. "Keep going please. I want to know what you were going to say. I promise I wonât interrupt you and I will let you say what you wanted to say. I promise I will shut up. Now please continue."
"Are you sure?" Y/N asked in fake uncertainty, furrowing her eyebrows together and making Kate roll her eyes again, making Y/Nâs grin spread back on her lips. "I mean, I can always tell you how beautiful you are. Or how hot you look during your early morning workout. But I donât want to- yâknow shift this loving bubble to a more sexual one since we are just cuddling and my words wonât take us anywhere."
"Ugh Y/N/N!" Kate leaned her forehead on the girlâs collarbone and slapped her stomach again, repeatedly this time, eliciting another fit of giggles from Y/Nâs lips.
"I will just keep my words PG rating, I promise."
"No please." Kate asked in a rush to Y/N as she played with the collar of her shirt, her short, cut nails scraping the girlâs skin from time to time to tease Y/N a bit, eliciting a few goosebumps in the process and making Kate smile as she noticed she pulled the desired and yearned effect from Y/N, "okay, fine. I know you will keep this on forever if I donât say it. I was kidding, okay? I was just teasing you a bit. Now please keep going. Especially the part about my early morning workout."
"Good." Y/N smiled and pressed an hard kiss on Kateâs lips before pulling away with a loud âpopâ and sneaking a hand behind Kateâs back to adjust themselves on their sides as she flushed their bodies together and entwined their legs, making them both sigh contentedly at their intoxicating proximity. "Okay well, like I was saying- you are always so fucking hot, but you donât even know how heavenly it feels when you workout early in the morning and I watch you comfortably on the bed. Those wonderful thighs contracting with each squat and consequently giving me a great view of your amazing ass sticking out in those illegal tight yoga pants you wear, your mouthwatering tits wobbling after each small movement in that skimpy sport bra you wear and watching your abs- those fucking, marvelous abs that looks like they had been sculpted from the most precious and finest marble ever existed, contracting deliciously after each of the three thousands crunches you do."
"Fuck." Kate whispered under her breath as she panted heavily onto Y/Nâs lips, both gravitating towards each other each passing second as the air thickened between them.
"Or how delicious you look when you change in front of me, especially when you get out of the shower."
"I actually change in front of you on purpose." Kate admitted shyly as she bit on her bottom lip to prevent her smirk to broaden while watching Y/Nâs eyes darkening in an instant.
"Oh trust me, I do know that." Y/N admitted with a sultry tone before leaning over and biting on Kateâs bottom lip softly, eliciting a small whine from the archer in the process and setting both their bodies on fire, her own from that heavenly sound coming from her girlfriend while Kateâs body burned from the seductive gesture, "I just stare at you and your wonderful body as I hold myself back from jumping on you and fuck you senseless on every available surface. When you turn around I just pretend I wasnât daydreaming about me fucking you, you fucking me, us fucking."
"Shit babe. Why do you hold yourself back every time?" Kate fisted Y/Nâs shirt greedily and pulled her more into her body as she imperceptibly bucked her hips up to gain some friction on her now pulsating core.
"Because I donât want to look like an horny teenager that canât control herself every time. I donât want to look desperate or just turned on all the time. But thatâs just the effect you have on me babe."
"Oh Y/N/N." Kate sighed as she leaned their foreheads together, gripping Y/Nâs shirt harder to keep her grounded while her arousal increased quickly between her legs, "you will never look desperate or horny to me. Ever. I pretty much feel just like you. I would spend every second fucking you if I could, but unfortunately we have to be âresponsibleâ and âhave a jobâ-." Y/N giggled when Kate let go of her shirt to do quote marks with her hands and rolled her eyes to pretend to be annoyed by their job before settling her hand behind Y/Nâs neck and caressed the skin there gently. "-but still, I would spend every single day worshiping you all day long."
"Hm, I wouldnât be opposed to that." Y/N hummed lowly as her hands started caressing up and down Kateâs strong back steadily, feeling every bump of Kateâs defined muscles and shivering as she felt the muscles there stand up under her touch, "anyway, like I was saying- you look even hotter when you are sparring with someone else that isnât me and I get to watch your wonderful body move gracefully around as you try to win the sparring session."
"Iâm not gonna lie, I always put a lot more effort when I know you are watching me. I like to show off."
"I knew it!" Y/N exclaimed loudly before laughing alongside Kate at the archerâs admission before nuzzling their noses together. "I always had a feeling you were purposefully teasing me because every time I stopped by to watch your sparring session, you always seem âsweatyâ and have to pull your top off, leaving you in sports bra that always make my mouth water as I stare at your boobs."
"Oh yeah." Kate smiled mischievously as she recalled all the times she watched Y/N approach her during sparring sessions and tried to seduce her with pulling her shirt off or putting really tight yoga pants just to see her reaction and always reveling in her struggling to focus on the sparring session itself instead of her, "most of the times I wasnât that sweaty to pull shirt off, but I did just to tease you."
"Hm, I wasnât opposed to that." Y/N teasingly moved her hands up and under Kateâs shirt and bra to grasp her boobs teasingly, a mischievous grin on her lips.
"Oh." Kate moaned out loud when Y/N started massaging and kneading her boobs greedily without breaking their eye contact and instantly arched her back into Y/Nâs wonderful touch.
"I was always daydreaming about touching your boobs while staring at them as you sparred with one of our friends." Y/N admitted as she never stopped her unrelenting movements on Kateâs boobs, pinching both her nipples just a moment when she felt them both stand up under her palms from her touch and basked in the wonderful screech of pleasure leaving Kateâs mouth, "I felt so dirty thinking about touching, licking, biting, sucking these wonderful boobs, thinking how they would feel under my mouth and my hands, if they were firm, if they were soft, if they were a combination of both. You donât even know how many times I got mocked and teased for literally eye-fucking you in the middle of the Avengers Compoundâs gym. Even Maria made fun of me!"
"Oh my god! Thatâs amazing!" Kate forgot about the incredible pleasure she was experiencing to start laughing heartily at Y/Nâs statement, making Y/N stop her movements just a bit to admire how beautiful Kate looked as she laughed care-freely and her face contracted in pure happiness. "So did everyone know about you having feelings for me, except myself?"
"Well- pretty much, yes." Y/N giggled after pulling her hands out from Kateâs shirt and bracketed her face softly. "Like Yelena stated âI was too obvious to be subtle with my feelingsâ."
Kate laughed heartily at Y/Nâs attempt to imitate Yelena as best as she could with a fake Russian accent while Y/N stared lovingly up at her as her heartbeat increased, warmth filled her chest and her stomach bursted with wild butterflies flying around. "Thatâs exactly what she told me many many times." Kate rolled her eyes as she thought over Yelena making fun of her, "she always told me I was stupid for keeping away my crush for you from you. Once, after she told me for the umpteenth time I needed to confess my feelings for you, I told her I didnât have a crush on you. I enjoyed watching her face contort in confusion and shock for a few seconds before telling her I was in love with you. It was my first time admitting that out loud."
"I would have given anything to see her reacting to that."
"She stared at me like I was crazy for like- two seconds I think, before starting to make fun of me again."
"Oh yeah, thatâs totally what Yelena would do."
"Do you want to know the worst part?" Y/N nodded as soon as Kate trailed off to ask her, trying with all herself to hold her smile in to stay serious.
"Yes."
"Hm, câmere first."
"No, I want to know first."
"Nope, câmere." Kate leaned over and tried to kiss Y/N once more but the Y/H/C girl teasingly pulled away with a big smirk and wiggled mischievously her eyebrows at her, mirth swirling through her Y/E/C eyes, making Kate sigh out loud desperately, "please, just one kiss. Thatâs all I ask. Then I will tell you everything you want to know. I just want to kiss you again. Please, please, please. Just one kiss. Please."
"Hm-hm nope." Y/N shook her head amusedly at the pout adorning Kateâs lips and at her adoringly pleading face and leaned a finger on her lips to stop her when she leaned over once again to try to kiss her again with a laugh. "I know how this will go. You just piqued my curiosity but you wanting a kiss will lead us to share more than a kiss and we will forget about this conversation. So tell me first, then youâll have all the kisses you want."
"Hm, and what if I want more than just kisses?" Kate asked seductively as she hovered her lips teasingly over Y/Nâs ones and waited patiently for her answer, that arrived a few moments later after Y/N looked down at her lips hungrily, licked her own lips and panted on Kate's mouth a few seconds without answering Kateâs question.
"Well, it will all depend on what you will tell me and how much more turned on it will make me." Y/N countered back just as seductively with a low, hoarse tone before biting down on Kateâs bottom lip and dragged it back before releasing it, eliciting a wonderful, raspy groan from the black haired girl that looked like she was ready to jump on Y/N and fuck her senselessly - she truly hoped it will happen, she just wanted to hear what Kate had to say first -.
"The worst part was that, that same day, after admitting out loud I was in love with you, she walked in on me masturbating and moaning your name out." Kate admitted after a few seconds of silence and blushed furiously as she remembered that moment.
"Oh my god, are you serious?" Y/N laughed heartily at that and clapped her hands in amusement, while her head leaned back to continue to giggle loudly in entertainment.
"Yeah. She teased me about that to no end, she still do it sometimes."
"Well to make you feel better, she once found a love letter I stupidly wrote for you and teased me about that from that moment on to no end. Every occasion was good enough to tease me about that. Me staring at you, you jokingly flirting with me while I melted on the floor, us sparring, us falling asleep cuddled on the couch after our weekly movie marathon. Every. Single. Occasion."
"Oh my god! Itâs not stupid! Can I read that?"
"Yes, of course. It was obviously meant for you but I couldnât find the courage to slip it under your bedroom door."
"Oh babe, you couldâve done it and we would have been together since then. Fuck, you donât even know how emotional it makes me feel just knowing you wrote me a love letter. I canât immagine how Iâll feel when Iâll read it."
"Itâs just full of me gushing about you and how much I love you. Nothing youâve never heard about."
"And fuck, it also made me so turned on." Kate admitted in a low tone after both stayed in silence for a few seconds, feeling her core clench in need for Y/Nâs touch.
"Not as much as knowing, again, you touched yourself thinking about me."
"Ugh, which leads us to the fact that we both got teased by Yelena." Kate whined in distress as she thought over Yelenaâs teasing, "you got teased for a loving gesture at the least. I had to endure Yelena imitating my moans all the time just because I couldnât wait for everyone to go to sleep and I had to touch myself because I was too turned on to function."
"Why? What happened that day?"
"It was a Friday night and we were having a small celebrating party after Peterâs and Americaâs last successful mission. No one else was at the Avengers Compound except for us, Peter, America, Kamala, Shuri, Yelena, Wanda and Natasha. We were all pretty tipsy and at some point Peter suggested to play truth or dare with this new, great app."
"Oh yeah I remember that night."
"Do you also remember the last dare of the night before deciding to call it quits because everyone was just too drunk to keep going?"
"Not really, I was too much intoxicated myself, but I donât know, I might remember it if you tell me."
"You got dared to give Wanda a one-minute lap dance." Kate simply stated, her eyes darkening as she remembered that moment like it was yesterday.
"Oh shit, now I remember it. We were laughing all the time while Natasha kept repeating âwatch it Y/L/Nâ." Y/N tried to imitate Natashaâs voice through her giggles as she remembered that night too.
"Yeah, but you gave her a lap dance anyway. I couldnât move my eyes away from you and your hips moving rhythmically to the music. As soon as we called it quits I flew to my room, discarded my pants and laid on the bed to touch myself while thinking about you giving me a lap dance. Just when I was about to come, Yelena barges in to ask me about something I clearly canât exactly remember and watched me come with your name falling out of my mouth."
"Fuck- I wouldâve given anything to be in Yelenaâs place." Y/N stated dreamily as she felt her center beg for Kateâs attention.
"Just like I wouldâve given anything to be in Wandaâs place." Kate admitted shyly as she bit on her bottom lip gently, staring at Y/N lustfully just as Y/N did.
"It can be arranged. As soon as we get back from this school trip, I will give you the best lap dance ever executed. But, on one condition." Y/N trailed off and smiled mischievously at Kate, waiting for her to urge her on continuing and smiling widely when Kate nodded impatiently as she gripped her hips once in pleading, "I get to be in Yelenaâs position and watch you come with your fingers."
"Deal." Kate literally moaned out loud instead of answering normally, nodding eagerly at Y/Nâs request. "Should we seal or deal with a kiss?" Kate asked mischievously with her eyebrow wiggling seductively after she regained all her cognitive functions, making Y/N laugh heartily at her girlfriendâs behavior.
"Alright, a promise is a promise. I promised you kisses after your story. And we also have to seal a deal. What better way to do that with a kiss? Or more, right?"
"I couldnât agree more." Kate smiled brightly and moved a bit closer to Y/N, hovering her lips over Y/Nâs inviting ones and licked her own instinctively when she felt them dry up from their proximity and for the electricity instantly charging up the air of the silent room and putting their bodies on fire.
"Well, what are we waiting for? Câmere."
"Wait." Kate stopped Y/N before she could close the gap between them by pulling slightly away and suppressed the urge to kiss Y/Nâs pout away from her alluring lips by just bracketing her face softly and squeezing her cheeks gently, making Y/N switch her pout to a wonderful, bright smile and mirrored it with a just as happy grin, before moving closer again and nuzzled their noses together cutely, making both their stomaches erupt in wild butterflies flying around like crazy, "do you think we can, yâknow, have sex here or do you think itâs too dangerous that someone could walk in on us or maybe hear us? I really want you right now, with our confessions and all of that, but I donât want to risk our covers to blow up just because I was too much horny for you to think properly about our actions and about our actual jobs here. We are professionals but we are also together and, yâknow, we have both needs and- and I really want to touch you right now, I really want to make you come over and over again on my fingers while you moan out my name. Of course we will try to keep it as quiet as we can but yâknow what I mean. I want to lick you clean, drink your amazing juices up until you donât have any other drop of cum into your body. I want to taste those amazing boobs of yours, kiss all over your soft skin while leaving love marks all over you just to tell the world, to anyone who ever wanted you or ever will want you that you are mine. I want to feel you squirm under my hands while I tease you to no end just to hear you whine, pleading me to make you come on my tongue or on my fingers, or both. I want to watch your face contort in pure pleasure as I deliver to you the best orgasm you have ever had, I want to feel your walls squeeze my fingers and your legs wrap around my head. I want to feel your clit pulsate under my lips as I suck on it thoroughly to give it the attentions it needs. I just want you in every possible way. Fuck, I love you Y/N. I love you so much I donât even know if words can express how much I love you. But I promise you, I will try everyday to express my love for you and make you feel loved as you should. I will try everything in my power to make you feel like the queen that you are. I- hold on- where was I?"
"Babe, that was so touching." Y/N giggled gently at Kateâs question as she felt her eyes sting with tears as they glazed over full of emotions she felt for the archer. "I always thought your ramblings were cute but fuck, hearing you ramble about how you want me, how you want to fuck me, holy shit it made me feel so many things and I am so wet for you. But then you kept rambling about how much you love me and shit, I feel so overwhelmed right now. I just- fuck I love you so much babe. You have no idea."
"Câmere." Kate pecked lovingly Y/Nâs lips softly before pulling away to bump their noses together cutely, "can I fuck you now?"
Y/N laughed loudly to cover her hard blush and slapped Kateâs shoulder gently in the process, "such a gentlewoman."
"Sorry, let me rephrase that correctly. Can I fuck you now, please?"
You awake to your first Motherâs Day with baby Bateman.
Warnings: Nathan is honestly the only warning you need. I suppose some hints of breastfeeding too (a fed baby is a happy baby, whether bottle or breast). Actually proofread for once, but probably still mistakes that I missed.
Word count: 750
F!Reader, no use of Y/N.
This was written VERY last minute (by last minute, I mean at 9:30pm on Mother's Day in the UK đ). Anyway, happy Motherâs Day to all the parents out there! đ Iâve recently been very broody and very Nathan oriented, so I created this mostly self-indulgent fic (loosely based on this post from a few weeks ago).
I struggle to write Nathan, I feel like I can't get his personalty, or his demeanour right, so please let me know if I can improve anywhere! I want to write more Nathan!
It was the sound of a loud, high-pitched, excited squeal, that woke you up.
âHey,â came the voice of your boyfriend, sounding distant and muffled as the sweet caress of sleep called back to you. âI know we came to wake up your mom, but thatâs not the way to do it. You want to deal with the dragon before sheâs had her morning coffee? No? I fuckinâ thought not. Shut up, kid.â
âYou shouldnât swear at your son,â you muttered into your pillow, knowing now that sleep was just a distant memory.
âAh, shit.â
You grin into the pillow before you look up, your eyes blurrily settling on your boyfriend, who had a mug of coffee in his left hand (in your favourite mug â one you got from a Blue Book convention back when you were in college, long before you met Nathan...Nathan hated it), and his other hand was occupied supporting your seven-month-old son, Silas, who was happily sitting on Nathanâs hip, still in his footsie pyjamas, chewing on his pointer finger. It was sickening how you carried the kid for nine months, and going through a 36-hour labour, sacrificing your body and your boobs (your nipples will never be the same again), for him to look exactly like Nathan.
You still love the bones off him anyway.
âKid doesnât know what Iâm saying, itâs fine,â Nathan continues, coming over to you and holding out the mug. You take it, smiling up at Nathan as he leans down to you and presses a kiss against your lips, murmuring a âgood morningâ to you before he straightens up.
Heâs so hot. Even now, heâs just wearing some old sweatpants and a t-shirt (it even has a stain of old baby throw up, which you just couldnât get out), but itâs the way heâs holding your son...it does things to you.
âGood morning,â you greeted back, taking a sip of your coffee. You nod at Silas as he continued to chew on his finger. âLost another pacifier?â
âI donât know what he does with them,â Nathan said, shaking his head, gesturing with now free his hand around the room. âSpend all my fuckinâ spare time trying to find that blue one that he refuses to nap without.â
âLanguage,â you tell him, take a sip of your coffee.
âSorry,â he says, almost on autopilot. âIâll request more for the chopper next week. Think 50 will be enough? Obviously fuckinâ not, heâll lose them all within a week.â
You laugh as you shake your head at him before looking at Silas. âIs your dada silly?â you ask him in your most annoying baby voice.
The kid loves it. He smiles widely at you and kicks his legs in excitement.
âAnyway,â Nathan says, adjusting Silas in his grip as he looked back at you, evidently choosing to ignore your comment to your son. âHappy Motherâs Day, or whatever. I made you breakfast, your favourite. The kid had some, he loved it, so now weâll probably have to make it for him every day. Iâll run you a bath and by the time youâre finished it should be ready. While youâre being a lazy ass in the tub and skirting your duties as a mother - â
You go to swat Nathan on the thigh, but he dodges you swiftly and carries on like he was never interrupted.
âMe and this one,â he nods to Silas. âWill work on some tummy time, see if we can start crawling today.â
âNot all kids start crawling at seven months.â
âNot all kids are mine.â
âDebatable, regarding all the sex you were having before we met.â
âYouâre reaping all the benefits from âall that sexâ.â
âYou pig.â
âYou love me.â
You do. God, you do. So much. But youâre not going to tell him that.
You take a gulp of your coffee, hiding your smile.
âGet your pretty ass out of bed,â Nathan said, already turning away from you, grabbing Silas around the tummy and tossing him lightly in the air and catching him, causing Silas to laugh that cute baby giggle he has that melts your heart. âCome and celebrate your first Motherâs Day.â
He leaves the room, and you laugh to yourself as you distinctly hear the sound of Nathan giving Silas a raspberry on his belly as he walks down the corridor, the squealing sound of laughter from your son following right after.
It sends a warm feeling of joy and happiness through you.
A/n: This shit is long asf lmaoo so if you don't have time to read it in one sitting I would probably wait until you do, buut that's just me idk? never again (unless on A03) anyway, I hope you guys like it and thank you guys for being patient with me. I know I promised this chapter like a year ago but I'm happy to finally post this and get it out of my dusty drafts folder.đđ
Damage Control Masterlist
During the whole vacation trip Natasha was insatiable, never letting you get an inch before her hands and lips were on you. she fucked you anywhere she could. That whole situation in the warehouse was a wakeup call for her and she would never take you for granted ever again.
âTashh, enough.â you whine into the pillow she licks a long stripe up the center of your neck before she bites your skin. âThatâs not what you said last night.â she drags her lips against your skin and drips her head down to lower each kiss further down your body. âIn fact, I believe the words that came out of your mouth was âmore, donât stop, more." She mocks you with pride, smirking against your skin as she travels dangerously closer to your covered sex.
âShut up.â you harshly yank her hair in retaliation. âShut me up then.â she smirks after she bites your cheek in retaliation and tugs on your panties you move her hand away from the expensive lace. âIâm serious, I still need to get dressed. we both still need to get dressedâ you correct yourself and huff beneath her. âWe can stay in and go to the club another night.â you roll over on top of her as she was caught off guard. thinking sheâs won you over she places her hands on your hips waiting for you to give her what she wants.
âWeâre going.â you untangle her hands from your hips and walk into the bathroom to fully dress yourself. âYou know you want to; I donât even know why youâre denying it right now.â
âWeâre not staying cooped up here in the penthouse tonight, Tash. we already missed our dinner reservations.â
âWell, whose fault is that? youâre wearing my favorite set. whatâd you expect?â
âI expect you to have some self-control but we both know you donât know what that is, donât we?â you snap back at her not caring if you bruised her ego or hurt her for bringing the amber thing back up in her face. Okay you havenât completely forgiven her; you still threw things up in her face any chance you got, and Natasha couldnât do anything but sit there and take it. she sighs on the bed waiting for you to return from the bathroom.
She checks her phone for any updates on anything back home. nothing out of the ordinary, Yelena bugging her about when youâre coming back because she misses her bestie and Clint dealing with import deals. She also saw a couple of text messages from Melina. Once she saw the mention of his name on her screen, she shut the whole thing down completely. She needed to take her mind off of it. There was no way she was going out tonight, she wouldnât be up to partying now.
âWhy arenât you dressed yet?â you stand in front of her on the bed hand placed on your hip annoyance present on your face. say lays there on the silk sheet in her button up blouse that she was too lazy to button up at the moment and no pants. she stands giving you a better view of the lace that pressed against her body. she nears you with hunger and an unwavering gaze. she was mesmerized. staring at you, admiring your beauty. there was also a look on her face that you know too well, something set her off and she needs a distraction, a way to release her emotions.
âLook at you baby, absolutely breathtaking.â she swiftly slides her hand under the tight dress running her hands against your soft skin. âTash, no. I already said we were going.â you try to remain firm on your plans, sheâs done this many times before to sway you into doing what she wanted.
âPlease.â you groan from hearing her beg and she knows itâs a weakness of yours. you rarely ever heard her beg. after almost losing you forever sheâs wanted nothing more than to keep you to herself in this penthouse. âIâll make it up to you in the morning, sweet face. We can have our own party right here.â You stand firmly on your decision by unlinking her hands from around your waist. âNo, I said weâre going, if you're not downstairs in 10 minutes Iâll just go by myself.â You grab your jacket and make your way to the door.
âYou wouldnât leave me.â She replies with confidence, maybe the old you wouldnât have but the Amber situation brought things up in a new light you were tired of her shit. You had just as much if not equal power as she did; you were no longer going to let things slide so easily. âI guess youâll find out in aboutâŚâ You glance at your phone to view the time. âSeven minutes now.â
Natasha sighs heavily as you leave her alone in the penthouse. She really didnât feel like going out and maybe she shouldâve given you more details about why she had a change of heart but then that meant she had to talk about it. She also didnât want to spend the remainder of the night alone, so she put the rest of her outfit together, but she didn't rush to finish. Ignoring the time frame, you set for her. She was deliberately ignoring the timeframe you set for her just to remind you of who was still in charge regardless of how sorry she was for her mistake. Natasha is the one calling the shots, at least thatâs what she thinks.
She makes her way downstairs coming out of the building as the doorman holds the door open for her. She waits patiently still not seeing the driver's car. She calls you promptly and you let the phone ring on the first call just to be petty. Truth, is you left immediately after you made it downstairs. Telling the driver that you had a change of heart and that you were still going to the club. âY/n, where are you?â She has to shout into the phone and now it away from her ear as the loud screams and music drum through her ear. âIâm at the club, duh. You took too long.â Natasha goes to yell at you for leaving her. You werenât even sitting outside for no longer than ten minutes. Her lips part but remain in place as she hears the mentions of body shots. She hears your voice agreeing and cheering on the crowd. âY/n I swear to god! Weâve been doing so well on vacation, don't do anything stupid to ruin it.â
âIt's called having fun Natasha, you could be having fun with me and my new friends right now if you came downstairs in a timely matter.â The only words that seem to register in her head is ânew friendsâ âListen, very carefully I will leave bodies all throughout this city if I have to, donât add more deaths to your consciousness.â If Natasha could see your face on the other end of the phone, she would have regretted saying those words to you. She knows how hard you tried staying away from actually getting your hands dirty, not only was Amber a contest reminder of infidelity but a constant reminder that no matter how hard you tried you still had the blood of a killer in you.
âWell, I guess I should tell you to have fun on your Gta rampage then. Iâll see you back at the penthouse.â just as you finish your response the drunken woman you've come really close to in a matter of minutes comes back with your drinks. The only thing Natasha can accurately make out is that it was your turn for body shots. If that meant you licking someone else's body or someone else licking your body, she didnât know, and she didn't care. It shouldn't be happening. She doesnât expect the growl to escape her throat as she yells into the phone again, but this level of disrespect was causing her to lose every inch of restraint she's been holding back on this entire trip.
âY/n!â
âBye Tash!â You end the call with a muffled laugh as the phone goes dead. Natasha fumes by the curb, the realization of the club music no longer playing on her phone. Your voice filled with excitement. You, having fun without her. Having fun with strangers. Would you be bold enough to get even with her after everything she's doing to show you how sorry she was? Natashaâs not going to stand here and think about scenarios like that. If this is the game you wanted to play, fine she down to play but she won't be holding herself accountable for what comes out of it. Natasha gathers her thoughts and calls a contact to pick her up. As she sits in the vehicle dangerously calm, and stone faced. The inner part of her is excited. Yes, excited to cause a bit of chaos. Sheâs been loving vacation time with you, but it wasnât every day that she gets to go on a rampage. The other non-rational devil on her shoulder keeps repeating that you're pushing her to do this. You want her to act this way. You want to see innocent people die and get hurt. One thing Nat is always good for is making your wish come true.
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Natasha swears she made it in record time telling her driver to run every red light that tried to slow her down. Her fast-paced steps hold a rhythm as she searches for you within the dark and crowded room. when she spots you by the bar preparing to lay on the counter the rage overloaded as she stomps her way over to you.
âDid you think that was fucking funny?â she adds more force behind the yanking of your neck. She practically drags you to the corner of the bar before a bystander approaches her for her aggressive actions. "Hey, leave her alone!â She naps her head around to face the person who dared speak to her and inserts herself in her relationship conflicts. âWhat the fuck did you just say to me?â The man doesnât back down clearly not knowing who Natasha is and what her level of power was. âYou heard what I said.â he reaches for you, thinking that you were actually in danger. Youâre too buzzed to actually tell him that everything was okay. That and the fact that Natasha was jealous and angry had you wanting to see how things would play out.
Natasha lands a swift and impactful hit to his throat, crushing his air supply momentarily. As the man holds his neck in pain while coughing up a lung Natasha watches him still not satisfied with the damage. âFuck!â The man cries out in pain. Always the observant one, Natasha picked up the abandoned glass off the bar and in one swift motion she lodged the shattered piece of glass into the manâs neck. Blood splatters out as the man's face raises in panic, he holds the wound on his neck for dear life desperately trying to keep all the blood from flowing out as much as possible. âYou crazy bitch.â
The outburst caused a scene within the club, people yelling and screaming from the escalated fight that just occurred before their very eyes.
âWhat the hell is going on?â The woman's voice sounds louder than the music and the frantic screams in the club. Natasha turns her head with pinch brows as she recognizes the voice. âLong time no see.â she smirks to the woman and you stand there clueless looking back and forth between the two. âI should've known it was you Romanoff, what the hell are you doing wrecking my club?â
âRelax Sharon, itâs just a flesh wound heâll be fine.â the blonde woman sighs and brushes it off, calling her worker over to clean up the mess. âCome on, let me show you to the VIP section.â Natasha quickly interjects Sharonâs offer.
âOh that won't be necessary, we aren't staying anymore since this one wanted to get a rise out of me.â she clenches your forearm as she responds to Sharon, an obvious sign that you really made her mad tonight.
âOh, come on, you can't come to madripoor unannounced, trash my club and then leave, have some class, Natasha. I mean unless youâre still working under Alexei and have no time for fun, or a social life then never mind.â Sharon pokes fun at her knowing she'd get her to stay at least for an hour by bringing up Alexeiâs name. She turns away from you and Natasha and halts when Natasha's voice reaches her ears once more.
âWeâll stay for about an hour or so, my sweet face here already started partying without me.â she reminds you of what you did just to make you feel guilty. For making her lash out like that when this was supposed to be a relaxing time for the both of you to reconnect and just enjoy the sense of a normal relationship vacation trip.
âAh so this is y/n? Had I known that you were in my establishment I would have treated you to a much more luxurious greeting.â Sharon grasps your hand with the utmost gentle care. âIâm Sharon Carter, nice to finally put a name to a face.â You rarely were involved with Natashaâs business. After what happened to your father you tried to block that part of your life out. So, it shocks you that Natasha would mention your name to someone you havenât met before. âSup Sharon.â You reply back to her and shake her hand that hasnât left yours during this whole interaction. She accepts the greeting and releases your soft hand. Sharon turns to Natasha and motions with a tilted head nod for her to follow.
âSo, I can count on you to spend a little more for that outburst you caused earlier?â Sharon speaks over the loud music as she leads you both to the top level of the club.
âWell, that depends.â Natasha shouts back and keeps you pinned to her side to make sure you donât wander off causing more headaches for her.
âOn what?â Sharon questions Natasha's response, only her focus was on you and your inebriated, loopy state. âIf you keep making sly touches and glances at my girlfriend â It takes Natasha to yank you by your clothes for Sharon to bring her attention back to Natâs unamused glare. Sharon clears her throat and rolls her eyes. âRight, I forgot youâre not big on sharing.â
âLetâs hope you donât forget that again, for your own sake.â Only Natasha could be this unfazed about making threats to Sharon in her own environment. The remainder of the walk was silent apart from the loud music and passing conversations.
âLet me know if you need anything.â Sharon showed you to the table right above the dance floor. Natasha sat down in the booth and drinks were brought to the table immediately. Natasha didn't say one word to you, she spoke about you as if you weren't sitting right next to her silently begging for her to acknowledge you, touch you, look at you or something.
You start thinking that maybe you went a little too far tonight, but then you remember that she had no right to act this way when she was the one who stepped out on you and this relationship. You throw back a vodka shot and stand from the booth. The sound of the glass firmly slamming against the table brought her attention to you, only this time you weren't really seeking for her anymore and she could sense that. The sudden movement of you standing has Natasha's grip on your wrist in an instant. âWhere are you going?â Natasha's grip on your arm for the second time that night did not hold back on the amount of strength she used on you. "The restroom.â you reply back to her with gritted teeth and an annoyed attitude. She raises her eyebrow at the tone of your voice, maybe sheâs been too soft with you. Let this be no mistake she was sorry for what she did, and she wanted to do anything to make it up to you, but she would never tolerate this level of disrespect, especially in a public setting. You know better.
The image she possessed was everything to Natasha, it always has been and it always will be. She releases you and turns back to her abandoned drink and lights a cigar. Silently telling you it was Okay to leave from the vip section. Sharon comes back to the vip section not expecting you to be absent. âWhereâs your troublemaker?â She sits down across from Natasha casually fixing the cuffs of her suit jacket.
âWhat do you want, Carter?â Natasha takes the cigar out of her mouth as smoke fills the area. âWell, I wouldnât be a businesswoman if I didnât at least try to tempt you into something, now, would I?â Natasha doesnât even hesitate with an answer. âNo.â Sharonâs face drops from rejection and Natashaâs blunt but playful response. âOh, câmon you havenât even heard me out yet.â Natasha looks Sharon over for a moment and thinks what warm could it do to at least hear the proposal. âAlright, fine but donât waste my time.â Sharon smiles as sheâs won Natasha over; she also knows the amount of money the two of them could make would have her set for life without any worry.
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During that time of discussing business Natasha lost track of time and your absence. She searches the crowd from above until her eyes land on you, on the dance floor dancing but of course you're not alone why would you be when you look that good in a club filled past its maximum capacity. âNice, catching up with you Sharon but we have to get going now.'' Natasha puts the cigar out and throws back her drink before slamming the glass down against the marble tabletop. The glass cracks from the brutal force but Sharon doesnât complain about it, she could care less about a glass right now, her mind was too busy focused on her future financial luxury that would be coming her way.
You let the music take over as all the negative energy fades away from your body. You dance close with strangers, well one woman wasnât really a stranger you met her in the restroom. After a few traded compliments you two have since then become best friends even if she doesnât know your name. As your body grinds against others without a care in the world you're once again snatched up and pulled away from the dance floor. "Ouch!" You yell out in pain, but Natasha continues on her mission to exit the club with her hand firmly around the back of your neck.
âGet in the car.â she shoves you into the backseat. âAww are you mad at me baby?â you inch toward her with a condescending pout on your face. You reach for her face to bring her closer, she dodges with ease. Setting her jaw and sticking to keeping her eyes on the window she wasnât in the mood to play your game.
The moment you were about to cave in and apologize to her, the car door opened on your end, surprising you both. Natasha was seconds away from blowing a hole into the intruders head just because sheâs away on vacation doesnât mean she let her guard down. She was always aware and alert. The sound of the bullet never comes as she blinks away the utter disbelief that someone would be stupid enough to enter her vehicle. Itâs the woman you were on the dance floor with.
âOmg I was looking all over for you! One minute we were drowning in vodka, sharing a blunt and then the next you were gone babe by.â She moves the hair from her eyes and leans a little closer to you. She was obviously more drunk than you, not even taking notice of the gun barrel that was aimed at her head. âOmg you found me!â You move away from Nat scooting closer to the other side of the seat.
âOf course, I did! Now why donât we take this party back to your place, we can have more fun with just us.â her hands start to travel in places that only belonged to the fuming red head seated on the opposite side of you.
âAbsolutely not!â
âCmon Tash live a little, I donât mind at allâ The woman snorts thin white powder from her wrist, that seemed to get Natashaâs attention again but what comes after it has her considering cutting this trip short and ending her no kill rule for this trip. The woman plants her lips onto yours. Humming in delight and moaning in ecstasy. It was quick but calculated so much so that her tongue sneaked its way past your lips for the second time tonight.
Natasha had enough. There was a part of her that thought this through, thoughts of participating in a threesome, thoughts of letting you sleep with someone else for what she did to you, but she could never go through with it, she was selfish and a hypocrite.
Her apology would have to be enough because once again sheâs not big on sharing and sheâs definitely not big on sharing when it comes to you, sheâs had many requests over the entirety of your relationship. All have been shot down over the request and some have literally been shot at for even proposing such a thing. âGet the fuck out!â Natasha shields you away from the drunken woman pulling you onto her lap and raising the gun to a better eye level. âWoah, hey! No need to get violent red. I was going to give you a taste next.â She raises her hands up in surrender. She furrows her eyes and does a seductive motion, slowly lifting her dress up to change Natashaâs mind. âMm can we take her home Tash?â You bite your lip as you slowly wait for the drunken women to reveal more.
âDonât move your hands any further unless you want me to chop them off! Now get out!â You can only giggle hysterically at the interaction between the two of them. Natasha smacks your ass to quiet your annoying drunken giggles and gives the woman one last chance to exit the vehicle before the entire back seat interior was covered with her brains. If she even had a brain. She understands the seriousness now or either sheâs started to slowly sober up but she doesnât say anything else as she exits the car finally. âByee madissyn.â You slur your words as you watch her leave the vehicle. Natasha grabs your face harshly turning you around to face her, and for the first time tonight she looks deeply into your eyes and lifts your eyelids. âDid you fucking take something?â You giggle and mock her as a reply âdId yOu fuckin take something.â
âRelax, itâs nothing we havenât done before.â Natasha doesnât need you to go further she can tell by your dilated pupils and the way you canât sit still in the leather seats. Ecstasy. She knows the signs partly because youâve done it together a few times when you were younger. She canât decide if sheâs upset that you took it from a stranger or the fact that you took it without her.
âAre you out of your goddamn mind? You donât even know her!â Natasha shoves you to the other side of the seat and instructs the driver to head back to the penthouse. You've made her mad, mission accomplished but at what cost?
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Entering the penthouse Natasha goes straight to the bar by the window, taking her jacket off and tossing it on the bar stool. For some reason it annoys you, how could she be so upset and hurt when all you did was dance and participate in harmless body shot fun. Okay maybe it wasnât as innocent as you made it out to be but the fact that she was being hypocritical right now only angered you more. âYouâre upset about a dance, body shots, shotgunning some weed and some ecstasy pills?â She keeps her back turned towards you as she sips on her drink. You walk closer to her stumbling a bit when you near the bar.
âIt was more than that and you know it, the whore even followed us out to the car and had the nerve to touch you! We didnât discuss anything about bringing a strange whore into our bed!â She deeply inhales and exhales, closing her eyes to maintain her calm demeanor. âGet away from me y/n, Iâm not in the mood to even look at you right now.â
âAww did you not like her touching my body?â
âY/nâ she says in a warning tone, her face is stern but the way her lips pout in a cute way only makes you want to push further.. âDid you not like her lips grazing mine?â
âIâm warning you, watch what comes out of your mouth.â You challenge her, what could she possibly do when she vowed not to hit you in that way again? You brush off her warning threat and you canât fully blame it on the drugs and the alcohol for what comes out of your mouth because truth be told itâs been on your mind since that day.
âI would hate to see the look on your face when I actually do decide to fuck someone else!â Her hand finds comfort around your throat, your back pressed against the wall as you struggle to breathe. Natasha doesnât look like sheâs letting go of you anytime soon. Being in this position was a sense of deja vu. Being back home in the bedroom after finding out about Natasha's true actions at Tonyâs club, but this time it didnât end with you receiving a slap to the face and a split lip.
âYou donât mean that.â
âDonât tell me what I donât m-â your snappy response gets cut off when you feel the ripped fabric of your skirt. cold air exposing you and the wet spot of your fancy lingerie. âYou think someone can fuck you better than me?â
âThe way youâve soaked your panties tells me otherwise, did you like making me mad? You like seeing me go crazy over you?â Your breathing picks up as she moves closer to you. Her lips ghosting over yours. Everything she said was true, you just wanted to be petty tonight, and give her a taste of what could happen if she ever stepped out on you again. There is always someone out there that would kill for a night with you.
âI asked you a questionâ she tightens her grip on your neck no doubt a bruise will be left when her hand finally retracts from your skin. You offer no reply back to your girlfriend, only smiling menacingly at her and placing your hand on top of hers adding more pressure to your restricted airway. A flash of excitement rushes through Natasha. You werenât always like this, so willing to initiate certain kinks like airplay. âI know everything about you and your body, I know what sets you off, and I know Iâm the only person that can make you cry out to god.â You donât hide any sense of humility. Smugness plastered across your face. Itâs not enough, you really want to push her.
âUnfortunately for you the same canât be said for me.â Youâve pushed too far deep now. She knows you can find pleasure from someone else. Of course, it wonât be on the same level as her, but your body will react and openly welcome the pleasure. For her itâs not the case, the prime example of that is now dead. The darkness within her eyes had you retreating. No longer wanting to toy with her but the damage was done, and Natasha had her mind set, once she finally had confirmation that you wanted her to lash out at you and use your body to take out her frustrations. Finally, she slams you to the window, not hard enough to truly injure you but hard enough to have more than a hangover in the morning.
Her lips crash into yours leaving your plea unheard. The kiss was rough and messy, as it normally would be in this situation of claiming you. The feeling of her rough hands tearing at the remainder of your clothes.
âFuck, you know I love this set on you.â She speaks with mesmerized once again as her eyes land on the lingerie set that had her begging you to stay on for the night. It was a midnight black two piece. Mostly basic, Natasha didnât need much despite her lifestyle, at least when it came to you she welcomed simplicity she found it just as sexy as you dressing up for her but the reality of it all was she just loved you. No matter how long or how hard itâs taken her to admit that out loud and under the circumstances it came out.
âDuh, thatâs why I put it on.â You donât receive any form of reply. Natasha snatches the fabric of your bralette finally exposing your Breasts. Her animalistic growls only increase the burning desire to have her near your throbbing core. She briefly breaks away from the kiss, roughly turning you around to face the bright lights and industrial buildings. Your face pressed against the window and her fingers plunged into your warm cunt without warning. You didnât need any foreplay, that started the minute you decided to leave her for the club. Riling her up any chance you got. You hoped that she would fuck you, but you didnât want to be fucked against this high rising window. You teased her, you angered her, and edged her on, now you were just going to have to deal with it and take what she gives you. She keeps a steady and brutal pace pushing you closer to your high and pulling away just at the cusps.
âHm, Tash- itâs enough.â You reach behind you with intentions to push her arm away. Natasha smirks and forcefully pushes your pleading hand away and plants it against the window as well. She keeps her hand there for extra security, squeezing your wrist as a silent warning not to do it again or to move it. She wasnât done tormenting you just yet, but sheâll allow you to cum. She lifts your leg and hikes your thigh up for a better angle, adding another finger to your overstimulated hole. She grunts as her breath fans over the shell of your ear.
âNatâ
âTsk, what happened to all of that mouth you had a few minutes ago? she knows your fear of heights and still proceeds to fuck you against the thick glass. The fear and the pleasure has your mind going foggy, experiencing both at the same time. She pounds into you harder with each thrust reminding you of who you belong to. The thick glass brought some sort of comfort to your skin, cooling it off from Natashaâs burning touch. No words come from you, only panting and whines. Your breath fogs the glass as Natasha keeps her brutal pace, slick runs down your legs . She doesnât relent until you practically turn into mush against the tall frame window.
As you feel her body weight slightly removed from your back you sniffle as the tears built up in your eyes struggle from falling down your cheeks. The edges her on even more, the sound of you trying to catch your breath and the small sound of your sniffles push her further. Sheâs definitely not done being petty. She takes her previous position behind you and pulls your back against her front; she grazes her lips against the warm skin of your ear and her raspy voice lights a fire inside of you from anger and arousal. âWhoâs the sensitive one now?â You didnât need to turn around to know she was wearing that shit eating smirk, you didnât even need to look at her reflection in the smudge stain glass, you could hear it.
You use all the strength you have left on your shaky limbs to push her away. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you? You asshole!â You wipe the stray tears that fell from your eyes and Natasha only returns a smirk in response before she reaches for her abandoned drink on the bar counter. âRelax, the window is custom made, there are very few things that would make it shatter and our body weight isnât one of them.â Natasha isnât hiding her enjoyment right now, itâs on a very rare occasion when you actually cry for her. After the small moment of silence the soreness and weakened state of your body starts to take effect. Your eyes feel heavy and the drugs start to come back in full effect. It's pretty normal for you when you do smoke, not to mention the post orgasm clarity.
Natasha stood next to you the entire time watching you and she knows you had the idea of sleeping on your mind next and that just wasnât enough for her, sheâs still angry at you. Natasha picks you up and heads for the bedroom, she lays you on the bed gently totally different from her aggressive demeanor in the living room. You think sheâs helping you get more comfortable, but the light tap against your cheek tells you otherwise. âOh, no sweet face, wake up weâre not done yet.â She removes your shoes and tosses them to the floor. You hear shuffling around you still not quite aware of your surroundings.
âYouâre a hypocritical, psychotic, asshole.â You mumble into the cool air of the night with closed eyes. The small break was enough for you to gather yourself again and youâre still upset about her putting you into danger like that just to get back at you for what happened at the club. She stops unbuttoning her blouse and kneels over your body until sheâs face to face with you, her hands softly rub against your cheeks. âDonât act like you donât love it.â Natasha takes her clothes off and sits everything she needs on the other side of the bed, the next thing you feel is the bed dipping. Natasha grabs both of your arms and lifts them above your head, the feeling of soft fabric against your wrist causes you to jerk your body. She pays no mind to you as she continues to focus on knotting the fabric and connecting it to the headboard.
Your mind is still hazy, so every little movement Natasha makes is keeping you alert. âNat, what are you doing?â You say, your voice is scratchy and hoarse. Natasha returns with a liquor bottle, two shot glasses and one regular glass. âWeâre gonna play a game, since youâre in a playful mood tonight.â Is all she says before pouring into the two shot glasses. You curiously watch her in anticipation. She kisses up your stomach leaving bites and wet kisses along the way before she stops at your neck and pulls away all together.
âIf you spill any of my drinks you lose.â She places one shot glass on your bare stomach as you shudder from the cold glass she sends you a warning sound. âCareful buttercup you donât want to lose before we even start now do you?â You have to compose the little self control you have left. Her fingers slide against your thighs as they get closer and closer to your sex her smirk grows wider. Her finger grazes your swollen clit and you have no choice but to react causing the drink to shake but thankfully the alcohol remains in the glass.
Natasha crawls up your body and takes the glass in her mouth while remaining eye contact, she doesnât finish all of it, she leaves a small amount in the glass and removes it from her mouth and pours the alcohol down your body starting from the center of your chest. You shudder from the contact and Natasha doesnât give you much of a break as she starts her attack going down your body. She follows the trail that the alcohol leaves behind for her with her tongue. Leaving deep marks and bites along the way until she makes it back to your clit with a gentle kiss that leaves you wanting more. She looks up from your clit at the sound of your moan.
âIsnât this much better than doing body shots with strangers?â You donât reply to her, your head is too busy wondering how long sheâll keep this game up. She pours another shot but this time she has a new agenda on her mind. She makes her way up your body right in front of your breathless face. âAre you thirsty?â She knows the answer to that question just based on your appearance. The tension in your throat was becoming too much. You need a sense of relief. She takes your head leaning forward as a yes. Just as your lips were about to make contact with the glass, she pulls it away from you and drinks the shot herself and chuckles from the bewildered look on your face. âWhat the hell Nat!â You donât even know what number of shots sheâs on right now, but it takes a lot for Natasha to be drunk. A drunk Natasha was a completely different story than an annoyed Natasha.
âYou still thirsty?â She whispers against your lips. Her stare is intense and intoxicating. You look away from her to show her just how annoyed you are, of course she thinks itâs cute. She refills the glass and hooks her finger under your chin bringing you face to face with her again. She downs the shot once again and tosses the glass across the room. She keeps your face in place as you try no ring away from her. She smashes her lips against yours and pushes the alcohol into your mouth. Itâs fast and sloppy, so small amounts of it leak down the corner of your mouth and as Natasha pulls back she uses her tongue to catch every drip she sees.
âYou want more Detka?â She still remains close to you as she reaches over to grab the bottle of alcohol off of the small cart. You only silently nod eagerly, wanting her to do it again. Except this time she hooks a finger underneath your chin tilting your head backwards and tips the bottle over. She notices the sudden change in enthusiasm at the change of direction. She can only laugh at you and your expressions but she canât get too lost in it. This was a punishment after all. There was no time to be soft, at least so early into things. âDonât pout.â
The next time she reaches for a shot to place on your stomach she sits the bigger glass on your stomach as well. She follows it up with dropping a few pieces of ice into the glass. âNat youâre not being fairâ frustration grows more when you realize this was a losing game either way it went. Itâs not a game at all, it's a punishment of overstimulation. She pulls the wand out and turns it on to the highest level, your moans rise in volume at the first touch. âWhat was that I canât hear you?â She keeps a firm grip on the toy and doesnât relent on the pressure against your clit. âFuckâ you whine from the overstimulation, your legs are numb, and you no longer have the strength to try closing them from Natasha's access. The drinks spill over your body and the sheets Natasha takes in the sight with pride even though youâve clearly just lost she has not intent on letting up on this game âYou lost, baby and youâve made such a mess.â She taunts you with fake concern as her hand stays firm and she starts moving the toy against your folds.
âNatasha, please.â She pouts at you with her fake sympathy. âNatasha please, what?â She gave your messy pussy a break by turning the level to the lowest Instead of taking it away completely. Your facial expressions plead more towards her than your words do. âY-ou made your point, okay? now can you please- fuck! untie me?â She hums, weighing her decisions on if she thinks youâve learned your lesson or not. Not really though because once Natasha Romanoffâs mind was set on something she made sure to go through with it no matter what. She took a little bit of pity on you right now but she really wanted to see this through, plus she was beyond turned on. Sheâs just stubborn like that.
âYou know I donât like pity cards and you know I donât like cop outs, but nice try buttercup. You take what I give you and be happy with it.â If you were truly in unbearable pain, youâd use the safe word or Natasha would notice your breaking point and stop everything immediately. âBesides, don't you want to cum?â You growl in frustration as you glare at her, forgetting about the tight silk fabric strained against your skin you hiss in pain after your little tantrum. Natasha chuckles as she presses the toy firmly back into you. âYouâre worried about me hurting you, it looks like those are doing it all on their own.â
âMmh- h-how much longer are you gonna keep me like this?
âUntil my feelings are no longer hurt or until Iâm satisfied enough with how puffy and messy your pussy gets for me.â You were about to say something until the sensation of the wand tapping against your clit and the curl of Natashaâs finger entering your hole sent you further into ecstasy âOh! Oh my-â your fingers clench hard around the fabric of the restraints. âYou know you havenât even said sorry.â The look you gave her made her laugh but you can tell that she was being serious, maybe you did cut a little deep with your words knowing she has abandonment issues among many others. âIâm sorry, please. Iâm sorry Tash.â You desperately apologize to her and she gives you no sign that sheâs acknowledged it. Natasha turns the toy back on but not to the highest level and trails her tongue to your throbbing and neglected hole. She teases you for a moment by swirling her tongue around the hole before she spreads your folds, dives in and fucks you with firm and fast strokes. The sound of your wetness egging both of you on even more.
Every stroke and flick of her tongue was so intensifying that you forgot all about the silk fabrics restricting your hands from her grasp. Your body jerks from overstimulation but hearing the sound of Natashaâs praise filled moans made up for it. You ignore the stinging pain as the pleasure was much more overpowering. Just as you were getting used to the feeling of being on the edge again Natasha abruptly stops and pulls away from you with your juices smeared over her face. She enjoys the baffled look on your face right now. âI hate you.â You say, breathlessly while glaring at her as your legs shake uncontrollably with the loss of another orgasm.
You both know thatâs not true she is using this moment to trap you, she wants to get a reaction out of you, she wants you to beg her to fuck you after youâve been pleading with her for a break. âNo, you donât.â She places a soft but burning kiss on your skin while doing absolutely nothing to hide that smug expression from her face. You arch your back off of the bed, the sensation is now becoming too much to withstand. Natasha takes note of it and silently looks at you for any signs that you are at your limit. You wrap your legs around her as tight as your worn-out limbs will allow. âKeep going daddy, Iâm okay.â Natashaâs strong hands have to keep you in place as she devours what belongs to her.
âNaatâ your voice was finally at its breaking point. Worn out and hoarse. Natasha doesnât budge, she keeps her focus on gaining her pleasure. âHm fuck, just hold on a little longerâ she thrusts against you groaning just how you like it, breathlessly panting with extra rasp in her voice. The moment her breath fans against your earlobe you felt your control slipping away. âHold on for daddy?â She hooks your leg up for more security. Her fingers would surely leave behind imprints from the way sheâs pressed her fingers into your soft thighs. âYou feel so fucking good throbbing against me.â
âJust for meâ she whispers the words out loud more so to herself than to you, but you respond to her anyway.
âUh huhâ you nod with eagerness as your nails claw at her skin. Natasha endures the stinging pain as she gets lost in the feeling of your warm slick. âSay it!â The sound of her hand making contact with the side of your ass jerks your body. âJust for you! Fuck, just for you!â You cum before Natasha does, you were already worked up and well spent she however still had energy left to use against you. Anger and jealousy were always a motivational boost for Natashaâs sex drive weirdly enough. As you lay there catching your breath Natashaâs movements slow down only for a moment before sheâs repositioning herself on top of you. She finally frees your hands from the silk binds. Quickly massaging your wrists and leaving a chastise kiss on them. She spreads your puffy folds and begins angling herself against you. âTash.â
âYou can take it.â The sigh of relief and pleasure that takes over Natashaâs face was definitely worth the soreness that you will feel in the morning. She positions her clit against your dripping hole, she slowly pushes into you. The warmth of your pussy against the tip of Natashaâs clit was pure joy, she doesnât do it often, or rather she didnât really have time to do anything other than a quickie. Her mob activities and her regular nine to five businesses were always top priority now with new goals and a clean slate she wouldnât dream about leaving you and your feelings out of the equation anymore. Especially not if she gets to fuck you like this more often.
Natasha snaps her hips forward, with each thrust your tits bounce in perfect rhythm. Her thrusts start slow but firm, until she can no longer hold on. Even though her entry point was small it didnât take away the indescribable feeling of you sucking her in. Natasha pulls back for observation and once she sees the tip of her clit still inside of you something snaps inside of her. The perfect bounce of your tits soon starts to become erratic and sloppy just as Natashaâs thrusts. The loud sound of skin slapping, and wetness was almost enough to drown out anything else.
she buries her face into the crook of your neck, her muffled moans send the last bit of sensation you had left through your body. You donât move. All of your limbs were non-functional at the moment, your bodies are still pressed together, and you hope to the highest heaven that Natasha meant what she said this time because you could still feel her throbbing against your folds. Your warm juices continue to flow as you watch Natasha come down from her high. âThat was so hot.â She bites the side of your neck and soothes it over with her tongue. She takes a moment to place soft kisses anywhere she can on your body. You lay there in comfortable silence as you bask in the warmth and affection, sheâs showing you right now because you truly donât know how long it will last. How long this side of Natasha would stay before sheâs back to her cold and set ways of thinking.
You fought off sleep as long as you could, but you were no longer winning the fight, Natasha obviously notices you trying to keep yourself awake. She makes quick work of cleaning you up, during your moment of dazed and fuzzy afterglow you only come down when you feel her in the same area she just abused. âFuck off tash.â You limply try swatting her hands away from your cunt. Natasha scoffs and chuckles in the same breath. âShut up and stop squirming. I'm cleaning you up, I should leave you a mess for what you did tonight.â She slaps your pussy once just to add on to the âasshole of the night awardâ and you call her a bitch which only makes her chuckle. You know itâs a lie, Nat has never deliberately skipped aftercare with you. Only in times when she had to rush out unexpectedly, back when she was still in training to take over the business. Back when your relationship was in an awkward place.
During your small moment of reminiscing, you feel the bed shifting. The warm heat of Natashaâs skin against yours and the faint feeling of her breathing gets you to crack your eyes open to be greeted with her patiently awaiting your gaze. âHey.â Your groggy greeting is cut off forcefully by Natashaâs lips smashing into yours. She pulls back looking you over as her nimble fingers ghost over your skin, over every mark on your neck and chest. Sheâs satisfied with her work tonight. She gives you a few more kisses before pulling you close to her side of the bed and turning the lights off. âY/n.â
âHm?â You hum in response while she rubs your back soothingly. âYou're the only one for me." She wants to say, âIâm sorry I fucked up for me to realize that.â But she doesnât want to get deep into that conversation right now. She doesnât want to be vulnerable and open; she'll save it for another day. âSleep.â Not long after that you were out cold.
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The next time you shift in bed your eyes are halfway open. You notice Natasha is still sitting up with her back against the headboard talking in a hushed whisper. She hears you stirring beside her. She doesnât want you awake, she doesnât want you to hear the conversation. Panic bells sound off inside of your head anytime she gets a phone call in the early hours of the morning. âLet me guess, vacation is over.â Your voice still dripped with slumber but it wasnât a question it was more of confirmation, confirmation that usually results in you being tossed to the side and neglected. Natasha pauses the conversation you werenât too focused on trying to hear. You were nearly on your way back to sleep. âNo, baby, just go back to sleep.â She gives you a soft kiss to distract your curiosity so you fall asleep without any hesitation or any push back.
The next time you wake up you hear voices, and you feel yourself being moved around. The cool breeze hits your face, but you still remain with low lidded eyes. Youâre not in danger, you would know if you were. The hands that hold on to you and occasionally caress your face werenât unfamiliar ones. You could spot them instantly; you drift back off to sleep with the reassurance of a body nestled close to yours and warmth radiating into you. You wake up feeling the aftereffects from the evening you had last night with Natasha. You stretch your arms out while remaining to keep your eyes shut. You feel the bed for Natashaâs body and freeze when you come up empty. She wasnât here.
You vaguely remember being put in the car and seeing your luggage being carried out of the penthouse. You sit up in bed with pinched brows after youâre aware of your surroundings, you search for your cell phone and find it on the side table plugged into the charger. Most of the messages were from Yelena and a few emails about your new night club. You were just about to call Natashaâs phone to demand answers about the change in location when you heard voices above you on the top deck of the yacht. Not only is Natasha standing there but she has Bucky and Clint with her as well. This was supposed to be a trip away from the mob life and that includes them. You storm up the last few stairs towards her. She knew youâd be yelling at her sooner or later after you woke up.
âAre you fucking kidding me? I thought this was our vacation time?â You cross your arms as you await her answer while also being aware of the extra bodies that were not supposed to be present. âGood morning to you too honey, I slept great thanks for asking.â
âDonât fuck with me, Iâm not in the mood to play with you right now Natasha.â
âWeâre still on vacationâŚthis needed to be dealt with immediately.â Her response doesnât do anything for you to ease up on her. âOh, câmon sweet face, I thought this would be better by settling this here so we wouldnât have to cut our trip short.â She rubs your waist and kisses your face hoping it will cool your temper. âYou couldnât have handled it at the penthouse?â
âYouâd rather have me do that in a place where we lay our heads?â
âNatasha, weâre in fucking madripoor! Shit happens here every hour on the hour! Packing me and our things away at the ass crack of dawn for this? was not necessary!â
âWill you relax? Youâre always complaining about me being romantic. Well, I was trying to be spontaneous while also getting things done efficiently!â
âNothing about this is romantic and your whole excuse is a cop out.â
âSurprising you with a morning on a yacht isnât romantic?â
âDonât condescend me Natasha, it was the way you did things while also having an ulterior motive behind it.â Natasha grabs your hand before you walk away from her. Linking her fingers through yours and somehow your eyes drift up her body just in time to see the flex of her muscles in the tank top she was wearing. âCalm down, have some breakfast. I have all of your favorites prepared Already. This is not the end of our trip, it's more of a small interruption.â
âFine.â You turn your face away from her and start moving towards the kitchen area for some breakfast. if you were going to be around for this you were not doing it on an empty stomach. Natasha stops you and places her lips to the shell of your ear. âIt wonât take long I promise.â She kisses your neck. âWe can go back to our room and make that champagne and ice bucket useful, hm?â
âNo, absolutely not youâre not touching me after last night, Iâm still sore.â You brush past her as she scoffs and glares at you, you can say that now but maybe when sheâs finished, youâll change your mind.
Natasha walks back to the group at the seating area and picks up a few pieces of fruit as the paranoid man sits in silence. âItâs my understanding that I havenât received your payment.â She holds her hand up when the man attempts to speak, no doubt to apologize or make an excuse for his actions. âI donât want excusesâ Natasha doesnât like pity and she doesnât like excuses. You'd be lucky enough for her to even ask you for a solution instead of killing you. Charles stupidly ignores her response hoping sheâd be able to understand when she hears the full story and his side of things.
âWeâve been having a tough time at the shop and-â Her fists cut his words short he wasnât even aware of when she stood up to even get near him. âI thought I just said I didnât want to hear any excuses.â Natasha sighs with disappointment as she checks her nails like the narcissist she is. âYou interrupted my lovely trip with my sweet face over there.â She points to you while you sit at the counter sipping your orange juice. âThis was not the way she was supposed to be waking up, Charles. Do you understand my dilemma here?â The man hesitated to answer Natasha. The question was dripping with a sexual undertone, not knowing if he would end up with a bullet between his eyes for answering truthfully. âI-â Natasha delights in his uneasiness to reply, one wrong word would set her off completely, changing the mood of this meeting. âItâs okay, you can answer.â
âI understand, trust me.â He takes a little too long to turn his attention back to her. So, she grabs him by the collar.
âArenât you going to apologize?â She tilts her head hovering above him. âI-I apologize for the intrus-â the back of her hand makes contact with his face. âNot to me you fucking idiot!â She grabs his face and turns it towards your direction. âTo her.â You grow awkward with the manâs eyes on you while you are trying to eat. âIâm sorry.â
âShe canât hear you! Say it louder!â You heard his apology but you wanted to be left alone for now. After having a week of silence and wild nights with Natasha you werenât ready for things to start going back to normal. You werenât ready to go back home and fall into the same pattern again. âIâm so sorryâ fully catching your attention you flip him off in response and go back to eating and drinking your juice. He turns around to look at Natasha for what to do next. She insists on him trying again for an apology. Shooing him away with her hands. He moves further into the kitchen area as you eat your breakfast. Unfazed by his presence. âUm miss I wanted to sincerely apologize for-â his apology was stopped abruptly when the weight of the waffle iron collided with his face. âWhat the hell!â He shouts out in agony clutching his broken nose on the floor.
âWhy the hell are you in my face? You already ruined my morning, now youâre going to ruin my breakfast too?â You grab him by the collar of his shirt. âNo, that was not my intention.â Even if he was telling the truth, you were still pissed about it, so you use this opportunity to use him as a punching bag. Throwing multiple punches to his already broken and bruised face. Clint once again steps next to Natasha. âYou just gonna let her do that? We donât need him dead, Nat.â Natasha looks at Clint with a smirk on her face. She honestly loved that you let out your dark side more now. âI suppose youâre right, but I just love seeing my sweet face go sour and bad for a bit.â Clint makes a face of disgust.
âPlease spare me the details of you and y/nâs psycho relationship dynamic, I already told you that you two need therapy like yesterday.â She rolls her eyes and walks away. You stop your attack on his face and you hold him up by the collar of his blood-stained shirt. The small blade presses against his skin; you trail the sharp knife down his cheek and stop at the curve of his neck. âWhat type of work do you do?â He seems caught off guard with that question as he nervously licks his lips. He doesnât know if he is supposed to look at you or keep his eyes trained on the cabinets. âI own a butcher shop.â
âOh, this is perfect.â You take pride in his blatant display of confusion and fear. âYou cut and trim meat all day, whatâs so hard about that?â You don't give him a chance to reply to you, not that he would even dare try to respond to that loaded question. âSince youâre a butcher Iâm sure youâre aware that a single incorrect cut could ruin a good piece of meat.â He stares up at you in pain and confusion as you tilt your head adding more pressure behind the knife. Natasha arrives in the kitchen area just in time.
âOkay, thatâs enough, buttercup.â She pulls your back to her front and holds you in place. âPut the knife down.â She rubs your body soothingly to bring you back to a calm state. It takes you a few seconds, but you eventually flick the blade back into its safety pocket and place it into Natashaâs hands and let the man go in the process. As she puts the small knife in her pocket Natasha looks down at the bloody figure on the floor. âI know how much you wanted to cool off a bit, I donât know what possessed him to bother you.â She snuggles her face closer to your neck inhaling deeply, She loved the scent of you. As Natasha was distracted the man quickly defended himself once again.
âYou literally told me to come over here and apologize!â He shouts out at her stupidly once again not knowing how dangerous that is. âNo, I donât think I did, actually.â Instead, she replies back with a cool and calm demeanor she wanted to see if youâd attack him again. âYes you did!â Charles shouts back defensively and Natasha kicks him in the face âShut up!â You crane your neck to watch Natashaâs body language. âDonât listen to him baby Especially since I know how grumpy you get when something interrupts our plans.â She softly kisses your neck when sheâs done telling the lie. You take a moment to look down at your silk pajamas and groan frustration.
âHe got his blood all over my new pajamas, now we have to buy another set of matching ones.â Natasha just chuckles at your response. Blaming that poor man for getting blood on your expensive robe when you were the cause of it being there in the first place. She loved it. Part of her wished your father wouldâve made you more involved with the mob activities like she had to. She wouldâve had this sight of you way early on into the relationship, but she loves you just the way you are right now. âDonât worry about it. We can buy all the matching pajamas you want, Iâll take care of it.â
âYeah, you will especially since this is your fault for sending him over here in my goddamn face in the first place.â
âSee, I told you!â You both speak at the same time. âShut up!â When the man quiets down Natasha doesnât try to deny it this time she just laughs and pulls you closer to her. Of course, you knew she was lying. âIâm sorry, I just thought you wanted to let some anger out and I was clearly right.â
âHow thoughtful of you.â You gently pat her cheek. âI know.â She leans forward placing her lips on yours. She growls in surprise when you take control, shoving your tongue down her throat. Backing her up into the counter and harshly biting her lip. âDonât tease me right now dekta.â
âCan you two stop sucking face? We have import shit to deal with here!â Bucky was getting annoyed. From the time being wasted and just from seeing you two showing public displays of affection. You clench your jaw, looking over Natashaâs shoulder. Who the hell did he think he was? You pick up an empty champagne flute and launch it at Bucky. âShut the fuck up!â He dodges the glass before it makes contact. Clint pulls Bucky aside with force. âYou seriously need to let it go, Buck.â Clint harshly whispers to him. He snatches his arm from Clint and goes to sit down on the padded couch. Seeing him be seated like a good little guard dog that he should be. As Clint snatches the man from the floor and away from the kitchen area you focus back on your girlfriend. âFinish everything up here and Iâll be downstairs. Donât take too long though, Iâm not promising to keep my hands off.â You slide your hand underneath the silk waistband of her pajamas. Natashaâs eyes blown wide, she couldnât wait to get this over with to have you screaming out in pleasure and pain once again. You bring your hand back out into the open. Natasha licks her lips at the glistening wet slick dripping down your fingers. You place your fingers on her lips. She welcomes them openly, sucking the flavorful juices off your fingers. You lean in ghostly whispering against her lips.
âIf you get this handled quickly the next time, we kiss Iâll have the taste of your cum on my lips.â Her breath hitches and sheâs more determined to get this shit done now more than ever. Hell, she might even give him more time and just have Clint and Bucky take Charles back home. That would be the only time she would show forgiveness. The only time sheâd be so lenient to someone who wronged her.
Natasha makes her way back to the seating area; she makes a show to whistle from your previous actions. âYeah, sheâs pissed. I was going to put on a show for her but Iâm feeling merciful and gracious.â She pops a few pieces of fruit in her mouth and turns directly to face the bruised and bloody man. âSo, letâs talk about how youâre going to move forward to get me the money that Iâm owed and how youâre gonna pay extra for this inconvenience, shall we?â
They found a way to come to an agreement and the instant that the problem had been solved Natasha jumped up from her seat with haste and intended to run downstairs to you. âNatasha, we have another problem.â
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âNo, we just fixed it��any other problems can wait until tomorrow or until I officially return from my vacation.â
âUh, Nat youâre not listeningâŚâ
âAnd youâre not listening to me Clint, this trip was to make things up to y/n, and I donât need calls interrupting the time I made for her. Now if youâll excuse me, I have holes that I need to fill downstairs and youâre making me late.â Clint visibly gags and Natashaâs satisfied with his reaction to walk away from him to leave him with that burning image. âJesus! Keep that to yourself I swear to God Iâm this close to ditching my earring aids whenever Iâm on duty! and Iâm serious Nat itâs about Alexei.â Just as she was walking away from him she stops in her tracks as soon as he mentions the name. She slowly turns around to face him and a silent Bucky. âWhat kind of problem is it?â
Time passes longer than you wouldâve liked but once again you were used to it. This trip did nothing but show you the reality of your life and your relationship. You could never truly get away from this lifestyle. You quickly change into normal clothes, your mood has drastically changed and the likelihood of your girlfriend returning to you anytime soon was uncommon. As expected when the bedroom door opens you know itâs Natasha and you know sheâs come to tell you the bad news but what she doesnât expect is for you to already have the bags packed and ready to be put into the car. Her apology falls dead on the tip of her tongue as you cut her off before she even had the chance to release it. âI donât want to hear it.â Your response is cold and calm, two signs sheâs much familiar with now, you could snap at any moment. Which furthers the internal need to be close to you she knows thereâs a chance of a fight happening, an item being thrown at her hell you could be hiding a knife somewhere just waiting to make your move. She ignores her thoughts and cautiously takes small steps towards you at a time.
âHey, itâs another emergency that needs to be addressed and itâs much bigger than what happened this morning.â You donât say anything to her as you sit in silence on the edge of the bed. She tries to be near you to bring you some sort of comfort, but you stand up and head for the door with your luggage in hand. âI told you I donât want to hear it; I donât want to hear excuses.â Natasha already felt bad and now youâre using her own shit against her which makes her feel even worse. She reached for you hoping youâd let her explain the situation further. Maybe itâll ease the pain if you knew just how dire it was to fly back home. All she got in return was a stinging slap to the face before you stormed out of the room with your luggage completely. Natasha wasnât expecting it but she isnât mad at it, youâre upset, angry and hurt. She knows youâre not letting it all out, so a slap to the face is something sheâd have to endure. She grabs a duffel bag and tells Bucky and Clint to get the rest of the luggage as she follows after you.
You remained silent in the car as Clint and Natasha discussed business matters. You settle for keeping your focus on the car window knowing Natasha is staring at you intently waiting for you to address her. To say something. Anything. She leans closer to you, and you counter her movements by sliding closer to the door. She tries again by placing her hand on your thigh to silently apologize for cutting the trip short. You remove her hand immediately. In your eyes it looked like she lied about what happened earlier, which in truth she didnât lie, things just played out that way. How Inconvenient for her. She leaves you to deal with your emotions and goes to her phone texting Yelena about your incoming attitude and about this meeting that Alexei demanded to have.
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You make your way onto the private jet, and you still have not said one word to Natasha other than your outburst from earlier. You flop down in the seat after taking a sucker from the candy bowl and popping it into your mouth. Natasha brings two champagne flutes over as she sits next to you. She asks you something and your only response is to grab the abandoned pair of headphones and turn the volume up to true maximum level to drown out her repeating apologies.
âCan I have some?â She removes the left side of your headphones to speak directly into your ear. When she has your attention, she nods to the candy thatâs in your mouth. You roll your eyes and hand her the bowl only she never reaches for it. Instead, she goes for the sucker in your mouth, and she reaches for the end of the stick. Lightly tugging on it for you to release it from your tight grasp. Making a sound of annoyance and disapproval you swat her prying hands away.
âYouâre not gonna share with me?â You once again shove the bowl of candy near Natasha, and she still doesnât budge. Thatâs not what she wanted. This was her way of getting you to interact with her. To acknowledge her. Itâs not the first time something so childish as candy could bring you back from a fit of rage and anger and back into her embrace of understanding and forgiveness.
A little lighthearted interaction to let her know how deep in shit she was truly in once the two of you were back home and things went back to the everyday routine. Natasha makes a disapproving noise and tosses the candy bowl on the empty seat next to her. Sheâs had enough of your attitude and your unwillingness to hear her out, this wasnât like any other excuse that truly needed her presence. Natasha quickly grips your face and turns your attention back on her.
âI didnât plan this. Trust me I would rather still be on that yacht with you right now, but this is serious." You shrug her off of you, annoyed with her cryptic responses, she never really goes into detail about why things were serious or so urgent that you sit at the dinner table alone most nights. You remove the candy from your mouth and lick your lips, an action Natasha focuses on intensely. âYou still havenât told me whatâs so serious that you cut our vacation short, a vacation I only got because you let Stark get in your head and you couldnât keep your hands off of an attention seeking whore!â Your voice raises in volume and Clint and Bucky share a look but they remain in their seats unbothered. Theyâre pretty much used to the outbursts between you two and theyâll only intervene if Natasha tells them to. Meanwhile you lean away from her and place the candy back into your mouth seemingly being done with this conversation. Natasha rubs her face harshly and exhales a deep breath that sheâs been holding since she got the news. Natasha calms her nerves trying to stay on her new path by managing her temper. Sheâs trying her best to communicate properly. âIt has to do with Alexei.â
âAlexei?!â You couldâve cut the inside of your mouth with how fast you pulled the candy out of your mouth from hearing his name.
She nods her head and swigs down her champagne. She was nervous. âYou know just as much as anybody how dreadful this surprise meeting is going to be for me.â Natasha hasnât spoken to Alexei directly in a long time and she hasnât seen him in the flesh for even longer. The two of them never got along and when Natasha started to rebel against him and his orders, that caused the drift between them. The final straw that broke the camel's back was her continuing to defy him by being in a relationship with you. Once he found out about you two, things changed. He treated you differently, he deemed you as a distraction to his daughter. Of course, his attitude could only be expressed slightly back then with your father still being around and being the man in charge but once he was murdered, Alexei didnât hold his tongue any longer. He had free reign to say anything he wanted. He Finally got to release the built-up aggression that built up over the years starting from the moment you came back, and the moment Natasha set her eyes on you.
The harsh and cruel words spewing out of his mouth no longer held back in the depths of his throat. The words remained there from the first day he caught you and Natasha together. The memories brought back pain not just yours but Natashaâs as well. You saw how she was treated by that man for as long as youâve known her. You finally turn your whole body to her and the first thing you can see is the sincerity in her eyes. âI know.â You say with softness and love. You hold your hand out to her and she doesnât touch you. You move your hand closer to her, placing it in her lap. âAre you gonna hold my hand or what?â
âThat depends if youâre gonna slap me again or not.â You shake your head ânoâ in response and she links her fingers with yours. Now you feel bad for slapping her knowing she has Alexei on her brain already, that abuse was enough on its own, even though your feelings and reaction was valid you needed to apologize. âIâm sorry for that by the way.â You use your other hand to rub against the cheek you previously struck. âNo, you arenât.â She cracks a smile and you return the same mirrored emotion back at her. âOkay, maybe not completely but Iâm sorry for not hearing you out earlier.â You slowly exhale, lowering your gaze down to your abandoned hand on Natashaâs lap. âI was just really starting to get used to this kind of lifestyle.â
âYouâve always had a luxury lifestyle, what are you talking about?â
âNot that, I meant being normal. Having a normal and domestic lifestyle, that doesnât involve waking up to random strangers in our living room or having to be pulled away from vacation after the shit I had to go through to even get here.â You take a brief moment to calm down. You werenât trying to start another argument with her, not after you know what awaits her when this private jet lands. The mindset and preparation she has to readjust to. You feel the warm embrace of her hand in yours. Natasha gives you a firm and comforting squeeze before she finally links her fingers with yours. âIâm sorry.â
âItâs fine, I know Iâll never be able to truly escape it but it would be nice to put things on pause more often and just...get away.â You look to Natasha to answer your response as if your statement was a question. She understands perfectly without the use of your voice. Sheâs known how long youâve wanted to get away and it was always put on the back burner, had she known that a vacation trip meant this much to you, your passport wouldâve been overfilled with stamps by now. She feels guilty for neglecting you and not being attentive to your needs. All she had to do was make a call and everything you wanted would be everything youâd have. âWeâll take more tripsâŚI promise.â You give her an annoyed look, it's something youâve heard before and youâd rather not hear the lie again. âIâm serious, if you want to take a trip just book a flight or call Fitz to have the jet ready and weâll go wherever you want.â
âTash, you talk a sweet game, but we both know how this will play out.â
âIâm making changes, Iâve put in the effort and Iâve owned up to my mistakes. Iâm being serious, I really mean it this time.â You hum with satisfaction as you see new determination in her eyes. Your hand tugs the collar of her shirt forward, you hold eye contact for a moment before your lips ghost over hers. âNext time something like this happens just tell me straight up, and donât start with apologies. Do you understand Natalia? She smirks against your lips as they slightly graze each other. âYes, my love.â
âGood.â You say, softly and finally lean forward to peck her lips you pull away way too soon for Natasha to even get started on her attack. You pull away with a smug smile while Natasha licks her lips tasting the remnants of sweetness from the cherry blow pop, she was practically begging for moments ago. âIâm stressed out over here and youâre teasing me?â
âYouâre rightâ you go in for another kiss, but this time Natasha pulls you in and holds your face in place as she deepens the kiss. Itâs sloppy and desperate, which is another silent sign that means she needs comfort and support right now. when you try pulling away again, she places her hand around your neck giving you a subtle squeeze as a warning to keep still. Natasha makes sure to savor the artificial flavor as she strokes her tongue around every part inside of your mouth. The noises you two pull from each other caused Clint to fully turn his hearing aids off and Bucky turns his headphones on max volume to drown out the lewd sounds. When she finally lets you come up for air, she admires your dazed expression and goes back to drinking her champagne as if nothing just happened.
âYou just tried to kill me!â You say as you finally get the sensation of oxygen coming in again. she chuckles and turns her head towards you. âItâs your fault for not sharing with me.â Is all she says before shrugging her shoulders and sighing before she makes a move to get up. You quickly place your hand on hers stopping her movements, a silent question hung in the air about why sheâs leaving her seat. âI need to plan things out with Clint and buckâ you move your hand and silently nod in agreement but before she leaves you beckon her with your finger for one more kiss which she happily obliged to.
After a few playful nips and bites, you both pull away and you place the blow pop against Natashaâs wet lips. âI also forgot to mention that Alexei is meeting at our house tonight for dinner.â The moments of normalcy and domestication were over, now things were officially going back to what you've been used to since you were born. You just hope and pray that no one ends up dead but maybe that's asking for far too much when Alexei is at the center of the equation.
Is this the most awesomely stressful movie night ever? đŠ
PAIRING:Â Jey Uso x Plus Size!OC
Word Count: 7.3k words
A/N: I'm back to talking too much đđ I've missed writing Jey. Hope it's not too long. Enjoy!
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It's been a quiet Friday night so far, just the two of you, the 52-inch screen TV showing a random movie he picked on Netflix. But as it stands, neither of you are watching it at the moment, or anytime soon for that matter - what you're doing right now is far more...entertaining.
Laid up together on the sunken sectional in his living room, you indulge in each other's mouths. The fluffy blanket meant to be keeping you warm is discarded somewhere; the sensual heat currently radiating between you doing a stellar job already. The sexual tension has been simmering all night, been simmering since you first laid eyes on each other months ago.
You've never dared to get involved with a client...until him. Having started to tire of the male species in general, this insanely attractive man seemingly appeared from the hidden depths of your wildest dreams. It was at an open house viewing for one of the luxury apartments you were selling in midtown Atlanta. A movie cannot do justice to showcase the electricity that sizzled between you two when he walked through the door. He was charming and funny, fun to talk to, and incredibly sexy. You could tell he was a bad boy, and honestly, you've always had a thing for bad boys. Three other potential clients came in but you hardly paid any attention to them, wrapped up in your lengthy conversation with him and discovering how much you had in common. It culminated with his check in your hand and your phone number in his. Now, just a few months later, you're letting him kiss all over you in his newly furnished apartment that you sold to him, 100% sure that you're finally going all the way tonight.
His large hand smooths along your bare thigh and briefly toys with the hem of your lilac boy shorts. He coaxes a breathless gasp from you when his fingers splay over your ass cheek, gathering as much of the expansive flesh as he can, while he keeps your back warm with his other hand tucked inside the Niutat hoodie that you "stole" from him.
"Mmm, you kiss so good, girl," he coos, complimenting his praises with another kiss.
"So do you," you giggle against his mouth and hold his wrist resting on your butt. "I'm still getting used to how handsy you are."
"Don't mind me, baby. Your body is so fuckin' sexy," he replies, shaking off your grip to keep touching on you. "All this extra juicy thickness for me to play with, I know that's right..."
It feels like you've hit the jackpot with Jey Uso. He is 100% your type; big and brown-skinned, strong and drop-dead gorgeous. Yet, so different from the others. He's a fighter and a nomad, literally and figuratively. Boatloads of charisma. Deceptively smart with a way with words and the ability to get people to do whatever he wants. You've seen him work his magic first-hand with his fans and wrestling audiences everywhere, and admittedly you've fallen under his spell too. You're immensely attracted to him, and though you've tried to take things slow, you're all but certain that all of that will change tonight, and you're in equal parts excited and terrified.
Yet, your bold actions take over as you cheekily nibble on his ear and rub your leg back and forth on the crotch of his thin shorts. This drags another growl from him as his eyes darken menacingly.
"You tryna start somethin' huh. Best believe I'ma finish it," he warns, licking his full lips revealing his silver grill peeking between them.
"I ain't startin' nothin'," you contest, your breath hitching when he lightly squeezes your ass and then smacks it.
"Yeah right, you rubbin' up on me like this, kissin' on me...I know you tryna tell Daddy sumn'..."
Fuck. The whole 'Daddy' thing does a lot of unholy things to your loins. Even though sex hasn't happened yet, the makeout sessions are out of this world. All your dates have ended with passionate kissing and touching, with him having to say goodbye and leaving your lips swollen, your clothing rumpled, your heart beating like crazy and your pussy drowning from the salacious foreplay you keep subjecting yourself to. "I just like kissing you, that's all," you murmur shyly with a blush.
"I like kissin' you too, ma. You got the softest." Kiss. "Sexiest." Kiss. "Sweetest lips I've ever tasted." One more kiss. "I'd like to do other things to you, but you frontin'," he adds.
Sucking your teeth, you sit up straight and glance up at the ceiling to avoid the heat of his stare. "Stop, we do stuff..." you retort quietly.
"Like what? This?" His hands sneak back under your hoodie to cup your breasts, rubbing them in circular motions. Your stiff nipples tighten some more from his touch, straining almost uncomfortably through the confines of your bra. "We should be doing more, baby. I know you want to," he says, making his low, deep syrupy voice even sexier.
"You are so dangerous. I should be runnin' far away from you, ya know."
"And yet you're here, with your overnight bag in my room and wearin' them tiny ass booty shorts with no panties. You exactly where you wanna be," he counters smoothly. "By the way, got rid of your booty call yet? What that fool's name again?"
He just has to bring Lawrence up, doesn't he? "Got rid of your hoes yet? What's their names?" you shoot right back.
Honestly, the less said about your failed relationships, the better. It was complicated, for both of you. Lawrence is an ex you've muddied the waters with by sleeping with him occasionally. Jey recently finalized his divorce from a woman he'd been with since college and was now sowing his wild oats, garnering a number of side pieces in the process. You 'met' two of them at his cookout party a couple of weeks back. Apparently they had shown up unannounced, his sister-in-law Trinity informed you. Trin had taken a shine to you and was kind enough to fill you in on your potential boyfriend's dalliances. You don't share your men under any circumstances, but if that apparatus between his legs is half as talented as his mouth and hands, then you're willing to forgo that caveat.
"I know you forgot all about your man when you first laid eyes on me. I saw the way you looked at me," Jey boasts.
"Only cuz you were lookin' right back," you say. "I just couldn't believe a man could have such pretty eyes," you elaborate, knowing that will make him smile and it does; his dimples deepen and make him look cuter. He is so handsome, and you are finding him harder and harder to resist.
"I remember that dress you was wearing. That big ol' booty was cryin' out to me, bruh. Beggin' me to squeeze and manhandle it in all the right ways. I wanted to bend you over that kitchen counter over there, give you da bidness, know what I mean?"
"And I remember I couldn't stop watching your lips move when you were talking to me," you add, inwardly swooning as you reminisce. "It don't help that you got this habit of licking them every five seconds..."
"I know somewhere I can lick," he drawls. He's pinning those hypnotic eyes on you now, again, looking at you all hot and sensual like he wants to devour you. With his fingers, he gently pushes your cheeks together to part your mouth and slide his tongue inside. Thick and warm, it lavishes the insides of your mouth. Before Jey, kissing was never this...intimate...for you. Nothing you experienced before remotely matched the passionate scenes in romantic films that swept the characters off their feet. Jey's kisses do just that. They are the kind that make you forget your name and sweep you off the ground never to come down again.
"How 'bout we finish the movie, hmm?" you suggest breathlessly.
"Later," he dismisses, and pats his thighs. "Sit on my lap and face me, beautiful."
The nerves rush through your body, but you're currently fueled by wine and want, so you oblige him. As you straddle him, you fight back a moan as his erection nudges persistently against your core. His arm winds around your waist to pull you in, kissing you with the same measured, drugging nature with a little bit of aggressiveness mixed in this time. His hands run up your spine and then back down to grasp your cheeks, squeezing them each time. He growls into your mouth as your fingers trail a path from his chest, up his broad shoulders and all the way to his blue-tinged mullet, tugging the back of his hair.
"Mmm, yeah, get rough with me, baby," he moans. He loves it when you yank and pull at him when you kiss, it always proves his point that you want to fuck as much as he does. His thick tongue pokes out, darting beneath the seam of your lips, and you catch it with a long suck that has him moaning his pleasure. In retaliation, both hands make their way inside your shorts to grab your round ass, his fingertips grazing your pussy lips from behind.
"I want you, Y/N. I want that pussy." he murmurs.
His dick is growing harder against you, and it feels so big that you're unable to stop yourself from grinding down on it. His grip is firm and possessive as he rocks you on top of him like you are riding him. You moan needily from the building sensations, your arousal spiraling out of control already. You make an attempt to climb off of him, but he grunts in protest and holds you down on him. Though you're on the heavier side of the weight spectrum, he's still bigger than you and definitely much stronger, and he's not letting you escape at all.
"Fuck," you gasp against his lips, feeling his long fingers dig into the soft, bare flesh of your backside as you dry-hump each other. They breach the crack of your ass before teasing the outer lips of your pussy from the back. Before he can sink one finger inside you, you manage to tear yourself away and distance yourself, your lips parted and panting.
"I'm scared, okay?" you blurt out.
For a long moment, Jey stares at you, his expression unreadable. "Scared of what?" he asks patiently.
You cringe as his hands clench into fists on his lap, sensing his palpable frustration. Shit, why did you have to open your fucking mouth? Shaking your head, you look away. "Never mind," you mumble, feeling stupid already.
"Hey, don't do that," he chides you firmly, though his eyes are kind and curious. "Tell me what's wrong. I won't know how to help if you don't."
A small, nervous sigh escapes your lips. Right now you want to get your stuff and run home never to come back, but you steel your nerves and open up. "I'm scared of the disappointment. Sex-wise, I mean. Me being disappointed or you being disappointed or both. Lawrence also talked all that shit to get me to have sex with him again," you ramble, making a motion with your hands to mimic talking, "Bragged and bragged about what I was missing and all the shit he was gonna do to me. It's been weeks and not once has he made me come...I have to do it myself afterwards every time. He said he was still getting used to fucking a big girl again. Yes, I know he's a punk bitch and I need to get rid of him. But I feel like I've forgotten how to have good sex and I don't want more of the same here."
There, you've said it. You can't bring herself to look at Jey, and your cheeks heat up under his scrutinizing gaze. You know he's assessing your words and he probably thinks you're a weirdo and you won't blame him if he does.
"That fucking dumbass."
Stunned, you look back up at him, intrigued by the way he shakes his head like a disappointed father. "Ay, you gotta send that jabroni packin', uce," he replies, "You can't be wasting premium pussy on that lame ass motherfucker. You need a man that know how to take care of you like you deserve. No real man gets off and leaves their lady hangin'. That's fuckin' wack, bruh."
He reaches up to cup your chin between his fingers, his gaze soft and tender. "Now that you've told me this, I wanna fuck you more than ever," he continues, "I wanna take my good ol' time withchu, so I know what you want and how you like it. I want you to feel so good you won't see that nut coming. I can show you a whole lotta things, pretty girl, but only if you let me."
Wow. You absorb his strong confident words that temporarily make you forget your fears. Is he telling the truth? Will he be able to give you what you truly need?
Before you can respond, a sudden loud moan that doesn't come from either of you startles you. You look to the TV and your jaw drops as you witness the main characters of the movie going at it in a bathroom stall in what looks like a nightclub.
"Damn, they fuckin' fuckin'," Jey comments. And he's right. For fake sex, it looks realistic as hell, with the actress' hands on the wall, her exposed breasts bouncing, her moans throaty and desperate as the guy pounds her aggressively from behind. You squirm in your seat as the scene seems to go on and on. This is surely a sign for you and Jey to finally get it on. You dare to peek at him to catch his reaction. He looks fascinated, a lopsided smirk on his face, his eyes dark and filled with unbridled desire. Your eyes fall to the outline of his crotch, his erection twisted to the side thanks to your earlier shenanigans and what he's watching now.
"Okaaaaay, I think it's time for more wine," you announce loudly, jumping up and grabbing both your empty wine glasses.Â
Helping himself to some popcorn, Jey eyes you with a smirk as you scurry across the open plan layout of the room. Seeing you flustered is only making him want you more. With just the kitchen lights turned on he can see you more clearly. Your thick thighs and fat juicy ass are barely hiding that chocolate pussy he wants to feast on and dig out so badly. "Why you runnin', girl?" he calls out.
"I'm not," you lie, doing your best to block out the sultry moans and slapping skin coming from the TV as you pick up a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon. "Which one do you want? White or red?"
"Only one thing I want right now, baby," he answers unabashedly.
You blush profusely and shake your head, "Chill, Uce."
"Call me Uce again and we gon' have problems," he warns.
That surprises you. "Thought you said your friends call you Uce."
"Not friends that I wanna fuck."
Good Lord. In his defense, Jey has made no bones about how much he wants you and you're not sure you can hold out for much longer. This is the man you've been hoping for, the man you've desperately needed to make you feel alive again. Lawrence made you question your confidence when he acted like he was doing you a favor by sleeping with you. But Jey seems different; he seems genuinely interested in making you come and making you feel good. It's just a case of you being brave enough to give in to him completely.
"Earth to Y/N."
You nearly jump out of your skin at the sound of his voice right behind you, which is quickly followed by his hard body pressing against your back. Of course you've spaced out thinking about sex with him. It's not the first time.
"You good?" he asks.
"Yeah, sorry, one glass of red wine coming right up," you stutter, struggling to keep a steady hand to pour some into his glass. His dick is hard against your ass, no thanks to the smut playing on TV, with the couple now having sex inside a car. He's all up on you, making you feel every plane and every ridge on his hard, chiseled body. His muscular arms wrap you in a big hug, at one with the fleshy softness of your body as he kisses your ear.
"You're turned on, huh? Seein' them two fucking like that? That why you ran?" he whispers, his baritone voice laced with mischief. "Want me to fuck you like that?"
The answer on the tip of your tongue evaporates as he reaches down to squeeze the chunk of skin on your inner thigh. His lips find the nape of your neck, and you move almost on autopilot as you sweep your goddess braids to the side to allow him full access to your throat. His wet, open-mouthed kisses, suckling on your pulse like a damn vampire, are driving you crazy. His large body envelopes yours, pressing your stomach into the counter, his legs purposely spread to grind himself against your backside. The throbbing sensation in your nipples and your clit makes you gulp down both your glasses in one go.
Jey's hand goes down the front of your shorts, your body going slack as he rubs the wetness that has pooled between your legs. You can't stop the throaty sounds that he loves so much from escaping. You're a soaked mess and for Jey, it's like a shark smelling blood.
"The movie, remember?" you breathe, your resolve slipping away as you look back at him, his lustful grin making your heart pound.
"Fuck the movie, let's make our own," he says. Your mouths collide again, kissing so deeply and hungrily it's almost impossible to tell who ends where and who starts where. This is nothing like the other comparably tame liplocks from earlier. He's telling you exactly what he wants and he plans to get it now.
Turning you around, he descends slowly to his knees before you and takes his time dragging your shorts down your legs. You look on helplessly, your anxiety battling with your desire as he palms your thigh and props your right leg over his shoulder, licking his lips at the sight of your bare folds glistening for him. He breathes you in, basking in the scent he plans to familiarize himself with. He looks up at you, and what you see in his eyes dries up your throat.
"Pretty ass pussy. Lemme eat it up, babe," he growls.
He pushes his face against your center and penetrates you with his tongue. Crying out in pleasure, you grip the sides of the counter for balance as the pressure from his mouth ramps up immediately, his long fingers molding your ass, his breath warming your core, his tongue finding every crevice you own with devastating strokes as he licks up every drop of your arousal for him.
With trembling hands, you lift the hem of your hoodie up to your chest while weaving your other fingers through the soft waves of his hair, holding him to you. He's doing the most delicious things to you, coaxing your juices out of your pussy. You can feel his tongue inside you, his mouth getting wetter and sloppier with your juices and his saliva running down your thigh. You want to die as he twirls his tongue all over your protruding clit, his pace unhurried as he holds your leg tight, smothering his face between your thighs, and that familiar warmth starts to brew in your stomach.
"Oh my god, Jey..."
The pitch of your moans increases. You keep squirming, trying to pull away, but he clamps his arms around your waist to hold you still. You're not going anywhere. He knows you're close from the way you throb on his tongue and picks up the pace, lapping wildly at your folds then gently biting your clit. "That's it, come in my mouth," he orders huskily.
"Ohhhhhh...." you squeal, throwing your head back as you flood his mouth with your release. This is the hardest you've orgasmed in about a year and your mind is blown. Jey remains glued to you, his dangerous mouth making you quiver again as you already feel another approaching. You were confident he would get the job done, but he has delivered tenfold in just a matter of minutes. You have a feeling you'll be retiring your vibrator real soon.
The sounds coming out of you as you come a second time are otherworldly, making Jey harder than he's been in a long time. You're definitely the sweetest he's ever tasted. It's there and then he decides he can't hold back anymore. He needs to have you, now.
Dragging you away from the counter, he lifts your body, limp and weak from pleasure, into his arms effortlessly, carrying you back to the living room and sitting carefully on the massive couch with you on top of him.
"You ready for me, baby?" he asks with a predatory look in his eyes as he tugs the hem of your hoodie.
"Mm-hmm," you reply, allowing him to drag the garment up and above your head. Your gaze falls on the small square foil packet that's appeared in his right hand. This is really happening.
"Say that shit with your full chest, look me in the eye. You sure you can handle me?" he questions.
"The question is, Mr. Main Event, can you handle all this?" Leaning back a little, you spread your legs far apart and pat your exposed pussy with a raised eyebrow, the wine in your system ramping up your bravery as you taunt him.
Jey rebuttals with a full, open-mouthed kiss that curls your toes as you taste yourself. The embrace intensifies while he unhooks your bra from behind, letting his calloused fingers play with the softness of your breasts. You moan at the urgency in his touch, the feel of his clothed dick bumping against your bare, wet center. He pulls away, not taking his eyes off you as he whips his t-shirt over his head, revealing all those beautiful tribal tattoos he shows off on TV, his taut abs sprinkled with a little hair that trails down south. You move off him to pull his shorts down his hips, and you zero in on the large wet stain on his gray cotton briefs. You almost can't believe it's you that's done that to him. He unwraps the last of it, and you take in the glorious vision of his briefs falling away too, allowing his cock to spring free.
"Shit," you exclaim.
Jey looks down at himself, then back at you. "Good shit or bad shit?" he smirks.
"Both." You can't take your eyes off it. Long, caramel brown and girthy with a curve to it, destined to reach that spot inside you that will make you cry. Fuck. It's going to hurt so good; you can already feel it sliding inside...
"I wanna suck it, Daddy," you tell him sweetly, closing up the space between his sturdy thighs. You pick up his dick at the base; it's as heavy as it looks, thick and veiny and yet smooth at the same time. You like the way it twitches when you stroke it lightly in your hand, and like it even more when he moans in reaction. You wind your tongue around the slit of his head to lick up the precum hanging there, and then wrap your lips around his flesh. He fills your mouth right away, stretching it dangerously. It's a tight fit, but lucky for you...and him...you love a challenge.
As you swallow him up, a deep, contented groan escapes Jey's body, making him toss his head back and sink into the sectional as his dick sinks further into your mouth. Your mouth is so warm, your lips so soft as they glide expertly up and down his length. With another moan, his hand curves around the back of your head, clenching his fingers in your braids when your lips dare to meet his pelvis. Your tongue lashes around the base before you release him, a long string of saliva trailing after you as you pull back to breathe for a second, then dive back in.
He loves the sight of you on your knees before him, torturing him with your dizzying oral prowess. His stomach clenches as your other hand slips over his balls, massaging them lovingly in your palm, making him pulse in your mouth. Catching his glazed-over gaze, you flutter your lashes innocently at him, then flash him a devilish wink as you take every inch of his cock down your throat, savoring the taste of him. His hand tightens in your hair, as do his balls when you start to suck him harder and stroke him faster, and he knows he won't last long if he lets you carry on like this.
"Damn girl, I ain't tryna nut yet." He tugs your hair hard enough to pull you off him, his breath catching at the sight of his dick plopping wetly against his abs with your saliva all over it. He puts the latex on as quickly as possible and meets your famished eyes. "Come up here, babe, come fuck me," he beckons to you with a crook of his finger.
You kiss along his dick, up his abs and chest, and then his neck. He helps you straddle him and covers your mouth with a slew of smoldering kisses. Using his free hand to grasp his dick at the base, he lines it up with your pussy, grunting softly when he feels your wetness against his hard dick. You press your chest into his, your ass lowering to welcome him inside you. Your jaw drops as your pussy stretches around him. His girth and length are invasive in the best way, and you whine softly as he slowly guides your hips down to meet him halfway. "Fuck..." you gasp.
"Too much?" he asks with a shaky voice, just as affected as you are by your joining.
Swallowing hard, you ignore the quivering of your thighs and shake your head. "I can take it," you breathe. At least, you hope you can.
"Good girl," he groans and runs his hands along your sides, "C'mon, ride me."
His hold on your waist is firm as you rise and fall on his erection, lifting up and down, circling your hips with each drop down. Your teeth sink into your bottom lip hard enough to draw blood. He's so deep inside you; it's a miracle you're not screaming down his apartment. He can't resist burying his face in your soft titties, practically motorboarding them while you work him, looking down occasionally at the way your hips roll. He returns your hazy stare with a cocky smirk, flashing his grill between his full lips.
"Jey..."
"Yeah, baby? Feel good?" he asks with a breathless kiss. You reply by adjusting into a squat, gripping the backrest behind him as you take the reins from him and ride him harder. Jey meets you thrust for thrust, grunting as your tight little pussy pulls and tugs around him. You tuck your face in his neck, moaning into his skin. His strong arms hold you close, keeping you chest to chest. One large hand scrapes down to your right ass cheek, smacking the skin hard as you bounce up and down on his cock. Both of you groan and grind together, time and space ceasing to exist as you lose yourselves in each other.
"You feel incredible, baby, so damn tight," Jey whispers, his palms running from the back of your neck down your spine, over your hips and resting under your thighs. "Damn, I'm deep in this pussy, girl, make me wanna take this damn rubber off..."
You moan at his dirty words, your palms planted on his hard pecs and moaning even louder as he steers you on his dick, his fingers pressed into your hip bones as he grinds you onto him, stimulating your sweet spot with a delicious precision that unlocks you again.
"Uuuuugh," your voice sounds strangled as another orgasm washes over you. Your body trembles from head to toe from how hard you're coming all over his cock. Jey chuckles against your throat, his lips brushing soft kisses over your thrumming flesh. Your fingers thread through his hair, your face pressed to his to catch your breath as he rolls you onto your back.
As he kneels between your spread legs, your mouth waters as he grabs his dick and massages it, spreading your cum all over the length, his heavy breathing matching yours. The lights emanating from the TV work wonders for his caramel skin and the muscles adorning his frame. His beautiful dark irises sparkle like fireworks as he taps your pussy with his dick, making you jerk from the sudden shock of it. Your legs recoil instinctively, but he pushes your thigh down to your chest and does it again and again, until all you can hear over your moans is the splashing of your pussy from the pressure of his heavy cock. It sounds so good and gushy, just the way he wants it. He hoses you down with that sexy ass smirk of his, causing you to whimper with a desperate need for him to be inside you again.
"Mm-hmm," he murmurs with appreciative eyes, "You look so hot, babe, buck naked, laid out on my couch with this pretty cunt wet and open. I should punish your fine ass for holding out on me, but it's a'ight. We both gettin' what we want, and that's this big dick deep in this fat pussy. You gon' get every inch of Daddy's dick."
He pulls you towards him, draping your legs over his. He grabs his dick again and guides himself slowly into you, one inch at a time. Your hand rests on his hip, your eyes fixated as you watch him sink deeper and deeper. Your legs curl around his waist, your heels digging into his backside as he starts moving. Your head tips backwards with a wanton moan; the angle with which he's fucking you has you feeling like he's in your stomach. The base of his cock grinds sensually against your clit with every deep thrust, whipping your insides into a frenzy of sensations.
"Shit, baby..."
"Yeah, this how I fuck good pussy, I stroke it just like this. Fuuuck," his taunts dissolve in a moan as pleasure licks his spine. With another touch of his mouth to yours, he shoves your thighs against your chest and keeps feeding you the dick, making a hiss escape from the back of your throat. He pulls all the way out to the tip of his dick before sinking back inside, repeating this until your pussy is making squelching sounds surrendering to his strokes. Your arms wind around his shoulders, luring him down to keep him close to you. You stare into his dilated pupils. His salt-and-pepper beard gleams with traces of your first two nuts and the visual is erotic as hell. It's fascinating to watch the storm in his eyes, his pouty lips parted with pleasure, his muscles flexing as the strength of his thrusts intensifies.
"Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck." The smacks of his pelvis grow harder, punching groans out of you. Baby boy is knocking the Sonic rings out of your pussy now, and your eyes roll in the back of your head as he holds your thick thighs down while he pounds into your heat, leaving you gasping like a fish out of water. Jey paws at your breast, flicking your nipple with his fingers, and you can feel your brain short-circuiting as several million nerve endings ignite within you.
"Mmm, am I handlin' it now huh? Am I handlin' it?" he throws your words back at you.
"Yes, Daddy," you moan, your fingers sinking into his back.
"You know this pussy mine, right?" he says, his eyes boring into yours.
"Uh huh," you choke out, gasping as he grinds into you for a few seconds, then resumes pumping into you again. The switch-up is crazy.
"That's my girl. My pretty girl with my pretty pussy." Your mouths clash noisily, his hands massaging and caressing all over your voluptuous body. It's a known fact that Jey loves women of all types. But there's something about a thick, sexy, pillow-soft woman with soft and delicate features that drives him wild. They are his favorite, and he knew the moment he first saw you that he would not rest until he had you. Now that he has, he concludes that Lawrence is never getting you back.
He leans back up and releases your breast to wrap his hand around your throat, another dark chuckle slipping from his lips as your pussy instantly moistens around him. "Ahh, you like that? Like to be choked like a bad girl? Like a naughty lil' slut?"
It's the nasty talk for you. Nothing sounds as sexy as shit-talking done right, and boy, he's doing it so right. He means every word he's saying, and even sexier, he's backing it up with spectacular fucking that you already know you'll never get enough of. Being someone who wrestles for a living, he knows how to make his touch firm and gentle in all the right moments. It's a deadly skill that he's using on you expertly, and you know from this night forward, you're ruined. You just know it.
Letting out a low growl, Jey fucks you faster, harder, watching your face contort with pleasure. He has you making so much noise with both your mouth and your pussy. He barely hears your mewling warning that you're about to come again, deciding to up the ante by hitching your legs over his elbows and fucking you into the couch. The back of your head mashes almost uncomfortably against the bottom of the headrest, but you take no notice because you're feeling too good. Your moans morph into screams which are quickly cut off as his hand tightens around your throat, making you look into his eyes and making you take it. Your nut comes crashing down so hard you're seeing stars. You're a moaning, shivering mess, your hands pressing his abs in a futile attempt to stop your pussy from gushing all over his groin and messing up his brand new sectional. But he doesn't seem to care.
"Nah, baby, take this dick like you said you can," he growls with gritted teeth. He grips you tight, yanking you up closer to his groin and thrusting faster into you. "Unnh, look at that. Look at that wet ass pussy comin'. This dick real good, huh babe?"
What the fuck have you gotten yourself into? You're dealing with a literal demon. You want to throw in the towel, wave the white flag. The orgasms you've already experienced have you feeling paralyzed, unable to move even as your ass rests in a large wet spot on the couch.
"Jey, please, baby, wait," Your pitiful moans fall on deaf ears as he pulls out and flips you over before you can finish your sentence. When he cups your pussy from behind, you arch your ass and automatically spread your thighs, grinding against his fingers. You feel like such a slut. One minute you're begging him to stop, the next you're riding his damn hand. Deep down inside you love it, love the myriad of sensations and emotions you haven't felt since before you met this Samoan specimen.
The fun and games continue as his fingers are replaced by his plum-shaped dickhead pushing back into your wet pussy. Both of you groan hungrily as the friction is nonexistent now thanks to your sopping slickness. Another moan falls from your lips as he smacks your ass while grinding into you, making himself fit all the way in and basking in your little noises as you accommodate him. He eases you flat onto your belly, nudging your thighs wider apart, hunching over you as he works his magic all over again, stroking in that pussy until your eyes are in the back of your head. "Fuck, I'm deeper in that shit baby, holy fuck," he gasps, one hand pressing into your back to hold you down, the other braced beside your head as he rails you hard and deep.
The fullness you feel in your pussy and stomach, the jiggles of your ass from his thighs bumping into it, your creamy cum coating his dick and balls which he feeds back to you...you feel them all at once. There's only one person's sex you want from this day forth, and it's Jey's. You want his big ass dick every damn day. It is a high that you never want to come off of. You're obsessed with the way it makes your body feel, the way it makes your prim and proper self shout and moan and undulate with no inhibitions.
Lawrence who?
"Oooh," you whine over and over into the pillow pressing your face, your vision starting to blur, "oooh, oooh, you feel gooood Daddy..."
Jey moans in your ear, snaking a hand back around your throat and giving it a light squeeze, "How good? I bet you gon' come again," he taunts.
The pressure of his fingers on each side of your neck ensures that every breath you take is shallower than the last as he drives in and out of your pussy, in and out, his long, thick shaft finding your g-spot each time he slides home. It doesn't take long for you to explode, shaking uncontrollably beneath his heavy warmth. His dirty talk has done you in again. His head drops down to suckle your neck, humming his appreciation as his hips wind into you with added vigor.
"Daddy..." your voice is barely above a whisper, and even then, your breath is stolen from you when he squeezes your ass cheeks and then slaps each one hard, repeating the action mid-thrusts. He's ruthless, making your pussy sing filthy, shameless, raunchy noises that cause that familiar burn to heat you up for yet another delicious climax.
"Let Daddy pound out his pussy, baby, let Daddy pound that shit," Jey says, raising himself up, yanking your ass up with him as he kneels behind you, not missing a single stride. Your thick hips are in his grasp, his thumbs pressed in the small of your back to keep your arch steady. He's fucking you so damn good. The amount of pleasure he's gifted your sex-starved body in multiple positions has left you speechless. This is a dicking down for the ages, one you never thought you would experience in your lifetime.
A shiver runs up your back as his fingers slip down to rub your clit, exacerbating all the sensations swimming within your body. Your mouth falls wide open but you have been robbed of all capacity to speak, reduced to loud incoherent groans as his hips snap relentlessly against your ass.
"Look at me, baby girl," Jey commands gruffly when you stuff your face into the pillow to muffle your screams, "Look at me. Let me see that beautiful face as you come."
You do as he says, acutely aware of how fucked out you must look right now. As you twist your upper body towards him, you drink in his own expression, his bottom lip tucked between his teeth, his brows furrowed, his body actually trembling a little as he buries his cock in you. You realize he's losing control too, his impending climax pulling him under. He looks so sexy, it feels so good that it overwhelms you and triggers your orgasm, ecstasy ripping through you with brute force.
"Oh my god, Jey," you lick your dry lips, your strength depleted from the barrage of pleasure. You feel, as well as hear his own husky moan through his mouth pressed to yours as as your pussy tenses around his dick swelling inside you.
"Unhhh, I'm comin', I'm comin' for you, baby," he rasps; this big strong man so weak and helpless for you that you're aroused anew. He grinds desperately against you, stuttered breaths leaving both your throats as your world spirals. You let out a stunned yelp when he slams into you once and then freezes, his cock throbbing as he empties inside you. The guttural moan he lets out as he comes hard is the sexiest thing you've ever heard. It's fascinating to see him fall apart like this, enraptured in total pleasure as he gives himself to you. You miss him the second he pulls out of you. He slumps down next to you, exhaling hard and heavy, and you crawl into his waiting arms for a cuddle. It's then you realize the room is darker than usual; the end credits of that X-rated film are rolling.
"You know you ain't goin' home this weekend, right?" Jey informs you, rubbing your backside with a lick of his lips and hooded hungry eyes. It's an order, not a request, because he's not letting you go anywhere, not after the indescribable high he's just experienced.
"I'm not sure I can even think right now. I'm so damn weak," you half-sigh, half-giggle, leaning into him as he trails soft kisses along your shoulder.
"Whatchu need? Water? Energy drink?" he offers.
"Water, please," you answer meekly, and he is up from the couch and in the kitchen in a flash. Watching him walk away with that back tattoo and that firm, fine ass sends a thrill of lust to your pussy which still quivers between your thighs. You're almost afraid to touch it, you know it's definitely beat up, all sloppy and puffy from his licking and rubbing and fucking.
He returns with two bottles of water and hands one to you. You thank him and twist open the cap to gulp it down, appreciating the cool liquid gliding down your parched throat. Jey reclines beside you and chugs his bottle in one go. You can't help but ogle his caramel steel rod, the condom gone, yet still hard and streaked with your collective cum. You blush when he catches your wandering eye, chuckling to himself as he wraps his arms around your waist and eases you onto his lap. He strokes your hair, presses his lips to your forehead, and then kisses you deeply. You cup his bearded chin, enjoying his little hums mingling with yours as your tongues tangle together. When you pull back, you swoon at the dreamy look in his gorgeous eyes with a dreamy, sated smile of your own.
"You made me come in every position. That's never happened before," you tell him.
His lip curls proudly at your statement. "Well, I got a couple more positions to test out. We just gettin' started."
Your words lodge in your throat at the seriousness in his voice. "Really?" you squeak out.
"Yep. We goin' to the bedroom soon. We doin' this all night, bae," he says.
"Damn. You're threatening me with a good time, but can a bitch breathe first?" you jokingly gripe, but the knowing gleam in his eye tells you he's not joking. At all. Your pussy flutters despite the beating it's already taken.
"Of course." His response is salaciously cryptic, letting the words hang in the air as he leans in for another gentle kiss. "So...were you disappointed?"
"With this? Hell no! Not at all. It was amazing."
Again, that damn smirk. "I agree. And there's a lot more where that came from." He points at the bottle in your hand. "Drink up, baby girl. You gon' need all the energy you can get."
THE END.
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Title: Tattoo - Dean Winchester
Words: 2,305
Relations: Dean Winchester X reader.
TW: Strong language, slight nudity, sexual hinting.
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I sighed slamming the anti-possession tattoo design on the artist's table. "This is what I want," I explained simply. The artist looked it over once, a quick glance before scoffing and shaking his head. I sucked my teeth, annoyed instantly by his reaction.
"I'm not doing that, it's demon shit," He slid the design off the table, it falling slowly onto the floor. I glared at him knowing for a fact I would not be the one to pick that up.
"It's actually the opposite it's to protect me from demon shit. So, either pick up the design and get started or pick up the design and wish me a great day," I instructed, my tone forceful as I rested my hands on the table between us. He gave me his full attention. "Either way, you're picking it up," I added. He scoffed looking at me like I was stupid.
"Bitch, if you-" He didn't have time to finish his sentence as I slammed his head into the table. He jumped backwards, holding his busted nose. Looking at me terrified. I was angry beyond reproach.
"Call me a bitch again and I'll pull your teeth out so the next time you say it, it's sounds like your saying bench," I threatened. "Get up. Walk around this table. Pick it up." I said simply, emphasising my anger as I maintained eye contact. He hesitated to get up, cowering as he got closer to me. I stared him down even though he was taller than me, he bent down, using one knee to get low as he grabbed the design. He went to stand but I grabbed the shoulder of his shirt, stopping him from standing but looking up at me scared. I smirked. "Wasn't so hard, was it?" I asked menacingly with a smirk. He shook his head slowly like he was afraid to upset me. I smirked wider. "Now wish me a great day," I instructed, looking at him expectantly.
"I hope you have a really great day, sorry I couldn't help," He quickly spoke. I smiled politely, innocently.
"Thanks, you too," I added cheerfully before grabbing my design and walking out.
I had gone to 5 different tattoo studios, all getting denied and I was growing impatient and reckless. My anger rose before a plan formed in my mind. I smirked knowing it was genius.
Dean's POV:
Y/N had been gone all day. I know she was getting her tattoo but it shouldn't be this long. She's been gone since I woke up till now, I rechecked my watch growing anxious. I should have gone with her. I know she didn't want me to because 'she's an independent woman who doesn't need a man to hold her hand' or at least that's what she tells me every time I suggest protection on a hunt or company for certain things. She is the most stubborn woman I know, and I've met plenty of stubborn women. She only decided to stay at the bunker with us for a few weeks because she wanted a break from motels.
"Will you stop tapping your foot?" Sam asked annoyed as he looked up from his book.
"Where is she? She should have been back hours ago," I rambled, anxiously checking my watch again. 9PM. Where is she? I wonder if she was snatched? Is she okay?
"Dean, will you calm down? She's probably just gotten distracted." He tried but I scoffed.
"What if she's been abducted and we're just sat here?" I asked but Sam laughed, holding his finger in the book to keep his place as he lowered it to give me his full attention.
"We are talking about the same Y/N, right? She's been abducted, starved for months, tortured and still escaped. We did nothing to help, she just called us for a ride like nothing happened," He explained but I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, but that was before she moved in," I tried but Sam looked at me confused.
"She hasn't moved it, she wanted a break and came here. You must be head over heels in love if you think she's staying," He chuckled, going back to his book but noticing my silence. I wanted to deny it but my mouth didn't work. He looked up from the book, studying me a second before slamming the book down not caring about keeping the page anymore. "You're in love with Y/N?!" He practically shouted but I rolled my eyes, getting up to leave. He didn't take the hint that I was leaving because of him so followed me. "I knew you wanted to fuck her but I didn't realise you were in love," He continued. I groaned, walking down the hall aimlessly.
"I'm not in love with her," I tried but even I could tell my tone showed how bad I was lying.
"You are, oh my God. You have to tell her before she leaves." He cheered but I rolled my eyes. I stopped in my tracks, facing him looking annoyed.
"She tells us every day that she doesn't need a man to hold her hand, she'd laugh in my face if I told her," I sighed, finally giving in because this topic has been clouding my judgment for months. Ever since she wore a dress to a hunt and still looked badass I knew I wanted more than sex, when Lucifer himself threatened her and she practically scared him off I knew it was love. Ever since I have grown to love her more, even small things I wouldn't normally notice became my fixation. Like how she mouths the words when she reads slightly or bites down on her nail when she's thinking. All of it made me fall deeper in love with her. Yet she shows no interest in me.
"She doesn't need a man to hold her hand but she might want one," Sam tried but I scoffed.
"We've known her for over a year, I've never once seen her hint at even sex never mind a relationship," I explained. Sam went to dismiss my comment but stopped to look at me confused. He heard it too. I turned around, there's something here. It sounded like something metal clinking against marble. Confused I walked down the hall. Maybe she's back, hopefully, she didn't hear our conversation.
I approached Y/N's door as Sam stood close behind me, I pushed the door open. I froze as I noticed Y/N on her knees in front of the fire shirtless. She had a maroon bra on and hadn't noticed us. I watched mesmerised and perplexed by what she was doing. My jaw dropped as she pulled an iron stake from the fire and pressed it to her chest over her heart. I wanted to rush in and stop her but I was stunned as rather than scream she dropped her head back and groaned. It was borderline pornographic and would definitely infect my mind many times in the future. Sam grabbed my shoulder but didn't move, it pulled me back to reality, I glanced at him seeing his jaw drop open and concern written all over his face. I looked back at her, eyes wide as she moaned again, pushing the stake a little harder before pulling it away. My mouth dried as I watched the scene.
"I love you," She looked up at us, completely unfazed. You wouldn't think she branded herself just seconds before. She looked at me confused and it hit me that I said it out loud. She put the stake down with a smile, chuckling softly before she stood up, not bothered by her shirtless figure as she faced me. I knew Sam would be looking away but my eyes wouldn't let me. My God!
"Good to know," She said slightly confused. I sighed realising she probably thinks I'm a creep. I mean, I am. She's standing shirtless, in a maroon bra but brand new burn above her heart I should be concerned about but I can't take my eyes off her chest. My God. I've never been a tits man but for her, I'm an everything man.
"What did you do?" Sam asked. I finally pulled my eyes away as I glanced at him, he turned away to look up the hall. He has more willpower than I do.
"No one would give me the tattoo so I branded myself," She explained as if it was no big deal. I looked at her concerned, slightly worried and turned on. I fall deeper in love.
"Why wouldn't you just go somewhere else?" Sam asked but she rolled her eyes and walked away to grab a cardigan, tying it around herself loosely so the fabric didn't touch her burn but covered herself. I frowned slightly. I finally looked at the burn. I rushed forward moving the cardigan slowly to see it fully.
"What the fuck, you actually did it," I exclaimed as I looked at the red skin surrounding the black burn. A perfect print of the anti-possession tattoo that matched Sam and I's.
"Well, yeah," She chuckled as if it were obvious. We saw her do it, I wouldn't doubt she would have if she'd told me beforehand but anyone else would be too scared. Not Y/N, not perfect Y/N. Sam followed me in, looking at it closely. We shared a look before I stepped back. She laughed as she shrugged. "It's not a big deal," She shrugged moving away to grab her glass from the top of the drawers. I narrowed my eyes at her.
"Did it not hurt?" I asked, my concern showing in my tone. She chuckled.
"I've felt worse," She shrugged taking a sip of her drink. God, I really do love her.
"I'm going to get the first aid kit. No more branding while I'm gone," Sam warned but she chuckled as he walked out.
"Aw, but I had a tramp stamp made too," She joked but looked at me with an innocent smile. "I actually have another one if you want to do it for me?" She asked but I looked at her like she was crazy. She rolled her eyes, moving to kneel in front of the fire again.
"What? No!" I exclaimed, grabbing her shoulder to try and move her away.
"Ow," She exclaimed, I quickly pulled my hands away, thinking I pressed on her burn. I knew I fell for her trick when she quickly grabbed another stake that was heating in the fire, pulled the tie on her cardigan and pushed it into her skin above her right hip. I gasped, readying for her to scream but she groaned again. Standing above her and looking down on the scene only made it hotter. My God. I turned away knowing I would soon be erect if I didn't try to clear my mind.
"What are you doing?" Sam exclaimed from the door, quickly rushing in, he grabbed the stake, burning his hand slightly as he dropped it to the floor. She rolled her eyes with a theatrical groan.
"You're so boring, Dean didn't mind," She played but I quickly protested.
"I tried to stop her," I held my hands up in defence as Sam looked at me shocked. Sam shook his head, turning his eyes to the first aid kit he brought in with him. Y/N seemed to smirk.
"I can patch myself up," She groaned but Sam shook his head, avoiding looking at her.
"No, I'm putting my foot down." He insisted. I watched, amazed he stood up to her. I wouldn't even do that even if I had a death wish.
"You can't even look at me," She chuckled. Sam looked her in the eyes for a second before looking away not wanting to gawk at her. She laughed, sitting back so she could move her legs from under her.
"I'll do it," I chimed in. I regret it instantly. She looked at me, her eyebrows showing she was shocked but her clenched jaw and eyes told me she wasn't happy. I shouldn't have said anything, she'll kill me and I'd thank her while she did it. She dominates me with just eye contact how am I going to put my foot down to her?
I took Sam's place in front of her, I avoided her eyes as I knew if I looked into them I would lose the nerve. Sam walked out as she took the cardigan off. I used all my focus to look at the branding and not her boobs. I saw her smirking in my peripheral vision.
"So, you love me?" She asked, teasing in her tone. I gulped. I need to grow a backbone, she has too much control over me. Now that I'm putting my foot down to her, it's the perfect time.
"So what if I do?" I asked, focusing on her anti-possession brand as I began cleaning it. She didn't even flinch when the alcohol touched her burns, she just moaned. I felt my blood rushing to where I didn't want it. I focused on my actions hoping I had enough control to get through this.
"I just think that's a weird thing to say after watching someone brand themself," She commented with a slight shrug. I glanced at her lips as she bit down. My breath hitched, and I fixed my eyes on the brand.
"Maybe that's my kink," I tempted but she smirked.
"It is now," She smirked. I gulped, finally looking at her face to see she was looking flirtatious. A look I had never seen her make before. I smirked.
"To rights," I confirmed. She smiled as she rested back on her hands letting me clean her without argument. This was the best thing that could have happened!!!!
Note - thank you so much for the love on my last fic 𩷠this one youâre about to read is one of the very first ideas I had for a fic so itâs a little bit like my baby but Iâm giving her wings and letting her fly đ I really hope you enjoy it đ
Pairing - Mason Mount x Reader
Word count - 6.8k
Warnings - angst and fluff
âOh come on please donât do thisâ you spoke into the air, rummaging around in your bag for your keys on your front door step. They had somehow grown legs and gone for a walk and the rain that was starting to pour from the night sky was not making the situation any easier.
You reached for you phone to turn the torch on so you could see in your bag better but the light only lasted a few seconds before disappearing. You turned your phone over to investigate and when nothing happed your realised the battery had finally died after a long days use. You let out a big sigh before sitting back on the step, your head falling into your hands.
âRight come on, just take a second and thinkâ you told yourself out loud, hoping you could talk yourself into magically finding them and after a few deep breaths you stood back up, patting yourself down to make sure they werenât in any of your pockets or attached to you in any way. Once youâd ruled that out you moved back to your bag, checking every pocket and practically emptying the whole contents out onto the floor but your keys were still nowhere to be seen.
As you packed everything back into your bag you tried to think back to this morning when you left for work in a rush if youâd picked your keys up but as this was something you did everyday, you couldnât decipher whether it happened this morning or if it was a weird mix of every morning.
So you sat there in the dark, soggy from the rain with no phone and no clue as to what you would do next. Too late to try and what with your upstairs neighbour being away, no way of getting into your house.
A car came round the corner before you saw the lights wash over you, itâs noises engine startling you but they were gone as quickly as they came, carrying on down the street until it pulled in and parked up a few spaces up from your front door.
You contemplated asking for help but weâre unsure as what to say and felt a bit stupid so you didnât move, keeping you head in your hands and thinking over how long it would take to walk to your parents house who lived two towns over.
You were so lost in your misery you didnât hear the person get out of their car and walk towards you, or stop just a few feet from you.
âY/n?â
Your eyes snapped up to meet the face that the voice came from. Not that you need to look, youâd know that voice anywhere.
Mason Mount.
Youâd met Mason four months ago when you first started working at Chelsea. Your main role was just to look after the boys and make sure they were where they needed to be so youâd become close with all of them pretty much straight away.
Youâd clicked with Mason from the start, his cheeky sense of humour won you over instantly and you always felt good around him, seeking out his company whenever you could. You obviously found him attractive but tried not to make it too obvious as you knew it was inappropriate and thought heâd probably never feel the same way. It was hard not to fall for him though. In spite of this, you quickly became joined at the hip and when he invited you round to his for a movie night with some of the other boys and some other members of staff, you were quick to say yes.
You ended up sandwiched between Mason and the arm of the sofa and when his hand found yours in the dark your heart gave a squeeze, thanking your lucky starts he couldnât see the blush covering your cheeks. You carefully rested your head against his shoulder, testing the waters even though heâd already made the first move, and when he placed his head on top of yours and leaned into you further you thought you might burst.
When Mason suggested the next movie night a week later, this time with the promise of dinner beforehand, you jumped at the chance. However when you arrived you appeared to be the first person there and when he led you to his dining table with only two places set, everything seemed to click into place.
âNo one else is coming are they?â You asked him quietly as he took his seat opposite you.
âUh noâ he mumbled, scratching the back of his neck like he always did when he was nervous. âI kinda just wanted it to be the two of us tonight. Is that alright?â He asked, finally looking you in the eyes.
All you could do was nod in response and he let out a breath that he looked like heâd been holding for a while at your gesture. Dinner went smoothly and after heâd chucked everything in the dishwasher, he followed you up to his cinema room, where heâd let you pick out a film of your choice. You were just getting yourself comfy for it to start when you felt his arm snake around your shoulders and you felt all the blood in your body rush to your face.
You looked up to find him already looking at you before his whispered âis this okay?â To which you just nodded again cuddling yourself into him further. It was nuts how nervous he made you and also how nervous you seemed to make him, that was until Logan was telling Beth that she should be kissed every day, every hour and every minute that he turned your face towards his by your chin and gently kissed you.
It took a few seconds for you brain to connect with your mouth and start kissing him back, but once you had you wondered why you hadnât kissed sooner. His lips felt like magic and a tingling feeling erupted all over your body making you press yourself into him more and deepen the kiss. You both pulled away breathless, holding onto each other as if the other might disappear, but as soon as you saw him smile you couldnât help but smile back.
You both talked all night about how you felt towards each other, Mason confirming heâd had a crush on you from the second he saw you, but both agreeing to keep things under wraps for now. You both kept it professional at work, stealing a cheeky kiss here and there but no one else figured out what was going on between you.
Your feelings only grew for each other and it was hurting you both knowing you couldnât be open with anyone. But the fear of anyone finding out was much stronger and was only confirmed when a member of your team and one of the physio boys were let go due to their secret relationship being exposed. It had been a month and a half since yours and masons first kiss and whilst youâd gone a lot further than just a kiss now, you were staring to wonder if you were willing to put both your jobs on the line for your feelings. In the end you took it upon yourself to nip the relationship in the bud before it went any further, in your mind saving you both from heartache down the line.
You knew you loved mason, even though youâd never uttered the words to him and it was one of the hardest conversations youâd ever had, but in your mind it seemed like the correct decision. Mason didnât see it this way, being absolutely furious with you for even suggesting it but when he realised there was no changing your mind, all he could do was agree in hopes that one day youâd realise it was a mistake.
It was hard but you tried to only speak to him if it was necessary, never getting used to that sinking feeling you got when he looked at you with his big sad eyes. Anyone could tell he was heartbroken just by looking at him and soon enough he gave up trying to reason with you all together. You both didnât speak from then on, keeping out of each others way only giving each other a small smile as you passed each other in the halls.
As much as you thought you were doing the right thing, it seemed as though a tiny bit of your defence was chipping away each time you saw him, so when he suggested to you that heâd like it if you could go back to being friends, you told him no, trying to be as cold as possible and push him away. You knew he would never stop trying with you and you knew it wouldnât take much for you to break so you avoided him at all costs, meaning him being stood in front of you right now was a bad thing.
A very bad thing.
âMason? What are you doing here?â You questioned, stumbling to your feet thinking it might make you look less pathetic, but the fact you were drenched and shivering did you no favours.
âIâm just on my way home from Chillyâs house and I thought I saw you. Why are you out here?â
You gulped, hugging yourself as if to protect yourself from him before you spoke. âI uh, I canât find my keys and my phones died so Iâm locked outâ you admitted even though you knew it was a bad idea to let him know but you didnât have enough time to think of a lie.
âOhâ he breathed, looking you up and down. You felt hot under his stare and you dropped your head to the floor. âHave you been out here long?â
âNo, I stayed late today so I only got back about 15 minutes agoâ you said picking up your bag, making it look like you were about to leave.
âWhere are you going?â
âIâm gonna walk to my parents houseâ you said quietly, walking towards him to step around him, but he blocked your path.
He looked at you with wide eyes before shaking his head. âNo way, thatâs like a two hour walk and itâs late enough alreadyâ you looked up at him in shock that heâd remembered where your parents lived, having only mentioned it once or twice before. âLook, why donât you come back to mine?â
âNo Mason, thatâs not a good ideaâ
âWhy not?â He questioned, having to block you in as you tried to get round him again. âI live way closer, you can at least charge your phone or stay in my guest room tonight and we can figure out what to do in the morning. Come on y/n youâre soaked, just let me take you home. Stop being so stubborn all the timeâ
âIâm not being stubbornâ you argued back and he just gave you a look like he didnât believe you. The thought of being at his was more appealing than traipsing all the way to your parents so with one final huff you looked at him. âFine, Iâll come with you. But Iâm not staying.â
He didnât say anything else, just moved to the side slightly and waited for you to pass by him and walk towards the car so he could follow you. Once you were in and settled, you turned to look at him quickly, guilt already settling in your tummy about how youâd just spoken to him. He was only trying to help you and youâd been rude, but you still werenât sure what to say to him so you sat in silence the whole way.
Once you pulled up to his house, he ushered you in to his kitchen and you began to peel off you damp hoody when he walked in.
âI take it you havenât eaten yet?â He questioned and you shook your head. âWhy donât you go jump in the shower and Iâll make us something. Leave your phone here and Iâll charge itâ
You were about to protest but the sound of your tummy grumbling spoke for you and you huffed in defeat.
âOkayâ
âIâll leave you some clean clothes outside the bathroom door, if you leave the stuff youâve got on now outside Iâll get it dry for youâ
You blamed the fact it had been a long and stressful day for the reason that you could feel your eyes beginning to water, how could be be so sweet to you after the way youve treated him for the past month? not wanting your voice to betray you, you swiftly left the room and ran up his stairs to shut yourself away in the bathroom.
You left your wet clothes outside the door and only once you were under the hot water did you allow yourself to cry. It was so hard being around him and trying to be strong after a day from hell. All you wanted to to wrap yourself up in him but you knew that could never happen.
You spent a little while longer than you should in there, making use of the fancy toiletries he had out for guests that hadnât been touched and once youâd rinsed out your hair, you turned the water off and wrapped yourself up in a warm towel.
True to his word, heâd left you some clean clothes of his outside the door, his grey joggers and T-shirt were a bit big for you but you were just happy to be warm and dry, even if the smell of his clothes made the feeling in your tummy even worse. With your hair still wrapped up in a towel, you made your way back downstairs to the kitchen and you spotted the way his eyes lit up as he saw you before giving you a soft smile.
âFood will be ready in a sec, why donât you go find us something to watchâ he said softly, nodding his head over to the sofa. You sat yourself down and flicked through the channels before settling on watching re runs of how I met your mother and just as you put the remote down, Mason appeared and handed you a bowl with your favourite pasta dish inside. You sent him an appreciative smile and mumbled a quiet thank you to which he gave you a little nod before sitting down next to you with his own portion, leaving enough room between the two of you so you didnât feel uncomfortable.
You ate in silence while watching the tv, both laughing at the same parts you found funny and you felt yourself relax around him as time went on. Once he was finished eating he set his bowl on the coffee table and you stacked yours on top before picking them up to take them to the kitchen.
âLeave those y/n, come back hereâ he said, patting the spot you were just in and it felt so much like old times it made your heart hurt. You returned back to the sofa after setting them on the side, back to your spot just next to him and carried on watching tv in silence for another hour or so. You felt him look at you every so often but you kept your eyes straight ahead until you heard him let out a yawn.
âListen, itâs late yeah? Just stay here tonight?â
You hadnât realised how much time had passed since you felt so relaxed being around him, not even thinking about the fact you said you didnât want to stay here tonight. Be he was right, and you didnât want to put him out anymore by making him drive you to your parents house.
âI need to go dry my hair and then i should probably get some sleepâ you told him. And he nodded, standing up and moving into the kitchen to clear the plates, looking away from you so he could hide his smile.
âThe hair dryer is in the usual placeâ he said quietly and turned his back on you to put the dishes in the dishwasher.
âMason?â You questioned and he looked back at you with a raised eyebrow, encouraging you to carry on. âThank youâ you told him sincerely, his eyes now downcast as he hadnât seen this side of you in a while. âI mean it, I really appreciate you letting me stay hereâ
âYou know Iâd do anything for you, y/nâ he said quietly, and the intense eye contact he was now giving you made you look away. âHave a good sleep, yeah? You know where I am if you need anythingâ he spoke again, trying to diffuse the tension now in the room, and you nodded whilst saying a quick goodnight before escaping upstairs.
You took the hair dryer from the bathroom into his guest room and finished off your hair in there, but you could hear the shower running when you were done so you left it on the side before stripping yourself of Masons joggers and getting into bed. You knew this room existed but youâd never slept in here, always staying in masons room and it felt weird knowing you were in his house whilst he was asleep across the hall.
You were so unbelievably tired but sleep just wasnât coming to you tonight it seemed. All you could think about was Mason across the hall, wondering is he was awake too and overthinking everything just like you were or if he was sound asleep, those cute soft snores you used to love coming from him. Memories of all the nights you spent here with him tangled in bed and lazy mornings spent with each other before making breakfast together wouldnât leave your brain no matter how hard you tried to think of something else.
You were tossing and turning for half an hour, getting more and more annoyed with yourself and when you felt the first few tears of frustration fall you sat up in a huff, rubbing at your eyes furiously.
You got out of bed and quietly tiptoed over to Masons door, pressing your ear up against it gently to see if you could hear anything, but it was silent. You stood back a step, feeling a bit stupid with yourself for even being out there. What were you expecting? To knock on his door and for him to welcome you in with open arms after the way youâd treated him? Why were you even seeking out his comfort in the first place? You were trying put as much space in between you as possible yet here you were, half dressed and vulnerable outside his bedroom door, the only thing on you mind being his arms around you.
You were just about to turn and head back to your room when his bedroom door opened making your heart thud heavily in your chest.
He clutched his chest and let out a breath, clearly shocked to see you there and his wide eyes held you in your spot. You felt absolutely ridiculous, both stood there half naked and frightened in the dark.
âY/n? Are you alright? How long have you been stood there for?â He asked, taking a tentative step towards you. You tried not to let you eyes dance over all the skin he had on show, being stood in just his boxers, but it was difficult. âY/n?â He spoke gently again and your eyes snapped up to his.
âSorry, I just umâŚâ you tried to talk but you couldnât think of anything that sounded good. You started to turn back to his guest room but his hand around your wrist stopped you, tears filling your eyes instantly as his skin touched yours.
âHey, come on, talk to meâ his voice was soothing and seemed to be pulling the words from your throat.
âItâs nothing, I just canât sleep. I donât know what I was expecting you to doâ you said with a slight laugh but he could hear the sadness in your voice. Truth be told he couldnât sleep that well either, the thought of you across the house in another room was playing on his mind so without a thought he pulled your arm and guided you into his room.
âI was just running to get a drink. Go get comfy and Iâll be back in a sec yeah?â
âNo, Mason itâs fine-â
âJust get inâ he said a bit more sternly before letting go and slipping out of his room. You stood there for a few seconds, debating returning to his guest room but the need to be near him outweighed everything else and you found yourself padding over to the unused side of his bed and getting under the covers. You were unsure of what way to lay, settling on your back so you didnât come across as rude facing away from him. He returned a few moments later, a glass of water for himself and also one for you. Sitting up as he passed it to you it, taking a few big gulps before setting it down on the bedside table before Mason had slotted himself in next to you and you laid back down.
âSorry about all this, I bet youâre regretting letting me stayâ you said with a laugh, hoping to make things a bit more normal but he just shook his head.
âDonât be silly, I couldnât really sleep anyway so itâs fine. Just try and relax yeah? Youâll feel a lot better in the morning I promise.â
You nodded and stayed on your back, turning to glance at him quickly before you shut your eyes. You felt better than you had in the other room but twenty minutes later you were still awake with no signs of sleeping soon. You had so much you wanted to say to Mason, your mind reeling as you tried to relax focus on his breathing. You knew he wasnât fully asleep yet too and you risked looking at him, opening one eye to see him in the same position, a peaceful look on his face.
âY/n, I can hear the cogs turning in your headâ you suddenly heard, opening your eyes to find him looking at you in the dark. âTalk to me, whatâs wrong?â
âItâs nothingâ you murmured, moving so you could turn to face away from him and he let you go but shuffled up a bit closer to you, smiling when you didnât try and push him away.
âItâs obviously something so just tell me, I donât wanna hear you keep saying itâs nothingâ he breathed from behind you. You went back in forth in your head about telling him what was happening but you knew he wouldnât drop it, plus the emotion and exhaustion took over you, making you spill your guts in hopes of getting some sleep afterwards.
âIâm just really sorryâ you murmured, tears already forming in your eyes again. âYouâve been so nice to me and Iâve been awful to youâ you sobbed and you felt him come even closer, his chest now pressed against your back as his arm wrapped around you.
âHey, wheres all this coming fromâ he said with a slight laugh, not that he found you crying amusing, you knew he was just trying to lighten the mood and a little shocked at your outburst. You couldnât respond, only crying harder and he pulled away from you slightly, laying back and tugging on your waist, encouraging you to roll over. âCome hereâ he whispered and you allowed yourself to be moved before he bought you into his chest, his arms circling you and your face burring itself in his neck. His lips were right by your ear, gently shushing you as he rubbed soothingly up and down your back âcome on love, please donât cryâ he murmured.
As much as he wanted you not to cry, you couldnât seem to stop. It felt so good being back in his hold, fitting back together like youâd never been apart. And even though he hated seeing you sad, he let you get everything out, and once he could hear your sobs stop and your breathing calm he pulled his head back to look at you, wiping the tears from your cheeks with his thumb. You still couldnât look at him, words still swirling around in you head and laying heavy on your chest. You looked up at him, your glazed eyes meeting his sad ones, ready to let him know how you were feeling.
âI hate this. I hate pretending that Iâm not completely in love with you when I know I amâ you spoke quietly. His eyes grew at your confession, suddenly reminding yourself that you had never said those words to each other and your face grew hot but you willed yourself to keep taking, your eyes now averted down to look at his chest. âI thought I was trying to protect myself, the both of us, ending things so that I wasnât in too deep if we had to break things off. What happened at work really scared me and I didnât want either of us getting in trouble but Iâve felt awful ever since. Iâve tried being distant so youâd hate me and it would make things easier but itâs been really hardâ you offered him a half smile and he gave you a little nod of agreement. âIâve treated you so bad and Iâm so so sorry, Mase. I miss you like crazy and youâre right Iâve been so stubborn but it hurt being around you when I couldnât have you how I wanted. I thought I was doing whatâs best for us but Iâve been so unhappy. Iâve put all these bloody walls up to try and keep you out cause I knew as soon as I got near you even for a minute youâd tear them all back downâ you whispered and you felt his hand on your face again, forcing you to look at him, a slight smile on his lips at the use of his nickname. âNow look what youâve done, Iâm all exposed againâ you chuckled.
âYou were trying to protect me, you donât need to apologise for thatâ he smiled, his eyes running over your face, now a bit more serious. âBut im not gonna pretend like it didnât hurt like hell, itâs not been easy for me seeing you every day and have you be so distantâ he admitted and you tried to look away from him now, finding it all a bit overwhelming, you knew youâd hurt him deep down but hearing him admit it was a whole different thing. His strong grip kept you in place, his face looking much softer now. âBut Iâd do it all over again in a heartbeat if it meant I got to have you again, even for a little whileâ he reassured you, and you felt your eyes well up before he continued. âThatâs what you do for the people you loveâ he whispered and your eyes snapped up to meet his, a tiny smirk playing on his lips.
âYou meanâŚâ
âI love you, y/n y/l/nâ he whispered and you couldnât help the chuckle that fell from you, a few tears escaping as your face scrunched up in joy.
âReally?â You laughed and he laughed with you, happy to now see you smiling.
âI promiseâ
âEven after everything?â
âI never stoppedâ he murmured, rolling you over slightly so you were now on your back and he could hover over you. You looked up at him, so thankful to be back in his arms and relieved to find he was so forgiving after everything that had happened
âI love you, too. Mason Mountâ
âI knowâ he winked before leaning down to give you a gentle kiss. âGod, Iâve missed youâ he spoke against you lips and you smiled before giving him another quick peck.
âIâve missed you tooâ
âDonât take this the wrong way but Iâm so glad you got locked out tonightâ he murmured against your jaw and you couldnât help but let out a loud laugh. He bought his face back to yours, smiling so hard his eyes crinkled at the sides before kissing you again, this time a little heavier and you reached up to hold the back of his neck so he wouldnât break apart from you. You could feel all the broken parts of you mending back together with every press of his lips, and when he dipped his tongue inside your mouth you could help but let out a faint moan.
Mason pulled back a tiny bit, looking down at you with happy eyes and a beaming smile which you couldnât help but mirror. That was until you felt that familiar rush of worry that he noticed immediately.
âIf thereâs anything else you know you can tell meâ he reassured you, his thumb gently gliding back and forth over you cheek.
âIâm gonna have to get a new job arent I?â You questioned, your eyes now no longer able to look at him. âIt sucks cause I love it there and I love getting to see you everyday but if it means I canât be with you like this then Iâll have to go.â
âYou donât have to do that y/nâ
âI do Mason, you saw what happened before. And from now on Iâll always put you first, just like you always do for me and if that means leaving Chelsea then so be itâ
âYou do know they only reason they were fired was because they got caught in one of the store cupboards?â He told you, the tiniest smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.
âWhat?â You breathed, completely confused by his words.
âYeah I found out a few weeks ago, apparently one of the owners caught them with their pants down, quite literallyâ he chuckled and you just shook your head whilst trying not to smile. âThat doesnât matter though. If weâre just honest about whatâs going on and promise to keep thingâs professional then I know they wonât have an issue with itâ
âHow can you be so sure?â
His face turned red at this, now looking down away from you as if he was embarrassed.
âI kind of already spoke to some people about us?â He said quietly and you covered your face with your hands before letting out a little laugh. âLook Iâm sorry I know I shouldnât have but when I found out what happened with them I had to know if there was a chance for us. So I spoke to a few higher ups and explained the situation and they were absolutely fine with it. Said as long as we didnât let it effect work or do anything inappropriate then itâs allowedâ
âMasonâ you chucked, removing you hands from your face to look at him. âOnly you would ask permission for us to be together whilst Iâm ignoring youâ
âI think youâre missing the point here, weâre free to do what we want. We donât have to hide anymore and thereâs no consequences.â He told you with a smile and you smiled back, lost for words that you could now be with the man you loved.
âWhy didnât you say anything before?â
âI wanted to give you a bit of time I guess and think of some way of winning you back? Thankfully your forgetfulness did all of the hard work for meâ he winked and you playfully slapped his chest. âAnd I know we never put labels or anything on it last time, but Iâd really like it if I could call you my girlfriendâ
It was your turn to blush now, words failing you so you just nodded before connecting your lips again, hoping that would say everything you couldnât. You were both looking at each other like youd hung up the moon when you pulled away. He was looking at you so intently, like he was trying to memorise your face and keep it in his brain forever. That was until you let out a yawn and he couldnât help but laugh, thinking you were the cutest thing heâd ever seen.
âCome on sleepy chops, itâs nearly midnight and if I donât sleep soon then I wonât be able move tomorrowâ he laughed, laying down and pulling you you against him, your back to his chest and his lips pressing on your shoulder.
âSorry Mase, Iâve been such a pain in the arse tonightâ
ââJust tonight?â He teased, tickling your waist so you knew he was joking. It didnât stop you letting out a little whimper of annoyance, but the kiss he left on the back of your neck made you smile. âyou know Iâm only kidding pretty girlâ
âYou better beâ you sighed, although you could feel your face getting warm from his compliment. âNight Maseâ
âNight gorgeousâ he mumbled and with one final kiss to you shoulder you let yourself relax, all the weight of the last few months leaving your body you finally drifted off in the arms of the man you loved.
You awoke the next morning to an empty bed, feeling around to find Masons warmth but you only felt the cold. You slowly sat up, rubbing your eyes to wake yourself up a bit before getting out of bed, padding out of his room into the hallway. You glanced at the clock was sat on Masons dresser to see it read 09:15 and you cursed under your breath before running down the stairs to try and find the brown eyed boy.
âMason! Mason, where the hell are you?!â
âHey hey heyâ he shouted as he came around the corner from the kitchen, stopping you in your tracks by placing his hands in your shoulders. âWhatâs going on? Where the fire?â He joked but you just huffed at him.
âI was supposed to start work 15 minutes ago Mase, why didnât you wake me? Iâve still got to sort my flat out and-â
He cut you off with a kiss and once he pulled away he pressed a finger to you lips so you couldnât speak and you furrowed your brows at him in response.
âIâm way ahead of you, Iâve already left a message at reception for your boss to explain whatâs happened and that you wonât be coming in so donât stressâ
You were about to reply when someone knocked on Masons front door. He nodded his head into the kitchen tapping your bum lightly to try and get you to move. âGo wait in the kitchen, Iâve left you some breakfast and a coffee on the islandâ he winked and your heart warmed at his smile so you gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before scurrying out of sight.
You sat at the island, the fresh cup of coffee made just how you liked it and next to that, two slices of Nutella on toast. You knew Mason used to keep a jar in for you as he wasnât really allowed it with his diet, and you could see a fresh jar heâd left open on the side, not having time to put it away as youâd come shouting down the stairs.
You could hear Mason talking to whoever was at the door, but they were both too far away for you to make out any actual words. You managed to finish your toast by the time he was done and when he came back into the room, a cheeky smile was dressed on his face with his hands behind his back. You raised an eyebrow at him over you coffee cup but that only made him smile even more.
âWhat are you up to, Mount?â You asked him as he approached the other side of the island and instead of answering he removed a hand from behind him and placed your key lost keys in front of you. Your eyes snapped up to look at him and he let out a faint chuckle at your expression. âWhat the hell? Where did you get those?â
âI called in a favour, managed to get a locksmith over to your house early. These were sat in the bowl you keep by the door, you must of forgotten to pick them up yesterdayâ he explained, nodding down to them. You let a big sigh, you head falling into your hands as you shook your head with a laugh.
âI was in such a rush yesterday it must of slipped my mindâ you groaned, looking back up to see the smile on his face, obviously finding the whole thing hilarious. âDonât laugh at me Mase, I feel like such an idiotâ you told him, but you couldnât help but laugh a little yourself.
âOh you poor babyâ he pouted, moving around to your side of the island. You turned on your stool to face him and he slotted between your legs. His free hand coming to your face to tilt it up so he could look at you. He suddenly ran his finger just under your lip and pulled it back to show you the Nutella heâd wiped from you face before he popped his finger in his mouth.
âMasonâ you scolded, blushing as you wiped your face but he just chucked as he lent down to reach your lips, kissing you gently.
âNow letâs hope you keep these ones safeâ he murmured pulling the other hand from around his back to show you a new set of keys. âThereâs a couple of spares on there so maybe hide one or keep them somewhere safe so youâve always got a backupâ
âCan I keep one here?â You asked softly and his whole face lit up at your suggestion before he kissed you again.
âOf course you canâ he whispered against you lips. âIn factâŚâ he started, moving over to a drawer on the other side of the kitchen, rummaging through it until he found what he needed before making his way back over towards you. âSummer made me this at nurseryâ he blushed, holding up a keychain in the shape of a little house made with plastic beads you iron to make them stick together. You watched as he slipped one of the keys into the loop before walking just behind you and popping it onto the spare hook on his rack that kept all his other keys. He turned back to you and smiled proudly before grabbing your face and kissing you again.
âThank you, Maseâ you told him sincerely as you pulled away. Your hands moved from his chest you hold his face as he tried to look away from you but you wanted him to know how grateful you were for all heâd done for you. âI mean it, I really donât know what I would have done without you last night. I donât know how Iâve kept away from you for so long but I promise Iâll never hurt you like that againâ
âI told you yesterday, Iâd do anything for you. That includes saving you from your doorstep when youâre all soggyâ he murmured with a smile, his nose bumping yours making you chuckle. âBut it also includes giving you space when you need it and waiting until youâre ready to come back to meâ
You took in a deep breath, eyes filling at his words. You moved your hands from around his face to around his shoulders, your thumbs gently stroking up and down his neck as he looked at you like you were the most important thing in the world. You hoped your face mirrored his expression.
âYou knew I would come back?â You whispered and he shrugged his shoulders.
âI didnât know 100% but I always hoped you would. And I would have waited a whole lot longer for you if thatâs what it took.â
âI would never expect you to do that for me Mase, not after how I treated youâ
âI wanted toâ he smiled âI love youâ
âI love you, tooâ you whispered, still getting used to hearing those words come out of his mouth, and by the look on his face, he was too.
âNow, I donât have training until three, so how about we make up for some lost time before I take you home?â He asked, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively at you as he lowered his hands to your waist, dipping them under his shirt you were wearing. âIâve had to watch you walk around in my stuff for far too long without doing something about itâ
âSounds like a good idea to meâ you told him your hands now around his shoulders so he could lift you up by your thighs and carry you up the stairs.
Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed :) Iâd love to know what you thought so please feel free to comment or drop me an ask, Iâd really appreciate it đŠˇ
Hehe, the first kiss prompts are irresistible! đđ Iâve got a request, if you find it inspiring, and if not, feel free to ignore!
How about hands on the cheeks⌠with whomever you are most feelin? 𼚠Just that deliciously satisfying yearning finally coming to fruition? đ
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AHHHH I'm so sorry it took me so long to answer this, I've been so caught up in work and writing other stuff but AHHH I FINALLY DID IT!
I went with Hunter, because it just seemed right to me, I hope you like it!
Word count: 2626
Pairing: Hunter x Reader (no name)
Rating: M (blood, minor injury, peril, darkness, lots of angst, pining, premature mourning)
Please let me know if I missed anything!
And thank you so much for the prompt!
âLook out!â
Hunterâs warning came too late for you to respond, the ground beneath you trembling with the force of the cave-in rapidly gaining on your position.
Damn Cid, you thought to yourself, panting for breath as you sprinted forward, Omega by your side, damn her and her stupid missions. The cache sheâd bought the location for had been empty, and youâd already known this mission was going to be a disaster when the rain started pouring the moment you touched down.
Now, the rocks that made up the old cave system had finally buckled with the movement of the ground thanks to the water above, beginning with small creaks and groans, quickly turning into certain death, the rocks crashing behind you creating splintering crevasses in the ground.
You first felt your foot slip as the ground opened up beneath you, Omegaâs shrill shriek ringing in your ears as the sensation of falling overtook you.
It wasnât even a conscious thought as you reached for Omega, using all of your strength to grab ahold of her jacket and throw her away from the rapidly growing hole in the ground, her eyes wide as Wrecker caught her midair and turned to run, your footing failing you.
As Omega screamed your name helplessly, Hunter turned, watching in horror as your eyes met seconds before you slipped out of view, consumed by complete and utter darkness.
Rocks and dirt crashed around you, one last deep breath taken as you landed with a sickening crunch onto hard ground, eyes closing as you waited for the end.
The groaning of rock on rock above you made you flinch, like nails on chalkboard, screaming in your ears while tiny streams of dirt and pebbles pelted your face.
Raising your hand in defense, an utterly useless motion against tonnes of rock, you chastised yourself internally, you waited. And waited.
The noise of the collapse faded, the steady flow of dirt and rocks dying out as the world around you settled, no longer tickling your face.
Daring to open your eyes, you found the exercise useless; pure, pitch black surrounded you, blinding you to your surroundings.
Swallowing hard, you dared to move a little, breath hitching as a few rocks fell from the gaps in your armour onto the floor below.
Feeling around, your hands came to rest on a large slab of rock above you, tracing the jagged edges to the sides of the crevasse; it had been caught mere feet above you by sheer luck, your lungs burning as you inhaled a shuddering breath, barely holding back manic laughter.
Youâd survived the fall, and narrowly avoided being crushed by the falling rocks, but now you were faced with another problem; escaping your new prison.
Slowing your breathing, your thoughts drifted to Hunter, Omega and the others, tears burning in your eyes.
They were safe. Theyâd made it out. But Hunterâs scream of your name when heâd seen you fall, the expression in his eyes as heâd watched helplessly⌠it only added to the regret building inside you.
You should have told him. You should have been honest. You should have admitted you loved him months ago, when you figured it out yourself, a night youâd spent watching stars with him on top of the Marauder, your head laid on his chest as meteors scorched through the inky blackness overhead.
His warmth had radiated through every inch of your body, sending pleasant shivers through you as his hands ran up and down your arms, trying to warm you even more.
Youâd come so close to kissing him then, your eyes locked with each others, flickering down to his lips and his to yours, a question in his gaze you wanted so badly to answer.
But as you were about to meet, eyes fluttering closed, preparing to brush your lips together, you jolted apart at Wreckerâs shout as he came out to relieve Hunter of watch, clambering up onto the roof with you and joining in your star watching.
And now⌠Now you might never get the chance.
The thought awoke something in you, some deep determination you didnât even realise you possessed.
You were not going to die like this. You were going to find a way out, back to your friends, you family. And you were going to tell Hunter how you felt.
As you nodded to yourself, a soft sound floated through the darkness, the loss of your vision enhancing your other senses to an almost painful degree. Holding your breath, you tilted your head slightly, hope flaring in your heart; it was water⌠Running water!
If you could find your way to it, there may be an exit to the outside.
With one last firm nod, you steeled yourself, drawing a deep, shuddering breath as you scrambled to your feet and began feeling your way along the walls of the cave, following the sound.
*-*-*
âYou must calm down, Hunter,â Tech ordered sternly as he watched Wrecker lift their brother away from the bloodied rocks that blocked what was once the entrance to the cave they had just escaped from, the sergeantâs limbs flailing wildly as he fought against the grip holding him, tears streaming down his face.
âNo, no! I need⌠we need to get her, to get her out!â
Wreckerâs expression was one of pure anguish as he sat Hunter down on a rock next to Omega the young girlâs legs pulled up to her chest, her body rocking as she cried silent tears of her own.
âYour current emotional state is of no use to anyone,â Tech informed him flatly, bending down as Wrecker stepped away, his hands held out as if trying to placate Hunter, like he might bolt back to the rocks at any moment, âwe need to think about this clearly and rationally.â
Hunter shook his head, hands trembling as Tech tutted, grabbing his medkit from one of the pouches on his belt and examining his brotherâs tattered fingers, the nails broken and ragged from clawing desperately at the rocks, small red rivulets dropping onto the floor below.
âI should, should have been there,â Hunter gasped, wincing as Tech sprayed his wounds with disinfectant, quickly adding bacta and beginning to wrap his fingers one by one, âI should⌠should have stayed close. She⌠sheâsâŚâ
Wreckerâs breath hitched as he collapsed on the rock Omega was sat on, shaking his head.
âDonât say it, Hunter,â he pleaded, opening his arm to his sister as she let out a sob, crawling into his lap seeking comfort, âplease⌠donâtâŚâ
âItâs my fault,â Omega sniffed wetly from his arms, every breath hitching as she cried into his chest, âif I hadnât fallen, if she hadnât come back for meâŚâ
Behind them, Echo crested the small hill, coming back into view from his trip to the Marauder, a seismic scanner hung around his neck by a frayed canvas strap. He paused as he heard Omegaâs sobbing, taking in the sight of his brothers, his jaw clenching.
âHey, whatâs with the tears?â he called sternly, moving to stand in front of them as Tech finished with Hunterâs bandages, the sergeant staring at the ground in despair. âI thought we were getting ready for a rescue?â
âSheâs gone,â Hunter croaked, his tone utterly broken, âI⌠I canât hear her. Canât⌠canât feel her heartbeatâŚâ
Heâd been straining himself since the moment heâd lost sight of her, the fear in her eyes scorched forever into his memory. The settling earth murmured beneath them, the clouds above swelled and flowed across the sky, the sound of a small river a few kilometres away drifted through the air, but that was it.
Every one of the Batchâs heartbeats rang in his ears, but not hers.
Echo frowned at him, waving the seismic scanner in annoyance.
âWhy do you think Iâve got this?â he questioned, frustrated as he moved towards Omega, crouching down in front of her. âThe rock is too thick for Hunter to hear through. She might have fallen in deep, but sheâs tough, like us. Weâll find her using this, and weâll get her out, yeah?â
Tech frowned, rolling his eyes at his brother.
âThe likelihood of her having survived a fall and the subsequent rockslide, along with the risks presented by exposure and dehydration make her chances of survivalâŚâ
âEnough,â Echo snapped back at the engineer, snarling as tears conftinued to drip onto the dusty ground at Hunterâs feet, the cyborg letting out a sigh. âWeâve survived worse odds than this. Weâve been through the ringer, and weâre all still here. Weâre not giving up, you hear? Weâll get her back.â
Omega nodded, sniffing away her tears and wiping furiously at her face, steeling her expression as met Echoâs gaze, nodding to the seismic scanner.
âI want to help,â she croaked, âtell me how.â
Echo smiled weakly at her, his own emotions welling in his chest. He knew the chances were slim, but so were his chances of survival the Citadel. And yet here he was.
âAtta girl,â he smiled, jerking his head back as he looked at Wrecker. âTech will come with me. Wreck, stay with Hunter. Make sure he doesnât do anything stupid.â
âGotcha,â Wrecker managed, forcing a smile as he let Omega down from his lap, clapping a large hand on her shoulder in comfort. âEchoâs right, kid. Weâll find her, âkay?â
ââKay,â Omega replied with a weak smile, fighting back more tears as she latched herself to Echoâs side, the cyborg ignoring the pointed look from Tech as they moved towards the cave entrance, firing up the scanner.
Hunter remained silent as Wrecker came to sat next to him, unsure of what to do. Heâd never seen Hunter in a state like this, almost catatonic.
âYa⌠ya doinâ okay, Hunter?â he prompted carefully, frowning when his brother huffed in annoyance. âLook, I know it looks bad, but Echoâs right! Weâve been through a lot. Sheâs tough. If anyone could surviveâŚâ
âI should have told her,â Hunter interrupted him, Wrecker drawing back a little to look over Hunter, confused by the statement.
âUh⌠Told her what?â
âHow I felt,â Hunter breathed, closing his eyes tightly, more fat tears falling into the dirt, staining the earth with his grief. âI⌠I had so many chances⌠and I⌠I couldnât. She deserves better than a clone. Better than me. I let her down. Iâve done it again, let her fallâŚâ
When he finally looked up, meeting Wreckerâs gaze, there was an utterly broken look in his eyes, one that caused Wreckerâs throat to tighten uncomfortably.
âI love her, Wreck⌠I love her, and I⌠I didnât⌠Iâll never get to tell her. I⌠Iâm so stupidâŚâ
Falling back into silence, Hunter looked up to the sky, drawing in deep shuddering breaths.
âYa canât blame yourself, Hunter,â Wrecker tried desperate, laying a hand on his brotherâs shoulder, âshe knew what she was doing. She saved âMega.â
âAnd I should have been there,â Hunter hissed through gritted teeth, anger growing from his sadness, âI should haveâŚâ
A sudden splashing sound caught his attention, distant, but clear.
Wrecker began to speak again, but quickly fell silent as Hunter shushed him, standing up and closing his eyes, listening intently.
Tech, Echo and Omega were still at the cave entrance, conversing lowly, the soft hum of the seismic sensor fading into the background as he focused on the faint sound in the distance, the sound echoing over the sand covered hills.
The splashing sounded again, this time accompanied by a gasp and a cough, spluttering and more deep breaths, a faint heartbeat vibrating through the air.
Hunter didnât even speak, he simply opened his eyes and ran, ignoring Wreckerâs shout after him. He heard Echo, Tech and Omega call as well, their footsteps quickly joining to pursue him, but it didnât matter.
Not when he could feel that familiar thumping, not when he could hear the clacking of plastoid.
He didnât know how far he ran, nor did he care about the way his lungs burned with the effort, his legs trembling by the time he crested the hill just above where the sound was coming from, soft words beginning to float through the air, unmistakable.
âHavoc 1, come in? Havoc 2? Echo? Anyone?â
With one last push, he made it to the ridge, his knees giving out as he caught sight of her, the familiar outline, scent and voice overwhelming him.
*-*-*
A gasp of your name behind you made you jump as you pocketed your drenched comm, tutting in annoyance as water ran out of it, the electronics completely fried.
Wondering if youâd imagined it, you turned quickly, you breath hitching in your throat as you saw Hunter kneeled in the sand, his eyes wide, tears rolling down his cheeks as he panted for breath. He had obviously been sprinting, beads of sweat trailing down his forehead, his hair mussed, bandana askew.
âHunter,â you breathed, the relief in your voice palpable. Scrambling towards him through the ankle deep water, you ignored the sting of the cuts and bruises that littered your body.
The escape from the cave system had been terrifying, being swept down an unground rapid system after wading through the river for some time, clutching at the walls in total darkness. And yet, youâd made it out, battered and beaten, but alive.
As Hunter called your name again, his voice broken with emotion, you scrambled up the bank, tears beginning to spill down your own cheeks as you got closer, his hands reaching out to you, as if he wasnât sure if what he was seeing was real.
Within moments, you were out of the water, your clothes and hair still sopping wet, body trembling with adrenaline and cold, mere steps from him when he grabbed out for you, pulling you to your knees in front of him. A sob left his chest as he pressed his forehead to yours, uncaring of the water that still dripped from every inch of you, his hands coming up to cup your face, thumbs resting on your cheekbones.
âC-Cyare,â he choked, closing his eyes, breathing you in, âIâm so, Iâm so kriffing sorry. I should have been there, I should have been with youâŚâ
âHunter, donât,â you pleaded thickly, leaning into his embrace, pure relief rushing through every fibre of your being. âI did what I had to, I needed to get Omega out, IâŚâ
Your words were cut off as he tilted his head back, his lips finding yours, crashing your mouths together with a passion that caught you off guard. You whimpered into his mouth as he clutched at you, fingertips digging into your jaw, holding you so tightly it might bruise, like if he let go you might float away.
Moaning as he slid his tongue over your bottom lip, he took full advantage, tilting his head to the side to deepen the kiss, your own hands moving to cord through his hair, remaining tangled in the thick, sweat soaked curls even as you parted, both panting for breath.
âShould have done that months ago,â he whispered, his lips brushing yours with every word, his eyes focusing on yours, warm swirling pools of molten chocolate causing a swirling deep in your gut, âI should never have waited. I⌠I love you, cyare⌠Forgive me?â
As the roar of the Marauderâs engines drifted through the air, the ship growing closer with every passing moment, you simply sighed as you pecked his lips again, tears of joy painting your cheeks.
âThereâs nothing to forgive, Hunter,â you reassured him, pressing your foreheads together once more, a shiver running through you both. âAnd I love you too.â
Summary : Wanda realizes she's madly in love with you all this time.
(I was listening to Taylor Swift's cardigan while writing this đ)
WANDA should have known.
The more Wanda stared at you laughing or drinking or simply not doing anything, the more you looked beautiful in her eyes. She had never heard anyone who had a voice as mesmerizing and soothing as yours when she attentively listened to your adorable speech minutes ago.
And that look, that specific look you had in your eyes when hers and yours met, while your lips curved into a wide smile, she should have known that her heart had never beaten as crazy as it did when it came to you.
Wanda should have known. All this time, she had been in love with you.
YOU were Wanda's best friend since highschool.
You were friends with Pietro first because you two were classmates. But when Pietro invited you to their house the first time to do your paired assignment, you've made quite the impression on Wanda.
It was Fall at that time, but Winter was fast approaching. You decided to ask Pietro if you could borrow a sweater when you felt slightly cold even when the heater in the living room was turned on. You said you forgot your own jacket at school.
Of course, who were you to blame for not knowing it wasn't Pietro's? And especially when it was also him who said to just grab and use any sweater you could find in his bedroom.
"That's my sweater," Wanda started, pretending as if she was annoyed you took her things.
"What?" you shakily asked, scared from her voice.
"You're wearing my sweater," she clarified, voice still sounding just the same.
"Sorry, I didn't know it was yours," you explained as you hurriedly tugged the sweater off. Halfway from pulling it, you could see Wanda's smiling face directed at you before she erupted into fits of laughter.
"It's okay to wear it," Wanda said, still giggling. The look of annoyance was replaced by a carefree happy one. "I've no problem sharing my clothes to anyone, especially when it fits you just well."
Wanda should have known that was the first time she'd ever laid her eyes on you. You were red on the face from embarrassment as you froze in place, not knowing if you should continue on wearing the sweater or not.
Little did you know that Wanda had been eyeing your physique. But Wanda should have known that staring at your exposed flat stomach and brassiere-covered breasts longer than appropriate was not normal. Much less touching your skin was okay as she decided to move forward and drag her fingertips along your waist up to where the fabric was bunched up just so she could pull it back down.
"There." Wanda smiled. "I'm Wanda, by the way. Pietro's twin sister, but I'm older than him so I'm the boss around the house whenever our parents aren't around."
You must have only whispered your name back because Wanda had to ask again. So you repeated. "My name's Y/n."
"Hi, Y/n. . . . You have such beautiful eyes," Wanda replied as she brush a strand of your hair over your ear so she could perfectly see those orbs. She should have known she had been staring at them for too long. She could hear you murmur something back but her twin just arrived.
"Excuse me, are you trying to tell Y/n that you're older than me?" Pietro chimed in, disrupting the moment. "You know youâre only older by twelve minutes."
"Still, I'm older than you. . . ."
Wanda and Pietro bickered on, eventually resulting to Wanda pulling you with her to her bedroom. "Come on, I can teach you all about boys, makeup and stuff. You don't want to be stuck with my brother playing video games all day."
WANDA should have known better, that asking you to stay overnight during weekends wasn't the same as when she'd have sleepovers at her childhood friends', Natasha and Yelena. She had no idea that, even when she was spending time with her other friends or with her then boyfriend Vision, texting and asking you what you were doing was not normal.
"Is it wrong to just keep tabs on her?" Wanda used to answer to any of her friends' questioning eyes.
Wanda should have known, of course, her friends could tell.
ESPECIALLY that time you came out to her and confessed you were gay. Wanda should have known it then that it was you who she really needed to be with. Instead, she forced you to go to dates with girls she had approved for you, pushing aside the feelings of attraction she had over you that she thought was supposed to be normal. Girls can have girl crushes, right?
OKAY, maybe it should have been that time when Wanda taught you how to properly kiss a girl and she reasoned out that it must be because of the shot of vodka she stole from her dad's liquor cabinet that's why she felt elated upon the touch of your lips against hers.
OR that time you came to her aid when Wanda dumped Vision. Vision left her alone at the park after the breakup. Even when you were on a date with someone that night, you chose to be there for her.
Wanda should have known it was you all along that was good for her. You even bought her her favorite flavor of ice cream just so she would stop crying. And when she told you she would have no prom date anymore, you offered yourself for her.
"You can't even dance," Wanda jokingly answered. So you played her favorite song through your phone and asked her for a dance on the spot. Then you were both dancing under the streetlights in the middle of the night.
And when Wanda got scratched on her knee from slipping, you took very good care of it as you blew the wound clean from dust and dirt. She should have known it wasn't normal to feel electricity coursing through her entire body from the action.
You stayed all night for a week in her bedroom, having series or movie marathons together for days, because she asked you to. She never realized she had only cried once on that night she broke up with Vision and never had since.
WANDA should have known that all the crying she did after the breakup was nothing compared to how she broke down when you went to a university in the city for college and she and her brother stayed in their hometown. She must have been depressed for months, even when classes already started. And she had never been happier when you came back during your break.
SHE should have known that it was jealousy and hurt she felt when you announced you finally have a girlfriend. That she wasn't betrayed at all as you spent more nights talking with your girlfriend than instead of Wanda.
No. It was even normal to still ask you whenever you were around to come and sleep over in her bedroom just like before.
And when Wanda came to visit you excitedly in the city, she should have known she wasn't eager for the new places to see, she was eager for you. Even when your girlfriend at that time was always around, Wanda was always ecstatic and happy around you. She even thought that maybe she could also become besties with your girlfriend. Who was she kidding?
You and Wanda even went to dance under the streetlights in the city when your girlfriend finally retreated to bed, just like old times.
WANDA should have known it was her moment when you told her you broke up with your girlfriend two years after. It was that time you spent your Christmas back home. You and Wanda were inseparable.
Wanda was happy that she had you for herself. She even planned a long itinerary just for the two of you. She should have known it wasn't normal, especially when she rented out a cabin just for the two of you alone. Or that time you and Wanda were swimming in the pool and you looked so sexy and hot in your bikini. That when she asked you where you bought the set and touched your body along the fabric, it wasn't because she was interested to buy for her own. She should have known she was just making excuses to touch you and feel you against hers.
Wanda should have known that when she shared about some boy named Jarvis from one of her classes asking her out, and that she thought she might say yes to him, that she was only tiptoeing away from the possibility of a future with you. That it could've been you.
That trip changed everything. You always appeared busy after that. Texts became seldom and Wanda wondered if she'd done something wrong. You didn't call her anymore like you used to.
Wanda cried for days until she decided to visit you. And you welcomed her back like always when you saw her cry on your doorstep. You hugged her tight and suddenly she didn't feel terrible anymore.
BUT even then, she should have known it was you all along when her dad died. You left everything else behind that day and immediately went home. That Wanda didn't feel safe when Jarvis comforted her. But when you arrived and hugged her so tight, she felt like everything was going to be okay because you were finally there.
WANDA should have known.
Now, you were dancing with someone else, with your wife, on the dance floor at your own wedding reception, unaware of the feelings bursting inside Wanda's heart. She should have told you when she had the chance.
Pietro suddenly broke her trance, appearing beside her. He handed her a glass of wine and she forced a smile his way as she accepted.
"You enjoying?" he nonchalantly asked, looking at the happy couple dancing in front of them.
She hummed a tiny yes, drinking the wine to avoid answering the question directly.
"You know what's funny?" Pietro added. "I thought for sure Y/n would never recover from you. And now look at her . . . all lovey dovey with Maria." He chuckled as he took a sip from his glass.
Wanda tensed. "What did you say?"
Pietro furrowed her eyebrows, meeting his sister's confused eyes. "Mm?"
"About Y/n?"
He only raised his eyebrow. "You knew, right?"
When Wanda didn't answer, he went on. "Come on, everyone knows about Y/n's undying crush on you. It was starting to get too much."
Wanda felt like she couldn't breathe. "Y/n.... Y/n liked me?"
Pietro only laughed after he swallowed another gulp. "I think she was deeply in love with you since the first time you met, that time you let her borrow your sweater. She was always talking nonstop about you after that, it was annoying sometimes. I mean, come on, you guys were inseparable, it's a wonder why you weren't twins if you weren't lovers. . . ."
"But . . . but . . . Y/n and I. . . We're only friends-"
"Yeah, of course, I know that you're straight as a ruler, sis," he cut her off, laughing. "I'm just saying that Y/n finally found someone who loves her like Maria does."
The conversation abruptly ended when Pietro's attention was called.
As if on instinct, Wanda's head turned to where you were and she found you already staring back at her. You waved your hand and smiled your beautiful smile her way before you mouthed the words Are you okay? towards her.
And Wanda wasn't okay with everything.
WANDA should have seen it. That the look you had on your face when you two first met was not from embarrassment.
"There." Your cheeks reddened more after Wanda had pulled the sweater back on you. "I'm Wanda, by the way. Pietro's twin sister, but I'm older than him so I'm the boss around the house whenever our parents aren't around."
"My name's Y/n," you muttered so low, she asked again. So you said your name again.
"Hi, Y/n. . . . You have such beautiful eyes," Wanda replied as she brush a strand of your hair over your ear so she could perfectly see them.
"Have you seen yours? You have the most beautiful pair of green eyes I have ever seen-" you argued but was cut off.
"Excuse me, are you trying to tell Y/n that you're older than me?" Pietro chimed in, disrupting the moment. "You know youâre only older by 12 minutes."
"Still, I'm older than you. . . ."
Wanda and Pietro bickered on, eventually resulting to Wanda pulling you with her to her bedroom. "Come on, I can teach you all about boys, makeup and stuff. You don't want to be stuck with my brother playing video games all day."
"Oh, okay," you answered as you waved goodbye at a confused looking Pietro down the stairs.
WANDA should have noticed it then when you and her kept on texting about the new movie on Netflix even when she was around with her friends, who were gossiping about boys and stuff that should interest her more. Instead, she was talking to you. She always liked talking to you.
Promise me you won't watch it without me, she texted to you. Your reply came just seconds after.
But you won't be back until tomorrow. I can't wait anymore
Please wait for me, Y/n. I promise to make it up for you.
You relented. Fine. You know I'll always wait for you.
Wanda didn't notice she was already smiling from ear to ear as she bit her lower lip.
And you're bringing the popcorns
She giggled at your added response, making Natasha and Yelena suddenly stop talking about something and look Wanda's way with questioning eyes.
"Vision?" Yelena asked.
"Ew, no-"
"Y/n then?" Natasha asked with a raised eyebrow.
"What? Is it wrong to just keep tabs on her?"
Her friends only shrugged their shoulders as they went back to talking.
WANDA should've seen the signs that time she was doing your makeup, savoring the activity just to be able to touch your face and lips.
"I'm gay," you admitted, when Wanda brought up some guy who had a crush on you.
"What?"
You let out a sigh as you pulled away from her fingers. "Wanda, I'm gay."
She straightened on her seat. "Okay, like gay happy or gay I like girls?
"The second one."
Wanda nodded, thinking it through. If you liked girls, did it mean you like her too?
"That's not a bad thing, right?" you asked when she grew silent. "We can still be friends. Nothing's gonna change."
Wanda should have said she didn't want to be just friends with you.
"Of course, nothing's gonna change, Y/n," she replied instead. "I'm your best friend and I will always accept you for what you are."
Wanda gave you a comforting hug until your body seemed to relax.
"If you want," she whispered into your hair. "I can suggest some girls at school that I personally know as gay-"
"Oh, come on," you pulled back, glaring playfully at her. "You don't have to do that-"
"What?" Wanda giggled. "I'm being the best friend you could have, plus, I know you'd do the same for me too."
After a moment, you went on, "I don't like anyone at school."
"You don't? Why?"
"Just. I don't-"
"Really?"
You gave up. "Okay, maybe there's this one girl. But she's totally straight and I don't wanna risk it."
She sighed then grabbed your phone from your grasp.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm stalking Jane's account to see if she's seeing someone now-"
"Oh, come on, stop it!"
And you both ended up laughing together, you tickling her on her bed just to get your phone back.
WANDA should have known it that you felt the same, just more sure of yourself, when your lips were against hers. She shouldn't have suggested teaching you how to kiss. Not when she had a taste of you, she couldn't get enough.
"Did I do that right?" you asked in a whisper, lips ghosting against hers.
Wanda suddenly forgot how to breathe as she licked her lips, tasting the cherry she got from yours. "I . . . maybe another try?"
So you pressed your lips against hers again and Wanda savored the moment of how perfect it felt.
Then you pulled away.
"What's wrong? Why did you stop?" Wanda asked with dazed eyes. "You were doing so good-"
"I-I forgot something at school." You abruptly stood, almost tripping yourself as you grabbed your backpack. "I-I'll see you later, okay?"
YOU were always there for her.
"Hey," you immediately answered Wanda's call in just two rings. She could only cry as a response.
"Wanda, what's wrong?"
"Vision and I broke up. And he . . . he left me alone at the park." She sniffled, hugging herself with the jacket she stole from your wardrobe the other day.
"Um, I'm actually on a date right now . . .," you replied, sounding worried. "Can you reach Pietro?"
"No, he's out partying somewhere-"
"Okay, I'll be there in five minutes, don't move a muscle and stay safe," you said that without hesitation. Wanda should have known.
Wanda thought you wouldn't come at all but then a large tub of her favorite ice cream was staring right in front of her face. "Sorry, I was a minute late. I dropped by the convenience store to buy you this."
Then she stood as quickly and wrapped her arms around you. You hugged her back as you let her cry against your chest, ruining your shirt.
"Hey there, it's gonna be okay," you cooed softly, rubbing her back. "You deserve someone better than Vision anyway. That guy was an asshole."
The smell of your perfume made her want to bury her nose into your neck. "You're only saying that so I would stop crying."
You hummed. "That doesn't mean it isn't true. . . . And the ice cream's also melting, so. . . ."
She pulled away and playfully punched you against your chest, sniffling and giggling a little.
Wanda should have known how you both shared the spoon eating the ice cream you bought for her while sitting cross-legged on the sidewalk. It was like you were basically kissing each other with the way you both eagerly licked the spoon clean.
"Do you think I'm going to grow old alone?" Wanda muttered after mulling the thought over. You two were now halfway through the tub of ice cream.
"Why would you think of that, silly?" You scoffed, taking the spoon from her.
She shrugged her shoulders. "Because . . . I'm not destined to find someone who loves me as me. Even Vision's parents thought so, that true love didn't exist so they reshaped me into the girl they wanted for their son."
"They did?" You scoffed more. She only nodded back.
You went on. "As if they knew better. They assume you know nothing when you're young. But someday, someone will save you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated, love you the way you deserve to be loved."
Wanda looked at you and she should have known you meant it as someone like you. "You think so?"
Giving your best smile, you placed your arm around her shoulders and gave her a squeeze. "I know so. Fuck Vision. Fuck his parents. You're the most amazing person I am fortunate enough to meet. Anyone would be so lucky to be with you, Wands, whether you know it or not."
You and Wanda must have stared at each other for too long, her eyes drifting to your lips, wondering if they tasted the same as last time. And yours seemed to be doing just the same. Until the noise from the traffic nearby broke the moment, making Wanda laugh softly and pull away.
Then she sighed. "Now, I don't even have a date to the prom and it's three weeks away."
There was a moment of silence before you spoke. "Good thing I happen to have a vacant slot on that very day."
She looked at you, wondering if you were kidding or not. "Don't be silly. You can't even dance."
You jumped up rather enthusiastically. "Oh, Miss Maximoff, I'm deeply offended." Then you pulled out your phone and played Wanda's favorite song from the playlist you specifically made for her on your shared Spotify account. You then graciously bowed in front of her and grabbed her hand, giving her knuckles a light kiss.
Wanda was sure she wanted you that night, not only as a friend.
"May I have this dance?"
And then you were both dancing under the streetlights in the middle of the night.
WANDA should have known that she wanted you, when you both cried your eyes out as she accompanied you to the bus stop heading to the city, where you would be spending your college years away from each other.
Wanda fixed your jacket over the sweater she gave you, her sweater that was your favorite. "Take care over there. Please eat your meals on time." She sniffled.
"Wanda, I'm only six hours away." You laughed at her adorable face as you cupped it between your hands.
"I know. It's just . . . it's different when you're only five minutes away like you used to. Or when we do our sleepovers."
"I know."
Then you hugged each other so tight, it was as if you both couldn't seem to let each other go. Then you pulled away and chuckled softly, leaning your foreheads against each other.
"Wands-"
Wanda cut you off, staring at your eyes then to your lips. "Please call me once you get there."
"I will."
"We'll still do our video calls every night, right?"
"Every time-"
"I don't want you to change, Y/n."
"I won't."
Eyes had been drifting to each other's lips, wondering who was courageous enough to close the gap.
"Wands . . . I-"
Pietro suddenly interrupted, wrapping his arms around you both. "We're going to miss your daily presence, Y/n. Please . . . if you do ever have the time, find me a date from the city." This ended up with you and Wanda pulling away from him, laughing.
WANDA should have seen how you don't look at her that way anymore the time you went home during one of your semester breaks.
"I have a girlfriend."
"You have a what?"
You were leisurely browsing through your phone, laying on Wanda's bed, with Wanda beside you.
"A girlfriend," you repeated hesitantly.
"Oh." Was all Wanda could say.
You leaned in towards her and began narrating enthusiastically. "Yeah, we met at my Advanced Literature class and she asked me out on the spot, writing her phone number on my hand. Can you believe how bold she was? Her name's Peggy. She's a year older than me."
"Okay. That's . . . that's great," Wanda tried, forcing a smile, ignoring the funny feeling in her gut. "I'm happy for you."
"You don't sound happy at all."
"I am!" She threw one of the pillows to hit you. "Stop making a big deal out of it."
You raised your hands in surrender. "Okay, okay."
After a moment, she lay her head against your chest, her fingers playing with the strings on your hoodie.
"I'm still your favorite person right?" Wanda muttered, barely a whisper.
Wanda heard Y/n let out a happy sigh.
"You're my favorite person, Wands. No one can ever replace you."
WANDA should have known you really meant it like that. She would have asked you out especially when you finally broke up with Peggy. She should have tried to be as bold as your ex-girlfriend. Especially when she was feeling all sorts of feelings when you both swam together in the pool on the outing you went together alone.
You both leaned into each other, faces just mere inches apart.
"Wanda. . . ."
Lips ghosted against lips, so near yet so far.
Wanda should have kissed you that night and more. But she was scared. She got scared.
"Someone named Jarvis in my class asked me out on a date," she began, her voice shaky.
"Oh."
"I. . . . I think I'm going to say yes," she went on, mentally slapping herself for how stupid she was. "What do you think?"
"Okay," you slowly answered. Okay? Please don't be okay with it.
"Okay?"
You pulled away. "Yeah, Wands. Whatever makes you happy, I'm going to be happy for you."
But you said it in a rude manner with your voice sounding exasperated.
"You don't have to be mad," Wanda complained, swimming away from you.
"I'm not," you explained. "I'm just . . . I'm just tired."
Wanda should have known then you really meant it. That you have actually given up on her.
BUT even when Wanda had given you a thousand reasons to forget her, you'd always come back to her the moment she went to your dorm and asked forgiveness for something she never did. For never being brave and true to her feelings.
"I'm so sorry . . . I'm sorry." She cried in your arms.
"Hey, hey, it's okay, Wands, you did nothing wrong."
Yet you both still cried silently to sleep that night.
Wanda should have told you then how much she loved you. Because she knew you'd always be there for her no matter what.
"Wands, what's wrong?" you answered the call in the middle of one of your classes.
Wanda gasped the words with difficulty. She had been crying. "Dad. Dad . . . he had a heart attack and he-"
"Hey, it's going to be fine, Wands. I'm heading there right now. Is Pietro with you?"
She looked around her, sniffling. "Yeah, he's here but he left to get something downstairs." He saw Jarvis talking to her mom. She had no idea what Jarvis meant to her. "Jarvis is here too but. . . . I-I need you, Y/n."
"I'll be there, Wanda."
Wanda should have noticed it how her heart soared for you when you arrived at the hospital and hugged her so tight.
"Y/n, h-he's gone."
"Shhh, I'm here, I'm right here, Wands."
Wanda didn't care the looks she received from her family, from Jarvis and from her friends. She just needed you.
Wanda shouldn't have let you go after the funeral. That was the time you met Maria. And she tried to be happy for you. Anything for you.
BUT it wasn't fair. It turned out you have loved Wanda all along too. She should have known that it could've been you.
Wanda should have known.
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HELLOOOO im in love with the way you write our beloved rama đ
i just wanted to know ur hcs about him beginning to realize he feels more about the reader than just friendship and/or how he deals with the first buds of sinful thoughts about their dear human friend? đ
HI tysm!! Ramattra definitely has my attention hahaha. Sorry this is so long!! I just like writing đ
Ramattra realizing his feelings
Earning his friendship was a hard enough task on his own. He never made that easy for you, or for anyone of flesh and blood
As much hatred as he has for humanity, he doesnât outright assume all humans are evil. He understands there is still good in its kind, itâs just a matter of knowing who he is safe to drop his guard around when having more acute interactions
And this is a process he has the utmost forbearance for. As long as a person can express patience with him, then he is more than willing to allow himself to be understood by a human peer
You were probably one of the most respectful humans he had personally interacted with. Your kindness made for a strong first impression, especially in the way you had greeted him as any other person, looked upon him with no surprise in your eyes as if he had just been anyone else. Not a killer. Not a terrorist.
Still, for the ongoing weeks he kept his distance the more he had found himself in the same room as you, assuming his same process of determining whether your behavior was a front or not.
He was as kind to you as you were to him, which made things a little confusing on your end. You werenât obliviousâ you know who he is, and such a name as Ramattra came with a complex reputation. Heâs certain he began addressing you as a âfriendâ the moment youâd inquired why people thought him as âcoldâ
âYouâve been real nice to me,â youâd said, mirth in your tone, âIâm not just getting special treatment, am I?â
It wasnât the first lighthearted joke youâd made in his presence, but it was the first heâd laughed at. He knew it wasnât a question that needed answering, and so he didnât. You were smart enough to assume the reason for rumor
Quickly, you both became close. (Well, âquickâ being you set the record for âfastest human to earn Ramattraâs trustâ. It took fourteen weeks, but neither of you were counting.)
He was content to admit he admired you, respect drastically outweighing his contempt for what you were. It felt nice, to see you through blurred linesâ he felt he finally understood, for just a moment, the bond that his brothers back at the monastery were trying to protect
But the more Ramattra grew to know you, the more he shared about himself. Which, tends to be a normal exchange between friends, certainly. Of the others he would dare call âfriendsâ before you, this wasnât out of the ordinary
Yet when he would speak too much about himself with you, he felt shame. Embarrassment. He would wonder to himself at times if he should have shared certain things, and worried of your opinion
It made him pull back for a while, and was relieved you remained as patient as youâd always been. You made sure he was fine and heâd kindly dismissed you, to which you respectfully backed off and simply told him you were here if he needed
But⌠then when he was given the space he asked for, he became somewhat angry with himself. Now he just missed you, but felt so under pressure to be in your presence. It was frustrating.
You knew whatever problem he was facing had to be because of you, since he had told you just a few days ago that he preferred a little distance for nowâ but here he sat across the room from you, scrolling through lists of weaponry concepts to decide on what to work on next, inquiring your opinion of colors, of all things.
There came a day that Ramattra had a run in with a particularly violent human gang, of whom heâd shown little mercy for after they dealt the first strikeâ he should have swung the moment one of the strangers drawled about wearing his face as a trophy, â-after I reduce ya to nuts-n-bolts,â theyâd said. A pitiful drop of confidence quickly lost into the newly reddened asphalt of the nearest alley
You caught him marching down a corridor, and it finally hit Ramattra like a truck when youâd approached him to make sure he was fine
He didnât bleed red, you knew this. And something in him clicked when you immediately assumed him the victim, placing careful hands on his chest as you observed him for damage
Oh, he liked you. A lot. Had any other person of flesh approached him, he would have demanded solitude with a killing accusatory tone, a wordless threat of violence if his needs were not met.
But you had came to him, and he was more than relieved that you had. Just seeing you again, he realized why he hadnât hit his attackers first.
âAre you attempting to domesticate me?â He had blurted, watching you curl your hand into the hem of your shirt and wipe the blood from his fingers. He takes in your baffled expression with a hidden affection- and yet again, feeling awkward for such a poor joke with little context. He fought himself on whether to explain, but decided better of it.
Understanding then why he felt so drawn to you, he felt somewhat justified in why he additionally felt like such a fool in your presence.
He hadnât intended to feel this way about you, it couldnât be helped. You hit many marks that he found objectively attractive.
He would spend the next few days observing you to thoroughly analyze his feelings toward youâ to which you felt like a specimen being studied with how he kept tossing prolonged stares in your direction
He didnât mean to appear like a creep, and he ended up feeling so much worse when you finally confronted his âquiet oglingâ
âIâ I was not,â heâd say defensively, and relaxed quickly when you laughed. âYou are merely a fascinating subject to observe, is it so offensive that I watch?â
âAre you calling me pretty?â
âNo.â He quickly bites, then immediately froze as he regretting saying it so harshly. He doubles back, âBut, I do not meanââ a pause, âYou are fine as you are. But that is not what I was saying.â
Ogling. He was ashamed to find himself doing just that so soon after the amused accusation
The way you smirk before telling a joke, heâd mishear your jest when he was so focused on the way your mouth moved, and imagined running his thumb over your lips
When heâd find you closer to morning, he loved to catch you stretching your arms above your head. Your shirt would ride upward and reveal a bit of your navel while your upper half trembled into the stretch. He wanted to put his hands there, too.
He stole an opportunity to knead at your shoulder once when you complained about being sore from a prior activity, everting inside him lurching with humiliation when you settled comfortably into his lap.
An innocent gesture, sat between his legs while you accepted his kindnessâ though a deceptive offer, for he had just wanted a reason to have you this close.
He stared hard at your neck, gaze dropping to peer beneath your collar. It was dreadful. But he wouldnât restrain himself, entirely glad he had a stationary face.
Heâd pull at the cables of his mane when he was by himself, shaking his head and his fists at himself for this unrighteous behavior. Being away from you was worse, left alone with unrestrained thoughts of the things he could do to you
And oh, the things he wanted to do to you.
But you were a friend. A human. He was an omnic, and certainly not one built for⌠that kind of activity.
But then again, he was not made with life in mind, either. As far as he saw it, he could do whatever he wanted with the privilege of having agency
And that has resulted in relieving himself of these indecent thoughts when he shut himself into his quarters, blessed with the ability to create vivid images of what you would look like beneath him.
These solemn hours of the night should be reserved for meditation, and pondering his next move. But now heâs been reduced to touching himself with you in mind, pulling at delicate wires that were not meant to be tempered with.
Imagining you there. Evoking hypothetical risk by trusting you with his body.
But he hadnât even made his feelings known to you yet. Hell, he couldnât imagine a situation where he would without it complicating everything, or making you distant.
He knew he was the least likely candidate to end up in a cross-species relationship. So for now, heâd just relish in your friendship
And if ever you hint at wanting to take things a step further, you would find Ramattra quite eager to advance.
Reader is being a brat and her mistress, Lady D, punishes her? Maybe Lady D edges reader over and over again and won't let her come until she comes first?
The punishment (alcina's version)
Alcina dimitrescu x brat!fem!reader
Warning: indecent language, smut, brat reader, face sitting, teasing, cunniligus, fingering, praise kink, degradation kink etc.
A/n: I'm so sorry this took me 239621 years to dođđI hope you enjoy.
You woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning and you weren't having it. You weren't having anyone's bullshit, not even alcinas bullshit. She was rearranging the library and out of all the maids she has she chosed you and you were not having it. You wanted to do other stuff.
" draga can you pass me the book on the table please" the raven hair goddess asked her back turned towards you, you huffed, rolling your eyes as you mumbled under your breath.
" get it yourself alci" alcina turned around and narrowed her eyes at you. She heard you. Of course she heard you. She has supper sonic hearing. She looked at you, watched as you pretended to stack books and be busy as you gaved her the side eye. She chuckled slightly as she felt your attitude towards her.
" I asked you a favor draga mea" she spoke her voice stern and demanding, if you didn't move now you'd face the consequences of later. You gulped and turned around looking at the ground, avoiding her bright yellow preying eyes as you handing the book to her. She smirked at you as she took the book from your hands and returned to her restocking. You kept up your attitude and alcina said nothing to you.
It's not that you wanted to have an attitude towards her or wanted to piss her off. You just wanted to do different things with your morning and she has many other people to help her with this activity. But alcina didn't care. She didn't care where you wanted to be or what you wanted to be doing nor did she care if you woke up on the wrong side on the bed.
She knew she'd make you pay. One way or another.
~~~~~
A couple days passed and it was now your birthday. You woke up to the feeling of alcina leaving pecks of kisses all over your face and neck line as she drew slow lazy circles on your back. You slowly opened your eyes adjusting to the sun light that was shinning through the room. You were met with the most beautiful yellow eyes and a beautiful teeth smile from the goddess.
You rubbed sleep from your eyes and looked around the room. Alcina chuckled as you whined and pouted. She tucked a strand of hair away from your face to behind your ear. You returned your gaze to her and noticed that she was still dressed in her slik white robe. But her makeup and hair was already done.
" Well good morning to you too sleepily head. I hope you haven't forgotten what day it is" she whispered kissing your forehead.
" good morning" you spoke, your voice raspy and cracky from its first usage in the morning. Alcina smiled softly down at you and got off the bed.
She disappeared into the closet and left you in the room alone. You sat up against the head board and rubbed the sleep from your eyes. You picked up your phone from the dresser and took out the charger. It was still pretty early in the morning. You scrolled through social media for a bit before alcina came back out dressed in a long beautiful black dress. She looked absolutely stunning.
" when your ready come down stairs draga, the girls and I will be waiting" she spoke softly before leaving. you got up and stretched. You squealed in excitement and ran towards the bathroom to get ready. After you wore the dress alcina had bought you weeks ago. It was a red slik dress, with a slit at the thigh area and spaghetti straps. You top off the outfit with heels and gold jewelry. You sprayed water in your hair and brush through any tangles or knots thats was made over night.
You walked downstairs and you coul hear Daniela and Cassandra whispering loudly as bela tried to shush them. You chuckled softly as you heard alcina whisper shouting at them. She already knew you were coming by the sound of your heartbeat. As you entered the huge living room area everyone threw their hands up in the air and shouted happy birthday.
Alcina stood next to her daughters as a couple of your maiden friends stood on the other side. In the middle of them was a huge table with your cake and gifts. You smiled at everyone and walked in. Alcinas preying eyes never left your body. She was basically eye fucking you. The way yours hips swayed in the dress to the way it fitted your curves and waist perfectly. She gaved you a wink as you went on to hug your friends and her daughters.
Alcina gaved you a hug and kissed your cheek.
" I have a surprise for you later, but enjoy the ones here" she whispered in your ear, in a sultry and seductive tone making a sudden wave of heat go straight to your core. Her hands wrapped around your waist as everyone started singing the happy birthday song. After you made your wish and blew out your candles the maids returned to their day duties walking away with two big slices of cake. Laughing and smiling.
As for Daniela, Cassandra and bela they sang you a song in Romanian and left you breathless with hugs and kisses. After they ran off of their daily activities as well.
You turned to alcina who wiped cake icing on your nose giggling as you pouted angrily. She smiled softly at you and wiped it back off licking it seductively off her fingers. Something about the way she was doing it made you're core heat up and arousal start the drip down your lace underwear. You wished her tongue was against your clit right now or even better the icing was you, receiving the twirling,licking and sucking of alcinas skilled tongue she used to make you cum over and over again with.
You were snapped out of your trance when alcina placed her hand on your shoulder. Your gaze met hers and there was this look in her eyes. She was hungry for something more than just cake. She has lust and desire swirling in her eyes as her pupils delate into a thin line of yellow.
" I'll have to work tonight but I promise I'll ravish you accordingly tonight draga mea" she whispered in your ear leaving a kiss on your shoulder, making you shiver.She smirked down at you. She could see that you were already needy. She loved the effect she has on you.
She walked out the room swaying her hips. You gulped and sat down and opened your gifts and ate your cake in silence. Out of all the days alcina chosed to work she had to chose your birthday. You sighed and went up to the library to read a book. Time passed and it was already late I'm the afternoon. You had already took a shower and and was laying on your shared bed with alcina and was reading one of her favorite books. It was alittle after 6 which meant dinner had already started.
Alcina didn't pay much attention to your absence because she had figured that you were full from eating cake and drinking wine all day. She and her daughters ate dinner talking about all different types of stuff, mainly blood and man things, and of course you. After dinner alcina came up to the room and entered. She saw you laying on the bed reading. At the sight of her you huffed and rolled your eyes, switching positions.
Alcina was taken back at first. Not sure if your actions was aimed at her, because you were the type that likes to show emotions when reading. She stood in the door frame before closing the door behind herself and walking towards the dresser before talking her seat. She looked at you through the mirror as she proceeded to take out her earrings.
" did you enjoy your birthday my love?" You rolled your eyes and huffed at her question causing alcina to have a astonished face. She was finding it hard to place a finger on the source for your attitude. Ever since she stepped foot into the room your body language has been cussing her. She did nothing wrong - at least she thought so. She planned your birthday party and after party- which she was too busy to attend, but she treated you well and fairly.
So in her book there's no reason for your attitude towards her. Her eyes darkened as she saw you roll over on the bed and sat up. You made eye contact with her for a second before looking at the floor. You got up and reached for the tallest shelf on the book rack, tip toeing to put it back in its position. Your night gown rising up below your butt showing you were wearing nothing underneath. Alcina had plans for tonight.
Mostly her ravishing you since it's your birthday but you made her change her mind. Seeing you in a oversized shirt with nothing under made her core heat up. Alcina simply stood and walked in the middle of the room. She basically cornered you. There was no where to run without her big frame blocking your escape rout. You turned around and she had a warm smile on her face. You raised your eyebrow and walked back over to the bed.
" I asked a question draga" alcina spoke firmly. Her voice made you shiver, sending a flick down your core making you squirm. You tired your best to keep your armor up but she saw right through you.
" and it's my choice if I want to answer" you spoke, rolling your eyes for the forth time. You were pissing her off but she kept her anger and frustration at bay and kept her plan close in mind. You tried to speed walk pass her but she grabbed your arm tight and pushed you onto the bed causing you to yelp, Alcina smirked as she leaned her tall frame over your small fragile body. Alcinas mouth collided with yours in a heated kiss.
Alcinas hands roamed over your body as she pushed your over sizedshirt up around your thighs. You shivered as she scratched her nails across your thighs. You moaned into the kiss, of course she swallowed it. The way she was manhandling you and kissing you made you light headed. You whined and bucked your hips when she opened your legs and teased your clit.
Alcina chuckled and got on her knees she kept eye contact with you as she started kissing in between your thighs. She nibbled on the flesh and sucked - definitely leaving marks. You threw your head back when she purposely blew air on your cunt. Alcina parted your slit and moaned softly at the sight of you before her.
"So wet for me already baby? So needy for mommy huh?" She whispered so lustful and low. You wined as she started to draw slow lazy circles around your clit. Since you accidentally called alcina "mommy" in the bedroom she took it upon herself to make it her new found word to tease you with. It would be anywhere and anytime.
You huff at her painfully slow pace and reach down to speed up her pace but she swatted away your hand. " please alcina its my birthday just-" you let out a pornographic moan as she pushed two fingers deep into you curling them right after the sudden intrusion. You arched your back and threw your head back.
" brats take what their given" she spat harshly. She started to thrust her fingers deep into you. You were so wet that her fingers made a gushing sound everytime she pulled them back and thrusted them back in. Your eyes rolled back as alcina twisted her fingers in you making a rolling movement. You rolled your hips every thrust as she picked up her pace. Alcina started butterfly kissing your clit her hot breath making your skin burn.
She was sending you crazy. Her fingers in you were moving at a pace you didnt even know was humanly possible. She had them so far deep in you, you felt every movement. You clenched down around her as your eyes rolled back. God she took up so much space in you. She begins harshly sucking on your clit. You could feel your orgam approaching and so did she. She could feel how needy you were for it. The way you were clenching around her.
She pulls out her fingers half way and slam them deep into you. She started thrusting hard into your g spot with her fingers deeply curled into you. You could feel the knot in your stomach already forming. Alcinas pace was unbelievably fast and deep. Your reminded of her mouth on your clit when she starts flicking her tongue against it. Your hands immediately grab her hair, pulling against it and straching your nails against her scalp.
Alcina moans at the feeling of your nails across her scap, causing you to moan out at the vibrations. Alcina released your small bud with a 'pop' sound and smirked at your disheveled self above her. Your back was arched off the bed, your hips were rolling with each thrust of her fingers, your mouth was open wide moans spilling every two seconds. You looked so sinful - you sounded sinful. Alcina pushed her big hand under your shirt and rubbed your stomach, straching her nails against it casuing you to gasp.
Alcina pushed your legs open wider as she manged to push her fingers 3 inches deeper into you. You gripped the sheets hard, pulling them out from the sem. You could feel the blood draining out of your knuckles as they turned white. Alcina pushed your shirt up and sucked on your nipples. You pushed your chest into her more. Alcina looked up at you and you made her wet. You,yourself was getting more wet, alcinas fingers were completely drenched with your arousal. Alcina let go of your nipples with a pop and started attacking your neck.
She sucked and bit your neck. Moving over to the pluse point to leave marks. You moan as you feel her pushing you over the edge completely now. Alcina realeses your tender flesh and kisses the spot. She kissed behind your ear and moves over to look at your face. She goes faster causing your eyes to shoot open. You made eye contact with her. Her once yellow eyes were now completely dark with lust and desire and... mischief.
" fuck! Alcina please- mommy! Please oh God! I'm gonna cum please" you manged to get out through moans. Alcina smirked as she looked at how needy you were. She almost felt sorry for you. She wanted to take pity on you.
" maybe if you were a good girl draga mea" she whispered leaving a peck to your lips. You didn't take heed in what she said as you started to see white, as you felt your orgasm take hold of your body. Just as it was getting good alcina removed her fingers. You cried out and whined. Sitting yourself up on your elbows you repeated the words 'no' while looking at her to give you any sympathy she could find. Alcina smirked and got off the bed.
She removed her dress and slowly took off her panties and un-clipped her bra. She smirked at your wide eyes. You looked like a dear in the headlights. So lost, needy. She chuckled to herself.
" make mommy cum baby and maybe I'll take pity on you" you immediately knew what she wanted you to do but you didn't know if you could sustain her height. She must have saw your hesitation because she spoke up again.
" don't worry pet... I won't crush you" she spoke winking as she pushed you to lay down and started to hover over you. Even if she did crush you, you'd die a happy death. You felt your core throb at the slight of her glistening cunt. You watched as she position herself over your face and laid on your body. You immediately got to work. You licked up all the spilled arousal that she had dripping down her thighs and around her clit.
She moaned and griped the bed sheets, arching her back. Her ass sticking out in the air. You grabbed both her ass cheeks and parted them to get more access. You flicked your tongue against her clit.
" keep being a tease and I won't fuck you senseless pet, now get to work" she said through gritted teeth, moaning and gasping as you pushed two fingers into her and starting a good pace deep inside of her. You felt alcina clench around you as she let out a pornographic moan. You fucked her faster sucking harshly at her clit treating her as she treated you. Alcina cried out as she gripped the bed sheets, choking on her moans as she squealed into the sheets.
Alcina could feel herself already nearing her orgasm. A few thrusts later and you had alcina cumming on your fingers and moaning as her nails digged into the skin of your thighs. You cleaned her up, her taste causing you to moan out, making alcina shiver and gasp. After you smirked and slapped her ass she she got up.
" request granted my lady-" your sentence was cut shorten by alcina pumping her fingers deep into your sore cunt. You choked on your moan as alcina started to go incredibly fast, hitting your g-spot with each thrust. Your head fell back against the sheets, your hair getting frizzy from being sprawled out on the pillow. You arched your back and closed your eyes tightly. You could feel your orgasm approaching fast. You reached for the sheets but alcina grabbed your hands with her extra hand.
You wined as you felt her pushing you over the edge faster and faster each thrust.
" aw is my little bratty slut gonna cum for me?" She asked already feeling you clench and spasm around her thick fingers. You nodded bitting your lips, reopening your eyes to look at her.
" tell me what you want baby" she cooed going faster and deeper. Your eyes rolled back, leaving just white spaces.
" want to cum o-on your fingers mommy please" you moaned deeply. You felt like your skin was on fire. Alcinas perfume filled your senses as she leaned over you to kiss your neck and shoulder blades.
" cum for me dragul meu" she whispered and that was it for you. You cumed hard around her fingers rolling your hips to make it last longer. Alcina smirked and started rubbing your clit harshly, wanting to take you for everything you've got. You cry out as another orgasm wash over you. Alcina allowed you to ride out your high for as long as you wanted.
After you caught your breath you managed to look up at her through your lashes. Alcinas lustful demeanor faded and she was back to being sweet with you. She gaved you a warm smile as she removed a strand of hair from your sweaty forehead. You smiled at her a small laugh escaped, warming alcinas heart.
" we'll have to re-do this this again tomorrow" alcina whispered moving to lay next to you. You laughed as you turned on your side to look at her.
" I meant me spending time with you and ravishing you truly" she spoke again.
" no punishments?" You asked smiling and she playfully rolled her eyes.
" no punishments or edging" she spoke, the both of you laughed before hugging eachother tightly, your warm bodies enchanting in eachothers embrace as you drifting off to sleep.
I know Nace shared part of the story in an interview a couple days ago, but I was planning on doing a write-up before I knew that, so here you go đ Also contains the continuation of the saga in Finland :D
Putting this under a cut because it's gonna be a bit of a read (plus a few more pictures). Yeah, I hope no one here is surprised that I suck at keeping things short đ
So I have done a fair bit of clownery this year, and the most recent bit (before the shirt project) was attending two of the Polish gigs, WrocĹaw and PoznaĹ.
I was wearing my Cha Cha Cha shirt to the PoznaĹ gig, and when taking pictures with Bojan and Nace after the show, I opened my jacket so the shirt was visible. When stepping back after the pic, Nace spied the shirt and was kinda excited about seeing Käärijä merch â though he prefers the Häärijä merch, as he told us, because he's a "big fan" (his words, not mine).
So back at the hotel, I told @braveheart1418, "God, I'm so tempted to try to procure an actual Häärijä shirt. Tell me that's a stupid idea." Of course she did no such thing and so we looked into how much it would cost (too much) and how long it would take (too long), and so I was like, "bummer. And I'm not comfortable making bootleg official merch. Although, omg â it would be hilarious of we did Hojan merch!"
And the longer I thought about it, the more I fell in love with the idea. Again, I told friends, "tell me that would be a stupid idea," and again, they were filthy enablers, and so I started looking into the matter semi-seriously once I was back home (that was Wednesday the 22nd, so almost exactly a week before I left on a business trip leading into a stay at my parents' place leading into the gig).
The first thought was to get a big HOJAN in the Häärijä lettering on foil to iron onto a black shirt, though @braveheart1418 had commented that the design with a picture Häärijä on is much more memorable. That was a very valid point, except that there were no Hojan pics in suitable resolution that were in the right pose.
Thus, things I needed to solve:
get a plotter to cut out "Hojan" for the chest
-> my mom said my cousin had a friend with a plotter. Contact was established
get a picture similar to the official merch of Hojan
-> I reached out to Dean, who was absolutely lovely and set me up with a picture I could use
clip Hojan from the picture
-> I had @submariini as well as another dear friend help me there because they are both much better at photoshop than me and were kind enough to offer their help, and decided to add the yellow border because the best picture Dean had sent me was black & white
get transfer paper
-> easy: amazon (loathe as I am to use it)
find a copy shop to print Hojan for me
-> tricky bc I got Inkjet-Printer transfer paper and most copy shops have laserjets, if they allow using your own paper at all
-> I got laserjet transfer paper and once again had my cousin come to the rescue and helped me print it :D
find t-shirts in the right sizes
-> I solved this by eyeballing and taking pics of my dad in the various sizes to check with @submariini. While nerve-wrecking, I am astonished just how well the sizing worked out in the end!
Despite the limited time (limited further by me getting sick Monday/Tuesday before my business trip), it all came together beautifully: I did a test-print Friday evening and picked up the foil cuts, went shirt shopping with my parents on Saturday (shout out to them for letting their adult kid drag them through three different clothes stores and especially to my dad for gamely trying on half a dozen shirts and waiting while I yelled at ed about which to take đ), finished the test shirt (mine) that evening and adjusted the colours on the outline to be closer to the foil, printed three more copies of Hojan Sunday morning, and got them ready just in time for leaving for the gig!
Which was yet again nerve-wrecking because of the unprecedented amounts of snow happening in Bavaria, but it stood no chance against our determination!
Unfortunately, the snow situation meant that JO couldn't come out after the show, so I passed the shirt to Nace during it and received a pick in return, which made me bluescreen as I hadn't expected an exchange đ He put the shirt down without having looked at it, which was a bit unfortunate because I would have loved to have seen his reaction, but it was still a pretty cool moment.
They did get a lot of gifts this close to St. Nikolaus (which is also celebrated in Germany, or at least was in my youth), most of which they left on the stage for the crew to gather up, so I bluescreened even worse when Nace bee-lined over to me as they came back on stage for the SSOL-encore to thank me again for the shirt â others told me later he'd taken it backstage after Carpe Diem with him, which I'd missed đ
After the show, I met @mogoce-nocoj and ended up talking to her for quite a while outside the venue because neither of us wanted to split off into different directions, and so it wasn't until we were on our way back to @braveheart1418's hotel room (finally accepting that we wouldn't manage to say goodbye quite so soon and might as well talk somewhere warm đ ) that I saw that Bojan had posted the story to his Instagram đ. Let me just say that it was very fortunate we were still out-doors and not near normal flats, because I don't think I was quiet when I saw đ
I actually ended up making four shirts including my trial one â one for Nace, one for Häärijä himself because it felt fitting, and one for @submariini because he's such a Häärijä fan :D
The latter two, I took with me to Rovaniemi (which was ed's fault, because (and I quote), "come to Rollo! It'll be fun!"), where a bunch of friends and I met up for a birthday party slash Käärijä gig (over 20 clowns in one place, it was amazing, 10/10 would do again (genuinely)). The weather and means of transport tried to keep us apart (train strikes and ice rains on my end, though I still had better luck than Joker Out), but we actually all made it and by now all made it back again, too :D
As I mentioned in a different post, I actually managed to hand over the shirt to Häärijä before the gig, and he told me he would wear it on stage, which he did! I also got a picture with him, ed, and me all in our shirts, which was also pretty great :D
So, yeah! The Process⢠of project 1.
Thank you so so much to everyone who helped and encouraged me along the way -- my parents and my cousin, the gift to our fandom that is Dean Grainger (none of whom will hopefully ever read this specific post), @braveheart1418, @submariini, @alephai, my dearest friend K who's been an enabler for so so many shenanigans, and xia!bf for bearing with my insanity (both where the shirts are concerned and the general Käärijä/JO brainrot) and helping me make this project a reality đ
Watching Across the Spiderverse w/ Lo'ak & Neteyam (ft. Spider)
A/N; Since so many of us crossover into both these fandoms, I came up with this fun idea. Also, it was kinda inspired by the cute human drabbles that @littletrippyyhippyy writes! Hope y'all enjoy, I made myself laugh writing this, at least đ
Warnings; Bit of swearing. Spider loses it. Lo'ak's a dummy. Spoilers for both movies, I guess??? Human reader. Kinda proofread.
Summary; You convince Neteyam and Lo'ak to watch Across the Spiderverse with you. They have some questions...
"OH. MY. GOD."
From your sudden verbal outburst, it's safe for the Sully brothers next to you to assume that you enjoyed the movie.
Across the Spiderverse, to be exact.
"That was incredible!! You guys liked it, right? Of course you did! You loved it! Tell me how much you loved it!!" you ramble, excitedly jumping up from your seat on the couch, turning to face your two Na'vi friends.
It had all been Jake's idea. Ever since you arrived on Pandora five years ago, his sons had become more interested in learning about human culture, from different foods to pop culture. The Sully patriarch had a feeling that their interest had piqued because of you specifically, but that was an avenue to be ventured down another time.
The brothers had happily agreed to watch this movie with you, despite having no idea what a spider is or why it should be attributed to any man. But, they couldn't turn down any time spent with you.
After begging Norm to somehow source the long-awaited sequel to Into the Spiderverse, you had ushered them over to the shack through the comms system. Whether you believed in the deity or not, you thanked God for Norm and his ways. Wi-Fi on Pandora was sketchy at best and just about held up for the odd email. Yet, somehow, Norm had got a hold of the new cinematic release so that you wouldn't have to suffer through streaming it.
And for you, it had been so worth the wait. You had loved every damn second. When Into the Spiderverse came out, you had been preparing to leave Earth. It was crazy to think how much had changed in the five years since you arrived on Pandora, a theme that had been mirrored in the movie.
Whipping your head round from the projector screen, where the movie credits rolled, Neteyam and Lo'ak would've marvelled at the joy lighting up your face if they hadn't been so damn confused. Neteyam looked as though he were about to say something but was continuously rephrasing it in his mind. Whereas Lo'ak just came straight out with it, amber eyes narrowed. "I'm confused..."
"By what?" you scrunch your face up. You had taken time to explain the whole premise of the Marvel universe to the brothers. Apparently they hadn't caught on just yet.
"Everything. Why could that Miles guy walk upside down? Why were there so many man spiders? And when will he kiss the blonde girl??"
"Lo'ak, I explained it all to you! Miles got bit by a radioactive Spider in the first movie, couldn't save his uncle Aaron, and you should know the rest!" you flop in between the brothers in an over-dramatic way, resuming your seat from earlier.
Lo'ak's brows knit together in a childish sort of way, but he smirks teasingly. "I can't ask questions now? Not my fault your dumb human movie makes no sense... OW!"
Neteyam's slap up the side of Lo'ak's head puts him back in his place. You exchange an amused glance with the oldest Sully brother, before giving Lo'ak a nudge in the ribs.
"Shut up, skxawng. Not my fault you didn't pay attention! The movie was amazing, right Neteyam?"
Neteyam looks a little caught off guard as you ask his opinion. In truth, he's a little confused by the story too, but he had paid better attention to your precursory Marvel lesson.
"It was...interesting." he muses thoughtfully, before Lo'ak cuts him off.
"I got another question! Why, Y/N, did you blush whenever that big guy came on the screen?"
His shit-eating smirk would have annoyed you if your thoughts hadn't been redirected to your favourite hunky Spider-Man.
"Oh, Miguel?" you ask before sighing dreamily. The brothers watch you in amusement as you resemble an ice pop melting in the August sun. "He's yummy..."
"Gross! He was a jerk!" Lo'ak exclaims. "He looked like he was about to explode he was so huge! Is this really what you human girls like?"
Grabbing the remote from you, Lo'ak rewinds the movie to a still of Miguel, immediately wishing he hadn't when you squeal in delight. As you do, though, he not-so-subtly flexes his biceps to compare with your animated crush.
"You got a way to go, bro" Neteyam chortles, eyeing his brother's lanky arms in amusement. Lo'ak just rolls his eyes.
"Whatever. That guy was an asshole. Did you see the way he yelled at Miles?" Lo'ak waves his arms around and it's honestly amusing to you how invested he appears to be in the movie.
"Kinda reminded me of you and your Dad..." you tap your chin in thought, grinning at the sputtering sound of laughter that comes from Neteyam beside you. Once again, Lo'ak scowls, but it doesn't stop you adding, "...on a good day..."
Neteyam loses it then and there, his usual coyness replaced with hysterical laughter that forces him to reach for the Co2 ask around his neck. Even Lo'ak cracks a small smile at your quip, and soon you're all laughing together.
That is, until the moment is interrupted by your human brother from another mother.
"Hey guys! I got snacks for the movie, I can't wait to see i-"
Spider's eyes widen with betrayal as they land on the rolling credits on the screen. His jaw drops, as do the snacks that he's holding. You can only bite your lip and stifle a laugh as his focus turns to you, pointing an accusing finger. "YOU."
"Spider, I'm sorry but you took too long!" you leap up, backing away from him. He's taller than you, after all, and evidently pissed. The sight makes Neteyam and Lo'ak snicker a little, although they are a bit worried for you...
"You watched the whole damn thing without me!" Spider is not far away from throwing a hissy fit, and it takes everything in you not to explode with laughter. Hands outstretched, you look as though you're taming a wild mountain banshee. At the moment, Spider certainly resembles one. "YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE SPIDER-MAN, Y/N! WHY DO YOU THINK EVERYONE CALLS ME SPIDER?"
"I thought it was because of your hair, bro..." Lo'ak teases, truly testing your resolve where laughter is concerned.
"BRO-"
"Let's calm down..." Neteyam chuckles, standing up to try and calm Spider down in his big-brotherly way, "We'll watch it again, right Y/N?"
"Of course!" you squeak, growing a little nervous at Spider's impending wrath. So much so that after hiding behind Neteyam, you dart towards the door, giggling as you run away from the taller human boy.
"Y/N! YOU. ARE. DEAD!"
There's a mad chase, but the Sully brothers look at each other in amusement as they hear your high-pitched laughter resounding through the corridor.
"Looks like we're watching the man spiders again, bro..." Lo'ak turns to his brother.